i know this feeling

Words can’t express my feelings right now. Grieving doesn’t seem right as I didn’t know Jay personally, but saying that I feel sorry for all her loved ones doesn’t either because it doesn’t express the sentiment I want to convey. I’ve been around a lot of people who lost a parent either when they were young or just starting adulthood, and I’m still not sure what’s worse. Both are horrible experiences and I can only find gratitude in the fact that Jay raised beautiful children who will support each other through this all. I don’t want to make this a post about “I know what you’re going through.” or anything of that sort. 

I only want to say that I respect Jay for all she’s done for her family, and just people in general as she seemed like a wonderful human being, and I respect any decision made by their family no matter what it is. I hope you all find some peace with each other.

Why does it feel like all of the members of 1D are suddenly back at work? And why is it happening all at once? Louis has a lot going on with this stuff with Steve Aoki, Niall has a lot going on and he’s getting papped, Liam is tweeting with Louis Walsh and making headlines, and now Harry is getting papped again. (Even a certain ex-member is making headlines.) What is happening? And why is it happening now, one year since their last performance together? I have so many questions.

anonymous asked:

I... dont know how to feel about zayn's tweet. I dont know how to feel about Jay... its like this is all a nightmare, I cant believe this is happening:(

I’m not a fan of Zayn and his actions, I’m not at all. 

But he and Louis were once close friends, and Louis deserves all the love and support he can get this moment. I think that Zayn’s gesture was nice. It shows that, despite everything that happened, they were once best friends, and he’s showing his respect, it’s admirable. That’s it. I know the mixed feelings, but really, it’s a sweet gesture on his behalf, and I’m glad he did it. 

And I agree, this feels like an eternal nightmare. I’ve been reblogging posts nonstop because I feel speechless and shocked and a bit angry and I don’t know how to feel. I’m just so sad and so sorry for Louis and his family. They all deserve so much better than this, and Jay was such a beautiful human being, filled with light and love. She was gone too soon, this is so unfair, so fucking unfair.

I can only wish them all the love right now, all the support they can get. I wish for them to stay strong in this harsh, horrible time, they’ll need each other a lot. There are no words to soothe the pain now, and there won’t be any words to soothe any pain in a very long time, but I hope that Jay’s brightness and love for life carry on, and that all the great memories of her become enough to keep them going and standing. 

Honest question;

If “asexual” isn’t an orientation because it’s not a description of which gender/s asexual individuals are attracted to, but rather a description of how someone experiences attraction, then why is “pansexual”, which, from what I have seen, is frequently described as not so much “attraction to all genders”, but more along the lines of “gender is irrelevant to attraction”?

Even’s look is what almost killed me in the clip. You can see his eyes are so red and watery. He probably spent the last week locked up in his room and this is the first time he comes out. He just hopes Isak will forgive him and not yell at him for not telling the truth.
He looks so damn sad and tired, but finally he is ready to face Isak and his fears of him leaving.

Okay, so I don’t know if this is just me but Otabek seems like he is a TOTAL NERD. By which I mean, I think the boy is low-key high-key.

BY WHICH I MEAN

I think Otabek is like…. constantly internally screaming. Like. Constantly. But he has an incredible resting bitch face (either natural or one he’s consciously developed to make sure that he doesn’t embarrass his country by seeming too weird) so no one realizes that when he’s being blank faced it’s because he’s going !!!!!!!!! in his head. It’s very understated how intense he is, which is actually canon in that he left home to dedicate his entire life to skating - not going home for LITERAL YEARS.

Losing the games, his face is terrifying because he’s trying not to do this

when he sees Yuri for the first time in years he looks just like ‘huh’ but internally he’s going

Or when he suddenly asks “BE MY FRIEND” practically out of nowhere it’s because he’s been psyching himself up to as all afternoon and internally he’s going YOU WEIRDO STOP COMING ON SO STRONG HE’S GOING TO HATE YOU - OH SHIT IT’S WORKING

BASICALLY OTABEK IS HUGE NERD WITH ALL THE EMOTIONS

on the outside he may look like a Cool Guy

but inside, I strongly believe that inside he is JUST AS MUCH OF A NERD AS OUR LITTLE KATSUDON

Originally posted by msotaku515

anonymous asked:

how can you hate nesta though like for real??? like i get it shes the realest bitch in these books if we are being honest so that makes her come across as rude sometimes if she calls out ur fav but beyond that like nah

I keeps it real….I love AND hate Nesta I’m guessing you saw the “that character you hate is exactly like yourself…” post and I was like I’m Nesta and so I fucking love and hate her…tbh I still stand by it….

Nesta is the baddest Bitch to ever grace prythian but ya’ll forget she’s also a coward and to put it blunt a fucking idiot (both things I have been in the past) and these flaws are not the “flaws make you human ….blah blah….that’s what’s interesting blah blah…..she’s so different…blah blah….these where her intentions… blah”  (or whatever nesta argument i’ve seen defending her actions)

This paragraph…. 

“Perhaps that was what unnerved her, made her want to slice at him. The utter sincerity. That he honoured his promises, and did not make them lightly. That he saw and spoke the truth, and when he’d seen her that first day, he’d weighed her … actions when they’d lived in that cottage.

Her cowardice, selfishness. The rage that had consumed her, so that she wanted them all to starve, just to see if their useless father would bother to save them. And then little Feyre had stepped in, and Nesta had hated her for it, too—that Feyre had done the unthinkable and kept them alive.

She didn’t know what to do with it, that rage. It still burned and hunted her, still made her want to rip and roar and rend the world into pieces. She felt it all—too keenly, too sharply. Hated and cared and loved and dreaded, more than other people, she sometimes thought. Could sift between them all in a matter of moments, like she was trying on different sets of clothes, and no one could tell or care.”

This is where I relate to Nesta the most that “rage” she has where she is able to sift through her emotions so quickly…when she HERSELF knows that she fucked up she let pride get in the way and couldn’t even keep elain safe and when someone *cough* her little sister stepped up that burned her up and highlighted her fuckery to her made her realise she messed up BAD….

she fucked up and she needs to make amends for it or not repeat the same mistakes….and You can’t gloss over or make any excuses for that that kind of prideful behaviour. It’s  toxic and will be her downfall cuz I’m all here for Nesta dragging ALLL my favs that’s what i love about her.She takes no bullshit, fucking slay you if you look at her wrong she doesn’t need to change B U T she needs to get her head out her arse like foreal like letting your family starve cuz of your pride that’s nothing to admire that’s not even a flaw, she fucked up and I want her to develop to become better and stronger and smarter and be the fucking Queen she is. 

Nesta embodies me so I understand her very well and it’s like looking in a mirror and sometimes I love what I see and sometimes I hate what I see… 

Most Homestucks are going around ranting of why they hate Eridan because he is a fuck boy, he killed Feferi and blinded Sollux and “killed” Kanaya, he destroyed the Matriorb, because of his over reactions, having this fuss over eradicating the land dwellers and having a fuss over Feferi. But can you really blame him? Everyone was ignoring him, everyone was avoiding him and whenever he had company they’d criticise him and then leave him, he was alone, the only person that ever understood him was Karkat and not even Karkat thought it’d be a good idea to fill the pale quadrant with him, because it is obvious that it could have happened. If Karkat and Eridan were in a moirallegience, Eridan wouldn’t have this psychotic need to kill everyone out of revenge, Eridan would get over Feferi and forget about Sollux. Instead he could have been a loving troll, but still having his ups and downs. All he wanted was company and no one gave him that, and it made him snap, he had enough. And it is troll nature to kill each other, so can you really blame him?

Confessing Really Shouldn’t Be This Difficult- Prologue

Summary: Nico is in love with Hanayo. It’s a beautiful and wonderful feeling. She wants to express her love and tell the girl just how she feels, but it’s so hard to confess when the universe hates you.

Notes: Hello everyone! I’ve wanted to get started on this ongoing story for quite a long time now, and I finally decided to say ‘fuck it’ and just do it. The Nicopana story we all deserve!! I’ll do my best to bring this ship justice and a really nice, heartwarming and hilarious story.

This is just the prologue, but excluding it the intended amount of chapters are 11! Please look forward to it :’)

side note, I have never in my life written a conversation through text in a story before so I hope the way I formatted it was alright! 

smol shout out also to @banditchika for attempting to help me come up with a title but instead giving me the best way to summarize this fic.

Word Count: 880

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