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A Convoluted Code

A/N: This is hours late, but here it is!

Originally posted by gdiminyoongi

Pairing: College au! TA! Taehyung (based off of 707 of Mystic Messenger

Genre: Fluff (Soon), Comedy

Word Count: 3.2k

Summary: Technological Special Agent, Kim Taehyung, never made mistakes… until he did, and that led him to you, a mistake he couldn’t live down

It started out as just another petty job so that he could buy another computer. As if the multiple screens that surrounded him in his office plus the five laptops lying around weren’t enough for him. However, he was the best, and he required the best equipment.

The job was simple enough, hack into this guy’s phone and see if he’s cheating, but even the best make tiny mistakes.

Usually all he needed to hack into a person’s phone, laptop, and any other accounts was just a phone number, this was thanks to how connected everyone’s accounts were.

Then Taehyung could sift through what he wanted to, report back, get the money, and call it day. The customers he worked with were usually fairly prestigious, so he figured that they would be intelligent enough to write down a stupid number correctly.

And with that foolish assumption concerning the snooty, the best had made a mistake.

It was somewhere between his third caffeinated soda and second bag of chips he realized he hadn’t hacked into Seung Chanwoo’s laptop, it was yours. However, he realized this only after hacking into your laptop camera, it was then the texts he had just read from you and a Soha had finally made sense.

You: Oh btw, I can’t close it anymore

Soha: What? Why not?

You: It’ll snap right in half, and I need it until I can find the money to get a new one… or a sugar daddy that’s around my age, whichever comes first tbh

Soha: Yeah right, have fun writing your little heart out

Maybe a man and his mistress wouldn’t be talking about getting sugar daddies.

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*Lloyd bursts into the room, startling all the ninja and sensei Wu, Jay clutches his chest where his heart is in panic.*

Lloyd: you know what? no. we need to change the name of this shop - “Steep Wisdom”? What does that even mean?? 

Wu: Lloyd we can’t jus-

Lloyd: NO. You know what a better name would be?

Cole: Lloyd-

Lloyd: Anxietea -

*everyone looks at each other, kind of concerned but maybe a little intrigued*

Lloyd: - because everyone can relate. I have it-

Jay: Lloyd, we get i-

Lloyd: Jay probably fucking has it.

Nya: *trying to calm him down* Come on, Lloyd, let’s get some candy.

Lloyd: THINK ABOUT IT! *he points at everyone and then directly at Wu, before leaving with Nya*

Kai: I mean, he’s not wrong. 

anonymous asked:

hey can i request that you bts reaction They see your guy friend being too friendly with you

Okay, quick note for this: done 2 types of reaction – fluffy and smutty, and I think the general idea with all of these is that with the fluffy one, you are less familiar with the member personally, whereas with the smutty one, the two of you have more of a backstory and know each other better.

Also this is probably my last response for a while but I do always work on requests when I can and requests are always open!

This made a very infires Skype call for me and @kimlisamarie

Rap Monster

Fluffy – Although he’d feel upset seeing another guy being ‘friendly’ with you, he would primarily concerned, wondering whether you are giving permission for the said contact / way the guy is acting around you.

If he thought things were getting out of hand, he’d definitely step in, using the power of his brain to make the guy flustered about his actions and maybe even force him to go away. Regardless of whether you are fine with the contact or not, he would ask if you are okay, because if he was there to see it, then clearly the contact was too public and he doesn’t believe a girl should be exploited in that way (‘exploited’ is for the lack of a better word).

He would insist on being a gentleman to you, take you out for a coffee (he pays of course) in contrast to ensure that you know in your mind that not all men are going to see you in this way, and maybe later confess that he would like to do this again sometime, if not that, then something a bit more forward like giving you his number incase you need someone to talk to or even asking you out on a date to give him a chance (the latter being if you were indeed fine with the contact this other guy was giving you, wanting to prove that he is the better man for you).

Originally posted by keepingupwithbts

Smutty – Daddy Namjoon mode because he feels the need to assert his dominance. Not even sorry for literally starting the first sentence with the word ‘daddy’.

He’d step back and wait until this guy has backed off, not wanting to potentially annoy you to the point that you don’t want him. Then, when he gets his chance alone with you, he would instantly send chills down your spine, pushing you up firmly against the wall, telling you how much of a naughty girl/boy you are for teasing him in this manner, like “why must you make me feel this way godammit?”

Whispering sin into your ear, he would use his dominant sexy side to make you completely forget about your guy friend who was getting too intimate with you. Even if there was no relationship between you and Namjoon prior to this situation, he would tell you that “you’re mine and mine only baby; I don’t wanna share you with anyone else” because seeing you with this guy has made him realize he can’t just stand by whilst other people touch you.

Forgetting for a moment where you are - in public - he would then grab your hands and pin you up to the wall and full on kiss you, soon turning it into a hot makeout session. Then, realizing where the two of you are, he would grab your hands again, this time to lead you back to his house:  “You’re coming back with me”.

Originally posted by wanna-be-korean-unicorn


Fluffy – I feel that Jin would be generally quite an awkward person when it would come to situations regarding a girl he likes, so he wouldn’t really be able to think of any other way to stop the situation other than coming over to start a conversation and being really awkward with the conversation, making awful jokes, some of them not even making sense because him seeing you with another guy just makes him have so much on his mind.

He’d probably apologise for his behaviour afterward (even though he probably isn’t sorry if he successfully put the guy off being so intimate with you,) and similarly to Rap Monster, he would offer to make it up to you by offering to take you out. On the ‘date’ (it wouldn’t have been said between either of you that it’s a date, but he totally wants it to be a date,) he would be much more mature, flaunting his knowledge of the world, paying for everything, and requesting a kiss at the end without pressuring you to if you don’t want to.

Originally posted by littlecandyqueen

Smutty – When the two of you get a moment alone, he would mumble into your ear “Are you sure you want him to touch you like that?… Don’t you think I could do a better job?” And he knows there isn’t much competition with him around…

Grabbing your hand, quite romantically actually, he would then start just walking with you, then when you realise he isn’t walking in the direction he knows you want to go and you ask ‘where are we going?’ he simply replies “Somewhere where I can do a better job”

Originally posted by jhopefluxo


Fluffy – Suga would be more passive when the situation is actively going on, not wanting to make a fool of himself. He would most definitely feel super hurt, but still a little stubborn about confessing or expressing his feelings, instead letting them out through some private writing.

After the guy friend who is talking to you a little too provocatively and touching you slightly too intimately has made his exit, Yoongi would just make out like he is just happening to be casually walking by and ‘accidentally’ bump into you. He would make general conversation with you at first, not wanting you to know he has just been watching or is at all bothered by the situation, then leading the conversation into some excuse to meet up with you another time.

Originally posted by jeonbase

Smutty – Again, quite passive whilst the situation is going on, but afterwards would take some sort of action, possibly via a text with something quite sexual to get you going, like “why are his hands all over your body and not mine?” “You know you can do better than that” “Fuck, I really need you to come over so I can show you what you’re missing out on”.

Originally posted by hidden--demons


Fluffy – He wouldn’t confront the situation face on but he wouldn’t just let it happen either, and would likely do something clumsy in the background to grab your’s and the guy’s attention and make it stop. Then he’d use like an unnecessary amount of words to apologize, distracting your attention from the guy’s for as long as possible but without actually talking directly to him or having a full conversation with either of you about this.

After that, he would just generally try to catch your attention more, hoping that you will think of him more often and hoping that the two of you can be closer to the point that he would feel comfortable to ask to meet up with you for reasons other than school/work/etc. Then on the first or second time of meeting up with just the two of you, he would open up more and express his feelings towards you, briefly mentioning how seeing you with that other guy made him realize that he can’t just hold back on how he feels about you.

Originally posted by chimneytaels

Smutty – Instead of just leaving after apologizing for the background clumsy thing, he would insist to your guy friend that he needs to pull you aside to have a private word and that it’s quite urgent and can’t wait. Dragging you by your hand, he forces you to leave and takes you to the nearest secluded area possible.

As soon as you’re there, he would say something along the lines of “why do you like that when you know I could do so much better…” walking towards you and backing you to the nearest wall. “I know deep down you want me; right here, right now.”

Originally posted by hohbi


Fluffy – The poor little mochi wouldn’t know what to do or where to look, quite hurt that he isn’t the one being intimate with you and probably feeling like he wouldn’t compare to the other guy in terms of how he wants to make you feel. He would just watch and so badly want to shower you with love and kisses – not inappropriately touching you carelessly without regard for what you want.

He might send a text later in the day after it playing on his mind so much, but nothing more than a simple ‘hey’ to start general conversation, secretly hoping that his text has made your day but thinks it’s a long shot since seeing what happened earlier.

Later on, he’d maybe have a few drinks to bring out his confidence and phone you up to confess his feelings like “Hey, I hope you don’t mind me randomly calling you… I need to get something off my chest…”

Originally posted by jmins

Smutty – After witnessing the situation, he’d send you an urgent text with very little context just stating that he needs to see you. Figuring that something is the matter and he just needs someone to talk to, you happily go find him and meet him.

The minute you get there, he would be straight in there, pressing his lips against yours, engaging you in a passionate make out, pulling away merely once to say “damn, I can’t believe I stood by and let myself just watch you and him earlier”

He’d continue kissing you, touches being quite cautious but it’s not long before he has to give in to his desires and say “I am sorry… Sorry I didn’t do anything earlier” and whisk you away up to his room.

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin


Fluffy – Even if you weren’t the closest of friend with V, he would be brave enough to make a bold action to stop the situation and make you completely forget about it, like he would brisk walk over and lift you up over his shoulder and carry you away, literally sweeping you off your feet. You’d say ‘Tae! What are you doing? Put me down!!!’ and he’d calmly giggle with something like “we’re going on an adventure!”

He would make the most of his usually 4D personality and let people put down his random actions to that, and that thought being the reason why he wouldn’t care that he has just made a big scene.

Tae is a pretty straight forward guy, so when eventually he puts you down - and it’s a long while before he does because he wants to make sure you know how strong he is - he gets straight to the point, so you’d still be asking him things like ‘Tae! What the hell was that back there?’ ‘…and what’s this adventure we’re supposed to be going on?’ And he would be so smooth just taking your words and using his response as a way to confess like “the adventure where you discover my feelings for you; I really like you”

Originally posted by taedamn

Smutty – He’d still be extra and physically pick you up and take you away, but in a more sexual context, he would instead carry you away to a private yet not so closed off type of area such as a balcony or an elevator and tease the fuck out of you, using actions to speak  louder than words by running his hand along your thigh, but the minute you respond positively to this, he would cease contact and tell you that before you can have him, you need to stop allowing other guys to touch you so freely, leaving you with a kiss to the forehead and leaving you and your thoughts to let loose and go crazy about him.

Originally posted by xxtaetaexx


Fluffy – He’d be quite surprised to see this kind of thing going on in public, unsure of whether his initial judgements of you were correct, but there is that grating thought that maybe you don’t really want it and as shy as he may be, he can’t stand by and watch your guy friend be like this around you with that potential outcome in mind.

With a very nervous heart and mind, he would approach you and try to calmly ask “do you really want him to touch you like this?” genuinely concerned for you, and even if you were fine with it, you would still appreciate his concern nonetheless, (so if the guy has a problem with what Jungkook has just said, you would defend Jungkook, assuring him that he hasn’t done anything wrong in showing concern).

Again, despite his shyness, he would definitely fight this guy either verbally or physically, should the situation spiral out of hand that he would have to stoop to this stage, letting his feelings for you overpower any cowardice he has within him.

Originally posted by grape-joon

Smutty – Instead of trying to get involved in the situation like in the fluffy scenario, he would stay back and let it happen, but as soon as the guy leaves, he would be by your side in a flash - “Are you really going to let that guy touch you like that?” he would ask sternly, ensuring you are face to face with him. “I’m the one you’d want to take it all the way with, right? So why let any other guy get involved?” he’d wink, starting to send shivers down your spine with his touches on any bare skin he can find. “Let’s not make this complicated, yeah? I want you, and I know you want me” he asserts, pulling you in for a passionate kiss.

Originally posted by sugutie

Tumblr-Girl (Part 2)

Tumblr – Girl (Series)

Part 1
Part 3

Pairing: Misha Collins x reader
Summary: the day after the first conversation
Word Count: 1.913
Warnings: panic attack, angst, depression, mental illness, self doubt

Notes: it is my first ever fanfic and I am not a English native speaker so please don’t hate me, I hope you like the idea, there at least some more parts to come. :) 
IMPORTANT: I’m looking for someone like a beta-reader (since I’m not an English-native-speaker there are (probably) loads of mistakes in my texts as well as some ideas seem better in my mind than in the text, so you know what a beta-reader does, don’t you? Just shoot me a message if you want to help me with my texts 

Now enjoy the second chapter ;)

Your POV

The next day you woke up, your body in pain and extremely tired, you swore you would never again trust a single human being who wants to help and certainly not some guy on tumblr. Yesterday you thought this guy really cared, that you have finally found someone to get this weight from your shoulders, but as everyone else he just let you down. Just wanted to play a knight until he read this few lines and recognized your unappealing character, until the game got boring, as it always does when you were involved. 

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Lonely Thanksgiving

Summary: You are alone on thanksgiving because you & your family aren’t on good terms. But then you meet Harry and he tries to make you forget everything and have a happy thanksgiving


You blankly stared at your tea cup, tracing the rim with a shaking hand, trying not to cry. It was the evening of Thanksgiving and you couldn’t of felt more alone. The laughs and conversations around you in the cafe was ringing in your ears. Looking outside, every seemed happy on this holiday. Everyone was with family, everyone but you. The entrance to the cafe slammed, and it made you remember the last time you saw your parents as you slammed the door behind you.


“Is that really how you feel about me?” You said in disbelief as you stared blankly at your parents.

“Honey, we just think you’re throwing your precious education away, to be a writer is really nonsense.” Your mom told you.

“Is this what you believe Dad?” You reached out to him to hope he didn’t feel the same. I’m

“I agree, we are very disappointed in what your doing with your life. Did you ever think how this was going to make us look?” He said sharply.

You looked at them as the sadness dissolved into anger. “I can’t believe you guys are thinking about how this is going to affect you! How about my life. This is what I want, this is what I’m passionate about! And if you don’t agree with it fine, I don’t need your permission. I am 18, an adult now.” You yelled as you stood up.

“If you walk out of this house young lady. We will never forgive you.” The person you called your mother said.

Tears started to form in your eyes but you blinked them away. You stared at your parents right in the face and said, “you know what sucks. You guys didn’t even give me a chance to prove myself. You doubted me. You just assumed I would fail. And coming from your own parents, that’s heartbreaking.” That was the last thing you said to them. Before you walked out of the house and slammed the door you called home for so long behind you.

*End of Flashback*

You wiped the almost fallen tears with your maroon sweater of that memory. It was always so hard this time of year, being alone on holidays where you should be with your family. All the great memories you made as a kid during these times are the things you hold onto.

You are so deep in thought you almost didn’t notice someone talking to you.

You blink and turn to see a tall guy holding a warm drink in his hand. “Excuse me?” You said not catching what he said.

“Do you mind if I sit with you.” He pointed at the empty chair across me. “It’s bloody packed in here.”

You look around to see there are no open seats beside the one by you.

“Yeah for sure.” You said as he sighed in relief.

He pulls the chair out and slides right in. “Ah thank god. I honestly thought you were going to turn me away.” He chuckled and a cute dimple popped out of his cheek.

“Why would you say that?”

“I just thought you were waiting on someone.” You shake your head, as he is added sugar to his tea.

“A boyfriend maybe.” You shake your head. “oh no, I wasn’t.”

“Or just family since it’s thanksgiving.” You sadly shake your head. “Nope, it’s just little old me.” You smile sadly.

You didn’t notice but the guy looked up at you through his lashes and saw how upset you looked. While you looked down into your tea. He thought you were very pretty, and for some reason wanted to make you smile.

“I’m Harry by the way.” He takes out his hand for you too shake.

You look up “I’m Y/N” you shake his hand back.

“What type of tea is that?” Harry said looking at the mug you have in your hand.

“Well I usually always get Earl Grey but today I decided to be adventurous and tried this apple cinnamon. And it’s actually really good. How about you?” You tell him.

“Really? That sounds really good, can I try some?” He randomly asks.

You were a little shocked that this random guy you just met like 5 minutes ago wanted to drink from your cup. But for some reason you laughed,nodded, and handed it to him. You watched Harry bring your mug up to his pink lips and before he took a sip, he winked. You realized how cheeky Harry actually was, but he was pretty cute you couldn’t deny that.

“That’s some good stuff” He said “Do you want to try mine?” He offered you his cup. You didn’t hesitate to take it and take a sip while Harry stared at you. As you moved the cup away from your lips you realized you left a lipstick stain on the rim.

“Oops I’m sorry.” You say handing him back the cup. Harry just smiles and brings the cup to his mouth to drink it, on the same spot your red lipstick was. He smirked and you blushed.

You and Harry really hit it off and for the past hour you’ve just been talking about everything. You forgot how sad you were and just was happy. Harry was really good at making you feel that way. Until he brought it up.

“So what are you doing tonight for thanksgiving? Are you going to your families?” He questioned.

You break eye contact which you haven’t done and sigh. “Um, no. Im actually not doing anything. Just gonna probably go back home in a bit and maybe order pizza and just watch a movie. Nothing spectacularly on this night.” You tell him.

Harry wondered why you weren’t with any family or even friends. But at the same time he was happy cause he liked spending time with you.

“Yeah, well I’m not gonna doing anything either, with the family. My flight got canceled last night because of the storm, and back home in England, I wouldn’t have made it. So here I am, with you. But at the same time I’m not complaining.” He smiles and you do too.

“I’m so sorry Harry. That much suck. I honestly would do anything to be with some family right now.” You didn’t know why but you just felt like telling Harry everything, he was so easy to talk too. “My parents and I haven’t spoken in awhile, so this is my first ever thanksgiving alone.” You tell him.

He looks at you with a sorry look on his face. He sensed that maybe your parents and yourself weren’t on good terms. Since you barely mentioned them.

Harry unintentionally reached for your hand across the table. “Well Y/N, this is my very first thanksgiving alone too. And maybe we shouldn’t be all by ourselves.”

“What do you mean?” You weren’t really catching what he was getting at.

“Maybe we can go get that pizza you were talking about and have our own thanksgiving minus the home cooked meal.” He offers a little nervously, he didn’t want you to say no.

You laugh at his statement. Pizza does sound good right now. “Yeah, let’s do it.” You say.

“Really?” He didn’t actually think you would just go with him so willingly.

“Yeah. But first you have to apologize and say Pizza is a very gourmet meal.” You say while smiling.

Harry laughs as he stands up from the table. He takes out his hand, and you take it, as he eagerly pulls you out the cafe.

The pizza parlor was dead. It was only you and Harry and all you can hear were the ringing of both of your laughs. Harry was telling you jokes that were so bad you couldn’t help but laugh.

“Ok ok last one!” Harry said trying to contain his laughter for the final one. “Ok, who doesn’t eat on thanksgiving?” He asks you.

You thought for a second but couldn’t figure it out. “I don’t know who?”

“A turkey, cause it’s always stuffed!” He lays his head on the table and breaks down laughing. The workers kept looking at you funny. But You couldn’t care less. You were having so much fun to stop.

Eating the rest of your pizza and drink you look up to see Harry already looking at you. “What?” You asked subconsciously. “Do I have something on my face?”

Harry just shakes his head, “No, I just thought you look particularly cute, love.” You blush and shake your head trying not to smile with food in your mouth.

“I look disgusting but thanks, Harry.”

The waiter came and asked if we were finished, and Harry insisted on him paying even when you refused. But in the end he won. Harry drove you back to your apartment, and walked you to your steps.

You both stood their in silence, it wasn’t awkward, it was nice. You didn’t know what to say, you really wanted to see him again. You just hoped he would to.

“Well” you pulled out you keys from your purse. “I really appreciate you hanging out with me this evening. It really means a lot since I didn’t have anyone here. And I know you probably would of wanted to hang out with your real friends.” You sayed looking down at your keys and playing with them. Suddenly you felt kind of embarrassed for some reason. You hoped he didn’t hang out with you out of pity.

“Hey no.” Harry lifts his chin to make you look at him. “I had a really great time, I wouldn’t have traded it for anything. And here.” He pulls out his phone and you put your number in it, and texted yourself.

“Well I should better get inside.” You say. And Harry nods, and starts to walk down your steps. You hadn’t put your keys in before you run down the steps to catch him before he left.

He turns around surprised. “I just wanted to say that this thanksgiving I’m really thankful to have met you. So thank you for today. For everything, it made me incredibly happy.” You ramble off, you didn’t know why you just ran to tell him that. But you did.

“I’m thankful to have met you too.” Harry said & You smile, nod, and turn back to go inside but before you could Harry had taken your hand to bring you back around, and kissed you.

It was slow and passionate, and caught you by surprise. But you kissed him back.

He pulls back and says, “ I’ll see you soon, Y/N . Happy Thanskgiving.” He smirks and leaves you on your front porch.

You watch his car drive away. And you realized all the things you are grateful for, and Harry is now one of them.




Summary: (based off the above prompt) Dan wants to spend Christmas with Phil’s family this year so in return he invites his family to visit their London flat.

Word Count: 2.5k

Warnings: none

A/N: I hope it’s okay I switched this to just Dan’s parents instead of both!! I just couldn’t imagine having both sets staying at their house at the same time, it’d be much too crowded lmao.  I hope you still like this though!!

Dan wouldn’t say that he had a bad relationship with his parents per se, but it certainly was anything great.  Sure, they talked at least once a week over the phone and he normally went home for the holidays, but compared to Phil’s family that seemed like practically nothing.

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anonymous asked:

Could you do a thing for all the members (including V!!) on how they would react when meeting mc for the first time? Thank you!!

AN: i’m going to assume that you’ve just been talking for a while through messages and you’re finally going to meet up/see each other irl for the first time and you both like each other romantically

! semi-spoiler on V !


  • Poor baby would be so nervous as soon as he sat down to wait for you at a small cafe or something and messaging all the RFA members like crazy and they’re all trying to get him to calm down 
  • probably mumbling rehearsed compliments under his breath
  • you’d send him a text complimenting his scarf
  • he’d turn around and just gape a little
  • all those rehearsed compliments - g o n e
  • “i-i’m sorry you look m-much better in real life i d-don’t really know what to say”
  • you’d just pull him into a bone crushing hug and you could feel his face warm up a lot since he wasn’t THAT much taller than you
  • for the whole ‘date’ he’d be shy to look at you so you’d have to tilt his head up and reassure him it was okay 
  • he’d be a little better and open up more but you found up avoiding your gaze and blushing profusely every time you made eye contact
  • when parting you’d kiss his cheek and he’d be so so so stunned but super happy and he’d pull you in for a hug (ᵔᴥᵔ)


  • You’d agree to meet him after his show and Zen was pretty confident until he was backstage
  • His hands became sorta clammy and his heart started pounding when he realised that you were actually going to see him and a small voice in the back of his head thought that you may dislike his acting (past memories sob)
  • He’d message the members also saying he felt slightly on edge not realising you were online too so you manage to sneak in backstage
  • The second you call his name Zen would instantly whip his head around recognising your voice instantly
  • He’d open his mouth to say something but you hug his tall figure and say that theres no way you’d dislike his acting and he’d realise 
  • that you saw all his messages
  • but he wouldn’t care
  • he’d break into a smile and hold you closer and kiss the top of your head his hands resting on your waist
  • he’d deny he wasn’t even nervous and this was all a ploy to get you backstage like sure zen 
  • until he went on stage there was a lot of eye contact and sly brushes against your hands and cheeks - he would be a nervous mess on the inside though
  • when he actually performed he’d be beaming and kept looking at you while blushing and when he finished he would take you out for dinner and he’d be a flirty gentleman there ;;;;
  • probably kisses your hand like 20 times


  • You’d decide to meet at a bakery - somewhere warm and casual because you want her to feel relaaxed y’know?
  • She’d be very nervous before meeting you but unlike zen and yoosung she would keep this to herself and fiddle with her jewellery and loose strands of hair
  • she’d probably order you a drink before smacking herself because what if you don’t like it or it gets cold damn it jahee
  • she’d just be about to call you to see what drinks you like but you slide down in the seat next to her
  • “hey.. how did you know my favourite drink?!”
  • oh god poor jaehee she’d be startled and go into work mode and offer her hand for you to shake 
  • you’d shake her hand before smiling and giving her a quick hug too
  • she’d freeze in her spot and quickly re-adjust herself before thinking - well they smell good
  • you’d thank her for the compliment and she’d almost choke on her tea realising she said it out loud 
  • for the day she’d listen to you and let out a few laughs before realising how comfortable she really was around you and leaving the bakery with a genuine smile looking forward to seeing you again


  • He’d meet you at a fancy restaurant and be there like ages earlier and you bet he’s booked up the whole restaurant because he loves his privacy
  • He’d be the most composed out of the members but he’d check his reflection in the mirror a few times internally a little worried
  • he’d spot you coming in shyly from a mile away and hesitated a little
  • what the hell was this feeling?
  • you’d feel slightly self conscious at his staring as you walked up to him and like jaehee he’d definitely stretch his hand out for you to shake
  • but you’d completely ignore his hand and just hug him and he’d be 
  • o_o
  • but after a few seconds he’d definitely hug you back (quite lightly) before pushing back and re-adjusting himself
  • for some reason he’d introduce himself and you’d almost spit out your drink laughing and he was super confused like 
  • jumin i’m not a client
  • ah yes, I apologize
  • he’d give you some sort of gift a bouquet of roses and a bottle of wine but then mentally hit himself at how cheesy it was
  • i can’t explain how much he’d stare into your eyes - he’d be SO infatuated and he’d find himself losing all train of thought looking at you while you talk and make hand gestures
  • he’d be adamant on taking you home at the end of the night but didn’t know if he should make or move or not
  • so you end up staring at each other for a while and you get out of the car disappointed
  • he’d probably smack himself 
  • and not mentally 


  • cat cafe cat cafe cat cafe cat cafe cat cafe cat cafe
  • you’d probably be there first playing with all the kittens not aware of your surroundings at all 
  • and he’d rush in kinda late because he overslept (poor baby has too much work)
  • he’d almost run to you before stopping himself and would melt a little seeing you play with all the cats
  • he’d dramatically fall to his knees next to you 
  • “error 707 overload of cuteness help me”
  • he’d probably hug you first and wouldn’t pull away for a while and have the biggest grin on his face 
  • he was super nervous and wouldn’t show it
  • he’d get you a gift!!!
  • honey butter chips and dr pepper!!
  • “welcome to my world!”
  • you’d both be babbling and laughing together it would be super natural even though he wouldn’t be able to look into your eyes properly
  • just a few glances here and there before he had to wipe his clammy palms on his pants
  • “luciel..i have to go”
  • “you’ve gotta be kitten me..”
  • you’d get up quickly and just leave with him doubling over with laughter begging you to stay
  • and you do obviously
  • “ I guess im purr-suasive..?”
  • “yep - nevermind i’m going”
  • pulls you into a kiss to make you stay (A/N: ugly sobbing)


  • he’d want to meet you in an open space like a flower field or a park 
  • waiting for you leaning on a fence would be V staring upwards into the sky lost deep in his thoughts and nervous to what your reaction would really be
  • you’d see him and edge towards him trying not to startle him and call his name
  • he’d LOVE the sound of your voice too and turn around and smile
  • you’d both grin and you’d fit perfectly into his frame as you both gave each other warm hugs
  • he would feel a sense of relief that you hadn’t acted strangely and treated him normally throughout the day
  • your voice to him would be soothing and he’d stick very close to your side when you both sat down 
  • he’d automatically calm down due to your soothing voice and fiddle with your hair 
  • there would be a lot of silence the first time you met but they would be comfortable silences as you listened to nature
  • he’s quite gentle and give you really sweet compliments 
  • he’d apologise several times for not doing anything more exciting
  • but you’d pull him closer to you and hold him saying that this is perfect
  • he’s slightly hesitant but then ends up holding you 
  • and thats how you stay for a few hours

(A/N sorry if this is shit but i wanted to expand a lil from your request - hope you don’t mind!)

Tour Series #3: FaceTime/Skype

Luke: (His POV) Being on stage is one of my favorite places to be, even if it means I’m without Y/N. Today was one of the few days that I felt like the worst boyfriend in the world because it’s Y/N’s birthday. I couldn’t even be with her on her birthday and that was tearing me apart on the inside but I was trying my best to hide it from the guys. I talked to her this morning and was the first one to wish her a happy birthday at midnight, even though it was the wee hours of the morning here. Waking up for her was worth it, it always will be. The 1D guys and the rest of the band help me sing her Happy Birthday and I later got a novel long text thanking me for the giant bouquet of flowers that had arrived at our doorstep with her name on them. Other surprises would be arriving throughout the day and she deserved every single one of them. 

Now being on stage, it was the middle of our set and even though it was the middle of the night back home, I got an idea. “Okay guys, I have something to say!” I said into the mic. “Oh shit, Luke’s got something to say guys!” I could punch Calum sometimes. “It’s my girlfriend’s birthday back home and I love her very much. I feel really bad for not being at home with her, so I have a favor to ask you guys. Wanna hear it?” The crowd screamed so loud I thought I lost my hearing for a few seconds. Taking out my in ears was not my best idea ever. “Awesome! I’m going to ring her up on FaceTime on my phone, and we’re all going to sing her happy birthday. Her name is Y/N! Do you think we can do that?” I got another loud response so I took my phone out of my back pocket and smiled. I unlocked it while Mikey and Calum kept the crowd busy and dialed her number. I felt bad for waking her up, but she was going to love this. 

“Luke? What the hell? Aren’t you on stage?” She answered after a few rings, looking like she was just fast asleep. “I have a surprise for you. There are some people here who want to tell you something….,” I turned the camera so it faced the crowd of 20,000 people and I saw her gasp and quickly put her hand over her mouth, “OKAY GUYS ON THE COUNT OF 3. ONE..TWO..THREE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR Y/N! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!” The crowd screamed after they finished and the smile on her face was so big. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her so happy before, apart from when we got together. I turned the camera back on me so she could see my face again. “Oh my god Luke that was incredible! Thank you so much baby. I’ve never had anyone do anything like that for me before!” “She loved it guys! Thank you for helping!” “Tell them I love them too!” “She says she loves you too! Alright baby girl, I have to play the rest of the show now, but I’ll call you right after okay?” The entire crowd went “awwwwww” as we finished our conversation. “Okay Lukey. Thank you again. I love you!” “Love you too Y/N!” I pressed end and put my phone back in my pocket. “Aren’t Luke and his girlfriend cute guys?” Mikey said into his mic. I glared at him, “At least I’m getting some Michael!” The smirk immediately wiped from his face and I laughed. “Alright guys, this one’s called Wherever You Are!” After the show I had a notification from twitter, it was Y/N. “Got a surprise call from @Luke5SOS for my birthday… Had 20,000 people sing me happy birthday. NBD.” with a screenshot of the crowd and bunch of shocked emoji’s. Best Facetime call ever. 

Ashton: It was the middle of the night for Ashton, but it was hard to keep track of what time it was while he was gone. You had been in bed sick for a few days, with only your dog to keep you company since Ashton wasn’t home to take care of you. You wished you could see his face, or hear his voice just for a few minutes. You knew that would make you feel better, even if it was just a little bit. You were cuddling in bed, watching what was probably the billionth episode of some TV show in a row when your dog hopped up on your bed and started whining. “I know Merlin, I miss him too.” He laid down in Ashton’s spot in bed and you smiled. It was the little things that got you through the day. The last text you had gotten from Ash had been a few hours previously, right after they finished their set, which was why you didn’t expect to look over at your phone and see “Ashton Irwin <3 would like to facetime…” appear on your screen.

“Ash? Isn’t really early there?” “Yeah, but I can’t sleep and I know you don’t feel good. I thought we could both use some cheering up.” You both smiled at each other wide, knowing you’d remember a little moment like this forever. “What did I ever do to deserve you?” You ask him quietly, laying your head down on your pillow, finally able to relax a little bit. You let out a huge cough making it sound like you were dying. Ashton gave you his famous puppy dog face which made you laugh a little bit. “Remember how we met? You were the only one at our first show who knew every word to that All Time Low song. I could never pass up a girl who shares my music taste. I’m the one who doesn’t deserve you silly.” “ASHTON FLETCHER IRWIN YOU KNOW THAT’S NOT TRUE.” You could tell even by the little light showing on his face that he was blushing. It was almost like you two were cuddling right there in your bed like you did every night before bed. 

“Is that Michael I hear talking in his sleep?” You ask, trying not to laugh because you would feel bad. “Oh yeah. He’s been talking about becoming a pokemon master for over an hour now. He’s part of the reason I can’t sleep!” You couldn’t hold in your laughter now even if you wanted to. You felt bad that Ash couldn’t sleep, but Michael talking in his sleep about being a pokemon master was one of the best things you had heard all week. “Ash?” You mumble after you stop laughing. “Mhmm?” “Can you tell me a bed time story? I’m really tired and my head hurts…” You cuddled up with Merlin, making sure that Ashton could see the both of you. “Of course I can sweetheart. This is gonna get pretty cheesy okay? If you fall asleep, I’ll text you the ending. Alright, now, once upon a time, there was a VERY  beautiful princess, and her name was Y/N. She was the most beautiful girl in the whole kingdom. Her parents wanted her to marry a man named Luke, but Y/N wasn’t in love with Luke, she was in love with Ashton, the bakers son from the village outside the castle…Y/N?” Ashton looked up before he started the next part of the story and smiled, you were already fast asleep. “Sweet dreams Y/N. I love you.” 

Michael: (His POV) Here we are again, waiting in another airport to board another plane to another country. I can’t complain though, I’m doing what I’ve always wanted to do. Sometimes I just wish I had more time to me. I was snapped out of my thoughts when my phone buzzed. It was Y/N sending me a text message. “Have a safe flight, let me know when you land. I love you to the moon and back.” I smiled to myself, reading it over a few times before responding. “Are you free? Can we Skype?” I replied. Once I got her reply I pulled out my laptop, paying whatever ridiculous fee the airport had for an hour of “high speed” internet and opened Skype, clicking her name for a video call.

My heart skipped a beat seeing her smiling face answer the call. “Hi baby!” She squealed, waving like a kid. I chuckled, waving back. “Hi pretty girl! I missed you!” “I missed you too, Mikey.” Y/N frowned. “You look so exhausted. Have you slept?” She asked, I shook my head. “No, I tried but Luke wouldn’t stop talking last night. I swear I hate him sometimes.” Y/N chuckled before frowning. “I’m sorry, tell him to shut up and let my baby sleep or I’ll burn his penguin.” God, I love her. “This is why I love you.” I laughed. She giggled. “How long is your flight? Hopefully you can sleep on the plane.” “It’s about four or five hours I think? I’m going to try, but I doubt it’ll happen. Sleep doesn’t come easy to me anymore.” I admitted.

“Why? Are you alright? Talk to me.” My eyes fell to my keyboard, then back up to her beautiful face, the face of home. “I miss sleeping beside you.” I told her. “I miss holding you and playing with your hair while you cuddle into me and trace aimlessly on my chest. I just miss being with you. Everything is so crazy during the day, at night is when it really hits me that I’m not near you and it kills me.” “Michael,” Y/N sighed. “I know this is hard but it’s gonna be over soon enough. I can always come and visit for a few days or something soon. Don’t stress out about us being apart so much it’s not good. You need your sleep. If you need to why don’t you call me every night before bed and we’ll talk until you fall asleep? How does that sound?” I smiled at her idea and nodded. “Yeah, that sounds good.” I looked around me, sighing. “My flight is boarding, I have to go. I love you so much babe. I’ll see you soon.” I waved before closing my computer.

Calum:(Your POV) Calum had been gone for about a month now. Some days you were okay being without him, getting a quick phone call or a text from him, or even a cute selfie telling you he missed you. It was the little things when he was away. Other days were hard, sometimes unbearable being away from him. If you had a bad day at work, you came home to an empty apartment. Calum wasn’t there to vent to or to say something stupid to make you laugh. You could try and call him, but half of the time you got voicemail, considering the time difference. You knew Calum tried to answer you calls whenever he could, but sometimes he just wasn’t able to and that was alright.

You were having the worst day you could imagine. You woke up late for work, the car wouldn’t start, it was pouring and your boss yelled at you until you were in tears. All you wanted was to go home and cuddle up into Calum’s side and never leave, but you couldn’t. Instead you took a detour on your walk home and sat down at your usual table at your local cafe. This spot just so happened to be where you shared your first official date with Calum and it always held a special spot in your heart. You sighed looking around the almost empty cafe. Biting your lip you pulled your phone from your purse and clicked on the FaceTime icon next to Calum’s name. You weren’t sure if he’d answer but you hoped he would.

Your face lit up when you saw Calum’s face appear. “Thank God.” You smiled, relieved he had time to answer you. “Hi baby girl, what’s wrong? You look upset.” Calum frowned, fixing the beanie on his head. “I’ve just had the most horrible day and all I really want is to cuddle up on the couch and watch a movie with my favorite boy…but he’s too busy being a rock star on the other side of the world.” You smirked at the last part. “I’m sorry you had a bad day, love. I wish I could come cuddle you. It looks like perfect cuddle weather over there.” You sighed looking out the window at the dark sky pouring rain. “It’s miserable here. I’m miserable here.” “I know it seems like things are going horrible lately, but you’re gonna be alright, okay? We’re gonna see each other again soon and everything will be fine. I have to go do sound check now, but I’ll call you later, okay? Go home and run a nice warm bath and light some candles. Put on your favorite playlist and relax. Everything will be alright. I love you.” You smiled at Calum, holding back tears. “You always know what to say. I love you.” You blew a kiss before ending the FaceTime.  

(Luke and Ashton written by Danielle, Michael and Calum written by Nessy)

Just Friends (Nate Maloley) part 1.

I miss him a lot. The way he smiled, his voice, his laugh, those cute dimples. Nate and I had been friends since second grade and I’ve liked him since. I never had a chance with him mainly because he’d friend-zone the fuck out if me without even realizing it. It was truly heartbreaking. There was nothing I could really do about it. He dug the hole so deep I could even begin to climb out. I remember the last day I ever seen him , it was July and we were hanging out at the beach. The sun was setting and we sat in the damp sand right at the shore line letting the cool water hit our bare feet. “Nate?” I said looking over at him while he was staring into the golden water. He looked so beautiful, I loved the way his long eyelashes hit his cheeks when he blinked and how he would run his strong but gentle hand through his messy brown hair. “What’s up lil mama?” He questioned looking ever to me , he always called me that and to be honest it was my most favorite thing in the world. “You know how you said we could talk about anything?” I said look at my lap and playing with the strings hanging off my frayed jean shorts. “Yeaoh, why ? What’s bothering my best friend?” He asked looking back towards the water. “Do you think we will ever be anything?” I said with a whisper almost inaudible. I couldn’t believe I did it, I asked the question I had been waiting to ask him for years. “What do you mean?” Catching his attention he turned his body towards me. The look on his face gave me his answer, and it wasn’t the one I wanted. My stomach started to ache, I cleared my throat trying to get rid of the lump starting to form. “Uh , nothing just… nevermind.” I looked back down at my lap and started figiting with my hands. “No talk to me.” He said softly lifting my chin making me look into those beautiful eyes of his. “I love you Nate, I always have , and you’ve been too dumb to realize it. I’ve expressed my feelings towards you countless times to get the same response every time. You don’t even realize you’ve been friend-zoning me for the past 12 years. I can’t take it any longer I just need to know if you love me back and if you would ever see us being together.” Tears started to well up in my eyes, my stomach was in knots. It see me like hours had past before he finally answered. “I’m sorry but no. I only see us being friends, we’re just so different you know? Don’t get me wrong you’re a very beautiful, intelligent, sweet girl but I just don’t see it happening.” After he said that I could’ve swore I heard my heart break into thousands of sharp pieces. My chest felt like it was going to cave in, tears started rolling down my face and landing onto the sand below me. We sat there in silence until I gained enough composure to speak. “Nate.” My voice cracked. “I can’t keep loving someone that will never love me back the same. I can’t do this anymore, ever time I look at you I get the sharp pain in my heart, you hurt. I really can’t do this anymore Nate, I’m done, I’m gonna go.” I stood up and wiped the sand off the back of my shorts. I froze for a second before I took off his sweatshirt I had forgot I was wearing. After I got it of I held it out by my fingertips dangling it there for him to take it not wanting to touch him knowing I’d break down instantly. He looked me in the eyes and I saw he was was almost as hurt as I was. I broke eye contact and turned to start walking away. “(Y/n) wait. I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m sorry I don’t feel the same but…” ” but nothing Nate, I’m sorry for catching feelings for you and I’m sorry you don’t feel the same way, Okay ? I wish you the best.” And just like that I turned and walked away from a big part of my life. When I got about half way from where we were sitting I looked back. He was hugging his knees and was resting his head on them. At that moment I had almost went back, I just wanted to hug him, but I stopped myself. “Don’t (y/n) , he’s hurt you enough, don’t make it any harder for yourself.” I said to myself. I gained what composure I had left and continued walking. My house wasn’t too far away from the beach, only about four blocks. When I finally got there I went straight to my room and threw myself on my bed and sobbed into my pillows. I eventually cried myself out and fell asleep. The next morning I woke up to a ray of sunshine shining through my blinds and hitting my right in the face. I pulled my phone out of my pocket where it had been since yesterday. I had countless messages from Nate.
Skate😘:”(Y/n) text me, I wanna straighten things out.”
Skate😘:”Look I’m sorry.”
Skate😘:”(Y/n) please don’t do this.”
Skate😘:”Please answer me.”
I opened my phone and instead of answering I blocked his number. I haven’t heard a word from him since. I feel absolutely horrible but I thought it would be better for both of us this way. Little did I know we’d meet again very soon.

part 2
A/n: hey guys! I hope you like it. This is my very first story I’ve written and I know it probably sucks, but hey I tried. Should I write a part two??? Let me know! Reblog this and send me Feedback it would be greatly appreciated , I love you guys!😘💕

I've Had My Fun - Part 2 - Chocowate Chips

Part 1

Sometimes Mickey would crawl up into bed with Ian in the mornings. Ian would tap him on the chest and tell him the boys were already out of the room and that the coast was clear. Mickey knew that the Gallagher clan was already aware of he and Ian’s relationship, but it still skeeved him out to cuddle with the guy if others were in the room.

“Hey… hey…” Ian whispered , rubbing Mickey’s chest to wake him. Mickey stirred and his eyes slid open, curling a hand over Ian’s. “Get up here,” he said sweetly. Mickey looked around to see if anyone was around. “Don’t worry, it’s cool.” Mickey lifted himself tiredly and crawled into Ian’s embrace within his warm sheets. He laid on his back as Ian snuggled in, resting his head on the older boy’s chest and wrapping his arm around his waist. He gave his skin a kiss and Mickey bent his arm to stroke the red locks of hair draped over his collarbone.

About an hour after they’d fallen asleep like this, Mickey awoke to a set of little fingers flicking his cheek. His eyes blinked open and he saw a wide eyed little Liam standing next to the bed, holding a stuffed dinosaur, looking curious.

“Uh… hey.” Mickey made an awkward face; he hadn’t the slightest clue of how to act around a child.

“Hi, Mickey Mouse!” Liam yelled, waking Ian.

“Hey, buddy.” Ian reached his hand from Mickey’s chest to scratch at Liam’s tummy, making him giggle. The redhead leaned down and pressed his forehead against his brother’s, both of them making scrunched up faces. “I think I heard Lip say he’d make you pancakes this morning.”

Liam pulled away, elated. “Wiff chocowate chips?!”

“Of course,” Ian replied with feigned sternness as tho it should be obvious.


“Go on, go tell Lip to get movin’ on those pancakes,” Ian shooed him off.

Liam ran out of the room, screaming, “Wip! Pancake time! Chocowate chips! Now!”

Ian laughed as he settled back into Mickey’s arms. “Works every time.”

“Shit,” Mickey groaned. “Speaking of work…”

“Ugh, don’t remind me,” Ian groaned about his own job.

“What? Thought you liked shakin’ your junk in those old queens’ faces…” Mickey raised an eyebrow and gave a shit eating grin which Ian returned with a twisted face like he was sick.

“I think that was just the drugs thinking for me.” Ian got a sad, almost worried look on his face.

Mickey searched his face. “What?”

“I dunno. Now that I quit that shit, I just see how fuckin’… barbaric it is there. Like the last week or so, every night that I work…” Ian paused and closed his eyes.

Mickey lifted Ian’s chin to look at him. “What?”

Ian shrugged. “It’s like all those guys look at me with ‘rape-vision.’” Ian looked away, ashamed of himself. He knew there was nothing wrong with stripping or anything, but he also knew it just wasn’t for him.

“Hey,” Mickey said seriously, making Ian look at him again. “If any of those guys even look at you like they actually might mess with you, tell me. I’ll kill em.” Ian knew his lover was serious and it made him feel safer and like he wasn’t crazy. He snuggled back into Mickey’s touch.

“Mmm, my badass boyfriend gonna defend my honor?” He was nervous as to how Mickey would react to him using that term.

Mickey snorted, kissing Ian’s hair. “Gotta defend somethin,’ right?”


They came downstairs a round of sex later to hear a pissed off Carl yelling at Lip. “This isn’t fair!”

“What? Cause I’m not gonna let your new little girlfriend live with us? Christ, Carl, get your head on straight.” Lip put Liam in his highchair and snapped his little tabletop in place.

“She’s not some little girlfriend, douchebag. I love Bonnie and she loves me.”

“Why the fuck does she wanna live here, anyway?” Lip made Liam a sippy cup of tang and put a pancake on a plate for him.

“Her dad hits her and her mom’s a drunk.” Lip stopped and looked at him. Mickey sat down at the table as Ian got them each a cup of coffee. Lip sighed. That was a shitty situation and he felt bad, but- “I can’t just take her in. They’ll think we kidnapped her. Plus, we don’t have the money to feed another mouth.”

“This is such bullshit! Ian’s girlfriend gets to stay, why can’t mine?” Ian choked on his coffee and laughed a little. Mickey shot him a look and Ian snapped his mouth shut but a smile was still pulling at his lips and his shoulders shook with laughter.

“Mickey pays rent. Can your girlfriend pay a hundred bucks a week like he does?” The question was rhetorical. Carl stormed off to his bedroom, flipping off Mickey and Ian out of envy. “Shit,” Lip sighed, massaging his temples.

“Yo,” Mickey hollered to Lip.

“What.” Lip clearly wasn’t in the mood.

“If that chick could pay up, would’ja let her stay?”

“Ya know, money’s so tight, I probably would. Why?”

“Got an idea. Hang tight.” Mickey ran upstairs, leaving Ian and Lip alone.

Mickey knocked on the door frame as leaned his back on the other side of it. “The fuck do you want?” Carl hissed, texting on his phone. Mickey assumed correctly who it was.

“Got a proposition for ya.”

“I’m not gonna suck your dick.”

“Thanks for the offer but your brother’s way better at it.”

“How do you know- wait, just what the hell do you want?!”

“You come work for me, I’ll pay your girl’s rent.” Mickey looked at him, waiting for a response.

“You’re only offerin’ cause you’re bangin’ my brother.”

Mickey tossed his brows. “That and I need help at the bar.”

“Kev owns the bar. How do you even know he’d be okay with it?”

“Talk in’ about upstairs.” All the Gallagher kids knew that Mickey was a pimp and they didn’t care.

“You mean with all the hookers?! I’m not jerkin’ dudes off!”

“Cool your nutsack, kid. I need someone to help swipe supplies.”

“Supplies? What kind of supplies?”

“Condoms, dental dams, tampons, lube, cleaning products, mouth wash, hygiene products, pregnancy tests. Shit like that.”

“Pregnancy tests? Why?”

“I’m gonna start having all the girls take em once a month. Don’t need em all walkin’ around like they got basketballs under their shirts.”

“And you’ll pay for Bonnie to stay here?”

Mickey nodded. “Be at the bar tomorrow at 9 am. You’re late or don’t show up, your girl stays with her fucked parents. Got it?”

“Gimme one good reason why I should do it.”

Mickey’s voice was austere as ever. “Because growin’ up is about doing shit you don’t wanna do for someone you care about because they’re safety and happiness or whatever is all that matters.”

Carl look down at his phone of a picture of Bonnie kissing his cheek. “Got it.”

“Cool. Tell her to pack a bag or two.” Mickey left the room. No need for thank you’s or you’re welcomes.

Mickey came back downstairs and stopped beside Lip who was washing dishes. He pulled a wad of cash from his pocket and took two fifties from it. He laid them on the counter. “Chick stays.”

“What’d you do?” Lip asked over his shoulder.

“Gave the kid an opportunity to grow the hell up.” Mickey walked over to Ian who was sipping his coffee at the table. He bent down and kissed him, stroking his hair once more. “Later.” Ian simply grinned at him and that was always enough for Mickey.

The Pimp left for his day at the office and Lip turned to Ian when he was out the door. “Keep’im.”

The Coming Out Series (Harry Styles imagine) PART 10

Part 10

NOTE: Quick little explanation for maybe some of you that would have noticed it: I didn’t say anything about Niall and Zayn coming to LA. Although Zayn was there with Harry in the hotelroom. Niall and Zayn went to LA a day earlier in order not to arrive all at the same time. Sorry, if that wasn’t clear. I didn’t explain it well.

After you and the boys ate lunch in the hotel restaurant, it was time to go to the studio. Louis and Liam had been writing songs, as well as Harry, Niall and Zayn individually. All of them got help from other writers, but with each album they improved their writing skills. Now it was time for them to let each other hear the tracks and make changes or finalize them. It was something they liked to do together. Not much other people were allowed. But today Harry decided to take you with him, because he wanted to talk about the interview with the boys too. He wanted to ask their advice first before explaining it to management, especially Louis’ and Liam’s because they had non-famous girlfriends as well.

You couldn’t fool yourself. You definitely were worried about what they would think of it. It was not that you were an expert at this. Not even close. You just thought it would be good to stand up for yourself and for your relationship with Harry.

Getting out of the hotel had to happen through the front entrance this time. Fans were waiting outside along with paparazzi, but it was not the worst. Harry explained to you how he usually blocks out voices. ‘It’s not that hard.’ He told you, making you look into his eyes. ‘Just focus your eyes on the car. Don’t let go of it. And think about happy things. I usually think of the times I’m with you. Like that time we did our little road trip. Or that time I ruined the lasagne and we had to live off of bread and a pint because every take out and shop was closed.’ He rambled on for a while and you just loved listening to his voice, mentioning so many moments you cherished as well. Like that time you decided to go to the local fun fair and got so sick on one of the rides that Harry had to bring  you home five minutes after you both arrived and the rest of the evening consisted out of complaining, laying down and a Harry taking care of you. Horrible experience, but now it was nice memory you wouldn’t miss for the world.

And when you stepped outside, holding Harry’s hand and walking behind his tall figure, you thought about one of your absolute favourite memories. The night Harry stayed with you after being on tour for about two months. It was the longest time you had to miss him and it was a blast to have him with you again. After a nice, romantic dinner on the floor in the living room, Harry wanted you to listen to Ed Sheeran’s new CD. You had met him before. Ed was an amazing guy and friend for Harry. He had send Harry some tracks of the unreleased CD and Harry let you hear his favourite. And when the melodies of ‘Thinking out Loud’ were floating through the room, he took your hand, helped you up and danced with you. ‘He’s going to dance in his music video.’ Harry explained while you both tried your hardest not to step on each other’s toes. ‘I think we can definitely pull it off.’ He smiled while he let you turn under his arm. Harry was incredibly clumsy, but somehow he was able to pull it off fairly well… dancing with you.

‘Honey, step in the car please.’ You heard Harry’s voice in your ear and you were surprised to realize you already reached the black Mercedes. You crawled into it and Harry stepped in after you.

‘And?’ He asked when the door closed. ‘Did it work?’

The motor started and you noticed the other boys took different cars. You hadn’t even seen them going into other directions. You were completely not aware of anything.

‘That is by far the best trick you’ve ever given me.’ You told him, still astonished by how well it actually worked.

‘What did you think about?’

You grinned mysteriously.

‘Not telling you…’

‘Of course you’re not.’ He sighed with a smile, like he expected that.

You laughed at his hidden frustration and caressed the back of his neck with your hand. ‘I love you though!’ You soothed him softly.  

He rolled his eyes playfully and crossed his arms in front of his chest. ‘Of course you do…’

‘You don’t love me back?’

He smirked so widely before turning his head to avoid the kiss you were about to give him. ‘Not telling you…’

‘You are impossible…’

‘Are you sure?’ Liam raised his eyebrow at you, pulling off a worried look. ‘I mean… You are going to be out there. There either going to be more haters or more lovers.’

‘I don’t want them to love me, Liam. I want them to know the truth. I want them to know that this is not a stunt or for publicity.’ You tried to explain.

Liam nodded while hearing your words, but you could see in his eyes he wasn’t fully convinced yet of the idea.

‘I think it’s a good plan.’ Niall stood up for you, and you gave him a thankful smile. ‘If she’s fine with it and Harry too, it’s their right to try.’

‘I am fine with it.’ Harry’s voice confirmed next to you.

You were all sitting in the studio. The boys hadn’t even started with the songs. Harry wanted to discuss it first and it had taken some time for the boys to completely take in the idea of you doing the interview with Harry.

‘It surprises me though.’ Zayn stepped in. ‘I would’ve never thought you would agree with it. Especially after that meeting with management.’ He spoke towards Harry.

‘I just didn’t think she even wanted to do it. And I think she didn’t know it either until we were really out there.’

You only could nod at Harry’s words, because that was exactly what it was.

‘Well.’ Louis suddenly spoke, looking up from his phone. He had listened to the conversation for the first few minutes and then he had pulled his phone out, not really paying attention anymore. But now he laid his phone down and joined in again. ‘Do you think it’s possible for me and Eleanor to step in?’

A silence fell for a moment.

‘What?’ Harry was the first to speak and when you looked at him from the side, you noticed his shocked face. It was a real shock though. Louis had always been so private about his relationship, that it surprised you he even liked this idea.

‘Yeah… I just texted Eleanor. Because, you know… She has a hard time with haters sometimes. And it probably won’t change a thing. But then there will be a video out telling the world who she is and where she stands for. And I think that’ll definitely make her feel better.’

You had never imagined that one of them would join, but suddenly you loved the idea of it.

‘I can ask Perrie, but so many people know her already. And I don’t know if she’ll have the time, but I’ll ask her.’ Zayn added to Louis’ words.  

‘I can be there too?’ Niall raised his hand in the process. ‘You know, as a distant viewer of all the couples in the band. I can come up with the cheeky details.’ He smirked widely.

You all had to laugh at that. And when the laughing died out eventually, somehow all the eyes turned to Liam.

And then he rolled his eyes and stood up. ‘Okay! Alright! I’ll call her to ask if she wants to join in too.’ He raised his hands letting you all know he gave up, because he really was the only one having a struggle with this. You didn’t blame him though. It was against all the meetings with managment or the conversations between the boys about keeping the girlfriends private. 

‘Wait a second, Liam.’ Harry stopped his band member from leaving the room to go call his girlfriend. And all the eyes shifted to your boyfriend now. ‘I was thinking… Because we’re all in this together now. You know…’ Why was Harry such a slow speaker. It took him ages to say things. ‘Maybe it’s an idea to do a video diary? Like in the old days. No interview, just us talking and being ourselves.’

A few seconds flew by until you heard Liam’s voice again, way more excited than a couple seconds ago. ‘Yes, well. I’m calling her now. I can’t miss a video diary. She has to agree!’ And he walked out of the room in a fast pace.

‘Well that was a very good thing to say, Harold.’ Louis laughed. ‘He’s been asking for that since we stopped doing it. Liam loves video diaries.’

‘I really like the idea though.’ Niall agreed once again. Somehow Niall always was the easiest to please. You really liked that about him. All of the boys did. ‘We all know how interviewers can be. And I can imagine wrong questions will not be welcomed dearly with the misses around.’

Harry nodded when he wrapped his arm around you and pulled you a little bit closer. He pressed a kiss on your temple and your eyes definitely fluttered when you felt his lips touch your skin.

You were doing this.

You were actually doing this.

The fans and the media were about to know the truth. Not only about you, but also about Eleanor and Sophia and even Perrie.

It was time to speak. Speak loud and clear, full of love and admiration, full of friendship and memories.

Not later.


Speak now.

Part 11

NOTE: This was probably the hardest part to write. Don’t even ask me about it. I hope it wasn’t too disappointing. Next part is going to be the second to last one. So I dearly wish you all still want to read those last two. You’ll have to be patient  with me because my holiday is over and it will be a lot harder to write again. But I’ll try my hardest to have it up in the weekend! Thank you for your support! :-)


Yours is the only hand I want to hold

Dear Maya
I know you are shaking your head. I think somebody’s mum wanted to give him a good shaking too! Sometimes when people are trying to be a smartass they end up being a dumbass.

R: please honey pick up. Called you 17 times in the last 10 min. We need to talk

R: I know you’re there. Please just listen

R: love, please just let me explain

R: look I know you saw the fucking pic

R: baby please pick up. It wasn’t what it looked like.

R: Please talk to me.My mum’s not speaking to me. My phone is blowing up
with pissed off texts from everyone we know. Please call me

R: it’s been 8 minutes hoped you’d call back. Please don’t shut me out. I feel like a piece of shit you have no idea

R: I know you probably hate me right now. If it makes you feel better everyone on Twitter hates me too

K: it’s not fair to make me laugh when I’m mad at you. Fuck you

R: ordinarily I would say Oh Yeah but i don’t think that’s what you meant. My
beautiful girl I’m so sorry. Please pick up your phone & talk to me. I want you to hear my side

K: maybe later.So what’s your side?

R: Ok look. I knew some bitch was taking my photo & I just decided to fuck with her. I was being a smartass OK? I thought it would be funny if I was holding someone’s hand. It was stupid. I should have known it would blow up like this. It was meant as a joke that’s all

K: not cool dude

R: I don’t know what to say except I’m sorry.You know I love you & I wouldn’t do anything to deliberately hurt you. Baby surely you know that. I hate myself to think what people have said to you

K : I guess if Twitter hates you then that’s punishment enough.

R: I can assure you they do

K: Hmmmm usually I’m the one they hate on.

R: my beautiful girl. Don’t you ever ever doubt me. I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you.

K: Rest of your life? You promise? Just keep your fucking hands where they belong.

R: They belong on you

K: good answer. Guess you’re not such a dumbass. But when my phone starts blowing up with texts of those pic all I could think was WTF are you doing.
I’m still mad at you. But your apology notes made me smile. You are such a dork.

R: Good cuz I love doing things to you that make you smile …especially with my hands

K: pfffftt. I hate when you know what to say

R: Cuz I’m a smartass remember?

K : I love your smart ASS but just remember where it belongs.Got it dude?

R: Is the right answer ‘next to your ass?’

K: yeah. That’s exactly where it belongs. OK you can call me now. I love you so fucking much.

R: yeah well I love you fucking more

K: fucking more sounds good to me.

R: One track mind?

K: get off your phone and call me already

So sweet Maya
Things may not always appear to be what we see. And sometimes a smartass makes dumb decisions but they just need be reminded where their ass really belongs.
It’s going to be OK.

Night Changes Series (Liam)


As I promised, I’m going to do a Song Series about ‘Night Changes’.

It was meant to be a 5/5 preference but since each date involves many things happening, I’ve decided to upload a boy each day from today till Thursday.

Hope you like it! :)




Driving too fast, moon is breaking through her hair 

She’s heading for something that she won’t forget 

Having no regrets is all that she really wants


You drove faster than you should, but you were already late. You parked your car and entered the fair. This was way too exciting. You looked around until you spotted him, standing next to one of the many rides.

“Hello there” he said handing you a caramel apple.

“Hi” you shyly answered looking down and taking it “I’m sorry I’m late” you apologized.

“It’s okay” he smiled

“Oh, wait” you suddenly exclaimed opening your purse “I probably should call my mum to tell her I’ve arrived okay. She gets worried whenever I drive somewhere”

“I’ve got a better idea” he proposed taking out his phone “Let’s let her know not only you’ve arrived, but you’ve managed me to find me and you’re no longer alone”

He stretched out his arm and took a picture with his phone.

“Perfect” he said turning to you.

You smiled. You were sure your mother would appreciate Liam texting her. She loved him. She had loved him since the day he walked in.

You were tired of telling her that Liam and you were just friends but, after today, maybe that tag would change.

“Aren’t you cold?” he said looking at you.

Well, you had left your house in a rush so the only thing you had managed to take was your coat and a black hat that was on the closet by the main door.

“Here take this” he said with a smile as he placed his red scarf around your neck.

“Liam, you don’t need to…”

“Yeah I do” he insisted “I don’t want your mother angry with me because you caught a cold”

And there was your mother again.

“Let’s just stop talking about your mother and have some fun, shall we?” he said as if he had read your mind.

He took your hand and guided you through the crowd. You could tell he was having fun and luckily no one had spotted you yet.

“Oh wow, a giant teddy bear” Liam exclaimed pointing at one of those ‘knock something and get a prize’ stands.

“Really?” you laughed.

“Just one” he said as he took a ball.

He breathed heavily and threw the ball with strength. You couldn’t help but to look at him instead of looking at the ball. You smiled when you saw him throwing his fists in the air.

“Yes!” he exclaimed turning around “Thank you sir” he said shaking the man’s hand and taking the giant teddy bear “Here you go” he added turning to you

“What? I can’t!”

“Please…” he pouted putting the teddy bear in front of him.

You shook your head and took the teddy bear.

“Thank you” you smiled hugging him.

“Let’s go” he said taking your hand and walking again.

Liam was like a little kid. Pointing everywhere, his jaw dropping every time he saw something new.

“I’m going to take you to Disneyland someday” you giggled as he stared around.

“Oh, yes!” he exclaimed “let’s go to Disney! But first I want to go on that ride” he said pointing at the Waltzer.

“No!” you exclaimed

But he was already on the steps that led to the ride.

“Come on…” he said.

You went up the stairs, convincing yourself you wouldn’t go there.

Liam ran like a five year old to one to the seats and pointed at it. He just made signs with his fingers and finally you rolled your eyes and sat with him.

The first seconds were fun. You laughed and stared at each other but some time later you saw Liam had stopped laughing.

“Liam, you okay?” you asked.

As soon as the ride stopped he stumbled down the stairs and started walking around, nervously.

“Liam…” you said.

He looked up at you and before you knew it, he had taken your hat.

You saw his head bend over it and you heard a terrible noise that only meant one thing.

You closed your eyes and backed away a couple of meters.

Liam looked up with a pale face.

“I’m sorry” he muttered.


Liam’s POV

I saw her staring at me.

Her hat. 

It was all I could think of: her hat.

There were plenty of places in the fair and you had to take her hat to puke on it? A voice in my head said.

“I’m sorry” I muttered.

Now that’s an apology, Liam. I’m sure she’ll forgive you now.

“Are you okay?” she asked coming closer and taking a tissue out of her purse.

I took the tissue, not even daring looking at her.

“Throw that away” she said pointing at the hat with her chin.

Wait, wasn’t she mad?

“It wasn’t my hat anyway” she smiled “I took it from the main door closet”

Oh no. That meant it was her mother’s.

“It’s not my mum’s either” she laughed when she saw my terrified expression “Somebody had left it months ago and never asked for it back”

I sighed, relieved.

“Are you okay?” she asked for the second time.

“Yeah” I managed to answer “I’m okay now”

She nodded and smiled.

“But I’ll need to go to the toilet, please”

“Sure” she said walking me there.

When I exited, I found her leaning on the wall, hugging the teddy bear with one arm, and I couldn’t help but smile. There was something about her. I didn’t know what. Just something.

“Hi” I greeted shyly when I arrived next to her.

She smiled.

“Are you okay?” she asked again.

“I’m fine” I answered with a smile “And I’m sorry” I apologized again.

“Don’t worry” she smiled back “Kind of happens. But if we ever go to Disney, we’ll only go to the It’s a Small World ride.”

I laughed and she laughed with me, letting me surround her body (and also a bit of that giant teddy bear) with one arm and bringing her closer to me. And all I could think of was that I wouldn’t have changed that night for any other.