i know theres someone else i just cant remember

i have literally no sense of time beyond a couple days, either forwards or backwards

something happened a week ago? sure, but it feels the same to me as if it was three weeks ago, or three days. something else happened? ok, but i cant tell you if it came before the other thing, or after, or even on the same day

& if something is more than a week in the future, it just doesnt exist. i cant plan for it. i cant remember any plans people tell me about it. i cant prepare for anything beyond the horizon

its never had too much of an impact on me, but im scared of whatll happen if im a suspect for a crime

‘what were you doing 8pm last friday?’ something, im sure. maybe nothing. honestly i feel like ive only existed this second. ‘you told us this sequence of events before, but now youve changed the order. are you lying?’ i mean im not trying to deceive you but theres a 90% chance that anything i tell you is a false memory. isnt there someone else you can ask? if i try to give you the story again, itll be different again

i honestly cant comprehend it when people say that they dont ship Jake and Amy when they are like such literal One True Pairing material like??

- slowburn, mutual pining 

- such a soft naturally developed relationship that went from partnerts at work to partners in life and their dating just made it so much richer

- the “i know youre dating another guy and i dont want to make this awkward but i just had to let you know that i really like you but dont worry i wont bother you about it”

- literal canon fake dating au

- when they start dating they try to hide it from thieir friends work family trope but they literally fail in a day

- the universe seems to tell us this is a bad idea but you know what fuck that noise i wanna be with you

- they literally accidentally kill a man by making out at their 1st official day of being a couple like?? get you an otp who can top that

- “theres no one elses opinion that matters more to me” “he makes me laugh”

- they were friends before they started dating!! and they remained silly competitive friends even after they became a couple!!

- no “now that were dating i suddenly realized you have flaws and i dont want this anymore” drama

- they literally asked for their work dads approval 

- like literally no unnecessary drama they fight a few times but none of it is ever superficial or due to bad communication?

- they literally flirt all the time and have their own silly puns and eyeroll eachother but never make the other feel uncomfortable??

- they support each other and are very attentive to the others interests? they try to become involved in things that the other likes just to make them happy??

- “i know that youre dating someone else but im here for you as a friend and i want to see you happy”

anonymous asked:

heya, do you have any advice on how to be a positive influence in this community? you are literally one of the most positive and nicest people here, so please share any tips you might have? tips to make other people happy, you know.

im glad u think so!!! HmmMmMMmm 

  • try not to answer negative asks ! ive answered some and every time i answer them i regret it tbh! just block those people honestly ! 
  • If someone does say something negative just before answering, think about what you’re gonna reply!! Like just take a second, sometimes we tend to reply on impulse you kno,,
  • reply and like people’s posts!! Not because of notes bc they really dont matter, its more of the thought u know!! like hey u like that post, tell them u like it!! peeps really underestimate that ! You dont kno how much a nice comment could help someone :-)
  • I cant think of anything else but you know, just be kind!! Remember that behind every blog theres a person!! And treat people how you’d like to be treated!

anonymous asked:

I don't know but there was also a rumor about SM only giving exo a mini album for the whole year and that's what I'm afraid. I really wanted a comeback next month with a repack around late August/Early September and them EXO Planet #4 around October

that rumour also said krystal was getting a solo and that someone else i cant remember was gonna get a full album but they didnt. so ? lol. theres no sense in giving ur top physical seller a mini….. like ive said this before, but sm can just add 5 reject songs to that and sell twice as much. so yeah, doubt it’s a mini. and a comeback the next month… thats cutting it far too close idk. prob late september if they do. but yeah, they’ll probably start touring really quickly.