i know there's plenty more but i dont have time so yeah

anonymous asked:

tbh I find it interesting how different people interpret the 'you're like a brother to me' line? like to some people, it's just a declaration of how much Shiro means to him, while others see it as a hurdle Keith needs to overcome to recognise his romantic feelings. and then there's those who think it sinks sh3ith entirely. what's ur take on the scene?

ha i feel like ive talked about this so much it would be hard to word it better than i already have, but ill try! 

ok so. thing is, this isn’t the only reference to family we see. keith says they’re all made of the same cosmic star stuff, that they’re “all related.” in episode 2 hunk claims the paladins are all “brothers” and allura tells keith she comes to think of voltron as her new family. so first off, i dont think the brother line automatically disqualifies it as a ship (as you wouldn’t be able to pair up any of the paladins or allura with each other if that was the case). i also think its important to note that while fake shiro keeps pressing this idea that all of team voltron is a family, keith’s focus is entirely on shiro. ive seen plenty of people put lance into this scene, so theres also the fact that, however you feel about the brother line or shiro and keith aside, lots of people can still interpret the situation itself–someone dying on the floor suddenly seeing their greatest hopes and dreams manifest in the form of someone they desperately want to see, someone whom they can’t bear to be abandoned by–as romantic. and again, whether you think its platonic or romantic, bom makes it clear keith still loves shiro.

but real quick, here’s something about it i wrote in one of my other meta, which i think kinda explains it better:

the thing is, shiro is the one who mentions family first. he tells keith “we’re your family” and we get the brother line in response to it. But, shiro said “we.” as in, all the paladins. and we know keith thinks of them all as a family, know that he said “we’re all related” at the end of the olkari episode. (hunk also says all the paladins are brothers, and later allura mentions them all being a family. team voltron is pretty Big on family.) So he could have definitely said, yeah, we’re all a family. But no, he puts all the focus on shiro, and goes “ you‘re like a brother to me.” That one exchange shows keith thinks of his relationship with shiro as being on a whole other level from the rest of team voltron—all of whom he’s already expressed a platonic, familial kind of love for.

Yes, he’s known shiro much longer, but i also think whatever happened back at the garrison, he managed to really click with shiro in a way that’s never quite happened before. Without their backstory, it’s kind of hard to tell. But shiro  must have made one hell of an impression on keith if he ended up being the only one this poor guy opened up to prekerberos. I mean, kollivan tells shiro that keith is desperate to have him at his side. I don’t typically see This Person “desperately wants to see you” used to describe siblings, that definitely has more of an unrequited love vibe to me. If it was strictly familial, i feel like they would have used a term that implies a More Mutual, healthy relationship rather than having this connotation of the person being in agony over their desire.

also, one of keith’s worst fears is apparently confronting his own feelings, something evidenced time and again by how he pushes others away and isolates himself during the whole galra thing

and after how much he’s been hurt and left behind over the years, i think its easy to understand why keith would be so guarded about what he feels and who he strays too close to. If at this point he has romantic feelings for anyone, i think he needs to sort out his fears of abandonment and intimacy first before he even dares to consider being vocal about those feelings. because the way he is now? he’s going to stay silent and just keep throwing up walls to protect himself. 

going back to the brother line in particular, im bi. and i can honestly tell you that saying “youre like a brother/sister to me” when youre scared of how someone of the same gender would react to feeling anything deeper is something people actually do. its a way to kind of backpedal out of the situation and avoid being hurt. its something ive done. so i can see keith throwing it out there as a kind of “safe” way to express how much shiro means to him without being worried that shiro won’t reciprocate his feelings or worse, risk irreparably damaging their friendship over it. especially since his goal here is to try and make shiro stop walking away, to do anything to make him stay. 

i mean honestly everything at this point is still up for interpretation, but thats just how i see it. also, if the staff was so deadset on shiro and keith being brotherly, i dont think they’d support sheith anywhere near as much as they do

No Strings Attached

Originally posted by rideimagines

Originally posted by painfulblisss

Request: Imagine your Bobbys daughter and FWB with Tig.

I kinda went a different direction here, I hope you guys like it.

Smut 💦

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“Tig!”
You moaned as he rubbed his thumb against your clit.
You stopped your hips from rolling against his, the double sensation becoming too much and you placed your hands on his chest, leaning against him to catch your breath.
“Who said you could stop, baby girl?” He scolded.
“I did,” You panted. “Ya know, since I’m doing most of the work.”
Tig shrugged. “Hey, you’re  the one who wanted to be on top.”
“I like being in charge.” You smirked.
“Is that so?” Tig bucked his hips, pushing his erection further into you and you moaned.
“Mm-hmm.” You moved your hips back and forth, slowly, allowing you to feel every inch of him as he slid inside you.
TIg smirked and grabbed your hips tightly, and you knew you’d have bruises there tomorrow.
You slid your hips back, so only the tip of him rested inside you before you rolled your hips forwards once more and both of you moaned as every inch of him filled you.
“Ohh baby,” Tig moaned. 
“Shut up.” You ordered and slapped his hands away from your hips.
He raised an eyebrow but obeyed.
You grabbed his wrists and held them above his head, pinning them to the bed.
He licked his lips and breathed in your scent and you rolled your hips slowly against him once more before letting go of his wrists.
He didn’t try to move them and you sat straight, a soft moan escaping your lips at the change of position .
Tig eyed your bare chest hungrily, admiring the soft curves of your breasts and the small bite marks already bruising across them.
You leant back and placed your hands on his thighs before pulling your legs forward so you were squatting on top of him.
He growled in approval and you smirked as you pushed yourself up.
You hovered your body over his, teasing him with just his tip inside you.
His eyes were glued to your core, seeing your folds wrapped around the tip of his cock, dripping wiht your juices was driving him wild and if you didn’t start fucking him soon he was gonna have to take control.
Suddenly you slammed your body down, taking all of him inside you in one abrupt movement.
“Oh god baby,” Tig groaned, fighting hard not to move his hands.
You grinned and lifted your body up and down. Each movement brought you closer to the edge.
Tig could tell you were close and he couldn’t resist any longer.
He licked his thumb before pressing it against your clit and rubbing circles.
“Fuck, Tig!”
Your walls began to tighten around him and you were overcome with pleasure.
“Good girl, baby.”
You dropped to your elbows, either side of him as your body trembled around him, both of you moaning through your orgasms as he found his release.
Tig wrapped his arms around you, holding you to his chest as you both caught your breath.
After a few minutes you rolled off him and lay beside him, a thin layer of sweat coating both of your bodies.
You laid like that for a few minutes before you swung your legs off the bed and stood, shaking out your arms as you did.
“Well, that really was as fun as I remembered.” You walked around the room, picking up your scattered clothing.
“Im surprised you remember last time.” Tig laughed. “You were wasted, doll.”
You turned towards him and put your hands on your hips, a mock stern expression on your face.
“You takin advantage of drunk girls, Tiggy?”
“Please, if anything you took advantage of me.”
“Yeah, who could resist, huh?”
“I cant help that I was blessed with good looks, (y/n).”
You laughed and walked around the bed.
“I know, Tiggy. I know.” You leant down and kissed his lips before heading for the shower.
With your back turned, you didn’t notice the strange expression on his face.
When you returned to the room he was still in the same position; lying naked on the bed, a sheet draped loosely over him and a joint between his fingers.
You quickly dried off and pulled on your clothes, Tig watching you thoughtfully.
“You leaving?”
“Yeah,” You fished your shoes out from under the bed and tugged them on. “Dad wants to take me out for breakfast so I gotta get home before he gets there.”
“Why don’t you just go grab him, he’s in his dorm.”
“What?!” You turned to Tig.
“He crashed out last night.” He shrugged. “Old man cant handle his booze these days.”
Your eyes widened in disbelief.
“Jesus Christ, Tig! Why didn’t you say anything?!”
“Really, doll? You think your dads gonna recognise the sound of your moans?”
You swore steam was coming out of your ears and you were about to argue when he cracked a smile.
“Im just kidding baby. He went home last night.”
“I swear to God, Trager I am gonna kill you one of these days.” You fumed.
Tig frowned, still as casual as ever. “Then who are you gonna fuck?”
You laughed. “Thankfully theres plenty more dick in the world.”
Tig clutched his hand to his heart with mock hurt and you laughed again more leaning over him and pecking his lips.
“I’ll see you later?”
“I’ll be here.”
Tig watched you leave, checking the hallway was empty before sliding out of the room.
~

Tig laid there for several more moments before it became too cold to tolerate, and the joint in his hand was almost burnt out.
Goosebumps waved over his skin as a cool breeze wafted over his sweat covered body and he forced himself off the soft bed sheets.
He stubbed the remains of his joint out in the ashtray on his bedside table and headed for the shower.
Standing under the shower head, Tig let the steaming hot water wash away the scent of you. He closed his eyes and stepped under the stream. And as the water splashed his face and  flowed down his skin he thought back to the day you had come into his life.

X

The door had slammed and Tig had turned towards the door, only to see her marching into the room.
“Is my dad here?”
It was only Juice and himself in the room and Juice had turned his head to the side, a blank look on his face.
“He could be.” Tig said.
“What?”
“I could be your daddy.” He licked his lips.
She raised her eyebrows and stared at him for a moment before turning to Juice.
“Is this guy serious?”
Juice had nodded. “Sadly, yeah.” He smiled apologetically.
She turned back to Tig and sighed.
“Is Bobby here?”
“Wait Bobbys your dad?” Juice had interrupted.
“Yeah.”
“(Y/n)? Long time no see!” Clays voice boomed through the room and you all turned to look at him.
She smiled at the familiar face and walked towards the President.
“Hey Clay, is dad here?”
“Hes in his dorm, sweetheart.”
She thanked him before heading down the hallway he had pointed to.
Tig and Juice were standing there, staring at Clay with confused looks on their faces.
“Dont even think about it.” Clay had warned before walking past them and heading into Chapel.

Tig had been very interesed in her sudden arrival and had finally learnt (thanks to Gemma) that she was, in fact, Bobbys daughter from a one night stand many years ago. Her mother had kept her a secret from her father for years before finally allowing them to meet once she was a teenager.
She had accepted the fact that her father hadn’t known of her existence and they had slowly built a relationship, despite her living out of town.
It was still unclear as to why she was in town, and Tig was interested in finding out. Or rather, he was interested in her.
She had spent the day with her father, but now the sun had set and she was still here, drinking at the bar with Juice, while Bobby talked club business with Clay.
Tig sauntered across the room and leant against the bar.
“Sorry about earlier, doll. I didn’t know who you were.”
She looked at him and smiled. “And who are you?”
“The man of your dreams.”Tig said.
Both her and Juice groaned, before she laughed loudly.
“Im Tig.”
“NIce to meet you, Tig. (y/n).”
She introduced herself with such charm, but it had been the mischievous glint in her eyes that had made Tigs interest peak.
Juice could sense it and he shook his head before standing. “Ill leave you to it. Nice to meet you, (y/n).”
She had waved goodbye to Juice and Tig had stepped around her and slid onto the barstool where Juice had sat.
“You look like someone who needs something a little more fun than..” He picked up her glass and tasted the drink. “Ugh what is this?”
He reached behind the bar and poured himself a shot.
“What makes you think I need more fun in my life?” She asked.
“Drinkin all alone on a friday night. All dressed up with no where to go.”
“I wasn’t alone, Juice was h-“
Tig raised a finger, hushing her.
“Shh shh Its okay, doll. Tiggy’s here now.”
She had raised her eyebrows but then she had laughed before she downed the rest of her drink.
“Well, Tiggy. I may be all dressed up but I got somewhere to go.”
“Oh and wheres that?”
She had smiled playfully before she had grabbed his shot glass and downed that too.
“Away from you.”
She placed the glass back on the bar and walked away.
Tig might have thought she wasn’t interested, had he not kept his eyes on her.
But luckily for him his eyes had followed you across the room, and he definitely did not miss the playful smile and the wink you threw him on the way.

X

Tig stepped out of the shower and dried himself before heading back into the room and climbing back into the bed. It was probably for the best that you had left, he thought.
He wasn’t used to sharing the bed anyway.
At least that was the excuse he gave himself as he drifted back to sleep.

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Tig answered the door to find you leaning against the wall opposite his dorm room.
“Hey you.” You smiled seductively.
Tig smirked and stepped aside, allowing you to enter the room.
“Four nights in a row, huh?”
You rolled your eyes and walked past him into the room.
“Dont flatter yourself, Trager. Charming’s a boring town.”
Tig smirked and closed the door behind you.
“Thought you’d be watching Elvis performing at the Boulevard tonight.”
“Please, like I wanna see my dad in those outfits.” You sat on the bed and peeled off your shirt, exposing your bra. “Can we not talk about my dad?”
Tig chuckled and walked to stand in front of you.
He leant downed kissed your lips. “How bout we don’t talk at all?”
You reached for his shirt and pulled him down again. “I like the way you think.”
You kissed him hungrily and he reached down and lifted your legs, pushing you further up the bed and he hovered over you.
His hands moved up your thighs, caressing the soft curve of your ass cheeks. His lips stayed on yours, his tongue exploring his mouth but the usual hunger was lacking.
He kissed you slowly and deeply and pushed himself against your core.
You moaned and he pulled his lips away and kissed down your neck.
This time though, he didn’t bite you. He kissed you softly and sucked gently at your skin.
You bucked your hips, desperate for friction.
“Come on, Trager. I didn’t come here so you could make me come with kisses.” You whined, pushing yourself up to rub against his crotch.
“Patience, baby girl.” Tig hushed and kissed along your neck once more.
You wrapped your legs around his waist and pushed, rolling the both of you till you sat in his lap and he was lying against the bed.
“Fuck your patience.” You kissed him hungrily and reached behind you to unclip your bra.
His hands roamed over your skin, holding your body close to his.
You pulled away from him and sat straight, unbuttoning his shirt with hurried fingers.
Tig lifted his hands to caress your breasts and you met his eye.
The gaze that met yours frightened you. You’d seen it before, only a couple of times but you knew what it was. It wasn’t a hunger, it wasn’t desire. it wasn’t just lust, there was a longing.. possibly even love?
You pushed the thought to the back of your mind and kissed him again. He rolled you over so he lay on top and this time you didn’t resist.
His hands moved to your jeans and he tugged them down your thighs, leaving only your panties.
Tig kissed you, with more passion than you had expected. It had been a long time since you’d felt such passion in a kiss and when he pulled his lips away to catch his breath he stayed close. His breath was on your lips and he rubbed his nose wth yours gently. You opened your eyes to meet those piercing blue eyes and you saw that same longing look once more.
You were quick to bring his lips to yours again and you pushed your tongue into his mouth. Your hands ran down his body and unbuckled his belt and his hand left your body long enough to push his jeans and his boxers down.
He Tugged your panties to the side and ran his thumb through your slick folds before lining himself up at your entrance.
He met your gaze as he pushed into you,causing you to gasp and when you saw that same look in his eyes you clutched yours shut.
Tig always felt so good inside you, stretching yu and pushing into you over and over.
The room was filled with the sound of his skin slapping against yours and your moans and it wast long before waves of pleasure were rolling over you.
Yet every time you looked into those blue eyes as he pounded into you that same look was there, that same yearning. Like he was searching the very edges of your soul for some kind of connection.
The more you saw it, and he more you thought about it, the more uncomfortable it made you feel.
Until he pounded into you harder and your orgasm drove all those thoughts from your mind.

Tig brought the joint to his lips and watched you from his spot on the bed as you got dressed,
Like usual, you were quick to leave after your encounters. Normally that wouldn’t bother Tig, but with you he wouldn’t mind if you stayed, maybe just a little while longer.
“You going to Gems dinner tonight?”
You turned to look at Tig as you pulled your shirt over your head.
“Yeah, told her Id be there.”
“You can ride with me, I’ll pick you up.”
You raised your eyebrows. “And whats my dad gonna say when I turn up riding bitch with you?”
“Oh he wont be there.” He took a drag of his joint. “Clays sending him and Hap up to Tacoma to sort some business.”
“Oh,” You frowned. He hadn’t mentioned it to you yet. “I dunno, we should probably take seperate rides.”
Tig nodded. “Well maybe you could stay here after, since Bobbys gonna be outta town.”
You stopped what you were doing and sighed before sitting on the edge of the bed.
“You know Im leaving soon, right?”
“Right, in a month or so.”
“No, Tiggy. Im leaving at the end if the week. Im going back home.”
Tigs heart sank and he took a long drag of the joint before stubbing it out in the ashtray.
“Guess we better make the most if our time then, huh doll?”
“I don’t think thats such a good idea.” You smiled sadly and looked down at your hands. “Maybe it’ll be best if we just stay friends- without the benefits.”
Tig frowned. “I thought were having fun.”
You stood and leant over him. “We were.”
You pressed your lips to his, kissing him deeply. You could taste him on your tongue and when you pulled away you stroked his cheek gently.
And just like that you turned and grabbed your bag before heading out of the room, without another glance.
The moment your lis had pressed against his Tig knew it was over. It wasn’t a ‘see you later’ kiss. It wasn’t a ‘thanks for the sex’ kiss. it wasn’t a ‘maybe one last time’ kiss.
It was a Goodbye kiss.
Tig sighed and rolled over, the memories of you beneath him taunting him, knowing he’d never see you like that again and the taste of your Goodbye still lingering on his lips.


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@i-want-to-be-watered-by-roger @danleto97

Mixed Family

Requested by @homicidalteenagedream     her amazing idea. Hope you like it and I did it justice. Changed a few things. Thanks for requesting

You felt the music move your hips to the beat. You moved your hands over your body. You must have been doing some dirty dancing, out of the corner of your eye you saw a tall,tattooed man with a kutte starring at you. It was like you were the only girl in the room for him.
He walked over to you, placing his hands on your hips. Leaving no space between you and this mystery man you grinding on him feeling his hard on.
He whispered in your ear.“ You want to get out of here Little Girl”. You nodded
He grabbed your hand leading you to his bike. You pulled up you skirt and threw your leg over, placing your hands around his waist holding on tightly as we flew off.
Going back to his place which was a dormroom at a garage. You learned his name was Happy and he was in a motorcycle club called Samcro, you new all about Samcro but didnt tell him.
He pushed you on the bed as he jumped on top  of you. You giggled at his eagerness .
“You ready for me Girl”? He asked before pushing inside you.
“God yes, fuck your big”. You gasped at how big he was.
“Shit Y/N, your so damn tight”. He grunted
“OH Fuck Daddy.. I didn’t mean that”. You said embarrassed.
“Its cool, I like it when women call me that”. He thrusted deeper
“Son of a..”. You came gripping on to Happy for dear life.
Happy came as he rode out your orgasm. He slide off of you and pulled a cigarette out of his pants. Taking a puff and pasting it to you. You declined.
“We should do this again”. He got up and dressed.
“Yea, I had a very good time”. You laid on your side watching him
“I got to go but you can stay or I can give you a ride”.
“Um, I’ll call a cab before someone sees me”. You said trying to find your clothes.
He pulled you to him giving one last kiss before he left.

After that night you and Happy saw each other regularly, it was a friends with benefits thing Happy said".
One day,Happy came over like he always did you felt different. You were falling hard for him. You decided not to tell him,cause he didnt feel the same. So you causally stopped coming around and not answering him. Then he just went away basically he lost interest in you.

One months later.
Hey Juice, what are you doing". You walked over giving him a kiss.
“Nothin Baby, just checking on things”. He was typing on his computer.
“Sounds good, you want anything”.
“I think I want you”. He pulled you over on his lap
“I want you to meet my family Y/N”.
“I would love to Juan”. You kissed him
“Great this afternoon theres a BBQ in the works so we are going”. He said picking you up and placing you on his bike.
Arriving at the club house, flash backs came racing in your head. Happy. Juice new about Happy but never said anything to anyone. He new is was over.
“Hey Juice who’s this lovely lady”. Tig asked
“This is Y/N my girlfriend”. He said proudly smiling.
“I thought your right hand was your girlfriend”. You and Tig laughed. Juice got angry
“Calm down Baby”. You wrapped you arm around his.
“Lets go meet everyone else”. He took you to meet everyone. They were so nice to you. Gemma even started to warm up. Then you saw Happy.
Happy must have saw you cause he pushed the croweater of him, she yelled at him and he slammed the club house door.
“What was that all about”. Gemma asked.
“Umm. I kinda know Happy from another part of my life”. You said nervously
“Oh, so you dated Happy”?
“You can say that, but no”.
“I see, its over between you two”.
“Yes, we just lost contact and then I meet Juice”.
“OK, that was weird”. I dont know why he would act that way but we are leaving so nothing is said or done". Juice said taking you to his bike before anyone can object.

Few weeks later.
“Babe you ok in there”. Juice called throw the door.
“Yeah, can you get the phone ”. You said wipping your mouth
Juice came back with your phone and you called the doctors. They said to come right in. They did tests and gave you a pregnancy test.
“Juice what if.”
“Nothing, if you are then great ok”. He said taking your hand
The doctor walked in.
“Your pregnant, Congradulations”.
“How long”?
“About Two, two and a half months, maybe three”. “Its kinda hard to tell right now”.
“Umm, is there anything I need to do”? You asked nervously
“Take vitamins and get plenty of sleep, no stress and eat heathy”.
Juice held you for a long time. You couldnt believe it.
“Juice I’m sorry”.
“Why, its no ones fault”. “This baby was meant to be here”. “Just sad it aint mine”. He smiled at you cupping your face
“How am I going to tell Happy”?
“I can tell him if you want”.
“No, I have to”. “I’m going to right now”. You got up grabbing your purse.
“Alright, if you need me Im here”. He kissed you deeply

Driving to TM. Fuck you were scared. Happy is going to freak out worst than he did at the BBQ. Pulling in you saw Happy sitting on his bike.
“What are you doing here”? He snarled
“Can we talk in private”?
“Sure”. You walked behind him to his dormroom.
“What do you want”?
“Umm, I dont know how to say this”.
“Say what like how you didnt call me or come see me”. How you hooked up with Juice when you were suppose to be with me". He shouted
“Hap, you just wanted to be Fuck buddies thats all”. “I wanted more but I was scared that you would shot me down and laugh, so I stayed away. And for Juice I am so happy with him, he makes me feel something like I never felt before”.
“You thought about me like that one time”. “You should have just told me”. “I might have felt the same”.
“Did you Happy, cause everytime I called you, you were busy or something came up”. “But lord forbid that i had something planned when you called”.
“Happy I didnt come here to fight”.
“Then why did you”.
“I’m pregnant, its your”. “If you dont believe me call the doctors”. You gave him a piece of paper with a number on it.
Happy was dumb founded. It hit him hard.
“You mean that I..that your..with my kid but with Juice”.
“Yeah, Juice said that he will step up and help raise it if you didnt want to”. You looked at a heart broken Happy
“No,I’m going to be there”. “I’m not doing what my dad did to me and my mom”. He stood up
“Can I.. you know touch it”. He asked pointing to your belly
“Yeah. Juice hasnt stopped since I found out”. You laughed
“Your really happy arent you”?
“Yes, Happy I am”. You put your hand on his
Six months later
You,Happy and Juice welcomed a 8 pound 3 oz baby boy named Ransom Gage Lowman. He was the light of your life. He was mixed with the looks of his daddy but had the heart of Juice. Some how the three of you managed to get along great. Happy was the best man at yours and Juices wedding and was there to welcome yours and Juices little girl. You have a very happy mixed family

some ole bullshit (again)

AIGHT ladies and gents and everyone, you’ve probably seen this  twitter post basically showing Xander Berkeley (Gregory) messaging a 19 year old and whatnot. I’m not going to explain it bc i want u to read it for yourselves. This is going to be a long-ass post so hold on tight. I just got home from Cuba, and I was without internet for a week so I’ve missed 98% of the shit thats gone down this week. 

So to start I want to talk about the messages sent between Xander and Karma (that’s her twitter name) 

1.) One of the big things taken out of context here is the fact that during one of the messages, there was a comment made that, if not read correctly, made it seem as if Xander were a pedophile. (which he is not) That is a really fucking big accusation and shouldn’t be taken lightly at all. Other than that the messages speak for themselves, although Karma posted screenshots as well as a 2 min video, which u can find on her page. It’s some pretty solid evidence, and I’ve analyzed it and can’t find anything that would make it seem fake. 

2) My biggest problem with this is that Xander is, ya know, married with two kids (both girls) so the whole situation is extra fucked. The girl he messaged is my age (19) which constitutes as an adult, but theres still somewhat of a power inbalance with the fact that he’s a celebrity and, ya know, 61. Legally there’s nothing wrong, but socially…yeah. There’s a lot of things in the messages that I’m not even going to go over bc the link is above.

3) Steven Ogg did post a tweet defending Xander, but deleted it. It was most likely a knee-jerk reaction to seeing his friend getting hate, so hopefully he realized what was happening and saw all the messages and whatnot. Does that make him “human scum” or “trash?” no, it doesn’t you fucking freaks. Jesus.

So in terms of the raw evidence/messages, that’s about all I have to say. In my opinion the dude is fucked and shouldn’t have done what he did, however, the way the situation was handled is an entirely different story, which I’m going to talk about below. It’s a real shame, too, because Xander and I have interacted plenty of times and I never got any sort of creepy/pervy vibe from him (then again, I never got any weird vibes from the 19 year old who sexually abused me when i was 15) (which now that i think about it means he was a pedophile) so yeah.

Anywho, for the next part of this - this doesn’t really have to do with this situation in particular, but something that social media (twitter especially) has made a “trend” of sorts - publicly “exposing” people (mainly celebrities) via the internet. The situation with Xander just made me want to talk a bit about it because it’s happened so many times its seems, and it’s something that really, really worries me about people (younger people especially) and social media. 

In no way am I giving a free pass to people who do shit like what Xander did. I just personally feel like there’s this terrible mentality that we have to share anything and everything with the world via social media, and in this case it’s something that should have been kept private. This should not concern anyone other than Xander, his wife, Karma, and possibly Xander’s employer. Mainly due to two reasons 1) the sake of the victim and their mental healthy 2) the fact that when information if put out to be read by thousands of people, you have no clue what the context is, where it’s coming from, what could be someones interpretation of the situation not the truth, etc. you’ve also inadvertently drawn in people such as cast members  - Lauren, Norman, JDM, Austin, Seth, Christian, etc. - who might not want to be involved in stuff like this. 3) once the information is out there, you have absolutely no control over who see’s it and where it goes. You’ve forfeited the right to privacy. You no longer ‘own’ what you post. There are already articles being written about the situation that Karma had nothing to do with, and this could be really, really dangerous for a lot of the parties involved when it comes to what the truth really is, and who is affected, mainly because now this shit is going to follow you. 

The next thing, and I think this has to do with the TWD fandom in particular. And this is just my opinion.

For the love of God stop stanning celebrities

The TWD fandom has a huge problem with this shit, and I think its part of why the reaction to all this has become one giant mob mentality ie. ur either “with” or “against” and anyone who disagrees is “trash.” That is NOT how situations like this need to be handled, and another result of why situations like these should be left private. Celebrities are not ur personal toys to project your ideals on. They are human beings. And at the end of the day, what they do will not effect your life whether you think it will or not. In no way am I saying that you have to support an artists behavior should they be homophobic, racist, etc. but you have to understand that you cannot forfeit their right to make mistakes or do fucked up shit just because you enjoy their work/like some of the things they say. One of the biggest fucking things I’ve seen is people trying to count how many TWD cast members are unfollowing Xander, as if that’s somehow a correct gage of how the cast feels about him. As if you know him more personally than Steven or Austin or Lauren. (news flash: you don’t. I’ve talked to him a bunch and hell not even I knew this shit was coming) As if the whole thing is just some fun spectacle for you to watch cause ur bored that the shitshow that is TWD isn’t back on until October. Some of ya’ll need to understand that these are REAL people. This is the same fandom that bodyshamed Alanna, and ran JOSH off social media for no reason at all. So you’ll have to forgive me if I’m not a little bit exasperated with TWD fans in general. 

So yeah. Long post, but I felt like I needed to say some things about the whole situation. The whole thing is a clusterfuck and I think what happened is wrong on both sides. (Karma is an adult, but like I said, to me 19 is still socially a child) I think at the end of the day this should have been dealt with privately, but I wish Karma all the best. If you want to message her on twitter to ask questions she said that she’s open - just be respectful. 

I’m going to tag some people bc I want them to see this. I’m also probably not really returning to the TWD fandom (if I do it will be strictly Negan or Simon material) I’m focusing more on Transformers, Attack on Titan, DC, Marvel, and some other stuff. 

(if u want me to remove ur tag let me know, mainly bc i know some people dont like to be tagged in drama) if u want to add things or share ur thoughts go ahead

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what’s the stitch? | pt.1

on ao3

from the high school senior that brought you wanna chat? comes another chat fic that no one asked for

just so we’re all on the same page, alya has the fox miraculous, nino the turtle, and chloe the bee. i latched onto this team of miraculous holders a while back and now i’m just throwing up random stuff. initially i wasn’t going to write more than a small snip of this but @breeeliss​ is a horrible enabler (<3)

i’m still working on the dynamics for them, especially since they’re still getting to know each other, so sorry if it’s rough

anyway let’s do this


18:23

Cat: What does this do?
Oh
COOL

Bee: what in fresh hell is this

Turtle: yo wassup this is rad
wait lemme see…

Fox: HELLA

Ladybug: Chat what the hell did you do

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consider this: SMH & one direction

i just wanna talk about smh and 1d ok im so sorry this wasnt supposed to be this long i have no control 

  • dex grew up with sisters (let me have this he has a bunch of sisters ok) so not only was he completely unable to escape one direction he was not allowed to get away with any sort of ‘bands that have mainly young female fanbases are not real music’ misogyny that lots of teen boys and adult males have 
    • so he likes 1d he doesnt advertise but he had to listen to them a lot so he knows their entire discography and what they have some good songs ok bro 
    • so yeah they find their way into his workout playlists so fucking what man they’re fucking hype songs 
    • his fave is niall bc hes chill and just wants to drink beer and play his guitar and listen to dad rock and he’s irish (dex is irish and is grandma loves niall bc she’s irish and what a sweet young lad) he’s not like die hard niall stan but he knows all of the 1d discourse from his sisters debating (im willing to listen to other opinions my back up is louis bc hes a punk) 
    • he save up one year (and got help from his fam) to get tickets for his sisters to see a wwa concert as a birthday/christmas/every holiday present bc theyre expensive and they dont have a lot of money 
      • his mom technically bought the tickets he just helped pay for them and the girls surprised him with a ticket for him to come with (mama poindexter: well i cant let them go alone who’s gonna watch them you have to go make sure they dont get arrested for doing something stupid) dex played it cool but it was such a fun concert and so fun to hang out with his sisters tooo
  • nursey now is a goddamn hipster u cant tell me he isnt into a bunch of british alternative bands and bc of his brit music phase he knew about one direction from the very start at the x factor stage (he definitely mentions this all the goddamn time when they start becoming popular but he chills out through the years)
    • hes been to at least one concert for every tour (he even got tickets to the madison square garden show) - he went to every concert with his sister but it was his idea to go and she was just there to keep an eye on him
    • also a big reason he got into the band was zayn like heres a pakistani muslim boy who’s super talented with these white dudes and that representation is super important (i also hc nursey as muslim or at least partially but zayn is a brown muslim boy killing it so yeah its awesome) 
    • but nurseys fave tho is harry especially when harry is a total hoe with long hair and jewelry and those red carpet looks like nursey is in love but also in awe bc those sparkly boots and that floral suit like those are iconic Looks™ and nursey loves it bc gender isnt real and he loves hoe looks (zayn is like 1.5 tho bc nursey is in love)
      • nursey tries to serenade dex with little things one day when they’re chilling by the pond on the grass and dex punches him bc nursey is making him emo even when he knows dex doesnt have emotions (in public in front of people who can see him cry)
  • bitty likes them they’re no beyonce but theyre fun and attractive and yeah hes gonna have some fun dancing to them he isn’t really up with all the drama and disc*urse until the boys have 1d nights and they watch this is us and the concert dvds bc he learns a lot 
    • he loves 2013 era harry and all the time liam (that boy is thicc and bitty 100% does not swoon)
  • holster like come tf on holster loves them he unironically and passionately loves one direction completely unashamed he does not care for your opinions and no one makes fun of him bc he’s a 6′4 fucking big ass hockey player who could drop kick u across campus if he wanted to
    • he claims he doesnt have a fave but he would die for all of them 
    • his fave rotates seasonally and he has a different fave for each era 
    • he went to the tmh tour and he’s gone to every tour since - he goes with his sisters bc its a bonding topic for them he sits at the edge of the floor or at the end of a row on the sides bc hes so tall he feels so bad and he tries to stay out of the way of the little girls behind him but hes nice to them and talks to them and so they like him even if hes a giant
    • but really he and his sisters are so close bc they have a lot of similar interests and they talk about pop culture stuff and its hard to keep intouch when hes away so much but they have group chats about 1d and tv shows and stuff so its so nice for them to keep up a strong bonding time 
  • ransom is a britney bitch and holster dragged him into 1d. he’s in it for the memes and the drama really. (he likes the songs and thinks its fun but he wouldnt have been a fan and gone to concerts if it wasnt for holtz)
    • holster takes him to the wwa concert and they have a blast 
    • holster also drags his ass to see this is us opening night (they both cry)
  • chowder just loves everyone and he doesnt understand why people hate 1d (or other pop artists with majority young female fan bases that ppl hate bc misogyny) when theyre so fun he’s not an active /fan/ until smh has team bonding nights involving one direction jam sessions and concert dvd watching and drunk history
  • on such 1d nights they put on one of the dvds and it accidentally turns into a drinking game (mainly drinking bc this part of my god did u see that !!! THAT NOTE CHANGE !!!! and ZAYN WHY !!!! and other painful parts) and some of them *cough* nursey dex and holster *cough* get possibly the most drunk they ever get bc of this 
    • theres loud awful drunk singing along and some sobbing (this is definitely not based off of any sort of personal experience whatsoever nope never done this before) 
    • after the movie when everyone is so drunk they talk about 1d history which is how the veterans teach the others about the exciting drama and disc*urse  
  • lardo is a bad bitch who is tough as fuck and manages a division I mens hockey team and every single one of them is afraid of her. AND she would not let any bro tease her for liking one direction bc why the fuck not. 
    • she has plenty of their songs thrown in arting playlists and in pump up playlists 
    • and she knows theres nothing better to cheer holster up when he’s having a rough day than a 1d dance sesh 
    • dont forget where you belong is the first song on her team bonding playlist bc its a love song to ur bandmates which transfers very well to love songs to ur teammates 
  • shitty unapologetically loves 1d and boy bands and girl bands and he supports all things that young girls love but are not taken seriously bc girls like them 
    • he’s written at least 3 papers/projects on the misogyny surrounding young girls and their interests and involvement in fandom and also boybands (he tries to fight all guys who disrespect girls’ interests and the power of teenage girls)
    • he’ll randomly show up to a 1d night bc obvi he’s in that gc and he’s ready to party and express emotions and dance and talk drama 
    • he loves harry bc “THAT FLOW MAN!!! HIS FLOW IS SO SICK!!!”
    • he cried when harry posted the pic of the hair he chopped off and cried when he saw the another man shoot where harry was defying all sorts of societal norms it was beautiful and his flow is still so nice even this short its ok it’ll grow back better than before
  • one friday night the lax bros sneak over to try to prank the haus and peak in the window and see half of the hockey team in the living room drunk off their ass singing loudly to a one direction concert on the tv - holster and nursey jumping around attempting to dance along, ransom clinging to bitty on the floor crying about a ‘hiatus’, bitty soothing ransom, dex forgetting about the drink in his one hand to drink rum from the bottle, shitty naked (not surprising) and slow dancing with a life sized cut-out of harry styles with tears streaming down his face (more surprising), and chowder lying on the couch singing through mouthfuls of pie 
  • they walk back to the lax bro house without executing the prank and they never mention it again

Fandom: Haikyuu!!

Pairing: Iwaoi 

A/N: @pussycat-scribbles has this cute hc (x) that i ended up writing for.  I’m a sucker for sick fics and have never actually written one, but there’s a first time for everything right? 

“Iwa-chan~”

“No.”

Tooru coughs violently, tries to hide it and fails spectacularly. “Bu-”

“Absolutely not.“ 

“Iwa-”

“Shittykawa,” Hajime grits out, barely reining in his fury, “for the last time, NO. You’re so fucking sick, do you really think I’d let you come to practice tomorrow?”

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For Lack Of  A Better Title (Ch. 2)

LAST PART OF MY BDAY GIFT FOR @0netype!!! 

I might end up posting this on ao3 but I haven’t decided yet. Anyhow, I’m honestly not totally sure myself what direction this story is taking but we’ll see

chapter 1 | chapter 2 | chapter 3 | chapter 4 | chapter 5Chapter 6 pt. 1 |

AO3

And here we go

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Paul Wesly And Candice Accola talk about Steroline with TV-Guide

Stefan And Caroline’s first time was far from romantic it was more like a drunken hookup!

Accola: Its certainly not how Caroline wanted to finally get together with Stefan and start a relationship. She wanted it to be genuine.

Wesley: Stefan took it better because he’s been alive a long time and murdered many people [Laughs]

Why did it take so long for Stefan to aknowledge Caroline’s feelings for him as well as his feelings for her?

Accola: I should make a joke about boys just being unaware, but i have to cut him a break. He was dealing with what he thought was his brother Damons death, so he was too distracted to think about her deep her feelings were.

Wesley: Look Stefan was madly in love with Elena I dont think he thought for a moment there would be another woman in his life. Ever.

Accola: Caroline is definitely intimidated by that. How can he truly love her after Elena? She’s in love with Stefan but she feels like the odds are stacked against her.

So Paul can Stefan truly love Caroline after Elena?

Wesley: Stefan and Elena had unrelenting passion which has merit. But forming a bond and friendship that devolps into a life-long partnership-that pragmatic love has merit as well. I think Stefan professes his love to Caroline-to a degree-when he says, “I’m here for you.”

Talk about trading places. Now Stefan is ready for a relationship but Caroline isnt so sure.

Wesley: Unless hes in ripper mode, Stefan is a noble character much more than I am in real life, and he’ll wait for her to feel ready.

When you too work together there is natural humor and plenty of steam, often at the same time. Do you agree?

Wesley: Yeah. There’s humor. There’s a sexiness, and theres a friendship [that we bring to the two characters]. 

Which one makes the other crack up?

Wesley: Its me, 100 percent.

Accola: Paul is definitely a trouble maker. He has the biggest sense of humor. I’m so focused. If I’m trying to get ready for the next scene I’m very focused on whats next. And Paul is cracking jokes

Sounds like Candice shares a “type A personality” with Caroline.

Accola: I’m very type A! Just ask my husband [The Fray guitarist Joe King]. There are many Parallels between Caroline and me. It’s been very interesting to playing her.

Candice does Paul make you laugh while filming your love scenes?

Accola: You’re in a room with 30 other people! Everyone is cracking jokes! I find filming romance scenes a hilarious endeavor because Caroline has had many romantic relationships over six years. It’s just another day at work for me. [Laughs]

Wesley: We’re such buddies in real life, when we have to do passionate scenes we can’t help but laugh. Plus her husband is a really good friend of mine so its amusingly weird.

Whats your favorite shared scene so far?

Accola: The beginning of their friendship and season two. Right after she turns and Stefan is teaching her how to be a vampire. She had gone on a rampage because she couldn’t control herself. Shes stressing that she might have to eat bunnies. Its the first time you see these two characters-who are such polar opposites work together.

Wesley: My favorite scene was also when Caroline was freaking out about being a vampire. She had gone on a rampage because she couldnt control herself. She was in a public bathroom and I grabbed her face and tell her that it would be OK. I think the writers saw the connection during that scene and said, ”Maybe this is something we could do in the future. Because if its only Stefan and Elena for six years people may want to vomit.”

With Nina Dobrev’s departure ending the Elena/Damon paring, will Steroline be the show’s must-watch couple?

Wesley: For all I know they’ll bring a new girl for Damon and they will have a passionate romance. I think we’re going to be one main romances, but I’m not sure  if we’ll be the only one.

What do you want to happen?

Accola: I would like Caroline to have a relationship that works out. In the pilot we saw superficial Caroline, but really she just wanted to be loved. Thats what she’s always wanted. It would be a nice full-circle experience for her if she gets that in the end.

Wesley: I think Stefan-and the writers-want him and Caroline to be the endgame: the match.

By: Ileane Rudolph

Pushing It - PT 3 (Luke Hemmings)

A/N: Hey so I managed to get this written despite all the Luke drama and some personal stuff so YA. Kind of an important spot. ALSO, IF YALL WANT A PART 4 PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU REQUEST IT. I AM A VERY BUSY UNIVERSITY STUDENT SO IF NO ONE REQUESTS THEN ITS NOT WORTH MY TIME WRITING OK PRETTY PEOPLE PLEASE REQUEST :((((


Part 1  Part 2


He was sitting on the white duvet in his hotel room, cross legged and trying to process everything. How was he going to stay friends with Calum? Fuck he wanted her so bad, but he couldn’t keep doing this. He would have to call it off, as much as he didn’t want to.

But what happens then? He can’t just not tell Calum, he would have to come clean. Which would most likely ruin his relationship. What had he gotten himself into.

He bit into his lip, a single tear threatening to spill over from his left eye. As he tried to blink it back his phone buzzed.

Hey, you still awake?;)

This was it. This was how it went; every night after she had sex with Calum he would fall into a deep sleep and she would come over to do the same thing with him.

“Fuck,” he muttered, finally letting a few tears spill. He pulled at his hair and contemplated a response for a second.

As always

He laid back against the headboard, his legs now stretched out in front of him and closed his eyes.

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THE BOY NEXT DOOR (Andy Biersack Imagine)
{Requested by anon :3}

You were in the back seat of your car, waiting for your parents to get out of your now old house, you stared at your house through the window, your head resting on your hand as you sighed at the sight of your old home. Your dad got a new job opportunity he couldnt refuse, you got very dissapointed at the news he gave you and your mom that you had to move away.
Even though they saw how mad you got because you were leaving all of your friends behind, they still went to go look for a new house, and to make you even more dissapointed, they found the perfect one.
Your head turned to the back and saw some of your packed up boxes, you sighed once more.
Your mom and dad finally put away the last of boxes in the moving truck and came into the car with you.
“Alright sweetie you ready to see our new home?” asked your mother.
“Why dont I just live here by myself and you guys can move away? Im old enough anyway.”
“Very funny young lady as if we would let that happen.” said your father.
Your rolled your eyes and put your headphones in your ears, but before you did that your mom interrupted you once more, “Oh come on (Y/N), you never know what excited things can happen in our new place.”
“Whatever.” you muttered and finally drowned out their voices by blasting up your favorite music by your favorite bands.

Hours passed by and you saw the sign welcoming you to the new city you were gonna be living in. You never felt more sad and angry in your entire life, but at the same time you couldnt help but feel a little excited, your mom’s words remained stuck inside your head, “You never know what exciting things can happen in our new place.”
Your dad pulled up into the driveway,
“We’re home.” he says stepping out of the car.
“Yeah…home.” you mumbled as you got out of the car yourself, you stared at the huge house for a moment, taking it in, “Might as well get used to it.” you thought.
“(Y/N)! come on honey lets put your things inside.” called out your mom.
You grabbed some of your things from the trunk and stepped inside the house.
You followed your mom to your new room, she opened the door going inside, you went inside as well and became super shocked looking around.
“Well, what do you think?”
“Wow..well..its a lot bigger than my old room thats for sure.” you replied.
“See? things are already starting to get better, and look, theres plenty of wall space to hang up all your sketchings and other drawings.”
You nodded agreeing, in your old room you didnt even have that much space for your drawings so you had to store them away somewhere. You felt kind of happy seeing your new, bigger bedroom.

“Am I seeing a smile or are my eyes deceiving me?” your mom questions smirking and crossing her arms. You giggle and roll your eyes shaking your head, “Moooom.”
“Okay okay, Go ahead and organize everything here, your father and I will be organizing the living room.” she notifies then leaves your room.
You took one last look around then went up to your window, you raised your eyebrows noticing that it was facing the window of another person’s room, it seemed pretty close.
“So much for a nice view, I wonder who sleeps there, kind of a messy person..” you pondered as you kept looking inside.
Days had passed and you and your parents finally got yourselves settled in, your sketchings were hung up on your walls, your new room was very beautifully decorated, you made a couple of new friends at your new school, life was not as bad as you thought it would be in a new city.
You were now sitting in your bed making a new sketch, the drawing was supposed to represent your new life, it was filled with happy things like butterflies, music notes, and colorful swirls.
You were very proud of your art but something seemed to be missing for you, “Riiiiiight.” you cooed, you plugged in your phone to your speakers and played your playlist. The music blasted in your room, you began smiling big and dance your heart out. “Woooo!!!” you yelled, rocking out to your favorite bands. The song The drug in me is you by falling in reverse was playing, it was one of your most favorites, your hair was swaying side to side, your body moving all around, you even jumped on your bed dancing.
You didnt even notice yourself getting the attention of a certain boy in the bedroom window across from yours. He had just came out of the shower, towel drying his beautiful black hair, wearing a black ripped up t shirt and black skinny jeans. He leaned against the window and just stared at you dancing like crazy.

“Who is that?” he asked himself as he observed you, his perfectly shaped lips slowly forming a smile the more he watched you dance. He even chuckled a little,
As you turned around you glanced at him and stood still, he stood still as well thinking that you were going to snap at him for looking at you. But you didnt, you smiled and waved very friendly, he shyly lifted his hand and waved back at you.
You opened your window and leaned on it as well, “Hi there.” you greeted happily.
“Hello.”
“You enjoy the show or what?”
He laughed a little and nodded, “A little bit yes, do you always dance like that in your room alone?”
You nodded also, “It helps me with my art.”
“Oh so youre an artist, thats pretty cool, and you must be my new neighbor huh? whats your name?” he asks.
“(Y/N).”
“What a pretty name, Im Andy.”
“Nice to meet you Andy, Now if you excuse me Im gonna get back to dancing now.” you say shutting your window and turning up your music again. You started dancing once more, Andy laughed and closed his window, before looking away he muttered, “She’s cute.”
“He’s cute.” you also muttered getting back to your drawing.

“Andy!!” his mother called out, “Comming!!” he calls back, going downstairs to both his parents, “Whats up?”
“Did you see our new neighbors yet?”
“Oh yeah I saw one of them.” he says smiling a little as he remembered your pretty face smiling and dancing all around your bedroom.
“Well your dad and I were thinking of inviting them over for dinner, you know to welcome them into the neighborhood.”
He smiled even bigger, he thought it would be an awesome opportunity to get to know you. He already thought that you were very adorable.
“I think thats the most awesome idea ever.” He responded.
“Good, I’ll go to their house and let them know.” Says his father.
Andy smiled once more, he couldnt wait until you and your family came over.
Days and nights later, the day came for you to come over, you and Andy have been talking a lot non stop through your bedroom windows, you even showed him one of the new sketches you drew.
He was very impressed and the more he talked to you, the more he came to like you.
And you came to like him more as well, he was such to sweet guy to you, never in your life have you met someone so nice and caring, even though you never really saw him up close
you can spot his beautiful blue eyes, especially in the night time, it almost seemed like they glowed, like if they were stars themselves, Andy didnt even look human to you, he looked like a total angel, and thats exactly how he treated you, just like an angel.

“Well uh, Im gonna get dressed so I can have dinner with you.” you let him know.
“Okay, you dont really need to dress up though just saying.”
“Is that a compliment?”
“Yeah.” he replied, he smiled at you and closed his window. You blushed big time, he always did make you feel so beautiful some how.
Moments later, you and your parents showed up at their house and enjoyed your time having dinner with them. You truly felt welcomed with how friendly and polite they were being.
“So (Y/N) how do you like it here? is it different from your old home?”
“Yeah but its a good kind of different.” you said, your eyes sliding over to Andy’s direction.
“Well Andy here doesnt seem to stop talking about you since you moved here.” says his dad.
He looks down and shakes his head a little embarassed.
You giggled, “Thats okay, I havent stopped talking about him either.”
Andy looked up again at you, his cheeks blushing a light shade of pink on his pale smooth skin. His expression was pretty surprised but he should know by now that youre a girl who is not afraid to say or do anything.
Just then an idea popped in his head, “Uh, Mr. and Mrs, (L/N)? is it okay if (Y/N) and I walk around the block for a moment?”
Your parents approved and the two of you went out for a stroll. The sun was still setting, the sky turning a shade of orange, red and purple, it was the most beautiful sunset you had ever seen, not even back at your old place did you see something so radiant and calming.
“You know when I first moved in here, I never thought I would meet anybody like you, or much less be my neighbor.” you tell him.
“Yeah, my old neighbor was the biggest bitch ever, she even put really dark curtains over her window because she didnt want me looking inside her room, so honestly its very nice to have someone I can talk to, especially since I dont have siblings.”

“Yeah same here, talking to you really makes my day you know that?” you say.
“Back at ya…” he replies, he takes a really deep breath causing you to be a little confused, “What is it?” you questioned.
“Can I tell you something?”
“You should know by now that you can tell me anything.” you assure him.
“Look (Y/N) I know we have only known each other for a fe-”
“(Y/N) sweetheart! we’re leaving! its getting late.” shouted your mom, you sighed and looked into his precious eyes once more, “You can tell me the rest tonight. Later.” you said walking away.
Andy just looked at you going further and further away from him and muttered “I sure will.”
Later on at nightime when the sky was fully black with bright sparkling stars.
You came up to your room and quickly took notice of Andy waiting for you on his window.
You smiled and opened your window up, “Hey!”
“Hey, what took you so long?”
“My parents and your parents would not stop talking, sorry to keep you waiting.” you said.
“Its alright.”
“So, what was it you were gonna tell me?” you asked reminding him.
“Oh yeah, well I was saying that I know we have only known each other for a few days but…I really like you a lot (Y/N).”
Your mouth dropped open, you couldnt believe that such a hot guy would like you so much, not that it wasnt obvious before, but you never believed that it would be true.
You smile grew bigger and wider at his confessin, “Good, because I really like you too.” you also confess.
His heart warmed up to the fullest at your words.
“You do huh?”
“Yeah I do.”
“Then meet me downstairs.”
You raised an eyebrow, “For what?”
“So you can kiss me.”
“Oh Im fucking there.” you tell him rushing downstairs making him laugh.
You went out through your back door climbing over the fence to his back yard. He was standing there like a handsome knight in shining armor, you rushed into his arms and locked your soft lips with his. Your eyes opened wide and slowly closed again, never in your life have you felt a kiss like this, with so much love and passion. As the two of you slowly leaned away you smiled at each other, he held you close to him, his huge hands gently rubbing the small of your back. Now you were truly happy to have moved away from your old home.

The next morning, you were sketching something new and even more beautiful than all of your other drawings.
You grabbed a light blue color pencil and started shading in a pair of eyes, eyes that belonged to your new boyfriend. Life was truly better than before, you had a bigger room, new amazing friends, and a new neighbor that turned out to be your true love.
And you knew that Andy was the one, because everytime you would see him, or he would kiss and hold you, your heart banged inside your chest, butterflies formed in your stomach, and his lips upon yours was the most relieving medicine for you whenever you felt down.
You heard a whistle across from your window, you grinned and stood up from finishing your art, looking at yourself in the mirror to see that your outfit, makeup and hair was absolutely perfect.
“Babe you ready?” shouted your loving boyfriend.
“Ready!” you shouted back, tonight was your first official date and it was going to be a very special night for the both of you.
“Oh! almost forgot something.” you tell yourself, you grab a black marker and finish the title of your sketch, you hung it up on the wall, it was the biggest drawing of all, a big pair of blue eyes and swirls and hearts, and at the bottom were the words in cursive writing,
“The boy next door.”

(Hope this was cute enough :3)
-YessyLove💜

dont-lovey-me  asked:

You know, considering that the flashback is only what Kaneki remembers (so there's place left for more), I think Kaneki subconsciously assumes that Hide gave his life (does eat= get killed?) so it fits with his "in a cool way,I want to die" thought. Kaneki doesn't think his life has value, but we don't know that about Hide. I doubt that Hideyoshi Nagachika wouldn't prioritize happiness together over sacrifing one life.

Yeah, we are totally on the same page!
Kaneki already believed that the moment he gave in to his hunger he would have lost his humanity together with his control. To me this chapter alone was confirmation enough of my theory: Kaneki probably believes that his hunger really killed his best friend. And we all know just how much he cherishes Hide. He’s one of the most important people in his life and also his symbolic tie to his humanity, to the good things he still could see in himself if he dug deep enough. Hide was one of the people he associated with his goal of reaching an understanding between the two species after all. If he really thinks that not only Hide died, but also for his sake, man that’s a kind of pain I can’t even begin to understand. If Hide is dead, then also the small, almost nonexistent part of Kaneki that worked so hard to fight the monster inside himself is dead. All he ever struggled for is also dead. One of his strongest bonds he was ever able to create with someone else, and his only really healthy relationship is also dead. And he thinks it’s his fault, because Hide shouldn’t have been there, wouldn’t have been there if not for Kaneki. Can you even imagine a guilt like that?
This alone is a reason enough to make him suicidal, imho. And it’s been confirmed that he wanted to die as he was fighting Arima.
Now he remembered, and it only added another heavy strain on his back. He was already planning to do something reckless. Now he has a motive, too. He’s punishing himself. Or redeeming, if you want to see it from that angle. He’s doing both a bad thing and a good one, just as he said, to be loved by everyone (because he thinks he isn’t already; he doesn’t see any worth in himself, the killer of his family).

But, there’s a but.
As you said (and as I alredy pointed out before), this was just Kaneki’s side. We shouldn’t forget that:
A) He is an unreliable narrator. Of course he would only believe in the perspective that casts the darkest shadow on himself. He’s already done this plenty of times (he thinks he killed Amon but we all know that he didn’t, and in his case there was even less evidence than in Hide’s for Kaneki to believe it). He has all the reasons to do this now of all times. This is the most stressed out we’ve seen of him.
B) Kaneki only remembers half of what happened because halfway through it he lost consciousness. It could have been easy for Hide to disapper once Kaneki was out.
C) Hide has never been suicidal, not even for Kaneki’s sake. He always values his life the most (he was scared shitless as he surveyed the situation with Marude. He was afraid he would die because ghouls were too close. This isn’t the reasoning of a reckless character). Hide is also confirmed to be one of the strongest strategists of the manga. Marude saw this after only a glance at him and he wanted him on his team. There’s absolutely no way Hide went down there with no plan. That’s not how a strategist and a smart character like him thinks. There was Kaneki’s happiness at stake, he wouldn’t have messed with his own life. He’s not stupid and he knows Kaneki: he realizes that something like that could easily ruin Kaneki forever.

So yes, I believe that this scene didn’t tell us anything that we already didn’t know. It didn’t erase the strong possibility of Hide being still alive, but I already talked about that a lot before, so I won’t repeat myself.
The only good thing that comes from this is that at this point only a good news could probably stop Kaneki from his self destructive path. And as I see it, that news can only be that of Amon or Hide being indeed alive. I wonder if this is what Ishida is really planning, though. We’ll see.
To everyone reading: don’t lose faith :)

Stiles Stilinski Imagine for Emma: Its been too many years

Song: Be my Forever - Christina Perri

 It was the last day of school before winter break. You had been really excited to have time to hangout with your friends…including Stiles. You two had been close for years and years but things had been getting interesting lately.

“Hey so do you want to hangout tonight Lydia?” You asked as you both walked towards the parking lot. “umm…i would but i think you may be busy.” She smirked. “What? what do you mean?” you asked extremely confused. “Hey Emma!” You felt a poke in your side that tickled. “Hey you freak you know not to tickle me!” You laughed as Stiles joined you. “Need a ride home Emmeria?” He leaned against his jeep with a goofy smile. “Must your mix my name with Diarrhea?” He rolled your eyes teasingly. “I mean i dont have to…but its funny.” You gave him a sassy look you with eyes. “Ok, im going to go, ill see you two later.” Lydia walked away. “Umm.. i guess i do need a ride apparently.”

You and Stiles decided to stop for hot chocolate to celebrate the last day of school. “Oh my gosh Stiles, today i saw Jenny Chow.” He looked at you abruptly. “WHAT we havent seen her since like grade 3!” You both laughed. “Yeah! Haha i remember her having a huge crush on you! She used to ask me to ask you if you liked her."  You took another sip of hot chocolate. "naww i wouldnt have gone for her.” He became more serious. “haha why? had a secret girlfriend or just not into her pig tails?” He smirked. “There was just a different girl on my mind…or…still on my mind."  Lydia. You knew it was her. He was always with you when you were with her. "OOOO lala who? I think i know who. A certain ginger?” You laughed. He didnt. “uhh no.” he looked up. A certain look in his eyes made me feel uneasy. “Oh. Who?” You asked. “Well..the only girl i know who doesnt like whip cream on her hot chocolate.” You looked at your hot chocolate. No whip cream. “DO you wanna go out with me tonight?” He asked. “Umm…uh yeah, yes sure.” You couldnt help but giggle.

It was seven oclock. You were sitting on the front step of your house trying to stay warm. He should be here now. Hes late. He wouldnt bail, Stiles wouldnt. Another ten minutes past, and another, and another. The movie had already started. Why did Stiles like you for so long without saying anything? But then again, you did the same to him. This was something you have wanted for so long and its turning out wrong. You felt tears swell in your eyes. You pulled out your phone and called the only person you knew could help. Lydia.

“Wait he didnt text you? Didnt call?” you were sitting on Lydias bed with tissues. “No. I texted Scott too but he didnt answer. I thought maybe they were together and Stiles just…forgot about me.” You sniffled. “Emma cmon you know Stiles wouldnt forget about you. He talked to me last week about you. He told me he was gunna ask you out and take you to a movie and then get take out and sit in the car together. He was really excited.” Alll of a sudden you hear a knock at the door. You and Lydia both looked at eachother. “You gotta talk to him Em.” You wiped your eyes and headed for the door,.

“Emma. Thank god. I went to your house but you werent there. My phone died. I was with Scott dealing with wolf problems. Im so sorry i wasnt there i swear i wanted to be i tried to be but i couldnt leave i-” You interrupted. “Stiles. Its okay i believe you. Theres plenty of time to go on a date. You go deal with wolf stuff if you have to.” You said coldly. “No Emma no. I- i dont want to deal with wolf stuff i want to deal with us stuff. You stuff…right now.” You stepped out the door and closed it. “Stiles i im tired. I just want to go inside and sleep tonight ok? We can do whatever tomorrow. I mean we waiting years to decide to go out, whats another day.” You started for the door but he pulled you towards him. “Thats what i mean. Its been too long i let myself be too afraid to say anything. So many years i was terrified to confront the girl that i have been dreaming of. Well i did it and i just want to spend time with that her now. You Emma.” You couldnt help but let out a smile. You moved in closer to him, looked up at his eyes. “Kiss me then. Now.” You said. He smiled and put his lips to yours. he was warm, just what you need to keep you happy through the winter. “Im sorry, my lips are freezing.” You laughed. “Well we can continue this to warm them up.” He said before he kissed you again.