i know there's a million of them but i liked mine too

my fav lil things abt j-hope pt.2

- HIS 👏🏼 FALSETTOS👏🏼
- his answers are always so well constructed like he’s thought of it so many damn times
- always thinking abt previous years
- is serious when he needs to be
- the way his eyes light up when talking abt dance during hope on the street
- how he has gallant set as his phone lock screen
- into interior designs
- the mnet butterfly fancam
- how he will always cheer on the members, even if they complain abt how loud he is
- “hobi is hungry!!!” precious 3rd person narratives
- how he does the peace sign and bends them in a rly cute way
- the way he holds his mic w his index finger pointed out
- how he’s aware he’s a flower
- being hyper behind the HopeOnTheStreet™ towel
- vocally appreciating joon’s vocals
- resting his arms over his head when he sleeps
- heart eyes @ every member (esp jimin)
- “just looking @ kim taehyung’s face is funny”
- how he’s yoongs energizer
- the lowkey mix of singing and rapping together
- knows he can’t act so he just quietly sits there
- his bony long ass fingers
- acts like he’s being fast-forwarded while cleaning up the dorm
- has leader qualities within him
- how he looks extra hot when he wakes up
- a rare talent: making tae feel flustered
- “hello~ im your hope~ im your angel~ im jhope!!” deserves the best self intro award
- HOW HE HOLDS HIS CHEEKS W HIS CUTE HANDS
- underrated rbf
- will say he’s full but will also be eating 1m later
- puns (soda, melOn, osaka)
- how he randomly sings while preparing meat
- his edits when their twt reaches a million milestone
- moving his hips like it ain’t any1s business
- cute bear brick collection
- where is his credit for helping w choreos
- if his members constantly telling you tht hobi’s the best dancer in the group doesn’t give him a reason to be in the centre of dance parts…….you need to wake up
- “@-@”
- i appreciate hobi’s effort in doing bungee jump n scary stuff but he’s actually scared,,why does he need to prove smth by jumping w so much stress n fear??? he’s even stiff when standing on the balcony like does tht not scream HES NOT OK W HEIGHTS to ppl?? when will this stop

jin | yoongs | hobi | rapmom | jimin | tae | jk

Fight For You. (Tom Holland.)

Requested – No. I am deeply sorry that I don’t do requests that often. 

Prompt – Tom is part of an underground boxing club and he fights your ex-boyfriend because your ex was talking crap about you.

Warning – Fighting. But let’s be real, Tom fighting would be hot. Also this is complete shit.

Words – 1,305.

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Underground boxing is for those who want to start off small and practice until they hit the big leagues. Boxing was a way of life for the boxers underground and that was how they are able to pay off their debts. The thought of knocking out someone and getting paid for it thrilled them. The most popular boxers were the ones who made the most money and got the most recognition. Everyone wanted to make it to the top and was willing to do anything to get the title.

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Waiting (Part Four)

Tony impresses Steve with his genius, and Steve realizes that Tony really has one of the softest hearts in the world. Then sexy times because… well, you know. And feels. You guys thought I was joking about the stupid amount of fluff in this fic and I totally wasn’t. These two are ridiculous.

ADDITIONAL CHAPTERS HERE

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“So this…” Steve turned in a slow circle, trying to take in the enormity of Tony’s lab. “This is all yours? This is incredible.”

“Yeah, it does alright.” Tony grinned at him from his desk chair, tapping idly on his tablet and watching the 3D graphic hovering in the air above him change with each typed command.

“Where would you even find technology like this?” Steve was just in awe, couldn’t stop staring at the computers, at the huge screens, at the diagrams and projections Tony could manipulate with just his fingers. He was even impressed/ scared to death by JARVIS, and Tony had laughed for a full five minutes when JARVIS had calmly greeted Steve as he entered the lab, and Steve had hit the ground, looking around for who could have such a booming voice.

“Baby, I invented this.” Tony waved his hand around the room. “Some of it is re-dos from Dads things, but most of it is just mine.”

“You invented all this?”

“Theres a reason Fury is pressing you to play nice with me so I help the military out.” Tony responded drily. “It’s not for my charm. Definitely for my tech. Not just the weapons we build either, Fury wants things like my AI’s and this little program–” he set his tablet down and waved his hands towards a corner, and a life size hologram of a man filled the space, detailed down to the pumping heart and  the veins running through the see-through fingers.

“This gem is something I’ve been working on for a few years. It basically acts as a 3D xray of a patient, that a doctor can then walk up to and mess with, see where breaks are or nerve blockages or tumours. Then the doctor can simulate a fix or a medication, and see in real time how the body would react. No more experimental procedures, no more hunting around in someone’s body to find cancer. It’s all right here. Obviously it’s more complicated than that, but that’s… I mean thats basically it.

“Tony, something like this could change the world.” Steve said earnestly. One of his favorite things about this new century was medical technology. Nobody died from small pox anymore. Diabetes was completely manageable. Asthma was barely a bump in the road. It was incredible. “Why wouldn’t you share this?”

“Because men like Fury don’t want it to cure cancer.” Tony said bitterly. “Fury wants it to test biological weapons on soldiers without actually using soldiers. To test things like that lovely serum you have pumping through your veins. He wants to use it to find better ways to kill people, and that’s not what the program is for. He told me it would help soldiers because as they fire simulated weapons at the hologram they can see exactly where the bullet goes and how much damage it can cause. They can test better ammunition, different bullets. No more trial and error.” He shook his head. “No, I know that the military can absolutely do some good with this program, but it would end up just being used to find faster ways to kill soldiers and I am not okay with that. Stark Industries has made enough money designing weapons. 99% of what we do now is purely tech and armor. Defensive not offensive.”


“So you just keep it here?” Steve asked, and watched the hologram curiously. “You’re never going to share it? I admire you for not just handing it over to the military, not with reasons like that, but isnt it wasted sitting in your lab?”

“Actually.” Tony clicked on something on his computer and the hologram switched from pale blue to red, the veins turning white. “When you and I go to the Captain America Annual Ball and Charity Gala for the Children tonight, I will be donating the program to the New York City Children’s hospital.”

“Sorry, the Captain America—”

“Annual Ball and Charity Gala for the Children.” Tony finished. “Dad started it after he and Mom got together. Named it after you because everyone’s willing to donate to something patriotic like the memory of a soldier. And now that you are home again, it will be a hell of a turnout. Last year something like seventeen million was donated to the Children’s hospital from this event. I imagine we will double that this year.”

“Wow.” Steve was impressed, floored really at that amount of money. “So you are just going to give them this program?”

“Right.” Tony started shutting down his programs, even though the hologram in the corner stayed there. “Because kids shouldn’t have to be held down and poked and prodded and sent for dozens of tests just for the doctors to tell the parents something awful. No this will change all that. Maybe won’t change the diagnosis, but now at least they will know right away what’s wrong and options instead of finding out too late.”

“And I’m donating it,” he continued, folding his arms over his chest. “Because it shouldn’t cost money to find out what’s hurting your child. I’ve known people who lost their homes paying for medical bills and that's…” his jaw clenched. “That’s the worst thing I’ve ever heard. This program will cost the hospital nothing, and I’ve written into the contract that if they charge the patients when they  need to use it that I will absolutely take it back.”

“You’re amazing.” Steve murmured, and held out his hand to pull Tony to his feet. “You’re amazing, do you know that?”

“Yeah well, my soulmate spent an awful lot of time sick.” Tony half joked, his eyes serious. “The least I can do is make sure everyone else’s soulmates grow up healthy right? At least until super soldier serum becomes available over the counter?”

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Hopeless Fountain Kingdom sentence starters
  • "He said one day I'd realize why I don't have any friends."
  • "I find myself alone at night unless I'm having sex."
  • "He can make me golden."
  • "I don't let him touch me anymore."
  • "I'm not something to butter up and taste when you get bored."
  • "I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors."
  • "Please don't go away."
  • "It's too late."
  • "I can't stop thinking that I almost gave you everything."
  • "Now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing that I never gave you anything."
  • "You wrote 100 letters just for me and I find them in my closet in the pockets of my jeans."
  • "Now I'm constantly reminded of the time I was 19."
  • "He said 'please don't go away',I said 'it's too late.'"
  • "I almost gave you everything."
  • "I can't stop wishing that I never gave you anything."
  • "I know how to play, I know this game."
  • "It's all the same."
  • "He'll never stay, they never do."
  • "If I keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you."
  • "You've been replaced."
  • "I'm face to face with someone new."
  • "Would've gave it all for you."
  • "Tell me where I went wrong."
  • "Tell me how to move on."
  • "They don't realize that I'm thinking about you."
  • "Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin'?"
  • "You best believe that I got something on my sleeve."
  • "I walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking."
  • "You thought that you were the boss tonight, but I can put up one good fight."
  • "I can put on a show."
  • "This is Heaven in hiding."
  • "I don't have no time for conversation."
  • "A girl like me is new for you."
  • "I can tell you mean it cause you're shaking."
  • "I'm Heaven in hiding."
  • "He tried to phone me, but I never have time."
  • "He said that I never listen, but I don't even try."
  • "Everywhere I go, I got a million different people tryna' kick it."
  • "I'm still alone in my mind."
  • "Baby, as soon as you meet me, you'll wish that you never did."
  • "I got into some trouble with that drink in my veins."
  • "I got a problem with parties 'cause it's loud in my brain."
  • "I can never say sorry 'cause I won't take the blame."
  • "I know I always go missing."
  • "You ask why I'm distant,oh, I'm runnin' away."
  • "I know you're dying to meet me."
  • "I know you wanna slip under my armor."
  • "I don't wanna fight right now."
  • "Been through the ups and the downs with me."
  • "Got a whole lot of love, but you don't wanna spread it 'round with me."
  • "Never pick up, never call me."
  • "You know we're runnin' out of time."
  • "Need to know that you're mine."
  • "I want you to love me now or never."
  • "I'm callin' it a night now."
  • "Wishin' you were 'round with me, but you're in a different town than me."
  • "We've been through it all, but you could never spit it out for me."
  • "Tryna talk to a wall, but you could never tear it down for me."
  • "I need you to make your mind up."
  • "I've missed your calls for months it seems."
  • "Don't realize how mean I can be."
  • "I can sometimes treat the people that I love like jewelry."
  • "I didn't mean to try you on."
  • "I still know your birthday and your mother's favorite song."
  • "Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me."
  • "Sorry I could be so blind."
  • "Didn't mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind."
  • "I run away when things are good."
  • "Never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me, in ways that no one ever could."
  • "So it seems I broke your heart, my ignorance has struck again."
  • "I failed to see it from the start, and tore you open 'til the end."
  • "Someone will love you, but someone isn't me."
  • "There's a place where love conquers all."
  • "Don't trust the moon, she's always changing."
  • "The shores bend and break for her and she begs to be loved."
  • "Nothing here is as it seems."
  • "Sun is coming up."
  • "I get the message, you wish I was dead."
  • "Please don't take this as a threat."
  • "If you don't love me no more, then lie."
  • "I'm about four minutes from a heart attack."
  • "I think you make me a maniac."
  • "We both been here since we seventeen."
  • "Here we go, fist fight in a limousine."
  • "We both hope there's something, but we both keep fronting."
  • "Damn, if these walls could talk."
  • "I ain't your baby no more."
  • "Told my new roommate not to let you in."
  • "Got a boy back home in Michigan and it tastes like Jack when I'm kissing him."
  • "I never really liked his friends."
  • "Now he's gone and he's calling me a bitch again."
  • "He wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate."
  • "I believe that we're meant to be."
  • "Jealousy gets the best of me."
  • "I don't mean to frustrate, but I always make the same mistakes."
  • "I'm bad at love."
  • "You can't blame me for trying."
  • "I'd be lyin' sayin' you were the one that could finally fix me."
  • "Got a girl with California eyes, and I thought that she could really be the one this time."
  • "I never got the chance to make her mine."
  • "She fell in love with little thin white lines."
  • "We never told no one, but we look so cute."
  • "Both got way better things to do."
  • "I always think about her when I'm riding through."
  • "I'm in too deep."
  • "I don't mean to frustrate."
  • "I always make the same mistakes."
  • "I'm bad at love, but you can't blame me for trying."
  • "You were the one."
  • "I know that you're afraid I'm gonna walk away."
  • "I know that you're afraid I'm gonna walk away each time the feeling fades."
  • "I don't give a damn what you say to me."
  • "There ain't no time for games with me."
  • "I'm moving on."
  • "I am not the type to be out past dawn."
  • "Can't fuck up my vibe."
  • "Motherfucker, don't play with me."
  • "Women don't play no games."
  • "She doesn't kiss me on the mouth anymore."
  • "It's more intimate, than she thinks we should get."
  • "She doesn't look me in the eyes anymore, too scared of what she'll see."
  • "We're not lovers, we're just strangers."
  • "She doesn't call me on the phone anymore."
  • "She doesn't let me have control anymore."
  • "I must've crossed a line, I must've lost my mind."
  • "When I wake up all alone, and I'm thinking of your skin, I remember what you told me."
  • "I miss the mornings with you laying in my bed."
  • "I miss the thought of a forever, you and me."
  • "All you're missing is my body."
  • "We're not lovers, we're just strangers with the same damn hunger to be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all."
  • "I woke up to another mess in the living room."
  • "Conversation's getting hard."
  • "Nobody seems to ask about me anymore, and nobody seems to care 'bout anything I think."
  • "Everybody, look at me!"
  • "I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire."
  • "I'm standin' in the ashes of who I used to be."
  • "I used to be a darling starlet like a centerpiece, had the whole world wrapped around my ring."
  • "It's my own anxiety that makes the conversation hard."
  • "Nobody ever cares 'bout anything I think."
  • "I should eat my feelings."
  • "I still let everyone down."
  • "I'm too much to handle, I shine too bright."
  • "I don't wanna wake it up; the devil in me."
  • "Boy, you make it look so easy."
  • "Promise that I'm gonna call you back in five."
  • "Yeah, I've known that girl for like my whole life."
  • "The truth hurts, but secrets kill."
  • "Still here, there must be something real."
  • "You know the good die young, but so did this."
  • "It must be better than I think it is."
  • "Gimme those eyes, it's easy to forgive."
  • "You and all your friends all hate me."
  • "You're better when I'm not around."
  • "I can't help the way you made me."
  • "The good die young, but so did this, so it must be better than I think it is."
  • "I hope hopeless changes over time."
The types as Arctic Monkeys songs

ISFP: That’s Where You’re Wrong

She looks as if she’s blowing a kiss at me
And suddenly the sky is a scissor
Sitting on the floor with a tambourine
Crushing up a bundle of love

ESFP: Black Treacle 

Now I’m out of place and I’m not getting any wiser
I feel like the sundance kid behind the synthesizer
And I tried last night to pack away the laugh
Like a key under the mat
But it never seems to be there when you want it

ISFJ: Do Me a Favor

She walked away, well her shoes were untied
And the eyes were all red
You could see that we’ve cried, and I watched and I waited
‘Till she was inside, forcing a smile and waving goodbye

ESFJ: Piledriver Waltz

You look like you’ve been for breakfast
At the heartbreak hotel
And sat in the back booth
By the pamphlets and the literature
On how to lose

ISTP: No. 1 Party Anthem

Drunken monologues, confused because
It’s not like I’m falling in love I just want you to do me no good
And you look like you could

ESTP: R U Mine?

I guess what I’m trying to say is I need the deep end
Keep imagining meeting, wished away entire lifetimes
Unfair we’re not somewhere misbehaving for days
Great escape lost track of time and space
She’s a silver lining climbing on my desire

ISTJ: Teddy Picker

They’ve sped up to the point where they provoke
The punch-line before they have told the joke
Plenty of desperation to be seen
Staring at the television screen

ESTJ: Still Take You Home

Well, it’s ever so funny
‘Cause I don’t think you’re special, I don’t think you’re cool
You’re just probably alright
But under these lights you look beautiful

INTP: Pretty Visitors

What came first the chicken or the dickhead?
Split sleep reaps rewards from ill fitting thoughts
And twilight forced you to go on a walk, your legs start running and your head gets caught

ENTP: Brainstorm

I imagine that it’s there on a plate
Your rendezvous rate means that you’ll never be frightened to make them wait for a while
I doubt it’s your style not to get what you set out to acquire
The eyes are on fire
You are the unforecasted storm

INTJ: Fake Tales of San Francisco

And as the microphone squeaks
A young girl’s telephone beeps
Yeah she’s dashing for the exit
Oh, she’s running to the streets outside
“Oh you’ve saved me,” she screams down the line
“The band were fucking wank
And I’m not having a nice time”

ENTJ: If You Were There, Beware

There’s a circle of witches, ambitiously vicious they are
Our attempts to remind them of reason won’t get us that far
I don’t know what it is that they want
I don’t know what it is that they want
But I haven’t got it to give
She hasn’t got it to give

INFJ: Love is a Laserquest

I can’t find anywhere to hide
And when I’m hanging on by the rings around my eyes
And I convince myself I need another
For a minute it gets easier to pretend that you were just some lover

INFP: Secret Door

Fools on parade
Frolic and fuck about to make a gaze
Turn to a scribble on a page by a picture
That holds her absence
But you’re daft to think she’d care

ENFP: From the Ritz to the Rubble

Well, I’m so glad they turned us all away we’ll put it down to fate
I thought a thousand million things that I would never say this morning
Got too deep, but how deep is too deep?

ENFJ: When the Sun Goes Down

He must be up to something
What are the chances? Sure it’s more than likely
I’ve got a feeling in my stomach
I start to wonder what his story might be
What his story might be, yeah

As I conclude my two years at community college before transferring, I am experiencing a million emotions at once that I need to express in words to all the people who have impacted my life in one way or another these last couple years. 

to my high school friends, I’m thankful for your friendships, I’m sorry I  grew so distant once college started, and I’m sorry life has driven us in different directions, but I see you guys are doing well and I hope you guys are full of happiness. 

to angel, thank you for being that one friend from high school that hasn’t forgotten about me. It meant so much to me to receive a text on my birthday and to hear from you time to time. thank you for showing me our friendship is meaningful. 

to my high school crush, thank you for showing me that people don’t stay bitter forever, and that people grow up after high school. thank you for showing me kindness these last couple years. 

to those that mistreated me in high school, I’m doing pretty well. I’ve learned that high school wasn’t for me, and I’ve grown a lot as a person, and I’m much happier with some pretty special people in my life.

to catherine, thank you for being my rock during college, and my first friend in college. You were one of the most supportive and one of the most amazing people I’ve ever known. I’m so sad you’ll be moving to ucsb next semester, but I’m so ridiculously happy for you. You are so deserving of every bit of happiness. 

to someone I met first semester that I am no longer friends with, thank you for showing me that I should not be afraid to make friends, that simply reaching out to someone and asking them to get coffee with you is all it really takes sometime. I don’t think  you could have come into my life at a better time. I get immensely sad time to time that we no longer talk,  but I guess thats life, your friendship has taught me a lot. Thank you for introducing me to one of the most important things in my life, and for pushing me to pursue it. 

to the boy that broke me, thank you for showing me that I am too reckless with my heart and that i need to be more careful when it comes to loving people. thank you for showing me that sometimes, words are just empty, and that I don’t need your validation or anyone else’s to know my worth. 

to Sarah, thank you for being someone I looked up to this last semester. Thank you for motivating me to have more pride in my japanese culture and for showing me that other people deal with anxiety just as bad as I do. I hope you don’t forget about me. 

to Ms. Hart, thank you for being the one teacher that has impacted my life greatly. This last semester was an absolute blessing to have you and to motivate me for art. I have a completely more positive mindset towards art and creating it. 

to Lisah, thank you for showing me that theres so much beauty in the world. thank you for encouraging me to live a life full of happiness so that even when I’m your age, I’ll be full of energy and the happiness that you are. 

to my 2d art class, thank you for teaching me that I shouldn’t judge people by the way they appear. I’ve never been so willing to be around a group of people as you crazy people. You guys made my mornings more tolerable, and brought me so much laughs each day. 

to stephen, thanks for showing me that people are fucking assholes and sometimes you just can’t change that about a person.

to austin, thank you for showing me the importance of working hard for myself. I need to start standing up for myself because I don’t want to keep feeling used anymore.

to Jaycee, thank you for being someone that keeps me sane in a place where I feel nothing but unhappiness

to my coworkers, thank you for showing me that I just need to focus on myself and do what I need to do and that people may act like they are superior to you, but sometimes you just need to laugh. 

to morgan, thank you for motivating me to have a relationship with God again. maybe this summer I can focus on that. 

to the honors program students, thank you for being a supportive circle of friends through the years. although things didn’t end the way i think everyone had hoped, I’m still thankful to have felt welcomed and comfortable around great people. thankful for Charissa, Morgan, and Catherine because you showed me special friendships that warmed my heart. 

to the people from my gym, thank you for being a great source of my happiness, climbing and amazing people has just really been a big reason why I’ve made it through a lot of my recent struggles. 

to gabby, thank you for showing me such a pure and fun friendship. you have been the first friend that has been so much like me, and had a spontaneous personality like mine, and I really need a friend like you around. 

to chelsea, thank you for being my best friend through the years. you are so special to me, and I know we grow a part time to time but I’m glad no matter what we always keep a strong friendship and your support has helped me through so much. 

to my doggy, thank you for keeping me comfort every night and for loving me effortlessly. you bring me so much happiness

to my loving boyfriend, thank you for being someone that has shown me so much support and love. thank you for all da late night taco dates that made life a little less painful. thank you for helping me find my passion for climbing and for loving me despite all my flaws and stupidity. I don’t deserve you, and I wish I was better at expressing my love and appreciation, because you truly deserve all the happiness in the world. 

to my parents, thank you guys for being amazing people in my life and always supporting me. I am so blessed to have you guys in my life. 

thank you to all the individuals that showed me kindness in some form or another. I am grateful for it all, and I’m gonna miss so many people. 

The World Gets In Your Way

Characters:  Dean x Reader

Summary:  The relationship isn’t working.

Word Count:  1118

Warnings:  ANGST

A/N:  This is for @hasta-impalasta 1K Celebration.  She chose the song for me, Acoustic #3 by The Goo Goo Dolls. I wasn’t familiar with the song, but once I read the lyrics/listened, I knew it had to be angst.  Sorry. The lyrics will be posted at the end of the fic.

Tags are at the bottom.  As always, feedback is welcomed and appreciated.

Originally posted by fotokopicibierkek

The World Gets In Your Way

“Why don’t you just go? Leave?” Dean says it, not unkindly. But it hurts, bad. He drags a hand roughly over his face. He’s tired of this conversation, this old argument. “Look, we both know, deep down, somewhere, that this isn’t the life for you. We tried, we tried so hard.”

God, it cuts deep. So fucking deep. He doesn’t mean to push that blade into your heart, but he does it just the same. It twists and turns and slices your heart open. Not because he’s trying to hurt you, that’s not Dean’s way. It hurts so profoundly because it’s the truth. He speaks the truth. And the truth is a fucking bitch.

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What the fuck is this even?  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

this love came back to me

She glances up from her sketchpad, pencil freezes as her eyes follow Robert’s progress down the stairs and into the room. She takes in the jacket and gray slacks, his hair styled messily and hides a small smile. He pauses by the mirror, makes a slight face before brushing his hair back and closes his eyes at his own ridiculous behavior.

“You look alright.”

Robert looks at her reflection in the mirror, smiling slightly as he says, “Yeah?”

“For a middle aged prat, yeah.”

His laugh is short and loud and it makes her grin. It’s taken him a long time to be able to do that again. “Oi, cheeky.” He fidgets, brushes imaginary lint off his shoulders and turns. “Thanks again for sitting. I know you could be doing a million other things.”

Liv waves his words away. “I’m his aunt-slash-big sister, ain’t I? I got to study anyway. And anyway what’s the point of having kids if you can’t get them to do stuff for you every once in awhile?”

Robert shrugs. “Thought you all were only good for headaches and ulcers to be honest.”

Liv smirks, points her finger at him. “I never gave you ulcers, mate. That was all the in-laws.”

“Which you technically are.”

“Hmm.”

Robert eyes her carefully as he moves toward his wallet. “Aaron is stopping by to tuck Jacob in so…be nice.” At her glare, he sighs and gives her a pointed look. “Fine. Try not to be too much of – just don’t do or say anything in front of Jacob, ok?

Liv nods her agreement. Her anger at Aaron has calmed in the eight months since the separation. Mostly in the beginning it had been because she’d seen what Aaron leaving had done to Robert, how he’d not gotten out of bed for nearly a week after it was over. The fact that she’d had to hide it from people so he wouldn’t be at risk of losing Jacob. He’d managed to pull himself out of it for her and Jacob thanks to his sisters and Diane. But her anger had doubled in that time. Then later it was because she could not understand how you could love someone one day and just…not the next.

(She knows in her head that it was more complicated than that. Robert had even told her that it was years of issues coming to a head. He still didn’t blame Aaron and that makes something ache inside her chest that she has to ignore or she would probably go next door and punch her brother in the face.)

“Where is Will taking you?”

Robert shrugs. “Not sure. Into town, though.”

Liv nods, doesn’t say anything because the pub was out of the question (she finds it ironic that the Dingles are set against Robert dating anyone and keep trying to force the issue of a reconciliation when they’d been the first to take sides before they’d realized Robert had actually done nothing wrong) and going to the B&B would just produce awkwardness what with Diane being…Diane.

She likes Will fine. He was nice and seemed to like her and Jacob. He was funny in this weirdly quiet way that was different from Aaron. It still takes her a minute to comprehend that her loud, obnoxious big brother Robert Sugden is dating a librarian. A librarian.

(She can still hear Aaron’s soft “Robert’s mum was a librarian” when Charity has commented on the strangeness of Robert’s choice of rebound.)

She doesn’t like Flynn much but she figures she probably never will so she isn’t sussed about it because he doesn’t like her right back. Aaron is having to deal with that idiot and part of her enjoys watching him get more and more frustrated.

No one can ever claim that Olivia Flaherty hasn’t learned a thing or two about being petty from the Sugdens and the Dingles.

Stable Pt.2 *Dylan O’Brien AU*

Originally posted by gifsofsadness

Pairing: Dylan x OC

Rating: NSFW

Warning: Smuuuuuut, Oral (Guy on Girl)

*A/N: Sorry this took so long omg, My life was extremely crazy for the past few weeks but its here. I wanna say thanks to those of you who were completely understanding. Ily guys!! I hope you enjoyed it.*

*Double A/N: Theres either gonna be 1 or 2 more parts to this fic. I haven’t decided yet :) *

It’s been like 3 days since the whole Dylan thing. Three days since I’ve last seen him, three days since we’ve talked, 3 days since I decided that I was way too good for him and I needed to move the fuck on. Every morning I woke up, put on my best face and made my way to work like nothing ever happened. And I never actually realized how little friends I had. I was always so occupied with Dylan that I never took the time out to make any friends of my own. I was always with his little group and now that I was no longer on speaking terms with him, I lost my friends too. Part of me wants to know what he’s going to tell them. He’ll probably say some shit like “She caught feelings and I dropped her like a fly” or “We fucked and I decided she wasn’t good enough to stick around”

What he won’t say is “She was the best thing I had and I royally fucked up” He won’t tell them about the sweet things he said or about how “stable” I am in his life. And as much as I hate to admit it, my heart aches at these thoughts. I’m currently at the bookstore, sitting up front on my phone because business was extremely slow today. My thoughts consuming as always, I flicked through the pictures of me and Dylan. I know I said I needed to move on but when you throw away a million-year-old friendship over something so trivial, it takes a lot of time. My breath hitched in my throat as my thumb stopped on my favorite picture.

I was trying to take a decent selfie and he comes up from behind me, grabs my phone, and shoves his ice cream cone in my face and takes a picture of him licking it off me. We both looked genuinely happy in that picture, even though I was always genuinely happy around him. I was snapped out of my thoughts but the little bell ringing, meaning that someone finally walked into the store. I looked up to see a short, blonde haired, girl that wore glasses walk in with a Dylan behind her? My chest tightened at the sight of him and I was finding it hard to breathe. His outfit was simple but it made me swoon and any thoughts of moving on was pushed to the back of my head. He was wearing a leather jacket, black jeans, white V-neck, and his converse. So simple, but so hot. His eyes caught sight of me and they shamelessly raked down my body. The tension in the room was thick and it wasn’t long before he snapped his eyes back to goldilocks.

You know how you think you’re over someone because you haven’t come in any type of contact with them, but then you see them and it’s just like… Fuck? Well that was me, right now. I couldn’t stop staring at him as he walked around the store. I guess blondie noticed because after a while she huffed and dragged him to the back and into the restrooms. Oh great, he can cross fucking in a bookstore off his list. I was surprised when I didn’t hear any noise coming from the back. I was even more surprised when I saw blondie walk out in less than five minutes. She flipped me off and literally stormed out of the store. Okay then? That wasn’t weird at all. A couple seconds later Dylan walks out, and I focus my eyes on the counter.  I refuse to look at him, my heart is going to triple in size if I do, plus I’m supposed to be hating him. I’m guessing he made his way over to me because soon his converse came into view.

“Uh, hey” He muttered, his voice all raspy and shit, making me want to die.

“Hi…” I whispered, still not looking up at him.

“I just wanted to let you know nothing happened in there. I haven’t actually done anything since we uh, ya know” he sounded nervous, which was a first. But why was he telling me this?

“Oh yeah no that’s fine, I uh it doesn’t matter ya know. It’s your life” I went to move from behind the counter but he stopped me.

“Kat…. We need to talk” I shook my head

“No we don’t. You were perfectly clear. And I was silly for believing that you were capable of having actual feelings for someone else” I choked back a sob that wanted to come out and pushed pass him.

He stopped me again by grabbing my wrist, spinning me around, and pulling me against him. “Listen….” He sighed. “I don’t know what I’m doing but this feels right so here we go” and he presses his lips against mine. His lips were slightly chapped but the still managed to be soft. The kiss was short and slow but it managed to ignite a fire I was ignoring for 3 days. When he pulled away my lips were pursed and my eyebrows creased.

“What? Huh? Why? How” I muttered creating some distance between us.

“Look uh, don’t slap me. I’m not good with this feelings thing. I push everyone away and I’m difficult to deal with. My father sucks, my mom left and then shows up again. And You…. You were the only piece of hope I had and I fucked it up by letting my dick take control. And that’s another thing, I don’t regret what happened. Not one bit, I loved seeing you like that and I want to be able to see you like that over and over and over again. I want you to wake up with my head between your legs, I want to wake up to the smell of pancakes and when I walk into the kitchen there you are in one of my stupid shirts. I want to kiss every inch of your body multiple times. I want to be pounding into you mercilessly, while you whimper how you can’t take it and how it’s too much. And in these last couple of days I’ve tried so hard to do that with other girls but the truth is they aren’t you. And It doesn’t feel right if it isn’t you” He took a deep breath and lifted me onto the countertop.

I was at a loss for words. I didn’t expect this to happen today, I didn’t expect this to happen at all. I wanted to tell him that saying those things didn’t make what he did okay. But that was a big step for him, he was never good with emotions and the fact that he mustered up the courage to say those things to me meant a lot. I didn’t want to fully give myself to him though, because if he decided that he wants something else I don’t know if my heart could take it.

“Dylan… I don’t know” I finally let my gaze fall on his face. He was upset, that was evident but he nodded understandingly.

“If you’re going to say no please, let me make you feel good. One more time” He pleaded, his hands finding their way to my thighs. “Let me see you cum once more baby, please”

He swiftly slipped his hand between my legs and cupped my center. I bit my and moaned involuntarily before nodding in agreement.

“Okay….” I whispered. And he kissed me hard, my hands immediately flew to his hair and he palmed me slowly over my panties. The moans that pushed pass my lips were breathless and shaky. His tongue slipped into my mouth and battled against mine. I didn’t know what was more thrilling. The fact that I was at work and anyone could walk in. Or the fact that Dylan looked like an absolute God. Either way, I wasn’t complaining.

“Need… Fucking need to taste you” He tore his lips away from mine and dropped onto his knees.

Gripping my thighs, he pulled me closer to the edge of the counter and wasted no time and pushing my panties aside. “Fuck….” I whimpered as his breath tickled against my core. I don’t know how long I was going to last with him.

He licked straight along my folds before absolutely devouring me. One of my hands gripped his hair pulling him as close as he could get to me and the other one gripped the counter because I was pretty sure I would pass out.

His tongue worked quick and I let out a loud moan when he slipped a finger in, the sounds coming out of my mouth made him groan against me and my thighs startled trembling. His fingers moved quicker inside of me and he slowly added another one.

My head was thrown back and I didn’t try to conceal how loud my moans were. Apparently I was very vocal during these types of things. “Fuck Dyl, fuck just like that” His tongue swirled around my clit and his fingers curled inside of me. A few more movements like that and I was screaming his name as I rode out my high.

I whimpered and slowly fell back onto the counter as I began to calm down. That was probably one of the most mind blowing orgasms I’ve ever had. After a few seconds I saw Dylan stand up and adjust himself in his jeans.

“’Aren’t you gonna let me…. Ya know” he chuckled and shook his head.

“Next time doll face” Dylan leaned over and placed a small kiss to my lips and began to walk to the door.

“Hold Up O’Brien” I forced myself to sit up even though I still felt like Jell-O “Why are you so sure there’s gonna be a next time?” I cocked and eyebrow.

“Because I know you, I’ve known you for 18 years” He winked and walked out, leaving me to try and hide the small smile that wanted so bad to break through.

Fuck, Holster


A mess of a letter that Ransom writes on his laptop

Fuck. Fuck, Holster. I have an exam tomorrow and I can’t focus. Not because I’m panicking over the exam- which, shit, I am- but because, fuck man, you just…UGH

Fuck. I keep fucking this up. I thought if I wrote it down I could be done with it and study, but I can’t seem to write it down. I guess that’s just your effect on me, eh?

Alright damn it, here, okay okay I can just start with this: you brought me my planner. That’s not an odd thing for you to do, I know, but it was different this time. This time I didn’t tell you to get it. This time I knew you also have an exam tomorrow (good luck btw) so I didn’t mention mine to you. You’d know I’d have a hard time and you’d focus all your attention on helping me, which isn’t good for you. So I didn’t bring it up.

But you knew anyway. You said, and I quote, “You always curl up in a ball like that when you’re stressed. Exam tomorrow?”

Insignificant right? Right?

Keep reading

Meets the eye - Teen wolf imagine

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Hi guys! This is my first imagine that I’m putting onto tumblr. If you have any ideas for future imagines feel free to message me. Also, I just wanted to ask if you guys would like to make this into a series?!? Again, just message me for any ideas!

Hope y’all enjoy,
Ly you lots,
-E xx

Word count: 1,417

My stomach knotted as I kept glancing over at him. Theo was one of the people in Scott’s pack, but occasionally I would hear Stiles complaining how Theo’s appearance in Beacon Hills was extremely ominous and how you shouldn’t trust him because you have no idea why this guy has appeared out of no where. Personally, I’m not one to judge as I don’t see the big deal about Theo hanging around with them, but I feel like there’s a vital piece of information i’m missing out on. Anyway, I know he’s only been in school for 1 month, but he’s just so damn attractive it was hard to resist not fancying him a little. Every now and then we would make eye contact for a split second, sometimes it was even 2 or 3 seconds. His confidence turned me on so much, not to mention his body. Theo wore some of the tightest v necks which automatically enhanced his ridiculous muscles. I couldn’t resist not looking at him. I quickly rolled my eyes over to him analysing his body in detail hoping no one would notice me. His prominent six pack and biceps shone through his shirt. I wondered what he would be like shirtless. I imagined him in bed with me fully naked with our legs intwined and my head on his chest as I listen to his fluctuating heartbeats as he’s nervous around me. An anxious shiver trickles down my spine at the thought of us having study dates that would turn out into make out session on the bed or the wall, or him protecting me no matter what as well as a perfect combination of slow and passionate sex and rough and hard sex.

“Y/N!” my teacher said while holding a stern look on her face and tapping her pen against the desk tirelessly

“Yes” I replied anxiously as I promptly stepped out of my trance.

“Stop staring and focus on the lesson” she stated with such venom and bitterness it actually made me a little scared of her.

I shyly nodded with fear. I felt my face burst with heat as well as a hefty dose of embarrassment. No matter how hard I tried to deny it, my face just kept getting redder and redder and redder. All I could do was stare at my pristine sheet of paper which was meant to be covered with detailed notes about covalent bonding, but who gives a shit about chemistry when Theo-fuck-me-raeken is in your class. Anyway, that was the least of my worries. I looked out the corner of my eye to see if Theo knew he was the reason I got told off, but it was too late. He was smirking at me like he knew exactly what I wanted him to do to me.

As the bell goes off signalling the end of class everyone gets up making their way out of the classroom, but as soon as I exit the door I feel a tight grip on my wrist, and I wince slightly as I feel someones fingernails penetrate through my soft skin.I turn around slightly, only to see it was Theo. I could feel these electrical currents just shooting through every inch of my body. Even him touching my wrist made me nervous wreck and crumble inside. He slipped a crumpled note into my hand and walked straight off smirking to himself. The note read

“ Y/N, meet me at the school gates straight after school”

A million butterflies emerged in my stomach as I thought about all the possible reasons why Theo wanted to meet me. I thought about all the different scenarios that could happen, just me and him alone together. I don’t know why, but I was surprisingly happy that he even knew my name.

For the next two hours of school I couldn’t concentrate as my only thought was meeting Theo. I counted down the hours, minutes and even seconds until we met. I knew I was getting too excited about it, I mean what if he only wanted to ask me something to do with school?

It’s the end of class and I dash out to meet Theo, but I don’t want to be seen sweaty, lame and too desperate. so I calm myself down as I briskly walk down to the gates.

I see a silhouette in the distance and I can immediately  its Theo due to his insanely large muscles which are basically yelling at him to be set free. I approach him with my soft, yet dilated eyes as I try to be as smooth as I can.

“Hey Y/N, I thought we could go on my bike and just hang out”

I was hesitant at first but I slowly nodded in disbelief. I was going on a motorbike with Theo Raeken, but I barley knew him, why would he want to hang out with me?

My arms are cradling his torso for dear life, I must say, I have thoroughly enjoyed these last 10 minuets. We are driving down to what seems like the woods. why has he brought me hear?
We’ve come to a halt and neither one of us has spoken since school. Its not an awkward silence, its just comfortable. We take of our helmets and we lock eyes. Its the first time I’ve noticed how blue they are, but just for a split second, they glow bright yellow. I look away, surprised at first, but maybe its just my hormones making me see crazy shit. He doesn’t break his stare.

“Are you okay? Why do you keep staring?” I ask as I’m feeling quite uncomfortable now.

“I cant help it, Y/N, you are so fucking gorgeous!”

We’re sitting down crossed legged on a picnic blanket he laid out. He leans towards me as he places his arm around my shoulder, then my shoulder blade and trails his fingers ever so lightly down to my ass.

Damn, here come the electrical currents.

He strokes his thumb softly over my cheek and I let out a soft moan.

“Why are you so nervous around me? Your heart is beating so fast.”

Oh my god!  Am I really that much of a nervous wreck.

“Im not nervous, just curious”  I snap quickly trying to distract him.

Of course this was a complete lie because I literally felt sick due to all the butterflies in my stomach.

“Curious about what, me?”

“Maybe. Like why have you invited me out here in the first place?”

“I’ve already answered that question Y/N. You’re fucking beautiful, I can’t stop staring and thinking about you if you haven’t already noticed”

He leans in and I can feel his soft lips brushing against mine and I moan into his mouth. His tongue darts forward to take the lead but I reject and pull away.

“What makes you think I’m that easy”  I ask this because I’ve never experienced anything with a boy and if Theo wants to play all strange and mysterious, then i’ll play hard to get.

“Trust me Y/N, give it two weeks and you won’t be able to stand alone for 2 seconds.”

I jump on top of him which causes him to lay down. Im straddling his legs and I bring his arms over his head and pin them down with as much strength I can conjure up. I stare at him. I stare at him hard wanting him to know I’m not some innocent girl he can mess around with. I rush in and kiss him. I kiss him hard. I kiss him with anticipation and authority. At first our tongues are fighting for dominance, but in the end I rule. I pull away wanting him to go back for more, but he doesn’t. Our eyes lock in a haze like they’ve done numerous amount of times before, but this time its different. Its a new look.

“I can read you Y/N”

“What are you on about?”

“Im not all that meets the eye Y/N. Theres a lot you don’t know about me.”

“well theres a lot you don’t know about me”  I say to hide the truth that I literally don’t know him a single bit. What was i thinking? why was i trying to act all cool? Im an idiot.

“You’re defiantly not an idiot Y/N”

“How did you know what I was thinking?”

“I told you, Im not all that meets the eye.”

Originally posted by sessizbirtavir

Originally posted by sessizbirtavir

The Neighbourhood sentence starters
  • "I'd like to be proud, but somehow I'm ashamed."
  • "Everybody's talking, but what's anybody saying?"
  • "Put me in the dirt, let me dream with the stars."
  • "I was naive and hopeful and lost."
  • "R.I.P. to my youth."
  • "If I told you that I loved you, tell me, what would you say?"
  • "If I told you that I hated you, would you go away?"
  • "Now I need your help with everything that I do."
  • "I don't want to lie, I've been relying on you."
  • "You can throw me shade, all it does is just cool me off."
  • "First it just threw me off, now I'm just moving on."
  • "I've been callin' you 'friend', I might need to give it up."
  • "I can admit, I am not fireproof."
  • "I hope I don't burden you."
  • "I tried to be someone."
  • "If I had done something a little bit differently, we would've moved in a better direction than this."
  • "You say that you love me, but you act like you don't."
  • "You used to adore me."
  • "You put me in harm's way."
  • "When we had our first kiss it was your favorite thing."
  • "You weren't lying when you said it would sting."
  • "Imagine our children; how fucked would they be?"
  • "Mommy's a psycho, daddy lives in a dream."
  • "Don't take this the wrong way."
  • "I thought that I loved you, but we weren't in love."
  • "You were my dream."
  • "So sorry, but your lady's with me."
  • "So shitty to be you right now, soon you will see pictures of us kissing on the mouth."
  • "I hate her new boyfriend."
  • "I don't wanna be forgotten."
  • "I'm fake and I don't get offended."
  • "You ended up with gold, but it started as a dream."
  • "I used to be broke, now there's money in my jeans."
  • "I want you to touch me there."
  • "Darling, your looks can kill, so now you’re dead."
  • "If I made it too hard for you maybe you should've changed it."
  • "I hope you find a way to be yourself someday."
  • "Change can be amazing."
  • "I pray for the best for you."
  • "Why’d you stick around, why’d you stay with me?"
  • "I couldn’t save it."
  • "I wish you could be honest with me."
  • "I am the chosen one."
  • "I could change all your minds."
  • "This is the one they won't forget."
  • "I want to be bad, I want to destroy you."
  • "I want the attention, I want all the cash, I want all the ass; is it too much to ask?"
  • "I get what I want."
  • "You think I'm a fake and I know you're a fraud."
  • "I'll fucking digest you, one kiss at a time."
  • "You wish I was yours and I hope that you're mine."
  • "You need to get off my mind."
  • "I'm never satisfied, it's never good enough."
  • "I knew it was wrong, but I thought about you still."
  • "I'm paranoid, I hate to sleep alone."
  • "I try my best, no matter what it's like I'm always wrong."
  • "I just need some peace of mind."
  • "I'm never the same, I change every week."
  • "I would ask for advice, but I just do what I like."
  • "I smoke cause I'm stressed, I try to get high, but it gets me depressed, I'm just tryna get by."
  • "I've got no man to follow."
  • "And I know that I'm shallow, but why shouldn't I be?"
  • "Trouble being alone, I've been losing my mind."
  • "I don't want any trouble, it just chooses to find me."
  • "I feel like you're worth it."
  • "We're made to love, but you're dangerous."
  • "I'll tell my friends about my fast life because they know me from my past life."
  • "I can't wait 'till you're back to California."
  • "I know a couple girls like you."
  • "I hope we can go round two, 'cause you know I wanna do it again."
  • "Being away from her, it makes me hurt, it makes me sad."
  • "I'll try to find another way, to make it work."
  • "I know what to say that will make you hurt."
  • "I can't even believe what you did to me."
  • "You can't even say I'm overreacting."
  • "Did I even ever cross your mind?"
  • "What the fuck am I supposed to do about you and I?"
  • "Fuck that guy, happy I don't know his name."
  • "My love never seems to come out right."
  • "I still love you even though you’re a fucking cunt douchebag."
  • "I’m sure you feel the same about me but, whatever, that’s it."
  • "I've seen it a million times."
  • "Everybody else so basic, stop tryin', please stay home."
  • "We got signed to a label and we infected the internet."
  • "I'm my own worst enemy."
  • "You were crazy, but I miss you."
  • "Now we're a little bit famous and I think I might hate it."
  • "I think I found hell."
  • "Don't tell them anything."
  • "You fooled me from the start when you let me start to love you."
  • "I'm leaving tonight, I'll be gone in the morning."
  • "I can't love her no more."
  • "She had all my trust, and I guess that was never enough."
  • "I want the world in my hands."
  • "Let's have an adventure."
  • "I don't mind if there's not much to say."
  • "We talked about making it - I'm sorry that you never made it."
  • "You knew the game and played it."
  • "Mr. know it all, had his reign and his fall."
  • "I'm having trouble in believing."
  • "How could you tell me that I'm great when they chew me up, spit me out, pissed on me?"
  • "When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might take my place."
  • "All my friends always lie to me."
  • "You’re too mean, I don’t like you, fuck you anyway."
  • "You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs."
  • "I’m afraid somebody else might end up being me."
  • "I told you I would tell you everything you want to know."
  • "Everybody's watching me."
  • "I try to be as subtle as I can."
  • "It looks like you were right again."
  • "I'm from a little city with expensive taste."
  • "Shouldn't try to fix it if it keeps getting better."
  • "I wasn't listening at all."
  • "We were young, skinny dipping, having fun, I remember."
  • "And we all grew up, shit got tough."
  • "What a mistake, saying the way I felt."
  • "I was scared as fuck and out of touch, and I was still testing my luck."
  • "I guess there's something wrong inside."
  • "Maybe you're right, maybe this is all that I can be."
  • "But what if it's you, and it wasn't me?"
  • "What do you want from me?"
  • "She planned ahead for a year."
  • "I fell in love today."
  • "There aren't any words that you can say that could ever get my mind to change."
  • "You're a doll, you are flawless."
  • "I just can't wait for love to destroy us."
  • "You better not leave me."
  • "No food to eat, all the money's been wasted from last week."
  • "Some part of me feels a little bit naked and empty."
  • "I still believe something is out there."
  • "All I'll ever be is partly settled in."
  • "They show you how to swim, then they throw you in the deep end."
  • "Float away, then come right back to me."

What are your favorite songs atm?? (Write down 10-20 songs, I know its hard to choose + your favorite lyric from the song) i need to expand my musical taste

Mine are:
1- Bird Set Free - Sia
But theres a scream inside that we all try to hide/we hold on tight/ we cannot deny/it eat us alive

2- Moonlight - Ariana Grande
I’m wishing he’s all mine / he’s giving me Elvis / with some James Dean in his eyes

3- 505- Arctic Monkeys
I’d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck/ or I did last time I checked
A knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark

4- Cornerstone - Arctic Monkeys
Tell me wheres your hiding place / Im worried Ill forget your face / And Ive asked everyone / Im beginning to think I imagined you all along

5- Water Under the Bridge - Adele
If you’re gonna let me down / let me down gently / dont pretend that you dont want me / our love aint water under the bridge

6- Rumour Has It - Adele
But rumour has it he’s the one Im leaving you for

7- 17- Avril Lavigne
We were on the top of the world / back when I was your girl / we were living so wild and free / acting stupid for fun / all we needed was love / thats the way its supposed to be

8- Good Grief - Bastille
Caught off guard by your favorite song / ill be dancing at a funeral / sleeping in the clothes you love / its such a shame to see them burn

9- Sign of the Times - Harry Styles
Just stop your crying / its a sign of the times / welcome to the final show / hope youre wearing your best clothes

10- Green Light - Lorde
Well those rumours, they have big teeth / hope they bite you / thought you said that you would always be in love / but youre not in love no more

11- Something Just Like This - The Chainsmokers
Im not looking for somebody with some superhuman gifts / just something I can turn to / somebody I can kiss

12- Lust For Life - Lana del Rey + The Weeknd
They say only the good die young / that just aint right / cause we’re having too much fun / too much fun tonight

13- Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood
I tried to write your name in the rain / but the rain never came / so I made with the sun / the shade, always come at the worst time

14- BITE - Troye Sivan
Kiss me on the mouth and set me free / But please dont bite

15- YOUTH - Troye Sivan
My youth is yours / a truth so loud you cant ignore
We’ve got no time for getting old / mortal body timeless souls

16- Forget - Marina and the Diamonds
Yeah I’ve been dancing with the devil / I love that he pretends to care / If Ill ever get to heaven / When a million dollars gets you there

17- Hard Times - Paramore
Gonna make you wonder why you even try / gonna take you down and laugh when you cry / and I still dont know how Ill even survive / i gotta get to rock bottom

omg this took a long time,, anything remotely emo is glitteriah’s fault, and anything remotely indie is aussie’s fault

Im tagging @glitteriah (for some mariah carey and emo shit, jk love u dahling) @in-order-in-a-black-hole (the king of indie music) annd @mariahcareyfan (even more mariah carey)
Please answer the tag or Ill hunt you down dahhlings :)
Fell free to tag some more people

Halsey Sentence Starters
  • "Don't let our hearts freeze."
  • "We're the underdogs in this world alone."
  • "I'm a believer, got a fever running through my bones."
  • "They can break our hearts, they won't take our souls."
  • "Would you bleed for me?"
  • "You look so cool when you’re reading me."
  • "Let’s cause a little trouble."
  • "Oh, you make me feel so weak."
  • "I bet you kiss your knuckles right before they touch my cheek."
  • "I've got my mind, made up this time."
  • "There's a menace in my bed."
  • "Go on and light a cigarette, set a fire in my head."
  • "Would you lie for me? Cross your sorry heart and hope to die for me?"
  • "Would you pin me to a wall? Would you beg or would you crawl?"
  • "Don’t forget me."
  • "I wouldn’t leave if you’d let me."
  • "When you met me, you told me you were gonna get me."
  • "I'm searching for something that I can't reach."
  • "I don't like them innocent. I don't want no face fresh. Want them wearing leather."
  • "I like the sad eyes, bad guys. Mouth full of white lies."
  • "Kiss me in the corridor, but quick to tell me goodbye."
  • "You say that you're no good for me, 'cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve."
  • "I swear I hate you when you leave, but I like it anyway."
  • "My ghost, where'd you go?"
  • "I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me."
  • "What happened to the soul you used to be?"
  • "You're a Rolling Stone, boy. Never sleep alone, boy."
  • "Got a million numbers and they're filling up your phone, boy."
  • "I'm off the deep end, sleeping all night through the weekend."
  • "Saying that I love him, but I know I'm gonna leave him."
  • "You were dancing in your tube socks in our hotel room, flashing those eyes like highway signs."
  • "Light one up and hand it over, rest your head upon my shoulder."
  • "I just wanna feel your lips against my skin."
  • "You told me this is right where it begins."
  • "I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me."
  • "I’m trying not to let it show, that I don’t want to let this go."
  • "Is there somewhere you can meet me?"
  • "'Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings and you clutched my brain and eased my ailing."
  • "You’re writing lines about me; romantic poetry."
  • "Your girl's got red in her cheeks, cause we’re something she can’t see."
  • "And I try to refrain but you’re stuck in my brain."
  • "All I do is cry and complain, because second's not the same."
  • "I’m sorry but I fell in love tonight. I didn't mean to fall in love tonight."
  • "You’re looking like you fell in love tonight."
  • "Could we pretend that we’re in love?"
  • "There's a storm you're starting now."
  • "I'm a wanderess. I'm a one night stand."
  • "Don't belong to no city. Don't belong to no man."
  • "And I found myself reminded to keep you far away from me."
  • "Oh, baby, beggin' you to save me."
  • "Well lately, I like 'em crazy. Oh, maybe, you could devastate me."
  • "Little lady, come and fade me."
  • "My demons are begging me to open up my mouth."
  • "I sold my soul to a three-piece."
  • "I’m selfish, taking what I want and call it mine."
  • "I’m helpless, clinging to your lips."
  • "Cigarettes and tiny liquor bottles, just what you’d expect inside her new Balenciaga."
  • "We don’t feel like outsiders at all."
  • "We are the new Americana, high on legal marijuana."
  • "Young James Dean, some say he looks just like his father."
  • "He could never love somebody’s daughter."
  • "We know very well who we are."
  • "I'm only in this city for a minute and I know that you've been trying to get in it and I'm with it."
  • "You're looking like you fell in love tonight. For Pete's sake, homie, pull it together."
  • "We hooked up one time it was kind of whatever."
  • "Would you believe me if I said I was drunk?"
  • "Maybe I want you to want me but only tonight."
  • "You saw the truth in me. This is all new to you, damn."
  • "I was trynna give you Jays and some fast brain. You was trynna give me K's and your last name."
  • "I think I should leave."
  • "I don't really know why but I miss him."
  • "It was something in his eyes when I kissed him. Feeling like I can't dismiss him."
  • "You got a girl and she thinks it's forever."
  • "I know she'd love you if you'd only let her."
  • "'Cause I'm a mistake, we both could do better."
a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 12)
  • "You can have my heart."
  • "I think we're doomed."
  • "I'm sorry, but it's too late and it's not worth saving."
  • "You know that I'm in love with the mess."
  • "I think I like it."
  • "I think we're doomed and now there is no way back."
  • "I know you're right behind me."
  • "Don't you let me go tonight."
  • "Say you'll be there."
  • "Why do we waste time hiding it inside?"
  • "I want you to be mine."
  • "You know the way I can't resist you."
  • "If we try once more, would you give me it all?"
  • "I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this."
  • "I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more."
  • "I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored."
  • "You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light."
  • "I love you. Oh God, I love you."
  • "Life is now worth living, if only because of you."
  • "Who the fuck do you think I am?"
  • "You ain't married to no average bitch, boy."
  • "Don't hurt yourself."
  • "You ain't trying hard enough."
  • "I'm just too much for you."
  • "If you try this shit again, you gonna lose your wife."
  • "I was sitting waiting, wishing."
  • "This world is cruel."
  • "I'm just a fool learning loving somebody don't make them love you."
  • "Must I always be waiting on you?"
  • "Must I always be playing your fool?"
  • "I gave ya friends all a chance."
  • "I can't always be waiting on you."
  • "I keep playing your part, but it's not my scene."
  • "I've had enough mystery."
  • "I'm not you and if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel."
  • "Waiting on love ain't so easy to do."
  • "I wanted that heat so bad, I could taste the fire on your breath."
  • "I wanted in your storm so bad, I could taste the lightning on your breath."
  • "The world is so pale next to you."
  • "Your hair is coxcomb red, your eyes are viper black."
  • "You said every road is a good road."
  • "Every love is your best love and every love is your last love."
  • "Every kiss is a goodbye."
  • "Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "You even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I'm not afraid. I'm not."
  • "I'll show you my true colors."
  • "No, I won't apologize."
  • "It's like I've waited all my life."
  • "All the pretty girls like Samuel."
  • "It's more than he can handle."
  • "Life is anything but fair."
  • "You’re the only one I’m in love with."
  • "You’re the only thing I’m interested in."
  • "You’re the only one I miss like this."
  • "We’re still two lives in ruin, we’re still boats anchored at sea."
  • "Don’t you ruin."
  • "Here I am, I’ve got to tell you while I can."
  • "You’re the only one I’ve been waiting for."
  • "You’re the only one I have to have."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't."
  • "I live for danger."
  • "All girls wanna be like that; bad girls underneath like that."
  • "From the moment I first saw you, I was yours and you were mine."
  • "Deep down we both knew you were trouble by design."
  • "Baby, don't you play with fire."
  • "It's too late to say goodbye."
  • "We both knew it was trouble."
  • "Now I'm under your spell."
  • "Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
  • "As long as you're with me, you'll be just fine."
  • "Nothing's gonna take you from my side."
  • "Give me the way it could have been."
  • "Give me it all."
  • "I called you up three times last night."
  • "Running through the streets, bloody from a fist fight."
  • "Keep you warm, keep you there, wanna keep you all."
  • "See you there, wanna see you some day."
  • "As you look back, I'm pulling away."
  • "All that remains are words in the rain."
  • "Give me a goodbye said out loud."
  • "I know you could be here with me."
  • "I'll be right there."
  • "I feel there's a fork in the road."
  • "I took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool."
  • "Fuck it, it was something to do."
  • "I drive a sports car just to prove I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million dollars."
  • "You don't wanna be high like me."
  • "You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone."
  • "All I know are sad songs."
  • "I'm just a singer who already blew his shot."
  • "I can't keep a girl, 'cause as soon as the sun comes up, I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse, but the truth is I can't open up."
  • "People still think I'm a star."
  • "Hold up, they don't love you like I love you."
  • "Can't you see there's no other man above you?"
  • "What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you."
  • "How did it come down to this? Scrolling through your call list."
  • 'I don't wanna lose my pride, but I'mma fuck me up a bitch."
  • "What's worse, lookin' jealous or crazy?"
  • "Let's imagine for a moment that you never made a name for yourself."
  • "We were made for each other."
  • "It is such a shame you let this good love go to waste."
  • "It's always up and down with you, this game you play is kinda twisted."
  • "I could leave it all behind, trouble is I know I’d miss it."
  • "Even though you play me like an Xbox, I don’t want you to take your hands off."
  • "I'm all about you."
  • "You always make my heart beat faster."
  • "I don’t want you to take your hands off me."
  • "You don't want to act like you care."
  • "Are you gonna give up so easily?"
  • "I thought I meant more, I thought we were strong."
  • "Babe, I've been stressing about us all day."
  • "Guess you bit off more than you could chew."
  • "I've got literally nothing to say to you."
  • "You wanna promise me you'll never go, then you wanna leave."
  • "Don't text me, you're pathetic, bitch, please."
  • "You don't get a goodbye."
  • "You don't get another shot to make me everything I'm not."
  • "I'm a girl on fire, I'm a girl who dreams."
  • "You're a boy who needs to stay the hell away from me."
  • "It was loneliest with you there."
  • "This is the only way you'll hear from me."
  • "You thought you wanted her and got what you deserved."
  • "Used to want you but I don't now."
  • "I can be cruel just like you."
  • "You hit me up again to tell me I'm the one."
  • "Was she worth letting me go?"
  • "I need you right here by my side."
  • "You're everything I'm not in my life."
  • "We're indestructible, we are untouchable."
  • "Nothing can take us down tonight."
  • "You are so beautiful, it should be criminal."
  • "I'll promise you this love will never die."
  • "No matter what, I got your back."
  • "I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that."
  • "Believe me when I say you're the one."
  • "They'll never forgive us for the things we've done."
  • "Everybody said that we would never last, and if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back."
  • "In a simple skirt you caused a ricochet of courting boys that watch you walk away."
  • "I don't live my life like you do."
  • "Every time you leave, I wanna go."
  • "Don't be so blind."
  • "Am I your one and only desire?"
  • "Am I the reason you breathe or am I the reason you cry?"
  • "I just can't live without you."
  • "I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you."
  • "I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you."
  • "I just can't take any more, this life of solitude."
  • "I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you."
  • "I feel like you don't want me around."
  • "I guess I'll pack all my things."
  • "I guess I'll see you around."
  • "It's all been bottled up until now."
  • "Why would you tear my world apart?"
  • "I see the blood all over your hands."
  • "Does it make you feel more like a man?"
  • "Was it all just a part of your plan?"
  • "She liked black caddies, listened to Puff Daddy and danced until her legs were sore."
  • "He loves her definitely maybe."
  • "I see you everyday,I'm too scared to go over."
  • "I wonder what she'd say, I barely even know her."
  • "How much longer will this keep getting stronger?"
  • "I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me."
  • "He's picking me up at 6 again and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."
  • "She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her."
  • "He had his hands on every single girl he laid his eyes on."
  • "Even when he kissed her, he was looking over staring at her sister."
  • "I'm not the type to get my heart broken."
  • "I'm not the type to get upset and cry."
  • "I never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye."
  • "Relationships don't get deep to me, never got the whole in love thing."
  • "Someone can say they love me truly, but at the time it didn't mean a thing."
  • "I stray from love."
  • "It cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life."
  • "I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart."
  • "No matter what you'll never see me cry."
  • "I should've never let you hold me, baby, maybe why I'm sad to see us apart."
  • "I didn't give to you on purpose, can't figure out how you stole my heart."
  • "I never meant to let it get so personal."
  • "Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?"
  • "Everything was such a blur, it didn't come out right."
  • "All of a sudden it's cold and we're falling apart."
  • "I guess we're really over."
  • "I'm not over it."
  • "You make me feel like I'm desperate."
  • "I'm not desperate."
  • "Little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it."
  • "That side of your bed is still mine."
  • "I've never been a fan of long goodbyes."
  • "It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending."
  • "Tell me that you care."
  • "I try to make it through my life; in my way, there's you."
  • "Just don't deny it."
  • "You tried to break me."
  • "If you were dead or still alive, I don't care."
  • "Everything's so blurry."
  • "Everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up."
  • "My whole world surrounds you."
  • "You know that I'll protect you."
  • "I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are."
  • "Everyone is changing."
  • "Let me know just how you feel, 'cause I am lost without you."
STARKID STARTERS FEEL FREE TO ADD
  • "OMG would you guess that I'm not wearing undies today?"
  • "Everything ends-- even the lives of families and friends."
  • "I don't wanna see you go but it's not forever."
  • "A juice box, and make it a motts goddamn it."
  • "Where you have you been all my life!?"
  • "When you know everything it's suddenly strange when you don't have a clue."
  • "My real passion is fanfiction."
  • "My head's confused but I know there's something in it."
  • "I want to know your story."
  • "Bitch. I ain't Cho-chang."
  • "You don't need me as a guide."
  • "Ridevines! What the hell can't they do!"
  • "They're remember me!"
  • "Do not be fooled by appearances."
  • "That Zefron poster is boss."
  • "I wanna be your friend forever."
  • "I never cared for stories until you entered mine."
  • "WHAT THE DEVIL IS GOING ON IN HERE?"
  • "You think killing people will make them like you. It doesn't. It makes them dead."
  • "In order to beat a man, you gotta be stronger than a man. You gotta be a WOMAN."
  • "I'd feel much better if you would stay here."
  • "But I don't have a job!"
  • "God. I can't stand people who don't read."
  • "1,001 nights with you is not enough to end."
  • "I wanna let her know I feel so queezy."
  • "I am a starship ranger!"
  • "I'm finally ready, so ready to go."
  • "You're a whole lot hotter with that lightning scar."
  • "Don't forget that dirt is solid and clouds can disappear."
  • "What the hell is a Huffelpuff?"
  • "This could mean danger."
  • "Everybody knows that's just the way it goes and there's nothing you can do."
  • "Take off your cloths."
  • "I want a rocket ship!"
  • "Do YOU have a rocker ship?!"
  • "We're there. We've reached that point."
  • "I'm not a baby! I'm twelve!"
  • "You are not permitted to touch!"
  • "I never expected to find someone like you."
  • "Tiger fucker!"
  • "You don't know you the way I do."
  • "He taught me how to love."
  • "If you don't go out there and die for something I will kill you for nothing."
  • "I guess that's what Harry Potter's all about."
  • "What remains of a man when that man is dead and gone?"
  • "I wanna be a modern dancer."
  • "I AM WOMAN. HEAR ME SMASH."
  • "... Hold you in a tight embrace and cuddle till we're blue."
  • "How will they tell my story?"
  • "Perhaps it's not too late to change the course of fate."
  • "Sorry. Did I just stutter?"
  • "There's a hidden swimming pool!"
  • "If I hide to save my life, what has my life been for?"
  • "Just because you care about stuff doesn't mean you're weak."
  • "I know you've seen the rough time, hell, I see them too, but I ain't seen anyone face them half as well as you."
  • "Daddy! Daddy! You came to love me!"
  • "Who cares about bein' another pipe dreamer?!"
  • "I'm in love with my best friend."
  • "You can't confuse me with numbers."
  • "I'll never be a hero."
  • "Thank dear dead God, man!"
  • "I wanna be somebody's buddy."
  • "I must be pretty great if you believed in me."
  • "JOEY RICHTER DICK JUST TOUCHED ME."
  • "I'm just a side kick, but I love being at your side."
  • "Wait. Not so fast."
  • "I'm the one who's gonna love you with all of his heat because that's what I've got."
  • "Who could care about a loser like me!?"
  • "I WANNA HAVE CARIBBEAN STUDIES WITH YOU!"
  • "What will I do without you to guide me?"
  • "I'm so sad that we are done, but that don't mean we can't do it again."
  • "So good to be gettin' laid."
  • "You can't hold on to what's gone."
  • "I came home."
  • "You can't just GO to Pigfarts! It's on mars!"
  • "This must be how it feels to have a home."
  • "Finally, I found a friend."

anonymous asked:

I wish you would write a fic where Cloud is working at a bar. Zack and Genesis both try flirting with him and getting his number but somehow he leaves with Angeal or Sephiroth instead. Your choice.

Zack was transfixed on the bartender’s biceps as he poured a rather grease-smudged man his second shot of whiskey. It didn’t help that the bartender’s tight looking shirt was sleeveless either. 

Genesis on the other hand was caught in his face. It looked cute…but oh so sly as he smirked at the comment the grease monkey made. He wished he would come over here soon, so he could hear his voice over the growing swell of the bar’s crowd. 

“He’s hot,” Zack said. 

“That’s an understatement,” Genesis agreed. He and Zack looked at each other. 

They had come here to just drink and shoot the shit, but didn’t expect the cute bartender to be in this sort of place. They knew about Tifa and how she ruled over Seventh Heaven with an iron fist, but that’s what they knew. Tifa and her cute face and really hard punches. Not…mystery man. 

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English is Full of Really Shitty Metaphors

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It wasn’t something you ever planned. You’re not anywhere near smart enough to plan out something like this. You’re just so fucking lucky you can’t quite believe it.

You guess you might have planned some of it though. You knew staying on a majority troll planet wouldn’t be a good idea once you went through your adult pupation and your blood color became much harder to hide. You’re not a complete fucking idiot either despite how you feel sometimes, so you knew you’d have to get schoolfed on a couple other languages besides Alternian.

There were a couple big ones you figured would be the most useful, Amestrian, English and such. The best way to learn how to have conversations in them was to actually talk to someone who spoke it. Watching movies could only get you so far.

Talking to random shitty aliens online seemed like a good way to go about it at the time.

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rosymoonfaery  asked:

What would you say wuthering heights is about if not love? I'm not disagreeing, just interested/curious :)

I definitely think it’s about love!! Just not romantic or sexual love. I mean, it’s about a million things, but if you’re just talking about Catherine and Heathcliff’s relationship, I think they (and the novel) have been misinterpreted throughout the centuries as a romantic love story, to the fault of advertising, film adaptations, etc. People have been trying to fit into a nice little box since it came out and you just can’t do that with this novel. 

Imo, it’s not that WH isn’t a love story, it’s that it’s not a Love Story. Often the wrong aspects of the novel/their relationship are emphasized. 

The love between C and H is spiritual. The thesis of their relationship is that they’re the same person, that that person(s) is the same as the landscape; they reflect in each other and the moors reflect in them and vice versa. Catherine’s famous scene where she says “I am Heathcliff” and “Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same,” has less to do with anything Victorian readers would have considered romantic love, ie marriage, hand holding, kissing, etc, and have much more to do with a spiritual affinity. You get this again from Heathcliff when he says “I cannot live without my soul” when Catherine dies. 

I certainly think they would’ve gotten married and possibly had sex (though imo that’s up for debate, as their love is entirely sexless in the novel, and it’s not even a point of consideration for them tbh) if things had turned out differently. But I don’t believe C and H truly cared whether or not they were married to each other or could sexually consummate their love; instead, they just wanted loyal devotion to each other and to simply be around each other. 

The entire novel is C and H striving to return to the landscape of their childhood (which, also interestingly, is the time period during which they are quite ungendered, which reinforces the lack of interest in marriage–I could go on about the portrayal of gender too), and to their relationship during this time. They are trying less to be married than to just plain ol’ be together. Their love is beyond marriage and romance; it exists on a higher plane than that. Marriage is framed as an act of convenience. Heathcliff doesn’t run away because he’s heartbroken Cathy won’t marry him–he leaves because she chooses Edgar over him (and thus herself/her truer nature), which would put a full stop to any semblance of what they had as children, and would further force Heathcliff into abusive servitude under Hindley and further distance from Cathy.

Emily Brontë is fascinating because she’s often described as child-like, despite also described as a genius by many scholars and critics. Her views on religion–from little we know about it–also seem to be reflected in WH. Some people have gone so far as to call her a “mystic”; her religious views were certainly unorthodox in the Victorian era. And I bring this up because so much of WH actually deals with conventional Christian religion, or more accurately, a rejection of it. C and H are both told they are not suited for heaven, and in turn, they feel heaven is not suited for them (“I’ve no more business to marry Edgar Linton than I have to be in heaven” / ”To-day, I am within sight of my heaven”, Heathcliff says when he knows he’s going to die soon and see Cathy). All this subscribes to WH’s concept of the soul, being connected to other souls, being connected to the earth. So, basically, once again you have this idea of love in WH being spiritual oneness.  

Like, I certainly understand why WH is advertised as a love story because it is love, and I do think romantic love is involved between C and H, it’s just not what the novel is about and it’s not what C and H are focused on themselves. I think they would’ve been just as happy unmarried/without sex as long as they were together at WH. Their paradise is each other, being together on the moors. Death liberates them from societal conventions and gender norms. Their love is above romance, above sex. 

Wuthering Heights’ Grand Satisfying and Sweeping, Our Protagonists Finally Get Their In-Love Happy Ending (think Lizzie telling Darcy she loves him, think Jane rushing back to Rochester) is that they both die and get to live out eternity together as ghosts on the moors of Wuthering Heights. There’s no kisses, no proposals, no pledging of hands in marriage or love. The love-ending of Wuthering Heights is simply that their spirits are (re)united.