i know the other one was prettier

hamilton characters as things my teammates have said
  • alexander hamilton: wait no that was a mistake i didn't mean to pass to you- I DONT LIKE YOU
  • hercules mulligan: why do our uniforms have to be this color im crying eternally
  • john laurens: my 100 year old turtle is prettier than you
  • eliza schuyler: okay so i brought cupcakes for the other team too but i didn't know how many people they were so i brought like fifty and i dropped them on the way here
  • angelica schuyler: some kid just gave my five bucks not to score ima keep the money and score
  • peggy schuyler: WHY DOES NO ONE PASS TO ME I KNOW IM SHORT BUT IM HERE
  • king george: whatever peasants help me up you hoes
  • george washington: did your parents raise you to sit around and eat Doritos all day? doritNO
  • maria reynolds: [going up to a random stranger] do you have three bucks for the vending machine
  • philip hamilton: ew sports what is sports why do i play a sport i should've stuck to poetry - I SUCK AT THAT TOO
Slight Changes || Park Jimin

Originally posted by lonastic

Word Count: 1.9k

Genre: Angst/Fluff


“You can’t be serious Y/N, it wasn’t even my fault.” You ignored Jimin’s voice as you stormed away from him and walked into the kitchen. The only thing you wanted to do right now was get away from him, but it seemed that no matter how far you got from him he would just appear right behind you again.

“Yes, Jimin, I am serious. What would make you think otherwise?” Your tone was bitter, anger flooding through you and exiting in the form of words. There was no other way for you to release it so you just had to deal with trying your best to stay calm and not completely flip out on your boyfriend. Jimin sighed loudly before speaking again, causing you to turn around and look at him.

“She was just a fan, fan’s get close. It’s not my fault.” He argued. You rolled your eyes, feeling more anger rise at the fact that he was trying to defend himself over this. The picture had been all over twitter and it seemed that ARMY’s were going crazy over it. They had been tweeting it at you, waiting for some kind of reaction, but you held back until the moment he got home and you could confront him about it.

“It’s your fault that you didn’t try to ask her to move, and it’s your fault that you didn’t mention me, you know, your girlfriend.” You said.

“God you always get like this.” Jimin’s tone surprised you, and you couldn’t help but feel a little taken aback by his words. There wasn’t anything about it that was very different, just a slight undertone of frustration that you weren’t used to. Jimin was always calm with you, even now while you were practically yelling at you he was keeping his normal tone.

“What do you mean I always get like this?” You asked.

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  • Naruto: So, like, ever since Hinata confessed to me, people have been like- ya know
  • Sasuke: Hn
  • Naruto: And I'm just- I don't, like, I can't- ya know
  • Naruto: But I should, right? There's no reason I shouldn't, uh, ya kn-
  • Sasuke: Dobe, if you say "ya know" one more time
  • Naruto: I can't help it, I'm just so, so, ya know!
  • Sasuke: Why are you talking to me about this, idiot?
  • Naruto: You're the only one who hasn't said anything, ya know. Sakura-chan, Kakashi, Ino, Iruka, even Kiba have been on my case non-stop.
  • Sasuke: It's your life. Your choice. Do what you want. It makes no difference to me.
  • Naruto: But, but Sasuke, I'm just so... Ya know.
  • Sasuke: Fine, usuratonkachi. We'll talk.
  • Sasuke: Do you think she's pretty?
  • Naruto: Eto... *squints* I guess so.
  • Naruto: Actually, now that you mention it, Hinata's kind of a looker, huh
  • Naruto: But she's still not as pretty as- *glances over* Uh, other people.
  • Sasuke: Like who? Sakura?
  • Naruto: Yeah, Sakura-chan and... Someone else
  • Sasuke: ...
  • Sasuke: So the problem is that you have feelings for another person
  • Naruto: *blushes* Um... I guess, but I doubt you- I mean, this other person will ever, ya know, feel the same way, so I should just
  • Sasuke: Have you said anything?
  • Naruto: Well, no
  • Naruto: But after everything that happened, you- I mean, this person should get it by now, and if y- they don't, that probably means it's one-sided. Right?
  • Sasuke: Maybe
  • Naruto: Oh
  • Sasuke: Unless I -I mean, this 'other person' was thinking the same way as you
  • Naruto: Really? You Were?
  • Sasuke: Were what? I'm talking about this mysterious 'other person' who's apparently prettier than Hyuuga Hinata, which is -mmmphmm!
  • Sasuke: What was that, you moron?
  • Naruto: It's called a kiss, teme.
  • Naruto: Something two people do when they like each other.
  • Sasuke: ...
  • Sasuke: I'm not familiar with the concept.
  • Sasuke: Maybe you should show me again.
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Famous Lesbians:

Beatrice Eli - musician

  • her album Die Another Day “is about sex, drugs and girls.”
  • in an interview when asked if she’s gay, she said, quote: “[i prefer] lesbian. it’s a much prettier word.”
  • her music is deliberately, unapologetically, graphically lesbian in theme
  • my anon who tipped me off:
    • Another one for your lesbian representation series, Beatrice Eli is a lesbian singer/songwriter from Sweden. I really don’t know much else about her other than she’s Swedish, a lesbian, and her songs are very good and extremely gay. (Her song ‘Girls’ is my personal favorite.) 🌺🌺             

BONUS: in a relationship with lesbian rapper Silvana Imam

“I have never felt this strong, safe, inspired and happy and it’s all  because of her.” - Beatrice Eli

“Why me?” - Alec Lightwood

Originally posted by sh-gifs

(not my gif)

REQUEST: Jace is (Y/N)’s twin brother but she is the exact opposite of him (shy, don’t talk a lot, self-conscious about herself), and Alec ends up saving her from a demon and tells her he likes her.

“Come on Jace, leave your sister alone.” Alec said as Jace was showing off about his last missions.
“I’m just saying, I’ve killed more than twenty demons in my last three missions. How many demons did you kill in the last three months, (Y/N)?” Jace asked with a smirk.
“Jace, shut up.” Alec said half friendly.
(Y/N) rolled her eyes and went to her room. She sat down on her bed and burried her face in her hands.

Jace was (Y/N)’s twin brother. He was confident and cocky. Jace was everything (Y/N) wasn’t. She was shy, quiet and self-conscious. (Y/N) was so different from her brother, sometimes she was convinced she had been adopted, or put in the wrong family, maybe even in the wrong world.
(Y/N) loved being a shadowhunter but she couldn’t help comparing herself to her brother and everybody knew that Jace was one of the best shadowhunters of his generation. Everytime Jace was bragging about his missions, (Y/N) felt like maybe she didn’t belong to this world, it would explain why she wasn’t as good as her brother.
(Y/N) also loved her brother, but Jace was the opposite of her and it was difficult to have a personal conversation with him. They weren’t very close but they would always be willing to die for one another. They were a family, after all.

(Y/N) lifted her head up when she heard someone walk into her room. It was Alec. (Y/N) felt her cheeks blush so she burried her face back in her hands. (Y/N) had a crush on Alec but she was way too shy and scared of rejection to talk to anyone about it, especially not Alec.
“Are you okay?” Alec asked.
“Don’t do that again.” (Y/N) said. Alec frowned. “You don’t need to defend me when my brother makes fun of me. I can handle it on my own.” (Y/N) didn’t mean to be rude but somehow it all came out pretty agressive. (Y/N) shook her head and sighed.
“I didn’t mean to upset you. I’m sorry.” Alec declared.
“No, I’m sorry. None of this is your fault. I shouldn’t take it all out on you. Thanks for caring about me, though.” (Y/N) smiled a little and looked down.
“Of course I do. I will always care about you, (Y/N).” Alec said very seriously.
(Y/N) looked at him. Alec was about to add something when Maryse Lightwood walked into the room. (Y/N) wished people would knock before entering her bedroom.
“Ah! There you are. Something came up. You two need to get ready for a new mission.” Alec’s mother ordered. (Y/N) held back a complaint. She had just came back from another mission and she had been training all day. She was exhausted.
“What about Jace and Izzy?” (Y/N) asked.
“They already left. They went to see Meliorn to get some information. Why? Is there a problem?” Maryse asked with her usual cold attitude.
“No. I was just wondering.” (Y/N) lied.
She knew that if she told Maryse that she was too exhausted for a new mission, she would be seen as weak. And (Y/N) didn’t want to be called a coward in front of Alec.

As (Y/N) and Alec got to their location, Alec kept looking at (Y/N) with concern.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Alec asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” (Y/N) lied.
She was tired, she couldn’t remember the last time she slept for more than two hours in a row. And the few injuries she got from the last mission were still healing and sore, and everything hurt everytime she was taking a new step.
“(Y/N), I hope you know that not being as good as your brother doesn’t make you less of a good shadowhunter.” Alec declared. “You know that everything is a competition for Jace, but it’s not about the number of demons you kill during a mission, it’s about-”
“Watch out!” (Y/N) shouted as she tightened her grip around her seraph blade.
A demon came running on Alec and (Y/N) pushed Alec aside to take care of the creature. She pushed her weapon through the demon’s body and it disappeared into a cloud of dust almost immediatly.
“See, you’re a great shadowhunter. You just saved my life.” Alec said with a little smile on his face.
“Yeah, well, tell that to Jace.” (Y/N) chuckled.
“(Y/N), I need to tell you something, I -” Alec didn’t have time to finish.
(Y/N) screamed and collapsed on the ground. It took Alec a few seconds to see the demon that injured (Y/N). He killed it without a struggle and rushed to (Y/N)’s side.
“Damn it!” (Y/N) shouted as she held onto her shoulder, in pain.
Alec reached for his stele and drew the healing rune on (Y/N)’s injury. She winced and gritted her teeth.
“There. The pain should fade away in a minute.” Alec said. “Are you okay?” He added.
“I’m fine.” Alec offered (Y/N) his hand, she grabbed it and lifted herself from the ground.

After the mission, Alec and (Y/N) went back to the Institute. (Y/N) was still exhausted and a little bit in pain, but when she got to her room, Alec joined her there a few minutes later.
“Oh, sorry! I didn’t know you were about to go to bed.” Alec said as he saw (Y/N) in her night clothes -which were nothing more than a oversized t-shirt.
(Y/N) blushed when she caught Alec staring at her bear legs.
“It’s okay. What’s going on?” (Y/N) asked.
Alec walked closer to (Y/N) and she almost forgot how to breathe.
“I wanted to apologize.” Alec declared.
“What for?” (Y/N) frowned.
“Well, if I didn’t talk to you during the mission, you wouldn’t have been distracted and you wouldn’t have gotten hurt.”
“Oh, no Alec, it wasn’t your fault.” Alec looked down.
(Y/N) reached for Alec’s chin and lifted it up with her soft hand. “I mean it, Alec. It wasn’t your fault.”
Alec stared at (Y/N) and got lost in her eyes for a minute.

Suddenly, Alec put his hands on each side of (Y/N)’s face and kissed her. (Y/N) was surprised and shocked but she kissed him back. Alec let go of (Y/N), she looked at him with wide eyes.
“Why did you do that?” (Y/N) asked, almost blaming Alec.
“I like you, (Y/N).” Alec declared. He was feeling anxious and scared that (Y/N) would reject him. Alec knew how hard it was for (Y/N) to let people in.
“Is this some kind of joke? Did Jace dare you to kiss me?” (Y/N) felt angry. She knew her brother would be able to do something like that for his own entertainment. He always told (Y/N) that she was too hung-up with boys.
“What? No!” Alec said, confused. “Your brother doesn’t even know that I have feelings for you.”
“Do you really? Because I swear to God Alec, if this is a joke, it’s really not funny and cruel.” (Y/N) didn’t know what to think anymore.
On one hand, (Y/N) didn’t think that Alec was mean enough to play with her feelings. But on the other hand, she couldn’t believe that Alec could really like her.
“(Y/N), this isn’t a joke, OK? I would never do anything to hurt you.” Alec took (Y/N)’s hands in his.
“But why me?” (Y/N) asked quietly.
“What do you mean by that?” Alec frowned.
“Well, there are lots of prettier girls than me in this world. I’m not exactly the best shadowhunter, I am clumsy, shy and-”
“Hey, stop. You’re the prettiest girl I’ve ever met and you’re a great shadowhunter. I mean how many times did you save my life?” Alec chuckled.
“Well, how many times did you save mine?” (Y/N) mumbled.
“(Y/N), listen. I like everything about you, I really do.” Alec said. He sounded very sincere. “Now, I understand if you don’t feel the same way.” Hardly had he finished his sentence that (Y/N) pressed her lips against his. The two of them kissed passionately for a while.
“It was about time.”
(Y/N) and Alec turned to face the door and saw Izzy leaned on the door frame.
“Can’t you people just knock?” (Y/N) declared half laughing and half embarrassed.
“Fine. Fine. I’ll leave you two to it.” Izzy smiled and left the room.
Alec and (Y/N) laughed and kissed again.

Sometimes you shouldn’t burry your feelings or ignore them. Sometimes you just let them go, and who knows, maybe everything will be alright.
REQUESTED - April Fools

Request: is April fools and reader is a prankster and is playing pranks in everyone except Bucky and they go out on a date in the day to escape the results? - Anon

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 1,936

Warnings: Cursing, Angst, mention of death of a close relative, FLUFF

A/N: Gosh, I took so long that it pains me AAAAAAA. SORRY, BABE! Anyway, I REACHED 300 FOLLOWERS AND I’M FREAKING THE FUCK OUT THANK YOU SO MUCH! <3 

MASTERLIST


Originally posted by love-buckybarnes


You were a prankster on normal days, but it was April Fools.  

You had pranked every single person of that team, every single one of them, minus Bucky.

He didn’t know why; you pranked Steve, messing with his shield; you pranked Peter on his first day there, using a trap to turn him upside down in front of the whole team; you even pranked Natasha, for Christ’s sake! And that was like signing your suicide note! So why wouldn’t you prank him?

“Okay, everyone knows that plan, right?”

“Yeah, stay out of her sight and no one gets pranked.” Sam huffed, he would actually love to join you in your prank session day, but he didn’t know if he was a target himself.

“Good morning, family.” You yawned, entering the kitchen and ignoring their frozen figures.

“Morning, Doll,” Bucky mumbled back, away from everyone since he was never a target and they saw no reason to include them into their run away plans. “What sort of mischievous plans you got for today?” You chuckled, smiling innocently at the team that was carefully watching you grab your cereal.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about, Buck.” He laughed at your fake sweet voice, when you passed next to him, you couldn’t help but place a kiss on his cheek, watching them turn red.

Sitting by Bucky’s side, you looked at them expectantly as if you were waiting for something to happen.

“C’mon, Y/N. Tell me what do I have to expect. Slime on my armor, again? Maybe bouncing balls all over my workshop?” Tony asked, leaning over the Kitchen’s Counter and watching your mischievous smile grow wider.

“Hey, James. Want to go out with me for a day?” You got closer to him, seeing his surprised face as you lead your lips to his ears so you could whisper: “The tower won’t be safe for a while.”

Bucky ignored the chill that ran down his spine with having you that close and nodded his head, turning his eyes back at the huge amount of eggs, trying to control his heartbeats, but it was something hard to do when your bare leg was brushing against his.


“You have to! We won’t be able to do anything today if you don’t find out for us what is this year’s prank!” Clint tugged into Bucky’s backpack, while the others followed him, begging for the same thing.

“What make you guys think she will even tell me?”

“Because she told you today that the tower won’t be safe!” Narrowing his eyes at Steve, Bucky crossed his eyes in front of his chest “Yes, I was eavesdropping, but it’s for the greater good!”

“We told her last year that she wouldn’t get us in this!” Bucky wondered if it was at the time he was under and the cause for you not to prank him.

“I’m sure she won’t do anything that can harm.” Rolling his eyes, he entered the elevator with Tony, cocking a brow at him.

“The hell I’ll stay in this tower, just waiting to be pranked.” Both of men entered the garage, finding you ready and with a smirk on your lips.

“Going out, Tony?” Bucky chuckled, handing you one helmet and getting on his Harley, waiting for you to do the same, but you stood next to him, giggling and watching the Iron Man get closer to his car, that made him narrow his eyes at the car before heading to the one next, you laughed louder before controlling it.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y, can you do a scan on the cars and search for any bombs, eggs, gas or anything out of common, please?” Tony smirked at you while you crossed your arms and leaned next to Bucky.

“I want to see this, wait a second, okay, love?” He blushed at the pet calling and did as told, resting his feet on the ground and waiting for whatever you prepared.

Scan complete, sir. There is nothing out of common with your cars.”

“Just like there was nothing wrong with his armor and workshop?” Tony groaned in frustration and headed back to the elevator, cursing under his breath and leaving you laughing behind.

“Was it going to make ‘bum’?” Sitting behind him after putting the helmet, you chuckled and shrugged your shoulders after hugging him by the waist. “Where do you want to go?”

“Surprise me.”


“So… What do you have prepared for them today?” Bucky asked after checking the innumerous amount of messages that the team bombarded him. You took your eyes out of the sea, crossing your legs and grinning sweetly at him, noticing how the chilly morning sun made his eyes glisten and match the water.

“I’ll tell you when the day ends.” He got lost on your sweet smile, it wasn’t fake like the ones you use to tease Tony and annoy Sam. It was purely you.

“Will you tell me if I buy you ice cream?” Giving Bucky a hearted laugh, you shrugged your shoulders.

“I can think about that.” He hasn’t seen that side of your, the one with the soft voice and calm expression.

Maybe once or twice when you were reading a book and not around the team.

“I’ll be right back, don’t run away.” You laughed at his playful sentence as he got up, brushing the sand off his pants. “What flavor do you want?”

“I trust you to choose a yummy one, for me.” Those words meant more to him than it probably should have. But, there was something about you trusting him for something, that made a nice feeling pass all over his body.

“Ok… I’ll be right back.” You smiled, nodding with your head and continuing to watch the sea with a peaceful look on your eyes.

Bucky stood on his place for some seconds, watching how you breathed slowly, enjoying the moment and temperature, the soft sun on your skin.

When he got back, you had your eyes closed and face up to the sky, and for the – he lost the count – time, Bucky found himself getting lost on you.

“My Popsicle is going to melt, Soldier.” You chuckled, opening your eyes and smiling quietly at him before extending your hands at him; Feeling his cheeks heating, he handed you your ice cream and took a sit by your side again. Both of you stood in a comfort silence, enjoying each other companies and humming softly when needed.

“So… Why did you never pranked me?” Bucky asked casually, trying not to sound so curious; you took two minutes to answer the question and shrugging your shoulders, you played with the wood stick.

“I don’t know. I guess I just can’t… find a way to trick you. And honestly, I never wanted. You never gave me a reason to do it.” He sighed in relief, making you chuckle and arch a brow at him.

“I thought you didn’t like me.” Laughing, you denied with your head; it didn’t take long for Bucky to follow you, grabbing a hold on his stomach and laying on the sand by your side.

“Why would I?” You turned to face him, losing the air of your lungs when you saw his tinted cheeks and wrinkles next to his eyes, caused by the wide smile he held.

“I don’t know! Is just that you would never mess with me and I saw how you acted with everyone as if they were your siblings.” He shrugged his shoulders, ignoring the feeling of the rusty sand that got up on the beach mat – which you brought as soon as you got there – on his neck.

He turned his face at you, smiling softly and appreciating how close you were to him.

“I could never dislike you.” Bucky’s heart dropped at your sincere statement; again, you surprised him with sweet words, ones that he wasn’t used to hearing.

“I appreciate that.” You chuckled, getting up and extending him your hand.

“Let’s get lunch, then, I want to take you somewhere.” He smiled and nodded his head, accepting your hand and feeling his lips stretch even further when you didn’t let go of his hand, holding it while rolling the mat.

Bucky couldn’t help but to ask – and wish - himself it people that saw them, holding hands, mat on the other while he had the helmets, thought that they were just a couple in a Sunday morning walk on the beach.


“Turn right.” You said, loud enough for him to listen. “It’s here.”

He stopped the motorcycle, resting one feet on the ground and eyeing the old building in front of him.

“Where are we?” Getting on your feet and grinning, you took off the helmet, waiting with excitement for him to get out of the motorcycle.

“We are not there yet, but you’ll understand as soon as you get your pretty little ass out of there and follow me.” You giggled, running backward into the old and abandoned structure. Bucky found himself laughing yet again, following you on your little run.

“Y/N?”

“In here!” He opened the heavy door, sucking the air in awe when he saw the view. You had your arms outstretched to your sides, smiling widely and showing the view of the city.

“This is…” You grabbed his flesh hand, carefully pulling him to the edge of the terrace, sitting and patting the spot at your side.

The sun was already getting down, the sky painted in purple and orange, the cool breeze caressing his skin and hair, the city from far away was starting to light.

Literally.

All of the buildings and lighting poles were switching up, dot by dot, the city gain its so known bright.

“I used to come here, you know, before Hydra… I used to sit here for hours and wait to watch this.” Bucky finally took the eyes from the beautiful view to look at other just as – if not prettier – image.

He didn’t knew much about you, yeah, he knew about your life in Hydra and after that, but not before that.

You never told anyone.

“One day, I was late to watch the lights.” You chuckled, a nostalgic aura surrounding you, clouding your eyes. “So I escalated this very wall. I almost fell, my brother almost lost his shit right there.”

“You have a brother?”

Had… Hydra needed two persons with DNA that were alike or some shit like that.”

There was a brief moment of silence, but Bucky didn’t think twice before placing his hand on top of yours.

“Why are you telling me this? Why did you bring me here?” You shrugged your shoulders.

“I guess this is how I try to say that I like you.”

His heart dropped at your words, how could you like him?

Your eyes met his, and since Bucky wasn’t good with words, he did the first thing that came to his mind.

He kissed you softly, cupping your cheek with his metal hand and sighing in content when you kissed him back.

“I like you too.” You smiled, grabbing the hand that was on your cheek; when you were about to kiss him again, the buzzing sound of his phone made you both jump slightly.

“Oh, just a second.” Bucky widened his eyes when he checked on the messages and pictures of the team paranoid. “Uh, I know is a mood killer, but… What is this year’s prank?” You laughed before giving him a quick peck on his lips.

“There is none.”

“What?”

“Yeah, this year’s prank is that there isn’t one. I knew they would lose their minds and wait for it, but it will never come.” Smiling devilishly at him, you watched him laugh loudly, kissing you again multiple times, saying between them:

“You. Little. Devilish. Thing.” And you couldn’t be happier.


Condemn to a forever tagging: @fangirlandnerd @noones-girl1980 @myplaceofthingsilove @hopelessgarbage @elaacreditava

All Bucky: @ifoundlove-x0vanessa0x

My one and only beautiful~ Wonho [Angst/Fluff/Smut]

Group: Monsta X 
Member: Wonho
Type: Angst and Fluff/Smut 
Warnings! Trigger Warning! Anxiety, Trust Issues, Soft Wonho
Word Count: 2.542

Only because other’s have demons too, doesn’t mean yours become less important.


Dear Boyfriend, 
February was the first time we spoke and in March you had me falling completely head over heels for you. 
You are who gets my heart to skip a beat whenever you look at me with so much adoration like I’m the one holding your galaxy, who can make the clouds disappear on a rainy day by smiling at me so brightly. And in March, you completely stole my heart.
You are my safety place, the person I want to talk to every day and trust with my deepest secrets. But I want to apologize. Apologize for not being able to trust you yet but at the moment I don’t even trust myself. 
I’ve always had a hard time trusting people but I guess it became even harder after getting hurt so many times. 
Please have patience with me and make me realize that you’re different. That your heart will always just beat for me, no matter how pretty my friends may be. Because you already have my heart and it would be a shame if you gave it back to me broken one day because you’re sick of playing with it.

                                                                                ~ Yours for now and forever


The most frustrating thing about having anxiety is that you know that there’s no reason to be freaked out but you’re not able to shut the emotion down. You know with all your heart that it wasn’t a big deal and that you should just brush it off, but that’s where the anxiety disorder kicks in; suddenly the small thing is very big and it keeps growing in your head, flooding your chest and trying to escape from underneath your skin. And the worst part is that no one around you understands. Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and fears and uses them against you. It gets to the point when it’s the loudest voice in the room, the only one you can hear. When you have anxiety, you keep a lot of things to yourself because it’s difficult to find people who understand you. 


You were seated at the window, staring out into the night lights of Seoul, watching walk through the rainy streets and moving on in their busy lives. A stray tear escaped your eyes and you caught your lower lip between your teeth to conceal the emotions you claimed you don’t have.
He took a step closer, reaching out his hand and squeezing your shoulder, spinning you around to face him. You felt a tight pain in your chest, almost like someone’s squeezing you too hard; your heart is beating too fast. You were suddenly aware that you cannot breathe. Almost like, you were drowning. You focused on him and tried to get your darkest thoughts out of your mind. Your eyes locked with his in an instant and you felt your heart beginning to beat in a steady rhythm again by the comfort of his warm embrace.
               His eyes were the color of deep sienna with a mischievous glint that seemed to reflect the corners of his mouth, which were fighting a smile. They were every shade of brown you could imagine, a raw umber and caramel mix, dotted with bits of dark chocolate. They glow with humor and playfulness that gives you shivers and wraps you in a warm embrace at the same time.
You quickly turned your face away from him to not give him any hints to the sadness you’re feeling deep inside.
“I know why you’re here.” You stared out over the city to where it melted with the sky.


               “I don’t think you do.” he whispered gently, tugging a lose strain of her behind your ear before placing his hand on your cheek and gently pulling your face to look at him.
“It’s fine,” you said, giving him the best smile you could while being on the edge of breaking, “I get it. I made peace with it a long time ago. I was never the girl who was anybody’s first choice. No great love story will ever be written about me. So if you want to let this go, it’s okay. I won’t hold it against you.”

“Princess,” Wonho whispered, “You don’t get it. I’m not here to end things with you. I’m here to tell you that you are my beginning. And my end. Everything in between.” He laughed. “God, that sounded so fucking corny.”

Wonho sighed and grabbed your hand. “Listen, I know you have things to deal with. I’ve seen the way you look at yourself, heard the way you talk about yourself. You have some stuff to work out and that’s fine.  I’ll be here every step of the way. Because yeah, you know what? Maybe no great love story will ever be written about you, but we will have our love. And it’ll be our story. One that we can write together.”
As much as you tried to hold it in, the pain came out like an uproar from your throat in the form of a silent scream. Brick by brick your walls came tumbling down. You refused to look away again, even as your lips trembled and your shoulders heaved with emotion, unwilling to back down.
Your dark lashes brimmed heavy with tears. A lone tear traced down your cheek, and just like that, the floodgates opened.
Wonho pulled you back into his embrace, holding you tightly against his warm, muscular chest as he listened to your violent sobs. There was a time you swore that he would never see you like this; that your pain isn’t worth his worries. But by the way he was holding you so tightly, the way his hand ran through your hair as he summed sweet melodies into your ear to ease your thoughts, you couldn’t stop yourself, no matter how desperately you wanted to hide away from him.
You gently pushed his body back to look at him. You released a breath you didn’t know you were holding and focused on what you were about to say.

               “I’m so scared because you never shut up about how you love me, but my brother’s best friend couldn’t shut up either about how much he loved his girlfriend and now, two years later he finds himself looking at other girls in nightclubs. He’s getting tired of her eventually, and the saddest part is that she’s still into him.
For now you never let go of my hand when we’re in nightclubs and you don’t want to dance with anyone but me, but I am so scared that one day, two years from now, you’ll leave me alone in my seat and your eyes will imperceptibly scan the crowd in search of other prettier, funnier, skinnier girls. You’ll get tired of me eventually. One day you’ll look at me and realize that the light in my eyes has gone out and the saddest part is, that I’ll still be into you.”

You heard a gentle giggle escape Wonho and he reached out to wipe the remaining wetness of your cheeks, smiling at you so brightly that it lighted a fire inside of you.
               “Please let me know that I’m here for you in every single way you need me to be. I am your listening ear, your safe haven, the one you can count on when no one else is there for you. I am here and I will always be here, whenever you need me, for whatever you need me to be. You are not alone in this and you never will be again because your happiness is my priority.” he whispered and pulled up the sleeves of your sweaters, revealing your bruises to yourself.
               A smile tugged on the edge of your lips and you shook your head, his words wanting you to apologize for making him worry. He let his finger circle over your battle scars and locked eyes with you.
               “I know you’re thinking that your pain is unimportant to me,” he starts, his voice cracking as tears start to well up in his eyes, “but it hurts so much more to know that you believe that I wouldn’t fight this battle with you. Only because other’s have demons too, doesn’t mean yours become less important.”

A tear escaped his eyes and you quickly wiped it off, rubbing your cheek over his smooth skin. He leaned in closer and you held your breath, anxious about what was to happen.
His mouth was only a hairs-breadth away from yours and you squeezed your eyes shut, aching for the desire of love.
               “I love you.” he whispered, breathing against your lips before his crashed into yours in a heated kiss. Wonho kissed you and the world fell apart. It was slow and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. His hand rested below your ear, his thumb caressing your cheek as your breaths mingled. 


You ran your fingers down his spine, pulling him closer until there was no space left between them and you could feel the beating of his heart against your chest.
He slowly pushed you backwards until your back came in contact with the wall behind you and steadied his body on each side of your face. The next thing you knew, he had slammed his lips to yours and nearly knocked all wind from your lungs.
You hardly had a moment to react before he pressed his tongue to the seam of your lips, and at your grant of access, delved into your mouth. Your arms reached up and tangled around his thick, strong neck.
Unexpectedly, his hand drifted to your hip and pulled you in closer. You inhaled sharply and felt Wonho smile against your lips. His hand traveled up your body and slipped underneath your skirt, playing with your laced panties while never breaking the kiss. He ran his finger along your clothed clit to feel you and smirked at your wetness.

               “I love you so much princess.” he moaned into your mouth and walks you over to the couch, laying you down in front of him. He looked down at your innocent silhouette from above, appreciating the view. He steadied his body above yours and slowly trailed his hand up your thigh, watching your body react under the simplest touch. He tugged on the hem of your shirt and you pulled it off over your head, exposing your erected nipples to him.
A quiet chuckle escaped his lungs when he mustered your body, a seductive smirk playing on his lips as he lowered his lips to your breasts.
“No bra today?” he asks teasingly, licking around your freed nipple before biting down on it gently.
Your mouth formed silent O’s as a wave of pleasure runs through your body, making you give into his touch completely.

He released your nipple and flicked your other with his free hand. “I like when your naughty side is secretly showing.” he groaned and left kisses down your body. He rested his hand on your panties, rubbing it in rhythm with his kisses. His other hand quickly slides your drenched panties aside and eases a finger inside of you, making you squeeze your eyes shut.
           “Don’t hold in kitten…let them know how good I can make you feel.”
He eases his finger in and out of you as his mouth plays with your hardened nipple. You moaned under his touch, the desire in your stomach growing stronger by his fast movements.
His hand slid into the waistband of your black skirt and pulled them down, alongside your panties and threw them off to the side.  You hiss when you feel his cold breath on your aching core. He licks a stripe up your folds, collecting your juices on his tongue. He scissors your folds apart with his fingers and licks you gently. His thumb moves to your clit and starts messaging it in-synch with his kitten-like licks. He slowly slides a finger into you, slowly pushing it further into you. You moan out at the feeling and squeeze your eyes shut at the stimulation. 
He starts moving his finger into you faster and ankles it upwards to hit the right spot. Your moaning becomes more uneven and you buckle up your hips to add more friction but suddenly, he pulls out of you again, making you feel empty.

He leans over to your face and runs his fingers along your mouth, making you lick them clean. You suck his fingers into your mouth and clean them off your juices.
“God, you’re so beautiful, kitten.” He whispers, mustering your body closer, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips.
He pulled himself up and unbuckled his belt, biting down on his lower lip as his gaze met yours. He teasingly slow pulled down his pants and his hardened shaft sprung free. You gasped at the sight. Wonho positioned himself in front of your aching core and slides his dick along your folds, lubricating it with your natural juices.
He groans aloud, filling you slowly as he looks into your eyes. “God, I love you.”
Your face clenches at the naked emotion on his face. He leans forward, pushing me back as he aligns your bodies. He shoves his pants down his ankles, kicks off his shoes and wiggles his legs until his pants and boxers hit the floor. He rolls you to the side and onto your back. He never pulls out of you. Jungkook pushes the hair back from your face with tender fingers. He kisses you as he begins to move slowly between your thighs and you open wider for him. Wonho tilts your hips, cupping your bottom in his palm and goes deeper. Your breath rushes as he slides in and out of you in a steady rhythm, his skin hitting against yours. His head travels to your breast and he pays your nipple the same amount of attention as he did your lips.

You buckle up your hips and push into him, desperate for more friction. 
His breath hitches. He closes his eyes tightly, lips pressed together. 
The stomach in your knot tightened as you reached your climax, your walls clenching around him, your moans sounding like music to him. He pulled out of you and started moving his hand up his dick in a fast motion, throwing his head back in pleasure.
You breathed heavily, focused on him pumping himself. He leaned forward and grunted loudly as he came on you, spreading his semen on your stomach.
He collapsed on the couch behind you and pulled you into his embrace, breathing heavily against your skin.

You tried to erase the thought that was bound to ruin your relationship and turned your head towards him. “I never thought I would feel like this about anyone,” you whispered to his sleeping silhouette. You kissed his shoulder and pulled him in closer. In his arms you felt safe, immune to your baggage and your insecurities and your brokenness.

               “I love you.” you whispered, once again wishing that one day you’ll have the courage to say it out loud.


~Youngmi~ 

maybe in another life we were meant to be. perhaps in some other universe the thought of us together is more than just a daydream I thought up one day and can’t let go of. and though it’s not this one, it would be comforting to know that somewhere there’s another me, maybe one that’s prettier or more daring, who can fall asleep easier because she’s not kept up every night imagining what if

— and what I’d give, to have that world be this one // MH

Divine - A Sirius Black Imagine

A/N: So…this is another one of those ‘cathartic’ pieces. It’s not very well done plot-wise and it feels a little disconnected, but at the same time, I really needed to get this off my chest. PLEASE be careful if you choose to read. Especially if you are triggered by self-hatred. I don’t want to upset anyone else. 

Originally posted by nellaey

Music from the common room vibrated through the dorm. Though it was still relatively early in the evening, students had already begun filtering in through the portrait hole. With exams looming, everyone had been eager for a chance to let off some steam and Gryffindor’s common room seemed as good a background as any. 

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Yondu x reader where Yondu sees that Peter is interested in the woman Yondu loves and gets sad one day and confesses how much he cares for the reader and that he’s terrified of losing her ? ((This kind of went off track lol.))

((REPOSTING BECAUSE MOBILE FUCKED IT UP BUT NOW IT’S GOOD AGAIN))

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All Night, No Sleep - Jack Maynard Imagine

“Come on, Y/N, just come to the club with us” your best friend Jack whined. He had a pout on his face and looked at you with his blue puppy eyes. Those piercing blue eyes you could never say no to. And he knew it.

“Stop pulling that trick on me!” You said with a smile, trying to get out of it. All he did was coming closer and pouting more, locking your eyes with his. Every single step he took made your heart beat a little bit faster, almost as if you were afraid he’d get to close. At a certain point he comes so close that your noses are almost touching, and it’s all you needed to be pushed over the edge.

“Fine, I’ll come.” You blurted out with a sigh.

“Yes, I knew it’d work! It’ll be fun!” Of course it’d be fun. For him, not so much for you. In the two years you had known him, you had never really seen him as just a friend. From the moment you met him, he had given you butterflies and every time you two hung out, you fell for him even more. Mainly because you got to know all of Jack, not just the man in front of the camera. You had seen him at his best and at his worst, you got to know his sensitive side. That was what made you fall for him in every possible way. Two years long already you were successful in hiding it, and you were not planning on giving it up any time soon, because you were one hundred percent sure he did not feel the same way.

Going clubbing with Jack and the boys was never really a pleasure, at least not after an hour or two. In the beginning it always went down well: you were just a group of friends enjoying yourselves, dancing to the music and singing along to all of the songs. Nonetheless, after a while the boys would get distracted by the attractive girls surrounding them and their attention would shift from their friends to them. Especially Jack was very good at this, doing honour to his reputation. Not all of them were searching for girls all the time, it were usually only two or three of them, Jack of course being part of it mostly. And it broke your heart every single time. That’s why you mostly refused going with them, but you just couldn’t say no to Jack.

Arriving at the club, you tried to put your feelings aside and enjoy yourself. The night was still young and who knows, it could be different. Maybe Jack would have his eyes on you for once… You were proven wrong soon after, as a very attractive girl approached him and he gladly took his chance. Although you were kind of enjoying yourself before, your mood quickly changed and all you wanted is to go home. Yet you couldn’t, because you promised Jack you’d take him home. If that would be necessary after all…

“You know, it’d be a whole lot easier if you’d just tell him.” Mikey sat down next to you, ripping you out of your thought bubble.

“Tell him what?”

“It’s kind of obvious that he’s more than just a friend to you, Y/N. The way you look at him… You’re also staring at him the whole time.”

“No, I’m not.”

“You are.”

“Just buy me another drink, Mikey.” You didn’t mean to be rude to him, but it just hurt to know that he had noticed. That meant that Jack probably had noticed as well, proving once more that he did not feel the same way.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that.” You apologised. You knew he was only trying to be nice and do the right thing.

“Come on, let’s join the others and dance. It would be a waste of the night to sit here and do nothing.” You let Mikey drag you back to the group, and you decided you would be enjoying yourself. Luckily the boys were already drunk enough to make a fool out of themselves and for the first time that night you actually enjoyed yourself. After a while you noticed that Jack had joined the group again, without the girl. He was dead drunk, which was probably also the reason why the girl had left him.

“Come on, Jack, I’m taking you home.” You said, while supporting the boy as he could barely stand on his legs.

Getting him back to his apartment wasn’t exactly an easy task. As the rest of the group had decided to stay a little longer at the club, you were on your own and as he was almost incapable of walking himself, you had to use everything in your power to get him there. Once in his apartment, you headed straight for the bedroom, where he just dropped himself on the bed and closed his eyes. After taking of his shoes, you made your way out of the bedroom.

“Y/N?” You heard him mumble.

“Yes?”

“You’re the best.” You cracked a little smile, before turning off the lights and closing the door behind you, the tears burning in your eyes. You cursed yourself for being so weak, for having feelings for someone that would never feel the same.

As it was already too late to return to your own apartment, you tried making yourself comfortable on his couch, like you’d always do after a night out. Normally you’d fall asleep almost immediately, but this time was different. Mikey’s words kept spooking around through your mind. You knew he was right, you had to tell him, it would be so much easier. But wouldn’t it ruin your friendship as well? These demons kept you up all night and it tore you apart. You eventually decided that you would tell him, because you could no longer bear with constantly seeing him with others.

Sunk deep in your thoughts, you stared out of his living room window for hours and hours without having a second of sleep. You kept repeating in your head what you would say. You saw the sun rise and heard birds singing their song, you saw the city of London get back to life. You were so caught up in your thoughts that you didn’t hear Jack coming in the living room.

“Wow, you look like you’ve been hit by a truck.” He chuckled at the sight of you.

“I’ve been up all night, I’ve had no sleep at all.” You tried to avoid looking into his eyes, or just looking at him. Morning after Jack had always been your week spot.

“Why not?” He asked.

“Because…” you sighed and plucked your courage to tell him. “Because I’m sick of hiding. I’m sick of constantly pretending like I don’t care when you hook up with yet another girl. Because I do. I do care and it simply hurts to see the one you’ve been having a thing for, for roughly two years, hook up with others that are way prettier than you, knowing you will never have a chance with him. I can’t do this anymore, Jack, I’m sorry. You’re a really good person and I love being around you. You really are one of my best friends, but I wish it could be more. And I know that you don’t feel the same way, so I’m just going to make it easy for both of us and leave.”

A stunned Jack was looking at you with a confused look on his face. The tears burning in your eyes, you made your way to the door, not caring to look back.

“Y/N, wait! You’re just going to walk out on me, just like that? Throwing away two years of an amazing friendship? Just because you’re jealous of other girls?” You were shocked by his words, not expecting them to be this harsh.

“Yes, Jack, that’s exactly what I’m doing. I knew this was a mistake…” You hissed through your teeth, slightly agitated by the way he had answered. You started walking again, further to the door, when he grabbed your wrist and turned you back around.

“I wasn’t finished yet.” He let out a sigh before continuing to talk. “I’m not allowing you to do that. You’re not going to walk out of my life just like that. There is one thing I want to make clear to you for once and for all: these girls mean nothing to me, just like I mean nothing to them. The only girl that really matters to me is you. You’re the only one that cared to look further than that guy in front of the camera. You’ve seen me at my worst, you showed me how to find myself when I needed it the most. You’ve come into my life and I seriously can’t imagine it without you. Hooking up with all of these people was just a way for me to forget about the one thing I thought I could never have: You.”

Now it was your turn to be confused. He actually felt the same way all along? You didn’t have much time to think as he came closer to lock his lips with yours. On this very moment you wished you had told him a long time ago, but none of that really mattered, as you had finally got what you wanted.

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A/N: Another imagine online, whoop whoop! It’’s a rather long one, but I really hope that you all like it! My requests are open for those who want me to write one :)

Originally posted by iheartmyyoutubers

naiceliek  asked:

Headcanon MC is a retired super model known in Europe and the Americas, and rfa's (+saerans If possible) reaction? 💗💗🌸

(AAAAaaah~ I had so much fun with this! I hope you like it~ <333)

Yoosung
-He’s always joked that you should be a model you’re so beautiful
-Of course it was always followed by a comment how he didn’t want anyone else to look at you the way he did
-He was cleaning up the house when he found an old magazine and went to take a flip through it
-He had to pause and blink a few times before his brain could process
-Was that his MC on the cover???
-He runs out to the living room, waving the cover over his head
-”Why didn’t you tell me you used to model???”
-You sigh, you knew he’d find out eventually
-You wave him over to come talk about it
-You explain it’s been a long time and assured him no one was seeing you partially nude but him now
-He asks to see some of your old modelling work and tells you you’ve only gotten more beautiful
-It makes you feel so warm since it feels like people only ever say the opposite after a model retires
-Did he just hear that? How could anyone not think you were beautiful?
-He frowns and tells you, that you may be gorgeous but your heart outshines your looks any day
-How fucking sweet is he???
-He never really brings it up again, but he’s even more delicate with complimenting you in the future
-Of course, he’s so happy only he gets to see you now, but, him? dating a super model?? who would have thought???

Zen
-He’s been trying to place your face since the day you both met
-It’s not until he finds an old pinup of his that he puts two and two together
-You’d really changed your look and, it’s not like he expected it??
-You both are really able to bond over the experience
-Especially because Zen understands the hardships behind how different people will treat you
-You both talk about how hard it is to try and find people who don’t just like you for your looks or your fame
-It was nice having someone you knew wasn’t judging you for anything superficial 
-You both spent the next hour complimenting each other on things you both only knew about one another
-You signed his pinup for him as well
-He definitely put that somewhere special to bring out on your wedding day
-You both end up doing a little photoshoot together
-It’s actually the most adorable thing
-Of course it was Zen’s idea to do a “couples” shoot together
-You didn’t really take to the idea right away
-But it ended up being so much fun since it was with him
-You both hardly took eyes off one another
-This became something you both did yearly for your anniversary

Jaehee
-You both were out for coffee one evening when someone approached you
-It was absolutely embarrassed and it’d been years since anyone had recognized you
-Jaehee watched in awe as she saw the fan come and go, she’d only even experienced this sort of thing when out with Zen
-She tried her best to not pry but you knew you were caught red handed now
-You explained everything to her and even pulled up a few pictures on your phone
-The light shade of pink across her cheeks was adorable
-Of course she asks if she could see more
-You may just have gained a new leader of your online fan group
-You joke about doing a private modelling session for her
-But she ends up asking if you could teach her 
-She totally wants to take hot cute pictures for you too
-You both spend an evening dressing up around the house and drinking wine
-You may have even sent a few less then safe pictures in the chatroom of you two
-You come home a few weeks later to a note and a special picture of Jaehee just for you~ 

Jumin
-He always knew you were breathtaking from the moment he saw you
-He loves dressing you up just for him, somedays he can’t stand the idea of anyone else setting eyes on you
-He’s put you in one of his favourite outfits as you’re both headed to dinner with his father who’s yet to meet you
-Of course he knows who you are
-He’s an old man and we all know his tastes
-Jumin almost grabs your wrist and drags you out of there top speed when he sees the way his dad is looking at you
-He excuses himself from the table and asks to speak with you
-You explain you used to model and you can almost see the anger in Jumin’s eyes that other men have laid eyes on you 
-Even though you reassure him it was quite awhile ago, it rubs him the wrong way
-It doesn’t take him long to ask to see some of the pictures 
-He can’t help but think you look gorgeous
-Oh no he recognizes the one that Zen has 
-Luckily he doesn’t put where he’s seen it before together 
-He tells you how much gorgeous you’ve gotten and how he’s glad no one ever has gotten to see you how you are now
-He definitely left marks all over you that night

Seven
-Of course he found the pictures during the background check
-He honestly was waiting for the perfect moment to send an old picture of you in the chat 
-But after awhile liked being the only one who knew about them
-You didn’t know he knew until you catch sight of a folder on his computer
-”MC Model photos-do not open
-You frown and exclaim loudly about how he knew this whole time
-And worse he had saved every picture he could find???
-He just laughs and says it was research materiel
-He can see you’re upset so he pulls you between his legs as he sits on his chair and pulls you into a big hug, nuzzling into your chest
-”You’re much more beautiful now, and now, you’re miiiiiiine”
-You can’t help but smile and roll your eyes 
-He chuckles and says how you wish you could pull off a maid outfit like him 
-You both definitely get dressed up and hound the chat about who’s prettier
-Was there any question that they’d side with you?
-Though…Zen seemed to have missed the memo again
-Once again calling dear Saeyoung a hot maid

Saeran
-Saeyoung was definitely the one who first showed him the pictures of you
-Teased him with “I have sexy pictures of MC you’ve never seen~”
-You can imagine the confusion and slight annoyance mixed with some jealousy on his face
-Little did he know, not just Saeyoung, but lots of other people had seen these pictures
-When you get home he immediately asks why Saeyoung has these pictures
-Now you’re confused as well lol
-You blush and get incredibly embarrassed when you find out they’re your modelling photos
-This poor boy is only more confused to why you’re so flustered
-You explain it to him and you can still see the annoyance 
-”But I’m the only one who get to see you like that now, right? No one else?”
-You reassure him and give him some lovely kisses
-Casually will flip through magazines now and again to see if there are any old pictures of you slotted in anywhere
-He totally blushes if there is one
-Kinda wants to run around the stores and tell people thats his s/o right there
-After a few days weeks he asks Saeyoung for the pictures
-I’m sure you can imagine the smug grin on Saeyoung’s face
-And the grumpy one on Saeran’s
-You end up taking a few ~special~ new pictures just for Saeran
-He feels so special to have them and keeps them close to him


Just wanted to share this story before bed

Woman and her son and daughter come in wanting to buy a betta. The son has a 5g set up with a filter. I’m thinking, great! Look at this kid go!! And so I ask them if it’s heated as well and the mom goes no and so I explain they’re tropical and need warm water and why a heater is a must. Instantly the mom starts bitching about how she doesn’t want to spend money!!! So she asks if the fish will die if it doesn’t have a heater. I said not immediately but it’s life won’t be as long and it will be sluggish and slow. The kids instantly go “ok we need a heater then”. Mom’s not having it. She asks if we just have some goldfish and I say no the only live animal we have are bettas, and even then, goldfish need more than 5g etc etc

She finally agrees to buy a heater so I go grab the one model we have. Now the kids are picking out a betta. As I’m about to go ring them up, she goes ok now let’s pick two more and I go hold your horses ma'am you cannot cohab them they will slaughter each other.

She explodes at her son!! Yelling at him how he hasn’t done his research and how she wants at least four fish in the 5g. I explain why they can’t be together and how there really is no other fish that can thrive in a 5g. The kids both go “ok we are fine with one fish we will pick one out together” but this mom is not!!! Having it!!! She puts the fish back and says they’ll just go to Petco to go get some other fish. I know instantly that the dorkuses (no offense fellow Petco employees) there will tell her it’s fine to put a goldfish and ten guppies in there or some shit so I instantly tell her that my LFS is much better with prettier fish, hoping the good people there will help her….

Some people I swear to God…

self-rec Saturday? let’s do this thing

i’ve seen a quite a few of these around, and felt like throwing my hat in the ring, too, though most of this stuff isn’t exactly new


it’s been just about a year, but i am still inordinately proud of Be A Body (Explicit, ~5K), the fic best summarized as “General Hux goes on shore leave to get anonymously railed until he can barely stand. Adam Sackler Kylo Ren is a filthy fuck who eats his own come out of Hux’s ass, because he is considerate like that.” 

this fic was prompted by @machinewithoutfeelings, who’d asked me for ‘something where they do space coke in a club’, and i like to think it really turned out! the actual summary for the fic is General Hux likes spending his shore leave somewhere anonymous, convenient and blessedly free of Kylo Ren. Somewhere full of men with big hands, and preferably with a good bathroom to do Mon Gazza spice in, and yes, Mon Gazza spice is an actual thing in the old EU, though i made up all the effects. 


also turning one is it don’t come in a shot glass (Explicit, ~19K), my May 2016 kylux exchange fic, which includes such tags as “Kylo is a horrible neighbor but he gives great head”. the summary on AO3 is Kylo hates his job, his life, his hot neighbor Hux, cats, turning thirty, and everything, not necessarily in that order. Well, maybe cats – and Hux – are OK. Whatever. Being thirty still blows. 

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE all of the comments i’ve received on this fic, and i hope y’all are OK with me sharing some of them below, because i think they are possibly an even better summary (please let me know if you’re not ok with me quoting you, and I’ll edit)

“I loved Kylo just periodically grabbing Hux out of the blue, interrupting their small talk about Stephen King to suck his dick, […] creepily reading his mail and envying him for his actual ties and real coffee table.” – @rex-luscus

“a smol ginger cat is delicately guiding us through kylo’s mess of a life and leading him toward hux” – @bettydays

“Kylo Ren is this kind of possessive in bed, terrible at people type of thing, but he’s like, confident as soon as he has someone naked.” – @reserve

“The transformation of Kylo from petulant man-child to slightly-less petulant man-child. The complexity of Kylo-the-dejected-youth’s insecurities told via mail tampering.” – @sinnotalone


disobedient (Explicit, ~7K) is the puppy play fic that’s a very loose @kyluxhardkinks fill. this is the one with the collar, leash, crate, cock cage, orgasm denial, and feelings. it’s pretty much what it says on the tin: D/s modern AU: Hux is an overworked and isolated businessman who advertises for a full time, live-in sub – except that Hux ends up with naughty puppy Kylo. some trivia for you: i ended up reading a late 1800s dog training manual for funsies as a result/consequence/side-effect of writing this fic. it was incredibly illuminating.


care and control (Explicit, ~6K) remains my favorite, most self-indulgent, happiest fantasy. the actual summary on AO3 is a quoted paragraph, It’s a wide strip of dark brown leather, soft, already a bit worn at the edges, snapped shut over Ben’s wrist. It means Ben wants him. Ben needs him. He may not always be able to say it, but he means it every time he puts the cuff on, every time he puts himself into Hux’s care – I’m yours. so to rephrase that, it is the softest, sweetest D/s fic, wherein Hux spanks Ben, eats him out, and fucks his face. it was my first time writing trans!Kylo|Ben, and honestly, were i to try writing the same exact scenario now, i’d likely frame it a bit differently, but i am still very, very pleased with how this one turned out. @artyaourter made really gorgeous art for this fic, and I gotta admit, I LOOK AT IT A LOT.


i know Princess (Explicit, ~7K) isn’t everyone’s cup of tea (what with the underage Hux, the age difference between him and Ren, and the daddy kink), but it does involve a very pretty Hux who wears pretty panties, and dreams of pink nail polish, and even prettier dresses he’s going to wear for Ren someday, like this one  @ottenebrare drew, which i love so damn much. 

Only You

Summary: Request: Best friend DK gives mixed signals, resulting into a miscommunication and the reader avoiding him. A little angst with some fluff.

Idol: Dokyeom of Seventeen

Word Count: 1150

Warnings: None

In most cases, he’s described as a fool. A kindhearted, beautiful fool. But a fool, nonetheless. And while they mean no harm in calling him so, and their opinions honestly do not matter, their view of him makes you sad.

Because he’s so much more than that. He’s Lee Seokmin, your very best friend. He’s talented and kind and hardworking and caring, and, yes, silly. And it makes you frustrated when no one sees these aspects of him and write him off as a fool.

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Boyfriend Haechan

A/N: requested by anon so hope you like it ! p.s i actually like doing this omg

  • okay this idiot is another bias wrecker of mine so im sorry if i faint halfway again
  • the amount of bias wrecker there are in nct is wow
  • so be prepared for lots of fluff and cuteness
  • you might want to leave if your heart is too weak
  • okay kidding dont leave

  • you guys would have probably started out hating each other and always pranking/teasing one another

  • but this love-hate relationship brought you guys closer
  • and guess what , feelings developed
  • his daily greeting would probably be pulling your hair while he laughs until his stomach hurts because your face is priceless when he catches you offguard
  • and you’d probably steal his lunch when he went to the toilet during break time
  • and he’d always give you the same glare
  • but despite both of you treating each other like that , none of you would stop because it has become a daily routine
  • how he confesses though
  • he’d probably get all cocky and sassy and act like he’s not shy when in fact he’s screaming and squealing internally
  • “ so i heard there’s this guy who likes you . i also heard he’s really handsome, nice , caring and all that ”
  • and you’d stare at him weirdly without saying anything else and he’d snap a little in his whiney voice
  • “ aren’t you curious who that guy is ? ”
  • “ uhh .. okay who is it ? ”
  • “ of course it’s me , who else is better than me out there ? ”
  • and you’d probably choke on your drink and cringe while you hit his shoulder
  • “ and im afraid to say i like this ’ handsome ’ guy too ”
  • now that you’re officially dating , everything is still the same , but only with a little more affection
  • the other members would probably respect you because you are able to put up with this dork
  • donghyuck would probably insult the other members when they got too close to you because he’s jealous
  • and it’s sassy haechan
  • “ jaemin ah you’re getting too close to her . save your big smile for jeno or chenle my smile is much more prettier than yours ”
  • in public both of you would act more like bestfriends , lots of laughing ,
  • his arms hanging around your shoulders
  • this ass wouldn’t express his love to you openly because he’s actually a shy ball
  • and his insults and teasing is a sign of affection
  • “ you’re so stupid i dont even know why i’m dating you ”
  • “ oh who was the one who confessed first ? ”
  • “ i forgot , probably you . see you’re so stupid you can’t even remember ”
  • and you’d act like you’re pissed
  • haechan probably wouldn’t care at first but when he saw that you weren’t talking to him he’d become a clingy little boy and show you his aegyo while backhugging you
  • and being the softhearted person you are you give in and smile like a fool because he’s too adorable
  • he’ll probably be the first to initiate skinship and as time goes by yall would get used to it
  • like he’d have his arms around your waist while yall are just talking casually
  • and you will have hand intertwined with his tightly and yall probably wouldn’t even notice
  • small and joking couple fights 24/7,
  • basically him being a small kid and you’re trying to act like the mum when in fact you’re as childish as he is
  • but when you get into a serious fight though , the atmosphere would turn really cold and his stubborn personality probably wouldn’t do anything
  • but after a few days of not talking he’ll realise his mistake and with the members’ persuasion , he’ll make the effort to visit you
  • serious donghyuck mode comes on and he apologises very sincerely ,
  • you just hug him on the spot because you missed him as much
  • dates would include playing video games together ,
  • trying to cook with him bossing you around
  • sharing embarrassing stories and moments about one another , laughing and teasing over all of them
  • and probably bringing mark down together
  • at times he’ll just be in a very cuddly mode and he’d force you to cuddle with him where both of you just lay in bed all day without letting go
  • he’ll give you random pecks on your forehead and act like nothing happened when you looked at him and smiled
  • his cheeks obviously not cooperating because there’s a shade of pink
  • at times when he’s feeling really good he’d compliment you
  • “ damn babe you look gorgeous today ”
  • “ that’s weird of you , but thanks , i know ”
  • “ haha only today though ”
  • and you’d smack him in the chest ,
  • he’d probably pull you into a hug and whisper very softly
  • “ just kidding you look great everyday ”
  • this got too long i hope yall are still alive because im not
  • i’ll stop here omg

XVII // MASTERLIST + AO3


A/N: Okay, it’s safe to say that you’re going to totally hate me after this chapter. It’s pretty heavy in angst (specially towards the end) so brace yourselves. Things are about to get intense, but don’t worry, good always comes from the bad! Enjoy and thanks for reading, feedback is welcomed :) 

Warning: Angst (?)

Word Count: 4.5K+


Lying on your side as you held Benny close to your chest, you could feel fresh tears trickling down your face, across your nose and plopping onto your pillow. The entire ride to your place was quite, nothing but the sound of his mixtape playing as you sat there with your knees pulled in, Jupiter asleep in between you and Ben. There was such tension in between the two of you that you felt you couldn’t breathe.

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CRUSH ;

Originally posted by changkyunsfw

Summary: Changkyun always sees the girl in the coffee store but has never done anything about it until one day

Disclaimer: All the things that are mentioned in this are words of fiction aka it’s not real. i’ve literally just made this up.

Members: Changkyun from Monsta X x female reader

Rating: PG

Words: 913 words

a/n: there aren’t many POC writers out there so I thought why not? we need to someone to represent because not everyone is aryan. 

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I’ve been a little blue lately, so I felt like drawing some Tintin fluff to cheer me up. Also a certain someone mentioned on my one ‘tintin reading’ gif, that they could see haddock reading to him too, and yessss its adorable. Also I love it when he gets all close and protective of Snowy, that’s pretty dang cute too. But yeh. tintin fluff.

Body Positivity;WinWin

Request: hi hello yes I was wondering if I would be able to request a body positivity sicheng post 💕 (because I’m extremely insecure about my appearance, ranging from my large russian nose to my stretchmarks and cellulite) I just thought it would help to read about my bias loving me for me idk haha much love 🌸

  • i’d write this in a markdown format because it’s much easier for me!!
  • on a side note, i have many insecurities too so i’d probably do this as a series like the other ones of any of y'all request this for the other members!
  • hope this makes you feel better in a way or so,

  • so winwin’s your boyfriend of two years now

  • he knows you really well, even more than you actually know yourself
  • and he’s such a sweet and sincere person, you always wonder what you did to deserve such a wonderful person like that
  • you started getting even more insecure than you already were, after being together with him for a year
  • mainly because you’re dating such a flawless person who has the purest heart, you can’t help but feel that you’re not good enough
  • he probably noticed,
  • as he saw how you’d always get really sensitive to other people’s comments to your appearance,
  • and how you’d always ask him, “why do you love me babe?”, “do i look okay?”, “will people judge me?”
  • initially he wasn’t that vocal about his thoughts as he thought that you’d get over it quickly,
  • but as soon as he realised that it only made you more insecure, he started becoming more affectionate, never forgetting to show his genuine love for you everyday
  • always starts the day off with a “good morning my beautiful angel”
  • and ends it with, “you looked amazing like you always do today babe, i love you”
  • gives you lots of hugs and kisses when he notices you overthinking and turning upset over yourself,
  • and isn’t afraid to compliment you at all times
  • he posts random photographs and pictures of you on social media and likes to caption them
  • “isn’t she just stunning?”
  • “i"m glad i fell in love with her”
  • he’d do anything to make you feel more confident
  • afraid of being judged being together with him in public? winwin wouldn’t care at all and would hold your hand and have his arms around you at all times, showing others that you’re his, and that he’s happy
  • when he sees that you’re upset or feeling a little insecure, he flashes you his cute little adorable smile, which never fails to brighten up your day
  • “what.. if you leave me one day because you find someone better or prettier?”
  • “you’re wonderful the way you are and i love you for you, trust me baobei”
  • “i’m just scared, as compared to others im not as-”
  • “you’re you and you’re great just the way you are, don’t compare yourself to others. in my eyes you’re all i could ever ask for and you have the ability to make me happy and that’s good enough”
  • would also send you random texts and photos of positive quotes,
  • always accompanied by a selfie,
  • “know that i love you baby”
  • tries to make you smile at all times and he gets really happy when he sees you happy too!!
  • his actions always show how much he loves you so you can’t help but trust him fully, and let go of all your insecurities
  • and the fact that he literally worships you, makes you feel much better
  • thanks you him, you gained much confidence
  • and you can’t thank him enough
  • just know that winwin loves you for who you are and won’t ever judge you!!
  • i hope this helped a bit even though it’s really short omg

    Originally posted by nctmark