i know not how to quit them

[FANACC] 170324 BTS SOUNDCHECK

I DON’t even knOW TO GET STARTED OKAY SO I was like third row from the main stage (in left pit) and near the runaway. My friends and I were early on the line so we waited quite a while for everyone else to come in the pit. It was close to 4 when they came out. I WAS SWEATING FURIOUSLY CUZ ITS MY FIRST TIME SEEING THEM UPCLOSE SJSJ. but GIRL WHEN they came out 😩😩😩  I WAS JUST 😱😱😱😱 THEY. ARE. SO. HANDSOME. Their NO MAKEUP FACES ARE SO HDJSKDHD AND BOYFRIEND LOOKS SJJS I was literally staring dumbfounded at how amazing they looked and what shocked me most was Suga and Jungkook omffff. kill me

Suga (wearing a FKBOY LOOK, CAP, some sort of denim jacket, black jeans, and THAT BLACK MASK HE HAS TUCKED ON HIS CHIN), Jimin (in his cute overalls and cap), Rap Monster (wearing a beanie, tan jacket, sunglasses), Jhope (cap, shorts, red sweater + jacket on top). 

WHEN I SAW V (striped button down and beanie) I WANTED TO DJSLFKJSDLKFJ cuz just seeing him made me wanna CRY INTERNALLY. HE’S SO HANDSOME FKDSF

Jungkook was wearing all black 😭😭  (Black t shirt, black cap) DEAD Jin was wearing a hoodie (he came strolling in with his hood on looking all cute and sht fjdskfj; he’s between JK and JHOPE in 3nd pic), I got all the details from this video & this one ). GIRL THEY ALL LOOKED STUNNING FJDKLSFJ IRL I CAN’T EVEN. They all had that lazy just here for rehearsal look like they just took a nap. (Jimin uploaded a twitter vid of his and Jin’s outfit here)


BUT HERES THE JSJSJS PART

My friend made cardboard cutouts of derps of V, Suga, and Jungkook as shown below. 

I don’t remember the order in which they noticed the cardboards BUT I WAS HOLDING TAES, FRIEND A WAS HOLDING JKS, and FRIEND B WAS HOLDING SUGAS

SUGA NOTICED FRIEND B HOLDING HIS DERP AND HE WAS HOLDING HIS MIC AT THAT TIME. WHEN HE NOTICED HE POINTED WITH HIS PINKY AT IT AND GAVE A CONFUSED LOOK IN HER DIRECTION. JAJSJSS

JUNGKOOK ON THE OTHER HAND WAS RESTING ON ONE KNEE WHILE THE OTHER WAS PROPPED UP. YOU COULDN’t SEE HIS EYES (CUZ OF HIS CAP) BUT HE WAS 99% STARING AT FRIEND A’S CUTOUT AND HE WAS STARING AT HER DIRECTION FOR A WHILE BUT HE HAD NO REACTION.

WHILEAS ME, I’m pretty sure Tae saw his (I waved it around a lot) but he didn’t give a reaction but while they were performing I was jumping up and down while waving my finger heart to the music AND WHEN I TURNED TO LOOK AT TAE’S DIRECTION WHILE HE WAS SINGING, HE WAS LOOKING RIGHT BACK AT ME AND I SJSJS I JUST KEPT JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND SMILING AND WAVING MY FINGER HEART (so sorry for the ppl behind me but I’m pretty short) 

ISJSJS I didn’t notice I was the only one jumping up and down around me omg 😭😭😭 BUT YOU THOUGHT IT WAS ONCE YALL I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH ME AGAIN WKSNSJ (I may be trippin’ and he prolly looking at something else BUT I SWEAR HE LOOKED STRAIGHT INTO MY SOUL CUZ I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN MY AREA TO BE JUMPING UP AND DOWN) but I was pretty hyped up while they were performing 

They performed Dope then Baepsae (first two songs they just sang and not really dance cuz the point of this rehearsal was to test the mics/sound anyway) and at the end they danced and sang to Am I wrong.

TAE KEPT BEING RUDE AND RAISING HIS EYEBROW AND POINTING TO THE CROWD LIKE FJDKLSAJF. HE ALSO DID THAT THING HE ALWAYS DOES WITH HIS MOUTH LIKE-

SUMTHIN LIKE THIS HE JUST MAKES THAT RUDE ASS BOXY MOUTH THINGY FDKAFKJ and when he wasn’t performing he was walked around the stage like he was in his own world. Jimin is king of fanservice and was cutely dancing at the left side of the stage. JhOPE WAS HYPING THE CROWD THE SUNSHINE HE IS FJDKLSJF. Jungkook and Suga was just being RUDE AF SILENT BOYS JUST JUDGING ALL OF US I CAN’T FKJDLSFJ. Jin looked either sad/tired and majority of the screams were for JImin so I decided to scream JINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN AND I WAS SURPRISED HOW LOUD I WAS OMG HE DEFINETLY HEARD IT. Hearing Rapmon’s english fdkslfjlksdjf 

I can’t and jfdkffjksdjf that’s all I remember. Everything happened so fast that I wanna crawl in a corner and cry. I got so worked up but my highlight is RAPPING ALONG WHEN IT BECAME RAPMON AND SUGA’S PART IN DOPE

SAMPO SEDAE OMPO SADAE, ENEMY ENEMNY, ENEMY, ENERGY ENERGY ENERGY

okay, I wrote a lot so, fkdasjflksj , thank you for reading >< I had to share this experience cuz girl i . just. had. to .

anonymous asked:

When I first saw your works, I honestly thought it was quite amateur. However, when I began to follow your works on Tumble and Tapastic I realised that your works had a great depth and understanding. Mostly dirty smut, but understanding nonetheless. I could feel there was meaning in them and...well, I found i it captivating. I learn so much from them and inspire from you as a fellow artist. PS: I love how you capture the male anatomy, especially on that BOOTY ;-);-)

Even now its still an amateur work you know, I’m no where near the level I want to be. But thats why I know I still have to try and it will be better, thank you for your compliment. Only in Mystic Messenger fandom that I have sinned so hard, my works are mostly oneshot and the story (as judged by many) is very deep and bears great meaning, though heart-broken af. I do not have enough time to translate all of them yet, so perhaps one day :(

Glad you like the booty me too ya ya =))))

anonymous asked:

so, i'm curious. after watching the crown they made philip seem like a real ass in his early years with elizabeth. do you think the show was overly dramatized in respect to his character or fairly accurate to how their life was in those early days? thanks and i love your blog and all the vintage brf posts you make! <3

Hello :)

First of all, thank you for your kind words! I’m so flattered that you like my blog and posts, I always enjoy making them myself too ♡

As for how The Crown portrayed Philip, historians and documentaries often refer to stories of how he struggled to find his role after Elizabeth became Queen, many of which were included in the show. So in that respect it’s quite accurate, but of course the show most likely used artistic license too and dramatised it for effect. But as they’re so private as a couple, we can’t really know the details of their relationship exactly. The Queen has often said in public speeches though how much she values Philip’s dedication and support over the decades. The show in general is incredibly accurate, as far as my knowledge goes. Besides some of the tiaras that they put Margaret in, but hey, I’m over it…

If you’d like to know more of those stories, I’ve continued on below. And by continued, I mean I’ve just waffled on for miles, as usual.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm a sort of closeted Trans girl (it's REALLY complicated) and I want to know more about fashion and beauty. I hate doing anything with male clothes, but now I realize that isn't because I hate fashion, it's just that male clothes make me dysphoric. I see a ton of female looks that I really want to try, but I don't know what they're called or how to do them. Where can I get a crash course in beauty?

Kii says:

We have quite a few things listed in our transfeminine resource page! Keep in mind that there’s no quick way to learn everything quickly. Even cis women also learn things over time; they’re not born with the knowledge.

ORIGINAL WORK?!?!

Hey guys, I’m so sorry I haven’t written in an AGE, but I’ve been having terrible writer’s block and I haven’t had any motivation to write for Newt anymore, I’m so sorry. However, I’ve had more motivation than ever to write some original work! This is incredibly exciting for me as it is my dream to become a writer professionally. I am just wondering if when i have finished a chapter or two, if I could post it on here and you guys could give me some feedback? Please let me know in my ask box how you all feel about this.

I’ve also been getting in to some Narnia fanfic, I don’t think I would write any because I know I wouldn’t really like to read it anymore, this is also a thing I’ve found with my Newt and Remus writing, I no longer like to read the stories about them, which is quite sad. 

I would just love for you guys to let me know what you think in my ask box! Maybe give me ideas for other characters to write for? Thank you so much for your patience my darlings!

anonymous asked:

I love how real you look in that bikini photo you out on instagram. I know this is weird but we always see people in bikinis from far away/further away angles and i always wonder what them girls actually see when they look up close to a mirror and from seeing your photo i suddenly realised my body isn't dissimilar to yours! It's just i always look at my body so close up and it can look quite different from further back etc 🌟well done to you anyway you look amazing!

❤️❤️❤️

ruthlessanduseless  asked:

I do not know how I have come to your blog, but omg, i've been reading your fics on ao3 for awhile, and whilst scrolling through your sprace tag (cause my babes) BUT LIKE HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOUR FICS, AND JESUS CHRISTI FOUND SO MANY MORE FROM STUMBLING ACROSS YOUR BLOG. THANK YOU FOR THE JOY YOU HAVE BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE THROUGH HEART BREAKING STORIES ABOUT MY LOVES

Omg thank you! Yeah I’ve amassed quite an archive of fics by this point! Sometimes I see people go through and favourite them all and I’m always super impressed by their sustained dedication.
I’m glad you enjoy my writing ^.^

#OttoWeek Days 1-3 Post (Because I Forget Things Easily)

Sorry, folks. I have not been good at keeping up with Otto Week!!!

Day 1: I Wish…
I wish that we saw quite a few things with our little muffin Otto. I do wish that they would delve a little more into his backstory. Why is he an orphan? What moment sparked his love for history? Why do the other children avoid him so much? How did Sister Thornly come across him? Knowing these things could make Otto a much more sympathetic dude in the eyes of Larry and Buck. It seems to me like he’s hiding a lot from them.
I also wish that we could see a few more heartfelt moments between the guys. Something to show us to what extent Otto loves the Time Squad, like a Father’s Day episode like I wanted to write or him saying “I love you” in a finale episode.

Day 2: Favorite relationship
Y'all know that I’m a BIG sucker for adoptive family relationships. Otto’s relationship with Buck and Larry is really sweet. Even though they hold him up to high standards like learning advanced science and doing his job in the Time Squad, you can tell that they still want him to be a kid. They feed him his favorite foods, do crafts with him, give him toys, play around with him, and later on in the series give him his own room. It’s a really sweet thing to see a genius child in cartoons being allowed to be a kid and not a deadpan pseudo-adult like you typically see.

Day 3: Favorite trope
Otto makes for an adorable little Keet. He’s tiny, shrill, and overly-excitable when it comes to history and you can’t help but want to hug him for it. He’s a real cute little guy.

Honestly, I am absolutely touched and gratified by the level of response to The Brave And The Burdened till now. I have about 70+ stories lying around on Ao3 and not once have I received this level of feedback, and it couldn’t have come at a better time. This is beyond my imagination and I am tremendously grateful for the acknowledgement.

There is nothing a writer seeks more than that, acknowledgement of their work, and those who take time time write those few or many words of it are a gift to us. You do not know how you, quite literally, save our skills sometimes. Without acknowledgement or feedback, a writer can feel like a clerk who has to fill words into a blank page as a duty instead of the creator they are. When you comment and acknowledge the writer, you are doing their skills a service because you are keeping them alive. Your feedback keeps those words coming.

So I just wanted to thank every person who wrote back on that chapter. You don’t know what your words have meant to me but my writing skills thank you for them. Thank you all so much. 

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I’m sure there’s a bunch of Yuri on Ice x ballroom AUs out there but here’s another hahaha. I’ve been wondering about it since the two of them danced together at that afterparty, so it was a lot of fun to sketch them out ;D

A bit afraid to continue it any further though because while I EXTREMELY love any form of dance, I don’t know a whole lot about dancesport (just researching it for an evening got me dizzy lol). I just don’t want to draw it wrong, considering how important posture/line/expression/etc is. 

But anyways! Bottom two pics are some sketch/character info. I like to think Yuuri focused mostly on standard, but is secretly quite good at latin (revealed in a drunken moment perhaps heh). And Victor has had his vain streak bumped up a notch, but is no less skilled. I was on the fence about him being injured but I felt it might humanize him a bit more to have him be in the middle of some sort of personal hardship. Ahhh still in yoi withdrawal oh well…

*EDIT* I forgot to mention I totally drew this while thinking about Inoue Satou’s 10 Dance manga! If you haven’t read that (it IS bl though), please go read it. It is amazing!

This is the part they didn’t show you in The Final Problem.

That rope was for Sherlock to climb down into the well to John. John had been struggling to keep his head clear of the water for a good while, and he was getting exhausted; hypothermia starting to set in. It was going to be another 10 minutes or so before the police arrived to unchain John and get all of them out of there, but that could seem an endless and fatal time for a fatigued man barely able to get a gasp of air. 

Sherlock was quite a bit taller than John, so he took it upon himself to clamber down into the well and take on John’s weight so his friend could rest. How overwhelmed with relief he must be to be able to finally save his best friend from that cursed well. At this moment, it’s just the two of them, nothing else and no one else mattered.

(Discontinuity Error: I forgot to add the skull and some bones; I might add them later but who knows)

Okay, but, when we send cremated remains into space do we send an explanation with them? Because I’m just picturing some aliens cracking open a satellite and being really fucking confused.

“Human guide! Our scans indicate that this probe contains a cylinder full of ash and human bone fragments. I assume this deconstruction of form is a way for your species to travel greater distances through the stars due to your limited capacity for large spaceships and distance travel. Quite similar to the Quaxilains from the Centuri district of the galaxy, though I did not know your species had reached such advancements yet. Please instruct us in how to revive your colleague so we may interrogate him as well.”

“No, dude, whoever that was is dead. Probably some astronaut or scientist who paid to have their cremated remains shot into space once they died.”

“You told us that your species buried your dead, why did you lie to us?”

“No, I said that MY family buried our relatives. Never said the whole species did it. Sometimes we burn them, then scatter their ashes in places they loved, plant them with a tree, use them to make diamonds, shoot them into space, whatever. Lotta options.”

“I had no idea your death rituals were so…extensive.”

“Just wait until I tell you about mummification.”

I am so tired but I can’t sleep.
I’m so angry,
but I don’t know how to let it go.
I want to be happy but I can’t stop crying.
I love people,
but can’t stop hurting them.
I want to be calm,
but I have so much anxiety.
No matter how much I try,
I can’t quite seem to get where I want to be.
—  Chapters from my life
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@fgtmgt I have seen quite a few very sweet and very cute things for 100% Love, but for me personally my mind definitely is stuck on the idea that it would really be 100% Awkward instead so viola! I’ve drawn them around the ages I draw them for And Nearly Letting Go because I’ll be damned if this doesn’t take them years. I finally did a kiss hahaha

Mob doesn’t actually know how he managed to teleport, he’s going to have a long way home. In the meantime, Teruki will be having a complete meltdown because obviously the experience was so bad Mob felt the need to r u n a w a y

Bonus

*phone ringing*
Reigen: Mob? It’s rare for you to call me, what’s wrong?
Mob: I think I’m lost.
Reigen: What do you mean “lost”?
Mob: I don’t recognise where I am.
Reigen:… Okay. What can you see around you?
Mob: Cows.
Reigen: Cows?
Mob: Yes.
Reigen:What… Do you see anything else?
Mob:… Grass. And more cows.
Reigen: Mob, how pray tell did you get to be surrounded by cows in the middle of nowhere?
Mob:…
Reigne:Mob?
Mob: I… may have teleported here. But I don’t know how I did it. So I can’t get back.
Reigen: *wtfffffffffffff*

Happy early Valentine’s Day~ Kiss kiss

You asked me who I
am in my ideal world,
where I can create and
be whoever I want to be.

And I tell you, in another
life I’m bold, I tell the kid
in class to quit interrupting 
the lecture because we are so 
goddamn tired of him acting
like he knows everything.


I don’t text my mother telling
her that I am crying, I don’t sit
on the corner of her bed sobbing
at 3 am about someone that doesn’t
like me back or how much I wish
I could sleep,


I dye my hair pink and blue and
purple and I get a fringe and wear
dark lipstick and remember to file
my nails rather than let them break
and I dress in all black one day and
the next day in colors as vivid as my
dreams of you.


I travel wherever I want without a
worry in the world and I don’t think
twice about moving constantly and
I pack only a suitcase and I go to coffee
shops early in the morning and sit next
to someone in the sunlight and we talk
about politics or just good stories we
have heard.


I take some time off from school and
I work and I live in a small apartment
with a faucet that drips but I keep the
windows open constantly and my neighbors
are so unconventional but they are still so
beautiful and they have the greatest stories
and they drink during the weekends and
during my free time I fill my walls with
pictures and poems and posters and I am
so bloody passionate that it drips through
the windows,


I have many friends or I have absolutely
no one and I am content either way and
I go to parties and get to know everyone
but no one exactly knows me and they
try to describe me to others asking if
they’ve seen me too but they cannot
find any words that can describe the
way I held their hands.


And I tell you, in another life I’m crazy
and happy and weird and I talk a lot or
sometimes not at all and none of their
words ever hurt me because I am too
caught up in my own love, I am too 
busy creating myself. 


And I ask what would you be if you
could be anything?


And you tell me of all these divine things,
you’d ride the train and never get off and
see where it takes you, you would drive until
you ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere,
you would swim until your skin looks like
apple peels, and as you tell me of all these
wondrous adventures, where you are always
going somewhere, I realize you are just running
away,


You have always just been running away
from me.

—  In another life I’m bold and you’re cold.

. OKAY, so I have a theory. Having rewatched all of the Sanvers scenes from the last episode, I can only conclude one thing which is that Maggie was not aware of how Alex actually felt about her. Beginning of the episode she walks up to her as if nothings wrong, she doesn’t quite seem to understand why Kara is clearly ready to murder her, and she opens up very fresh wounds with Alex. Maggie isn’t dumb. She knows, I presume what it’s like to be rejected, and she’s not callous either so if she’d realized how much she hurt Alex I think she would have let it be a little longer. 

Later when they’re talking in the parking garage or whatever, she’s fine until Alex says “Because I was sure of one thing, and that was my feelings for you.” And like right after she says that, Maggie’s whole face changes. It’s then that she realizes that Alex didn’t just have a baby gay crush. It wasn’t just her liking the first gay girl she could find. She genuinely liked her a lot. And when Alex walks away she watches her go and she looks kind of dumbstruck like she’s not quite sure what just happened. 

And finally, at the apartment scene she finally seems to get how much she actually hurt Alex because she’s a lot more careful about her words and about what she’s trying to convey. Also after she says that she hopes one day they can be ‘friends’ she literally looks like she swallowed a lemon. She doesn’t want to be friends, and she knows that Alex doesn’t either but she also knows that it’s too soon. 

Maggie didn’t know. There’s been a few people who have mentioned that Maggie probably doesn’t think she deserves love or is lovable after the way her last gf broke up with her so that probably translates to Alex. She doesn’t understand at first that a beautiful, smart, wonderful woman like Alex might actually love her. 

mythologymonster  asked:

You're a relatively calm person you know that? I know artists who ERUPT when people rush them or are impatient. How do you stay so calm?

Also I’m just a very calm person, and it takes quite a lot for someone to upset me :)

I wonder how many body guards this little shit needed to make sure this didn’t happen

  • Kuroko: Why is blood so hard to wash off your hands?
  • Kuroko: I JUST REALIZED HOW BAD THIS SOUNDS. FOR THE RECORD, I HAD A NOSE BLEED, I’M NOT A SERIAL KILLER.
  • Aomine: But we both know that’s not quite true.
  • Midorima: Hydrogen peroxide dissolves blood, just fyi.
  • Akashi: Do you think if you gave someone a huge shot of hydrogen peroxide straight into their bloodstream it would kill them?
  • Kagami: THIS GODDAMN SCHOOL IS JUST ALL MADE UP OF MURDERERS.
INTJs: From an INFJs Perspective

As we all know, INTJs are quite complex and individualistic. This has many manifestations, both in how they are perceived and how they perceive themselves. Here are some characteristics I’ve noticed that I’d like to share:

1 - INTJs are hard to get to know. Like really. They’re masters of hiding who they really are deep down and people are prone to assuming that they are merely bitter and hate humanity, but they actually care a good deal. They just aren’t terribly good at showing that they care.

2 - INTJs do not pick up on subtle hints unless they are actively watching for them, which they rarely are. For an INFJ such as myself who communicates through subtle hints a good deal of the time, it has turned into a fun game to see how obvious my hints can get until the INTJ notices. So far they haven’t noticed a single one. (Seriously, INTJs. I’ve seen you people walk into stuff and trip over things that would have injured another person, but you all just get up like nothing happened and move on. It’s incredible, really… It’s like you’ve got metal skeletons or something.)

2a - This item is more of an elaboration on #2 than anything else. When someone likes an INTJ and they attempt to show the INTJ that they like them, it’s difficult to actually get them to realize it without coming out and saying it to their face which is often a daunting prospect. (Any other types feel me here?) I know an ENFJ who likes an INTJ and ENFJ’s main way of showing someone they like them is giving them random hugs. INTJs aren’t too keen on this as ENFJ has found out and ENFJ is a little discouraged, not to mention that INTJ makes a small effort to avoid ENFJ now and it’s making ENFJ rather sad.

3 - INTJs are focused and serious. Very much so. So much so, in fact, that you’ve sometimes go to throw a small object (like a brick) at them to get them out of their hyper-focus state. Although, from past experience I would not at all recommend attempting to bring them back to reality; they are not happy when someone brings them back to this dimension where incompetent humans such as ourselves roam and talk non-stop, haha. (Also, bricks aren’t 100% reliable because INTJs often have their robot guard blast them out of the air and promptly terminate you to reduce the chances of further distraction.) INTJs, when interested in a topic, become a knowledgeable expert almost overnight. If you ask them about a topic they know a lot about (for example, the INTJ that co-runs this blog and does most of the MBTI Chronicles posts is big into firearms, as am I) and they will talk your ear off if you let them. Find a solid common ground and they’ll probably like you. (Being able to think for yourself is another requirement for being an INTJs friend, btw.)

4 - INTJs, when mad, don’t get angry like most others do. While a lot of people become physical and emotional, INTJs will usually become cold and they will openly show their disdain for the thing or being that managed to make them angry in the first place, often roasting them (if it be a person) mercilessly. This is often a terrifying thing to witness because INTJs rarely get visibly angry. People may be well-acquainted with their death-stare, but a full-on angry INTJ is usually enough to make most people shy away, leaving the INTJ to simmer down alone, which is probably best for humanity in general. They rarely get physical when angry, but if a close friend is getting physically abused they will often step in and terminate the abuser.

5 - INTJs can be poetic if they want to be. Not all INTJs take an interest in poetry, but if an INTJ wants to convey a poetic message they can indeed convey it through their writing. INTJs are also brilliant technical writers, able to explain complex concepts through simple language that most would have a hard time with. Having an INTJ explain something to you through writing is about as good as it’s going to get.

Anyway, I hope you all enjoy this little list of (slightly humorous) observations about INTJs. :)

INTJs, what are your thoughts? I’ve known several INTJs for a while, but I’m yet unsure if I know the personality type well enough to make an accurate list of traits.

Thanks you all for reading to the end! It’s almost 800 words long and that’s a fair chunk. Good job! Thank you for following the blog and INTJ promises more MBTI Chronicles posts soon! :)

- INFJ admin