i know it's shitty but i really like it

I’ve been changing what my age in my discription says a lot between my real age and just “minor” bc minor implies a lot of ages with different maturity differences but I don’t want people(followers) to be uncomfortable if they do find out my real age. I also want pissy adults to take me seriously and not all be like I’m the bitter ole queer who knows better. Honestly adults need to listen what kids have to say about this kind of stuff. A lot of us are terrified by entitled cishets. If you do really care about lgbt kids then you’d listen to them and not dismiss what they say as aphobia. We should have a voice too, even though this is stupid Tumblr discourse, it still is shitty to just say “youre just a bratty kid”. Its kinda stupid I have to hide my age bc I think adults wouldn’t take me seriously. Respect lgbt minors and what they have to say.

''surprising'' facts about the signs
  • aries: reaaaaalllly fucking sensitive. that's maybe why they can get angry pretty fast, because they just take shit too personal sometimes, and they can't deal with it. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, they're actually fucking adorable and smol little beans who just crave love.
  • taurus: very care-free and they do not care about a single shitt. they're very hard-working though and they try to get shit done, but they are also very lazy, which isn't really surprising.. they are also very quick to anger, just like aries.
  • gemini: gemini isn't THAT two-faced like people think. they're just moody. they can get easily annoyed and that's why their mood can change pretty fast.
  • cancer: they're pretty obsessed with themselves and they can be really fucking cocky. they secretly like to make others suffer and make them feel shitty. they do it very slowly and careful though, so people won't notice it.
  • leo: really insecure, but never shows their insecure side bc they still want to shine in the spotlight, without people noticing their flaws, if they even have them because most leo's are flawless af.
  • virgo: they tend to worry a lot, still they don't really care about shit. i know that it sounds weird, but it's true! well, at least for the virgo's i know in real life. they tend to worry a lot about their work and school stuff, but they don't really do anything for it, but they also don't really care. however, they always seem to make everything perfect.
  • libra: they are reallllyyyyyy insecure in their relationships. they're usually a pro at relationships, but they are really insecure about it and they often don't know how to deal with them, or what to do with them.
  • scorpio: they are perfectionists. i don't really know if it's surprising, but they are perfectionists. i mean, they are very ambitious and that isn't a surprising fact, but just like virgo, they want everything to be perfect.
  • sagittarius: they are soft little beaaans. don't hurt them please. they seem really tough and strong, but they're realy sensitive. NEVER SHOWS IT THOUGH. you will never know when they're sad or anything, they always want to stay positive and happy, so they do.
  • capricorn: they seem to be emotionless and insensitive, but that's just because they want to be like that. they don't want all these feelings and emotions. but everyone has them, so they do too, but they try to hide it with sarcasm and sometimes even with anger.
  • aquarius: they have LOTS and LOTS of emotions floating in their head and heart and they just don't know what to do with it, so they just let their emotions destroy them, without saying a word. i don't know if it is a surprising fact, but i think it is.
  • pisces: isn't that innocent than most people think they are. they have a weapon which is called, baby face. they have this innocent little face that makes you think that they're all niceee and sweeeet buT NO. they're really good at backstabbing.
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just two guys….bonding… i can’t believe this is my first contribution to this amazing show…

I know I have at least a few followers who either have BPD or who know someone with BPD and I just wanted to say (as a non-BPD) that after having lived with a BPD person for almost a year, experiencing it first-hand and learning a lot about the disorder from multiple perspectives and sources; I really deeply respect those that suffer from it and are still pushing on.

you guys fight an uphill battle every single day and most of the time you have no one cheering you on. the stigma surrounding your disorder is shitty and you deserve your shot at happiness just like everyone else. just thought you should know.

levenin  asked:

Why uncomfortableness and dread?

because everyone involved is in a super awkward position. these girls have been playing it up on social media like they’re the next big thing but nothing has come out of it for over a year. they make a huge deal about not ‘revealing’ their name but we already know it from business documents (and it’s an homage to their syco A&R person.. tacky). the syco connection itself is enough reason for me to stay away from them in the first place. i don’t think i need to expand on why. they also present louis as their mentor but louis seems super uninvested because he’s not promoting them beyond the occasional lacklustre IG post or like (as there is nothing to promote). the fact that one of their sisters co-owns a stalker UA and that they have been tied to louis’ stunts doesn’t make them any more appealing either.

i’m not wishing ill on them and i’ve talked about how i think louis is between a rock and a hard place before. he loves this side of the industry but these girls have chosen to work with the shittiest label ever and ultimately said shitty label is the only reason louis was put in touch with them. i’m sure he’s more than happy to give honest advice but in the end what can he really do, you know?

i think the big mistake, yet again, is presenting the fandom people to love and support on a silver platter and we don’t work like that around here. we’re harsh and have the means to dissect things and the girlband just leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

“..I don’t know how to make this any more clear..”

“K-Kobayashi-san!”

im trying to start drawing again and im just so in love with this anime♥ like, its so super cute and its honestly just genuinely heartwarming ♥ ♥ ♥

i really want tohru and kobayashi to kiss in the finale tomorrow!。゚・(>﹏<)・゚。

the one thing i liked about 2016 was the addition of ryan streaming
like ryan used to be the most “”mysterious”” member of achievement hunter since we didn’t really know that much abt his personal life 
but now, we’ve seen his shitty drawings he did in college, we’ve seen his kids and his dad mode, we’ve seen him cosplay, we’ve heard him tell personal stories
and it’s just really heartwarming 

Reasons Why Damerey Makes Sense to Me

I know that Damerey is a controversial ship for a few reasons (they’ve never met, it erases Finn, etc.), but there are some aspects that make the ship cool in my book.

• shared potential PTSD from Kylo Ren interrogations
• they’re both pilots
• okay but honestly they’d be cute together
• both in the rebellion
• Mutual match maker friend Finn who would introduce them
• BB-8 trusts them (their child basically)
• Rey’s rag doll is wearing an X-Wing Pilot uniform….Who wears one? POE!
• Rey has three letters in it, Poe has three letters in it.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TT!!! <3 <3 <3 

@tyranttortoise​ okay so i had wanted my first thing for you to be something from one of your fics BUT i couldn’t just miss your birthday!!!

you are a super duper sweetheart, an excellent writer, and your fics are some of my faves!! i hope your birthday is as amazing and fantastic as you are <3 thank you for everything you do, and for always bringing a smile to my face! may the year ahead of you be filled with lots of love and happiness and aDVENTURE ANDSExyskeletons–COUGH–and lots and lots of fun!! take care!!! ^u^

(also red isn’t really that tall ((or smooth)) he’s standing on a lil stepping stool pfft)

*clears throat*

Ok so I’m pretty nervous to post about this because I don’t want to get into any controversy, but there are a few things ive seen in reference to discussion on the stim toy “fad” that i feel i want to address bc they are things that are really important for disabled & mentally ill people & i want to make sure they’re not forgotten. so here goes

  • you can’t tell what someone’s mental state is by looking, and even if they say something like “oh it’s just for fun” they still may be neurodivergent and either not realize it themselves or not feel comfortable sharing
  • between learning disabilities, mental illness, autism, sensory processing disorders, and other forms of neurodivergence, there are a LOT of people who may fall into a category that would really benefit from stimming. Probably a lot more people than you realize, even if you are in this category yourself. I’ve seen figures around 20-30% or higher for all these things combined so … yeah, even if it were just these people it would seem like a TON bc we aren’t used to these groups being super open about it
  • many people who really could benefit from stimming may have only just found out about toys designed for it during this fad, but that doesn’t mean that they aren’t legitimately benefitting from it & its good that there is more access & awareness
  • in my experience, lots of people who are mentally ill especially are VERY self doubting about it and their mental illness tells them they aren’t really sick, their problems aren’t really that bad, etc. so we need to be careful not to amplify the doubts people might be feeling about themselves already
  • Most importantly, there is already SO much cultural baggage around gatekeeping what disabled and mentally ill people can do. weird standards about how ill you need to be to deserve accommodations or mobility devices or treatment or even just being able to talk about it. Like it is legit constant and the dumbest thing is that most people seem to think that they can determine these things from incomplete info even if they aren’t in a position to be able to do this?? And they act like they have a right to information so they can judge whether we really deserve stuff instead of just accepting we can figure it out on our own 
  • so it makes me very worried to see some people in the community suggesting rules or standards for who should and shouldn’t be allowed to do certain things, just bc this mentality is already so prevalent and ultimately ends up harming disabled people even if its meant to protect them. in my experience the best judge of what a disabled (or any?) person needs is *them* and i think its true for stimming as well

tl;dr: Are there people saying shitty things or acting badly during all this? Of course, and it’s important to discuss this and to correct misconceptions and shitty behavior. But I think these things are important to remember while we’re doing this, bc i know that none of us like having our health/disability judged from the outside, having people demand proof of us being really disabled, or having other people assume they can tell if we are making the right decisions about what is best for us. 

TELEPATHY AU'S
  • “we’re both in this boring as hell class and out of boredom I accidentally stumbled into your thoughts of you thinking up this masterpiece of a story and holy shit is this like a movie”
    • “additionally, wow are you really getting into this sex scene man how do u not have a boner”
  • “I get chronic headaches from everyone’s thoughts being so loud all the time and sometimes I don’t know, I get angry. is yelling to Stewart across the room to “shut up and go get dick if he wants it so bad” over the top? maybe.”
  • “as if it wasn’t bad enough that I constantly worried what people thought of me, I can actually hear what everyone thinks of me and the fact that it’s unedited and 100% legit makes me real sad to hear people think I’m annoying”
    • “although, it’s really reassuring to also hear how much my friends love me and think I’m funny and woah man…those are some pretty…erotic thoughts of me there…”
  • “okay who fucking let out that I can read minds huh? what do you WANT me to get kidnapped and used for evil? cause i swear i will come back for your ass once im super juiced with their evil government serum alright? i will go winter soldier on ur ass dont test me”
    • “although all these lovesick kids offering to pay for my services on their crushes may be worth it. hey I know you, you’re cute. your crush you say? oh they totally don’t like u, nah man, your barking up the wrong tree right there”
  • “hold the fuck up. hold. up. I can read any mind that I can see, anyone and everyone’s, why can’t I read yours? and why the hell are you smirking at me like that U LIL SHIT THIS MAKES NO DAMN SENSE WHO ARE YOU”
  • “I think you’re cute and I know for a FACT you think I’m cute too so why won’t you just admit it? cmon cmon baby don’t play this charade. you know you can’t win at this game ;)”
  • “as it turns out by my super mind reading powers you plan to string me out high and dry until I’m practically begging for a date and u know what. that is so terrible and so demeaning honestly like who does that. who does that. can you please just kiss me already like-”
  • “I know you can read minds and I really like you so I’m constantly filtering my thoughts whenever I’m with you and it’s super hard so quit making fun of how I think about fighting giraffes okay it’s my go-to thought whenever I imagine you shirtless”
  • “you know I can read your thoughts so we have these little one sided conversations in class as I listen to your cute angered rants and I reply with a snarky side eye”
  • “OR we BOTH can read minds and all the while during class we have casual conversations that sometimes turn REALLY FUNNY AND WE BOTH CRACK UP IN DEAD SILENCE IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EXAM OH SHIT”
  • “YOU LITERALLY HAVE CONVERSATIONS WITH YOURSELF LIKE YOURE TWO DIFFERENT YET ANGRY PEOPLE AND HONESTLY ITS THE FUNNIEST SHIT IVE HEARD SOMEONE THINK BEFORE JFC LIKE DAMN WHO IS THIS PLASTIC TITTED WHORE WHO STEPPED ON YOUR SHOELACE”
  • “I NEED TO KNOW THIS, OKAY BECAUSE YOUR THOUGHTS ARE LIKE A SHITTY SITCOM AND I CANT HELP BUT LOVE YOU AND LAUGH SO HARD THAT U BEGIN TO NOTICE AND OHSHIT”
  • “i know its pretty invasive but i honestly tune into your thoughts every day on the way to work like its the morning paper cause really we have so much in common its ridiculous and ur super cute and we like all the same things and ugh pls date me”
    • “and oops one day you thought of something funny and we both laughed simultaneously and now ur weirdly suspicious, as i can tell because i can hear you wondering if i can read your thoughts and now ur testing me and idk if i should play along”

Thats literally no fucking excuse? So what if she didn’t know it was MY tattoo? The fact is she went and purposefully stole SOMEONE’S tattoo, regardless of who has it. Its so shitty and disrespectful. She could have went and asked an artist to make her an original design of her own inspired by my piece, but she just went and completely ripped mine off, same place and everything. DO NOT  defend this bullshit behaviour. 

Like I feel so shitty about my tattoo now. Its something I put effort into and really loved and now someone has a shitty ugly copy, it makes it feel so much less special. AND DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FUCKING ARTIST THAT DID THIS.

anonymous asked:

Mama, I just had a really shitty night... May I please have some fluffy OtaYuri headcanons to help me feel better?

ofc darlin!!! ive had a pretty shitty morning as well so lets do this *cracks m’knuckles*

  • so its otabeks birthday soon and while it is the middle of the season he’s gonna visit yuri anyway yuri doesnt give a fuck ok its his best friend (and secret crush)’s birthday!!!! they gotta celebrate together!!!!
  • the only problem is he doesn’t know what to give him exactly?? he doesnt want to buy him something expensive last minute, bc while he doesnt like showing affection to other people, he likes showing affection to otabek so he wants to give him something *~from the heart~*
  • and then he remembers that 1) otabek likes sweets and 2) otabek’s birthday is on halloween
  • halloween… themed… cookies……..??? YES
  • except. he doesnt. know how to cook or bake
  • so he enlists yuuris help bc he figures since his family makes amazing food surely katsudon can too
  • except just because yuuri can bake doesnt mean he can do it well
  • two hours later the kitchen is a mess and they have a batch of sickly-orange colored, vaguely pumpkin-shaped cinnamon cookies and they… dont taste good
  • and yuri really wants to remake them but theyre running out of time, viktor’s picking otabek up from the airport and they dont have enough ingredients now to try
  • so he decides not to show otabek his disaster of a creation and instead he’s just going to take him to The Coolest Places in st petersburg (”so a date?” “nO KATSUDON SHUT UP”)
  • and when otabek arrives he’s doing a pretty good job at not letting him in the kitchen but then viktor goes “oh, yurio! didn’t you make something for otabek?”
  • yuri is going to kill him
  • but otabeks smiling at him and he is Weak for that so he just quietly says he’ll be right back and slips into the kitchen and gets the baked orange blobs from the counter and presents them to otabek, looking ashamed
  • “i know they look like shit but they’re cinnamon and i know thats your favorite but i get it if you dont want to -”
  • “i love them” otabek interrupts, and when he looks up otabek’s already eating one, and he’s looking at yuri so fondly his heart feels like its about to burst. “thank you, yura. i mean it. they’re amazing.”
  • (the way yuri’s face lights up is worth every single one of otabek’s taste buds dying)
  • (but now he really needs to wash his mouth out)

theamazingworldofcharlie  asked:

Opinion on Keith X Lance? Like I know, Shiro X Keith but besides that.

If I’m being completely honest, I do not like Klance. I’m more than fine with ppl shipping it & don’t police shipping because, you know, I’m not an asshole. It’s just a ship. 

I wish I liked Klance. Then I could experience going under a tag without endless callout posts and pedophiliac claims being thrown at other users. Then I could stop getting nasty messages in my inbox and not have to read comments on my YT channel saying I’m a FILTHY Sheith shipper. I could frolic happily, enjoying my popular, unproblematic ship. 

Anyway, I guess what I’m trying to say is that Klance seems like a cute ship, but after being bullied by like?? that “side” of the fandom?? It’s just… it just makes it really hard to ever possibly enjoy it. Not all Klance shippers are antis, like duh, I know this. If you like Klance, then Klance is a good ship. And Voltron is a good show. It doesn’t deserve to be disgraced by a shitty fandom. 

so i dont know if you guys know but there was a labyrinth manga

its about the baby that jareth kidnaps when hes grown up

i thought it would be really shitty but i was surprised when i saw the cover art

this is the cover art:

looks really nice right?

well this is what the actual comic looks like:

fucking jareth looks like a knockoff dio brando

anyways i thought id just share this beautiful treasure with all of you

@richardgoranski


HI I CANT WRTITE DORRY BUT HERE DKEMDMEMDMEMDMWMFEHSMEMD


Jake didn’t know where to go. With his parents gone, Rich in the hospital, and not really being close enough to his other friends to be living there indefinitely, he had nowhere, and no one, to turn to. This was…. problematic.
Even though Jake was living on the streets now, he continued to go to school and participate in sports and all the other extracurriculars he was in. It was incredibly stressful and difficult, but at least it got his mind off the whole situation. The squip, his house, his best friend and long time crush in the hospital… it took a toll on him. But no, no no nonono, he couldn’t dwell on it, he had to keep working hard and keep moving forward and not focus on the bad. It wasn’t healthy for him to think about it. Just keep moving forward. It’s the only way to heal.
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Rich got out of the hospital only a month before school was going to end. Due to everything that happened, and him not being there to learn, he didn’t have to take his exams, so he spent his time conjuring up a convoluted plan to be able to speak to Jake again. He was basically avoiding Rich, and Rich was. Not happy with that. Although he did understand why, i mean for fucks sake, he did burn down the dude’s house, and…. And shit. Jake didn’t have a house. Did he have anywhere to stay? Oh god, was Jake homeless?
Rich had to fix this, and fast.
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Jake was aware that Rich was back in school, but he didn’t have time to talk to him. Between finals, out of school activities, and just trying to survive on the streets, he just. Couldn’t. No matter how much he wanted to. No matter how much he yearned to see the boy he was so totally in love with, he couldn’t. Plus, Rich had burnt down his house. That probably meant he hated him. Not to mention Jake never visited him so… Rich probably was. Mad.
Little did Jake know, however, that Rich was barreling down the hallways at breakneck speed just to find him.

Jake was almost at his class when a 5'5 ball of energy slammed into him, throwing them both to the ground. “Rich? Oh my god, are you okay?”
“Yeah, i’m fine. YOU on the other hand, bro, well. We need to talk.” Rich replied.
“What? Why? Now, i mean. Why now? You’ve been avoiding me a bunch lately! Dude i thought you hated me!!”
“Dude. Bro. I could never hate you. I was scared you hated me!! Anyways this is off topic. Jake seriously do you have a place to live? Because if you don’t you need to come live with me. I’m your best friend. Bros don’t let other bros be homeless!”
“I… Thanks. You’re right, i don’t have a place to stay. Thanks for offering that for me. It’s… It’s been rough.” With that Jake pulled Rich into a hug, oblivious to the bell signaling that they were late for class.
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For Rich, everything was great. He was talking to his best friend again, he was even living with him after today, and Jake didn’t seem too bothered by the things that had reverted back after the squip, like his lisp. He still had to tell Jake about his bisexuality, but since they had only just started talking again, he figured that was probably best to keep to himself for now.
No, better focus on the now problems. Like how he didn’t have a spare bedroom, and no blow up bed, so Jake would have to sleep on the floor. Wait, no, that’s. That’s no good. They could just share a bed! Yeah, that would work. Except…
Sharing a bed with your crush is kinda awkward. Especially since it was a twin. But oh well, he’d burn that bridge when he came to it.
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After school, Jake went home with Rich. He was completely chill about this. Nothing weird about with living with somebody he’s been in love with since 8th grade. None. Not even the fact that they would be sharing a be- oh shit they’re SHARING A BED FUCK THATS BAD how would he survive this why did he agree to this fu ck.
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After they both got ready to sleep, and were both crammed uncomfortably into the bed, pressed as far apart as the small mattress would let them be without falling off. Rich wasn’t really happy with this, he wished he could just. Wrap his arms around Jake. But that’s not a normal best friend thing to do, and Jake would for sure catch onto Rich’s feelings. So he just lay there, in the dark, letting his mind wander to the possibilities of them dating.
That is, until Jake whispered “Hey Rich? Are you asleep yet?”
“No, why? Do you have something to ask me?” Rich’s lisp was prevalent, his s’s slurring into th-s.
“No- No, it’s just. I’m a little uncomfortable? I’m kinda about to fall off and, like, I’d rather not.” With that, Rich flipped onto his other side to see Jake already facing him. Thank god it was dark, because otherwise Rich would probably be a blushing mess.
“Sorry.”
“No, it’s fine just- Oh, fuck this.” Jake slung an arm over Rich’s side, pulling himself closer to Rich and subsequently farther away from the edge of the bed.
“Wh-what are you doing man?” Rich could hear Jakes heart beating fast in his chest. “Not that i’m complaining just-”
“Rich.” Jake interrupted. “I- I like you okay? A lot. And i’m sorry if this is weird but we’re kinda smushed together in your tiny bed and I feel like it’s a good time to tell you. I get it if you don’t feel the same way, but… Dude. You’re really awesome and I want you to know.”
Rich didn’t respond. He was in shock, and he felt Jake start to get up as he muttered “I- I’ll just sleep on the floor.”
“No!” Rich was glad for his strength now, as he easily pulled Jake back down and into a kiss. “I like you too, tallass.”
Jake smiled. And laughed. And damn if Rich wasn’t in love with this boy. And maybe, the boy was in love with him too.

i really fucking hate post that are like “rebog this or [bad thing will happen]” and stuff bc like as someone w ocd its really fucking hard to just keep scrolling. like yeah, i know EVERYONE hates those posts, thats no secret, but its especially bad when those posts come onto your dash and you have to calm yourself for 2 hours mid-panic attack while acting out your compulsions. theyre just so. shitty. 

anonymous asked:

Hey, do you think it's okay that the boys fandom jokingly has ryan is better/matt is better? i know youre not them and cant speak for them, but from a friend/coworkers perspective..?

Is there really a whos better than who thing going on in the supermega fandom?

TBH, I think joking about that stuff is kindah shitty, cause then it becomes like a weird competition.  whos fav is better than whos.  Jokes in fandoms don’t stay as jokes, it becomes overused, really old and gets really personal (just look at when people compare Mark to Jack or the Jon to Dan).  Plus, Matt and Ryan may not answer, but they look at all of what you guys have to say, so if one person is getting more hate than the other, then it stings after a while.  I’m not speaking for them cause I don’t like to speak for people nor do I even know them well enough to do so if I would, but eventually stuff like this can hurt so imo I think its just mean to even write stuff like that. 

Cause none of you know them personally, you’re not their friend like Oney, Grumps and all of them are.  You don’t know if stuff like this bugs them or not even though they have a don’t give a shit attitude online and pour a lot of their personal experiences on their podcasts.  Close friends joke in whos better than who, but imagine if a mass populace was saying your best friend is better than you?  how would you feel? Jokes can only go so far. 

Just be nice, and treat them how you would like to be treated, like people, not someone above or someone less.