i know it's now real but whatevs

12:01am. march 16, 2017. 

it is officially 2 years since I first heard twenty one pilots, since I first saw fairly local on my dash and made one of the best decisions of my life: to hit play. 

I’ve been struggling, I won’t lie about that. I wish I could say I’m getting better instead of worse. I wish I was happy, I wish I took care of my body more often, I wish I appreciated more of the little things, I wish I didn’t still spend most nights awake and emptily staring at the walls at 4am.

but I guess the important thing is, I’m still here. And I have the boys to thank for that, I have tyler and josh, even if they don’t know who I am. I owe them my life. I owe them for surviving countless nights spent in torment, now wondering “what if?”. what if I didn’t have their music? what if I didn’t have the wonderful people I met through this band to talk to? what if I didn’t have them to channel my thoughts into? what if..? would I still be here? that’s the question. am I happy about that? about still being here, fighting? maybe I will be one day. but for now I can take one day at a time and enjoy the few beautiful things this world has to offer, in between the heavy darkness. and I have tyler to thank for this, I have josh, michael, mark, brad, chris, nick, jenna, and so many others to thank. and I will never take that for granted. I will forever remember the times I’ve seen them live, when I realized they are real. I’m not alone. they exist. I’m sobbing thinking about it now, I miss being close to their radiating positivity, warm as the sun. so, once again, I put as much emotion into these two words as I can muster: thank you. 

and you know what frens? stay alive. whatever your past, “know this: you can start over, each morning.” and that’s a beautiful thing.

p.s. happy birthday fairly local, the song that started not only the blurryface era but also this stage of my life. it’s great sharing this date with you.

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aCoTaR opinions of Elriel
  • Feyre: this is my OTP
  • Rhysand: I'm not saying it's real, I'm just saying it's there
  • More: am I invisible to him now?
  • Nesta: *just keeping an eye on Azriel any time he's near Elain*
  • Cassian: *too distracted by his feelings for Nesta*
  • Amren: whatever, I have a prince
  • Lucien: *doesn't know what to feel because Elain is happy, but he's not the reason why*
  • Tamlin: wait, more people are in love too?
  • Helion: oh, does she have a wing fetish too now?
27kra analysis frame by frame, turns out fake + turns out a footage taken from a horror movie - ???

Hello TJLC conspirators and all people still digging to find some explanation for all that season 4 mess. Although I checked out your blogs and read metas from a long time, I didn’t have my own account, and the reason I decided to start one is something I recently noticed, which may or may not give some clues about something, i don’t know. I may be right, I may be terribly wrong, whatever, but the whole conspiracy itself is already one big madness, so I might as well drop something which may seem crazy or irrelevant to me…

People probably already analyzed it a hundred times, but I’d like to come back to the subject of thelostspecial.com and the whole 27kra thing. It’s unknow whether it’s a real official site established to mess with our minds, or an incredibly well done and entertaining fan made, but I think there’s something weird going on and the site’s content is definitely worth checking out. When you type thelostspecial.com/27kra/ you get a rather spooky, The Lost Highway-ish kind of gif which consists mainly of VHS-type glitches. Since I’m a huge fan of VHS, super 8, analog formats and all those glitches and deformations related them, I decided to split the gif into frames and look at them closer. Here I’m going to analyze what is visible on those frames (or maybe, what I can see). I won’t go on with guessing 27kra name, I’ll concern strictly on the gif’s content. There’s something that I noticed that I didn’t see mentioned anywhere on Tumblr (though I may be wrong and it could have been written already, and then I’m sorry for making sensations over old news). Okay, here it goes.

I’m going to post the frames in order. I’m going to write what I see on those pictures, which of course doesnt mean it’s right or anything cause other ones might see it completely different, and of course we cannot be sure of anything at all.

First off, we see something that looks like an entrance, or an exit, and a chunk of the corridor behind the “door”. That’s the first thing that came to my mind. It somehow made me think of Sherrinford, all that simple architecture, corridors and portals, etc., probably because of those numbers visible on the top and the bottom of the footage, it all reminds me of some sort of CCTV footage.

Next frame is just glitches… or maybe something more? If you look closer it seems like some very blurry footage of some room. You can see the black doors in the right corner of the photo, and just next to doors (or maybe a window?) on the left you can see a dark rectangle which might be a tv screen. Then there’s something dark on the left side, and on the bottom there’s something like a… white bottle??? Or just a bottle-looking glitch, which seems more probable. I swear at first I considered it just a composion of glitches, but now I see it as a room.

Then there’s THIS WEIRD SHIT. It appears at least four times in different variations, so I’m going to discuss it later. To see description scroll this writing. Now I’ll pass onto the next frame.

Glitches… anyone can see something in there?

“TV room” comes back again.

What the hell is that. A table with some books/CDs/packages (with some metal holders?)? And with something round? And on the left side there’s something like a floor and the wall? It seems as if someone took a photo of table (or whatever it is) standing just by this table. Table. Why am I even calling it a table? What the fuck is that? SOmEBODY HELP

Beautiful colorful smear of I don’t know what. Althought some people claim to see something in there.

A more blurry version of the “table”. I know it’s not a table - I hope someone enlighten me wtf it is.

???

And then there’s something that probably everyone already noticed. An eye. Or THE eye. I’ve seen people writing it’s Moriarty, well, that’s also the the first thing that came to my mind. I tried to find some photo of Moriarty looking down (sort of) so I could compare those pictures - I admit you guys are better at finding needed photos/screencaps, here’s the best I could find:

I cut it just to have an eye in the center. Not exactly the same position, but it doesn’t matter. I think they didn’t show him with eyebrows cause it wouldn’t be easier to see the similarity (IF there are some THEY, IF it is who we think it is.) Containing Moriarty in the footage would be a real sign that something wicked this way comes.
But, I don’t know. Someone told me it might be John Watson’s eye, which would fit the shot-in-the-eye theory. What do you think about it?

Another (or the very same room). A kind of cluttered room…






This one seems like a look at the room from above, maybe another CCTV angle. I think it’s the more visible version of the previous.What the fuck is that? A sofa? A coffeetable? Why am I seeing tables everywhere? And what’s that purple thing?

AND FINALLY SOMETHING FUCKY

Please let me paste the frame which I passed
Here’s what follows just after the CCTV-looking frame

I may be going mad but ISN’T IT A FUCKING FACE IN HERE?! I mean-

That’s how i see it. The face seems to be tilted back. If you look at the higher resolution screen you can see it seems nose-like and eye-like. The “hair” seem to be long and straight, so it’s a woman? Not a woman? Eurus? Not Eurus? Whoever? Or is it just glitches? But if you look at other frames by the end of the gif you can see “the face” sort of MOVES:

It’s tilted back a little bit more and turned in its left a little. Here’s the same thing in negative:

The things that follow:


BUT! I just now got this one idea… a crazy, fucked up idea, it definitely is insane and probably wrong, but…

Of course, of course I know it might me fake, something put together by some Sherlock fan, or whatever the fuck else. But something tells me it’s not. This COULD be the real thing, right? So, what does it tell us, fans/The Great Game players? At best: something’s coming, something’s happening, you’re on the right path. At worst: someone’s mocking us and though to me it’s highly enjoyable, it’s not Mofftis and we’re seeing things (IT’S JUST THAT THERE’S TOO MUCH OF THOSE SUPPOSEDLY NONEXISTENT THINGS TO SEE, COUGH COUGH). Either way, we’re being experimented on. I don’t know about you, but either way it’s awesome. For the first time from a long time i’m having real fun, and trust me, that’s a lot.
But, for real. If it’s just a fake and we’re all wrong, I would be highly disappointed. THIS ALL IS TOO GREAT, TO GENIUS, TOO ENJOYABLE TO RESULT IN NOTHING. And it means I’ve spent four hours on putting together a writing about something that doesn’t exist. To be honest, I’ve spent too much time on analyzing unreal things and searching for subliminal satanic messages in something very fucked up just to aknowledge it was all in vain. And now I’m just too mindfucked over this and other things that all of you post every day…
Maybe I got excited over something not relevant or already discussed, i don’t know, you decide. But i needed to throw it out somewhere. Please tell me what you think about it, and if you have something new to add about it or ask me about anything don’t be afraid to do it. I’m more than eager to discuss with you guys. Maybe I sound like a crazy person but it’s their fault, not ours, right?

originally posted by allthesherlockgifs

I’m new here but I decided to tag people that I followed before I even made and account and that I consider awesome meta writers - I’m not asking for attention, I just want to get in touch with people interested in investigating this difficult and mysterious™ case. So here it goes:

the-7-percent-solution   tjlc    jenna221b   inevitably-johnlocked     waitedforgarridebs       marcespot   marcelock
teapotsubtext      

Congratulations and thanks to those who got through it and are still with me. Don’t judge me too hard, I’m shy and confused but yeah, here’s all of that, maybe someone finds it interesting.
- Bloody


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UPDATE: Guys it’s solved. There’s nothing in there. It turned out that most of those glitches
can be easily found on Youtube as free samples of vhs glitches, except for the supposed
“Moriarty’s eye”. I apologize for raising hopes and making some of you excited about the concept, but it all turned out absolutely fake. I’m sorry. So sorry.

To somehow not to leave you irritated/disappointed entirely, here’s one last thing that still could be relevant…  There still could be some spark of hope because of the “Moriarty’s eye”. I couldn’t find it anywhere in premade popular glitches so it still could be a thing, maybe they just decided to do it easier way and paste one important frame between some easily-found shit from Youtube. Though i would except more from them. But… isn’t it all about spreading confusion? Maybe it’s MEANT to be that way… It does make me wonder why is it just like that, and well, the aim of all this investigating is to make us wonder, so… you never know. Sometimes it’s all about finding ONE IMPORTANT THING between irrelevant pieces and chaos, so if you want to believe this theory, we have this one important thing, we have Moriarty. I don’t know what to think of it all, right now I’m a little upset, so i can’t tell anything else.

That was my more positive take on all of this, at least i tried to find some proof it wasn’t entirely fake/irrelevant, maybe you have something wiser to add here. But personally i’m disappointed. I feel like an idiot now. Seems I’m as bad wannabe-detective as Anderson. Or even worse. I apologize again. :(

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ANOTHER UPDATE



@peggymarsh

  Unfortunately yes, I’ve seen it there. Even more frames. People on YT were guessing


it might be one of those cheap old idiotically-colored porn videos. Hmm.



@gemfangirl

  asked if it isn’t actually Mary’s eye. Here’s my answer:



Damn you might be right. The main recently reoccuring “secret” not secret villain is Mary, not


Moriarty, or Eurus, or Culverton. They seem to be almost minor compared to this hell that’s


currently going on with Mary. You know, the Murderous Mary, cofusion about “happy-housewife-Sherlock’s-best-friend-who-cares-i-shot-him” image presented in S4. She’s actually a most hated


character in fandom (aside from Irene Adler, lol) and her so called “development” in S4 is one of these things that make no sense.


This is all the logical and thinking part behind it. Now let’s have a look at photos for some comparision and, well…


I added the same sample of noise from the eye frame. The still is from Miss Me video message.

Glitches are confirmed fake but eye case is still open. What do you think?

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UPDATE OF UPDATE

Guys there’s something completely fucked up about this gif. It started from @memrysapendragon pointing out she found a short clip including vhs glitch stuff on twitter, this particular clip: https://twitter.com/secretcinema/status/793098416444375040  Then i found most of those trames on Youtube by searching “vhs glitches” tag. The video can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUoA-dKQhtc

It doesn’t contain Moriarty/Mary eye and I think it doesn’t contain a frame with a “sofa and tables” from the CCTV angle above the room, which i compared earlier to Baker Street. Now i read the comment section again and i noticed some people claimed the footage was stolen from a movie called V/H/S/2. I googled it and it appears to be some shitty horror/gore movie made from a few separate stories, and one of them included someone finding old vhs tapes with “scary shit”.

A really shitty movie, i can tell from screens i’ve seen in graphics, and what i read about it in general, so i don’t recommend it, don’t waste your time if you’re not actually a fan of things like that. Couldn’t bring myself to watch this shit, so i can’t confim it’s true but some people wrote it’s from V/H/S/2. I don’t know. Others however didn’t even know the source of the footage and this youtube short is widely considered to be just a collection of samples which people download for their purposes. Hell, it’s been used in some promo video on this Twitter account, while this whole “Secret Cinema” account has nothing to do with horror movies.

Does it mean thelostspecial.com is fake? Or there is some purpose behind this confusion? It’s getting weirder and weirder tbh

Ok, y'know what. My friend sent this to me and she evilly didn’t tell which episode of Haikyuu this gif is from.
At first I thought that this person was Akiteru (Tsukki’s brother) because of his breakdown or whatever, however he calls Tsukki ‘Kei’ so why is his name coming up as ‘Tsukki’ on his phone?
Only Tadashi calls him that and after watching Episode 17 of Season 2, I’m worried that Tadashi has done some stupid shit and now I’m freaking out :(
My friend still hasn’t told me anything about it, or even if it’s a real gif and not something she made.
(I bet its not real and I’ve just wrote this whole thing for nothing)

It does make me kind of sad how much Mark (and possibly Jack) seems to hate Septiplier now.  Like, I’ve never been a big shipper of the two personally: I think they work better as friends, and they both have lovely S/Os that they are happy with.  But I remember when “Septiplier Away” was a joke that EVERYONE was a part of, and we would all laugh (including Mark and Jack) at the ridiculousness of its existence.  But now they don’t joke about it anymore and they seem to really hate it even being brought up, even as a joke.

I understand the problem came from certain fans going too far, such as blaming Amy and Wiishu for keeping Septiplier apart or whatever bullshit.  I know that things got real nasty real quick, so we can’t joke about it anymore.  But it kinda sucks, ya know????  It was a fun little joke to have in both communities and I feel like it brought people together, because it was not only a joke about the two of them “dating” but about the unification of both Jack’s community and Mark’s.

Idk. I’m just sad that the fun has been taken out of it, and both Mark and Jack (and Wiishu and Amy) seem to have been negatively affected by all that has happened surrounding it.

Daedric Princes and the Five Second Rule
  • Azura: just kind of looks the other way, unless you dropped your food on the Heart of Lorkhan, then vows to make you drop your food over and over again until the end of your days
  • Boethiah: tricked you into dropping your food, kills you and steals the rest of your lunch while you bend over to pick it up
  • Clavicus Vile: Ah, but if no one was counting, was it really five seconds? What is a second, anyway, but a subjective observer's attempt to measure a concept it does not fully understand? why not consider a five thousand second rule? It's all the same really. an eternity rule. nothing is real, do whatever you want
  • Hermaeus Mora: knows the name of every single bacterium on your food now. And if you eat it, will detail exactly what it will do to your guts. In intimate detail.
  • Hircine: catches your food before it hits the floor, declares himself the winner, and eats your food
  • Jyggalag: that is DISGUSTING, you are DISGUSTING, the five second rule is not REAL, it is instantly covered in DISORDER and FILTH as soon as it his the floor I can't believe you buy this FAKE DUMB RULE... it makes NO SENSE...
  • Malacath: relates personally to this discarded, dirtied and sad lump of dropped food
  • Mehrunes Dagon: slaps your plate off the table so all your food is now on the floor, declares that because it's on the floor it now belongs to him because it's his floor
  • Mephala: convinces you that your friend made you drop your food, watches you fight while she eats both your foods
  • Meridia: That food is dead to you. do not eat that food once it is no longer fit to be eaten. it is an abomination.
  • Molag Bal: drops you on the floor and grinds your food on your face while laughing. You are now the discarded food. feel the shame of being thrown away. you are garbage now
  • Namira: eats all her meals off the ground, covered in filth, boogers, and germs
  • Nocturnal: if no one saw it happen, it didn't happen
  • Peryite: urges you to eat that food, people don't get enough dirt in their diet nowadays anyway. also talks something about "purging" that is medically dubious
  • Sanguine: You didn't drop that food on the floor. You dropped it on an orgy of naked lovemaking on the floor. now you are bound to lick your dropped food off of the butt of someone you don't even know
  • Sheogorath: five second rule? was there a five first rule?
  • Vaermina: you suffer from chronic nightmares of dropping your food in public and everybody seeing how clumsy you are
The Girl

Characters: teen!Dean x teen!Reader, John Winchester, Reader’s younger sister

Word Count: 2099

Warnings: fluff

Summary: Dean has one week to make you like him. What happens when he falls in love with you?

Author’s Note: Back again with a Dean short story! I highly enjoy writing teen!Dean because it’s something to easily manipulate and heighten a certain feelings that Dean most likely felt. Also, the poem in this is all mine! I wrote it a while ago and I decided to put it in there. Feedback is always appreciated! enjoy xx

•Dean’s POV•

New school… once again. I really wanted to drop out but I need to watch out for Sammy. Maybe I can find some good eye candy to entertain me for a while.

I walk into the class and my seat was right beside her.

She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen. She gave me a small smile, and I swear I felt something in the pit of my stomach.

That’s when I heard her angelic voice. “Hey, I’m Y/N. You're…?”

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anonymous asked:

I think one of the worst physical feelings you can have in everyday life is when you're crying enough to give you a headache. Your face contracts a lot when you cry, it can make for an agonising migraine. On top of whatever's upset you enough to get you there. I'd really like for someone to squeeze my hand. I'm in a bad place right now.

i understand the feeling oh gosh

im really sorry to hear and i really hope you feel better soon, hang in there non

anonymous asked:

Oh my god i just saw someone said Nalu shipper is dangerously psychotic individuals because they love angst so much this is really not nice at all

Honestly this whole thing is pissing me off.

Who cares if nalu fans want angst? Do we actually know what’s going to happen??? NO! We don’t. Whatever is going to happen is going to be angsty so I don’t get why people are bitching about us making up angsty scenarios like we do with everything??? It’s not different and I really don’t understand why making angsty scenarios now is such a problem when we don’t even know the real outcome.

JUST LET US HAVE OUR FUN. ITS NOT THAT HARD.

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In which Doumeki and Yashiro move in together and certain items are discovered. Shameless domesticity with a side helping of smut.

It’s bizarre. Boxes upon boxes litter his hallway, or they would if Doumeki was anywhere near half normal. As it is his bodyguard owns less than Yashiro did when he was younger. As it is, Yashiro sits playing with six cardboard boxes, pretending to be helpful, while Doumeki unpacks a case in his bedroom. He’s moving in with his lover and it’s such a bizarre situation to Yashiro, especially after the life he’s lived. Who would ever want to live with him? If it didn’t make him so indescribably happy he’d be cackling like a mad man. It’s like a bad joke. For some reason, Doumeki has chosen to love him despite everything he’s put him through and it makes Yashiro as giddy as a teenager given his first taste of sake. Nanahara and Sugimoto are here too, doing their duty by skiving off useful work. The idea is to make the move as quick and easy as possible, though with the amount of banging and cursing Nanahara is doing, Yashiro can’t help but question it. Soon they will leave though and all that will be left is Doumeki. His Doumeki. Yashiro won’t lie, he likes the sound of that.

Part of him is just excited for all the mind blowing sex he knows they’ll be having but another part of him is uneasy over the closeness. Doumeki makes him feel safe, loved and wanted and that’s a feeling so alien to Yashiro, he’s never quite sure whether to run from it or embrace it. Somehow he ended up deciding to give Doumeki a key, such a decision suggests embracing it is the way forward. Yashiro remains unconvinced though as he fingers through unbeguiling shirts he hopes Doumeki will never wear… like that tiger shirt that seems to be his most prized possession. Not that that doesn’t make Yashiro’s heart feel funny…
“Doumeki, what do you want to do for lunch?” Yashiro calls out lazily. Usually Doumeki would cook but it’s a special occasion after all. He doesn’t want his bodyguard working harder than he has too. Not today at least.
“I don’t mind Boss.”
“Doumeki if you’re going to be living here at least do me the courtesy of using my name. It’s not Boss, it’s Yashiro… Ya-Shi-Ro.” He spells it out playfully while continuing to nosey through Doumeki’s meagre possessions, leaving all of the heavy lifting to Sugimoto and Nanahara.

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It's been said but *light acowar spoilers*

If you are one of the people saying they wish Amren was the lesbian rather than Mor, that’s fine. Whatever. You’re homophobic. Like we all know this fandom is a mixed bag with a whole lota ugly. But for those of you who don’t realize it’s homophobic, and don’t think of yourselves as homophobic, I just hope you realize that it is now and revaluate yourselves before you say it again.

Because let’s face it. There is about a 5% chance you have a real, nonhomophobic reason for wishing this. But there is a strong 95% chance you think that because amren A) isn’t as pretty or bubbly or girly-qualities you don’t associate with lesbians B) gets considerably less attention than the other characters C) is unrelatable and “weird” and you probably don’t care about her as much D) shows signs of being aromantic/asexual so you wouldn’t even have to deal with much of gay relationship at all

A lot of the people saying these things also say stuff like, “BUT MOR DIDN’T SHOW ANY SIGNS” ummmmm..and Amren did? No. She fucking didn’t. And yet you think she should be gay because it makes more sense to you that the violent, creepy, more masculine, “plain”, blood drinking, anti-social and hardly-even-a-woman-woman would be lesbian.

Yall can’t imagine the beautiful confident fun girl with long blond hair and tan skin with a flirtatious and attractive personality as a lesbian and it’s called lesbiphobic.

Fuck you honestly. Say what you want you can be sad about your ships sinking I honestly understand that. It’s very disappointing for Moriel shippers. But sjm’s word is gospel when it comes to HER books, so Mor IS gay, and that’s the way it is, and stop saying it doesn’t make sense there’s nothing about it that doesn’t make sense. A person is gay. You don’t have “gaydar” that’s not a thing so fck you. And stop it with the Amren thing. Jesus.

anonymous asked:

it's tuesday and we already have 16 minutes that means we're left with 9 minutes???? that probably means we're not getting clips on wednesday and thursday or we'll get shorter than 9 min episode during the bus meeting.. anyways i need more content that's what i'm trying to say

ok BUT remember… julie does whatever she wants……… look, i know it’s a sensitive subject but just IMAGINE an episode longer than 25 minutes….. wow… there is a possibility and it is real big right now…. 

anonymous asked:

So apparently The Good Lars was Colin Howard's last episode on the show. That's a real shame, but I wish him luck in whatever he decides to do next.

AWW MAN! This is unfortunately true. (Unfortunately for us, anyway.)

I’m still rooting for him, but I’m so sad to know there won’t be anymore episodes storyboarded by him for the foreseeable future …

Still, I’ll always love the episodes he did give us. The best of luck to him!

(He’s still on the Crewniverse, for those wondering! He just returned to the position of character designer.)

u know in most cases im really glad jason wears his helmet bc most artists draw him either looking really old or just. super badly. BUT every now and then he would get a good artist with a GORGEOUS art style and i just know.. i know it in my heart.. that he looks beautiful.. but.. that goddamn helmet… artblocks me… and its SO unfair… @ good artists show me my boy w/o helmet… i want to see those baby blues..

is there some kind of big astrological shift or whatever happening now cause in the past couple days i feel like my whole life is shifting from this confusing scary chaotic mess to like “oh i got this :)” just wondering cause i dont know anything about Astrology but i do know that its real, thanks.

You hurt me and I suffocated myself by keeping it in. You scolded me for doing so, yet when the time came that I told you the truth, you told me I was wrong. You told me that no matter what I told you, you would always find a justification. You told me my feelings of being hurt were wrong. And you can’t do that. You can’t just tell somebody that you didn’t hurt them when you did. But you know what? I’m glad we ended that way. I’m glad you revealed the person you truly are, at the very end. Maybe what I feel for you isn’t exactly love anymore, but whatever it is, I’m letting go of it now, I’m finally letting go of you.
—  it’s been fourteen months.

thing is, i hurt my arm real bad and can’t lift it but overwatch is life