I know its hard right now but you will get over it. You will get over how his eyes sparkled when he held you tight and it felt like he wasn’t letting go. But he did, and you need to realize that he is not coming back. Pick yourself up, stop crying, and get out there. Have the best time of your life, go to parties, have sleepovers with your friends, do whatever you enjoy. Get your mind off of him because if he couldn’t see you past your flaws then he isn’t worth it baby, now its time for you to understand that.