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re·al·i·za·tion

noun

The moment of sudden clarity when feelings are finally recognized, or are made aware for the first time.


It hit you one random afternoon in the studio, a soft beat filling the silence in the small, dimly lit room as you curled up even more snugly into Yoongi’s blanket on the black leather sofa. His back faced towards you, bits of his blueish black hair sticking out from beneath his black beanie, his head bobbing slightly to the beat as he clicked away on his mouse. From the side, you could see the black mask tucked under his chin with one strap behind each ear, his fair skin strikingly pale due to the contrast with his dark clothing and onyx eyes. He chewed on his bottom lip in concentration, mumbling softly to himself as his other hand fiddled around with the different controls on his sound board. He was in the zone, as per usual, and over the course of the past few months, you’d come to learn very quickly that he did not appreciate being bothered while he was in this state. Just like the very first time you’d met in your composition class.

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Remember that I love you...

I know I post a lot about being supportive and being positive towards each other, and I keep reminding everyone that if they need someone I am here for them… 

…but the truth is, I can’t always be here for them. I can’t always be here for you, because I have a real life too, and people who rely on me, and things I need to do.

But I want you all to remember-
I love you.

Even when I’m busy, or inactive or don’t reply, I will continue to love each and every one of you. Why?

@chortling-dingo for being a better sister to me than any of the siblings I’m tied to through DNA–

@blue-gold-demigod-clouds for being my friend and listening to everything I have to say (typically about Chat Noir)

@thespoot for taking a chance to see past the lies and being my first friend in undergrad–

@whatthehellsarah for being my other sib from another crib, and standing by me through all the bad–

@mr-hawkmoth for inspiring me, understanding me and helping me find a light inside me I thought had gone out–

@animatedsuperchick19 for making me feel important and helping me forget all my self-doubt

@sweetprincessluck for being so open and kind and placing trust in a stranger who took a chance

@krzed for is so effortlessly friendly, who responded to my randomness without a second glance

@xenethis-chimera for his surprisingly supportive advice, and the teasing and flirty banter that let’s me play

@vaquinhamu for their encouraging words (and shipping of me and @mr-hawkmoth)- you always make my day!

@marinette-buginette, @azapofinspiration
@marinette-sky, @dannyxv
@wild-mare-of-prosecution, @auralaet
@edendaphne @qookyquiche
@theyrejustbehindtheveil
@midnightstarlightwrites, @australet789
@shethecat

And EVERYONE ELSE WHOSE NAME SHOULD BE HERE- 

I love you all, and hold you very dear! 

So remember, when I’m absent, inactive or busy- I may not be here, but I carry you with me. You are each my hero’s– you save me each day, and that is a gift I can never repay.

So I contemplated not saying anything but I honestly think I need to say something. I don’t know if I can keep posting stuff. I’m scared guys. I haven’t posted much original content but I’ve seen my work plagiarised several times already. I’ll be honest with you. It’s like being kicked in the chest. It hurts. I don’t have much time in the day already, I take time to write stuff, to format it, to post it. It’s not easy coming up with these ideas. It’s not easy fleshing out ideas. It takes so much time to be creative. When I see stuff that is just so damn similar to what I’ve spent time on to flesh out I just don’t know how to react at first. I just. I don’t even know how to word this post. It’s just a word dump of what’s going on in my head. What’s the point? Every single one of you should give yourselves more credit. You are all creative and original there is no reason to plagiarise anyone’s work. Even if your story stems from the same idea it should be wildly different and it can still be enjoyable. There is no reason to just jfkdkwkwksskksdkfkkffkkeek I’m out. I’m outtttt. I’m tired. I’m so tired.

anonymous asked:

(this doesn't really have anything about tonights game) So my mom thinks that alex killorn is gay and Ive been thinking about it and I'm starting to think he is too. (if he is good for him cause I'm all about it ya kno?) but I have no one to talk to about it!!! so maybe you and other people can throw in some opinions about gay hockey players??

Oh anon why do you think Killer is gay?

First I should say that everything following this sentence isn’t even speculation, it’s just me and my personal opinions. I don’t know about Killer, he’s got a reputation in Tampa as quite the ladies man. This of course doesn’t rule out him being gay/bi/pan/etc., but he does hook up with women a lot.

I’m dead sure there are a number of LGBTQ+ hockey players in the NHL and various other leagues, but so far they appear to want to remain in the closet. I honestly don’t even know where to start guessing who’s gay.

One last thing: if you happen to DM a player and they privately reveal that they’re not entirely straight, PLEASE PLEASE do not plaster it all over social media. I know it’s tempting to spread the word because it’s exciting, but don’t. There’s at least one young player who might fall somewhere on the LGBTQ+ spectrum, and I’m worried that there are people who don’t know how to respect players’ boundaries and their choice to remain in the closet.

I finally watched the last three episodes of SMC Infinity and I forgot they changed ‘Usako’ to ‘Usa’ which I’m not feeling. I know Mamoru calls Usagi that but more in different context (like when he’s annoyed because she’s, once again, to late for their morning date).

But one of my favourite moments is in the Infinity final when Usagi lets herself fall into Pharaoh 90 and he just screams that schmoopy nickname. So I was totally expecting this:

Especially since the voice actor is so good!

So that’s one of my least favourite changes in Crystal so far (the art style is still just okay for me. I liked the more in-depth colours and detail in the hair from the first two arcs). I want Usagi and Mamoru call each other Usako and Mamo-chan until they’re silver and lavender haired respectively and for another thousand years, too. ;)

Wearing My Heart on My Sleeve: Confessions of a First-Timer

Give me the strength not just to wait patiently, because I know I can do that, but to stay positive in times of uncertainty. Let me love not too hard or too fast even though there is a lot to give. I need freedom to escape from this prison-like environment where stress, worry, and negativity are always-present factors; and the knowledge and wisdom to prevent myself from being too naive and making too many mistakes. But I have grown and improved so much, worked my hardest to be even better for all of us; How many people notice them or will stay with me long enough to see them more, I cannot say. But what I can say is this: I do love you and care a lot more than I ever knew I would. And I do trust you, even though at times I get a little curious and scared. I do understand you; but being pulled apart and stuck here for so long, please me hear from you again. Thinking back to your first anything should help you to understand me, too. You said you love me, and I can only believe that this is true; when I say it, you can bet that it is, too. I’m not sure what you’ve heard from other people, but sometimes their opinions don’t matter since it’s not their relationship and they don’t have such emotions attached. No matter what they may have said – we’re different people, yes perhaps that comes with age and experience. But that doesn’t mean they overshadow what we share in common; after all, we can teach each other and learn from both. If love and care are still there, why shouldn’t other things fall into place? There’s no need to blame another for not being 100% perfect all the time. No one is; in fact, a relationship is oftentimes just that: two imperfect people existing together and loving each other. Sometimes there is beauty in that, adding depth to a person, character even – like covering cracks with gold like the Japanese did with handmade pots. I think back to the beginning often, the budding of our relationship learning new things about life – that we should treasure moments, not things – and learning new things about you – like your love of cheesy French fries and poetry, of night markets and crab rolls on the pier, of trying new things like soba noodles and okonomiyaki paired with tea and sake – and new things about myself, as you told me, and I loved a lot of the same things you did, too. As new and exciting, I would be so glad to create more memories that can last even longer, even if it means this time reaching out more to you. But for now I will wait until I have your permission, and hope for the best – that we can create something even better, to be even stronger and calmer and happier together than ever before.

thelioninmybed  asked:

Top five House of Hador

YAY!!!!

1. Túrin and Nienor are both number one, in this list, in my heart, everywhere

2. Eärendil -  I get emotional just thinking about him!

3. Tuor and Húrin, impossible to pick a fave

4. Aerin who is AMAZING and AWESOME and I LOVE HER SO MUCH

5. Hador himself, beloved of Fingolfin, first lord of Dor-Lómin, greatest of elf-friends and mightiest chieftain of the Edain, STRONG ENOUGH to wear the dragon helm of Azaghal - which he received from his bff/rival* Fingon… basically such a boss ass mortal that all the straw-haired people in Beleriand said “bye Marach we have a new patriarch we want to be remembered by” and renamed their house after him

*that’s my headcanon/logical conclusion anyway B^)

Other notable Hadorians bc I fucking love this house the most:

6. Huor, whom we don’t know much about, but what we know is very wtf-esque: a) Teen Huor went to battle orcs with his brother and uncle because “he would not be restrained, though he was but thirteen years old” and b) older Huor, knowing he was about to die, blurts out a weird ass prophecy to Turgon, saying:  “This I say to you, lord, with the eyes of death: though we part here for ever, and I shall not look your white walls again, from you and from me a new star shall arise.” (thus becoming the very first idril/tuor shipper)

7. Adanel, the wise woman who taught Andreth, and who gave her the tale of their people’s journey

8. Magor and Malach Aradan - I still don’t get why Aradan lead some of his people to Hithlum while Magor took them south? Did father and son not get along? What is the truth? I have been intrigued by this since forever tbh, I end up thinking Magor wasn’t big into elves but who knows, really?

9. My man Marach who was good friends with Beor and who decided to spend the rest of his days in Estolad 

10. Glóredhel whom we don’t know much about except that she died not long after her husband did, and whose marriage was one of the most important political events of the first age…. which was enough to make me so interested in her that I wrote fic about her lmao <3 <3 I love her!!

11. Malach Aradan and his wife Meldis Zimrahin who are so into dealing with elves they end up taking up sindarin names! Also, I wonder if Meldis was also a wise woman or what….

12. Amlach!!! AMLACH <3

13. s/o to Galdor for no reason I just love him his wife and his sons

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3rd year koganegawa & some fellow 3rd year!first years

(worry not… the adidas hair will make a comeback…)

we need to take a moment to appreciate how viktor nikiforov, inventor of being extra, completely misread yuuri and was firmly believing he would get laid on night one

first, yuuri basically barges into the room where viktor is minding his business and relaxing after his long travel

so he just sees that like: oh great! so you’re just as eager for this as i am? better bless you with a display of my hot bod yuuri i can’t stop thinking about you since the banquet i’m desperate

then all we know is that yuuri screams (same tbh) and then we get this bit of information on the next episode:

so they barely spoke??? yuuri fainted and woke up when viktor was napping??? we’ll never know

but then viktor wakes up, exuding extra realness:

VIKTOR YOU LITERALLY JUST HAD DINNER YOU JUST SLEEP AND EAT HOW DO YOU EVEN MAINTAIN THAT PERFECT BODY

or maybe it’s just hungry for dick which all things considered is a possibility

sO WHILE HE GETS HIS HUNGER SATED HE JUST ROASTS OUR BEST BOY

ouch, vitya, that was harsh??? but it’s also important to remember we get a lot of examples that show viktor isn’t really savvy when it comes about reading people and that he’s capable of delivering harsh truths with a hear-shapped smile on his face

BUT NO!!! YA BOY VITYA IS NOT DONE, as soon as they get some alone time he tries to drop some questionable hints

oh yuuri i’m so sorry i had to be like that earlier, i’m just going for angry coach on the streets, passionate lover in the sheets

which,,,,you know…

AND YET VIKTOR IS JUST LIKE “NAH IT’LL BE FINE HE’S JUST PLAYING SHY/HARD TO GET THERE’S NO WAY TO REFUSE THIS HOT SLAV BODY” AND HE FIRMLY BELIEVES YUURI WILL GO FULL HOMO WITH HIM THAT SAME NIGHT 

HE EVEN BRINGS HIS PILLOW I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH??

if anything viktor nikiforov is a symbol of perseverance and has unshakeable confidence in what he does, bless him

Yuuri didn’t actually mess up at the Sochi GPF theory

Okay so I was rewatching episode one when I noticed something from the news articles about the Free Skate failure:

The word “today” really did stick out at me here. As you know, both programmes would not be on the same day, so with the way this article is phrased, it sounds like he at least did okay during his Short. And then this comes directly afterwards:

I’m not sure about the original Japanese, but the use of “fell” here suggests a dramatic turn around. To fall, you must be at some height. And for them to make an article on it? No, Yuuri must have not been already in last place. We know Viktor must have been in first place, but Yuuri? I think he was fourth MINIMUM based on this. He even says in some internal monologue:

His ‘big day’? Why would it be a big day if he’d already done disastrously a day or two before in his Short? Surely, a ‘ big day’ would symbolise him possibly winning a medal?

If he was in last place already, he wouldn’t HAVE that kind of pressure. But all of these lines highly suggests to me that he at least had a shot at doing well during the GPF, maybe he was even close enough that he could have had a chance for a silver medal.

We find out during episode five that during the GPF, Yuuri can’t have scored above 94.36, as they announce it to be his personal best. Still, there’s no reason he couldn’t have scored around 90 ish, which when looking at the other scores that year, probably would have put him in a good position

I did the maths as yes, if you plug his Short score at around 90 it gives a realistic Free score considering he pretty much messed up all of the technical points.

Yuuri Katsuki was most likely in line for bronze or silver after his Short

What does this mean?

This little interaction of Viktor not recognising him as a skater is so much worse, as is Yuuri’s FS failure overall

tl;dr Yuuri actually did very well in his short last time

korra: i have to find my own path as the avatar.

katara: i know you do. aang’s time has passed. my brother and many of my friends are gone.

zuko *flies by on his dragon*: KATARA WHAT THE HELL

toph *pops up from a hole in the ground*: QUIT TELLING EVERYONE WE’RE DEAD!

katara: sometimes i can still hear their voices…

I was watching Supergirl and I couldn’t help but notice this building for both seasons…..

That tower right there next to CatCo….does…anyone not notice it? Like, I can’t help but think it looks really, really familiar…..

I mean, it’s missing one thing, but considering that this is 2017, there’s roughly 30+ years until the supposed apocalypse….So here’s how it looks 140-ish years from now..

I don’t know if I’m the first person to point this out, I’ve tried searching for anyone who did but I guess not. 

You can start your crossovers if y’all like. 

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how in the heck do you draw this boys hair. what happened. oh my god. 

I’ve been experimenting with drawing Ezra, body shape, jaw line, etc. But the main thing I’ve been focusing on is his god damn hair. Which one out of the three do you think i should go with?? I’m feelin pretty good about door #1. 

anonymous asked:

Honestly if pyro turns out to be anything other than a sentient giant balloonicorn I'm gonna be low key disappointed

Now that is a truly magical headcanon I could believe in.

what she says: i’m fine
what she means: sirius black was never allowed by his family to be himself as a kid , he never got to be free, sirius spent years fighting evil, first at home and then in war, before he was imprisoned for a crime he stood on the other side off and he was labeled as one of them even though all he ever wanted was to not be one of them. sirius spent 12 years imprisoned and alone knowing two of his best friends were murdered by his other best friend who turns out not to love him as much as he loved him. all this while his last best friend, the only person he had left, thought he, sirius, had killed their three best friends. sirius lost all the people he loved in one night and was left alone for 12 years thinking about this. sirius got so skinny he could slip through the bars of his cell. sirius looked after his best friends son even while he thought sirius was a murderer and the reason his parents, sirius´ best friends, were dead. sirius later finally got his godson and one of his best friends back but the rest of the world still thought he was a vicious madman and he again had to be imprisoned but this time in his old family home that he ran away from when he was only 16 and he was again reminded of how he never fit in. sirius got little glimpses of happiness before he was killed by his cousin at only 36 years old and during those 36 years sirius black never experienced what it was like to truly be a free man

May the heavens bless Luffy for coming up with the perfect words to relieve Sanji of his terrible burden.

If you think about it, up to this point this arc was everything about Sanji not being allowed to be his true self - he was ridiculed and abused by his own family for being kind, for being vulnerable, for being human. Part of the reason why he was still in so much agony even when he was free to leave was because his kind and vulnerable inner self was demanding him to save even his cruelest abusers. 

But Luffy gives him the affirmation to be who he is, as if it’s the most natural thing in the world. He’s basically telling Sanji that he didn’t expect any less of him, that such kindness is why he wants him back and why he chose him as his cook in the first place. To Luffy, no more explanation or apology is needed in Sanji being Sanji, regardless of what kind of danger that may bring forth. If that is not the greatest salvation for Sanji’s poor soul in this arc, I don’t know what is. 

2x07 Theory: Malec

So I was asked to write my 2x07 theory and I think I’ve completely put everything together.

So Jace has sex with a random chick (at Magnus’ apartment, like ew we have no room for straight people here get out) and Alec and Jace have a conversation about why the hell Jace is there in the first place. I think that Alec walks in on Jace and the girl doing the do and is utterly repulsed by it. Okay so this sight may have played a hand in Alec’s thinking of sex. I’m not saying he didn’t have those desires before, I’m just saying that this had him wokeTM .

So, Alec goes to none other than his lovely little sister for a sexual consult, to which Izzy is absolutely ecstatic. (number one #malec shipperTM) She probably says something along the lines of “You just know” or something. She then proceeds to explain to him the intricacies of gay sex and he is very confuesd a) because he knows how it works he’s a grown ass man, and b) why does his little sister know so much about the intricacies of gay sex.

And then they go shopping in Japan bc they wanna get away from cockblock JaceTM and when they are there, Alec decides to buy Magnus an omamori, a Japanese good luck charm because Alec is soft af.

Magnus is shook!

and then you have Alec going in for the kill. But it’s just a quick smooch because they are soft boyfriendsTM

Then here we have Magnus and Alec cuddling up into each other on the balcony being all domestic and shit. Things from this point become erotic and something clicks in Alec’s brain and he’s just like ‘I’m ready to lose my flower leggo’ and they begin to take it into the bedroom but then Alec stops to tell Magnus that he is worried he won’t ‘be good at it’ or something like that and the Magnus will say…

And then…

They make love.

How does this story end? Well…


we all die.