i know i post so much copeland

You know when you’re at a concert and you’re screaming so loud your lungs are about to go up your esophagus ?? And then the artist says “I can’t hear you” or “louder !” Like ???? Bitch this is all I got ????? How much more do you think I have to offer ??? Probably a lot

I’m feeling so confused right now. I really miss being here so so much. I miss sharing my sims, I miss reading everyone’s stories all the time, and I miss being a part of the community. I’m genuinely sad and lonely not being here.

Maybe it’s silly, but I feel like sharing my sims and writing happy stories about them helps with my struggle somewhat. I miss it.

I’m also not sure if I should come back. I feel anxious and nervous too. I feel like I’ll let people down.

I got self conscious about both myself and my stories before I left. I’ve realized though, I don’t want to change my stories. I don’t want to change them from being happy and nice. Maybe it’s boring to some to not have drama, but I like having my sims have happy lives. I like writing about happy things. It makes me happy. I also don’t want to change who I am. Yes I still need to learn and grow, just like everyone, but I don’t want to change the very core of who I am. Writing my stories helps me express myself and become more comfortable with who I really am.

If I came back, I don’t know that I’d be able to post consistently or anything. I’m still not feeling very well, but I just miss all this so much.

I’m considering starting over on a new blog, but I’m not sure. I’d still post about the Copelands though. They’re just too special to me to leave behind.

Sorry for all this, I just have a lot of conflicting feelings I felt like I needed to get off my chest. Typing them out made me feel a little better.

Okay I don’t really know how to go about making posts like these but I’m looking for new pals, also I’m suuuuper duper close to 100 followers so yeah.

If you find yourself crying for the following reasons/over the following people/bands, follow The Kid™ (it’s me, I’m “The Kid”)

·The Police
·Talking Heads
·The Jam
·Duran Duran
·Hall & Oates
·Tears For Fears
·Wham!/George Michael
·John Taylor’s existence
·Stewart Copeland’s existence
·The existence of pretty much any new wave musician, ever
·How criminally underrated the genre of new wave is
·How good 70s and 80s music is
·The breakups of your favorite 70s and 80s bands
·Never being able to see your favorite bands perform live
·Not being able to relate to people your age
·Being stuck in the past

Follow moi, we can cry together.

Coffee and Confusion - whythefujamievenonthis - Holby City [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

So I finally finished this! Thanks to the help of multiple people (especially @pourawaytheoceans  who is a great dood), I feel confident enough to post this online! Lemme know what you guys think! The description for it is here too if you’re interested:

Since Dom tried to kiss Lofty, things just haven’t been the same (for either of them). Dom tries to hide his still apparent feelings, whilst Lofty tries to figure out his own. Will the pair be able to come to a mutual understanding? Maybe their relationship is irreparable, or maybe it turns into something much more…