i know i cried

//Okay so here’s the display I was talking about working on this weekend. Our theme was Bollywood, so there was a lot put into it so it’d be super glam. I did the sequin curtain that’s lost in front of the gold fabric, made the foam buildings (I’m covering one of the Taj Mahal but they both got p much covered anyway) and provided the clothes. But yeah I’m? Really proud of it ngl so here’s my gross face in front of a project I fully expect an A in.

Also I know the sari is draped wrong, but the mannequin was shaped really weird and we figured this way you’d see more of the fabric like in a store display.

Bold it! - personality Tag

Bold the statements that are true for you!

I was tagged by @slutlingar tqq for tagging mee! ^^

APPEARANCE:

I am 5′7″ or taller
I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair
I have brown eyes
I have short hair
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces
There is something i would change about the way I look

PERSONALITY:

My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor Hufflepuff Ravenclaw Slytherin
I am an introvert
I LOVE meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny (used to not anymore does that count?)
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well
I have a good memory 
I’m good at doing math in my head  
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else (was, counts?)
I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else  
I have learned a new song in the past week 
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
I enjoy writing
Fandoms are my #1 passion
I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIP:

I’m in a relationship
I have a celebrity crush (oh man)
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” (lmao if u read my tags now u know im actually not kidding)
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling
I live in the United States
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life
I speak at least 2 languages fluently 
I have made a new friend in the past year

im tagging: @almondyoongi @okay-taehyung (u better do this) @yoongster @notoverbtsyet @gkamenashi-blog

Life as a Poet

And I thought, “Who would I be without poetry?” It’s a comforting friend when loneliness sets in. She listens softly like a cat and purrs words and whisks her tail through lines I didn’t know I felt. She cries when I am profoundly hurt, but too stubborn to shed the tears myself. She surprises me with connections I hadn’t forged as bridges to my soul, swings high to such esoteric spaces my mind couldn’t hold aloft for five minutes. She takes the collective thoughts I had scattered about the room and melds the clutter into a living space my mind can breathe in. Poetry organizes, energizes, humbles, makes me stumble, yet proves so terribly satisfying as a lover who tucks me in bed and holds my body close. Without her, i couldn’t be this series of disproportioned selves, each brightly hued and discordant, yet harmonizing all the same.

Waxing Rhapsodically – A Tattooed Thought #4

Here, have this excerpt from a Credence fic I’m going to post later tonight:

Dear (Y/n),

I hope this letter gets to you, if it doesn’t I’ll be really embarrassed.

Anyway, I know you’ve only been gone for 2 hours as of now (you’ll probably receive this on one of your last days – if you receive it at all), but I wanted to write to you to let you know how much I miss you.

It’s just started to rain, and I’ve put on your favourite vinyl. I’ll be totally honest, I cried a little bit after you left. I know it’s only for a week, but we haven’t been apart for so long that it feels like I’ve lost a limb.

*note: If you were one of my actual limbs I think you’d be my right leg. Don’t ask me why, that’s just what I feel you’d be.

I miss you so much. I miss your comforting presence. I miss your hot cocoa, and my belly misses your delicious dinner that you would be serving up just about now. I miss your random compliments that make me have butterflies, and most of all, I miss the way you look at me. Like, I’m some piece of artwork, or- someone who told you that you won a million dollars. You look at me like I am a million dollars. You make me feel so loved and appreciated, you’re so warm and lovely and I love you so damn much.

I’m looking out the window to our beautiful new garden, and all the flowers look so sad. I think they know that you’re gone, and they’re sharing my sorrow. But there’s this one rose - I have my eye on it right now - it’s being so persistent in this really hard rain, and it’s standing tall despite the others beginning to sag under the pressure. I think… maybe you’re that rose. God, this sounds ridiculous, but I can’t stop thinking about you. Everything just brings my thoughts back to you, and the bed smells like you, and now this damn red rose is you. It’s all you.

You know I’m not much for words, I’m no poet. I’m not good at writing like Newt is. But if I could describe how I felt without you by my side, it would probably bring a deaf man to tears. I feel so strongly about you. And no, not in the way a person simply romantically loves another, but in a way that can’t even be summed up by any form of communication. The only thing that verges on being an accurate portrayal is when the moon is really big. I forget what it’s called, but you remember, don’t you? When the moon got so big on that clear night a couple weeks ago, and I thought the world was ending, before you told me that it was natural. I feel like my love for you is so big that it’s scary, even threatening to the untrained eye.

I don’t know if this is making any sense, and I’ve started to cry again just thinking about your gorgeous face. When you get back, be ready for the tightest hug you have ever felt.

My love for you never falters, no matter where you are.

                     - Credence

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봄날 / spring day - bts (lyrics)

if vicchan’s own version of a katsudon™ as yuuri’s birthday present isn’t the purest thing ever then idk what else is

“I’ll protect you… no matter what” 

Things that Yuuri on Ice has taught me:

-it’s okay to fail, so long as you pick yourself back up again and try harder

-different people show love in different ways

-good times will always come after the bad

-there is always a light in the darkness

-remember that some people need support more than motivation. (Though they are similar, they are not the same)

-talking things out is always better than keeping it in.

-you can always have someone to look up to, but it is important to find yourself

-love may not get you gold, but it will always win.

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happy birthday to my one and only baby angel!! i hope you’re spending the day smiling countless times and laughing so much that your stomach hurts but in a good way i wish you happiness always. if i could give you the world, the sun, the stars, every drop of joy, love and respect, i would, and maybe i’ll get to one day. you’re the only one i hold onto when things get rough you’re my sweet escape you keep me sane you’re the rush of happiness running through my veins. you have this ability to create this atmosphere solely filled with happiness and positivity for me there’s no space to be sad whatsoever i’m honestly so thankful. and i will always be thankful to have the greatest privilege which is to love you i learned a lot of things from you that i will keep with me forever. thank you ❤

happy 24th birthday, park chanyeol • 92.11.27

“I grab both sides of her face and force her to look at me”

“I don’t want to ever see you like that again.”
“I’m alright. I’m still here. Okay?”

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joshua birthday countdown: d-13

sh!t josh says (in english) [ cr. 1 / 2 / 3 ]