i know how you guys feel

Freya pillow WIP, made her a little fluffier! The hardest part is done and onto the coloring and details! 

For anyone who is interested and/or are new to owning a Dakimakura, take a look at my informational page here. I go into detail about getting one, I want to be sure I am as transparent as possible so you guys know what you are expecting and how much it will cost! It is a bit wordy so feel free to spend time to read it!


*i can’t heal pain in a cleric way, but i can send my own form of support….i love you, as i say ‘pain will not hold you down from world domination…..’ I love you *kisses head* go takeover the world*





T H I S 

I wanted to practice drawing more girls, so I chose one of @zamaron‘s character, Miya! I was immediately drawn by her cute design. I hope you like it!

anonymous asked:

Hey Emily-- so I'm going to New York in a few days, and I was wondering if you have a favorite museum or gallery?? (I know you're not a travel guide, but I can tell how much you love your city and I feel like we have similar tastes so I thought I'd try picking your brain a bit)

shit yeah I do. okay, like, obviously it’s me, so number one would be The Cloisters uptown. it’s the medieval branch of the Met, it’s housed in a beautiful french cloister that was transported from europe brick by brick, and has the loveliest gardens and view of the river. unicorn tapestries, confusing pictures of lions, and a residual dusting of my girlfriend’s patient sighs are all things you will find here. but that’s a standard answer. here are some weirder ones:

  • the new york earth room: it’s in SoHo, and is exactly what it says on the tin: an entire white-painted apartment covered in two feet of soft soil. technically it’s an art installation, but I use it as a “I need to get away from other humans and the toothy gears of this city for twenty minutes and hear my own thoughts” solution. it’s quiet and visually simple and smells like loam. a+ dirt. 
  • the nicholas roerich museum: nicholas roerich was an early 20th century Russian artist and theosophist who fled the country after the february revolution. hundreds of his mystic paintings are displayed in this little museum on the upper west side. it’s never crowded, most of the people who visit are weird nerds who like Russian mysticism, so you know. I’ll see you there. 
  • the dream house: an installation project in Tribeca, it’s a marriage of music and light that you wander through as the musical and visual environment reacts to your presence. very strange, very lovely.

Have fun! 


’ Lose an hour, gain an hour. ’
’ This is your life, and it’s ending one minute at a time. ’
’ Do you hear me now? ’
’ Okay, I got it. Shit, I lost it. ’
’ Fuck off with your sofa units and strine green stripe patterns. ’
’ Guys, what would you wish you’d done before you died? ’
’ What are you doing? ’
’ Fight Club was the beginning. ’
’ Turn the wheel now, come on! ’
’ You have to know the answer to this question! ’
’ If you died right now, how would you feel about your life? ’
’ I wouldn’t feel anything good about my life, is that what you want to hear me say? ’
’ Now, a question of etiquette - as I pass, do I give you the ass or the crotch? ’
’ I didn’t create some loser alter-ego to make myself feel better. ’
’ Hey, you created me. ’
’  Take some responsibility! ’
’ This is it - ground zero. ’
’ Would you like to say a few words to mark the occasion? ’
’ People are always asking me if I know, _______. ’
’ With a gun barrel between your teeth, you speak only in vowels. ’
’ I can’t think of anything. ’
’ I wonder how clean that gun is. ’
’ Ah… flashback humor. ’
’ This is crazy… ’
’ People do it everyday, they talk to themselves… ’
’ Fuck damnation, man! Fuck redemption! ’
’ Listen, you can run water over your hand and make it worse… ’
’ Look at me… or you can use vinegar and neutralize the burn. ’
’ First you have to give up, first you have to know… not fear… ’
’ Candy-stripe a cancer ward. It’s not my problem. ’
’ You know why they put oxygen masks on planes? ’
’ In a catastrophic emergency, you’re taking giant panicked breaths. ’
’ That’s, um… That’s an interesting theory. ’
‘ I’ve got a stomachful of Xanax. ’
’ I took what was left of a bottle. It might have been too much. ’
’ Your whacked out bald freaks hit me with a fucking broom! ’
’ It’s getting exciting now, two and one-half. ’
’ I ask you for one thing, one simple thing. ’
’ Now answer me, why do people think that I’m you. ’
’ Why do people think that I’m you? Answer me! ’
’ Why would anyone possibly confuse you with me? ’
’ My God. I haven’t been fucked like that since grade school. ’
’ I am Jack’s smirking revenge. ’
’ Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who’ve ever lived. ’
’ I see all this potential, and I see squandering. ’
’ All the ways you wish you could be, that’s me. ’
’ I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck. ’
’ I am free in all the ways that you are not. ’
’ They’re gonna have to open my pecs again to drain the fluid. ’
’ It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything. ’
’ What’s the smell? ’
’ Is that your blood? ’
’ Oh, it’s late. Hey, thanks for the beer. ’
’ I should find a hotel. ’
’ Three pitchers of beer, and you still can’t ask. ’
’ You call me because you need a place to stay. ’
’ Yes, you did. So just ask. Cut the foreplay and just ask. ’
’ Would - would that be a problem? ’
’ Can I stay at your place? ’
’ Is it a problem for you to ask? ’
’ You’ll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. ’
’ I felt like destroying something beautiful. ’
’ You’re not how much money you have in the bank. ’
’ You’re not the contents of your wallet. You’re not your fucking khakis. ’
’ You’re the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. ’
’ When you have insomnia, you’re never really asleep… ’
’ Listen up, maggots. You are not special. ’
’ You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. ’
’ You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else. ’
’ On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero. ’
’ The first rule of Fight Club is: you do not talk about Fight Club. ’
’ Man, you’ve got some fucked up friends, I’m tellin’ ya. ’
’ The things you own end up owning you. ’
’ Well, what do you want me to do? You just want me to hit you? ’
’ C'mon, do me this one favor. ’
’ How much can you know about yourself, you’ve never been in a fight? ’
’ I don’t wanna die without any scars. ’
’ So come on; hit me before I lose my nerve. ’
’ Who gives a shit? No one’s watching. What do you care? ’
’ Whoa, wait, this is crazy. You want me to hit you? ’
’ Motherfucker! You hit me in the ear! ’
’ Strangers with this kind of honesty make me go a big rubbery one. ’
’ God Damn! We just had a near-life experience, fellas. ’
’ Like a monkey, ready to be shot into space. Space monkey!  ’
’ Ready to sacrifice himself for the greater good. ’
’ Are there a lot of these kinds of accidents? ’
’ One could make all kinds of explosives, using simple household items. ’
’ How’s that working out for you? ’
’ You have a kind of sick desperation in your laugh. ’
’ This is not the worst thing that can happen. ’
’ There are things about you that I like. ’
’ Yeah, you’re sorry, I’m sorry, everybody’s sorry. ’
’  I can’t do this anymore. I can’t. And I won’t. I’m gone. ’
’ You’re smart, you’re funny, you’re… spectacular in bed… But you’re intolerable! ’
’ You have very serious emotional problems. ’
’ Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken. ’
’ You’re not getting this back. I consider it asshole tax. ’
’ Why? So you can pretend like you’re interested? ’
’ Do not watch. I cannot go when you watch. ’
’ I’ve got some good news: I no longer have any fear of death. ’
’ I ran until my muscles burned and my veins pumped battery acid. ’
’ After fighting, everything else in your life got the volume turned down. ’
’ Well, technically, I have more of a right to be there than you. ’
’ It’s cheaper than a movie, and there’s free coffee. ’
’ Look, nobody takes this more seriously than me. ’
’ You need to forget about what you know, that’s your problem. ’
’ You met me at a very strange time in my life. ’
’ Life insurance pays off triple if you die on a business trip. ’
’ Yes, these are bruises from fighting. ’
’ I got this dress at a thrift store for one dollar. ’
’ Someone loved it intensely for one day, and then tossed it. ’
’ The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide. ’
’ You don’t know where I’ve been. ’
’ You’re the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. ’
’ Would you excuse me? I need to take this. ’
’ Uh, well… You’re not gonna believe this… ’
’ I know it seems like I have more than one side sometimes… ’
’ I’ll carry you - kicking and screaming - and in the end you’ll thank me. ’
’ Every evening I died, and every evening I was born again, resurrected. ’
’ When people think you’re dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just… waiting for their turn to speak. ’

anonymous asked:

How do I know if im romanticaly attracted to someone?? "You just feel that PULL" all my friends say, but im so so ace, I have no idea! I've went out with guys before but mainly bc they liked ME, and I thought "yeah, sure, ill see how it goes" and didnt feel anything for them escept for friendly feelings :/ I Like, how do I distinguish squishes from romantic crushes?

typically, you can imagine kissing someone and that’s a pretty good indicator of romantic attraction.


Hello everyone! I don’t know how many times I can apologize for not being active, haha. I feel bad for not getting to all the messages I receive. However, I do read them all when I’m able to sign from time to time. I have a lot.. but then again a lot of them are from last year as well, but I’m gonna try to answer as many as I can little by little. The very very old ones will be removed to finally start cleaning out my inbox!

I’m so horrible at keeping up w/ things tho, I know. I always feel sad when I have to leave Rex alone for weeks on end. When will I find time for my ocs or art?? I don’t know. Sucks how little time we have. Hm, but for this blog.. it is mainly for Rex, but I’m also thinking of starting to just post other artwork I do on here as well so you guys can be updated on some of the stuff I do?? I don’t know if you guys will be into that, but it’s something I suppose?

The thing is that I tend to sketch a ton, but never post it because I’m the type that wants things finished or nicely drawn out.. but I believe sketches are just as nice right? As long as I’m posting art and not neglecting my poor man. Hm, let me know what you guys think and I’ll see what I can do. I’m trying to fix my daily scheduled so I can give myself some more free time.

I feel like Otabek is that type of guy, that doesn’t know how to react when people show many emotions in front of him. When someone starts crying he is that one to awkardly pat their shoulder or bring them tissues. 

He would also definitely do, the fake-yawn-and-look-my-hand-is-over-your-shoulder-now thing. Just because people would tell him that this is how you do it. He will soon realize, that is not the way to get yourself a good date.

anonymous asked:

I know how the fandom thinks it's so romantic that Aelin didn't tell Rowan about being mates because of Lyria but...SHE LIED TO HER HUSBAND!!! Like He IS HER HUSBAND NOW!!! SHE LET THEM GET MARRIED WITHOUT EVEN TELLING HIM. (Part1)

(Part2) They had sex which perhaps snapped that bond in place!!!! 🤦🏻‍♀️ Anyway, how IS the bond put in place. Like do you have to have sex for it to officially snap? Does that mean Manorian’s snapped without then knowing? 😉 & also… I felt bad for Aedion in HoF, like he

(Part 3) …I wound even finish that thought. Put I feel like Aelin is a bitch to almost every character but Rowan 🙄 & like why do all the guys ( with the exception of Dorian) hate her at first and then become all in love. Like, Sam loved her and she was a totally asshole to him, didn’t even let him use her lavender soap. 😂 Sorry, end of rant.


I don’t think it’s romantic. I think it’s really sad. But what makes it worse, is he felt the bond the whole time, too. And he denied that that’s what it was because he didn’t feel good enough about himself to think that he deserved a mate.

And idk how it’s put into place. I think it always exists. I don’t think its like ACOTAR at all. I think once those two people meet, their scents merge at some point. Because Aedion noticed their entwined scents in QoS when he smells Rowan from down the alley. (Same as he notes Manon and Dorian’s scents are entwined.) Also, I’d argue that there are a few times in which Aelin has to be assertive with Rowan. But that’s also part of her character. She makes no excuses and expects none.

And that lavender shampoo line is when I maybe kinda sorta started crying.

imaluza  asked:

That post you made about Chloe in Dark Cupid/Dislocœur makes me think why Kim didn't shoot her, cuz everyone knows how much she loves Ladybug, and I feel like it would have been a smart move for him to snag another person to help?? But I like to think that there may be more to Chloe that we don't know

Every time Hawkmoth/Papillon tells an akuma to get “evil” Chat to work with them instead of just taking his ring, I question the logic.  The bad guys don’t think these things through too well xD

I love the idea that Chloe is a complicated character, and how the show keeps hinting at that.  I made a post a while back (The Seeds of Chloe’s Redemption) exploring this theory.

Thanks for pointing that out!

the-nerdiest-of-ninjas  asked:

How would you feel about a Thomas Sanders and Markiplier collab? And if you don't know who Thomas is, I definitely recommend checking out his YouTube channel. It's quality, and he's a super sweet guy, omg.

I LOVE THOMAS! Dude, it would be awesome. I would love it.

Oosh out
Thank you for existing

bitsy83  asked:

I don't know what to say right now. I'm just so in shock of what happened to your family. To you. What do you say to someone when they going through a horrible ordeal without making it about you or sounding insensitive? I just hope you guys will be ok. *gives you big hug*

At this time, saying, “I’m sorry” and “I’ll be thinking of you” is really enough. Nothing that can be said will make us feel better or lighten our loads. Nothing more brings us any comfort. Just the support has been great and I’ve been trying to take the time to answer as many personally as I can. This is because I want you to know how it is appreciated, and it also gives me something to do…a distraction from the constant melancholy. 

First Rant

I had two days to think about this and I am pissed not with Butch but with the way the fandom reacted to the 107 facts video. Canon come from the creator/writers, none of us helped make the show, we are the reason the fandom is still alive and thats great. But my issue is with the people ganging up on Butch just because he said something that contradicts their headcanon. I seen some people wanting to fight Butch just because they disagree with him, woah real mature. You don’t have to accept what Butch said, but he doesn’t have do the same thing with you. How about you calm down and approach Butch with a calm mind and politely say you don’t agree with what he said, but no here you are yelling about it on Tumblr. And yeah I’m yelling too but thats because you are letting your feelings dictate you actions and now the tag is filled with discourse and I came here to see cute fan art and wonderful headcanons. I know you guys are nice people but learn to take minor things like this with a grain of salt. 


Why you keep calling me pinocchio?

Okay find no more side step the question.
*takes deep breath*
I’m not good at emotions like the others. Truthfully I don’t know exactly how I feel about morality I care for him more then the others but I’m not sure if it platonic love or romantic love or what. I just don’t know okay. Morality is morality you guys can’t tell him, I love him I don’t know what kind of love. But I do love him and I don’t want things to get weird. So don’t tell him about any of this cause I don’t even know what these feeling are.
There you have your answer. Now let’s move in from all these feeling there are to confusing.

Metamorphosis- Chapter 4

Requested: no

Summary: You’re Melissa’s “adopted” daughter after her best friend died and left you to her. Scott pretty much ignores you until one day he randomly starts hovering over you. Then this new kid Isaac comes along and Scott takes him in so quickly. You resent them both until…

Word Count: 1.7k

A/N: YAY Chapter 4 is finally edited! I actually like this chapter. It’s mostly to invoke anxiety. I wanted y’all to be able to feel how stressful this is, so I guess this is also a warning? If you don’t like reading things that make you anxious you might want to avoid this chapter. Personally, it makes my heart race. I know I wrote it so I see it differently, but I hope you guys can see what I was trying to convey. Let me know what you guys think and if you liked the stress, or if it wasn’t stressful enough. Give me any suggestions you guys might have. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do! 

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Temporary Hiatus

(( Hi guys.

I think lately just all the events and attitudes of everyone have driven me down and I would like to take some time to myself for the next few days and focus more on helping myself get a job and such. I don’t know how long I’ll be gone, maybe a few days or weeks. However long it takes for me to feel more comfortable coming back and feel as if I will be in an environment that I am happier with. My apologies for the time being during this and I hope you all understand. Have a great day ))

                    alright i’m going to be a lil sappy here so forgive me. but i’m really glad i joined the fairy tail fandom. i know i wouldn’t of been the same person without the experiences here. sure, it’s had it’s up and downs. but, when i think of this place i think of all the great friends i made and still have today. 

                    feels like just yesterday when i joined, and i remember so many fond memories too !! laughter, smiling, especially when it was a tough point in my life it brought me so much peace to know i could laugh with everyone here, and most importantly how people accepted me for me !! honestly, this fandom gave me something i always wanted; friends. i don’t have many here behind the screen, but now i got nakama that’ll last me for life, along with the memories. 

                    so, thank you guys. i love you. fairy tail will always have a special place in my heart. whether i’ve been following you long-term ( years for example bc i’ve been here since 2013 !! ) or an short period of time, i still appreciate you. thanks for letting be apart of this community. <3.

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm a closeted trans guy who want to come out to his parents. I know they'll be supportive I just don't know how or when to tell them. Not to mention I'm nervous for not having a bame yet... Any advice?

How to tell them:

Start with writing some basic stuff you feel is important to tell them, don’t rush it or push it or else you will freak yourself out. 

Remember your audience, speak in terms they will understand, it will make it easier for them.

It’s okay to not have a name, some transgender people don’t find a good name for a long time! So don’t worry about that it can come later. 

Do your research! Look up ways to come out, how other trans people came out, common questions you may need to answer, etc. 

When to tell them: 

This is a tricky one, but the best time is really when people are comfortable, calm, and in a familiar space. This includes you. Other than that, I can’t tell you exactly when, but those are the conditions you would want.