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I read “that autism feel” posts on tumblr and I always go “everyone does that” and I have no idea if it’s because 1. People are self diagnosing and assuming wrongly that average things are due to their autism 2. The things are not actually relateble to me but my memories finds a similar enough situation and twist them to project onto everything and so I think I know what it’s like but I’m really largely underestimating the real situation 3. I had autism all along and 13-year old me was right.

Hey! I can’t believe this is the last day of Skam! It has been such a journey and it has been an amazing thing to share with 1 253(!!!!) of you. The only regret I have is that I didn’t start this blog the moment I started watching Skam during s1. 

Skam has been all about seeing myself in the stories for me. For one it is situated in my home town Oslo and the characters hang out places where I hang out regularly. But, the characters are really who I recognize myself in and I am grateful I got to watch their stories on Skam. 

I am extremly grateful for all the friends I have gotten because of Skam here on tumblr, special shoutout to @skamwlwnet and @skamficwriters 

I am not going to delete my blog, I know many are planning to, but I still have many fan fictions drafts and I am not ready to say goodbye to the characters we know and love just yet. 

Skam has given us many disappointments, but it has also given us many amazing moments I want to focus on today. 

reading fights about what constitutes bad representation makes me so tired because like

it’s me. I’m bad representation. I personally am, by like Virtuous Tumblr standards, very bad disability representation and extra bad gay/lesbian/bi/whatever representation (starting with the fact that my preferred sexual orientation label is “you know, gay-ish”

if we can only have “good” representation then I still don’t get to see myself reflected in media. 

this post brought to you by the fact that someone on another post said “don’t put your characters in a wheelchair unless you have 10 sensitivity readers of the same gender who are ALSO wheelchair users” and my head exploded. 

like, I don’t… do I even know ten women wheelchair users? if I myself am a wheelchair user do I have to consult nine other wheelchair users?

what if my MC is gay(ish) and ALSO uses mobility aids and ALSO has a learning disability and ALSO is Extremely Very Badbrains and ALSO is a little bit blind how many “sensitivity readers” do I need to consult for that

don’t scare people away from writing about people like me. 

(disclaimer that I am not at all knocking the concept of like, researching how people with certain identities like and don’t like to be portrayed, or asking a few people to read something for you, I just think Absurd Mandatory Orthopraxy is v. tiring) 

I’m kind of irritated(more like REALLY irritated) about this whole Andrew and Akko thing

NO, NOT about how it says they were supposed to be canon, but about the fact that everyone is getting all worked up about it!

I AM A DIANAKKO SHIPPER AND ALWAYS WILL BE BUT I’M UPSET ABOUT PEOPLE GETTING WORKED UP OVER IT BECAUSE WE AREN’T ABSOLUTELY SURE ITS TRUE

I don’t know where people are finding this rumor, BECAUSE I LITERALLY DID A SHIT TON OF LOOKING, FROM GOOGLING, TO 4CHAN (which I don’t even use nor do I trust it all that much), AND LWA’S TWITTER AND COULDN’T FIND THE LINK TO THIS INTERVIEW! AND ON THEIR TWITTER I DIDN’T EVEN SEE THE RUMOR ITSELF ON IT!

NOT ONLY THAT, BUT THERE WERE OTHER RUMORS AND SHIT LIKE THIS ABOUT OTHER STUFF, LIKE ABOUT THE NAME OF EITHER 24 OR 23 AND ABOUT HOW THEIR WASN’T SUPPOSED TO BE A TRAILER FOR 25

BUT GUESS WHAT

THEY WEREN’T TRUE

I BELIEVED THEM AT FIRST, BUT WHEN I FOUND OUT THEY WEREN’T TRUE AND THEN THIS RUMOR CAME UP, I REALIZED THAT I SHOULDN’T HAVE BELIEVED THEM IN FIRST PLACE

because they were, and are, RUMORS

UNLESS I AM SENT A DIRECT LINK TO EVIDENCE OF THIS CONFIRMATION, I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT

AND THIS ISN’T JUST BECAUSE I SHIP DIANAKKO, I DON’T BELIEVE ANDREW AND AKKO HAVE ENOUGH DEVELOPMENT AND MANY OF YOU AGREE

SO IF SOMEONE DECIDES TO SEND ME THAT INTERVIEW FROM BACK IN 2013 OR WHATEVER

DON’T EVEN

BECAUSE EVEN YOU KNOW THERE HAVE BEEN CHANGES FROM THE OVA’S

INCLUDING ANDREW

this isn’t directed to anyone in particular, and I understand why people are getting mad and are freaked out about it, but remember that it is just a RUMOR

And also remember all the the reasons Akko and Andrew don’t work out (logical and fair points is what I mean)

In conclusion, I refuse to believe ANYTHING unless I get it from a direct source.

And here’s to hoping for a good season finale and a second season.

Also I’m sorry, but I just needed to get this off my chest

katnissdoesnotfollowback  asked:

I'm going to need a moment or two to collect my jaw from off the floor. You are already so generous with your time and talents, and I am both stunned and flattered by the banner you made for "Come On Baby, Light My Fire." It is absolutely gorgeous and completely unexpected, which makes it special beyond belief! Thank you so much! Literally cannot wait to use it. A ton of love and hugs being sent your way! <3 Tracy

Aww Tracy! You don’t know how much your appreciation means to me! And I’m just so happy you liked the banner, it’s all on @peetabreadgirl, not only for having involved me in this project but also because if it wasn’t for her I would have missed your AMAZING story. 

I blame the fact that I’m hardly on tumblr and I always miss so much (unless I’m tagged), but thankfully I could read your story, which is one of the most beautiful thing ever! And I am the one who needs to thank you for the masterpiece you gave us! (I’ve sent you a message about it, but tumblr doesn’t love me and maybe it got lost?) 

So it was my honour to make that banner, it’s not even nearly enough for the perfection of “come on baby light my fire” but still, I’m very happy you like it :)

Thank you for your talent and all the amazing stories you give us! Really! Hugs back to you darling ♥︎

I don't know if they've announced the next Doctor yet.

But I am giddy with excitement for a new face and style, and sad to see Peter go because his old fart goofy style was growing on me each episode.

Good thing I have like most of the current season to watch. Starting the one with the house now. Don’t let me Tumblr for at least 2 episodes!

anonymous asked:

Does it make you feel cocky that you have all these littles wanting you? Or does it make you feel flattered? I've never been wanted so bad so, I want to know! Have a nice day :3 I loves your blog

if the first part of your question needs to be asked or is serious… then you clearly do not know me very well or do not pay attention.

My mission doesnt exist in gaining affections, or being placed in some ivory tower. It exists in improving the lives of those who need it and making those lives better every day. 

I could not care less if I am pursued, because my satisfaction is in knowing that i have changed lives and caused people to gain success within their struggles.

https://mistersbeard.tumblr.com/post/158786895058/mister-101-why-do-you-do-this-i-was-posed-the

for all those who don’t know

i do have a personal tumblr which i’ve been on throughout my hiatus. i don’t really follow simbls on it though. but i do post my personal writings on there and reblog aesthetic stuff and funnies and am easier to contact on there. so if you would like to know if i died or not while i’m technically gone, you can most likely find out @thisis-prsnl-darling and if you need to rant or talk or anything, i’m here to listen there because, god, me too

memedreams83  asked:

your posts are even being tagged as "sensitive content" which is beyond me cause ????

Ugh this again. Basically all of tumblr is a shitfest and whenever you upload an animal video there is for some reason a 50/50 chance it’ll be marked as explicit. Most of the time when it happens, it’s easier to just delete it and repost, because appealing takes forever. WHY it’s like this I have no idea.

Am I being flagged for swearing? Or talking about weed and medications? Or reblogging posts about periods? Who fucking knows, @staff clearly don’t know OR CARE AT ALL

anonymous asked:

Hello. Your download link for Ruby Jett isn't redirecting correctly for me, which breaks my heart because she is the prettiest sim I've ever laid eyes on. The only links that work for me are the ones for her skin, hair, brows, eyes, faceshine 1, and formal wear. Is this a problem on my end?

Awww Nonners, thank you for letting me know and for your lovely comment about Ruby! 😊Tumblr seems to be breaking my SimFileShare links and other links so the problem is definitely on my end and not on yours.

Unfortunately, I am just on my phone at the minute so can’t fix it now but will sort it out tomorrow when I have my laptop! Sorry!

If you feel brave enough, IM me and I will let you know as soon as I’ve fixed it or just send you the download link directly. Otherwise, I’ll be reblogging the original post with the fixed link when it’s done anyway, so you can just keep an eye out. Thanks again for letting me know ❤️💕

Sorry to break the news, but you did not report the person behind that blog. Instead, you reported me. And I am still suffering the consequences.

I did not run that blog. Yes, they used my image. All my pictures from Facebook and Instagram, my statuses, even the captions. And then interspersed them with animal abuse images, fantasies about beastiality, other fucking disgusting sentiments.

You people found my Facebook, where I listed my wildlife rescue group. You didn’t think, for a moment, that it was odd that none of these abuse fantasies appeared on Facebook. A girl who was apparently willing to put her face, her location, the names of her family her local fucking vet clinic on her zoophilic Tumblr page, strangely had none of these thoughts on a just-as-public Facebook page.

Not one single person thought, “This is a bit odd, maybe I should reach out to this person just to confirm that it’s them.”

You people, high on some fantastical idea of justice, called the authorities. And I did not even know about the existence of the blog until the RSPCA showed up on my doorstep one night.

THEY, thankfully, had the sense to believe me. As soon as they showed me the page and I broke down in tears, they got the idea. So they told me to go to the police. The police palmed me off to ACORN (a cybercrime body) who dismissed the case because “nobody in the images was under the age of 18.”

Meanwhile, Tumblr had taken the page down, only for it to resurface again last year.

I then pursued a civil case. Emailed lawyers in my local city. They advised me only to take it to Tumblr, who shut down the page a second time. No further action was taken.

I never received another call from wildlife rescue because I was unable to prove that I did not run this disgusting blog. Wildlife is my biggest passion in the world and I may never work in that industry until I can clear my name.

So I messaged this page - report-a-predator. They told me to prove it - fair enough. So I sent them EVERYTHING. The screenshots, my emails to ACORN and SAPOL and Tumblr and the lawyers. They did not respond. I emailed them again, begging them to clear my name. They did not respond.

I am furious. I am fucking enraged that this post even still exists on their page, because the actions of this so-called “justice group” has directly impacted the life of an innocent person and they will do nothing to acknowledge it. Not even respond to a simple email. Not even take down the incriminating post.

I know my blog is tiny, I know nobody follows it, I know this will probably never be seen. But I am not going to be silent.

If you’re ever caught up in a whirlwind of pseudo-justice, maybe check the facts first.

To Those Who May Need It

I know that the world isn’t perfect. In fact, the world is pretty fucked up most of the time. I know that things may not be ideal, or may not be going your way. Things might be shit right now. Things might be the absolute worst they’ve ever been. Things might seem like they won’t ever get better. It might seem like you’re drowning in this sea of darkness. You may feel sad. You may feel angry. You may feel lost. Or maybe you don’t feel anything at all. Maybe you feel nothing. And maybe that’s the worst part of it all.
But you have to listen. You have to believe me that things will get better. Things won’t stay like this for all eternity. Even though it may not always be apparent, there are people that care about you. And there are people here willing to listen. You are not alone. You’re not the only one feeling the way that you feel. You are not hopeless. There are so many that care for you and so many who are willing to help. You just have to reach out a hand. You have to speak up. As hard as it might be, as daunting as that decision may feel, you have to take that chance. You may feel alone but it doesn’t have to be that way. You can get better. You can be happy again. And there is someone out there who is willing to help. There is someone there who is willing to listen and guide you. Please don’t give up. You can do this. You are strong and you are brave and you can fucking get past this. I believe in you. It sounds like bullshit because I’m just some dude that makes videos on the internet who’s spewing words onto a Tumblr post at midnight. But here I am. I’m on that list of people who believes in you. It’s not an empty list. We need to be here for each other. We need to listen and reach out to each other and be there to catch each other when we’re at our lowest. You all have helped me more than you will ever know. And I’m glad that I may be able to help you out a tiny bit too. I just want you to know that you can get past this. You are not alone. There are people here for you. You can do this.

Please don’t give up.

And there was nothing poetic about wanting to kill myself and writing so many suicide notes in my head explaining how sorry I was for the things I did not become. There was nothing poetic and beautiful about crying myself to sleep every night for the past 5 years hoping someone would care enough to save me. No one saved me. No one was going to save me because there is nothing poetic about thinking you can’t be saved. There is nothing poetic about staring at a blank wall for an entire day or smiling and laughing the next and having people think “oh she’s fine.” There was nothing poetic and beautiful about trying to take my own life. There is nothing poetic and beautiful about my mother having a panic attack every time I have a bad day and lock my door. There is nothing poetic and beautiful about me not taking my pills because I don’t know who I am without this sadness. There is nothing poetic and beautiful about having depression and wishing you were dead. There was nothing poetic and beautiful about my depression or anyone else’s depression nor will there ever be anything beautiful and poetic about it.
—  Fuck anyone that says it’s beautiful//Deeply Feeling Series
Because I don’t want
to be in another universe
if you’re not going
to be there with me,
I am aware that
I can’t have you,
but knowing that
you exist in
the same world
as mine,
became the truth
that still
makes everything fine.
—  ma.c.a // Earth
THE SIGNS AND THE REASON THEY WOULD LIE TO SOMEONE
  • Aries: Rarely ever lie, but if they do it's because they feel you aren't worthy enough to hear the truth.
  • Taurus: To get out of doing something that doesn't interest them.
  • Gemini: The truth just isn't as interesting as a lie.
  • Cancer: The truth is too hard to explain.
  • Leo: They want to protect someone they care about.
  • Virgo: They don't want someone to know the truth and look at them differently because of it.
  • Libra: They lie to make themselves seem a lot cooler than they really are.
  • Scorpio: The truth reveals something about their life.
  • Sagittarius: They don't lie... They just conveniently leave out the truth.
  • Capricorn: To avoid talking about a weird topic.
  • Aquarius: They lie to keep others interested in what they have to say next.
  • Pisces: The truth doesn't blend in with their perception of reality.
Usually when I feel lonely it’s not because I don’t have people around me it’s because no one seems to think the way I do therefore I feel alone because I’m surrounded by so many people that don’t know who I am.