i knew he was going to do this pose

The day I apparently broke the internet! From Dallascon16

So I have come to learn that quite a lot of people have seen this photo and only about half know the amazing story behind it. So I thought I would finally tell it here on tumblr!

I had bought a mishalecki photo op ticket on the Thursday before the convention but had absolutely no clue what pose to do, until it hit me. I am a hug Misha fan, and every time I have gotten to talk to him I am usually sarcastic and try to match his wit. I also love Jared, he is like an actually giant puppy. Anyway way the whole fandom knows that Misha had bragged about how flexible he is, well I am quite flexible too. Just as flexible as Misha actually,lol! So then this pose came to mind. I knew it would crack Jared up and it would give me a chance to show off some skill. I didn’t want to many people knowing what pose I was going to do because I was afraid volunteers might not be keen on the idea or I just wanted it to be a surprise.

So I was third or so in line for the photo and Misha and Jared set the tone pretty quickly with their entrance that screamed fun and sexy. Half the people in the room knew what pose I was gonna do and the other half didn’t. When it came my turn I walked up to Jared and Misha, I had to repeat it twice but for the sake of just retyping the same things I will write once.

I stood between Jared and Misha, looking at Jared while I kept Misha in my sights. I said this, “ Hey guys so I am going to do a pose you have never done before. (They began to smile; I then gently put my hand on Misha’s chest to direct Jared’s attention) See I am more flexible than Misha is, (Jared chuckled, Misha looked curious) so I am going to do a reverse table top yoga pose and I want you two to arm wrestle on my stomach. Look as extreme as possible, got it!?” I had to repeat this twice, but both were smiling and went ok, I have a feeling they were still confused, that was until I hit the ground. I heard half the room gasp,slightly, and the other half sorta whispering. From above I heard Jared and Misha go at the same time, “OH”, they had finally understood. Jared actually signaled for Chris to do another picture because he realized they both were not ready when the photo was taken, I am so glad he did cause it turned out amazing.

As I started to come out of the pose Jared helped me up, which was basically pulling me 3ft into the air, I am 5′2! He went, “Damn girl that was kick ass!” and gave me a high five. I told both of them thank you and started to walk away when Misha decided he was not done with me yet. Misha gently grabbed my arm and pulled me back. He leaned in so close to my face I could feel his scruff and he whispered, “ Your not more flexible than me.” As I turned to look at him he gave me the Casifer grin and winked. And to put the cherry on top of me walking away I started smiling and wagging my finger going, “No no no no no”, and the damn music stopped. Misha and Jared chuckled and I left. Later that day I showed Jared the photo, he cracked up laughing and decided to sign it, even though I already had his auto. I was like Jared stop and he went, nope I am signing this. He also signed it with AKF.

There you have it, my crazy story!

Yes I covered my face 😩 sorry about that, my nerves made me make the weirdest face lol but here’s my pic. I wanted a specific pose but the con was completely unorganized, it was all rushed which made me more nervous (lol) So I was like fuck it! Another hug till next time lol. No one knew where to go or what to do but Jeffrey was a sweetie as always. It was fast but worth it. He said “Hi!” So happily and pulled me in but what made me make an attack face was that he squeezed me extra hard as the camera flashed and do you know what that can do to a girl 😩😩😩😩I slid my hand down his stomach purposely when the picture was over on behalf of the Negan Squad. He felt damn good. * and yes my picture kind of bent * lol


I unrolled my yoga mat in the sunroom, it was early the house was quiet. I turned on some relaxing music and started to move through some easy posses. 

I loved doing yoga early in the morning like this, my day go so much easier. I moved into downward dog position, holding the pose. I heard a throat clear, smiling I knew it was my husband.

“Love, if you keep doing that pose in front of me, I won’t be held accountable for what I do.” 

I laughed moving into upward dog, looking over my shoulder, I grin at him. “This better Filip.”

He growled at me lowering himself behind me. “No, I can still see your finely shaped ass in those pants!” I laughed, feeling his mouth was kissing the back of my neck. 

“You’re interrupting my flow….” I feel him raise up, pulling me up with him. He growled in my ear, pulling me against him. 

“Come back to bed and show me a few poses.” I laughed as he guided me towards the bedroom. 

“I’ll try not to hurt you!” He again growled in my ear, and slapped me on my ass.

He picked me up, throwing me over his shoulder. “I’ll show you!” He carried me into our bedroom, tossing me on the bed. Grinning down at me, he pulled off his boxers, pulling off my clothes he crawled into bed with me. 

“Let me show you my love pose!” He lowered his lips to mine kissing me.


‘  Y/N: But what are we going to do know?

   Sam: Got an idea

   He glanced at Dean and he instantly knew what he was going to say.

   Sam: We should pretend to be a couple-

   Dean: Yeah, great idea Sammy. Since that bastard tends to murder couples, two hunters posing as a couple is the perfect bait.

   Dean winked at you and a pink blush dusted your cheeks.

   Y/N: I guess it could work. But I have to warn you I am not completely expert on dating.

   Sam: It’s okay, I’ll help you out.

   Sam quickly looked over to Dean and he understood that this was his cue to leave. When Dean was out of the room Sam walked over to you.

   Sam: Actually I was meaning to ask you out. In real life. So what do you say we go and grab a cup of coffee after the hunt.

   Y/N: I would love that.        ‘


Out of all my photo ops with the cast over this past weekend, this one is my favorite. I’m sorry for the bad quality, I will post again once I get the jpeg. I bought the op before I even met Cas (@rottenstench ), but as soon as I found out that he was going to be coming all the way from Sweden I knew that I wanted to share this with him. After all, no one loves Misha as much as he does. I wasn’t going to tell him about the pose I had in mind, I wanted to wait until we were in the photo op room, but I couldn’t keep my secret anymore and had to tell him. 

So, I walked up to Misha and explained the pose to him. He looked at Cas then at me, and said sure! And this wonderful thing happened. After I thanked Misha and we walked out of the room. I have never seen someone so excited and in shock and so extremely happy than Cas did after walking out of that room. He was so nervous that the picture wasn’t going to come out the way he wanted it to and we were both anxious to see how it turned out. But when I picked up the picture and saw the look on Cas’ face, my heart melted. He just looks so happy and I would never change a single thing about that moment. 

Also, Misha is such a kind person and smells like cinnamon. 


Lani’s TIFF Black Mass premiere adventure cont…

*The above photos were not taken by me, they were taken by my friend Cynthia who was behind me to the left a bit, but that is ME that Johnny is talking/listening to looking like he’s staring directly into my fucking soul omg I’ll get to that*

So Johnny arrived at around 8:30. The crowd at the end of the street started screaming bloody murder and that’s how I knew he was coming. I was right across from where he was driving up to so I got his exit from the car on video (I’ll post my snap story of the day later). He and Amber got out and posed for photos, then went to the red carpet to pose. Everyone was freaking out around me because they were like, oh my god he’s not going to do autographs, what the fuck???? And I had to be like, y’all need to calm the fuck down he’ll do red carpet and THEN come out here, and they were all like, ‘thank god we have you here to tell us that!’ Yes, yes, yes, children, of course. That was the problem I had - other than the two girls behind us who were Johnny Depp fans (Megan and your friend, I hope you guys see this somehow!) I felt like most of the people who were around us weren’t reeeeeaaally big Johnny fans, and were just there to stalk celebrities. They didn’t really give a shit who it was, which makes me unnnnbelievably angry. 

ANYWAYS, like I predicted, Johnny came around after the photos and started at the end of the street and kind of zig-zagged his way from one side of the street to the other lol

When he got to us, I was so UNBELIEVABLY CALM AND COMPOSED, I DIDN’T EVEN RECOGNIZE MYSELF YOU GUYS. I thought for sure I would LOSE it but I kept it together enough to explain my gift to him and give it to him. I said, ‘Johnny, I have a gift for you. It’s candles that I made that are inspired by you called Mr. Stench.’ And he said, ‘Thank you. You’re so sweet, I’m touched.’ Then I said, ‘Can I get a kiss on the cheek?’ And he hesitated a tiny bit because of Jerry I think, WHO DEFIED ALL RULES AND LET HIM, and then leaned in and kissed me. Then he said, ‘Thank you.’ And moved on to Charmaine. 

It was honestly the best moment of my entire life and you guys. The attention he gave me as I was explaining the gift is what surprised me and my friends the most. You don’t realize how fast this all happens until it happens, it’s INSANE. I was like, there’s no WAY I’m going to get an autograph, a kiss, and give him the gift. But I got ALL of that (Well, Charmaine got the autograph for me). When I started talking to him, he GRABBED MY HAND to let me know he was listening (which I didn’t even notice until I watched the video afterwards!), and looked me directly in my eyes the entire time, and made me feel like I was the only person in the world. It was the absolute best feeling ever. 

AND I HONESTLY CANNOT SAY ENOUGH ABOUT JERRY who must have known how important this was to me. He also listened to my explanation of the gift and allowed the kiss which I honestly wasn’t expecting. I think it may have had something to do with the sign I made, which I’ll explain in another post ;) 

Anyways, that’s all the details I can honestly coherently remember lol, I’ll post the video soon! 

I met Connor on 5/31/15 and somehow dared to ask if he knew my blog. I recorded the audio so here’s what we said.

(We were really rushed and talking fast so it wasn’t at all as awkward as it reads. But he is so present during meetups and really was such a sweetheart.)

Me (extremely nervous): hi
Connor: hey nice to meet you whats up?
Me: i promised people i’d tell you that you follow me on tumblr
Connor: okay go figure!
*pose for picture*
Me: yeah im conconsivan
Connor: oh thats you! Okay!
Me: oh my god do you know it?
Connor: wait of course i do!
Me: oh my god
Connor: nice to meet you here.
Me: okay
Connor: i was like what do you mean? *laughs* Okay
*lady pushing us out: fabulous
Connor: ok nice to meet you

When I told him, his eyes widened in realization and he looked at me straight on. I was shell shocked but he hugged me again so it can’t be terrible that he recognized me! This picture is kinda candid bc we were in the middle of talking and hugging, but I’m so happy I had a conversation with him. Ahhhh I’m so happy.

Okay yes this requires some explanation

During Gil’s panel, he shared a story of his GISHWHES experience, namely being in the middle of New York City, shirtless, with “two HOPEFULLY of-age girls rubbing me with two sticks of butter.”

And I knew. I needed to go buy some butter immediately.

Matt was 300% on board with this plan. I’d told him ahead of time during our meet-and-greet that this was the plan, and he said, “Oh yeah. We’re not even going to ask. We’re just going to butter him.”

I was first in line. I stepped forward and held up the butter and waggled my eyebrows at Gil, who stared blankly and then broke out into a sheepish grin as he laughed.

The pose itself is Matt’s doing. “Okay, you hug him, and I’m going to hold the butter in my mouth and butter his ass.”

If it looks like Gil is holding me up, he is, because I was laughing too hard to stand on my own. Everyone in the photo op room screamed. People outside wanted to know what had just happened.

It was this, guys.


Hey Everybody!! These are pictures of Willie from this morning. He’s on a lot of pain meds now and is having more trouble each day getting around….but he’s still the sweetest guy ever. And he still wants to pose for pictures. He knew I was in the garage doing some table top photos and sat right at the door waiting for me to bring him out for his photo sesh. So I brought him out just for a couple of minutes and took a few pictures of him sitting there with me. I’m going to give him another bath this week and knit him something new to wear for a photo session. Don’t worry. It will only be a few minutes and he will be just outside the garage. He can’t do car rides anymore. He loves to model and be the center of attention. I think it feels normal to him, and he needs what feels normal right now. We are taking things day by day and watching him closely. He eats really well and always takes his medicine. I am medicating him 4 times a day, so it’s around the clock. And he needs to go out for the bathroom every couple of hours now. It’s rough, but we are getting through it. He couldn’t get himself up yesterday afternoon so I had to get my arms under his chest and lift him up until he could get steady on his feet. It’s breaking my heart, but I’m doing my best not to get upset. I lost it some yesterday and he just looked at me like he was so sad about making me cry. This is tough on us, people. Think a kind thought for my guy. He could really use it. 


Our A16 J2 photo op was so much fun.

My friend and I actually wanted to hug Jensen and wanted Jared to hug us all. (I know he can do that I have pics like that with both of them) . We got in pose but then suddenly Jared grinned and said: stop stop stop.. We can’t do that, Jensen’s to tall. Everyone (including Jensen) was so confused and we looked at him like ??? He started laughing and said.. Go down Jensen we do it Kathryn style and Jensen knew immediately what to do. (I was confused for a moment because my name is Kat too) But then Jensen grinned and bent his knees to get down and I got what Jared was talking about. So we took the pic and laughed when we were finished with it.
They printed the pics immediately after the ops and because we were one of the last in line we got our print just when the ops were finished. When they were leaving I showed Jared the pic and he laughed so hard and told us how much he loved it.
Later at the autographs he remembered us and asked where our pic from the day was, that he really loves it. We thanked him again for the great idea. He really looked happy and pleases with himself.

Since we’re only a week away (!!!!) from the season premiere, I’ve been thinking about a certain Shandy spoiler and these three scenes popped into my head. The first two are what I think will happen and the third is more wishful thinking, but hey, a fangirl can dream, right? Anywho, here’s my take on that particular spoiler for the premiere.

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