Forbidden Love | Pt. 10
▷ Jimin Angst
❥ “I think about you a little more than I should..”
“Is he my son, Y/N?”
Looking up with your pleading eyes, you tried to calm Jimin down.
“Jimin, please. Calm down a little bit, you’re going to wake up Jihyun-”
Ignoring your words, he hissed again. “Answer my question, Y/N! Is Jihyun my son?!”
Averting your eyes from him, you looked down at your lap. “Y-Yes.”
You heard how his breath hitched in his throat. Too scared to look at him, you closed your eyes and tried to fight back the tears.
“How could you?”
Flinching at his broken voice, you turned your head towards his crouched body, his head placed in his hands as his hot tears rolled down his face.
“I.. I had to.”
Hearing your answer, Jimin angrily stood up from his crouching position and yanked you up from the sofa, slamming your body against the wall. “You had to?! Are you fucking kidding me?! You took my child away from me, Y/N!”
“I can’t believe it! How could you do this, Y/N!?”
“Please, listen to me-”
“You’re selfish, Y/N! You’re-”
“I could’ve died, Jimin!”
Jimin’s head snapped up at your words. Now it was you’re time to let go of your tears.
“W-What do you mean?”
↳ Flashback: Three years ago..
“Please, Dr. Jung! Save my baby! Please tell me that my baby is okay, I’m begging you..”
Looking away from the ultrasound monitor, he met your eyes with his hesitant ones and smiled. “You’re baby is absolutely fine, Y/N.”
Releasing the breath you were holding in, you covered your face with your hands and started sobbing because of the relief and happiness.
“But there is still a problem..”
When you heard the the doctor’s words, you felt like you were slammed against a wall. Removing your hands from your face, you asked. “W-What?”
Taking a deep breath, your doctor looked seriously into your scared and teary eyes. “Giving birth to your baby could kill you, Y/N..”
Frozen, you looked at your doctor’s face. “I.. W- Wha- Why?”
“There is a 50 percent chance that your heart won’t be able to handle the labour, Y/N.”
In that moment, you felt like your heart stopped beating. You watched how Dr. Jung wrapped his hand around yours, the somewhat comforting smile on his face making you feel even more sad.
“Think positive, Y/N! There is still a 50 percent chance that you both will be fine at the end! You have to be strong! For you and for your baby! And I will do whatever I can to heal your heart, I promise!”
Smiling slightly at him, you squeezed his hand thankfully. “Thank you so much, Dr. Jung..”
Smiling back at you, he stood up and gathered his belongings, ready to leave the hospital room.
Just before he stepped away from side, your grip around his hand tightened and he looked back at you with confused eyes.
“Could you please do me a favor, Dr. Jung?”
↳ End of Flashback
“I had no other choice, Jimin. I told him to tell Taehyung that the baby died..”
Looking up from your hands, you observed Jimin’s frozen face.
“Jimin, I couldn’t do that to you.. If I had told you this, you would’ve been very sad and I didn’t want to do that to you.. It destroyed me, and I didn’t want to destroy you too..”
“I would have been by your side, Y/N.. We could’ve fight trough this together..”
Leaning your head back against the wall, you closed your eyes and whispered in between your sobs. “I know.. I know..”
When you felt Jimin’s soft lips on your forehead, your crying intensified and you your weak knees gave up on you, making you fall on the ground.
Sitting down with you, Jimin wrapped his arms tightly around your body and mumbled in between his own sobs. “Please, don’t run away from me anymore, Y/N. I want to be by your side.. I want to be able to hug you, kiss you and hold you as much as I want. I want to be with my son, I want to make up those three years to him, tell him that I’m his father and live happily as a family.. Please don’t take this away from me again.. I wouldn’t be able to survive this pain for the second time..”
Reaching out for his face, you placed a soft and meaningful kiss on his forehead. Stroking his cheeks gently, you whispered. “I’m sorry, Jimin..”
Confused, Jimin leaned back. “W-What?”
Before you could say anything, you heard the opening sound of your apartment door and the voice that belonged to the person who supported you for the past three years.
“Jagiya, I’m home!”
A/N: Dun dun dun! Ahh, what have I done.. Please don’t hate me guys! It’s just.. I really like cliffhangers.. I hope you like it and let me know what you think about it!~ And thank you so much for all the support and love you’re showing this series! I really appreciate it! <3