i kinda doubt that

anonymous asked:

just curious, have you ever been with a boy? or did things with a boy? at what age did you know you were falling for girls? <3

I was in 4th grade when I had my first crush and learned what scissoring was (it was like a very wrong version, I was told it was when two girls sit across from each other a put their foot between each other legs). And that girl I had a crush on, we would like play footsie under the desk, just stopped coming to school day. I never knew why. It broke my little forth grade heart. (。•́︿•̀。)

I have always kinda known I like girls, never really had second thoughts or doubts. I have never been into guys or really thought I wanted to be with a boy. I did ask a boy to prom though, but I would have rather went with a certain girl but she had a shitty boy toy at the time who fucked her over later.

IDK if that answers your question. 

i edited it a lil

lemme know hat u think we’re leaving tomorrow moornin so not much chance (also im drunk writing this who culd say no to $3 bottle of bubbly lemme live)

Dear Nicola,

I don’t know what kinda of counsellor you are. But I highly doubt  A Children’s Jungian Sand therapist has much knowledge of mental illness outside their very insular, hyper-specific scope. Which is why I forgave you that first time when you threatened to kick me out of the house if I self harmed again. I listened to your point of view, then Audreys’s , then another party’s. I then decided to confront you about what you had said. You offered a half-baked, semi-apology - a lifeless and bedraggled thing, seemingly coughed up in agony, like drawing blood from a stone. I forgave you anyway, because you have done so much for Audrey, and for me, financially, I thought it’s fair enough for someone to slip up once?


On Saturday morning  I was going the worst I had been in some time. I felt extremely depressed, extremely alone and unwanted after the previous few days escapades. I impulsively injegsted 50x100g serouel tablets in an attempt rid myself form this earth. Five minutes later, brought back to the living by my Love for your beautiful daughter, I called and asked for her help.


Darkness, light, Darkness.

Darkness, movement, light, Darkness.

Light. Blurry, Blobs, incoherent.

Light, blurry, blobs.

Light, blurry.


I am am awake. I make out the form and shadows of my love sitting next to me, eyes big soupy puddles of sleeplessness and anxiety. Instantly I feel guilty. But she places her arm around me, nuzzles in. “I love you so fucking much” she whispers. Instantly I am filled with validation. “I made the right choice” I thought warmly to myself, slipping further and further into the light of her golden embrace.

Gold. Light. Light.

Light. Heavy? I awoke this time to your body perched over mine. Your expression a mosaic of distaste. “Well, good on you” you said, not even trying to hide the disgust from your voice. After some more heated, animated conversation with the psych liaison, you looked over at me. Eyes beady, honed in like a warrior drone. “I bet you’ve had fun with you mind games!” You shrieked, a bit more than slightly hysterical. “W-what are you talking about?” I stammered out. All I wanted to do is leave this horrible inpatient unit and go to Perth clinic to get better.

“YES!” You shrilly spat back, eyes crazed , jerky bodily movements as unhinged as an ice user. “MIND GAMES!! All of Them!” Frothing at the mouth, eyes popping out of your skull in sadistic menace. I than the lord Jesus Chris my saviour when you then decided to run out the hospital ward frantically radiating a fresh and putrid rage nuclear rage of yours..

At first, I had no fucking clue. I asked Audrey why you were mad at me for very nearly dying. I still don’ get it. Are you mad me because you dislike me? Fair enough; I don’t particularly like me either. But is it something different? Are you angry at me for being psychologically unstable? I don’t get it.

But you know what? I don’t have to. I will always appreciate the financial contributions you have made towards Audrey and, but I don’t think it excuses bullying and abusive behaviour to someone in a hospital bed after they tried to kill themselves. I don’t think anything would. Even a genuine apology - which I don’t believe you are capable of if you tried - wouldn’t suffice after this.

After this, I feel - truly - you are much more damaged, uncaring, and vicious of a person than you think you are. Much more like your mother than I think you could even conceive of. To truly be a caring person, you stick with them, highs and lows, ups and downs, glory and gore. You never bully them, abuse them, especially when they are in am emotionally comprised state  You are not that person. You are a fair-weather in-law. You have much less empathy than you believe yourself to posses. You are not a good person.

And so , Audrey and I must leave. Have a good life, Nicola!


fuckin loki.

being half fish is not as fun as it may sound. and it doesnt sound very fun to start with, so…

im really craving sushi.

(He’s transparent, swimming in a sea of tumblr blue. Happy Mermay! -Mod Hell)

The Dads as mythological creatures.
  • Damien: Vampire.
  • Robert: Werewolf.
  • Joseph: Selkie.
  • Hugo: Centaur.
  • Brian: Giant.
  • Mat: Satyr.
  • Craig: Fairy.
ereri + how do i look?
  • Levi: *coming out of the fitting room* How do i look?
  • Eren: You look good
  • Levi: Give it to me straight. I'm being serious here. No need to sweet talk me. I want to hear the truth.
  • Eren: *looking away* It's bad
  • Levi: It's THAT bad?
  • Eren: No, i'm talking about me. It's bad for my heart.
  • Levi: EREN!

in the jacksepticeye community, we don’t say “i love you” we collectively scream in unison at zalgo text and i think that’s beautiful.


NCuTies dancing to “Little Apple” fitness routine 😁

anonymous asked:

Who is 'Kop'?

You mean THE Kop?  THE Haley Kopmeyer?

Well lemme just tell you a lil’ about this Michigan Native!

Born and raised in Troy, Michigan. Her parents signed her up as a kid to Rec, went to 5 tryouts but didn’t make a team until one needed a back-up.  Eventually became a starter and from then out performed for her team. In high school, she was named to the all-state first team, the all-district first team, the all-conference first team, and all-region first team. She then attended the University of Michigan! Go Blue!

She had a terrific career at Michigan. During her best season, which was her 1st after a season ending injury her freshman year, Kopmeyer led the Big Ten in saves (56), save percentage (.862) and saves-per-game (5.60) during conference play while topping the conference in overall save percentage (.848) and sharing the lead in saves (95). She played in 16 games, making 15 starts and set the school rookie record for shutouts with six.  She was awarded the University of Michigan Athletic Academic Achievement Award for the second year running and earned Academic All-Big Ten honors. 

After 4 incredible seasons, this Michigan product, to her surprise, was drafted 31st overall by the Seattle Reign in 2013. Kopmeyer didn’t believe she’d even be drafted and thus already had plans working somewhere else in marketing. She even watched the 2013 NWSL draft until the 29th pick and stopped there and went to work bc she thought she wasn’t going to be drafted only to get a call from her father to which she started bawling. 

Unfortunately, she was released from the team due to league roster constraints; however she was re-signed by the team for the 2014 season to back up Hope Solo.

In 2014, as back up to Hope, Kopmeyer believed it was a year she and Hope had began their relationship which was ‘massive’ , in her own words, in the sense that she had the opportunity to grow and learn from the best goal keeper in the world. She finally had someone who believed in her and thus from there on out kept improving as a GK. 

On her first ever start in 2014, something only our Kop would do, she went to the wrong goal and so ran the entire field to get to the right one. 

However, she did keep a clean sheet and the unbeaten streak while bringing the club to its fifth shutout in twelve games. Not to mention, some really good saves 

cr: here

Kopmeyer has been the back up since 2014 but in the years 2015-17, she’s taken a bigger role as Hope is in rehab now and taken a break from football. She is now the No.1 and has been putting on stellar performances for the Reign. 

From being rejected as a kid in rec games, to starting in the wrong goal as a professional to being Player of the Week and now Seattle Reign’s No.1, Haley Kopmeyer is a Seattle Reign FC Original and forever a gem to our team. 

P.S follow her Twitter for Gold quality content.


Kop being the most extra and crawling on the airplane floor to find out if Lu was in First Class

This has been a Haley Kopmeyer Appreciation Post. <3.

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