i just wanted to try once, okay

2

If it’s one of those skirts that is just a little too long, and I keep stepping… I will lose my mind. There are certain skirts in wardrobe that I want to rip to shreds and burn. I trip up on them and it’s just- when you’re trying to get ready for a scene and you’re like “okay, cool, let’s do this” and you’re pumped and you’re like going in, then trip and you fall face first into a door, again and again and again. And again. And people are stepping on you, it’s ugh, so annoying. [laughs]  But that doesn’t happen very often. Honestly I don’t get irritated with costumes very often. Once a week maybe I’ll be like, “this corset, I want to eat more lunch and I can’t. This is annoying.” They are quite uncomfortable, but you do get used to it. It’s like wearing a bra for the first time. Usually it feels kind of awkward but then you get used to it.

I noticed something in the S&M OP

Okay, so I was watching episode 5 of Pokemon S&M today and I decided to actually read the lyrics of the opening for once, and there was something I noticed. Here are the lyrics:

“There’s no use in just standing around all the time.”

“I want to try and set out on a head-turning adventure.”

Okay, yeah, that’s typical of Ash, he wants to go out and explore the Alola region like he has with the other regions. But then it was the next few lyrics that caught my eye.

“With the sun, the moon, Pokemon, and her too.

It mentions he wants to explore Alola with the sun, the moon, and Pokemon. But then there are the words, “her too”. He can’t be referring to the sun or moon, because those are already explicitly mentioned before it.


Who could he be talking about? Someone from the previous region who left him with a special memory? Someone special to him?

Serena, perhaps?

Now obviously, I don’t understand much Japanese, so these lyrics might have a totally different meaning in Japan, heck, it may not even be talking about Serena. But since S&M is a direct continuation of XY and XY&Z where Ash is still a skilled trainer instead of getting reset, including the lyrics “and her too” is something that got me thinking that I can’t leave alone.

These new writers are keeping me hopeful.

4

VICTORIAN / XIX CIRCA AU

Cheech came for the Ox family who is wealthy and have a noble tittle, in her birthday her father throw a big party where all the social classes heard about it, So Gokú’s friends wanted to go and try the good life for once so they sneal in to the party, he (Gokú) just accepted with the promise of all the yummy stuff that probably he will never have the chance to eat again, so he changed his appears and his name to ‘’Lord Kakarrot’’ but then he find himself dancing with the birthday girl, and stealing her heart in the process, then a lot of circumstances that i haven’t thinking about  happens xD and at the end they got married have their children, and Gokú keeps going to the clandestine fights (is what he did before got married) once in a while and take his children without telling his mistress. 

shout out to @chichis0boobs

hope this is enough bribing for now! ;)

sorry for the late

enjoy!

@fadelurker is the artist (as always, posted with enthusiastic permission from him)

sometimes, i think it’s easy to forget just how many issues plague the small lives of ut!sans and uf!sans. even getting close can be so hard when you’re used to pushing everyone away. it’s hard to let someone else in, even when it’s someone who couldn’t possibly know you better.

you crack a joke. you hold his hand. you smile. you act like everything is going to be okay, even when your worlds are falling down around you. you just want to hang on to something true and good in your life. something that’s for you. for once, you want to be really and truly selfish. 

you try to not think about your real feelings. you try to not think “i don’t deserve a damn thing.”

Okay so I usually don’t bother much with follower count and such but I just wanted to give all of you a huge thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I was actually considering letting this blog die once 2017 rolled in, but then Yuri on Ice happened and I gathered the courage I needed to try and blog about something else besides Tolkien and it’s one of the best decisions I’ve ever made with this blog. In the past month my posts have accumulated around 370 000 notes which is so INSANE I can’t believe it. December was definitely one of the best months ever for me, and I’ve been clinging to this damn website for more than 4 years now. I’m extremely flattered by this amazing response, and never thought it would happen again after The Hobbit was done with all its movies.

So THANK YOU to everyone who followed me recently and THANK YOU to everyone who followed me exclusively for Tolkien and who still sticks around. Everything I’ve done in the past month has been met with overwhelming positivity, be it gifsets, metas or silly memes, and I haven’t had this much fun in ages! 2016 was a very trying year for most of us, and I lost someone very dear to me that meant a lot as I grew up, and only a short while after my girlfriend broke up with me and I hit a wall where I thought I would never be happy again. That’s the reason my blog started dying, I just didn’t have the energy to do anything in that period and I was ready to give up.

But I’m so glad I stuck around and didn’t give in, because in the past 2 months everything started to turn around and I managed to get out of my depression and finally found a new passion in YoI, and at the same time I met a lovely new girl who I’m now proud to call my s/o. I want to thank everyone who stuck by me and sent me positive vibes during the period when I was the most down, it made a world of difference and for the first time in years I can actually say that I’ve been feeling genuinely happy lately. And you’re one of the reasons I can say that.

SO, ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THIS OVERWHELMING SUPPORT. It truly means a lot to me. Thank you. I hope you all have an incredible year!!  ♡

When in doubt end cheesy post

INFP functions in a nutshell
  • Fi: I want to MATTER in this world, I want to be my own inspiration, I need to know that what I've accomplished is in line with my real, authentic self
  • Ne: okay but what is that inner authentic self, hold on lemme just try to be 32549632 different people at once and work towards as many goals as possible
  • Si: idk I get kinda scared when I think about all these possibilities, I'd rather just do the same thing I've been doing for the past few years bc it feels comfortable
  • Te: YOU GUYS ALL SUCK, YOU'RE NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING. NOW I AM GONNA CLEAN THE SHIT OUT OF THIS ROOM AND FEEL GREAT ABOUT IT
Fuck Technology

We have four registers in our store, not including the three in pharmacy, and three of the pinpads went down at once, so anyone paying with a card had to go to one line. Of course there were a ton of people in the store when this happened, and of course multiple people wanted returns, but that’s not even what this is about.

While trying to help people as fast as I could, some people were slamming their items down wherever and announcing that they were leaving before storming out. I wasn’t even upset, I just genuinely told them, “Okay, I don’t blame you, I understand, have a nice day, goodbye!” in a cheery voice because I was honestly glad some people were leaving so there were that many less people to try to help.

Also if I was a customer, I probably would have left at that point too, it was so ridiculous. At least none of the people that stayed yelled at me.

Preference #6 - The Other Boys Don’t Like You Part 2 (Niall)

My phone buzzed a few times on the drive home, a series of text notifications popping up on the screen. I bit my lip hard, trying to stop the new swell of tears forming in my eyes as I tried to keep my eyes from glancing down at it, not wanting to see Niall’s name above each message.

Once my eyes became to blurry to see straight I pulled over into a park, only just managing to put the brakes on before a heavy sob escaped my throat, my forehead falling to rest against the steering wheel. My phone buzzed again and I swallowed thickly, reaching down to pick it up.

‘Hey, thanks for lunch Princess, why didn’t you come into the studio?’

‘Is everything okay? Maggie said you looked upset when you left?’

‘Y/n ? Come on, answer me’

‘I’m getting worried…I’ll start calling unless you text me back’

I read through each text, feeling worse every time, the pit in my stomach starting to churn uncomfortably. Niall had been the most amazing boyfriend in our short time together, he’d been everything I wanted and more; it wouldn’t be fair to him to just up and leave without any explanation. Taking a deep breath I exited out of my messages and into my call log instead, tapping on Niall’s name before I could chicken out.

It only rang twice before his voice was travelling through the speaker, sounding both concerned and relieved.
“What’s going on Y/n,” He asked. “Is everything okay?”
“I’m - I’m sorry Ni,” I sniffed, wiping the heel of my hand over my eyes.
“Are you crying? Please tell me what happened.”
“I think - I - we need to break up.”
“What?”
“Ni, I’m just…please.”
“What brought this on?” He whispered, voice beginning to sound as broken as I felt. “I thought we were good, I thought we loved each other.”
“I do love you Niall, I love you more than anything!” I sobbed. “But I can’t be with you anymore.”
“Tell me why!”
“I can’t!” It was getting harder to calm myself down, my whole body shaking with my tears, my chest tightening with each breath. “I’m sorry…”

I hung up the phone, letting it fall from my hands and land in my lap; my hands moving to cover my face as I clawed at the edge of my hairline. I was hurting and so was Niall but maybe this was for the best; maybe he’d find someone the other boys liked, someone they thought was good enough to be in Niall’s life. As much as I felt stupid for letting them decide how our relationship went I knew that Niall valued their opinions and advice over almost everyone else; I’d be forever competing against the three boys. At least this way he could be happy.

Written By Bree xx

youtube

I’ve never been so happy about a video I’ve just happened upon in my life.

Oh my gosh.

And can I just say it’s just so nice to see this fandom FINALLY thinking about Kairi (because she’s actually pretty dang interesting), and wanting more from her?

And I actually agree with everything this video’s saying.

Okay, so they get a few points wrong, but they’re still right about what they’re trying to get at.

Kairi IS the most important character in Kingdom Hearts (for instance, she’s one of the seven Princesses of Heart–who we now know make up all the light in the world, and without her and the other six the world would give way to shadow once more–and a freakin’ Keyblade wielder, and that combination’s unheard of. Xehanort also needs her to make the X-Blade with either direction he goes down, whether it be the Princesses or the Lights), now if only the games would actually treat her that way!

Or I should say, that they should treat her character that way. Because they, arguably, treat her role that way (and they seem to think that giving Kairi title after title somehow makes up for giving her no development when it doesn’t), but they don’t treat her as a character/person at all.

So, yeah: 100% agree with what this video’s getting at. 

And it is complete bullshit that out of all the zillion of spinoff games they made for this series and its characters, they couldn’t devote even one to her. 


A comedy where Leslie Jones and Kate McKinnon are a crime fighting duo who kind of suck at their jobs and solve most of their cases by accident. Kristen Wiig as their exasperated supervisor who just wants them to do as they’re told for once. Melissa McCarthy and Dwayne ‘The Rock’ Johnson as criminal masterminds trying to take over the city.

First Kiss (Newt Imagine)

Prompts:

Can you do a Newt imagine when someone gets stung by a Griever and attacks Y/N. Newt quickly hits him in the head with a shovel and spends the entire night comforting Y/N because they are terrified.

Submitted by harrystyles78

Hi! i love your work and i was wondering if i could submit a newt fanfic? If you could I would want the girl to be mute and she’s trying to tell Newt that she likes him but he’s really confused and doesn’t understand what she’s trying to say so she ends up kissing him. Maybe fluff? Idk haha but once again I LOVE your stories! Thanks~

Submitted by booya–18

Warning:

Fluffiness

(A/N: Okay so I felt like these two prompts meshed together pretty well and decided to do it for one solid fic. If you guys want me to do a separate one in the future just let me know. And thank you guys for submitting :))

“Y/N, I’m going to need you to clean out those containers so we could put the fresh medical supplies in there. We need to make sure to keep everything sterile.”

You nod and do as your told. The benefits about working with the Medjacks is that you don’t have to deal with all of the ogling and gruffness of the rest of the boys. You’ve only been in the Glade for two months and find that it’s still hard to fit in. It’s impossible to go unnoticed considering you are the only girl and the only mute. Not knowing what happened in your past kills you, you tried desperately within the first few days to learn how to speak, but ultimately came up with nothing.

“Hey, why don’t you break for lunch? I think I can take the rest of the prep work from here. It shouldn’t be too bad.”

You stand in the same place and shake your head continuing on with cleaning up when Jeff pulls the container from you hand.

“I’m serious go on out. No one’s gonna hurt you out there. You’ve been here two months and this place doesn’t run well if we don’t learn to trust one another. Now go on.”

You nod reluctantly and slowly make your way out the door, seeing Newt in the distance as he’s leaving the gardens. His blonde hair casts a goldish hue when the sun hits it and his face scrunches up, wiggling his nose in the process, as he wipes dirt off of his face with the back of his hand. You haven’t really been around him much due to your shy nature, but when you did see him your stomach couldn’t help but do backflips. He’s just that handsome and incredibly sweet.

When you finally make your way to the kitchen you happen to be right behind him on line.

Should I say hello?

Idiot–YOU CAN’T SAY ANYTHING.

You tug on his shirt and he whips around with a startled look on his face. You smile and wave up at him and he smiles back.

“Hey, Y/N. How are you?”

You give him two thumbs up and he lets out a chuckle.

“That’s great. I’ve heard you’ve been keeping busy. Want to sit with me for lunch?”

You were hesitant at first. Whenever you had meals you usually would bring whatever it was into your shelter and eat it there, but before you had the chance to process it you nod your head and grab your food, following him to a table where Minho and Thomas were both siting.

“HEY so Y/N is joining us today, huh? What a pleasant surprise for you to grace us with your presence!” Minho says earning a chuckle from Thomas.

“I invited her.”

Newt smiles and rests a hand on your shoulder causing your face to heat up.

“Well, that’s great. Almost forgot we even had a girl Glader.”

You know that your face has turned a shade of bright red as you slouch in your seat. After a while it was as if Newt and the boys forgot you were even there, so you got up and walked away towards the Deadheads.

I can’t believe I did that. I should have just not tried saying hello.

“Bad…Bad bad bad.”

You whip around and see Ben standing across from you. He looked like a dog that contracted rabies, foam around his mouth and his eyes black as coal. You back up slowly but he lunges at you and you land on the ground. He pins your hands down with one hand and wraps the other around your throat.

“YOU DID THIS!”

You begin to cough and gasp for breath and your eyes are begging for him to stop. You begin to feel light headed when suddenly his hands broke free of your neck and a loud crack echos through the deadheads. Tears are pouring down your face as you quickly fumble to your feet and back up into a tree, shaking like a leaf.

“Get the bloody MedJack’s over here! Ben just tried to shucking kill Y/N!”

The sound of boys feet ruffling and yelling commenced as you felt yourself nearly keel over, Newt catching you in the process.

“Hey, Princess no crying. You’re okay.” He wipes the tears from your face and examines your neck. “You’re bruising up a bit, but you’re gonna be okay.”

You latch onto Newt, gripping tightly to his chest, your arms secured tightly around his neck. He tenses at first, but quickly loosens up, the two of you melting into each other.

“Let’s get you to bed.” He whispers.

He picks you up bridal style and takes you to your hammock and you shake your head vigorously, clenching onto him even tighter.

“You want to stay with me?”

You nod and he takes you into his room. Gently placing you on the bed.

“I’ll take the fl…”

Before he could even finish his sentence you tug his arm hard. He knits his brow clearly confused by your actions.

“What’s wrong? Is there something missing?”

YOU!

You tug his arm harder.

“I don’t know what you’re trying to…”

You push yourself up so that you’re kneeling on his bed, your arms to the back of his neck, reaching up and planting your lips on his. He kisses back and his hands wander down to your waist, causing you to smile into the kiss. You pull apart slowly and you bite your lip.

“That was…wow…that was amazing.”

The corners of your mouth turn up slightly.

“So you do like me…”

You nod your head and smile up at him.

“I had know clue… you seemed to avoid me like the plague.”

You shake your head.

“So you’re just a shy little thing?”

You press your lips to his and you feel him chuckling a bit before deepening it, pushing you down, and sliding into bed with you.

“Wish you would have told me sooner, Princess. I’ve liked you ever since you came up that bloody box.”

okay so we all know about Marty’s calculator watch, from such timeless scenes as Try Not To Make The Cafe Owner Think You’re A Russian Spy Or Something.

But the thing is, Marty’s awfully invested in coming off as a total coolkid (even tho we know he isn’t). And if I recall correctly from the 80s, those calculator watches were basically KING DORK accessories. Like, wow, if you wanted to get beat up by assholes at school every day instead of just once a week, that was a good place to start. So WHY DOES HE WEAR IT? IT IS A MYSTE–

Oh.

Oh, Marty, baby. That’s adorable, but I gotta say, your big secret hero worship crush is showing, just a little.

Monsta x (gif) Reaction: Their s/o doesn’t want them to have skinship because they have extreme keratosis pilaris ('chicken skin') and are insecure


Shownu:

Tbh I don’t think this cutie would even notice until you brought it up, but once he saw how insecure you were about it he would turn into the biggest softie and help you in any way that he can.

“Oh, you shouldn’t be upset about that, jagiya. If it really bothers you that much I can try to buy some lotion for you? Come here ~” 

*he entends his arms for a hug w the cutest eye smile ever oml*  

Originally posted by shownuz


Wonho:

At first he’d be a little upset that you didn’t want skinship, but once you’d open up to him about your skin he’d be very protective over you and your feelings. He just wants you to be happy.

“It’s okay, jagi! I love you. You’re skin doesn’t matter to me, please don’t be insecure, be happy!”

*does weird sleeve dance until you smile*

Originally posted by soggydumplings


Kihyun:

Kihyun’s reaction to your skin worries might seem a little cold, but that’s not how he means it at all. He’d just question why you would care about something as small as that.

“Why would you worry about something like that? It doesn’t matter to me, I love you, that’s what matters.”

*watches you later to make sure you’re not too upset about it*

Originally posted by wonkyuns


Minhyuk:

this puppy oml I think Minhyuk would be the most worried out of all of them. Once he realized how self-conscious you were about it he’d do anything in his power to make you feel better. 

“Jagi ~ don’t worry about that. Just be happy.”

Originally posted by whisperingthoughtzz


Jooheon:

Jooheon wouldn’t really know what to say to make you feel better, but by god he’s gonna try his best. In the end your skin really doesn’t matter to him, but he would panic trying to figure out how to tell you in a sincere enough way to make you feel better.

“Oh, but I don’t care about that, baby. Infact, your skin is on the list of the many things I love about you.”

Originally posted by ew-wonho


Hyungwon:

omg my bias wrecker This tall bean would hold your hands in his and look into your eyes sincerely, telling you how beautiful you are and how your skin doesn’t matter at all.

“Jagiya, you are so beautiful. Really, your skin doesn’t change anything. You can get through this insecurity. Fighting ~ !”

Originally posted by garisanee


I.M:

yoooo my bias I.M is another baby that would be so sweet to you. He’d get you flowers and treat you like an absolute princess/prince until he’s sure that you’re okay.

“Baby~ please don’t be upset about that. I couldn’t care less if your skin has a few bumps or is a little red here and there. I still love you all the same.”

Originally posted by garisanee

anonymous asked:

Babe, I know this isn't what you want to hear, but I think what you're eating is too low . . . you're slowing your metabolism and after a year of eating 1000 calories a day I ended up in the hospital and almost died. I can't walk and need five different medications just to stay alive. Try eating some more calories, okay? I'm not saying to eat 2000 or even 1000, but try to eat a couple hundred more.

It’s okay my body can handle it. I used to eat only 100 calories per day sometimes less and I never even fainted once. They told me I was gonna die within that month (2016 July) but then they made me a fatass and now I have to lose the weight again. 😊💗✨🍴 

anonymous asked:

is everything ok? I saw your updating once in Jan when you normally update every couple of weeks. not trying to rush you or anything. i'll wait! just want to make sure everything's okay :)

Aw, thanks nonnie! I appreciate the concern, but don’t worry. It’s just a perfect storm of “no writing time over Christmas” plus “unexpected freelance work I couldn’t turn down stealing my writing time and creative energy”.

That means I can’t write as much as I would like right now. I’m averaging maybe 700 words four days a week, as opposed to 1800. Additionally, I don’t have any sort of lead on the chapters (so none are written ahead of time any more. Boo.) Also the chapter I’m writing is a bit tricky!

I would like to make it a total guarantee that I’ll update on January 27th but the chapter’s not finished yet - and I’m neck deep in a deadline of freelance work. However, I will try =D

I’m hoping I’ll have the freelance work done by the end of February, but sadly updates will slow down a bit for a while (which is annoying, actually, because we’re in the last quarter of the story and I’m eager to finish XD)

Thank you, everyone for your endless patience. This whole freelance deal (a new thing in my life) is part of the reason why, for the next story, I’ll be changing my writing habits of a lifetime and writing it ALL before I start posting, rather than doing it chapter by chapter. It’ll probably make it less stressful for me, and more fun for you (and that’s GOT to be a plus!)

Thank you for your lovely message. it’s really nice when a reader sees a delay and worries about the writer <3

Bring consent out of the bedroom. I think part of the reason we have trouble drawing the line ‘it’s not okay to force someone into sexual activity’ is that in many ways, forcing people to do things is part of our culture in general. Cut that shit out of your life. If someone doesn’t want to go to a party, try a new food, get up and dance, make small talk at the lunchtable—that’s their right. Stop the ‘aww c’mon’ and ‘just this once’ and the games where you playfully force someone to play along. Accept that no means no—all the time.
— 

I loved this quote when I first read it, and I still do. But I do think it lacks one important point, and that is all the ways in which ‘cutting that shit out of our life’ requires that we collectively stand up to break down systems of non-consent. 

When you are young you are prevented in a thousand ways from saying ‘no’ to school, no matter how abusive your education is. After that, you you are prevented in a thousand ways from saying ‘no’ to jobs, no matter how abusive most jobs are. You can not say ‘no’ to the presence of police in your public spaces, no matter how much they murder people just for looking like you do. You can not say ‘no’ to prison. You can not say ‘no’ to immigrant detention and deportation. You can not say ‘no’ to living in a system that exploits you while keeping basic necessities from you.

What good is a politics of consent that allows me to say ‘no’ to a party but not to a stop-and-search by a gang of cops? How consensual is my life when I can say ‘no’ to a lunchable but not to a job that is slowly killing me without even giving me enough to survive?

Consent culture requires a revolution, the actual ‘smash the state’ kind.

Mine

Fandom: Glee

Pairing: Ryder x Reader

Warning: Slight NSFW

Writer: looneylovegoodx

Requested By: 5-seconds-of-gladers

Request: Okay so I was wondering (Once oneshots are open) if you could write a Ryder/OC fic (for glee obvi lol) where y/n is dating Ryder but kitty keeps trying to break you guys up because kitty hates you and wants to ruin your life. Ryder reaslises this and decides to leave his mark on you smut pls if you do smut, if not just have him make out with you in the hallway in front of kitty or something lol

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