i just wanted to make something since i started watching

A Kiss On The Run ~ Nanbaka Fanart
Holy Cow.. O__o
I just realized it’s been more than 2 months since I uploaded something…
I’ve been a massive Nanbaka fan since the Anime came out and also started to read the webcomic ^^
It’s so shiny and so hilarious to watch xD
Always makes my day ^^  

I somehow felt that my first upload since Christmas has to be my favourite pairing of the show :3
I wanted to draw something a little different though ^^
So I decided to go without the stripy clothes and show them outside of prison ^^ Maybe on the run enjoying a few minutes of peace xD
Or something like that xD  

I feel so sorry to keep you waiting for so long.. Q___Q  
..but I hope you will like what you see xD :3 

A confession, not a request. If you have time, please read it.

Request: hey, i just read your rules and i was thinking, in support of you and your recovery a BTS reaction(or anything you prefer) to Y/N being a past rape victim and starting a charity or something that helps victims of it to come forward (: if not its totally fine! obviously, under your circumstances. if you do thank you, i love you ❤❤

Rather than doing a reaction, I will tell you a story. I’m sorry darling, but I really take those matters seriously and I just couldn’t bring myself to write it. Every time I started, my eyes teared up and I just couldn’t. But for you I’ll tell a story that’s very close to my heart and that will make you guys understand why I protect the kpop fandom so eagerly.

I was 14 when I was raped. Also it was January 2014. Until August 2014 no one and I really mean no one could talk normally to me, without my hands to shake or my voice.If they were able to talk to me at all. My connection to the world was stopped, I didn’t go to school, I took my exams,of course and went in the next class. However, until August, I was almost uncommunicating. I was suicidial and depressed. So, I was almost always thinking about just ending it all.

My mother knew that since I was 5 *my cousin was a first genaration kpoper* kpop made me move to the rythym and love the world. She gave me her phone and shepressed the play button of the video. And a melody started. “Sometimes you’ve gotta be bold, just rock the world. BUUYA!” It was Red Velvet’s Happines. Unlike all the other attempts to make me feel something, this one just hit home. I watched the music video in awe, amazed by the fact how beautiful they were and how happy they looked. I wanted to be happy too, but how could I? I was dirty, a whore, a no one. And after the music video ended I looked up to my mother and asked her if she’ll give me her phone tomorrow to watch the live performance. She couldn’t believe that I first talked to her after such a long period of time and of course she gladly agreed. And so on, day after day I watched Red Velvet evolving as I myself started being a new person. They introduced Yeri in the group, I went to a new school. Ice cream cake and Automatic thought me that family is all I have and I shouldn’t lose it. Dumb Dumb made me want to dance again. One of these nights made me remember the pain, but also come to terms with it. Russian Roulette made me confident and feel good about myself again. And Rookie helped me find the people I belong with.

I am very greatful to them. Those girls made me who I am today. The five hearts of the Kpop community. The underrated queens wiht music I always hear people calling childish, but let me tell you. Thanks to them I am alive. I am alive thanks to the power they gave, the fact that they told me that everyday I should be happier than yesterday, because something good will happen. 

So, don’t be afraid or ashamed to listen to kpop, because this “Chin Chong” as people call them, save and inspire people lives. Don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself, to tell your story.

My biggest dream is to have five minutes in my whole life in which I’ll be able to meet the girls. To tell them how grateful I am, what they did for me, how they are for me. I want them to know that they saved my life and that they are precious. And that girl groups can also be a big influence in someone’s life.

Red Velvet 언니들이, 고마워. 너때무네 나 한국어 공부해요. 너무 너무 감사합니다. 사랑해요. <3 

Irene, I write this for you. Happy birthday darling.

Love, Li.

“Who I Am Inside” Part 1

Chapter 1


I groaned as I heard my alarm go off and the screen to my phone light up. I reached my hand out to hurry up and grab it, so I could savor the last couple seconds I had left before I had to wake up. Opening my eyes, I caught the sunlight seeping in through the blinds hanging over the window. I slowly rose up in bed and stretched. Today was going to be a great day. For the first time in almost 6 years, I get the house to myself. FOR THE WHOLE DAY! I’m ecstatic, one could say.

I made my way downstairs to see a note on the table from my mom.

“Hope you enjoy your day off today! As well as having the whole house to yourself!
Love you! -Mom”

My mom was off at a hotel with my aunt for the next 24 hours. I insisted to her that she goes since she never gets to take opportunities like this since she works all the time. My mom is the best mother a girl could ask for. She’d do anything for me. My parents got divorced when I was 3. They never got along with each other, even before they were married. Honestly, I think they just got married because my mom found out she was pregnant with me.

He never wanted anything to do with me, so she got full custody of me. 7 years later mom got remarried to another guy. He was the love of her life and they tried so hard to get pregnant. A couple months into my mother’s pregnancy, he got into a car accident with a drunk driver. Mom was so heartbroken after that, she almost lost the baby since her stress levels were through the roof. A few months later, Nevaeh was born. She was something else alright. 6 years old and acted like a full fledged teenager. Nevaeh was born when I turned 13. Since my mom worked night shift, I was Nevaeh’s second mother. I could never go to any parties or anything such of the sorts because of the situation. It sorta sucked for me considering I had just entered 7th grade and that’s when a person makes a reputation for high school.

I was in a group of friends during high school, but after I graduated 7 months ago that all changed. We all went our different ways. I got a job at the public library around the start of my junior year, and was still there today. I was promoted from page to clerk this past summer and got a key. I was thrilled. I loved my job a lot. My co workers, the patrons, and sometimes even the mean old ladies who help out there.

I went to college first semester, but soon it was getting to stressful to handle everything all at once so I decided to take a break this semester and continue next. I never liked school, honestly. Then again, who does? I’m only 19 and figured I had time to sort things out. Make sure what I really wanna do with my life. I couldn’t help but feel like there was something more than just this life. Sometimes, I just wanted to get far away from here and just drive. No center destination just somewhere new. Somewhere I could be free and find myself.

I went into the bathroom and brushed my long h/c hair, and looked into the mirror at my big e/c eyes. I spoke softly to myself:

“Who am I supposed to be? Who am I inside?”

I started humming the lyrics to the song Mulan sings her movie. Since I just watched it previously with Nevaeh.

I was broken out of my little trance when I heard a knock at the front door. Wondering who it could be, since I didn’t expect company. As I opened the door, I saw two men standing there in black suits with a serious look on both of there faces.

“Does Y/n Greene live here?” said the shorter one.

“Who’s asking?” I replied back curiously

“I’m Eric Blonowitz and this is my partner Craig Ramirez. We work for the FBI and we just wanted to ask you a few questions.” He said sternly.

Then they showed me their badges.

Originally posted by destructiveandsuicidal

So it begins…

@sisterwinchesterwriter @nothin-after-79 @not-moose-one-shots@winchesters-favorite-girl @chrisevansthedoritobastard

Two Poor Kids

Future!Cas x Reader

Word Count: 1,042

Song mentioned: 2 Poor Kids by Ruth B

A/N: This is very fluffy. I wanted to make it dramatic, but it started getting soft and cute and I wanted to keep it that way. I hope you guys enjoy it since this is my first one, too!! :) -Abi

You were flying down the road; endless highways coming to life as Castiel drove much faster than the speed limit. You glanced over, checking the gauge and watched as he was close to breaking 90. Normally, you would’ve grabbed the wheel and begged him to slow down until you were almost in tears, but this time, you let him be. Watching him just be was something you didn’t get to witness very often. Normally he just was but he could never just be.

Caught up in the thoughts of the past, sweeping through his mind like a harsh wind, when storms coveted the lands and ripped trees from their roots and made them shake in a violent dance as the clouds rest grey.

Yourself and Castiel didn’t discuss the past at all. You kept it to yourselves, let the world fast forward through time on its own as you remained buried in one spot: right beside him. Because nothing else mattered if you were with him. His presence – lenient yet preservative. You perceived merit whenever you were around him, because no one got to admire him the way you got to. 

But in that moment – in that single moment where the night was young and the air wafted through the windows, the breeze sharp and crisp: you found solace. 

You glanced to your left, a smile on Castiel’s face as the window carded through his hair like a delicate touch of the fingers. His eyes closed shut momentarily, taking in a millisecond of freedom before reality kicked back in and he remembered he was responsible for your life in that vehicle and not just his.

“I keep thinking,” You began, your voice quiet, “And I feel like there’s something we need to talk about.” 

Castiel looked at you for a second then back at the road. Shocked by the unexpected suggestion, he situated himself in his seat, resting his left elbow outside the window. 

“And that would be?” 

“The future.” 

A hiss sounded as Castiel slammed on the breaks. Your body flung forward, but he made sure he kept you safe by lurching his right hand out to your chest, keeping your body pressed firmly against the seat so you wouldn’t fly out the windshield. 

“Jesus, Cas! What was that?” You breathed, your chest rising and falling quickly as you struggled to regain your composure.

“I-I’m sorry,” He stammered, “The um… What you said startled me.” 

You sighed, moving your hair out of your face. You leaned forward, resting your head on the dashboard with your elbows on your knees and face in your hands. 

“Y/N really, I’m sorry. I–” 

“It’s okay,” You interrupted him with a sharp inhale as you sat straight up again, “I didn’t mean to scare you. I am sorry.” 

His eyes softened and a frown played at his lips, “Y/N, you don’t have to apologize. Please.” 

You sat back against your seat, crossing your arms to your chest in mild frustration. You didn’t know how to bring up the fact that you were just curious about what your future together would bring. It didn’t matter to you if you both got out of hunting and saving the world or if you both remained in that state for the rest of your lives. You just wanted to be with him. You could deal with living in and out of hotels and motels. You could deal with visiting local diners and then being interrupted every five minutes. You could deal with living in your car every once and a while. 

You could deal with it because you had him

“I don’t want no time on the big screen,
I’m okay with me and my ripped jeans
and you, and you.” 

Your heart fluttered and a minuscule breath drifted from your lips as a song began to play on the stereo. You’d forgotten about having your phone plugged-in to the speakers, and it must’ve been paused for the entire drive seeing as though nothing played until the car stopped. 

“Messy hair that’s what he likes on me,
I don’t care as long as we’re happy
and free, to be, just you
and me.”

“I remember the day I caught you singing this on the balcony of a hotel room we’d got right after a hunt,” Castiel murmured. He sat up straight, looking at you with a small smile on his lips, “I remember how worn out you were. If you could’ve done anything, you would’ve much rather been sleeping, but something compelled you to step outside; to breathe in the fresh air before you’d have to dive below clarity again,” 

“They think it’s a shame
that the world will never 
know our names, but I think that’s okay
‘cause love gets ruined by money and power 
and fame.”

“Your voice was so beautiful and I wondered how I could’ve fallen more in love with you than I already was,” He placed his hand on your knee, his thumb running smoothly over your skin, eyes connecting. “To this day, I wish I hadn’t stepped out onto that balcony and bothered you. I could’ve listened to you sing all night long.” 

Your cheeks flushed a bright pink and you moved the armrests of the chairs out of your way and snuggled into Castiel’s side.You placed your right arm around him and laid your head against his shoulder. Instinctually, he smiled, kissed your forehead, and rested his cheek on the top of your head, holding you close.

Neither of you had a lot. Not now. Not anymore. Neither of you had anyone else to depend on, to go to. Sam and Dean disappeared from your lives and you and Castiel were the ones to remain. When you both thought about your futures, it seemed murky–dismal. 

But that was okay, and as the song carried on, you engulfed yourself in the solitude with Castiel–solitude that you sat comfortably in–a home. 

“We’re just two poor kids from a really rich city,
my oh my, what a pity. 
‘Cause we’ve got a love story unlike the rest,
no fancy suit and no fancy dress,
just us, just us, just love, just love
just us, just us, just love, just love…”

A few idea comes to mind...Part 1

So most of the Anti-CS crew are voicing their thoughts about the CS wedding…and I just happen to see @phoenixfeatherquill post…I know I’m suppose to stop and should not care since I’ve stop watching since S5 start…BUT come on, this is SOMETHING!!! 

I got a few ideas in mind…I’m not good with writing, so think of this as summaries and bunch of plot bunnies :P

Lets start with SwanFire…

If Neal did not die because of the writers stupidity, let’s start with how he proposes to Emma. I don’t want to make an entire AU summary for this story because it would make this post super long. And I swear I have a lot of changes in mind on how I would like that to happen…

I imagine Neal simply proposing to Emma at Granny’s while having coffee or having a drink. Of course he had asked for Snowing’s approval first and inform Henry and Regina about it. Maybe Neal casually having a talk with Emma and simply asked her and she accidentally said ‘Yes’ before realizing what she just agreed with. A little speechless at first, and a “C’mon. Really?!?! D-did you just…” and blah, blah, blah. Then Neal would ask her for her answer and she would try to change the topic and make it a bit hard for Neal. Having a little confrontation about it because she’s being a bit evasive and she would…I don’t know maybe confess and say she’s not yet ready to settle down yet…and just like to be in the boyfriend/girlfriend thing more and asked Neal if he’s willing to wait. Neal smiles and said he’s willing to wait…and it took a few conflicts and adventures - maybe a year and a half - until either one of them almost die, to make Emma finally say “Yes”.

Snow being excited with the wedding and practically the one planning the wedding and dragging Belle along with it much to Emma’s amusement…but sadly tells her mother that she appreciates the effort but tells her their idea of a wedding…but Snow insisting on having a Bridal shower and Bachelor’s party…and Emma ended up saying yes to that. Girls bonding at Granny’s or somewhere chic, and the Guys goofing around and acting like teenagers maybe playing video games, being crazy fanboys and having drinks and card games with Charming and Neal having man to man talk.

A few months later and we see them having a small garden wedding…with Emma in a simple white cocktail dress or long gown escorted by her parents, them being in white as well…and the fact that Emma has a little present for Neal. Well that’s all I’ve got…it got longer than I expected…

Chandler Bing quote starters
  • Well, I took the quiz, and it turns out I do put career before men.
  • You know what’s weird? Donald Duck never wore pants. But whenever he’s getting out of the shower, he always puts a towel around his waist. I mean, what is that about?
  • All right, you will notice that I am fully dressed. I, in turn, have noticed that you are not.
  • Is it wrong that I was totally aroused by that?
  • Sometimes I wish I was a lesbian… did I say that out loud?
  • The fifth dentist caved and now they’re all recommending Trident.
  • Oh no, two women love me. They’re both gorgeous and sexy. My wallet’s too small for my fifties, and my diamond shoes are too tight.
  • You know for a hotline, you’re not very hot!
  • You may know this, you know strange things. What is the boiling point of brain?
  • I’ll give you fifty dollars for your underpants.
  • You left the toilet seat up, you bastard!
  • What is it with people watching me sleep? There will be no more watching me sleep!
  • I just wanted to watch a little TV, okay? Relax, mom.
  • Hey. You’re never going to believe what happened to me today. I went to the bank. Totally hot teller. And she didn’t want to have sex with me in the vault!
  • I think it would be better for my ego if we didn’t stand right next to each other.
  • It’s been a while since we’ve yelled something…
  • I wanted to wear my bathrobe and eat peanut clusters all day. I wanted to start drinking in the morning. Don’t say that I don’t have goals!
  • Men are here.
  • Okay, make sure you look both ways before you cross the street.
  • That is the beauty of this game; it makes you want to kill yourself.
  • That’s not going to get annoying.
  • You’re not gonna die. Well, you are gonna die. But you’re not gonna die today.
  • What if Martin Luther King had said that? “I kind of have a dream… I don’t wanna talk about it.”
  • I mean it, this feels really good, is this 100% cotton?
  • Yeah, okay, but after that we’re playing some pool.
  • This is the men’s room!… Isn’t it?
  • I’m quite the woodsman.
  • Neat. I’m gonna die alone.
  • Okay, so what name am I cool enough to pull off?
  • Oh, yeah, I’m a gym member. I try to go four times a week, but I’ve missed the last… twelve hundred times.
  • Well, what is wrong with me? Am I incompetent?
  • What stupid thing did you do?
  • When I walk outside naked, people throw garbage at me.
  • I’ll make something up. I’m good at lying. I actually did borrow your Walkman.
  • I didn’t know it was a secret!
  • Hey! Pipe down! What is the matter with you people?!
  • Is there anyone in this building who hasn’t tried to hit on you?
  • They’re so uncomfortable, its like getting kicked in the nuts, for your feet.
  • Look, they’ve got these wheels that pop out the bottom so you can roll around. Apparently, walking is too much exercise. Kids, kids! Roll your way to childhood obesity!
  • Well, that’s the best kiss I’ve had with anyone I’ve ever met in a men’s room.
  • On second thought, gum would be perfection.
  • Yes, it does bother me. And I think it would bother a lot of people.
  • Yes, on a scale from one to ten, ten being the dumbest a person can look, you are definitely nineteen.
  • I’m not great at the advice. Can I interest you in a sarcastic comment?
  • They were just giving those away at the store… in exchange for money.
  • Bagels and donuts: Round food, for every mood.
  • I tend to keep talking ‘til somebody stops me.
  • I just had one. Two. Two tiny cigarettes. Okay, five! A pack. Two pack - A carton.Three big fat cartons in two days!
  • All right, this isn’t so bad. I like the flowery smell.
  • I say more dumb things before 9am than most people say all day.
  • Hi, I’m ____ and I make jokes when I’m uncomfortable.
  • The mean guys at the coffee house took my hat!
  • We love kids. Love them to death. Well, not actually to death. That’s just a figure of speech. We love kids the appropriate amount… as allowed by law.
  • I feel violated. And not in a good way.
Lost Without You

Another request! I really hope you like it! Keep sending me more. Enjoy :-)

“David’s in town and wants to go to dinner,” Shawn said.

“Oh, well that’s no big deal. You just go to dinner and I’ll see you tomorrow,” I replied, dropping the bags of groceries onto my kitchen counter.

“Are you sure? You can come with,” he invited.

“No, no it’s fine,” I insisted. “Go and have dinner.”

“We were supposed to have plans tonight, though. We were supposed to have our own dinner. I can always tell him I’ll see him another time. I haven’t seen you in weeks, Zo. I don’t have to go to dinner my first night back in town,” he reasoned.

“Shawn, stop. He’s the head of your record label. You’re not going to tell him no. Just go and I’ll see you tomorrow,” I said, trying to sound like it was no big deal.

“I can come over afterwards?” he hedged.

“Really, you don’t have to. I’m sure it will be a late night like it always is with him,” I replied. “I’ll just make something for myself and watch a movie. I’m pretty tired anyway. It’s been a long few weeks.”

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It’s been about two years now since I started watching this goober, and I started making gifs of Jack about two months after that, and I still do to this day!

I wanted to post something about it, so here are some gifs I’ve made (mostly) in chornological order, just look at that fucking progress!! :D

It’s been a great couple of years with ya Jack, u da bess! <3

anonymous asked:

Hi! :) So you said we could go on your tumblr and you'll talk about your fic for hours... And I really really liked this first chapter, soooo idk what you wanna talk about but everything is fine by me, from how long ago you had the idea for it to how many chapters you think you'll be writting, really everything is fine by me! I'm happy to hear all about it so try me!

oh boy, you want to know how long ago I had the idea? well let me start off by saying that this was actually the first clexa fic that I ever started writing! I started it before I finished watching season 2 so this fic dates back to around April 2015. But the fic idea itself was developed from an idea for an original story that I had 1-2 years before that. Basically I’ve been obsessed with pirates since childhood and I’ve always wanted to write about them and there was just something about pirate captain Lexa (who will be making her appearance in the next chapter, don’t you worry) that really sparked my creativity. Of course it’s changed massively since then and is virtually unrecognisable as the same story but this fic is my baby and has been for years. As for how many chapters, I think it’s going to be 13 but it could be one more or one less than that.

Shownu Scenario - They Know We Are Together

Genre: Fluff

Pairings: Shownu x You

Words: 521

Summary: Shownu gets shy at you attempts on showing some affection in public.

Author’s Note: Sorry if it’s too short and if I took too long xD I just have many many many requests to answer and a lack of free time :P Hope you like it!


You were in that big room, helping the boys with dinner since they came late from the recordings and you decided to go help them and to spend some time with Shownu.

There weren’t just the boys around, but staff and people that you didn’t even knew. 

As Kihyun took the lead, you decided to look for your boyfriend, and found him sitting on the table and looking at his screen.

You smiled and kept walking towards him, tapping his shoulder and making him smile to see you.

Shownu instantely got rid of his phone, since he wanted to give you all the atention, and you didn’t hesitate to sit on his lap.

-How was today? - You smiled bright at him, wrapping your arms around his neck and getting comfortable on his lap.

Shownu just hummed, looking away, really uncomfortable and turning red for some reason.

-Is it everything ok? - Your smile disappeared as he kept on avoiding eye contact with you and took your arms off of him really gently and holding your hands, resting on your legs.

-Yes! - He smiled but instantely looked around to see if people were watching you.

-Are you affraid they see us? - You ask, noticing he was checking when staff passed by.

-It’s just that I don’t want they to see us as… - Shownu didn’t finished the sentence and kept stutering, getting shy just by talking with you about it.

-They know we are together. - You got up but kept looking at him. - That is nothing wrong about me sitting on your lap or we kissing. It’s not like we are making out in front of everyone!

With those words Shownu only got more embarrassed and shy and you decided you could wait a little bit more to have him since he wasn’t comfortable enough showing affection in public.

-It’s fine, I understand. - You held his hand and smiled, prepared to go back to the kitchen when he grabbed your wrist and pulled ou back to his lap.

He didn’t planned to do that so when you looked surprised at him, he just started to laugh and his cheeks got red again.

-I don’t want you to go. - He interlocked his fingers with yours. - They all know so…I think it’s ok.

Shownu smiled and leaned to kiss you, really slow, affraid to be making something you didn’t like. It was just a single peck, since you two wanted to stay with eachother but respect the people that was watching you, too.

-HYUNG! - You heard Minhyuk screamming from the other side of the room, followed by the guys that were laughing and overreacting at your pda.

You just got up again and whatched them running towards Shownu. 

-This is what I didn’t want. - He said to himself, closing his eyes in emabrassement as the boys jumped on his back and teased him for doing that with you in public.

You laughed at their silliness and left Shownu to give them explanations, since you knew you would be seeing him later again, and privatily.


I actually think he would get really shy at pda though. - Hope you liked it!

~I also wirte for BTS, EXO, B.A.P, GOT7 and INFINITE if you’d like to leave more requests.




Scarred For Life

Originally posted by dailytylerhoechlin

Request: #63 - Getting caught, #64 - Explaining their relationship to someone who didn’t know, and #9 - First time with Derek

Author’s Note: So, I tried to make this kinda funny and cute! This combo was interesting, so I hope you like what I came up with! Enjoy c;

Please, always use a condom/practice safe sex

Warnings: Always language; obvious smut; just porn from the start


“You’re sure…there’s no…pack stuff…today?” I huffed in between heavy breaths and light moans. Derek’s mouth was working relentlessly on my neck, making it hard to concentrate.

“Yes,” he breathed, grinding his hips against mine. I groaned loudly, my nails digging into his shoulders. Derek had me pressed against the wall, my legs wrapped around his waist, fingers in his hair as he kissed me breathless, hands squeezing my ass.

“Fuck,” I whispered, feeling him bite down on the junction of my neck and shoulder.

“You know, your brother wouldn’t approve of this,” he stated, playfulness in his voice. I pulled back, giving him a look.

“Really? You’re gonna bring up Stiles right now?”

“Right. Sorry,” he muttered, grinning before kissing me again. His lips trailed along my jaw, nipping here and there, before finding that spot behind my ear that made me gasp. Biting my lip to hold back a smile, I began to tug on the collar of his shirt until he pulled back enough to allow me to pull it over his head. He gave me that famous Hale smirk as I ran my eyes up and down his exposed torso.

“Like what you see?” he asked playfully.

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Welcome to The Family

Shawn Mendes
Words ~ 2,000
Warnings ~ 1 swear word
Request ~ ‘ok so since Christmas is quickly approaching i was wondering if you could were a little something about Shawn wanting to impress your family during Christmas so he debates on what to get you and ends up getting you a dog in the end and it end up ending in lots of fluff??’
Note ~ To clarify: Marie = Step mum, Lilly = Marie’s Daughter

“What’s up with Loverboy?” Que flopped on the bed next to me. I wasn’t paying attention until she grabbed the box of mince pies from the nightstand.

“There’s nothing wrong with Shawn.” I replied, snatching the box from her hands and hugging it to my chest. Aunt Maggie always sent us a box of mince pies each for Christmas, seeing they are hard to find in Canada, and I wasn’t going to let Que touch it, not after she ate half the box last year.

“I haven’t seen him around lately. Normally you’re all over each other when he’s home. Wait! Did you guys break up?” She fake gasped, already knowing the answer was a big fat no.

“We didn’t break up.” I laughed as she made grabbing hands towards the box, “He just wants to spend some time with his family.”

“Mhm, sure.” Que replied. She got all giddy as I opened the box and handed her half the sweet pie. I watched as she shoved the pastry in her mouth. Her head fell back as she let out a satisfied groan.

“I am capable with going a few days without seeing him.” I stated.

Que popped open one eye and started back, “Sure, whatever you say.” She mumbled with her mouth full before turning her attention back to some random Christmas film we were watching.


Okay, maybe something was up with Shawn. I didn’t want to seem like an obsessive needy girlfriend but it’s been nearly a week since we last talked. We’ve never gone that long without talking before, even when we’re fighting we always make sure to check in every once in a while.

Just to make things worse, Que and Matthew had stopped talking to me about two days ago, and I tried asking John if he knew what was going on, but he gave me some vague answer before shutting me out.

“Why the sad face?” Marie asked when I sat on one of the bar stools across from her. She was mixing something in a sauce pan, my guess being hot chocolate.

“Everyone is ignoring me.” I told her while fiddling with a piece of tinsel that hung from the counter, “I mean, Shawn hasn’t been talking to me recently, and now Que and Matthew won’t reply my text or calls, and John is shutting me out, and I don’t want to sound needy or anything, but it’s pretty shitty considering it’s Christmas Eve and everyone I love is suddenly dropping off the face of the Earth.”

I couldn’t stop shaking as I attempted to hold back my tears. Marie must have sensed this and rushed over, engulfing me in her arms. Tears streamed down my face while tiny hiccups escapes my mouth as I tried to catch my breath.

I felt silly for crying over something as small as this, but it made me worry; Like, what if something bad has happened to Que or Matthew and that’s why they won’t reply? Or what if Shawn was planning to break up with me and that’s why he won’t talk to me?

Oh God, what if Shawn was cheating on me? I’m sure he wouldn’t, Shawn didn’t seem like the type of person to do that. But it would explain why Que was saying the things about us breaking up a few nights ago. Does that mean she knew?

“Honey, look at me. You need to calm down.” I didn’t realise I was hyperventilating until Marie started walking me through my breathing, “What are you thinking?” She asked once I managed to calm down a bit.

I told her all the thoughts that were running through my head. Once I was done, she brought me closer again so my head was resting against her chest, running her fingers through my hair knowing it would help sooth me.

“Honey, I’ve only known Shawn for a few months, but I can already tell you that he would never cheat on you. He loves you way too much. As for your friends, they’re probably just busy with their families. And John, well, he’s just being John.” We both laughed at the last part.

I sucked in a deep breath which felt good for my overworked lungs. When I moved back Marie was still looking at me, smiling this time.

“Thanks.” I gave her a weak smile. I still found it crazy how close we’ve became in the past year Dad and her have been dating. Along with Shawn’s mum, Marie was the closes thing I’ll ever have to a mother.

“No need to thank me Honey. Now, since you’re here, you can help me bake some cookies. I still need to make three more batches before everyone arrives.”


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#6 - Uncomfortable With Eating [Ashton & Calum]

Ashton: Sitting at the table, I ignore the fact that my stomach grumbles while I watch the boys eat their burgers. Normally, if I was by myself I would just scarf down my burger, but ever since I started dating Ashton I didn’t feel comfortable eating in front of everyone. Especially since I knew that I wasn’t the perfect cookie cutter image that the media needed, and the last thing I want is tabloids calling me fat.

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I still can’t believe this is the most popular video on my channel

I want to talk about this video a little bit

So the song in the video was a royalty-free song that I found when looking for chiptune music and when I first heard it, I thought “man this is super upbeat and reminds me of Mark”

So I then took the song, put together my favorite Markiplier moments, and put it up on youtube

I never thought anyone would really watch it since it was something I just did for fun, but the video now has over 7 thousand views. 

I mean to others that is nothing, but to me, that is a LOT, and it is also the most viewed video on my channel, I made the thumbnail myself as well and was super proud of it. That’s off topic though.

I said at the beginning of the year I wanted this year to be like 2014 again, but what I seem to be forgetting is that when I first started making edits, I was literally just making memes. Of course, I didn’t KNOW that at the time but that's what they were, funny little clips that made me laugh. Yes, learning over time that video production was my passion and working for Mark was my dream career, those came later, but what made 2014 great was that I had fun with what I did and people liked what I did and had fun with it as well.

I want to get back to that, I don’t want to just worry about what others say and feel that I always have to justify the work on my channel and that I need to always show that I am always improving. I need to just have fun! 

Thank you all for being here with me and supporting me, it means so much to me, not just in the fact of now, but even in the past when I would make stupid vines and silly edits. Thank you for all your kind words and encouragement.


How come nobody ever talks about this scene? Because this is seriously one of the most underrated scenes in the trilogy. Throughout this entire scene I love how calm and collected Tauriel is. Despite the fact that there’s a fire-breathing dragon outside, she manages to stay in control of the situation. Granted she’s scared but it’s legitimate and she’s making sure it doesn’t show through. 

The best aspect, however, is that her first instinct wasn’t to fawn over Kili or to put him over everyone else, but to immediately tend to Tilda and Sigrid. Look closely at the first gif, she goes for Tilda’s doll and brings it to her, leaving Fili to tend to his little brother. She makes sure the two former siblings have everything they need and that Sigrid makes sure Tilda has a coat to keep her warm, all while Bain watches. 

She then tells Bain that even if they did stay, they’d be dead before Bard even got to them. She knows that they care for their father and want him to be there, but knows that they’ll die and since he’s not there, it’s up to her to protect not just the dwarves and the man she loves, but them too. It’s her responsibility now and she has to make sure she follows it and get’s them to safety.

Also something I never noticed till I started making this gifset: pay attention to the third gif. The way Tilda looks at Tauriel is a lot like how a child looks to it’s mother. I like to imagine that if she were still alive, Bard’s wife would be doing the same thing Tauriel is doing. It is actually kind of sad when you think about it. 

Sorry if this went on a bit long but I did want to discuss why I think this scene is superb and that it speaks volumes about her character. She isn’t just there to be the love interest. This one simple act of compassion and kindness towards a family she doesn’t even know says a lot about her.

Also fantastic direction by Peter Jackson and beautiful colors by Andrew Lesnie.

This started with just wanting to draw April as Eleven after seeing her psychic nosebleed in “Darkest Plight”, but it soon snowballed into a promo sketch for the next new @tmnt episode because April’s powers appear to be the focus of it. Plus, since it’s the 100th episode of the 2012 series, I thought I should make something special in celebration of such a big milestone.

So yeah, “The Power Inside Her” premieres November 20th @ 9 AM EST on @nickelodeon!

Full disclosure: I’ve never actually watched Stranger Things. I’m not into live-action drama and am too cheap to get a Netflix subscription. However, I’ve seen enough references to it to come up with this. My sincerest apologies if I drew Eleven’s outfit wrong due to my lack of knowledge of the show.

Shadowhunters rant

Holy shit.

I’ve liked Mortal Instruments since forever basically, and I wanted to watch something, so I started on Shadowhunters and… seriously??

The actors are one thing (Clary makes me want to slap her), but the writing, the writing is truly awful. I was mad at the movie for completely fucking over the source of conflict between Clary and Jace by literally having Hodge and Valentine discuss screwing them over by telling them they are siblings, and the other parts of that story were just kind of okay-ish. It was a forgettable movie. The show though, it doesn’t even TRY to have the tension that was characteristic to the books. In the books I really liked how Clary was almost always kept in the dark about very important things, and struggling to understand the confusing new world she was thrust in, fighting for crumbs of info about her past and her involvment in all this. Here, one minute she’s having a bitchfit over not understanding shit people tried explaining to her but she wouldn’t have any of it, the next she’s like ‘oh ya Jace is gonna protect me I totes trust him I’ve known him for like an hour plus he’s really cute’, what the fuck. From the first ep on we know that Clary is a shadowhunter, Jocelyn is one too, we know that Jocelyn commissioned Magnus to repress Clary’s Sight, we know Valentine is involved, we know he wants the mortal cup, we know Luke isn’t a mundane, we know what happened to Jocelyn, and that Valentine has a connection to her. Second ep, Valentine is Clary’s dad, Jace is bitter over some bullshit storyline, and then the friggin vampires want the mortal cup?? Why???

This show is a piping hot mess. The characters are all over the place (Clary is a little bitch, Jocelyn apparently really wants to tell her all about the nephilim world, Luke is a policeman?? Why is Luke a policeman, like 90% of his character at first was the contradiction that he was a nerdy country-dad bookstore owner who got threatened by shady people and suddenly went BAMF. Izzy is a straight-up slut, where is my amazing Izzy with her cold haughty mean personality who happens to like flirting and tiny clothing? Where is my sweet unassuming Jocelyn? Where is my charismatic, suave Valentine? Where is my shut-in, bookworm, bitter Hodge, and why is Hodge suddenly hot and muscular? Wasn’t he a scholarly type? What happened to Clary being annoyed as fuck by Jace? What happened to Izzy and Alec really disliking her at first? Why is Valentine gross af? WHAT IS HAPPENING), the writing lacks any skill to retain information to heighten tension, or you know, CREATE IT, the actors are over the top, the FX is nice at places but absolutely cheap for the most part, motivations make no sense, the flashbacks are weird, and for the love of god, couldn’t they have dyed the main chick’s hair a believable shade of red instead of fluorescent orange?? Who cast her anyway? And why didn’t anybody think of the fact that her and Jocelyn don’t look one bit alike, when they’re supposed to look so similar people often mistake Clary for her mom? Where’s Simon’s awful band, and why is Maureen the same age as them, when a big part of her tragedy was that she was friggin’ 14 when she died?? Since when do vampires want shadowhunter relics anyway? Who’s Dot and where is her marking? Why is the Circle so dumb and obvious? Why is Clary swooning over Jace from the get-go? Why do runes look like they were drawn with lipstick in some cases and look like tattoos in others? Since when are shadowhunters so techy, and why is there so many of them? How does Clary walk around in stilettos and not break her neck? Why is the City of Bones under a bridge? Why do the writers keep shoving info about everything down our throat? Why the fuck is Valentine in Chernobyl? How can his minions just portal there when warlocks are needed to create portals? Why is this show such a mess? I have a lot more questions but I can’t remember them right now.

I lasted two episodes and I can’t watch anymore. There were some good bits (the seraph blades looked cool, although I did miss the calling them by name thing, Simon was on point, the steles look awesome, the City of Bones looks almost menacing enough, they almost got Alec’s personality down except for the deep awkwardness of the boy, and I liked Magnus and the Pandemonium), but it’s nowhere near enough to make up for the writing/characters. I’m so sad and disappointed. The Mortal Instruments isn’t the best damn book series around, but it is pretty exciting and builds a world that’s interesting with characters that feel human for the most part. If somebody could actually invest money and time and CARE into making it a motion picture, it would have a LOT of potential in becoming something really cool. The suspense is all there in the source material, the world the nephilim operate in is visually spectacular, and the story is completely fine. And then it gets defaced by that movie and this crap they call a series. I think I actually prefer the movie.

*deep breath*

I’m sorry if I upset anyone with this, but I’m very iffy about my movie/series adaptations, and I hate it when something could have been done loads better, but it wasn’t because nobody gave it any fucking effort. I’ll go now and watch/read something that at least kinda makes sense.

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[News] Mention of Shinhwa in choreographer Choi Youngjun interview

Music Painters ⑨ Choreographer Choi Youngjun writes legends with Shinhwa

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The first time choreographer Choi Youngjun started to become more well-known was during Shinhwa’s ‘Sniper’ promotions. Shinhwa’s 12th album title song ‘Sniper’, released in 2015, hosted a performance that was customized for each member and came together in synergy with the members’ rap and vocal styles. From the whistling at the beginning to Eric’s rap at the end, every moment of this storytelling performance mesmerized its watchers as if it was a full length movie. It was a performance that truly tuned up the attractiveness of each member’s characteristics. The man behind this performance was Choi Youngjun, Live Works Company’s Performance Director.

Choreographer Choi Youngjun first started working with Shinhwa in 2013 for ‘This Love’, and since has continued his ties with the group, working on Lee Minwoo’s 10th anniversary solo album, Jun Jin’s solo album ‘Real’, and Shin Hyesung’s recent album. He’s also directed performances for big rookies like Seventeen and Up10Tion. Both groups have garnered attention for their storytelling, tight performances. It shows just how talented this choreographer is.

Choi Youngjun concentrates on telling stories through his work and fitting the performance to the singer. He uses an approach that expresses the message of the music through the choreography attached to it, and tries to find performances that fits the singer rather than the song. His style met with Shinhwa to truly shine, and thanks to them, he’s now preparing to take his next leap forward with the ‘Boys 24′ project.

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Back Together|| Jack Gilinsky

Request: y/n is dating G and they break up cause y/n thinks he cheated but it’s a misunderstanding so to cope with the loss she parties with one of jacks friend and things get too touchy and Jack randomly shows up and saves the day and they make up

A/N: I know this took me such a long time to write and I apologize I just needed some time for myself to try to rid of all the toxins in my mind. I would much rather wait to give you guys a great one shot then rush and give you a shitty one shot. Better late then never my lovesxx


4 months ago

Tears clouded my vision and thoughts of the dark lonely future the loomed in ahead as my boyfriend, my best friend, my only one was frantically packing his things in such a rush to leave, to leave me. 

I sniffled as I brought a shaking hand up to my cheek in an attempt to brush away the seemingly endless tears that were falling from my swollen eyes. 

“I’m finally leaving, are you happy now? Now you can have all the guys that you want because apparently im not ‘good enough’ for you.” Jack threatened as he walked out of my front door leaving me. 


“I am so glad that you came out tonight! Its been so long since we have hung out!” Jenna said cheerfully. 

I nodded “Yeah ive kind of been a recluse lately so its really nice to see something other than my own four walls.” I lied, I wanted more than anything right now to just go home and order a pizza and watch saved by the bell on Netflix. 

She smiled from ear to ear. Her overly happy personality was making me sick to my stomach and I couldn’t believe people could be so happy in a world that is so goddamn shitty.

She turned her back to me and started talking to another poor soul who looked absolutely terrified to see her and that gave me the perfect chance to sneak away. 

I shoved through the crowd of warm bodies and made my way to the dry bar that was littered with drinks. My eyes skipped over the labels of the various drinks until I found my poison I snatched it up real quick.

I tried pushing through the large crowd desperately trying to find friend or at the least a friendly face, but there were none in sight. I groaned as I bounced off of people acting as a human pinball until finally my drink ended up splashing all over my new blouse that I had blouse only the day before. 

“Fuck me.” I whisper to myself as I ran to the back of the party to wipe down my shirt.

“Can I help you with anything?” An unfamiliar voice asks. I turn around on my heels and am met with an all too familiar face, Sammy Wilk.

His face suddenly turned sour. “Y/n? It’s been such a long time since ive seen you, how have you been?” He said smiling nervously “Yeah I guess so.. I guess ill see you around some time.” I said awkwardly trying to weasel my way out of this all too awkward situation.

But before I could sulk away awkwardly Sammy gently grabbed my wrist and pulled me back into him. “Please don’t let you and Jacks breakup effect our friendship I really enjoy spending time with you.” 

“Sammy you know I can’t do that.” I said pulling my arm back. 

“No you wont.” 

I looked behind me and was met with the late love of my life, Jack Gilinsky. Jaw clenched, neck veins bulging through his tan skin and fist balled up. 

“Can I talk with you? Privately.” Jack asked. 


Jack led me outside of the party and found a bench big enough for him and I to sit on together. 

He was quiet for a long time, no words were shared just pure silence. It was so unusual for us usually when we were together we were nothing but corny jokes and laughs but then again that was when we were together. 

Jack cleared his throat. “When I was told by a friend that you were cheating on me I had no idea what I was going to do with myself. You were no wait you are the love of my life and when I found out that you were allegedly being unfaithful I was so hurt that I didnt have time to look at anything logically. So when I saw you I just exploded with all these crazy emotions and I had no idea how to deal with them all so I resorted to anger. I just want you to know how sorry I am, I overreacted and I regret everything, I am so sorry.” 

“I love you so much Jack.”The words slipped fro my mouth almost unconsciously I din’t have to think about it before I said it . 

“I love you to y/n” Jack said pulling me into the warm embrace that I had been longing for all these months.  


Calum Hood, the schools golden boy. He’s the reason that the varsity team is undefeated for four years. He’s got perfect grades, a scholarship to one of the best colleges in the country. But no one knows his secret, that his passion for music is bigger than his passion for soccer. And what happens when Ember Williams finds out that secret? Read to find out! 

Chapter 3


“Wait you what?” Jess asks from the bean bag on my floor, putting the movie on pause.

“I want to go to the soccer game tonight,” I repeat, trying to sound casual.

“Who are you and what have you done with Ember?” Kim asks seriously

Let me catch you up. So ever since eighth grade when Kim, Jess, and I all became best friends, every Friday we come to my house and have a sleepover, watching movies, talking, and eating junk food all night. If something came up, and one of us couldn’t make it, we would just wait until the next week. It has almost always worked out, with the exception of the required attendance of family events, and sickness’. We usually just stay in and watch movies, ordering a pizza, but now I told them that I wanted to go to the soccer game, and they started to freak out.

“I’m still me, I just want to go to the game!” I slap Kim lightly on the arm.

“You never want to go to any school social events. Remember when we tried to get you to come to the homecoming football game last year?” Jess, looks at me pointedly.

I roll my eyes at her. So what if I’m not a very social person?!

“I remember, come on it’s one of the last home games, lets just go.”

“Why do you want to go all of the sudden?” Kim asks me seriously.

“I kind of um.. got invited…” I start to play with my hair.

“By who?” Jess sits up more.

“Um well technically by Tyler Peterson, but um..” I trail off looking at my hands.


“Butbycalumhoodtoo,” I mumble.


I sigh and look at my hands, “Calum Hood,” They look at me as if I just ate a pile a dirt, with pure confusion on their faces, “We’re partners for a Spanish project and he invited me. Why do you look so confused?”

“Since when did you become best friends with Calum?” Jess asks skeptically.

“Since we got assigned partners in our Spanish class,” I reply slowly, as if talking to a three year old.

“If I had just gotten assigned a lower class partner for a school project, I would work on the project. Not invite them to all of my extracurricular events. You have to have got to know him better somehow to get invited to his game…” Kim’s eyes narrow and a smirk forms on her face.


They look at each other, then look at me with mischievously evil grins, “You two totally banged.”

“Guys! No!” I look at them in disgust, not that I’m disgusted with the thought of banging Calum…

“Come one you had to at least make out.”

“No!” I groan.

“Then what?”

I sigh, deciding that I should just tell them, rather than let them guess, god knows they’d all be perverted, “So you know how I went to the band room during lunch last week?”

“Yeah..?” they say at the same time

“Well Calum was there….. working on homework. We just talked for a little while.” I lie, not wanting them to know the truth, I know it’s selfish, but it’s a secret of Calum’s that only I know, and I want to keep it that way. Plus I don’t know if he’d want anyone else to know.

“Why the band room?” Kim wonders.

“I don’t know, maybe because no one would think he’s there, and he needed some time alone to work?” I shrug.

They nod and stay quiet for a minute, before Jess interrupts the silence, “Do you still like him?”

“What?” my eyes widen.

“I remember in like 8th grade you were basically in love with him.”

“When you would doodle, Ember Hood over every notebook!” Kim exclaims and they both start laughing.

I turn beat red, “Shut up!”

“You do!” Jess grins.

“I do not!” my voice cracks, and gives me away,

“You do!” they both yell.

“Fine! I do okay! God, you two are such assholes sometimes,” I grumble shoving some goldfish into my mouth.

“We are definitely going,” Kim decides and Jess nods.

“No.” I say seriously.

“Yes. You were invited, it’s only common courtesy to go,” Jess smirks.

We arrive to the school, and I feel like throwing up. I don’t know why I am so nervous, it’s not like Calum will even notice me in the stands. He’ll be too focused on the game. We find seats, me making sure that they’re on the south end of the field, like Tyler had said I’d enjoy the view from.

“Lets go see what’s at the concessions stand,” Jess suggests.

We set our blanket down to save our spots, and we head to the concessions stand. Jess buys us some popcorn, Kim the drinks, and I buy us each a candy bar. On our way back to our seats I see the team on the field warming up. I spot Calum immediately, by the big #7 on his jersey. He’s kicking a ball back and forth with Tyler.

We get to our seats and get comfortable. Kim starts talking about how hot all the players look in their uniforms and I can’t help but agree, only about one guy.

“God Ember stop staring at Calum’s ass!” Jess exclaims.

“Shut up!” I smack her arm my cheeks turning red, I look around us hoping that no one heard her.

“You were practically drooling,” Kim sniggers and I glare at her.

Finally the game starts, and within the first twenty minutes the score is 2-0, Calum having scored both points. By halftime the score remains 2-0, and I’m ecstatic, even though I have no idea what was going on during the whole first half.

As the team enters the locker rooms Tyler spots me and grins wildly. A completely different kind of butterflies enter my stomach, not even close to the kind I get when I’m around Calum. The butterflies I get when Tyler saw me, is from uncertainty, and worrying if he’ll say something to Calum. The butterflies I get around Calum, are hard to describe. They make me feel like throwing up, but grinning like a madman at the same time. I get excited to be around Calum, but so nervous that I’ll do something to look stupid. This effect he has on me drives me crazy.

When halftime ends the teams emerge from the locker rooms,ours looking extremely pumped up. I spot Calum when I see Tyler pointing at us, well me to be more exact. Calum finds me and a smile spreads on his face. He waves and I blush then wave back. Jess squeals and jabs me in the side. I smack her away and blush, looking back to Calum, who is still grinning. I shake my head and look over to Kim and Jess who are smirking. I roll my eyes at them and mutter for them to shut up, even though they didn’t say anything.

The whistle blows, signaling the start of the second half. Right off the bat our team gets the ball, and #15 passes it to Calum, who strategically angles it at the goal box and shoots, making it. The crowd goes wild and we all jump out of our seats cheering for him.

He turns towards the stands and finds me once again, and points to me. My eyes widen and I turn as red as a tomato. Jess and Kim jump around me practically screaming. I stand there in shock, having no Idea what just happened.

“He just made that goal for you!” Jess explains, catching on to my cluelessness.

I shake my head, even the thought of him doing that for me being ridiculous. Kim just rolls her eyes and calls me stupid. We sit back down and the game continues. Calum scores the game once more throughout the second half. The game ends with the victorious score of 4-0.

We gather our things, planning on going back to my house and finishing our girls night. As we walk towards the parking lot, Tyler calls out my name, sprinting towards us, dragging Calum behind him. They’re both sweaty, and still in their uniforms. I’m sure they should be with their team.

“Yeah?” I answer Tyler as they catch up to us.

“Where are you and your friends going?” he asks after catching his breath.

“Um back to my house, we’re having a girls night,” I explain looking nervously between him and Calum.

“Well I’m throwing a party at my house to celebrate yet another one of our awesome victory’s, you all should definitely come,” he explains throwing his arms up.

I stand in silence not knowing what to say, “Um…” I bite my lip and start to play with my hair.

“We’d love to come,” Kim steps in for me, I look at her widening my eyes at her, she just gives me a ‘go with it’ look.

“Are you sure? You don’t have to come if you don’t want to,” Calum speaks up, looking directly at me.

“We’re sure, right Ember?” Jess speaks up, linking her elbow in mine.

I nod, “Yeah, it sounds like fun,” I chew on my lip once again.

“Alright well give me your number so you can text me the address,” Kim looks at Tyler.

Jess giggles beside me and lets go of my elbow walking to the car to start it. It’s just me and Calum there, Kim and Tyler having their own conversation.

“You did great out there,” I say breaking the awkward silence.

“Thanks! And thank you for coming,” he smiles, causing my heart to stutter.

“Yeah. It was fun to watch. I’ve never really seen a soccer game,” I admit blushing lightly.

“Really?!” his eyes widen and I look at my shoes in embarrassment.

“Yeah. I don’t usually go to any games or stuff like that,” I shrug and he nods.

“Well I’m glad you did,” he smiles, and is about to say something else when Kim interrupts him.

“Come on we’re leaving, great job boys, see you at the party,” she winks at Tyler, grabs my arm and takes me to the car.

I wave to Calum and Tyler then get in, the all too familiar butterflies swarming around my stomach.

“Guys I feel like puking,” I complain.

We’re sitting in Jess’s car, parked on the side of the road behind the line of other cars. The party is looking like your typical cliché teen movie. Red cups in everyone’s hands, totally wasted people everywhere, even some people passed out in the yard.

“Oh shut up you’ll be fine. It’s just a party,” Kim groans.

I sigh, “It’s my first party unlike you,” I grumble under my breath and start to get out of the car.

“Well people actually invite me to parties,” she answers loudly and I roll my eyes, pretending that her comment didn’t sting a little. I get out of the car rolling my eyes.

“Just let loose and have fun. But not too much fun, make sure Calum uses protection,” Jess sniggers as she gets out.

I gasp and smack her arm shaking my head, “You’re such a pervert! It’s not like he’d even think of doing that with me.”

“Dude he’s totally into you. Did you totally miss out on him dedicating his last goal to you?” She raises her eyebrows at me.

I shrug, “That doesn’t mean anything.”

“What about him inviting you to the game?” she challenges

“A friendly gesture,” I explain

“You keep on believing that big load of shit,” she shakes her head smiling, “he totally likes you.” she says sincerely.

I roll my eyes and link her elbow with mine, something we’ve always done. Kim gets out of the car after fixing her make up. I’m slightly ticked off at her, but I’m used to her bitchiness, so I just let it go. We make our way to Tyler’s huge house, and my nerves are still going crazy, but having my two best friends with me, helps calm them and helps me have the courage to walk across the threshold.

Loud music pumps throughout the house, drunken teens dancing, grinding, and eating each others faces on the dance floor. We walk past the kitchen and I see Tyler sitting on the floor. He looks over and see’s us, and his eyes widen a little then he smiles, grinning at Kim. She grins back, blushing, a sight I’ve never seen before.

We walk in further and I see a group of people in a square, lining the walls of the kitchen. Most of them soccer players, but some other girls and guys sit among them. They seem to be having a great time, some of them drinking some not. My gaze travels to the corner of the kitchen and my stomach drops, my heart feeling as if it broke into a million little pieces.

Calum sits there, his lips locked onto a skinny blonde’s, her hands tangled into his hair, his hands gripping her slender thighs. I tear my eyes away from the sight, my vision getting blurry with tears I will not allow myself to let loose. I look up and see Tyler standing next to Kim, his eyes wide and a sympathetic frown adorning his features. Kim’s jaw is dropped and she gives me her best I’m so sorry look.

“Holy shit,” Jess mumbles under her breath. She looks over to me, grabbing my arm.

“So much for him totally being into me,” I mumble to Jess, sending her the best smile I could, then slip out of her grasp and turn around and walk out the front door, ignoring them all call my name. I finally allow the silent tears to slip out of my eyes as I walk as far away from what I just saw as I can.

Chapter 4!

So the game scene was totally lame, I’m terrible at writing game scenes, I’m sorry. And semi-cliffhanger ending, if you call it that? 

Gimme some notes if you liked the chapter.

Love you guys


Chapter 5