i just wanted to gif it so badly

okay yes this whole scene is amazing etc etc but can we talk about how isak looks at even in this gif?
you can literally see the love in his eyes, and how much he admires the boy standing in front of him. how incredibly lucky he feels that he only is a couple of centimeters away from the man of his life , not to mention how lucky he feels that last night actually happened amirite????
i also absolutely love how weak isak looks, just by looking at even; how he looks like he could fall apart any second because he loves this guy way too much for his own good. i mean he’s barely even had the chance to wake up yet, but i’m pretty sure he can already tell this will be one of the best days of his whole entire life, because he gets to spend it knowing that he’s got even. and it’s not really hard to miss how badly he wants to kiss him, but then again he doesn’t really mind watching him dance for a little while longer…
so this post is a mess but so am i after seeing this like 50 times so just shh

Maid - Joker x Reader imagine part 2 :)

a/n: ok im super nervous about this one. i was requested to do a daddy smut w joker so ill try :) and let me tell you what this joker is like, he’s passionate here about.. making love sooo yeah AND he’s not 100000% maniacal, just a little bit of a maniac. here it goes 

a/n: update - im eating a banana rn :D

characters: Jared Leto!Joker, Reader

warnings: smut, swearing, daddy kink


Ever since the encounter with Mr. J two weeks ago, he was the only thing on my mind. How unfair, I get him as my only thought subject while he gets to have other things on his mind. Like… His business, Batman, police, his henchmen and other problems. I bet he doesn’t think about me at all. But God do I hope he does. What am I to him? A maid? A fuck toy? No thanks. He said he had a liking in me, does that mean I mean something more to him than just sex? I hope. 

Well, I can’t hope for that. We can’t have feelings for each other, that would be wrong - he’s my boss. If he uses me just for sex - that would partly be acceptable. No, no that wouldn’t be. Jesus, what’s gotten into me lately? Have I caught feelings for him? Him? 

If we could keep it as just sex, it would save heartbreak for everyone. I wouldn’t be complaining. I’m not complaining, the sex was just… wow. The best I’ve had. And, it was the only time for me and him. Did he not like me in bed? What if I was bad at it? Oh my God, I hope not.

Every day I was longing for his touch, but the only thing I received was looks and orders. This was really frustrating me. He was so complicated, I couldn’t figure him out in any way. I guess that was his goal. To be mysterious and unpredictable, closed to everyone around. Mr. J was giving me a hard time.

I was cleaning the boss’s own bedroom - which didn’t need much cleaning, but I cleaned it anyway cause there was nothing else to do - when I heard an echo of a door being shut. He must have come back from business. I heard shouts that seemed like happy ones echoing through the house, but just kept cleaning. Guess Mr. J had successful business today. 

I spotted a gun on the floor and bent to pick it up.It was quite heavy.  I hoped my uniform didn’t go up too high because if someone walked in, there would be quite a funny situation. I reached the gun and picked it up, straightening my posture so it would be more comfortable for me to look at it. It was-

“I would prefer the other position, doll.” I heard him speak from far behind me. My body froze, not knowing what to do. I had just picked up his gun. Oh my God, I’m so dead. Had he been watching me? I was so scared I couldn’t even think of what to say, I couldn’t move an inch. Okay, whatever happens, happens.

My breathing was heavy and quiet as I heard him walk up to me from behind and put his firm hands on my hips. What was happening?

“Be a good girl for Daddy and put that thing down, baby girl.” Mr. J spoke lowly and dominantly in my ear, his breath tingling my skin. I swear, my heart almost jumped out of its cage. I was scared, but also turned on a bit. Wait, did he ask me to put it back? But that would mean bending over again. I could just put it on the night stand. Yeah, let’s go with that option. I slowly, with my body shaking, bent forward and put the small weapon on the night stand, with his grip on me tight. 

“Oh baby,” he almost moaned in my ear. “Obedient today, are we?” He said as I bent back up. He pulled me even closer to his front and I could feel his boner through the fabrics of our clothing (a/n: gOD HELP ME I HAVENT WRITTEN SMUT IN LIKE A YEAR SHBSH I FEEL LIKE IM SINNING). I sucked in a sharp breath at the realisation that he was turned on by me. Wait, was it me? Oh my God what’s happening. “Not talking, either?” He asked and laughed lowly. He was turning me on, christ.

Suddenly Mr. J turned me around to face him and pull our bodies even closer, if that was possible at this point. I finally saw him for the first time today and we were finally as close to each other as last time. He looked pretty good, his shirt was unbuttoned at the top, showing a bit of his pale chest and tattoos and he had a slight smirk on his face. My mouth unvoluntarily fell agape at the sight before me.

“Do you like what you see, doll?” He said and raised my chin up to him with his hand. His eyes were focused on my face, as if searching my features. “C'mon, talk to me. You haven’t said a word.”

“Y-yes, sir, I-”

“It’s Daddy to you now.” He butted in.

“Yes, D-daddy,” I hesitated a bit. I know I was quite young to be working here - I finished high school a year ago, and he was a few years older than me, but his ‘daddy’ fetish was a little weird. “I j-just-”

“You look like something’s bothering you, can you tell Daddy what’s wrong?”

Can I? I mean, it has to do with him. Nah, I won’t let my self-consciousness ruin this perfect moment.

“It’s n-nothing, nothing’s bothering me, Daddy.”

“Really? Are you not lying to me, baby girl?”

“No, Daddy.”

“I love how it sounds when you say it.” Joker growls at me, making me shiver. His left hand makes its way up my back and soon he’s holding the back of my neck tightly, making me gasp. 

He pulls my face closer to his and connects our lips. Oh, so that’s what’s happening. I hesitate at first, but then put my hands around his neck and kiss him back. The way he kissed me was… with power, force and lust. I loved the combination. 

I moaned when he bit down on my lower lip with his metal teeth, there was more pleasure than pain. He grunted with a smirk and untied the bow that was holding my uniform together and threw it somewhere on the floor. I kicked off my heels before he pulled down my tights, all while our lips moved in sync.

Joker pulled away abruptly, making me whine at the loss of contact. He then tightened his grip on my neck and I got it as my que to be quiet.

“Now, baby girl,” he said, moving his hands to my back, “I’m gonna lay you down.” He said and did as promised, slowly, almost teasingly, laying my back first down on his bed. The covers felt like silk against my bare thighs, they were so soft. Joker leans back up and removes his… armory. He looked great from this point of view. He looked good from every angle, actually.

“You know,” he starts speaking matter-of-factly, ”you’re lucky I’m in a good mood today. Business went really well, so I’ve got nothing to be angry about. And to come home to such a great view of baby girl cleaning up… makes my day even better.” He finished, opening the lower buttons of his shirt.

“Aren’t you lucky to have me here, all just for you, Daddy?” I asked in a sweet voice, trying to ignore the hundred questions in my mind.

“Of course I am, my dear doll.” He said before getting on the bed and situating himself above me. “But now… it’s time to play a little bit.” He said, stroking my cheek with the back of his hand. “What do you say?”

“Sure, Daddy.” I said barely above a whisper. Joker showed me his wicked smile and leaned down to kiss me again. I loved how rough, but soft his lips were, I loved the feeling of them. Mr. J’s hips pressed down on mine and his hands moved up to push my dress off of me. Once it was over my head, he threw it somewhere behind us. Now he was fully clothed with his purple shirt hanging on his torso and I was in only my black matching underwear.

Joker then sat up straight and his eyes raked over my body, mine watching him intently.

“We’ve got something beautiful here.” He stated loudly with a lustful smile. “Aren’t you beautiful, my dear?” He asked rethorically and I couldn’t help but to giggle and bite my lip. I watched as his face lowered down to my neck and he started slowly leaving rough kisses on my skin. I moaned as he traced his lips down my body, the valley of my breasts and he stopped at the middle of my tummy. 

“Look at me, doll.” He said quite sternly. I opened my eyes and looked down at him staring at me, his chin resting on my stomach. “Tell me what you want.” He said. He then turned his head so his cheek was on my stomach and his hands were resting under my body. “What do you want… What do you want… What do you want… Tell me, tell me, tell me…” he said, playing with the skin of my back.

“What re the options, Daddy?” I asked, in a half-moan. This all was turning me on so badly I just wanted him to take me right there, right now.

“Well… we could always just go with the boring option… or we could play games… or I could use my fingers, lips or any toy to make you, doll, pleased.” He said with joy filled eyes. “Today’s your day, baby girl. Daddy’s already happy, and he’ll be even more happy if his doll is.” He finished and I smiled at him. “So make your choice, darling.”

“Oh, Daddy, I would love to have your fingers work wonders on me…” I moaned out. 

“Beg for it, baby girl.”

“Oh, please, please, please, Daddy, I want your fingers so bad.” I whined, shutting my eyes closed. “Daddy, please.”

“You sound desperate, doll, so…” He rose up in a sitting position, straddling the sides of my hips. “I will give you what you want.” Mr. J said, tracing his fingers all over my face, moving them just the way to arouse me. I bet my panties were so wet it was visible. Jesus Christ, the things this man made me feel… 

His fingers moved down to my neck, then to my bra covered chest, kneading and touching it perfectly. Where has he been? He knows how to please a woman so well. He ripped my bra in half and threw it away. Multiple moans left my mouth, getting louder each time.

“Yes, baby, be loud, I love to hear you.” Joker encouraged me, moving his fingers further down my body and stopping just above my underwear. “Where do you want my fingers, doll?” He teased, tracing the line of my underwear with his fingers. “Do you want them…” he said, suddenly cupping my heat and making my back arch up from his bed. “There? Would that be okay with you?” Joker leaned in close to my face, his other hand supporting my back, so we were both sitting up. I put my arms around his neck. “Speak.” He growled.

“Y-yes, Daddy,” I managed to choke out. “Right there.” I said just before Joker pressed on my underwear, beginning to trace circles after. “Daddy, that feels s-so good….” I moaned out, dipping my fingers into his skin. He teased my center before moving my underwear to the side and continuing his work without a fabric bothering. “Daddy, please….”

“What? What is it?” Joker asked. “You don’t like it if I tease you, huh? You don’t like that?” He asked with a fake pout on his lips. 

“M-more, please, Daddy…” I begged. I bet there was a satisfied smirk on his face, but I didn’t see. His finger entering me had my eyes closed shut and mouth wide open, high pitched moans leaving it. “Oh, yes…” I sighed in pleasure, only to be interrupted when he added another finger, nearly reaching my G-spot. I almost screamed when he did that, it was more of like a scream and a moan mixed together. Mr. J began to circle them both around in me, bringing me closer to my release any second.

“Are you going to cum on my fingers like the naughty girl you are?” He huskily spoke in my ear, making me near my orgasm even faster. “Go on, do it. Come all over Daddy’s fingers, baby.” He spoke and that was all it took. My body shook, if I hadn’t been holding onto his neck, I’d probably hit the bed hard. With many moans and Mr. J holding me, I finally came to my release.

“Baby, that was wonderful.” He spoke with an audible smirk. I opened my eyes and looked at him, he raised his fingers in my view and licked them clean, humming. “You taste so sweet. I wish I could taste more of you, but not tonight…” Joker said and then leaned forward and kissed me… passionately? It must be a hallucination from the mind-blowing orgasm I just had. With as much energy as I had left, I kissed him back, being laid back down on the mattress under Joker’s body. “Now, baby girl, I hope you can take one more.” 

“Of course I can, Daddy.” I replied with a smile. “I can do anything for you.”

Anything?”

“Yes.”

“Perfect.” He says and connects our lips again. Joker’s hands then reached down to his pants to unzip them. Soon enough the only thing he was wearing was the shirt, which barely covered anything except his arms. He pulled my panties down my legs and leant back over me. My hands slithered on his chest, reaching under the shirt and tugging it off. Mr. J quickly took it off himself, showing me the whole glory, aka his body. God, he was truly something. I ran my hands over both of his biceps, admiring how strong they were, he was. All his tattoos looked so good on his white skin, it was a total contrast

“Doll, you’ll have another time to analyze my body, but it’s not now.” Joker spoke, aligning himself with my entrance. “I believe we have something better to do now, don’t we?” He said before pushing all the way in, making me yelp out loudly. I had forgot how roughly gentle he was during sex, god… I loved it. I loved everything about him. 

“Please, faster..” I moaned out. Soon enough I got what I wanted, Joker and me both moaning in sync. He kissed down my neck while pounding into me like there was no tomorrow, totally leaving a hickey here and there.

“Are you close, baby?” He whispered lowly.

“I am now…” I said.

“Are you going to cum for the second time tonight, doll?” He teased, knowing just how to speak to get me cum sooner. “Aren’t you a naughty little slut for Daddy?”

“Y-yes, Daddy, I am…” It was so hard to speak while he was so deep in me, he was already touching my G-spot again. “Can you p-please go.. Ah! Deeper…” I asked, knowing it’d hurt a bit, but it would be worth it. Joker pushed harder, deeper into me, stretching me out a bit more than before. A string of moans came past my lips when he went probably balls deep in me, and it felt so amazing. “I’m s-so, so close, Daddy…” I moaned out, pulling him closer to me and scratching my nails against the skin of his back.

“Cum, baby, cum for me…” He said shakily, shooting his load in me just as I came undone. My legs were shaking and we were both sweating and breathing heavily. He pulled his member out of me and collapsed on the bed next to me. Now one thing I knew about him was that he couldn’t let anyone see him defeated or just… done in general. But he looked quite exhausted now, beaten down. 

J looked at me and turned my face in his direction by grabbing my chin. My eyelids were dropping close already, I could barely see him in front of me. 

“Rest, my doll.” He said. “You did amazing.” Him kissing my lips was the last thing I felt before totally blacking out.


a/n:  i fINISHED IT OMG YES AHAHHAHAH I AM SO WRITING THE NEXT MORNING TOMORROW MUHAHAHAHH THANKS FOR READING I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH REBLOG AND LIKE IF YOU NEED HOLY WATER I HOPE ITS NOT AS BAD AS I THINK IT IS

Title: “I Don’t Wanna Live Forever”

@ohmypageet requested: Hey! I wanna ask you ‘bout if you write song fics or not. If you do can you write negan x reader one with the song “I don’t wanna live forever” (by Zayn and Taylor Swift)

Character(s): Negan and Reader
Summary: Negan realizes the truth to the saying, “you never know what you have until you’ve lost it.” When you, one of his wives, decide to leave him, you wonder if you’ve made the right decision and Negan starts to question if he should have let you go in the first place.
Word Count: 3,208
Warning: Angst (kinda)???
Author’s Note: All right. I have listened to this song multiple times and @ohmypageet, thank you so so much for sending this request in. It definitely took me out of my comfort zone and I loved writing this story! It also shows a different side of Negan that we all know he’s capable of having ;-). So, here’s to my first attempt at a songfic, and I hope you enjoy it! :-)

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War of Hearts
         - Part II


word count : 3 031
*not my gif
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Y/N and Kai walked down the street , only now realising they had no idea where they were. It wasn’t Mystic Falls or her home town (Grove Hill) , that was for sure.
“We are in ATLANTA ?! How did we end up here ?” Y/N wondered out loud , looking at her phone’s GPS. It was barely 6PM.
Y/N glanced at Kai who was looking nervously around.
“Don’t worry , we’ll get to New Orleans in time for Thanksgiving dinner.” she said , squeezing lightly his shoulder. “You are not missing your favorite holiday..”
“It’s not that. I’m hungry … like hungry.
“Ohh…”
Y/N put her phone in the backpockets of her jeans and took Kai’s hand leading him into one of the small streets near by. She hadn’t realised it has been almost a day since the last time they fed.
“Put your arms around me.”
“What?” Kai asked confused.
“Just go with it okay… There is some event going on down the street. We need to blend in.”
Kai did as asked trying not to think about how good it felt to put his arms around her that way. They entered the crowd faking smiles , Y/N looked around the crowd and then saw exactly what they needed.
“There. You see them?” she said in low voice , loud enough for only Kai to hear. He followed her gaze seeing a guy trying to convince a girl , who clearly felt uncomfortable , to go home with him. “Let’s go.”
Y/N took Kai’s hand and pushed their way through the crowd.
“Hey guys. Nice party isn’t it?” Y/N said smiling excitedly , then suddenly turned towards the girl grabbing her shoulders. “Go home , sweetie.”
“I’ll go home.” the girl repeated in unison and walked away from them.
“What the hell was that ? I was just about to -”
The guy protested but Y/N didn’t give him a chance to.
“Oh but I thought we could have some fun.” Y/N said with a smile , biting her lower lip watching the guy choke from the surprise. Kai was wondering where Y/N was going with this , and as if she knew what he was thinking she glanced at him giving him a small wink. Y/N looked around noticing a small dark alley nearby and she basically pushed the guy in there , pulling Kai behind her. “Don’t move or scream.”
Y/N held the guy by the shoulders and in a second flash she sank her teeth into his neck only getting a taste before turning towards Kai who’s eyes were wide and dark with hunger. Kai looked at her , blood lightly dripping down her chin. He reached for her , wiping some of the blood with his thumb trying to fight the urge to kiss her. Their eyes met for a second and Kai nearly leaned in , except the guy groaned behind them in the exact same moment returning him to reality.
“This is going to be fun.” he muttered to himself , seeing the corners of Y/N’s mouth twitch.
Kai felt his fangs come out , his vampirism take over and sank his teeth into the guy’s neck. In all his time since he had turned , there had been barely two or three times he had fed directly yet somehow this time felt different. He could feel Y/N’s eyes on him the entire time. Maybe that’s why.
“Listen to the heartbeat , Kai. It will tell you when to stop.”
Kai tried to listen to the heartbeat as she said , but he was getting distracted , holding onto the guy’s shoulders draining an artery after artery. He felt someone’s hands on his shoulder. A wave of shock washed over him realising who it was and he pulled away from the guy the same second.
“I … I don’t …” he stammered , glancing between the guy’s body on the floor and Y/N’s eyes. He didn’t want Y/N to see this side of him , the murderous ‘not going to stop because I like it’ side.
“It’s OK. Actually you did pretty good. You didn’t kill him , he is just about to pass out from the blood loss..”
Y/N gave him a smile , kneeling down to the guy and feeding him some of her blood. He was still concious , his heart beat slowly returning to normal.
“Leave and forget about this.”
The guy got up and left as if nothing had happened. Y/N got up placing a hand on Kai’s chest for a moment. He looked startled , afraid to look at her. He wanted so badly for things to work out , for him to have her as a friend at least. He didn’t want to disappoint her in any way. Y/N cupped his face.
“Hey. You did better than me the first time I tried. Klaus had to snap my neck to stop me from finishing the guy off.” she laughed nervously. “You will get better at it and I am pretty sure you will end up having better control than I ever did.”
“I somehow doubt that.” Kai said with a small smile. “I’ll try on my own now..”
Y/N nodded , wiping some of the blood from Kai’s chin , remembering the first time they had met and how different he had been back then. He was trying to be better , she just couldn’t figure out why.

Later that night they compelled themself a car and headed for New Orleans. Kai and Y/N spent their first night back in the real world under the stars , with the car parked on the side of the road. They lay on the blanket pointing at the sky. Turned out Y/N knew pretty much all constellations. Kai was too busy looking at her instead of the sky. He couldn’t believe how lucky he was to have her as a friend. Her eyes sparkled in the darkness and she rarely stopped smiling. Even when Y/N was being serious about something , there was a smile on her face. If he had met her under different circumstances , he probably would’ve said she is annoyingly positive about everything. One thing had become clear to him during that first day - he loved her even more.
Y/N rested her head on Kai’s chest.
“You will love Klaus and I know he will love you. He has a little bit of a temper but other than that he is very kind and loving.”
“What about the rest of his family ? What are they like ?” Kai asked curious. He had heard stories about them from Damon a long time ago , but he trusted Y/N’s opinion way more.
“I don’t really know. I’ve met his brother Elijah but the rest of his siblings were daggered at the time.” Y/N yawned at the last words and snuggled closer to Kai who awkwardly put his arms around her.
“Get some sleep , I’ll … I’ll watch over you.”
“What would I do without you ?” she mummbled slowly drifting into sleep.


The next day right after sunrise , they got on the road. Y/N decided to drive seeing how Kai hadn’t slept the entire night. He seemed weird when she had woken up this morning , not taking his eyes off her for a second. Around 5PM they finally got to New Orleans. They parked the car a few streets away from the compound and slowly made their way down the crowded streets. Y/N nearly danced on the way there , holding Kai’s had who couldn’t help but smile the whole way there. Somehow Y/N had found her way into his bloodstream and he loved her more with every passing moment. Though he was still scared she might change her mind and leave him. The entire night he had spent watching her sleep , stroking her hair and lightly brushing her cheeks with the back of his hand.In her sleep she snuggled even closer to him and a few times mumbled something in her sleep he couldn’t quite understand. When the sun had started to come up , he wished the night had never ended. He just wanted them to stay together , just the two of them … forever.
Kai and Y/N walked into the compound - someone had spent their time decorating the place for the holiday.
“I’ll be right back.” Y/N said whooshing away for a second to the bathroom.
Kai put his hands in his pockets , looking around - there was a large table set up with decorations and everything. He took a few steps towards it , picking up a cornucopia decoration from the table , checking it out , a smile on his face.
‘Cool.’ he mouthed.
“Who might you be ?” said a male voice with an accent making Kai glance in the direction of the voice. From the description Y/N had given him , this must be Klaus Mikaelson. Kai turned around , outstretching his hand to shake the stranger’s.
“OH Hello… I’m Kai … Parker. I’m with -”
“KLAUS !” Y/N screamed excitedly running and jumping into Klaus’ arms. Both of them laughing.
“Welcome home , little wolf.” said Klaus unable to keep the smile off his face. “I see you brought a gentleman home.. Your boyfriend I assume ? Has he been keeping you away from us ?”
“I wish …” Kai muttered to himself , Klaus glancing at him tho Y/N didn’t seem to hear his comment. She was too busy smiling , laughing and hugging two strangers that had appeared dowstairs a few moment after Klaus. The strangers seemed to be a couple. The guy was wearing a suit and had his hand wrapped around the girl’s waist. Y/N jumped up towards Kai with a smile on her face.
“Klaus , Elijah … Hayley.” she said lightly bumping her shoulder against Kai’s. “This is Malachai. He is a hybrid too , a vampire / witch hybrid…and no , he is not my boyfriend. We are just friends.”
“Best friends.” Kai corrected her , shaking hands with Elijah and Hayley.
“Yeah.The bestest of best friends.” she said kissing him on the cheek.
Klaus kept glancing from Y/N to Kai , his hands crossed on his chest and he smiled at them while shaking his head.
“Fascinating. You can tell us the story during dinner. I want to hear every detail. And your return demands celebration. We are throwing you a party … Tomorrow.”


Thanksgiving dinner had went well , sort of. Klaus kept eyeing Y/N and Kai. They told Klaus , Elijah , Hayley and Freya their story after Hope had gone to bed , not wanting to scare her. Kai seemed tense at first but as the evening went on he relaxed , specially after none of the Mikaelson’s judged him for what he had done. They were nice and even told him he can stay and live there with them. Kai had gotten his own room which was only down the hall from Y/N. He didn’t want to spend the night away from her , but was too nervous to say something unsure how the Mikaelson’s would react. Last thing he wanted was to get her family upset with him. His fears however turned out to be completely unfounded because around midnight , Y/N opened his bedroom door and walked inside.
“What ? You didn’t think I’d let you spend the night alone did you ?” she said smiling , carefully closing the door behind her. Y/N had seen Kai’s face when he realised he’d have to spend the night alone and knew how much he hated being alone , so she decided to go spend the night with him.
Kai grinned when she tossed herself on to the bed next to him.
“Won’t Klaus be angry ? I don’t want to see his bad side.” he swallowed hard. “
“He won’t.” she said turning on her side until she faced him. “So ? What do you think ? Aren’t they the best !”
Kai turned on his side too , his hand under his head. He sighed. “Yes , they are. And Klaus’ daughter .. Hope ? She is something special. No one has ever wanted to sit on my lap or play with me or anything… I like her.” he smiled.
“Yeah , she is the cutest…and I think she likes you. I am afraid I got some competition there.” she winked at him.
Kai laughed trying not to read anything into her coment. It was just who Y/N was. “No competition , sweetheart.” he said softly , watching her slowly drift into sleep.


The next morning Y/N woke up alone in Kai’s bedroom. She quickly went to take a shower and change in her room before tiptoeing downstairs and seeing the table from the evening before covered with all kinds of pastry. Literally mountains of them.
“These look so delicious. Which bakery is missing a compelled baker today?”
Klaus gave her a sideways smirk seeing her excitement. Y/N took a schtrudel from one of the platters. “Where’s Kai ?”
“He went out to grab a snack. He is quite charming , your friend.” said Klaus. “I like him…He is good for you.”
Y/N froze for a second. “What do you mean ?”
“Nothing. Kai balances you out - you are too good for your own good sometimes.”
Klaus gave her a knowing look and Y/N suddenly felt uncomfortable. What he said was true…and a part of her liked Kai and wanted him to be a little more than a friend to her but she knew if he felt something for her , he’d let her know. Or at least she hoped so.
“Can we keep the party small ? Please ?”
“Nonsense. I am throwing you the biggest , loudest party New Orleans have ever witnessed.” Klaus got up from his chair , walking across to her kissing her forehead before he headed for the basement door. “Time you meet the rest of the family , love.”
A few minutes passed and she reached for another of the pastries - a braid sugar covered pastry with creamy filling.
“MMMmmm those are the best..” she mummbled to herself as she reached for another.
Someone covered her eyes with their hands. Y/N could feel the person’s breath on her neck. The touch seemed familiar , very familiar.
“Kai?”
Kai wrapped his arms around her from behind giving her a hug. He looked happy and excited, she hadn’t seen him this happy ever. Her heart skipped a beat seeing his smile.
“Right on the first guess ! Did you see me coming or something ?”
“Nope. I just knew. Want a bite ?” Y/N asked , holding out the cream filled pastry out for him. He took a bite , his eyes getting a little wider.
“Wow that’s amazing ! Which one is it ?” Y/N pointed at the platter and he got his own, sitting on the chair next to her. “This town is awesome..and great news - I fed and the girl didn’t pass out , though her knees seemed a little weak at first. I compelled her and sent her on her merry way.”
Y/N punched him playfully on the shoulder trying not to think about whoever that girl has been. “See ? I told you you’ll get the hang of it !”
“Yeah… Hey do you want to go out for lunch ? There is this place like 3 or 4 blocks away. It’s not big but I think you might like it.” said Kai nervously. “They have this avocado thing you seem obsessed with..”
“I better stop eating all this pastry then.” she said smiling at him.
“Is that a yes?”
“Yes.” Y/N laughed.


When Y/N and Kai came back to the compound that afternoon , they found it completely transformed. Klaus hadn’t spared any expense - there were flowers , balloons and even a stage for a live band.
“Oh my God …” Y/N stopped a few steps inside , turning around taking everything in. “I told him to keep it small. Should’ve known better he’d do the opposite.”
Y/N covered her face with her hands , sneaking a peek through her fingers at Kai’s expression and then around the room again. Kai’s face was a mix of suprise , shock and a hint of terror imagining how many people might be invited to the party. She turned around buring her face in Kai’s chest for a moment. “I’m sorry. I know you don’t like crowds… I’ll talk to him get him to -”
“What are you talking about ? It’s your party. It should be about what you want. I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about me.”
“But thats what I want - a small party. Just you , Klaus and his siblings. No one else.”
Kai suppressed a smile and started saying something but in that exact moment Klaus walked in , three unfamiliar faces following him closely. Y/N’s eyes widened a little and a smile spread across her face.
“I’d like you to meet the rest of my siblings.” said Klaus. “That’s Finn … he is boring.” (Finn made a face at Klaus’ comment and then went to shake hands with Y/N and Kai.) “My other brother Kol and that’s Rebekah and Freya , who you already know.”
The girls gave Y/N a hug. Kol however took Y/N’s hand and leaned in kissing her knuckles.
“Kol Mikaelson. Where has my brother kept you hidden all this time ?” he said not taking his eyes off hers. Y/N’s cheeks flushed.
For some reason this bothered Kai so much , he found his hands had been balled into fists without he had even realised it. Then there was Klaus’ sister Rebekah who to him seemed nicer than everyone along with her sister Freya. Kai already liked them more than anyone.
“Who’s your handsome friend ? Is he your boyfriend ?” Rebekah wondered.
The corner’s of Kai’s mouth twitched for a moment.
“I’m Kai. Nice to meet you…and I’m not her b-boyfriend.” said Kai , waiting to shake Rebekah’s hand , instead she gave him a hug.
“It’s her loss.” she whispered to in his ear.
Kol suddenly looked more than excited about tonights party. He put his arm on her shoulders.
“Tonight is going to be so much fun , darling.” he said , his gaze falling on Kai and as if to annoy him more , Kol pulled Y/N even closer to him. “I’ll make sure of it.”


MASTERLIST March / April 2017
MASTERLIST MAY 2017


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NOTE : I’ll try and post part III by the end of the week. 😉

I know the Karamel shippers are jizzing in their pants right now, but think about this logically. You have Melissa saying she wants Kara to be happy, and then you have Chris playing up the pairing. Melissa is the lead; she’s not going anywhere. Chris isn’t set in stone. For me, it just seems like he’s overhyping it in order to try and keep his job. The critics and a large majority of the fandom whether they’re Supercorp/Karolsen/Karwinn/SuperCat/Karry shippers or just see how badly matched they are, hate his character. So to me, that’s what I take from this one. He’s just a guy trying to save his job while the media continues to rightfully trash Mon-El and his dragging of the shows ratings.

I hope no one takes this the wrong way. I genuinely like Chris Wood and this is by no means an attack on him. It’s not even his fault that he’s being subjected to such shitty character writing. Honestly, he probably would’ve been better off on Legends with Canary and Mick or on Arrow with Oliver Queen. I could see some real snarky scenes between he and Felicity lol. I just hope his agent rescues him and gets him off SG before the show is irreparable.

I think I just shat over everyone’s favorite character again and I’m sorry, I try to keep it as real as possible with them.
Anyways, I hope you somewhat enjoy these.
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Joker (Leto) headcannons:

-I’m going to be brutally honest, he’s toxic.

-Extremely controlling.

-Like the controlling type to tell you that you can’t live without him, that you need him to survive.

-He’s manipulative.

-He knows how to twist words to get things from you.

-Imagine: you don’t want sex, but he really really wants it, he’ll do anything in his ability to make you think you need it too.

-“come on baby, I need it just as badly as you do.”
Or
-“I know you want it, so let it happen.”

-Knows where to hit it where it hurts. Like imagine you finally get the gist that this relationship is super toxic, he’ll tell you really fucked up shit to make you stay.

-“If you leave me I’ll kill your mom/dad/friend”
Or
-“You leave me and you’ll regret every decision.”

-If you look at the comics, he’s extremely abusive to Harley. What do you think he’s going to do to you.

-He’ll probably brainwash you into becoming one of his little slaves.

-Has zero tolerance for your opinions, but sometimes considers it if it’ll help out for his own good.

-One to shut you up if he feels like you’re talking too much.

-Tbh he might love you, somewhere deep,deep down in his shriveled heart, he loves you.

-Calls you princess, doll and sugar.

-His kisses are mesmerizing because he rarely gives them, unless it’s for show.

-Most of the time “sex” with him, is just him needing to get off.

-If you’re not there he’s probably cheated on you a few times to cure his cravings.

-He’s told you and given you that “you’re the only one for me” charm, and tbh you’re probably too brainwashed at this point that you just go along with it.

-You’re obviously pissed about his flings and kill every single one of them, to please him.

-He probably wants a kid or two from you to support his family business when he can’t anymore.

-Hell, if you ever have kids, they’ll probably be treated 10x better than you.

-If you get out of line with him, I’m pretty sure he’d hit you.

-The joker IS NOT a healthy relationship, he’s toxic and abusive.

* please if you’re actually in a relationship somewhat like this, I know it’s not easy, I’ve been through the same kind, but try to get out of it. It’s extremely unhealthy. It hurts you so much and makes you feel worthless. So please, please, please get some help.

Drop and Run.

Drabble Challenge - Prompt 89 - “You’re not interested, are you?” Filled for @littlepinkpencil   

Thank you for the prompt, I tried to give you a little bit of angst.  I hope you like it. :) 


“Talk to me,” Harvey pleaded, closing the distance between them, his eyes never leaving Mike’s stressed out expression.  He wanted to touch him so badly his fingers twitched, but he feared the worst, so he settled for just being close enough to feel Mike’s breath against his face.

“You’re not interested, are you?”  He asked as a sickly feeling rolled through his stomach.  He hoped he was wrong.

“Of course I am!” Mike sputtered, indignant and annoyed that Harvey would ever think that he wasn’t.  “It’s just, why now?”

“Why not?”

“Um, I don’t know, how about because in thirty minutes you’re jumping in a cab and I won’t see you for three weeks!”   

Harvey looked like he’d bitten into a sour grape, he knew he was going to have to come clean and tell Mike that it had panned out this way because he was scared.

“I mean you can’t just say you want this, us, me, and then leave!” Mike screeched, his emotions getting the better of him.  He stopped pacing and let his body flop down onto the couch.  

Harvey sat down next to him and placed a hand on Mike’s.

“I’m sorry Mike, I was freaking out, I guess I thought there was a chance you’d reject me, and we would need the space, so I made sure I’d have an out,”  Harvey confessed, smiling weakly at Mike.

“You’re a jackass; you know that, right?” He joked half-heartedly, squeezing Harvey’s hand and rolling his eyes at him.  “Just so we’re clear, I want the complete opposite.  I want us to stop wasting time and get this show on the road,” Mike affirmed, bumping shoulders with Harvey and smiling shyly at him.  “This is gonna suck!”

Harvey pulled him up, and they walked hand in hand through the office eliciting some open-mouthed gawking.  They only had time for a quick coffee and a short walk before Harvey tightly hugged Mike and jumped into the cab, promising to Skype. 

It was a strange couple of weeks.  Harvey had said the ‘L’ word, and Mike had confirmed he was indeed on board with the idea of ‘us’, and yet when they Skyped or talked on the phone, it was business as usual with no hint that they were anything more than friends.  

Harvey was going crazy; he missed Mike so severely he’d started stalking his Instagram page, just so he could see Mike’s face, even if most of the pictures were ridiculous selfie’s.  He wanted to tell him he missed him, but he feared it would only amplify the feeling and make things worse.

Mike felt lost, he felt like he’d been given everything he’d ever wanted, but it had been taken away from him before he’d gotten the chance to enjoy it.  He was so mopey, Donna suggested he do all of his work in Harvey’s office, so he felt closer to him.


Harvey skyped late one evening just to let him know he was returning three days early.  Mike’s smile took over his whole face, and he quickly assured Harvey that he would be waiting for him at the airport.  After he had hung up, he bounced for a half an hour.  He shouldn’t be nervous he thought, they’d said things to each other, it would be okay, but what if it were awkward?  

Mike didn’t sleep.


As the flight landed at JFK, Mike’s words, ‘Let’s get this show on the road’, bought a smile to his face.  Harvey wouldn’t be letting Mike out of his sight for a least a week.

Harvey’s eyes flicker over the crowd anxiously, until they clock Mike, and then he is storming toward him, singularly focused, the sea of people between them dividing, leaving just the two of them standing face to face.

“I missed you,” Harvey says passionately, hands covering Mike’s face as he pulls him in and kisses him fervently, the love, although unspoken was like a neon sign to passersby.  He pushes Mike backwards until his back bumps into a pillar in the baggage claim area.  They break the kiss, but Harvey keeps his body firmly against Mike’s.  Mike smiles up at him, elated and stupendously turned on.  Harvey strokes his face and kisses him again but softer this time.

“You really did miss me, huh?” Mike whispers against his lips.

“Yeah, I really did.”


Authors note: Thanks for reading, I really appreciate the support.  This is my second drabble, six more to come.  They will all be posted on AO3 under - Millie’s Mini Marvey Musings.

Woo hoo, Klaroline IS coming! Okay, now I have that out of my system…

I’m back with another fusion drabble. This initial premise is from the 1997 Alicia Silverstone film called Excess Baggage. All italicised text is quotes from the movie (and a bonus Cher quote from Clueless) and chapter title and lyrics from the soundtrack. Thanks also lovely Jo @fanfantasticworld for the awesome cover. 

Trying to get attention from her wealthy, workaholic father, Caroline stages her own kidnapping throwing her into the path of car thief Klaus Mikaelson.

One Headlight

“There’s got to be something better than in the middle
But me and Cinderella we put it all together
We can drive it home, with one headlight.” (The Wallflowers)

Beverly Hills, Los Angeles

“How stupid do you think I am, huh?” He asked pointedly.

“How stupid is there?” She growled by way of response.

“You know, I once stole a Ferrari with a Chihuahua in the back. He made less noise than you do.”

“Are you always this charming to your captives?”

“Only the ones that won’t shut the hell up,” he groaned, changing the radio station to something decidedly less manufactured. When he woke up this morning, the last thing he expected was to have an unexpected stowaway on this particular job.

“What do you think you’re doing?” She demanded, covering her ears as the sounds of Metallica burst through the speakers, filling the car. “I’m a strictly Britney Spears and Taylor Swift kind of girl.”

“Figures,” he scoffed.

“Excuse me?”

“Rich, spoilt brat likes girlie pop music,” he drawled. “How original.”

“You don’t know anything about me.”

“On the contrary I have learnt more than I need to know about you in the past fifteen minutes because you haven’t stopped rambling in my ear. Trust me, I’m regretting ever removing that gag from your mouth.”

“Well, it isn’t my fault you kidnapped me,” she growled, pulling at the tight restraints bounding her wrists together.

“Yes,” he muttered. “I was the one who threw you in the trunk of your own car. I may be a thief but I’m not into abduction and excess baggage, especially with someone as high maintenance as you, princess.”

“Says the guy with the warm personality,” she shot back. “So, where are you taking me?”

“I was thinking the nearest mall,” he murmured, his eyes trained firmly on the road. “I’m sure you’re just dying to do some shopping or whatever it is you do with your time.”

“So, that’s what you think? I’m just a ditz with a credit card?”

“You said it not me, sweetheart.”

“I don’t want to go to the mall,” she pouted.

“Since when did I become a bloody cab service? Okay, how about a spa? You could get one of those mani-pedi things.”

“A callous car thief knows something about beauty treatments?”

“Now who’s typecasting whom?” He shot back for her benefit. “What can I say, I have a little sister that won’t shut up, she kind of actually reminds me of you, princess.”

“I have a name you know.”

“And I have no interest in knowing it given you’ll be out of the car in a few minutes hopefully,” he muttered.

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Imagine Shannon winning you over
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[Holy crap this is long]

I had just finished my shower when my phone began to buzz. It was Shannon, and I knew what he was calling for.

We’d been friends for some time now, and despite his efforts, that’s all we were. He was sweet and a wonderful guy but, I was afraid to make a commitment to someone who was battling the demons of addiction.

I would always be there for him. Always. But I wanted him to be happy AND healthy. He’d checked himself to a rehabilitation clinic about a month ago, and from what Jared told me, he was doing great.

“Hello?” I answered as I wrapped my towel around me.

“Hi.”

“Hey! How are you?”

“Good. I’m good. Um, I was actually wondering if I could stop by and see you for a little bit.”

“Yeah sure. I, uh have a thing later but it’d be ok if you stopped by.”

“A thing?”

“A date Shan.”

“Oh.”

He sounded defeated.

“I won’t keep you. Just wanna see you before I go back to Jared’s.”

“Of course. I’ll see you in a bit.”

I couldn’t not see my friend. He had just gone through some difficult, life changing things. My date would wait.

After slipping in to a pair of comfortable cotton shorts and tank top, I sat on my couch and waited. It didn’t take long before I heard the sounds of his bike and his knock on my door.

I opened the door to find a smiling, healthy, freshly shaven Shannon. I couldn’t help but get giddy and wrap my arms around him.

“Oh my god. You look so good!” I squealed.

He held me tight and picked me up walking me back in to the apartment.

We sat on the couch and he began to tell me about his journey. His ups and downs and the things that he learned about himself. He was figuring out the way to live this sober life, and I couldn’t be more proud of him.
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“So, this date?” He asked

“Yeah…”

“You like him?”

“I dunno. It’s a blind date. Emma set me up.”

“Oh.”

“Shan…”

“You know how I feel.”

“I do… I just…”

“Lemme finish… I got a chance to start fresh. I wanna be with someone who knows what I’ve been through and who’ll help me stay in this space where I’m healthy. I wanna be with you.”

I scooted toward him and held him. As I pulled back his finger turned my face to his and our lips met.

Against everything I told myself I wouldn’t and shouldn’t do, I kissed him back. His lips parted mine and he explored my mouth with his tongue. His moan behind our kiss sent swirling waves of lust down to my core that I hadn’t felt with him before.

This wasn’t the fragile hearted Shannon that I knew. He was powerful, in control of himself and determined to make me feel as good as he did.

He pushed me back and down on to the couch quickly removing his shirt before he was laying down between my thighs. He started to kiss my neck, and returned the favor.

I loved the feeling of his warm flesh on my lips pulsing in time with the beats of his heart. He pulled my leg up and wrapped it around his waist grinding lightly. Just enough to let me know that he wanted me. Badly.

Shannon’s lips began to kiss mine again as his hand traveled up my thin tank top to my breast. He teased me, caressing and pinching my sensitive nipple. Finally, he grabbed me at the waist lifting me up just enough so that the shirt was easily taken away.

Now that he had access to more of what he wanted, his mouth began to move down to my other breast where he began to lick and nibble in time with his other movements.

“Shan… Mmm”

The sound of his name being moaned from my lips made him make a trail between my breasts that led to the top of my shorts. His fingers hooked in to the waistband and slowly began to pull them down.

As he worked at them, I lifted to help him. His teeth scraped lightly over my hip bone as he took them off completely.

He pushed my leg back just before I felt him run his tongue slowly along my slit. I reached down and ran my fingers through his freshly shorn locks when he started to lapping at my clit.

“Oh my god…”

I heard the sound of his zipper, and now watched as he stroked his hard cock while he went down on me.

The sight of him made those waves of lust in my core begin to stir again, and his moans sent trickles of heat through my body.

“You’re gonna… Mmm. Make me cum”

Now he continued at a more furious pace, determined to make me get off just for him. It was working. I let the rush take over that started between my legs and spread through out me.

He licked a few more times with the flat of his tongue as if he were enjoying each drop.

Shan backed away and removed the rest of his clothing and placed himself just at my entrance.

“Tell me. Tell me you want me”

“I want you Shan. I want you so bad…”

He slid in to me slowly letting me adjust along the way. We fit together perfectly and when he had buried himself completely he held my gaze for a moment before moving again.

The feeling of his muscles moving beneath my fingertips as he found a perfect rhythm was amazing. He began kissing my collar bone and making small little grunts as if he’d never felt something like this.

“I could be inside you forever…”

I gripped at his tattooed arms and back while his perfect form disappeared in to me. Mine spine bowed while my hips tried to compliment his movements.

“Fuck… Shan…”

I closed my eyes as if it were impossible to keep them open during it all. The little sparks of my second wave were like fireflies coming out on a summer night.

He pushed harder, faster like he was begging me to cum.

“Look at me. I wanna watch you cum.”

The fireflies were gone. They’d been replaced by a sky full of bright shooting stars as my core clenched around him.

His release came in short hot bursts inside of me as we came together.

Shannon slowed as we each finished just before laying his head on my chest.

“I think you should cancel that date.”

“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.”
― John Green, Looking for Alaska

PhilKas Fic Recs [Eyewitness]

for a few anons who asked, please, if you are into this pairing and writing, let me know ♥

a heart stain on the carpet by Exaggerated_Specificity

Philip does what Lukas asks and films him with Rose at Miller’s Pond. Afterwards, Philip is feeling a mix of emotions that lead to a very vivid fantasy about what his first time with Lukas could be like. This takes place during episode 4, Creme Brulee, between Philip filming them and him showing up in the school parking lot with the video, as promised. This is all in Philip’s mind but he’s got a really good imagination…

I’m a wolf howling, in the moonlight, calling out  by LunaCanisLupus_22

Lukas comes clean. About everything.

Every Stumble & Each Misfire by asocialfauxpas (fuzzytomato)

All Philip wants is to find Lukas alive. Anything else is a bonus.

Save Him by  mythicalbi

After Philip blurred out the words, betrayed Lukas in a moment of weakness, Helen drove them to the lake. The gun wasn’t there anymore.

Pull Me Closer by  JustForTommo

Philip seems to understand, has always been able to read Lukas like a book and know what to do and say. or, Philip and Lukas have their First Time.

Don’t Do It by  peanut61654

“Once he had remember what had happened, Lukas couldn’t breathe properly.”  Lukas and Philip are finally caught by the killer

Dark As Midnight, Six Pack Coors Light  by  kitsunechikyu

“How do you know your dad doesn’t want you to be ‘that guy’? Have you ever talked to him about it?” Philip asks suddenly.

Lukas feels ice shoot through his veins.

“No, but I don’t need to,” he says, memories of his father’s angry face flashing through his mind. “I’ve heard his opinion on it before and it isn’t great.”

“Okay, but maybe if you just ease him into the idea, it wouldn’t be so bad. He seems to at least care about you,” Philip tries.

“You don’t know him,” Lukas says, running a hand over his face.

Dark skies over me  by  pigalle

Lukas got up and stalked over to the edge, scaring Philip so badly it felt like his heart wanted to leap out of his throat. Lukas wasn’t watching where he was going, one faulting step, one step forward, to the side, and he would fall down, and he didn’t even know it because he wasn’t looking.

I’m falling but it feels like I’m flying  by  harlequin421

Lukas makes him feel like he’s falling and flying at the same time.

Not Yet  by  mythicalbi

After the disastrous clubbing, Lukas and Philip head to a motel.

Set after episode 3 and blends into episode 4 with alternations because Rose didn’t deserve that.

home is a room full of our safest sounds  "Come on, don’t they dance in Tivoli?”

Lukas makes a face. “I don’t,” he says, which doesn’t surprise Philip at all. Lukas isn’t that guy in Tivoli, which is fair enough. But they’re not in Tivoli right now, so Philip asks, “Do you want to?”

HARRY STYLES IMAGINE (DARK) - HIS EX SEE’S YOU WITH HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME


YOUR POV

I was so happy. It was 4:00pm and my eight hour shift at work was finally over. And to top it off, Harry was picking me up for the first time.
Harry and I met a month ago and had been inseparable since. But we had been keeping our heads down and telling no one about the time we had been spending together while we got to know each other.
I’d text him at lunch asking if he would pick me up from work because my car had broken down this morning and I didn’t have money for a taxi. Of course, he replied within seconds saying he couldn’t wait to see me.
I walked towards his black Range Rover with a huge smile on my face. I’d been thinking about him all day and I wanted him to wrap me up in his muscly tattooed arms that were becoming so familiar.
“Hey!” An unfamiliar voice shouted to me, causing me to turn around, just a few feet away from Harry’s car that was blasting out a Blink-182 song.
I turned around and felt myself pale immediately.
Stood in front of me was Harry’s ex girlfriend; Sophie.
She was intimidatingly pretty with long brown hair, olive skin and brown doe eyes.
They’d broken up only a few weeks before Harry and I met and had been together for three years.
“Hi” I said quietly, not sure how to approach her.
Her face was scrunched up in disgust and she folded her arms across her chest, pushing up her breasts “What the hell do you think you’re doing with Harry?”.
I felt my cheeks flush and bit down on my bottom lip while I thought of a response “I know you and Harry were together a long time, Sophie and I don’t want to cause arguments but Harry and I have been spending time together”.
She smiled sarcastically “I’m sure you have. Do you know how many girls he ‘spends time’ with? You’re not the only slag he’s been with since me”.
I didn’t know what to make of her snide comment. Was she just being bitter or was she serious?
“Oi” Harry’s voice sounded from behind me, followed by the slamming of a car door.
I was about to turn to face him but he walked straight past me, getting closer to Sophie than I would have liked.
He was wearing a white vest and black skinny jeans, his tattoo’s on full display and his hair was styled back in a quiff.
“Don’t you fucking dare talk to her like that” he said in a low, menacing voice.
I’d seen Harry mad. But only ever at other guys. I’d even seen him punch a few but I’d never seen him square up to a girl.
Sophie laughed nastily “Oh, please. We both know that you’re in love with me so why the fuck are you messing around with that little slag?”.
I could see Harry tensing his jaw and balling his hands into fists at his sides “Shut the fuck up, Sophie!” He shouted “I don’t want to be with you, get that into your thick head! Y/N is my girlfriend and she will be for a long time, so fucking deal with it!”.
I gasped. Harry and I hadn’t had the conversation about what our relationship status was. Was he just saying that to piss her off or did he genuinely think of me as his girlfriend?
Sophie pushed Harry’s shoulders, creating a few inches more space between them as she glared at me and then back up at him “We both know that’s bullshit Harry. If you’re with her then why are you still messaging me telling me that you love and miss me”.
I suddenly felt like the wind had been knocked out of me.
I couldn’t hear this. I didn’t want to hear this.
I’d heard about Harry’s reputation with girls; he was a ladies man and had cheated on Sophie a lot. But he’s been so nice to me, a real gentleman, so I didn’t believe any of it. Until now.
I felt my heart shatter into pieces as I turned around.
“Fuck you, Sophie!” Harry roared.
A few seconds later, I felt a tug on my arm and I was spun around to face a menacing expression from Harry “I fucking swear to god, Y/N, I haven’t text Sophie since the week we broke up. She’s a lying bitch”.
I took a deep breath. I wasn’t going to cry in front of him. “I don’t know if I can believe you. Did you cheat on her when you were together? Tell me the truth”.
His face fell and he looked down at the floor “Yes” he looked back up at me quickly, grabbing my hands “But things weren’t right between her and I. I didn’t feel about her the way I feel about you and I fucking swear I would never do that to you! If you want I will even print out a copy of my fucking phone plan to show you that I haven’t called or text her number”.
I frowned in confusion “Why would you do that?”.
He looked at me like the answer was obvious but I had no clue “Because, despite what that bitch says, I want to be with you. I don’t want anybody else. Ever”.
I looked over his shoulder and caught a glimpse of Sophie on the phone, throwing daggers at Harry and I.
“Come back to mine” Harry pleaded.
I nodded. I could see the sincerity in his eyes and I wanted to believe what he was saying.
Maybe Sophie was just being bitter. I probably would be too if I’d lost Harry to another girl.
Harry led me to his car and opened the passenger door, helping me in before closing the door abruptly.
“Stay the fuck away from me, you fucking psycho!” I heard him yell before opening the door and climbing into the drivers seat.
“Harry, please don’t ever treat me how you treat her” I asked in a whisper “Or how you treated her”.
He reached over for my hand and there was the smallest hint of a smile at the edge of his lips “I’m sorry, okay? I promise I will be so good to you if you just give me the chance”.
He leant towards me and I met him halfway across the console, letting him cup my face in his hands before kissing me softly.
Nothing mattered as he kissed me. I could never think straight when he had his hands on me but I didn’t care.
I was going to give Harry the chance he wanted, because I was selfish and I wanted him to be mine. I just hoped he wanted me to be his just as badly.

Hellooooo :D So happy to be back writing Taehyung’s story! <3 Hope you all enjoy :D

Read previous parts here:
Part 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5

“I thought it was hopeless love” Taehyung story - Part 6

“W-what?” you were in shock
“I’ll give you time to choose” he looked at you and stand up
“Taehyung…” you said taking his hand but he moves it away
“I’m sorry” he looked at you and walked away

You sit down again,and try to think.It was just too much for you.
“Y/N!” Jimin walked in with a lollipop in his hands
“Oh hey” you fake smiled at him
“What are you doing here? Come with me” he laughed and took your hand and lead you to their dressing room
“I will show you around” he added opening the door

While Jimin was telling you what is this and what is that,you look at Taehyung who didn’t want to look at you.
“Y/N heeey” Jimin waves in front of your face
“Focus” he said and you laugh
“Okay,sorry” you smiled

Taehyung gets up and walks pass by you and Jimin.
“You..Umm..Guys okay?” Jimin points
“No” you said 
“What happened?” Jimin was curious
“I don’t want to talk about it…I’m gonna go home now…See you” you smiled and walked outside of the hall where they were performing and you see Taehyung standing there alone.
“Taehyung” you said and walked over to him,he just looked at you
“I don’t  wanna lose you” you said looking at him
“So you already made a decision?” 
“No I didn’t,I am afraid that this that you made me to do now,will destroy our friendship”
“Even if it does,I will always be there for you” Taehyung licked his lips looking at you
“I know you will” you smiled
“I just gonna need time..:” you added
“I know…” he nodded his head 
“Thank you..For being at the concert” he added smiling
“You guys were amazing!” you smiled and waved your hands in the air
“I should go…I’ll see you” you said
“We’re gonna go tomorrow to another city Y/N” Taehyung said
“What? I won’t see you?” 
“For a little time,yes” 
“Have fun then” you smiled and Taehyung smiled at you and you walked away wanting to hug him so badly,but the situation is awkward to now hug him.

Taehyung watched you walk away..He didn’t feel okay,but he knew that decision to make you choose is the best for both of you.
Soon you become a little dot and disappeared.He sighs and comes back inside to take his stuff so they leave home.
Jungkook and boys noticed he is a little down..They didn’t want to ask questions because it will make him down even more or frustrated.
“It must have been something with Y/N” Jimin wispers to Jungkook
“I think the same” he wispers back





“Boys we are gonna go to the airport right now,so we get there day earlier” the manager looks at them
“Okay” they nod their heads

IN Taehyung’s head is just you.He thinks you will choose Luke on the end because he’s your boyfriend,but he thinks how he is your best friend since high school..He knows so many things about you that Luke will never know.For example,you only let him touch your hair,you hate when someone else does that.
Thing he’s worried the most is losing you trough your decision.He doesn’t want to lose you forever,not at all.
He licks his lips and gets up
“When are we going again?” he asked
“You didn’t listen?” J-Hope asked
“I..I was thinking about something…” he said
“Tonight” Jimin said 
“Okay..” Taehyung nodded his head and walked to him room





You were at home not knowing what to do with yourself.In your mind is Luke,but your heart says Taehyung.
But you don’t know yet.

“Hey Ariana” you sigh as you answer the Skype call
“What’s up girl” she said painting her nails
“Tae…” you teared up and laughed
“Why are you tearing up?” Ariana gets closer to the camera looking at you
“It’s hard for me” you started
“What?”
“Tae..He made me choose between him and Luke” 
“Oh wow” she said being suprised
“It’s sooo much preasure that is why I am tearing up” you explain
“Well I mean Luke is your boyfriend…” 
“He si,but-”
“But you love Taehyung more” she finished for you and you nod your head
“Then why don’t you just that to him?”
“I have Luke…He’s still my boyfriend you know” you roll your eyes
“I know,but why don’t you have a conversation with Luke about the relationship?”
“I think that is a good idea…I’ll call him..Wait a second..”

You took your phone and call Luke.
“Y/N” he answers
“Luke..I need to see you” you said
“I want to see you too” he said
“Can we talk tomorrow at the park?”
“Sure,I’ll be there” 
“Okay”
“I love you Y/N…”
“Y/N?”
“I love you too” you said and hang up and lay back on your bed
“What am I doing with my life?!” you shout 
“You are in a serious problem” she laughed
“Oh shut up!” you laugh and roll your eyes





You woke up next morning and took your phone in your hand and see that you have a message.
“Y/N..I am sorry,but It is best for us..I didn’t want to put so much pressure on you,but I feel like a fool,because when I say I love you mean it,probably you don’t,because you have another person in your heart,that is him.I mean yeah we kissed,but do you mean it when you say you love me too?
I love you as a best friend but also more than that,I feel like I shouldn’t have done that,but I had to..I started liking you when you were senior year,but I could never say this because I didn’t want to ruin the amazing friendship we have..” - Taehyung
“Of course I meant it you fool” you thought to yourself

You didn’t reply to his message you just couldn’t..

Later on Luke and you meet up at the park.After a hour of talking
“I think is the best that we..Take a little break” he looks at you 
“We should do that” you nodded your head

Luke and you hugged each other and he walked away.He knows that you love Taehyung.He can see it..The way you look at Tae is different as the way you look at him,the way you smile at Tae..
But he still thinks there is hope for him and you to have a good relationship.

You sigh and nod your head thinking this was the best thing to do.Just to put this relationship on hold because you guys have been arguing more and everything has been going down.




A week later,you were alone at your home.And you get a message from Jimin saying that you come on the skype,so you did.
“Ahhh Y/N!!!!!!!!!” him and Jungkook shout
“Heeeey guys” you smiled
“How are you?” 
“Better” you smiled
“Better?” 
“Just personal problems” you laugh a little
“Ohh I see…” Jungkook nodded his head
“Anyways!!!!! WE finished the concerts and we will be going tooooo…..*jazz hands* Kota Kinabalu!” Jimin shouts 
And both of them start to jump around 
“Yaaaaay” you laughed watching them
“You’re going too by the way” J-Hope comes to the camera
“What did you say?” you were confused
“You’re coming too” Taehyung comes next to J-Hope

Your heart skip a beat when you see him with his smile on his face.
“How,what?” you laughed still not believing
“Long story short..You’re coming” Jimin smiles
“When are we going?”
“In two days,I mean one….We’ll come tomorrow back to the town then pick you up and goooo” Jimin laughs
“Can I bring Ariana?”
“Who?”
“Ariana her best friend” Taehyung explains to Jimin
“Sure” he licked his lips

While you were talking to all of them,nothing felt awkward or weird while talking to Taehyung a little..It was just like nothing has happened.
You two time to time would just stare at each other for minutes.
“I missed you” Taehyung send you a message and looked at you waiting to see your reaction..You smiled and looked at him and he laughs.
“I missed you too” you reply and look at him
“I know you did” he said looking at you
“You know me” you laughed

Everything seemed okay.

“What are the personal problems that made you feel down?” he asked moving away Jimin
“Get out” he said
“Noooo” Jimin said laughing
“Y/N and I need to talk” he kept looking up at Jimin
“Okay” he sighs and goes out
“Soo?” Taehyung asked
“Why are you acting like this?” you were curious
“Like what?”
“Like nothing has happened week ago” you said
Taehyung sighs
“You didn’t make you decision yet?”
“No I didn’t..But Luke and I are like taking a break from our relationship” you said
“How much more till you do make a decision?”
“You said you’ll give me time” you look at him
“But not like a year now” he said and both of you laugh
“I am glad you’re still the same with me” you smiled
“Why I wouldn’t be?”
“Because of everything”
“Y/N you’re my best friend” he made a serious face 
“I know,but..:” you cover your face by putting your hands
“You think decision will ruin everything?”he asked and you nod your head
“I don’t think..So” he said
“Taehyung…Look at this” Jungkook camed inside and showed him something on the phone
“Ahhh awesome” Taehyung smiled poiting at the screen
“I AM STILL HEREE!” you shout
“Oh right” they laugh and you roll your eyes

After few hours of talking with Taehyung,you guys didn’t mention the decision at all,you wanted to but you didn’t want to break the nice vibes and fun you guys were having.
“See you tomorrow” he smiled
“See ya’ Tae” you smiled and waved

You close your laptop and take a pillow and put your face on it and scream.
“Why do you do this to me Tae” you said




Tomorrow morning,guys were knocking on your door.You camed downstairs and open the door
“Hii” you smiled and jumped into a group hug with them
“So happy to see you!” they said while hugging you
“Happy to see you too” you smiled

Ariana walked downstairs too,still feeling a little sleepy.
“We..Goin’?” she asked smiling
“What’s up Ariana” Taehyung smiled at her
“Oh It’s youuu,a guy who never says hi to me!” she got all mad 
“Oh comeee on,don’t be mad” he smiled and hugged her
“I can’t be” she laughs and hugs him back

Taehyung looks at you with a smile
“Hi” he said softly
“Hey” you smiled back
“Ready for vacation?” 
“Sure I am!” you smiled
“Let’s gooooooo” he said and you two ran to the van together and sat next to each other


While being on a prive plane …You guys talked,laughed made funny jokes,sang and danced a little while sitting down.
Taehyung would time to time come sit next to,put his arm around your shoulders pulling you closer to him.
Or he would stare at you the way you hate it,but love it when he does that.
“Tae…YOu knooow-” you laugh looking at him
“I love looking at you “ he smiled
You giggled and put your hand on his face and move his head away
“But stop it” you come closer to his face
“What if I don’t want to?” he comes even closer biting his lip smiling
“But you have to” you said looking at his eyes
“Who is gonna tell me that?”
“I am” you smile and look away 

Taehyung smiles at you,he loved when you’re too shy when he gets so close to you.
You felt nothing but love for him.There was no decision,from the begging it was always him..Always Taehyung the little fool you loved since second year in high school…That love never was gone,it stayed in your heart.Luke was just covering the pain when you lost him,but you always loved him even after taht situation that happened.

If he broke a leg on his tour,you would probably go anywhere that he is just to take care of him and make him feel better.
If he found himself a girlfriend,you would probably be jealous af,but still be happy for him.

You smiled looking at him while thinking all of those stuff.He was laughing with Suga about something,and he noticed your eyes on him,so he looks at you too,biting his lip and then smiles because he’s shy a little.

“Y/N!” Jimin shouts and sits next to you breaking your and Taehyungs eyecontact..
“What?” you smiled
“She is pretty..YOur friend” he wispers
“I know” you wisper back

Jimin stopped for a moment and kept looking at you..
“I am really happy that you’re here..You’re a really great person” he said 
“Whoaah Jimin,why that suddenly?” you look at him
“I am just being honest” he smiled
“Thank you” you smiled and you two hug each other
“Look who is getting jealous right away!!” Rap Monster teased Taehyung raising his eyebrows at him while smiling

You look at Taehyung
“I’m not jealous” he laughed rolling his eyes
“I can see it in your eyes” Rap Monster smiled

Taehyung licks his lips and gets annoyed and you just laugh how cute he’s being.






Finally you guys arrived to Kota Kinabalu…It was one of the beautiful things you ever saw..
Right away you guys left your bags in the hotel rooms and hit the pool.
Jungkook,Jimin and J-Hope jumped right away into the pool fully clothed
“Aww you guys so funny!” you laugh looking at them

They were having fun,dancing,just swimming in the pool.
“Can we talk?” you come to Taehyung who was in the pool with the boys
“Yes” he said looking up at you
“Right after this!” he added and took your hand and pulling you into the pool
“I hateee you” you said and walked out of the pool right away
“We can talk now” Taehyung walked beside you


You two walked around the beach..
“I..Made my decision” you looked at Taehyung and stop to walk
He comes in front of you and waits for the words.
“You” you said
Taehyung looked down and slowly a smile started to grow on his face..He looks up
“You mean it?” 
“I mean it” you nodded your head


Jonathan Toews

A/N: (Y/N) = your name, (Y/F/N) = your first name, (Y/L/N) = your last name

Hope you enjoy ! :)

“What are you looking at?” I questioned my boyfriend of 3 years, Jonathan Toews, Captain of the Chicago Blackhawks.

“My beautiful girlfriend”. He said with a smirk.

“That I want to kiss so badly right now”. He said and after placed a kiss on my mouth.

“So what are we going to do today?” I asked Jonny.

“I was thinking we could go skating”. Jonny said.

“I don’t know how to skate”. I said.

“I can teach you”. He said as a smile crept onto his face.

“You’d just love that won’t you, seeing me not being able to do something that you can”. I say as I cross my arms over my chest. 

“I sure would, but what I would love more is to teach you how to skate so we can skate together, now go get dressed, I wanna go”. Jonny said.

“Fine”. I said as I got off the couch and walked into our room to change into clothes suitable for skating. I put on my black leggings and one of Jonny’s Blackhawks sweatshirts and I wore my red converses, I did my makeup and put my hair into a ponytail. I walked out of the room and saw Jonny standing in front of me.

“You know I love it when you wear my clothes”. He said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

“I know you do” I said as I stuck my hands into the back pockets of his jeans and pulled out his keys.

“It’s my turn to drive” I say as I walked out the door.

“No you don’t, you drove last time” He said as he picked me up from behind as I squirmed in his grasped.

“Put me down!” I say (more like yelled).

“Only if you give me the keys”. He says as his grip tightens.

“Fine! Fine! you get to drive”. I say as I placed the keys in Jonny’s hands as he lets go of me.

He grabs my hand and holds it in his own. “I love you, (Y/N)” He says.

“I love you too, Toews” I say.

___________________

About a half an hour later we arrived at the Blackhawks arena. Jonny grabbed the bag with the skates in it from the back. He held my hands as we walked into the arena. We made our way down the familiar route to the locker room. He set down the bag and we grabbed our skates and started to tie them. 

“Make sure to tie them tight, (Y/N)”. Jonny reminded me.

“I know that already”. I said looking over at him and of course he was already done tying his.

“You want me to help you?” He asks.

“No, I’m good”. I say focusing on tying my skates instead of looking at my insanely adorable boyfriend, who I desperately want to look at. 

I finished tying my skates and we made our way over to the ice. Jonny had gone onto the ice first and then helped me on. He was holding my hands and making sure that  I didn’t fall on my face.

“Don’t look at your feet”. He instructed me.

“What am I supposed to look at then!”. I said.

“Look at me, (Y/N)”. Jonny says.

“I’ll get distracted and fall if I look at you”. I say not looking up from my feet.

“No you won’t and why would you”. He said with a laugh.

A blush starts to form on my face.

“Do I still make you nervous” He said.

“A little bit”. I say as my face gets redder and I feel tears starting  to form in my eyes.

“Why, (Y/N)?” He questions.

“Your Jonathan Toews, Captain of the Chicago Blackhawks and I’m (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N), a totally nobody who dating a somebody”. I say.

“Well how would you like to be (Y/N) Toews, wife of the Captain of the Chicago Blackhawks, a somebody married to a somebody”. He says as he gets on his knees in front of me. I put my hand over my mouth and my face was fully red and tears were in my eyes.

“Yes! Yes! A thousand time yes!”. I say with the biggest smile I’ve ever smiled. Jonny slips the ring onto my hand and then gets up and hugs and kisses me.

“You get that on video, Kaner!” He shouts at Patrick Kane, who emerges from behind the seats.

“Sure did!” He yells back.

“Now there’s something to show our future children”. He says smiling making my smile get bigger.

A/N: Hope you liked it! Requests are open! :)

LEAFY X READER
- requested by @ilikegamersnstuff -
warning: nothing
(sorry for any typos!)

|| y/n and calvin have been friends for as long as they could remember. when a planned day goes wrong, it ends on a special note ||

“Y/n,” Calvin said as he turned to face you, “what movie are we seeing?” he asked. You grinned as you looked up from your phone, “I chose the last one so you can choose this one.” Calvin nodded as he turned back to face the computer. “Well, I know what I want to see, so let’s go!”

You and Calvin made it to the movie theater pretty quickly. You were excited to see the movie he wanted to see even though you didn’t know what it was, you still knew it’d be good. You also had a good feeling about today. Something just seemed right. It was summer, the sun was out and it was the perfect weather, not too hot but not cold. You wore a normal T-shirt with a pair of ripped jeans, and whatever random shoe you picked up first. You did your makeup, giving your eyeliner a small wing, and your lips coated with a tinted lip balm. You could say you looked ‘on fleek.’

You walked beside Calvin up to the theater and smiled to yourself; he looked especially cute today. He looked cute everyday, but today he just had a bigger smile on his face. You’d been paying attention to him and you hadn’t even noticed him talking to the man at the ticket stand.

“What do you mean they’re sold out? It said you had some,” Calvin said, his face falling slightly. “Yeah, sorry, we just sold the last two.” You frowned slightly and and watched as Calvin sighed quietly, “Okay, thanks,” Calvin said quietly, forcing a smile before he turned around. You turned your head to him and poked his shoulder, catching his attention. “Hey,” you mumbled, “We can just see it a different day.” Calvin looked at you and chuckled, rolling his eyes, “Nah, were too cool for this shit.” he joked. You nodded your head and let out a quiet laugh as you began walking down the street.

“Well,” Calvin started, “do you want to get ice cream? Its hot as fuck.” You laughed as he looked back forward, “Yeah, sure,” you replied, seeing the ice cream shop come into view. “I’ll pay!” you said quickly, causing him to look up. “No!” he said, “I’m paying! What the heck?” He grabbed his wallet from his pocket and held it up, but you grabbed it quickly and shoved it in your back pocket. “You can’t pay if you don’t have money.” you mumbled, squinting your eyes slightly as you smirked. “Give that back! Y/n, I will get it back-” he said, pulling you to the side by a tree. You laughed and shook your head, “the only way you would get it back is if you get it yourself, and its in my ASS pocket,” you exclaimed, a laugh following.

He tilted his head and rolled his eyes, “Y/n, I’ll fucking do it. I swear I will.” You rolled your eyes back at him and shrugged, “I’m paying and that’s it,” you beamed, crossing your arms over your chest. You turned around and began to walk away, but stopped when Calvin called your name. You turned around to see him frowning, pouting playfully, not moving and inch. You knew he was joking but it still broke your heart -also made you melt at how cute it was- to see him 'pouting.’ You groaned and took the wallet out of your pocket and threw it at him. “Take it back, pinecone, but I’m still paying.”

He picked up his wallet and smirked as he walked past you, “you know you WANTED me to reach for that wallet,” he mumbled. You gasped, your eyes wide as you held back laughter, “I did not!”

You did end up wining and you paid for the ice cream. You ate it in the shop since it would have melted outside. By the time you were done, it was around 7 pm (you tried to see the movie at 6) and the sky was changing colors. It was a mix of blue and orange, and the sun was reflecting off of the water, making everything near cast a shadow on the ground next to it. You were already close to the beach and since neither of you were ready to quit the day, you decided to go there.

“Wait,” you said as you grabbed Calvin’s arm, stopping him in his tracks. He turned around and looked at you, “What?” he asked. You smiled and pulled him back closer to where you were, “We should run to my house so I can get my swim suit. You left one at my house too, so you can use that one.” He watched you for a moment as he thought before nodding slightly. “Yeah, sure.. your house isn’t that far from here, right?” he asked. You shook your head and smiled, “Its not far at all.”

***

You ended up getting to your house within ten minutes. Calvin put his swim shorts on while you changed into a bikini in the other room. You put on a loose shirt and shorts to cover yourself. You also grabbed towels and shoved them into a bag along with sunscreen. “I’m READY!” You exclaimed as you came running out of the room and down the hall. Calvin laughed and shook his head, “Okay, come on.” You threw him the bag and he caught it just as you picked up your car keys. “I really don’t feel like walking,” you mumbled, “so I’ll drive.”

You did as you said you would and the two of your drove to the pier, parking your car in the parking lot for the beach. It was a mix between a beach and a carnival so there was lots of parking space. Not too many people were at the beach either.

You stepped out of the car and grabbed the bag, dragging it with you. “Why’d you bring sunscreen?” Calvin asked as he picked up the bottle you dropped. “The sun is starting to go down,” he said with a chuckle. “Okay, yeah, but its not gone yet, and I do not want to burn.”

You set your bag of stuff under a picnic table and sat down at it. Calvin sat next to you as he looked down at his phone, which made you laugh. “Hey!” you exclaimed, taking your phone out of your pocket, “let’s take a picture, yeah?” you asked (more like demanded). He looked up as you held out your phone and grinned, looking at the camera as he scooted closer to you, wrapping his arm around your waist. You felt your cheeks heat up. It wasn’t something new, he always hugged you or wrapped his arm around you, but it always gave you butterflies. Once you took the picture you smiled to yourself. (No wonder almost every LeafyIsHere fan ships you two.) You saved the picture and stood up, removing your shirt and throwing it onto the table. “You ready?” you asked, still looking down as you slipped off the shorts. You didn’t know but Calvin watched you the whole time, biting his lip as he scanned your body. He adored you, he thought you were incredibly cute, but also incredibly sexy.

“Hey, pal, buddy,” you blurted out, laughing as you looked up. He blinked quickly and looked back up at your face, “Yea! Sorry, I sent a text.” he lied. He set his phone in the bag and stood up, smiling at you as you pushed your hair behind your shoulders. “I’ll race you!” he quickly blurted out. You knitted your eyebrows closely together and looked him in the eyes. “Actual, physical movement?!” you joked, your lips curling into a sheepish grin soon after. He rolled his eyes and smirked, “loser gets pushed into the water.”

He began running and you gasped, taking the chance to quickly run after h. “I didn’t agree to this!” you yelled out as you ran after him, a smile taking over your face. He turned to glance at you for a moment, opening his mouth to speak, but before he could he tripped over a sand pile and went flying towards the ground face first. You gasped, raising your hand to cover your mouth as you stopped in your tracks. He groaned loudly and you began running towards him again. “Calvin,” you called out worriedly, “Calvin, what the hell- are you alright?” you asked as you bent down, grabbing his arm and helping him up. His bare torso was covered in sand so you began wiping it off, chills running down your spine at the touch. “I’m fine,” he muttered as he shook the sand from his hair. You sighed and let your shoulders slump, a weak smile taking over as you looked st him. “You’re so clumsy. You scared me, man, don’t do that.”

He smiled at you and shrugged, “I guess I am clumsy,” he mumbled. You grinned and nodded, “Yes, you are, now lets go swim normally, okay?”

***

You and Calvin swam for about a half hour before the water began getting cold. Your hair was wet and so was his, because even though neither of you went under, you splashed each other like children.

“You ready for me to build you a sand castle, my queen?” Calvin asked as he sat up on his towel. You, still laying down, looked over at him and laughed. “Oh please, I know I’m fucking amazing, but you don’t have to.” Calvin laughed quietly and looked down, “You are amazing,” he said as he looked at you. You felt your cheeks go red and you gave another sheepish grin. “Shit, you pinecone, you’re making me blush,” you mumbled. He rolled his eyes playfully and shrugged, “I guess its the power of the pinecone, huh?” he asked, still smiling at you.

You sat up and sighed, turning to face him. “Maybe it’s just because you’re cute, and I like when cute people compliment me.” Calvin stared at you once you finished speaking and he smiled wider, his eyes squinting slightly as the sun went down a little more. “Really? I’m THAT cute?” he asked. All you could think about was leaning in and kissing him. You wanted to do it so badly, you wanted to end this night with the perfect kiss on the beach.

“Yeah, you are!” you beamed, smiling wider as you bit down on your bottom lip. Calvin chuckled for a few seconds before his face sort of fell. “Can I tell you something? Straight up?” he asked. Your smile weakened and you felt your chest tighten up. His voice sounded less excited. “Yeah, go ahead. You can tell me anything.”

He looked up and without hesitation he grabbed your hand. “You’re the most beautiful girl I have ever fucking laid eyes on. You’re funny and you’re cute, and you can make me smile on a bad day - you’re my best friend and I’m so happy to have you,” your eyes had gone wide and your face became more red than it ever had. Your heart was beating so fast and so hard that you could barely breathe normally; your whole body was trembling, your stomach was turning. These were not bad things, you were just so shocked, you liked him so much he made you weak.

“I’ve always liked you. Once I knew what a crush was, I knew I had one on you. And I’m.. I’m saying.. that I still like you. I can’t hold it in any more.” He finished speaking and his red face looked at yours, scanning you for a reaction. You instantly smiled and squeezed his hand slightly. “My heart,” you choked out, “is beating so fucking hard right now. I’m surprised you can’t hear it,” you mumbled. “Is that a good thing?” he asked quietly. You laughed and a tear slipped down your cheek just from the excitement. “You fucking dork,” you whispered, “of course it is.”

You closed the space between the two of you instantly by pressing your lips to his. He was definitely shocked but he kissed back as soon as he could react. You rested your hand on his cheek and his hand rested on your knee, his other hand gently caressing your arm. You smiled into the kiss before pulling away, still keeping your face close to his. “What if I said I felt the exact same way about you?” you whispered. He smiled as he stared into your eyes, “I’d ask you to be my girlfriend?” You laughed as he finished speaking and nodded your head. “I’d say yes.”

(ah I hope this was good I really like it. my phone was messing up though tbh)

This is the moment everything begins to click for Lexa. Her hope for Clarke’s requited love is possible. Clarke’s heart eyes and stolen smiles could be easily written off. Lexa assumed she was just overthinking or maybe she was forcing herself to not think about it at all. Except now. After waking up from a nightmare, a deathly warning, she’s not only consoled by a worried Clarke, but comes to find Clarke’s drawing of her. Clarke can’t come up with an excuse for this intimacy. Her connection to Lexa clearly isn’t just for her people anymore. A theme of this week’s episode was hope–hope for the future. It’s written on Lexa’s face. But this hope is dangerous and Lexa knows it. Things may be different with Clarke. Love can be strength and not reduced to weakness. But it’s so hard for Lexa to keep reminding herself of this when all she’s ever known, what’s been keeping her alive, is to repress love. It’s easy to stifle feelings for Wanheda when she’s relearning to trust and forgive. It’s a lot harder for Lexa to bury her feelings for Clarke when they are becoming so obviously reciprocated.