i just wanted to get it over with

THIS IS NOT POETRY. THIS IS RIPPING YOUR HAIR OUT ON THE HIGHWAY, LOOKING DOWN AT THE CLUMP OF INSANITY IN YOUR HAND, THINKING OH GOD WHAT HAVE I BECOME. THESE ARE CUTS ON THE INSIDES OF YOUR PALMS FROM CLENCHING YOUR FISTS SO HARD THAT THE PHYSICAL PAIN DISTRACTS YOU FROM THE PAIN IN YOUR HEAD. THIS IS BEING ALONE. THIS IS ONLY HAVING YOURSELF. YOU ARE IN A HOTEL PARKING LOT OF AN UNFAMILIAR TOWN, AND A MAN IS TAPPING ON YOUR CAR WINDOW TELLING YOU HE WANTS YOUR DOG WHILE YOU SOB ON THE PHONE TO YOUR FATHER, TELLING HIM TO NOT COME GET YOU BECAUSE YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS HAS TO BE SAVED. THIS IS DRIVING 5 MINUTES ON THE INTERSTATE WHILE YOUR HEART RACES AND YOUR VISION BLURS, ONLY TO GET BACK OFF AND WORK UP THE COURAGE TO KEEP GOING ALL OVER AGAIN. THIS IS YELLING IN YOUR CAR ALONE, “I AM STRONG. I AM NOT MY ANXIETY. I CAN DO THIS.” JUST SO YOU CAN MAKE IT 14 MILES HOME. THIS IS NOT POETRY. THIS IS SELF-NEGLECT. THIS IS AVOIDING THERAPY, AVOIDING MEDICINE, AVOIDING GROWTH, AVOIDING LIFE. THIS IS EXPECTING PEOPLE TO ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOU. THIS IS ASKING FOR HELP BEFORE ATTEMPTING TO FIX THE PROBLEMS FOR YOURSELF. THIS IS BEING A BURDEN ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE. THIS IS NOT BEING ABLE TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU WANT TO BECAUSE YOU ARE ALWAYS PUTTING YOUR FEARS FIRST. THIS IS WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOU NEED TO GET YOUR MENTAL HEALTH UNDER CONTROL BEFORE YOU DESTROY YOURSELF COMPLETELY. THIS IS THE MOMENT THAT YOU TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL. THAT YOU WANT TO BE SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU ARE LIMITING YOURSELF TO BEING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT DOING EVERYTHING IN YOUR POWER TO BE BETTER. THIS IS KNOWING THAT EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU CANNOT, YOU CAN. THIS IS YOUR TURNING POINT. THIS IS THAT SCENE IN AN ‘80S COMING-OF-AGE FILM WHERE ELECTRONIC MUSIC BLARES AND SOMEONE SITS ON THEIR FRONT STEPS OR ON THE HOOD OF THEIR CAR AND REALIZES THAT THEY ARE CAPABLE OF HAVING EVERYTHING THEY COULD EVER POSSIBLY WANT, AND THEIR FACE IS GLOWING AND YOUR HEART FEELS WARM JUST BEING THERE TO WATCH IT UNFOLD. TO SEE HOPE AND CRAVE IT. THIS IS WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF. REALLY LOOK AT YOURSELF. AND DECIDE THAT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAT YOU WILL BE.
—  madisen kuhn | courage isn’t fearless
jimin & jungkook...

ok so today (aug 26th) is my birthday and just before its *officially* over (theres like 10 mins left lmao) i wanted to do an appreciation post of my OTP. im absolute jikook trash (like it wasnt obvs lol) so, some of my fave moments; 

Originally posted by justmejen

this vlive was just…legendary. i cant get over it. 

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

i know they’re just sitting next to each other. but sharing headphones! jimin reading! jungkook singing! im sorry.

Originally posted by pratzlee

boyfriends dancing together? being memes?

Originally posted by sugutie

legendary….tbh, i want a jikook subunit where they do a hoc style song + sexy dance, you know like before u go-tvxq, that kinda thing or as a group idc, give me sexy concept, now.

Originally posted by jiminpoppins

this is one of my fave moments, like how jeon’s frown lines smooth out when he feels jim’s head on his shoulder. 

Originally posted by jikookized

remember the time jeon was super thirsty? 

Originally posted by claybunny

which time, you might ask.

Originally posted by dabbingjungkookie

Originally posted by jiminiemini

too many to fit into one post, let’s just say.

Originally posted by jiminiemini

or the time where he plastered himself against jimin?

Originally posted by btsgifdump

or when they practically cuddled in the car? urgh.

Originally posted by poppytint

and the time jungkook tried to hold jimin’s hand.

Originally posted by jikookized

Originally posted by jikookized

Originally posted by jiminnieharem

in their own world. 

(x) this moment still manages to reduce me to tears.

Originally posted by bwibelle

and the moment that got me into jikook…

Originally posted by alphabetgirlsx

bonus: backhug scene;

Originally posted by yoongiggles

ok, im done. for now.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s not that I don’t care about you. It’s not that I’m over you. It’s all quite the opposite, actually. I have to stay away because I know that it’ll never be me. You will never see me more than just a friend. You will never pick me. I know that you love me, but it’s not the way I want to be loved. I have to try to get over you and the best way I know how is to stay away for a while…
— 

-I’m sorry…

-m.t.t:

I Will Say This One More Time And ONLY One More Time...So Just Listen...

Before I begin, I want to apologize if any of this sounds rude in anyway. I just get like that when something is important to me. I say things that sound rude and stuff like that.

Ok, let’s begin.

Steven Universe is a great show. It had a nice plot, awesome characters, and it is over just amazing in every way.
But it has a huge issue with leaks. I have never seen any other show that has gotten as many leaks as this show. Now, if you aren’t going to be near a tv or at home when a new episode is on, I understand why you view the leaks. But if you are going to be home while the episode is going on, you have literally no reason to be looking at those leaks.
And just because you saw the episode before it airs that doesn’t give you the right to think, “oh it’s ok. I don’t need to watch the episode when it airs now because I just saw it. It won’t matter at all.” But it actually does matter…A LOT. If you don’t watch the episode when it airs, that is one less viewer for that episode. And you are just one of the many people that choose not to watch the episode when it airs because you saw it already. That causes a rating drop. And rating drops lead to a lower average and do you want to guess what that then leads to? It leads to Steven Universe being cancelled due to low ratings.
Note: Technically episodes that have 1.5 million viewers or above are considered good. But lately Steven Universe has been getting 1.3 million viewers per episode.
Do you want that? Do you want your favorite show/one of your favorite shows to be cancelled because you don’t watch the new episode when it airs, which leads to poor ratings? No? I thought so.
The ratings in the most recent episode have really bothered me. Rebecca Sugar herself told the fans to tune in for the episode. So I thought, “great! It’s going to get great ratings now.” Did it get great ratings? No, it got 1.33 million viewers. If you’re all thinking, “how did it not get great ratings if the creator herself told us to watch it”, the answer is simple, and once again sorry if this sounds rude, people think that their view doesn’t count so they watch it before it airs and don’t even bother with at least turning on the tv and keeping it on Cartoon Network for 15 minutes while the episode plays. The truth is, your view does actually count. A lot. You may not think it does but, trust me, your view may be just the one to get it back into the “safe rating zone” a.k.a 1.5 million viewers. So if you truly care about Steven Universe and want it to stay on air, you would try your very best to avoid the leaks and watch the episodes when they air on tv. But if for some unknown reason you watch the episode even if you have nothing going on while the episode airs, turn it on anyways. Try to support the show even if you know what happens. Believe it or not, it’ll help the series in a big way.

Close - Sebastian Stan x Reader

A/N: I just wanted to write something fluffy. I’m sleepy, I’m also sick, this hit my mind, I thought it would be cute. So here we go! 

Warnings: None, just fluff :))))))

Originally posted by sebastianstahn

You walked inside the shared home, exhaustion written all over your face. You dropped your things on the couch, locked the front door, and trailed your way upstairs to the bed that was waiting for you - maybe a special guy was sealed behind the door too, but you didn’t want to get your hopes raised too much. Usually on Friday nights Sebastian is out a little later than usual.

When you made your way to the door, you noticed that it was closed. You raised your eyebrows in confusion, but opened the door to see what or who was inside. As you flicked on the light to illuminate the room, your eyes landed on a Seb who was fast asleep, but began to flinch from the bright light casted above him.

“Mmmph,” He grumbled, dragging a pillow across his face to shield his eyes away from the blinding light. “Sebastian?” You called out, slipping off the heels that had killed your feet earlier in the day. His eyes opened slowly at the sound of your voice. “(Y/N)? You’re home.” He chuckled, his voice deep from sleep. You nodded, taking off your jacket.

“I didn’t expect you to be home this early. What happened?” He shrugged, hoisting himself up. He propped himself up on his elbows as he gazed at you. “I got off early. I was more tired than usual. I thought you would’ve came home earlier myself, but I guess not. I was going to wait up on you, but I crashed.” He chuckled in response, running his fingers through his hair causally.

“Well,” You sighed. “Give me about ten minutes to get into something far more comfortable and I’ll join you.” You smirked, walking into your closet. You slipped off your work clothes and replaced them with a pair of shorts, a tank top, and didn’t forget to pull your hair up into a messy ponytail.

You walked into the bathroom and applied the makeup remover to your face, rubbing any evidence of the thick mask off of your face. You rinsed your face, finished up with everything else, and walked out to meet Sebastian who was half asleep. You giggled, sliding into the bed with him. 

Sebastian curled back under the covers, his hand resting on your back as he pulled you closer. You rested your head against his beating heart, a content sigh escaping from between your lips. “I missed you today.” You breathed out, inhaling his scent. He ran his fingers through your hair in a soothing manner, lovingly saying that he missed you too.

“I could get used to us getting home to do this.” He chuckled softly, closing his eyes. You looked up at him, noticing the blue in his eyes seeming darker than before. You leaned over and pressed your lips against his, feeling as he didn’t hesitate on returning the kiss.

You felt him pull you even closer as you wrapped your arms around him, hugging him into you. Closeness is what you craved from him.

And closeness is what you received in return.

Disney's real why Wander Over Yonder is No More

Hello everybody I wanted to tell you guys I found some pretty interesting reasons why Disney canceled Wander Over Yonder. Take a look at this link:

http://animationguildblog.blogspot.ca/2016/08/wander.html?m=1

What it’s basically saying is that Disney didn’t want Wander to be plot centric at first because it discouraged repeated viewings, and it turned fans off, and then when they made it more serialized in Season 2, they doubled down and cancelled the show.

Wow… and is a stupid reason why they cancel the show! I mean Gravity Falls and Star vs have PROVEN serialized plots can work wonders for a show but Wander Over Yonder didn’t? This whole lot of crap! They shouldn’t just a show like Wander Over Yonder I mean the point of re-runs and new episodes is to get more fans! Gravity Falls ended but yet it still have lots of fans and the show never went stale.

And on top of that, Disney will be outsourcing Animation to smaller LA studios to save money now, this may be ANOTHER reason Wander was cancelled, and if so, it’s just a damn shame. This show will go down in history as one of the saddest cases of animation I’ve ever seen… especially considering what the show stood for.

Disney made the biggest mistakes of their life to turned down a good show like Wander Over Yonder and denied an awesome cartoonist like Craig McCracken. They rather take out good shows like that and keep the crappy ones like Pickle and Peanut.

Remember this now, please sign this https://www.change.org/p/walt-disney-encourage-disney-to-make-wander-over-yonder-season-3 in order to save the show. I mean do you really want to prove to Disney that this show is a serialized plots can work wonders for a show?

Sometimes following exo is weird because when they get injured part of me is really worried and just wants them to stop everything that they’re doing and rest and take it easy, and that part of me wants to get mad and blame SM for not taking care of them and I can’t even enjoy the promotions because of how concerned I am; but them the other part of me has to keep reminding me to take a step back because i’m not there with them and this might be their choice and i’m not their mother and they’re grown men who can handle themselves and I just need to respect their space and support them quietly and I can’t tell which side is right because I never know how bad the injury is or if SM is messing up or if exo is really as ok as they say they are and it just gets stressful.

Please stop and read this.

Never. Stop. Creating. Art. 

I don’t care if you think its bad, or if you hate your art style… Or if you straight up think that your art will never become what you want it to be. If you stop now, all of that might just come true. 

If you stop, you will never be able to see the improvement you would have made if you had just kept going. 

YOU DO GET BETTER. 

Even if it takes a while, and usually it will, you will improve and your art will change over time. It takes time to get better.

Here’s some I did a while back as examples:

An art piece that I submitted to DeviantArt on April 17, 2014. Two years and four months as of today (8.26.16). Lining isn’t terrible but it could be better, hardly any shading, and the colors don’t match the environment at all. Not to mention the use of the wood on the bottom…

This is the first art I posted on Tumblr one year later. My shading got better,  though the lining is still iffy… I decided to draw more people, and my anatomy is looking ok. Not perfect, but the positions don’t look uncomfortable.

This is my favorite one of this month, this year. My shading, anatomy, and lining have gotten much better, if not exceeded what I thought I could do. Not to mention I put more work and detail into it. (Including wrinkles, and actually drawing hands instead of just stuffing them into pockets)

You might not think it’s true, or it will never happen… Just trust me on this. 

I want you to go find the oldest art you have, and compare it to your most recent drawing, whether it be a full piece, or just a couple of doodles. See what you’ve done. See how you and your style has changed and grown. Understand that things like this take time, and that you and your art will change.

Art is hard, and I get that. I understand that things can get complicated and frustrating. Take breaks when you need to, and come back only when you want to. Don’t push you yourself. If creating art becomes a chore to do, don’t work so hard on something that you can’t find fun in.

-T1-RF

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i’ve been doodling SU stuff for a friend this week. 

first two are jaspidot-ish (does it count if they’re just being jerks to each other?), last is me fiddling around with an “organic” Peridot, because I can’t in good faith make up psuedobiology for a bunch of magical talking rocks >:I

(I swear Pearl is my favorite, she just hasn’t had any mind-breaking body horror happen to her… yet. i’m a sucker for monsters in every sense of the word.)

anonymous asked:

could you do darius and teemo?

Darius, the man who really just wants a break and wants to drink coffee

and then we have Teemo, he is cute but he is also graduated top of his class in the Bandle City Seals, and he’s been involved in numerous secret raids on omega squad, and he has over 300 confirmed kills. He is trained in gorilla warfare and is the top sniper in the entire Runeterra armed forc-

Learn To Show Your Love

This is for @dreamcatchersdaughter, because it’s her birthday today. She is an amazing person, utterly sweet and a very dear friend of mine and you all should head over and show her some love. She wanted some WinterIron who was all horrible and snarky at each other in front of others and all mushy and in love when alone.

Molly, Happy Birhtday to you, I hope you have an awesome day and that this is something you enjoy

(Watch out for the cut)


„I just wish you would get along better,“ Steve said after he had stopped Tony in the hallway and Tony stared at him. There wasn’t any context necessary, this could only be about Bucky and him, but still.

“What?” he asked because those words sure as hell didn’t make any sense. Especially not at this hour of the day.

“I hoped you two would, you know, be friends or something.”

“Yeah, or something,” Tony snorted and Steve flinched. Like it was honestly that bad that Tony and Bucky were together.

Steve hadn’t been all that supportive to begin with, but Tony had never thought that he would spin this around and now make Tony feel like he did something wrong with this relationship.

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Yes, I Went to a Girls’ School. No, It’s Not What You Think

by @caramelkru


I entered this weird and wonderful new land of girls’ school with wide, awestruck eyes. My twelve-year-old self was caught completely off-guard by how much freedom there was to be enjoyed.

Sanitary pads were tossed across classrooms without a care. Barely anyone bothered with traversing long corridors to get to the toilets just so they could change for P.E. class. Conversations were unfiltered, and carried out at whatever volume we pleased. Girls stood, sat, talked, walked, shouted, and ran about however the hell they wanted to, and no one ever so much as worried about a bra strap showing.

As long as I was in school, consciousness of appearance never weighed on my mind. Walking about on the streets, I would subconsciously hunch to hide my growing chest from the view of passersby. On a public bus or train, I’d notice one or two sets of eyes passing over me less than fleetingly, and I’d tug the hem of my perfectly appropriate skirt further down over my knees. But once I was inside the gates of my beloved school, I never once felt the invisible weight of a male gaze on me.


Read the rest on Loud and Alive

I want to thank everyone who has been so supportive of me and my cause, and have reblogged the post almost thirty times, and it hasn’t even been twenty-four hours! I am overwhelmed. Truly, even a simple reblog means a lot to me. I wanted to take the time and tell you my story in depth. Again, thank you to all of you who have reblogged my post. I am overwhelmed by the love and support I have had over night, it just means so much to me.


When I was sixteen, I was discouraged by my own father to get a learners permit in a rather hurtful way. He is a negative person who I believe is narcissistic, and has shown a lot of signs leading to that belief over the years. Ever since I could remember he has done nothing but emotionally abuse my mother, and from time to time me as well as I got older. He often speaks before he thinks, and finds his words funny when they are either wrong or hurtful. Living with him is difficult and has often led me to cry my eyes out in my room. I am now twenty-two with a license – only the DMV was supposed to give me a permit but because I was 18 at the time in Texas there was a law where anyone at the age of 18 could simply have a license and by pass the driving test. That screwed me over big time, and while I have a friend who is willing to teach me to drive she is extremely busy with school as she is studying to be a doctor, and our lessons are very scarce. We have ever only had one lesson, and I honestly don’t know when the next one will be.

I can’t get a job. Because of my lack of work experience, hardly any companies will consider me and just throw my application away, and those who do consider me it is very hard and stressful to find a way to get there. I worked last year at Walmart but did not work very long due to health complications, which lead to the discovery of my thyroid disease. I have been out of work for almost a year and have been actively seeking work the entire year, but have been unsuccessful.

No, I am not lazy. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I can’t work without a car, and I can’t have a car without knowing how to drive it and without a job. Meanwhile, I suffer from PCOS, Thyroid disease, and severe anxiety. Living at home can be depressing at times. I want to live on my own. I want to have more freedom. It is my life long dream to become a teacher but tuition costs roughly $40,000 for a BA degree. I do not qualify for any loans or grants because my father makes too much money, but we have extremely high bills to where he can’t lend a hand.

I started a GoFundMe cause because I am honestly desperate and it is my only choice. I am stuck. Really stuck. I don’t know how many times I have cried myself to sleep at night because I am just so stuck and I don’t know what else to do. Know that any donations will be eternally, eternally grateful. You don’t even have to donate – just a simple reblog will even help my cause. It will mean so much to me.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story. Below is the link to the GoFundMe cause if you ever want to take a look at my story or share it with a friend.

https://www.gofundme.com/2fgpwe6w


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I’m in a Stranger Things art show!!!!! by TomKellyART

Hey everyone I just wanted to drop some info on you all!
I will be part of a group art show on September 16th at Toy De Jour: a vintage toys and art store. The art show is from 6-9pm with refreshments and tons of cool cool art, so if you get a chance head on over and say hi to me!

Toy De Jour is Located at 2064 N Western Ave, Chicago, Illinois 60647 two blocks north of the western Blue Line stop.

here are some of the artists in this show are:

ourtney Kuebler
Antonio Orellana
Elijah Edmunds
Infected Resin
Jillian Marsala
Kevin Budnik
Chris Schons
Shawn Smith
Mike Norton
Mike Turner
Chris Nania
Shea Cahill
Enzo Garza
Sean Dove
Tom Kelly
JunkFed
JB Roe
Einxel
Ali 6

 SO don’t let the monster get you,grab your D20 dice, jump on your bmx bikes and head on over to the show!




Just a heads up

I’ll be getting back into gear next week (im using this weekend to catch up on missed work), so i wanted to go ahead and let you guys know, now that the ask volume has picked up a great deal, i wont be able to use every ask every time. (as it is, i have over 15+ screaming dodge)

don’t take it to heart if i don’t use your ask, i promise you i read all of them even if i dont use them.

Again, thank you all for all your support, specially with my being ill and then my mother being in the ER. its been a really stressful 2 weeks. ;w;

For the mean time, ill be working on answering some stuff on @grimmstalegarden​.

I think I will never get over Bleach ending.

I will learn how to function knowing how it finished, how to move on. Maybe I will forget about it and focus on my life… but I will never get over it. 

I will never forgive Kubo that he ruined my life for stupid revenge sake, but I will never forget about this manga! It will always have a special place in my heart, same as Naruto. The difference is that it will always hurt me to think about Bleach, no matter how many years will pass. 

But then I will always think about IchiRuki fandom on tumblr, about these amazing people and time I spent here… Guys, I just wanted to say I love you! ♥ I will never say that i “lost 3 years shipping ichiruki”. This time was so amazing i will never ever regret it! +I really hope we won’t die! Salt is what will keep us alive for years. remember, that despair cannot stop us!