i just wanted to do this don't hate me

I’m p sure the reason why I’m so unmotivated by life, and so unmotivated to push myself to be better at art to make a career out of it, is because I’ve already lost hope in trying to make a career out of a hobby I love. Like
Time caught up, there’s no more time to improve before adulthood to get a good start early; I can’t even afford art school; my art style in general is not very likeable to suit the taste of any studio; I’ll never be satisfied if I can’t work at a big studio (bc they seem more trustworthy and reliable actually haha) and the fear of not having a stable career— all of this prevents me from giving art a chance so I just don’t bother if it can’t even take me far anyway??? But at the same time I want to try harder but I can’t because it’s too late and don’t even try n argue with me on that or try to give me motivational stuff jdhdfkhdfkfn it doesn’t work on me anymore I know I’m past any hope rip


anonymous asked:

Many people have said that Joker and Harley's romance was the worst thing about SS


I don’t want to sound rude, but my immediate response to that is, “who cares?” I mean people hate this ship already so what do I care about them saying that ‘J and Harls relationship was terrible in the movie’. 

If you want a legit answer though, just because something is different from the comics doesn’t make it bad. That’s the only part that kinda annoys me. 



happy holidays, mysme fandom!

  • Someone: Yeah Percy's NOT HIS TYPE HAHHAHAHA
  • Me: Haha...that's Percy for ya
  • Me, internally: please let this meme die. It's a false interpretation of Percy's personality and while it was funny at first, it is now largely being accepted as his actual reaction to Nico, and therefore overshadowing Percy's more probable feelings of guilt and simplifying him to comedic relief


Okay; since these came in SECONDS after each other Im just going to assume most of them are from the same person?

Sorry you don’t like my art!!… I mean I’d say unfollow me but looks like already have? Soo… 

(Omg you guys if you don’t like the Ezra stuff just tell me and I’ll stop. I really enjoy drawing it but I can easily stop! Just let me know!) 

(Im only replying to these on here because I really want to know if you all do really not like the Ezra stuff!!)

Kiss It Better (Lams)

CHAPTER ONE: “Can You Kiss it Better?”

summary: They felt less like two individual people, and rather two hearts that beat in time with each other, bound to the same rhythm. And with such a calm and blissful future ahead of them, why not shake it up? Family isn’t a home, it isn’t making small talk over dinner. It’s love, the genuine kind that could rarely be found, and how lucky this family was to have found it in such an unlikely place.

word count: 3008

“Can you kiss it better?”

John Laurens tore himself away from his computer, eyes meeting the six year old’s helpless gaze. “I’m sorry?”

“Can you kiss it better?” she repeated in a small and shaky voice. Eyes flicking down to the floor, she continued, voice growing stronger as she carried on. “That’s what my daddy does when I get hurt. He kisses it better.”

Her eyes told no tales of sorrow, yet she looked up at him in such a manner that John felt as though his heart was being ripped from his chest. “Martha.” He knelt in front of the first grader and placed his hands on her trembling shoulders. “Can you tell me what happened?”

Martha kept her gaze fixed solely on the ground instead of looking at John. “I fell off the swing.”

“Did Theo push you?” John asked, keeping his voice soft and gentle in hopes that it would make her feel better. “I saw you arguing with him at lunch.”

“I…” Martha trailed off, biting her lip anxiously. She still refused to meet John’s gaze, keeping her eyes on anything but her teacher.

“What were you arguing about?” John waited for a few moments for her to answer, but no response came from the first grader. “Martha, I want to help you, but I can’t if I don’t know what happened.”

Her voice was barely a whisper as she finally spoke. “He doesn’t like me. He… he hates me.”

“I’m sure he doesn’t hate you,” John assured her, unable to fathom how someone could possible hate another person at six years old. “I know you’d probably rather not talk to me, but you’ve got to tell someone what happened. A friend, your mom-”

“I can’t tell anyone.” Martha’s eyes watered but John pretended not to notice. “Everyone will call me a tattletale. And besides, I don’t have a mom. That’s…” She stopped mid sentence, cheeks growing pink. “That’s why they don’t like me,” she finished quietly.

“Because you don’t have a mom?” John couldn’t quite fit the pieces together. “Trust me, Martha, you’re not the only kid at the school who hasn’t got a mom.”

“Yeah.” Martha bit back a sigh as if to directly tug at John’s heart. “But I’m the only one with two dads.”

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Ok. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I want Kageyama and Hinata to revert back to the freak quick, if only even once. I want them to be in a do-or-die situation during a match and kageyama tosses in instinct and Hinata jumps, but he maybe doesn’t trust himself to get it when he’s shaking with nerves and staring at the daunting wall in front of him or something, so he…closes his eyes. Because he knows Kageyama’s tosses will always reach him.


Hey everyone, I’d just like to say that this man is not a bad person. He did a bad thing. He was in the wrong. He made a dirty play, but he’s not a dirty player. Should he be penalized? Yes. Should he become the target of hate? No. I just don’t want people who may be hearing of Gustav Nyquist for the first time to think that this is what he’s all about, because he’s not, he’s actually a very calm hockey player, and a little sweetheart.

Anyways, there’s just been a lot of negativity towards him since yesterday (and he did what he did to get that), but he’s my fav, so I just wanted to send out some positive vibes. Hope this makes Goose fans feel better! I apologize to Jared Spurgeon, and this is not meant to send any hate to Spurgeon or Wild fans. We all need a little love right now (especially Wings fans!).

i wish i could do things right and i wish i had motivation to get up




  1. you carry stars in your pockets like you have stretched the universe tight around your soul. when i fall, they spill out of your pockets as you try to help me up and i spend years in my head trying to make constellations until my eyes hurt. when i close them, you are still there.
  2. your touch is as soft as the feathers on my back; i sit on the bathroom counter and daydream even though it’s night. you tape the gaps in my wings, and i try to ignore the way your fingers burn. 
  3. you kiss me like you have forever and a day and i only have a few hours. i am a dripping candle and you the sun, so bright i can hardly bear to look at you, but you kiss me again and i forget every warning my father told me.  
  4. there is no happily ever after; there is only you, with fire in your veins and hands dusted with the ashes of what is left of me.

I’m really tired of people saying they want to date me, never asking me on a date or even TRYING, and then being mad at me/ending up hating me.
If you say you want to do it, do it? Just ask me on a date. Don’t just post/talk about it a bunch and then get hurt when nothing happens and blame it on me.
Also consider: I’m a real person with real feelings. I have school and a life and it sucks to get a million messages calling me a bitch because I didn’t answer a message immediately after receiving it. I sometimes don’t check my phone all day because looking at the number of unread texts really overwhelms me and I can’t deal with that and class at the same time.

I’m so happy with Smarkle. Like think about it, two scientist who don’t believe in things unless they are proven by fact following this instinct in their hearts without knowing what it is. They don’t know why they want to stay together, just that they do.