sooooo, today is 1st May right? and if i remember right it’s @thepsychicclam ‘s birthday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!! :DDD
i really wish you have a great and relaxing day! and let me just tell you again how BIG OF A FAN I AM of your work ;u;! since the day i started reading sterek fics, yours have stood out and been my fave! i have reread most of them for 100 times! and last year when you asked me if i wanted to collab w you- pfff lets just say i couldn’t believe it at first and am still shook that it actually happened
so here you go, a fanart of your fanfic Heart as Black as Night, which i know has a special place in your heart >U<! love you! stay awesome! <3
Currently I’m living in an abusive home. I’m desperately trying to leave but it seems like the soonest I would be able to at this point would be december at the earliest, so I need some help.
Me and my friend are trying to get out to Oregon, and I really really need to get out of this house bc it’s 100% detrimental to my health.
My parents don’t know I’m bi/trans, nor do they know I have depression. I feel like this is some of the reason they are reluctant to help me leave, but whatever.
I am perfectly happy to compensate anyone who sends me money, with drawings or writing (fics work if that’s what you want), and my friend @jack-it-alope is an artist who will draw you stuff for donations.
my paypal is paypal.me/KNajor
Again, I’m sorry that it’s come to this, but I really need to get out of here and it seems the only way I’ll be able to is by this.
Omg could i get rfa+saeran+v reaction to mc calling them drunk because mc is spending christmas all alone and is like "lol btw i love u lmaoooooo isnt that funny anyway this wine is really strong wow but i love u ahahahahha im so alone" (ALSO CONGARTS ON 404 FOLLOWERS AND HOPE U BOTH HAVE HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!)
A/N: AAAAA THANK YOU! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! <3 HOPE EVERYONE HAS/HAD A GOOD DAY!!! IF NOT LEMME KNOW AND I’LL SEND YOU THE BIGGEST HUG AND THE SWEETEST WORDS I CAN MUSTER UP ~Admin 404
OMG THIS SOUNDS LIKE A SUPER COOL PROMPT THANK YOU NONNIE. I HOPE ALL YOU GUYS HAVE HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAVE SOME FUN TIMES WITH THE PEOPLE YOU’RE CLOSEST WITH <3 LOVE YOU (aggressivelydrunkoffloverightnowomg) ~ Admin 626
-He’s the one who called you! -Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas again (not like he said it 50,000 other times today) -He knew you were spending it alone and felt really bad about it! -Offered to spend it with you but you insisted you were okay, and that he should go spend it with his family! -Once you answered, he wished you Merry Christmas and listened for a little bit as you rambled off a thank you -You sounded a little funny? You words kept slurring and he wasn’t sure what was wrong -”Oh, no. No no. I’m not okay.” -P A N I C -”I’ve a little too much to drink tonight. I didn’t even realize I had that much? But hey, ya know, you’re rreeeaaaalllllllyyyyy cute. I’d love to let you show me that you’re really a man.” -Stuttered out that he had to go and that he hopes you sleep soon, and blushed SO HARD for the rest of the night!!
-Jumin is actually really sad that you’re alone on Christmas - he might have had a little too much wine as well -You two were in the messenger for .5 seconds before you decided to just call him and talk - totally not because you couldn’t see straight enough to type anymore -”HEYA MR. TRUSTFUND KID, WASSSSSSUP” -???? MC? What a weird greeting -You asked him about his day, so he told you every detail. He started to trail off and talk about C&R’s stocks, when you suddenly interrupted him -”Damn Jumin, you’re real cute. I just love you. Like, wow. How can I get you to love me like Elizabeth? Should I wear cat ears? *whispers to self* holy shit i should buy cat ears” -He was shocked! Did you just drunkenly admit you love him?? He knew his feelings towards you, so all he did was respond with, -”MC. I love you as well. I think you’re extremely fascinating. Now, what was that about cat ears?”
-He understood that you wanted to be alone, he’s been the same way for years -What he couldn’t understand, though, was why you kept texting him about aliens? -Normally he’d just play along, because he sends you the same type of texts, but… -The amount of rambling and typos makes him think you’re possibly drunk -When you called him, he was excited to see what your drunken mind had to say to him - afterall, sometimes drunken minds are the ones that’ll speak all of the truth -He sat through all of your rambling about aliens and carols, but didn’t expect what you said next -”Ya know, you’re such a dork. But you’re a great dork. I love you. I lllloooovvveee you. Hearts beating, hearts soaring, yeeeeaaaahhh!” - Saeyoung.exe has stopped working. Please reboot. HE WAS AS RED AS HIS HAIR. AND YOUR GIGGLE AFTERWARDS? HE DIED. THEN AND THERE. RIP SAEYOUNG. -”MC you…you’re just so cute. You’re going to kill me, do you know that?? Don’t worry, I have this recorded so I can replay it for you in the morning, when you forget~”
-Why did you want to be alone -You have him now, just hang out with him - MC I’M LONELY JUST FUCKING SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH ME -Wants to treat you like a princess but nnnoooooooooo you gotta stay home alone -Freaked out at the fact you haven’t texted him in a while?? -The moment he saw your name pop up on his phone, he answered it -Before he got to talk though, he could hear you talking to yourself, slurring your words -You realize he picked up the phone and you were so excited!! “SAERAAAAAAAAAAN~ Hhhhiiiiiiii~ I might have drank to much but that’s okay, but I gotta tell you something. I have a secret. *giggle* sshhh, listen,,,,,, I looooove you! Yes I do! I do I do! *giggle*” -Honestly SUPER SHOCKED that you love him? And that you admitted it? Holy shit? Quickly regains his composure and fucking smirks this lil shit -”Oh, do you? Go ahead, go on. You love me? I love you too. Now, tell me how you’d show me just how much you love me…” woah there saeran, woah, down boy, down
- he didn’t get why you wanted to be alone?? - This boy got you SO many gifts and he has to give it to you on Christmas Eve and not Christmas??? -MCwhyhaveyouhaveforsakenme -Zenwhyisurhoeassalwayssodramatic - His face lights up when you call, omfg he’s so excited and his chest feels fuzzy - “RAT TAIL!!! You’re so handsome *hiccup*” - he’s really shocked because when do you drink? You don’t even take a sip of wine at the RFA parties, wtfisthis - waitwhathELLDOYOUMEANBYRATTAIL - “MC…are you drunk?” - “Nooo…well, only a little bit *giggle*, I’m drunk on my love for youuu~” MCtIdon’tthinkthat’showitssaidbuturdrunkoffurasssoit’sokay - HE’S SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT FROM YOU THOUGH??? - THIS IS THE FIRST TIME HE’S HEARD YOU SAY ANYTHING ABOUT LOVING HIM - youbetyoursweetassthisboyisgoingtothrowpartybecauseofthis - “Princess, I know you won’t remember this, but I love you. I love all your quirks, mistakes, giggles, and stupid jokes. I love every single piece of you. I love all the bad times and good times ahead with you. I love you more than any obstacle that we’ll have to overcome. I just love you so much.”
- she didn’t really mind that you wanted to spend Christmas alone - Jumin was probably going to make her work anyway hoeasstrustfundkidstophURTINGMYBAEHEE - Luckily she got a day off but she felt so lonely without you!!! - it’s okay though, she respects your privacy - but when she hears your ring tone, she runs to her phone andtripsandknocksstuffoverontheway - “Merry Chrismas!!! I bet you’d make a good Mrs. Claus…omg can you wear a mrs. claus themed outfit next year? *hiccup* eVEN BETTER CAN YOU WEAR CHRISTMAS THEMED LINGERIE? - omg the poor baehee is so flustered, first ur drunk and now you say this?? You’retryingtokillher - “I don’t think that would be very appropriate, MC…” - “Why noooot? My mom always told me when two people loved each other, they do a little…frick frack *giggle*” -wowMCushouldwriteabookonhowtobeseductive - “I mean your mom isn’t wrong, but-” - W A I T - you just said love - oh my god you love her and she loves you - “MC, I’m going to come over, is that alright?” sheneedstokissyouohmygod - “Yeah~ Just don’t wear anything, you’re so pretty with nothing on~~~” - omgMCurbadatthis
- This poor soul is so lost when you say you want to spend Christmas alone - he obviously respects your space, but this lil bby just wanted snuggles, Christmas movies, and hot chocolate -MCyoureamonster - he’s so excited when he hears your ringtone!!! Hahacausehecantseeurnameonthescreenimsowitty - but when he answers he hears sobbing? - W H A T - he always knew you were a crying drunk buT IT WAS NEVER THIS BAD??? - “Hi V.. *sniffle* you know you’re cool right? Like you make my heart beat fast and i catch my breath when i look at you kind of cool? Because you’re really cool *sniffle* and it really hurts you know? *SOBBING* because I just love you so much and i know you’re terrified of a commitment like that again and Rika was your sun and I can’t ever compare *moresobbing* And I just feel so bad because you had to go through all that pain and things never worked for you two because you just deserve the world V. You’re so precious and pure; you don’t deserve anything you’ve gotten” - holy shit - you’re in love with him??? - Oh man you’re right this boy is so terrified - But he is sure of one thing - He may be scared to love you right now, but he will NOT walk away from this - “Listen MC. Never compare yourself to Rika, okay? But if you’re going to, I want you to know this. Yes, she was my sun, but you know what you are? You’re my moon. You shine so brightly that I can see my way out of the dark. You’re the one who guides me. Nothing, and I mean nothing, can ever compare to what you mean to me. I may not be ready now, but I can say with certainty that one day, I will say “I love you”.” -youtotallydidn’tgigglewhenhesaid”icanseemywayoutofthedark”
i put the links in order for each quote, and some of them are from the same fic so thats why some of these link to the same fic. also, if its a chaptered fanfiction then i linked it to what chapter the phrase was from.
things daveed did during hamilton that were absolutely incredible
refused to sit at the lil picnic table during aaron burr, sir, instead just hovered and beatboxed like a precious baby
sounded SO PROUD of himself when he figured out how to pronounce anarchy
during the story of tonight he kept trying to put his arm around oak and anthony and lin and they kept shoving him away to hug other people and he was just wandering around gripping their shoulders and looking like a third wheel it was so cute
attempted to hit on angelica until ham threw him out of the way and he shrugged and was like “ok i’ll go chat w peggy it’s no big deal there’s three of them”
bopped to literally every song
did the daveed special arm thing when he rapped to guns and ships (u know the one i’m talking about)
jumped off of tables and bounced around while not missing a single beat bc he’s literally a beast i don’t understand
“you are the WORST BURR” was so aggressive like same, bro
when he came out for what’d i miss the crowd went insane and he was encouraging it!! like trying to hype everyone up and halting the song so he could listen to the applause
HE BLEW US A KISS BEFORE THE SONG STARTED. HE WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE EVERYONE IN THE AUDIENCE AND I WAS ALSO SO HAPPY TO SEE DAVEED I LOVE DAVEED
looked so offended when ham pushed washington out of the way. like “who is this lil bitch lemme fight him”
constantly pushed on his hair so it would puff up and have more #style
he kept fucking GIGGLING whenever oak would say ANYTHING his little VOICE would GIGGLE i almost LOST IT
correction: i did lose it. i lost all of it.
refused to shake burr’s hand during the election of 1800, instead walked forward so his chest forced leslie’s hand to curl into a fist
made it rain with the reynolds pamphlets
bounced around on his seat and GIGGLED. AGAIN!! i CANNOT with all of the GIGGLING!!!!
sounded so exasperated when he said “believe me, i tried”
daveed just looked like he was having so much fun the entire time like i have never seen anyone be more infectiously happy ever. he was having the time of his life and so was i
↳ table of contents:part 1 part 2 part 3 ↳ pairing: bill denbrough x reader au ↳ summary: When young [Name] [Lastname] moved to Derry, she always had the goo-goo eyes for Bill Denbrough, but he never really returned those feelings. Until one event changed it for both of them, that they weren’t able to fight their feelings any longer. ↳ a/n: THIS IS AN AU BTW, so i’ve been obsessed with this movie, called ‘flipped’ for days now, and it just inspired me to write this. SOOO YAYAAYYAY. also, listen to the song 'can’t fight this feeling’ by REO speedwagon, but i also do suggest the cover of the glee cast! now, carry on reading! part one of //??
I was only eight years old when I first saw Bill Denbrough — oh the infamous Bill Denbrough! My family and I just moved to Derry, in hopes to start fresh from our old life. When I exited our car, I saw him sitting with his younger brother. I saw how his lips turned up to a huge smile, while he makes a paper boat for his brother.
“[Nickname], honey?” My mom called out to me, as she carries a box loaded with our things, but I neglected her as I continue staring at the boy just across our nee house.
“Oh, I see,” I whipped my head to look at her, while she gives me a smirk.
“I was just looking at their house, you know… it looks nice, l-like ours!” I smiled nervously at her, my mom laughs at me.
“C'mon sweetie, just talk to him,” My mom grins. Dad walked passed us, while he shouts out, “Yea sweetie! Go on!”
“B-But I need to help you unload the—” I started, but was cut short by my mom.
“Go on [Nickname]! It’s fine, go talk to him — I mean, them, now.”
With a quick kiss on the cheek and slightly tinted cheeks, I walk over my new neighbors.
“Hey! I’m [Name], nice to meet you!” I stick up my hand to the boy — same age as me, while he stops talking to his little brother to look at me. I expected him to give me a smile or something, but instead he gives me this slightly annoyed look, while my smile dropped.
His eyes, oh his eyes! It was like there were stars in his eyes, shining ever so brightly.
“Hello, I’m Georgie!” His younger brother grinned at me, shaking my hand instead. My smile reappeared on my face.
“Georgie, m-m-mom told u-us not to talk to strangers, and clearly she i-i-is one!” I heard the boy whisper to his brother, not so subtly. My smile dropped once more, while Georgie gives me a sad glance.
“But she just said she was [Name]! Right?”
I nod at Georgie, while his brother gives me a disapproving glance. “Well, I-I-I’m Bill. There are y-you happy? Let’s leave n-n-now, she’s annoying u-us!”
I saw how annoyed he was with me when I didn’t even do anything wrong. Nevertheless, I tried once more.
“I just wanted to be friends, I’m new to this place after all,” I fidgeted with my fingers.
“Go talk t-to the others i-i-instead, we’re b-b-busy as you c-can see,” Bill gritted, I continued to stare upon his breathtaking eyes.
“O-Okay,” I sighed, walking back to our new house sadly. All the good vibes I once held awhile ago, all down to the drain.
Why was Bill so annoyed at me, when I didn’t even do anything wrong?
I noticed that our things were fully unloaded from the boxes, and then I entered our new house with a frown on my face.
“Everything okay, sweetie?” Dad asked, while I take a seat on our sofa, sadness evident on my face.
“The boy across our street is annoyed at me when I did nothing wrong at all? Why is he like that daddy?”
Mom then enters the living room, a mug of coffee prepared just for my dad. “Don’t worry hunny, boys are really like that. Your dad was like that when I first met him,” Mom says, as she hands dad his coffee.
“Give it time [Nickname], I’m sure he’ll warm up to you — soon,” Dad takes a sip of his coffee, while he and my mom sneak a glance at each other.
“Well, I hope he warms up to me real soon,” I sighed.
And I didn’t know that wish didn’t come that quick — it was a slow burn.
I can’t fight this feeling any longer And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow
When I first saw [Name] [Lastname], I thought she was the most annoyingly pretty girl in the whole universe. I was making a paper boat for Georgie, when a red car passed by us.
“Oh look Billy! We have new neighbors!” Georgie pointed at the unfamiliar red car parked in front of us. A girl my age exited the car with ease, a smile on her face.
No, no no, I chanted over and over in my head. My calm aura out of me — which Georgie took notice.
“Billy? Are you okay?”
I snapped back to reality, to see Georgie’s doe eyes staring straight into me. Grinning at him, I continue folding the thick sheet of paper.
We have new neighbors, and it’s a girl! Girls have cooties! I told myself, while Georgie leans his head on my shoulder.
After a few folds here and there, I finally finished making a paper boat for Georgie. I labeled his boat with an ’S.S. GEORGIE,’ and finally handing it to him. He takes the boat into his palms and grins.
“Thank you, Billy!”
I felt a smile appear on my face as well, “N-N-No problem G-Georgie.”
“Oh lookie Bill! Our new neighbor is walking towards us,” he whispered to me, while I see the girl, indeed walking towards us.
“Hey! I’m [Name], nice to meet you!” She plasters this huge smile, while she sticks her hand to me. I was thinking of shaking it, but then I remembered what I told myself just a few moments ago. Instead, I glared at her and didn’t shake her hand — which I knew was very rude of me.
“Hello, I’m Georgie!” Georgie grinned at her, shaking her hand instead.
“Georgie, m-m-mom told u-us not to talk to strangers, and clearly she i-i-is one!” I whispered to him, not so subtly. [Name]’s smile dropped once more, while I felt a pang of guilt in my chest once again.
“But she just said she was [Name]! Right?”
She nodded at Georgie, while I give her a disapproving glance. “Well, I-I-I’m Bill. There are y-you happy? Let’s leave n-n-now, she’s annoying u-us!”
I really felt bad for not giving her a chance. It was also very rude of me, but then I continued on being rude to her.
“I just wanted to be friends, I’m new to this place after all,” She fidgeted with her fingers.
“Go talk t-to the others i-i-instead, we’re b-b-busy as you c-can see,” I gritted, as I she continues to gaze into my eyes.
“O-Okay,” she sighed, walking back to her new house sadly.
Once she was out from my vision, Georgie turned to look at me.
“Billy! Why were you so rude to [Name]? That wasn’t very nice,” Georgie frowned, while I sighed.
“N-N-Nothing Georgie,” I avoided his gaze, and it was now his turn to sigh.
I never understood why I could ever dislike a girl like [Name] [Lastname]… until now. Was it because of her or was it also because of me?