i just want to thank you youngbae

Fallen Angel GD AU!

If only I could hold you once
I wish you were my lover for just a moment
Please, please, please I pray
Us, us, us, us together, together
Because I love her so much my greed keeps growing
I want you for myself. You by yourself. Don’t run, don’t escape.

first part coming soon  @loveandturmoil87 thanks for the inspiration :)

I was hoping this would happen on my birthday but the day after is pretty great too- I finally hit 500 followers! Thank you to everyone who stayed with me from the beginning when I shifted gears (AKA Youngbae pulled me back into his lane) and continues to stick around through my hideous mess of a blog. If you’ve ever reblogged one of my original posts or tagged me in anything, I love you! I’ve hesitated doing these before because I don’t want to exclude anyone but this is the Tumblr thing to do, I guess, so here we go!  😄

I have to first mention my amazing wife @jijagi and our beautiful babies @screaming-bigbang @craftywhispersinternet @seoulofakwonjiyong @daisy-donghae @unnietop @toplite  The loves of my life, the beats of my heart, my angels, I love you all forever  💖💖💖💖💖

To those who have amazing blogs that I love and adore and stalk regularly @mycomplex @park-sungshine & @daengerous-af @doomdadadividuh @gdislovegdislife @jiinkerbell @soft-tabi @s-tttop @lamptastical @dae-dreamxx @ttaeyng @blndrgn @sushihairjiyong @fangirl-2007 @kang-daelite @billionaire-prince @topssi @tabi-ears @toptabi @confessionsofashyfangirl @admincl @noonachronicles @haruharu-soloday @sergeantbuckaroo  && basically if I follow you or you follow me, I think you’re pretty great! 

It really means a lot that even one person decided I was important enough to see on their dash, much less this many! Thank you, once again.

BIGBANG Reactions to Their Baby Crying in Their Arms


Seunghyun had just come home from a long day out at the studio. Surprisingly, he found you and your child still awake, your child playing with his toes while you held him, watching a new K-drama that you had recently started. Taking off his coat, he suddenly wished that he could’ve spent the day at home with his child. After all, he knew just how quickly kids seemed to be growing up these days and didn’t want to miss out on anything with his own child. Unfortunately, with BIGBANGs comeback on the horizon, it didn’t seem as if he would be able to spend lots of time at home for the next few weeks. Yearning to show affection to his child, he made his way over to where the two of you were sitting and gently picked up your son. He marveled at the prospect of this small being growing into person capable of doing things all by himself. Seunghyun was so caught up in his own thoughts that he hadn’t noticed how his baby’s face had begun to pucker. The cries of the child in his arms quickly pulled him out of his reverie, immediately responding to quieten his son. This, of course, meant that he was making silly faces at his spawn. The cries slowly began to fade away, soon replaced with the lovely sound of his fetus’s laughter.

Originally posted by sevnghyuns


“Jagi, what’s wrong with our daughter? She usually loves it when I pick her up! Did she get hurt somewhere?” You had just come out of the washroom when you were bombarded by all of these questions. “Youngbae, damn it, I just wanted to go poo in peace,” you sighed, knowing that he was probably racking his mind trying to figure out what could have made his little princess so upset. Not wanting him to fret any longer, you began to help come up with a solution. “Well, let’s see. She was fine when I was holding her ten minutes ago. Maybe she just misses her mommy?” You extended your hands towards your small shit nugget. As soon as she saw you reaching out for her, her sobs subsided and she began to stretch her body towards you, whimpering. You took her from your husband, trying to find the cause behind the shrill cries. As you rocked the turd in your arms, she began to tug at your shirt. You finally knew what was causing her to scream like a banshee. “We’re both idiots,” you laughed, “she’s just hungry.” Youngbae sighed in relief. “Thank god. I thought my little angel was hurt. Now, what are you waiting for? Go feed our precious muffin!”

Originally posted by yunrai


Jiyong was a busy man, but between the photo shoots and interviews and performances, he still tried to make time to see his baby girl - make that baby girls. He always helped out with your daughter at night, knowing just how exhausted you were from taking care of her during the day. He also wanted to be able to spend more time with her as the idol life always seemed to drag him to an event of some sort any time that he wanted to spend the day at home with his little one. However, by a stroke of luck, a full day finally opened up in Jiyong’s schedule, permitting him to spend time with you and your smol. It was around midday and she had been playing with her baby floor gym. You were getting ready to make a snack and Jiyong was watching the little one play in fascination. As you turned to grab a loaf of bread to make your sandwich, you heard your daughter begin to whimper. Turning, you saw Jiyong holding the child, bouncing slightly. He began to speak to his little girl, “why are you cwying wittle guwl? You’re a pwincess, you can’t cwy!” You continued to watch your husband speak as if he was a toddler in amusement. However, it did seem to help stop the whimpers. “Daddy’s hewe! And he thinks you and mommy awe the pwettiest guwls he’s ewer seen!” Jiyong turned to you and winked as your little bean began to giggle at her father’s antics.

Originally posted by hell-ogoodbye


You seated yourself on the couch, your child in your lap. It was approaching 8 pm, around the time your child usually fell asleep and you had just finished feeding the baby some milk when you heard footsteps approaching from the stairs. Surprisingly, it seemed your son had more energy than you anticipated at this time of night. Just then, you felt a pair of hands hold your shoulders as the owner of those hands popped his head over your shoulder. “Ah, jagi, you seem tired,” Daesung observed, “Would you like for me to hold the baby? He seems like he wants to play with his dad.” Feeling grateful, you nodded your head, relieved to be able to rest for what seemed like the first time that day. Closing your eyes for what felt like only a moment, cries abruptly pulled you back from the warm clutches of sleep. You looked around, already knowing it was your child crying before finding the source. Before you got off the couch, however, you began to hear a melodic sound begin to accompany the loud screeches. As the shrieks of your ex-womb inhabiter began to quieten, you could more clearly hear your husband filling the house with the sound of his voice. “Sleep well, my child, in the garden and behind the hills…” You had always loved to hear Daesung sing. “… The child stays alone and watches the house…” You felt yourself relax as Daesung continued to sing and knew that your little man had been put to sleep. He always calmed down whenever his father sung, finding the same solace as you did, it seemed. “… He lays down at the ocean’s lullaby, and slowly falls asleep.” And, with that, you had fallen asleep.

Originally posted by daesungstrash


Nobody thought that when you gave birth that Seungri would be ready to become the overprotective father. Despite the fact that neither of you had really planned to cause your belly to inflate with another human specimen, neither of you wanted to terminate the pregnancy. Instead, you both accepted this new change into your lives with open arms. Once the bloody mess of a human had exited your vagina, however, it was like a whole new person had taken hold of Seungri. He suddenly became very protective of his spawn, constantly showering her with affection and wanting to hold her every second of the day. This particular day, she had been taking a nap in your arms when Seungri spotted her. “I think she’s about to wake up,” you whispered, “she fell asleep about half an hour ago and she usually wakes up by now.” Taking this as an invitation for him to wake her, Seungri reached over and picked up the mistake child from your lap. The sudden disturbance caused her to wake. Upon opening her eyes groggily, she began to try to break glass with her screams and whines. Seungri immediately sprung into action, quickly carrying her over to her toy box and pulling out all of the dolls he could. He offered them to her, one by one, essentially offering all the contents of the box to the small demon child. She shook her head at each one until he finally came across her favourite toy, a stuffed panda bear. Using both of her small hands to grab it, she forgot all about being awoken from her nap and began to shake the panda bear excitedly around in her small, grubby hands.

Originally posted by hopeatuuli


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All My Idols Ch 15: The Video

Sorry if this is too cheesy…I already know it is…..

The lights are bright, so bright I can’t even see the crowd at first. A large hand in mine draws my attention away from the lights to see Seungri with his classic handsome smile, that is always contagious, a smile spreads across my face.

“Everyone say Hello!” Seungri yells into the mic as he holds my hand up, turning back to fully face the crowd. I’m surprised when they all shout back a very loud hello.

I automatically bow deeply to the crowd, I almost considered getting on my knees if I wasn’t in a dress. Though I yell hello as loud as I can, not many people can hear me. Seungri hands me his mic and gestures for me to try again.

With a deep breath I say, “Hello I am Charlotte.” Again, I bow.

“Aigoo, our princess is so nervous,” Seungri teases but his grip on my hand tightens comfortably.

“Should she be nervous everybody?” Youngbae’s voice seems full of playfulness but not a single person misses the threat in it too.

The crowd yells, “No!”

“Good!” Youngbae smiles wide, “Now we know a lot of you guys will be upset with this news. But let me clarify that Charlie is not dating any us, she is just a friend. Say it with me,” He holds out the mic expectantly, the crowd echoes his words.

“Can I say something?” I ask the boys quietly. They smile and nod, staying silent for me to speak. “Hi, I’m sorry if this upsets any of you but I just want to say thank you for not rioting or something, I was really worried about that.” My erratic heart beat calms down a bit when the crowd responds with a laugh. “As a fan myself, I understand if anyone is mad, I would be too if I found out some strange girl was spending time with my oppas. But please don’t be too mad, I would be really thankful it if you all you could see that I’m not some girl who weaseled my way into their life. I just happen to be in the right place at the right time to run into Top oppa who introduced me to everyone else and things just got kind of crazy from there. I have no intentions of dating anyone, though if some asked me to marry them, could you blame me for accepting?”

I grin when the crowd cheers, all the faces I’m able to see are filled with smiles or at least not frowning.

“I will try to stay out of the way as much as possible but for the few moments you might see me, please take care of me.” To say the least, I’m surprised when the crowd boos.

Seungri grins at me, “I think they like you.” He says loud enough to be picked up by the mic. The crowd cheers.

“This is going much better than I thought it would,” I say honestly.

“Lets see how much they really like you,” GD beams at me and to the crowd, “for all those who would like to see the princess crowned please cheer as loud as possible, and for those who do not,” He pauses as the bright smile fades from his face, “leave.” The iciness in his voice makes me cringe. “You have a minute to decide.” We wait as the crowd chatters amongst themselves. I watch as some leave the crowd, while others move closer. When their minute is up, the crowd didn’t seem much smaller, and I can’t help but feel a little proud of myself. Grinning wide GD yells, “Who wants to be a knight to the princess?”

The crowd cheers loudly, and the boys all turn to me with child like grins at their success. Suddenly Fantastic begins to play and the groups from earlier flood on to stage to join in on the performance. BTS, Ikon, Seventeen, Got7, and Twice get to me first, while the other groups try to get to me as well. Still holding my hand Seungri begins jumping and thrashing around to the music. Too excited to not join along I follow his crazily stupid dance moves. I’m passed around stage as the song goes on, both the crowd on the floor and the crowd on stage dance like maniacs. When the song is over Daesung pulls me center stage. The other groups stand around us with grins. GD appears with a gorgeous golden tiara. He easily places it my hair, adjusting it just right before stepping back to stare at his work.

I stare at him with a small smile, “How do I look?”

Looking to the crowd GD repeats me question, “Well everyone? How does she look?” The crowd screams.

“As a little gift for you we asked all of your knights to make a little video for you,” Top says a the people on stage part to let Bobby and B.I, who are carrying a large throne like chair, through. They set the chair down with the back to the crowd, facing the massive screens on stage. Bobby sits me down in the chair before leaning on the back. I sit there and stare up at the screen nervously.

The dark screen suddenly flashes and all of Ikon is staring down at us, all except Bobby, who I’m guessing is holding the camera. When his voice comes over the speakers, my assumption is confirmed, “As the princess’s first official knights we are in charge of getting a message from all the other knights before the corination. Are you ready to accept your mission?”

“Yes!” The six other members yell out.

“We will go first,” B.I smiles awkwardly into the camera. “Noona we just want to say how much we appreciate you and all the hoops you have jumped threw to spend time with us.”

The focus goes to Jinhwan, “Hello my little dongseang and to the amazing crowd who stayed in support.” The crowd cheers and I find myself cheering along with them. “I just want to say thank you for being so accepting of our princess and I hope you decide to join our brotherhood of knights.” After the others go Bobby begins wandering down the halls of back stage, stopping when he finds BTS.

“Say hello to the princess!” He yells to the confused group of boys. “This is the video that is going to be played at the show so stay classy.”

The whole stadium laughs.

Jin steps forward first, “To whoever is watching this-“ Poor Jin isn’t able to say much before J-hope cuts him off.

“Hyung, you’re making this seem like your last words. Be fun!” J-hope hops into view, being his normal derpy self. “Princess! Since I am your bias I should be the one to leave the message. We love you very much!” He makes a heart with his arms as he continues his dance.

“You guys suck at this,” Bobby groans as he leaves the room, ignoring the very loud complaints from the group of boys behind him. Down the hall he spots more groups; Girls Generation, Twice, Red Velvet, and Mamamoo all give their adorable greeting with perfect smiles. As Bobby travels farther he runs into Seventeen, Monsta X, Topp Dogg, and a few others. Though their messages aren’t long I feel warmth growing in my chest as I resist the urge to cry at such happiness.

When the video is over I can’t help it when a single tear rolls down my cheek. Looking over my shoulder I see lots of fans already bawling or on the verge because of their idols heart filled messages to all of us. The video doesn’t end there, the camera turns around to show a very unflattering view of Bobby with a silly smile making me laugh.

“There a lots of people who wanted to be here but couldn’t so they recorded a video earlier,” He explains. “I hope you enjoyed this, I love you all!”

The screen switches to the whole AOMG crew making me grin like a maniac when Jay starts talking, “Hello there Princess! Sorry we can’t be there as much as we wanted to. But we still want to hope that you had an amazing coronation. We can party it up when we get back from America!” In the back round the group of guys, Loco, Gray, Simon Dominic and a few more are screaming like maniacs and running around. I can’t hold in my laughs at such a crazy sights. When they are done I want to scream when EXO pops up, all nine of them standing there in their outfits for playboy looking absolutely breath taking.

“Congratulations Princess!” They all yell together, making me grin bigger then ever before.

“Sorry we could not be there due to scheduling but I hope you know we wish you well! We will see you at the next award show, hopefully we can become closer!”

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4. I’m too sober for this.

6. I need a place to stay.

Midnight is about the time you give up all hope of Jiyong coming over for movie night. Movie night is a monthly thing you two do whenever he isn’t touring. Him being a famous idol makes it hard for you to see your best friend. When he got a girlfriend it became even harder. She hates you, and you hate her. Not because of something cliche like you like him or anything, simply because you see right through her. You know she’s only using him for fame, like the two girls before her were. Despite how much she hates you, Jiyong has always managed to make it for movie night, until tonight that is.

You sigh and start cleaning up the snacks you’d set out earlier. Just as you get up to carry the snacks to the kitchen, there’s a knock on your door. You set the snacks back down and walk over to the door, wondering who could possible be knocking on your door at this hour. You open it to reveal Jiyong. “Jiyong? What are you doing here?” He pushes past you and walks inside your apartment, a normal occurance really.

I need a place to stay,” he says, instead of answering your question. You close the door and watch as he walks over to the living room.

“Alright, well you know you can stay here, but can I ask why?” Before he can answer, his phone starts ringing. He pulls it out and groans. He turn it off then throws it onto the couch and falls back into a chair, his chair. He always sits there when he comes over.

I’m too sober for this.” Instead of pressing him to answer your question, you walk into the kitchen and grab a beer from the fridge. You open it then carry it out to Jiyong, who takes it gratefully. You sit on the couch beside him.

“So, what happened?”

“Well, you were right.” He laughs bitterly and takes a sip of his beer. “She was using me the entire time. In fact, our whole relationship was based on some bet she had with her friend. And she still wants to be friends.”

“I told you so.”

“Shut up, (Y/N).” You only grin in response.

“Are you upset?”

‘No, not really. Well not about the breakup, it’s not like I was in love with her or anything. I’m just…done. I want someone who’s going to use me for my fame. Youngbae has a girl like that, why can’t I find someone like that? I mean, what is this? The third girl?”

“Yup, and I called all three. You should listen to me more often.”

“Whatever.” You decide to stop messing with him and try to actually help him feel at least a little better.

“Jiyong, you know there’s someone out there for you. You just have to find them. They’ll be someone who actually falls for you, not your fame. Your crazy, wonderful, absolutely insane self.”

“Thanks (Y/N),” he deadpans.

“It is my job as your best friend to tell you the truth, and as much as I love you and think you’re amazing, I also know you’re weird as hell and completely insane.” This gets no response, and you don’t press for one.

“God, where’s the girl like you (Y/N)? The girl I’ve known forever who’s into me for me? The girl who’s like you…but not you.”

“Gee thanks.”

“Oh come on, you know what I mean. You’re like a sister to me, that would be weird.”

“I completely agree, I’m just messing with you. Plus, you’re too weird, I don’t want to date you.” He rolls his eyes at you and you grin. “So since you’re staying the night, and neither of us have to work in the morning, is movie night still on?”

“Movie night is still on.” You fist bump the air and Jiyong stares at you. “You’re so freaking weird.”

“So are you G-Dragon,” you say, putting unneeded emphasis on his stage name which earns you a playful shove. “So, movie night! You can do the honors of picking the first movie.” He gets ups and looks through your extensive movie collection before picking an action movie that you know you watched last movie night, causing you to groan. “We watched that last time.”

“You told me I could pick the movie so I did.”

“Fine, but I’m picking Guys and Dolls next and I’m going to sing along to all the songs and you can’t get mad.” He groans but complies, then sits beside you. You turn and put your feet in his lap, earning an insulted look from him. You only stare back and he just rolls his eyes then turns to the movie. You grin and do the same, happy to have your best friend back.

I Got You - GD

I got you – gdragon imagine

“jagi i’m home” jiyong said as soon as he stepped into the dark apartment,he expected you to be on the living roo mor at least in the kitchen making dinner but he found the living room empty with all the lights off he went to check the kitchen but he only found Ai sleeping on his bed, as soon as the cat saw him he went under his legs rubbing himself on the dark denim of his pants.

Jiyong crouched to rub the cats head still confused about your whereabouts “where is y/n ai? Have you seen her?” he stood up and started to walk to the stairs and that is when he heard it, it was small and soft but he still heard your whimper, he walked closely and opened the door slowly so it wouldn’t startle you and that is when he saw you in a fetal position in the bed your back to him, you were hugging your favorite pillow and you were wearing your favorite shirts the one you used on your free days. He saw your shoulders shake and his heart hurt.

“jagi what’s wrong?” he asked coming close to you, you shook your head and felt his arms wrap around you “baby I’m here” he whispered and you turned around to hug him better, with the movement he got a glimpse of your flushed face with dried tears on your cheeks and his heart clenched once again.

He didn’t ask questions, he didn’t talk or tried to make you talk he just hugged you and let you cry in his arms, he knew you have been under a lot of stress lately and when that happened you just needed someone to hug you just needed someone to hold you close to them so you would know that you weren’t alone.

“it’s ok baby I got you” it had passed half an hour and you were finally calming down, your breathing was slowing down but jiyong’s hug was still tight he kissed your head “they fired me, my boss fired me” jiyong gasped and held your face with both of his hands so you would look at him, worry filled his eyes “why? Why did he fire you?” you shrugged “he asked me to make up a rumor about youngbae and hyorin and told him that I wouldn’t write something that wasn’t true, he said that I could easily get a picture of the both of them but I still said no, I told him that I wouldn’t ruin the lives of my best friends and he threatened to fire me…so he did”

Jiyong looked at you surprised; he knew that your job was everything that you had ever wanted, you could write stories in a well known magazine, but you should have known better you should have known that your boss only wanted you for your connection to the biggest boy band of south korea.

“well I think that youngbae will be very happy and will find a good way to make it up to you” you scoffed “it wasn’t his fault I just wanted to make the right decision” “and you did and I am proud of you” he said as he kissed your forehead.

Later that week youngbae and hyorin invited you two for dinner a way to say thank you for what you did for them, you looked at jiyong and smiled, you knew everything was going to be alright if you had him by your side.

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You were making him his favorite dinner, because you knew he had to work all day and he probably didn’t eat anything. You felt bad knowing he is probably having really stressed day. That’s why you were cooking him dinner. When he came home, he could smell the food the moment he came in. When he saw you cooking, he was really surprised,, because you usually ate out or ordered something. He didn’t even know you know how to cook. When he tried the food he was even more surprised why you weren’t eating her food every day. After that he asked you more if you could cook. He was fascinated by your cooking and you were happy he liked it a lot.

Originally posted by julla


He was calling you to tell you he’ll be late at home and you asked him if he wants to eat something since you don’t have to go to work tomorrow and he told you he would love to eat, which made you happy to hear. He came home and slowly got to the kitchen, all tired. He saw you cooked by yourself and was very happy that you did, because you never had a lot of time for making dinner. He enjoyed your cooked dinner and he complimented you by saying you are his new favorite restaurant and he might hire you as his personal chef. You were so happy that even when he was stressed he could make you laugh like this.

Originally posted by kpopking-gdragon


You knew when will he be home after coming back from China Big Bang tour so you decided to make him dinner. He loved your cooking and he always complimented you look good when you’re cooking and that made you want to cook even more for him. It was a shame that he had so much work and you couldn’t do that often. When he came home he was really tired and he thanked you for making him dinner that made him go home early from whenever he was. He did “mmmmm” all the time, making clear this is the best dinner he’s ever had.

Originally posted by fantastic--babies


He was recording his new song in the studio and he had so much to work you had to call him and tell him to go home. You cooked him a dinner, even though you weren’t the best cook. When he came home and save you cooking for him he got all squishy and wanted to hug you a lot because he was so thankful. When he tried the food he over-reacted how good the food was, but you liked that so he kept on saying good things like that. After the dinner he helped you clean up and promised he will cook for you once and try not to burn down everything.

Originally posted by daengerous-af


He just joined filming a Chinese variety show and his season 1 filming ended, so he was coming home today. He had little difficult time being there so he was really excited to get home. You decided to try make him more happy with cooking him his favorite Italian food- pasta. You tried your best and when he came home he was really surprised you made him a dinner because you rarely ate at home. He thanked you for the meal with his aegyo and that’s what you liked a lot about him. He loved it when you giggled at his aegyo so he kept it going through the whole dinner. 

Originally posted by bingubiigbang

BIGBANG on National Kissing Day


  • Ignores you and chases around his nephew to kiss
  • “Seunghyun… what about me?”
    “What about you?”
    “… Nevermind then.”

  • Finally cluing in to you wanting him to kiss you
  • Kisses you on the cheek, loudly and dramatically like a kid, he even says “mwah!
  • Secretly enjoys having a day to celebrate kissing you

Originally posted by vipalumni


  • Takes you on a date that night and tells you to wear something fancy
  • Smiles with his cute eye-smile as soon as he sees you
  • Kisses you on the cheek and leads you to his car
  • Comments on how pretty you look while holding your hand the entire night
  • Kisses you goodnight and then kisses your forehead before leaving and telling you that he loves you

Originally posted by daegil


  • Invites you over to spend the day at his house
  • Spends the day watching movies and cuddling with you
  • Peppers you with kisses throughout the day
  • Takes snapchats of you and even takes a snapchat of the both of you kissing with the doggy filter on
  • Tries to get you to kiss his cat so he can put it in his story

Originally posted by atoosa


  • Doesn’t even know what National Kissing Day is
  • “So.. that means… you want me to kiss you? I would have done that anyway.”
  • Gets shy after quickly pecking your lips and tells you he’d rather not have his kisses be forced
  • Calls you cute and bops your nose whenever you get pouty because he won’t kiss you
  • Pulls you in for kisses spontaneously

Originally posted by myheartbeats4daesung


  • Forgets that it’s National Kissing Day until you remind him
  • Chases you around trying to kiss you but you keep dodging him
  • “Today should be a national holiday so that I can spend all day kissing you”
  • More affection and PDA than normal he’s going to take advantage of this day prepare yourself
  • “Seungri, stop grabbing my ass.”
    “But my hand wants to kiss your butt. Jagi, just let it celebrate this beautiful day”

Originally posted by jiseyo


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All My Idols Ch 27: Oppa

“Noona!” Junhoe busts into the room with a big smile on his face that quickly falls the moment he senses the atmosphere.

Jinhwan, who is right on the younger boy’s heels doesn’t see the angry looking men already in the room and continues with their playful entrance, “We heard you didn’t eat lunch, you better eat something before Big…Bang…um shows up… Hello Hyungs.” All of Ikon fills in the already full waiting room, making the atmosphere even tenser.

“You haven’t eaten today either?” Seunghyun snarls.

I gulp, “I ate breakfast…”

“No,” Daesung snaps, “not much because you told us that you would eat a big lunch with Blackpink.”

“They were very busy so I was going to get something to eat later.”

“That isn’t even the main problem right now,” Youngbae stops the argument in it’s tracks, “we will come back to that. First we are going to get you to our room where we can get you some food and we can get an explanation.”

“Come on,” Seungri comes closer and offers his hand to me.

“Oppa,” Jisoo tries to sound as cute and innocent as possible, “you see, she um, can’t really walk by herself at the moment.”

“What?” The room snarls.

I sigh but motion for Lisa to uncover my ankle, “I twisted my ankle. Nothing too serious so don’t freak out okay?”

All eyes go to my ankle, I just sit there and wait for the first person to freak out. Not to my surprise it’s Jiyong to be hovering over it first, making Lisa jump back in surprise.

“How the hell did this happen?” He roars.

“I thought you were going to feed me first?” I question innocently.

I know he is absolutely fuming, his lips are pressed in a firm line, his chest is heaving but he doesn’t yell or scream or scold. Instead he scoops me up in his arms and carries me out of the room without another word. I knead my hands anxiously when the other four follow in the same horrifying silence. Jiyong is cautious as we turn to enter their room making sure my ankle doesn’t touch anything. He sits down with me on his lap but only for a moment before scooting farther down until my feet are resting there.

“We leave you alone for one morning and you get hurt, you are ruining any chance of me ever letting you out of my sight again,” Jiyong mumbles to himself as he checks me ankle. I notice that Youngbae is gone but before I have the chance to question his whereabouts he appears with a brown bag in his hands.

“It seems that Ikon were not the only ones worried about your eating habits. Himchan and Zelo were on their way to give this to you, but to keep from causing an up roar I figured I should deliver it. You will be staying in here the rest of the time in case you were wondering,” Youngbae informs me as he takes the massive amount of Chinese food out of the bag and sets it up on the coffee table in the center of the room.

I sigh, “I figured.”

“Well Youngbae is getting you a plate please explain how this happened,” Daesung commands softly, joining us the couch. I lay down, resting my head in his lap and give him an innocent smile. Jiyong receives a bandage from Seunghyun and gently begins wrapping my swollen ankle.

“I bumped into someone and fell, it was my fault so no need to riot.”

“How have you been working this whole time like this?” Youngbae hands me my food. I huff, ready to give some sassy response when he motions for me to eat a bit. After I shove a few large bites in my mouth he happily gives me permission to speak.

“Someone found one of those fancy chairs that four people carry you on, I’ve been living it up all day,” I tease but when no one cracks a smile I sigh, “I’ve just been getting piggy back rides from everyone, mostly NCT and Pentagon. It’s been really fun actually.”

“I’m still waiting as to why we didn’t get a call that you were hurt,” Seunghyun crouches down next to me.

I pout like a child and stare down at my hands, “Because I was having fun with all the young idols, even though I was hurt, I was afraid if I called you, you would bust in here and yell at everyone. I don’t want them to get in trouble because of my clumsiness.”

“Charlie,” Jiyong grabs my hands so I sitting up in his lap again, “I don’t ever want to hear you say you are afraid to call us again. You have no idea how much it hurts my heart to hear you say those words.”

“I’m sorry Oppa,” I sigh as I wrap my arms around his neck in a tight hug.

“There is a way you could make it up to us,” Seungri muses.

My eyes narrow on the youngest, “And what would that be?”

“We have to go to China next week for an award show and we want you to come with us.”

“Of course! Who else would I go with?”

“Well,” Youngbae chimes in, “As you can imagine we won’t be the only idols there so we wanted to make sure before someone else even suggests it to you.”

I chuckle, “You guys do realize that you are my number one oppas right? You guys come first, we live together for goodness sakes, you guys don’t need to worry about anyone else okay?”

“Yes,” They echo together.

“Great! Now I think it should almost be your turn to go and practice! You guys go ahead!” I smile and eagerly wave them away.

“No way in hell we are leaving you unattended,” Seungri quickly answers, “what if you need something? Like something to drink or more to eat or to use the bathroom?”

“You are going to take me to the bathroom?” I tease.

He scoffs, his cheeks tinted a pink hue, “Of course not but we can get some to!”

“I wasn’t going to put up a fight so calm down. Who is going to give me a ride?”

They all look at Jiyong who still has a possessive hold around my waist, “I’ve got you.” He sets me down on the seat before kneeling in front of me with his back facing me. I climb on, wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. His arms are under my legs, holding me on securely. “Lets go!”

We file out of the room and weave our way through the busy halls, we greet the staff and do our best to ignore the stares and questions. It isn’t until we get closer to the stage that we actually begin running into idols and thankfully none of them are my usual oppas. NCT, as a whole, rush up to Big Bang and I and bow deeply.

“Hello Big Bang sunbaenim! Hello Charlie Noona! We wish you luck on your stage!” With that they rush away just as quickly, only Johnny is brave enough to stand back a second to give me a once over, “Make sure you ice that properly.”

“I will no worries, see you later tonight, I can’t wait to watch you preform for real!” I wave him away when I notice the poisonous look my oppas are giving him.

“I don’t even know what group that was…” Seunghyun scratches the back of his head as he tires to think.

“You old geezers need to get hip with the kids.”

“Hello sunbaenims!” Pentagon greets as they go by, “Hope you are feeling better Noona!”

“Thank you guys!”

“What the hell?” Youngbae eyes them as they go down the hall, “Why are there so many in these rookie groups?”

“Because it’s more fun,” I explain simply.

“Oh my god those ones are just massive!” Seungri points to KNK who are standing at the end of the hall doing one of those videoed quizzes. They bow to us, I give them a cheeky smile and flash a peace sign at the camera.

“When was the last time you guys were at an award show like that? How can you not know anyone?”

“Charlie!” Jin grins big when he sees me, the rest of his members no where in sight, thank god.

“I really must be out of the loop, who is this?” Dae muses playfully.

“Okay now you guys are just being assholes.”


A Week Later

“I feel absolutely ridiculous,” I grumble as I dramatically throw my arms out and lay my head back in the wheelchair Seunghyun insisted I ride in.

“Well,” He explains, “With your injury you can’t walk with your crutches and pull your luggage at the same time.”

“I don’t think I need crutches either.”

“The doctor said you need to stay off it until it’s fully healed and if you use it before hand you could make it worse.”

“It’s fully healed! I swear!”

Seungri scoffs, dragging both mine and his bag behind him, “I’m calling bullshit. You nearly collapsed this morning.”

I ignore him, “I’m surprised there are no crowds or fans here.” I scan around the airport arrival area for any fan girls or paparazzi but come up empty.

“We aren’t supposed to be here for a few more days so news about our arrival won’t get around for a couple hours. Oh look here comes our ride,” Daesung rushes out to flag down our van. The rest of us fallow behind at our own pace, the boys load up the car with the help of the driver before Youngbae so sweetly comes over and helps me in to the middle seat. I can’t hold in the grin spreading across my face as we begin driving into the center of Hong Kong. With my busy schedule I haven’t been able to travel much but of course my oppas are here to show me the world.

Seunghyun chuckles, “You look so amazed!”

I beam at him, “Because this is all so amazing! I’m so happy you guys brought me! Thank you so much!”

“We couldn’t just leave you at home by yourself, plus this vacation is going to be a lot more fun with you here,” Seungri pats my head. “I feel like I haven’t seen you at all lately. We need to catch up.”

“Oppa we live together, but I get what you mean. Your show is on Monday, we should go out just the two of us tomorrow night!”

“You want to go out on that ankle?” Youngbae questions.

“Guys I will be fine to dance for awhile and have some fun.”

Seungri grins, “I can’t wait!”

“Before we start thinking about that how about we think about lunch?” Jiyong pipes in from the spot behind me.

“Lets get checked into our hotel and then we can grab something,” Seunghyun advises. We make light small talk the drive to the hotel, they tell me about their experiences in town and some of the best places to eat. We pull up to the fancy hotel where bell boys are waiting to help us unload the luggage while Jiyong carries me in. They treat us like royalty upon entrance to the beautiful building, pretty receptionists are on one side of the door way, bowing politely.

“Welcome!” I can’t help but be in awe at their amazing welcome party, but I shouldn’t expect anything else. We hop in the elevator and head straight to the top floor. The boys step out and separate to claim their rooms, but to our surprise there are only three bedrooms available.

“I call rooming with Charlie!” Jiyong and Seungri declare at the same time.

“No I want to room with her!” Seungri whines like a child.

“You can,” Seunghyun decides, ignoring the death glare he is receiving from Jiyong. “I am not going to deal with your whining, I would much rather deal with Jiyong’s bad attitude.”

“Hyung, why do you get to decide?”

“Because I’m the oldest.”

Jiyong pouts.

“Yay! Charlie looks like it’s going to be me and you!” Seungri rips me away from Jiyong and twirls me around.

“If you try to rub it in his face I am going to take her,” The eldest warns.

“No fighting guys,” I push the youngest away and balance on my one foot. “I’m going to shower and change so we can get some lunch, I’m starving.”

“Here let me help,” Youngbae offers me an arm. I give him a small thanks as I wrap my arm around his and limp towards one of the rooms. I let him pick the room and thank him again as I close the bathroom door. Sheading my t-shirt and pants is a bit difficult balancing on one leg, but when I finally get it done I don’t waste a second before opening the shower door and climbing inside. It only takes me a few minutes to wash up and wrap myself in a fluffy towel.

“I left my stuff out there,” I groan. I hop into the room and jump out of my skin when I see a Seungri shirtless, standing in the middle of room. “Oh my god!” I loose my balance and fall back on my ass.

“Charlie! Are you okay?” He rushes over to help me.

“I’m fine, you just scared me,” I make sure my towel is secured around my chest before accepting his hand. “Is my suit case still out there?”

“Nope!” He answers cheerfully, dragging my bag out from the other side of the king sized bed. “What do you want to wear?” He rips it open and mindlessly begins digging in my bag.

“Um Oppa, I can grab my own clothes plus I don’t think you really want to grab my underwear, do you?”

His hands freeze, “Oh, um, yes, sorry, I’m am going to go wait with the others.”

“Um, Oppa, your shirt?” I hold up the new shirt he had set out. He snatches it out of my hand, I chuckle at the pink hue gracing his cheeks.

“See you out here!”

On my hands and knees I crawl across the floor to reach my bag and pick out a simple outfit. I can’t imagine how much of an idiot I look like rolling across the floor to pull my black ripped jeans and socks. I sit up to pull on my white crop top and black bomber jacket with patches on it. Jiyong knocks on the door, his head peeks in without a response like he usually does.

“I come baring gifts,” He holds up my black timberlands.

“Thank you!” I beam at him.

He brings them over, letting me pull them on and lace them all the way up. “Ready to go?”

I nod. He pulls me to my feet, offering me his arm like Youngbae did before. We walk out together, the others are already out there completely changed. Dressed in their usual outfits, Seunghyun rocking a full length trench coat, the others looking similar to me.

“Where are we going?” I ask in the elevator.

“There is some place across town that has delicious food, it’s totally worth the drive,” Seunghyun tells me.

They let me wobble across the lobby to the car waiting outside. In the car I sit in the back with Daesung and rest my head on his shoulder. He lays his head on mine and mumbles, “You seem a little off since the fight.” The others are too in tuned to their devices to pay attention.

“I feel bad,” I admit quietly. “I have been so busy with work I haven’t been able to spend a lot of time with you guys and now you all feel neglected.”

“Oh my sweet Charlie,” He chuckles, “Do not let these old men weigh your heart down. If you want to go out and live you go a head and do it, don’t worry about us.”

“I don’t want to go anywhere without you guys. I just feel guilty leaving all my friends too. I feel like I’m drowning some times. I’m not complaining but it’s a lot to give everyone time and work and spend time with you.”

He is silent.

“I’m so sorry,” I quickly apologize, “I sound like a spoiled brat. Just forget I said anything.”

“No Charlie, you don’t need to apologize! I just feel like an idiot for not thinking about what this must be like from your point of view. You must feel so over whelmed with so many people wanting your attention and you having so little time. Heck when you wanted time alone to get over being sick you literally had to leave your apartment to be alone because we kept busting in. I’m sorry.” His arm wraps his arm around my shoulders and pulls me close. I smile when he kisses my forehead, “Thank you for putting up with us.”

“I wouldn’t want my life any other way.”

Just wondering if any of you actually want Charlie to end up in a relationship. No matter what it will be a harem, you can all figure who at least two of them will be, Xiu and Jiyong, but any other preferences? Or any groups you want to see more of?

Advice (Jiyong Drabble/Scenario)

Requested by Anonymous: I Want to requests a drabble Where Taeyang helps GD to practice How He should ask out his crush ( Who Is actually their female best friend and just Debute As Solo Idol) THANK you 😍😍😍

Author’s Note: Um… I don’t even know how long this is… I just had a lot of fun with this, that’s for sure~ ^^ Enjoy!

“…Why can’t I just ask?” Jiyong whined with a pout. Although it was only a rehearsal, the rapper’s face was flushed in a rosy pink. “Fuck it, I’m not doing this,” he growled shortly afterwards, flinging the necklace case at his best friend’s chest.

Youngbae grunted as the case collided with his abs before chuckling, clearly amused at the situation playing out before him. He immediately raced to the door, blocking the elder boy’s exit route. Jiyong glared menacingly at the vocalist, knowing he would never be able to physically overpower him. The yellow-haired man grudgingly snatched the jewelry case back before trudging back to the center of Seunghyun’s living room, his bangs irritably making his eyes itchy.

A chorus of giggles and teases ensued, causing Jiyong’s already-blushing face to burn a deeper shade of pink. He stared skeptically at the necklace case in his palm, eyebrows furrowing as he clawed the price tag off out of frustration.

“This is so cheap too! Shouldn’t I get her a designer bag or something? Don’t girls like that? All of my female friends are always delighted whenever I gift them something like that…” Jiyong mumbled hesitantly, shyly glancing at the spectators sitting on Seunghyun’s sofa. Although he had asked Youngbae for the help, the little fucker ended up dragging the whole team into it. Only to get back at him for giving him “Min Hyorin advice” that only made their situation worse.

Youngbae “tsk"ed as he made himself comfortable against Seungri. The maknae was witnessing a completely new side of his charismatic leader, and it was hilarious. Flipping his dreads away from his face, Youngbae began to criticize his friend’s way of thinking as Seunghyun got up to get yet another wine bottle.

“See? You’re only useful at making girls fall for you, but you can never make them yours! Didn’t you say if anything, she’d want something simple? Getting her something expensive only pressures her. And just asking her out of the blue’s a bit… unprofessional.”

Daesung felt sorry for his hyung, who seemed extremely insecure. The ray of sunshine understood that Jiyong was just afraid that he would get rejected. The charismatic world star was only just a soft, delicate flower on the inside after all, and Daesung knew it.

“Or maybe I could just rap a confession?” Jiyong questioned, a flicker of hope reflected off his brown irises. BIGBANG groaned, though still amused with their leader’s uncertainty.

“Hyung, do you really think a solo artist would be thrilled to watch you perform for the millionth time in front of her? She’s had enough of that, I swear,” Seungri reasoned, cautiously leaning back against the sofa out of fear of getting hit. Surprisingly, he wasn’t, and was even more astonished to see his hyung giving his advice serious thought. Jiyong bit the bottom of his lip, hesitantly fumbling with the jewelry case in between his slim fingers.

“By the way,” Jiyong continued, “why the fuck is there a random white curtain there?” He motioned over to the white sheet hung up in the corner of the room. It looked like one of those white boards used for projectors, completely opaque and too ordinary to belong in Seunghyun’s living room.

“Aesthetic purposes,” the owner answered plainly in that deep voice he always used when passionately discussing his hobbies. “Would you like me to explain?”

Jiyong, along with all the other members, hurriedly raised their hands in frantic rejection.

“Oh god, no! Maybe you can tell me privately later,” laughed Daesung, his eyes scrunched up in genuine sincerity. Seunghyun obliged with a simple grunt, leaning back against the sofa. As if on cue, the other Seunghyun shot up from his seat, a figurative light bulb lighting up above his head.

“Hyung! Instead of confessing to Youngbae-hyung (disgusting, I know), why don’t you do it to the white sheet? Just imagine that it’s her standing behind it.”

Jiyong tensed up, a sudden suspicion bubbling in his chest and spreading throughout his nerves like a wildfire. What if his band mates had brought his crush over, and she had been hiding behind the curtain this whole time..!? Brown eyes dilating from paranoia, he turned his back to the white screen to face the maknae.

“This isn’t some prank, right? She’s not actually back there, right? I won’t have to excessively murder tonight, right?” he asked. His sentence started off in a wary state before intensifying into a threatening warning. Seungri shrugged, sitting back down and crossing his legs.

“Since when did Seunghyun-hyung comfortably allow outsiders into his museum of a home? He barely ever even lets me in, much less a rookie solo artist that he’s only met once or twice. You can check if you need to, but doesn’t that defeat the purpose of imagination? It also crushes your image of being cool guy. Am I right?” the panda reasoned, exaggerating a shrug to point out the simplicity of his logic.

“I usually never get along with him, but the kid’s right this time,” Seunghyun assured, causing Jiyong to sigh in relief before turning back to the white display.

Closing his eyes, the usually charismatic leader felt like a small lizard in comparison to his stage name. He had to admit it: confessing to someone without having to meet them in the eye was much easier, and he secretly wished that she was actually behind the curtain to surprise him. Jiyong held on to that small fragment of hope, and reopened his eyes, staring directly in front of him, gaze determined enough to burn a hole through the curtain.

Taking a low, deep breath, Kwon Jiyong spilled out all the heartfelt words he had struggled to choke out just moments ago. From the secrets he had been hiding from her, to his true feelings towards her, they flowed out from his lips like the river that survived the drought. Private words meant only for her were spoken, so reserved that even the thin-lipped members vowed to forget them later.

One second passed. Then five. Then ten. Jiyong broke the silence by letting out his breath, taking a shaky step backward. Although the sudden surge of emotions were unplanned, his speech remained imprinted in his mind like carvings set in stone. The necklace wasn’t even necessary. As if his whoosh of air broke the ice, the spectating members gave him an enthusiastic round of applause, followed by giggles from Youngbae and Seungri.

Jiyong felt a grin spread on his lips, a crucial hint given to him from the entertained Bae-Ri duo. Did he actually succeed in confessing? Ha! His genius members really did trick him into talking to his crush with a barrier. Like a champion about to claim his trophy, the leader moved to the other side of the white sheet in order to shyly encounter his other half.

“Good job, Jiyong-ah! As expected, our Jiyongie is talented at speaking!” Youngbae congratulated before adding, “Now all you have to do is the real thing tomorrow!” Followed by the shocking statement was a crestfallen Jiyong bashfully stalking out from behind the white curtain. His face was flushed red while his band mates swore they saw the same color flash through his furious eyes for a moment.

“You made it seem like she really was hiding behind that damned curtain!” Jiyong screamed out with a dramatic whine. The almighty dragon found himself rolling around on the floor in dejected disbelief of having to deliver his confession AGAIN, TOMORROW. Then, he whipped himself upright, looking back at the eldest member incredulously.

“That stupid, random, fucking curtain was really there for your aesthetic pleasure!?” he questioned in shrill frustration. Seunghyun nodded as if it were the most obvious answer in the world.

“Jiyong-ah, what do you see when you look at such a blank screen? Nothing. But, my student, look closer… You will see the beauty through your very own eyes. Every time you turn away and look back, a different image surfaces. From this very sheet, so many beautiful creations arise-“

“Shut up!!”

Originally posted by birileribirgerileri

I Got You - Gdragon

“jagi i’m home” jiyong said as soon as he stepped into the dark apartment,he expected you to be on the living roo mor at least in the kitchen making dinner but he found the living room empty with all the lights off he went to check the kitchen but he only found Ai sleeping on his bed, as soon as the cat saw him he went under his legs rubbing himself on the dark denim of his pants.

Jiyong crouched to rub the cats head still confused about your whereabouts “where is y/n ai? Have you seen her?” he stood up and started to walk to the stairs and that is when he heard it, it was small and soft but he still heard your whimper, he walked closely and opened the door slowly so it wouldn’t startle you and that is when he saw you in a fetal position in the bed your back to him, you were hugging your favorite pillow and you were wearing your favorite shirts the one you used on your free days. He saw your shoulders shake and his heart hurt.

“jagi what’s wrong?” he asked coming close to you, you shook your head and felt his arms wrap around you “baby I’m here” he whispered and you turned around to hug him better, with the movement he got a glimpse of your flushed face with dried tears on your cheeks and his heart clenched once again.

He didn’t ask questions, he didn’t talk or tried to make you talk he just hugged you and let you cry in his arms, he knew you have been under a lot of stress lately and when that happened you just needed someone to hug you just needed someone to hold you close to them so you would know that you weren’t alone.

“it’s ok baby I got you” it had passed half an hour and you were finally calming down, your breathing was slowing down but jiyong’s hug was still tight he kissed your head “they fired me, my boss fired me” jiyong gasped and held your face with both of his hands so you would look at him, worry filled his eyes “why? Why did he fire you?” you shrugged “he asked me to make up a rumor about youngbae and hyorin and told him that I wouldn’t write something that wasn’t true, he said that I could easily get a picture of the both of them but I still said no, I told him that I wouldn’t ruin the lives of my best friends and he threatened to fire me…so he did”

Jiyong looked at you surprised; he knew that your job was everything that you had ever wanted, you could write stories in a well known magazine, but you should have known better you should have known that your boss only wanted you for your connection to the biggest boy band of south korea.

“well I think that youngbae will be very happy and will find a good way to make it up to you” you scoffed “it wasn’t his fault I just wanted to make the right decision” “and you did and I am proud of you” he said as he kissed your forehead.

Later that week youngbae and hyorin invited you two for dinner a way to say thank you for what you did for them, you looked at jiyong and smiled, you knew everything was going to be alright if you had him by your side.

Eat You Up

Fandom: BIGBANG/ Choi Seung Hyun

Synopsis:  Anonymous said: First of all, Congratulations on your 200 followers. 👍 Can you do a scenario where the reader is a very popular stripper and one night t.o.p goes into the club that she works. She gives him and a lap dance and he falls in love with her…

Warnings: It gets a little racy… it is a strip club after all. lol

Author’s Note: The 5th of the 200 follower requests! :) I’m almost halfway done. Either way, I hope you like it Anon! (note: I did not choose a specific song for the lap dance so that you can picture whatever your little heart desires!)

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. This story contains fictional representations of real people. None of the events are true. This is from an American standpoint, so some of the situations may not happen the same way they might in Korea. I make no money from the writing of this fictional work.

Suggested Listening: Eat You Up - BoA


“Tell me again what we’re doing in a place like this?” Seung Hyun asked petulantly.

Youngbae rolled his eyes. “Because, I was here last week with some guys and I saw something that made me instantly think of you.”

“Yes…” Seung Hyun drawled, looking over the interior of the dark, smoky club with disdain. “Because this place just screams me.”

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Surprise, Part 2.

anonymous asked: Can you please write a second part to the Taeyang one you did? Maybe like Jiyong is trying really hard to get them together or something? Because they’re both so awkward 

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Thank you for the request anon. I’m glad someone appreciated my Taeyang work. I’ve taken your idea of a helpful Jiyong and expanded on it a bit. Hope you enjoy. No smut in this - if you wanted some let me know and I might do a Part 3. This one even has gifs for y’all to enjoy! Not my own. 

This have been nothing but uncomfortable between you and Youngbae since you’d ended up having sex in the dance studio whilst practicing. Your relationship is the worst it’s ever been. However, tonight Jiyong has a plan that might help you finally admit your feelings for each other. 

‘Is your name on the list?’ The security guard barks, a rough eye rolling over you to judge your attire.

‘I think so…,’ You shyly shrug. ‘I mean… Jiyong invited me.’ You trail off awkwardly. You weren’t sure how these things were meant to go. You hadn’t even expected there to be a guest list in the first place, so you’d been unable to rehearse how you would answer the questions you were being asked.

‘Well… what is it? I need to check before I can let you in.’ He questions again. You blush deeply. Of course he did.

‘It’s… uh… y/n.’ Your slight stutter isn’t lost on him. His eyes scan the list, and he nods.

‘Got it.’ He replies in a clipped sentence, his hand waving a card over the outside of the door. It opens automatically, and you can’t help your eyes grow wide with surprise. The decadent apartment was swarming with people – what you’d assumed would be a few people over for drinks looked more like the VIP section of a club. The lights were slightly dimmed, music was humming through an expensive set of speakers, and the large glass windows showed a glittering view of the night lights in Seoul. The white couches were dotted with people, but a large majority were dancing in a space that had been cleared in front of the window. You glace down at your own attire – a simple blue dress you’d picked out of the closet – and you regret your decision immediately. The girls in the room were dressed to perfection in high heels, make up covering their face, bodies grinding against whichever celebrity was close to them. Your eyes scan the room, looking for a familiar face, and they fall on Youngbae almost immediately – you can’t do anything to suppress the spark of jealousy that rises in you as you see him lean against the wall, eyes locked onto the girl he was deep in conversation with. He looked stunning tonight. He wore a black t-shirt, sleeves ripped off, with white English smeared on the front. It hung low over a pair of tight black skinny jeans, his black hat turned backwards. The girls arm reached up, touching his exposed bicep, a laugh escaping his lips at the words she was saying.

‘Y/n! You made it!’ A familiar, happy voice greets you. Jiyong approaches you, distracting you with a bright smile on his face.

‘Hey, Jiyong.,’ You give him a brief smile, letting it settle on your lips. ‘You look good tonight.’ His attire was simple – a pair of black skinny jeans and a draped red shirt left half untucked.

‘You know who else is looking good?,’ His eyebrow raises in question. You shrug, but can predict his response. ‘My good friend Bae.’ He chuckles, causing a blush to rise in your cheeks. Ever since he had walked in on you and Youngbae in the dance studio, he had taken every opportunity to press you about it.

‘He’s already moved on, apparently.’ The words come out with more malice than you’d intended to show.

‘Is that a spot of jealousy I hear?’ He instantly picks up on your voice. His perception skills were insane. It’s not like they shouldn’t be… you probably wouldn’t get this kind of successful without knowing a thing or two about reading people.

‘You told me this was going to be a small thing, Jiyong. I thought that you were just having a few people from tour around…’ You ignore his question.

‘This is a small thing… usually we’ve got three times as many girls around.,’ He shrugs. ‘Anyway, it would be rude if I didn’t offer you a drink. What do you want?’ He suggests.

‘Hmmm… a soda water?’ He shoots out a laugh.

‘First, we’re going to do a shot. Then I’m going to get you a gin and tonic to sip on for a little bit.’

‘Jiyong… I don’t really drink.’ You’d never been a heavy drinker. Being a professional dancer, you’d had to have stayed fit and healthy. Drinking and your lifestyle just didn’t mix well.

‘You do tonight.’ He pressured, a hand gently resting on your shoulder to lead you towards the kitchen. 

‘I told Jiyong to go easier on you. How are you feeling?’ You feel a hand rest gently on your shoulder, the words whispering softly in your ear from behind. You knew who it was instantly. Youngbae had finally decided he wanted to talk to you.

‘I’m more than fine. Thank you so much for your kind consideration.,’ You turn to face him, the sarcasm dripping off your words. You lock eyes on him, his pink lips pursing slightly, a puzzled look darting across his face. ‘I’m a big girl, as I’m sure you know, and I’m capable of making my own decisions.’ You were drunk. Really drunk. Jiyong had been feeding you up on alcohol all night, and you had lost count of how many you’d consumed. You had found a few other dancers and had been chatting with them intermittently, but Jiyong had been surprisingly attentive to you and you’d spent most of the night with him.

‘I was just… worried about you, is all.’ He says sheepishly, the uncomfortableness showing on his face.

‘Well you weren’t worried when you fucked me then completely ignored me afterwards.’ Youngbae’s eyes flick to the group of dancers, a deep blush creeping into his cheeks, as their conversation lulled slightly. They were listening, but you honestly didn’t care who knew what had gone on between you at this point. It may have been the alcohol giving you this new confidence, but you were sick of the way he was treating you. It had been a month since the event in the dance studio, and things had proceeded to get more uncomfortable between you and Youngbae by the day. You barely spoke now, and when you did it was exclusively about work. You couldn’t deny, though, how each touch in a dance brought back memories of his body pressed against yours, his tongue in your mouth, his hips grinding hard into you.

‘Let’s go and talk about this somewhere quieter…’ He suggests in a whisper, his hand closing gently around yours.

‘Maybe I don’t want to!’ Your voice grows louder, and you could feel all conversation between the dancers behind you cease completely, any attempt to pretend they weren’t listening to your conversation true.

‘Y/n, please. We have to talk this through. It’s not fun anymore.’ His face cracks. It’s minuscule, almost none existent, but you catch it.

‘Okay.’ You admit defeat, and follow him obediently as he tugs you softly through the crowd. You are sure he’d been here a million times. He guides you confidently down a hallway, past the open bathroom door to a room at the end of the corridor. He knocks twice, waiting patiently, before opening the door.

‘It’s Jiyong’s room… no one comes in here but him usually.’ He holds the door open, waiting for you to pass. You feel his eyes scan over you as you enter the room.

‘Where should we sit?’ You feel uncomfortable, being in such an intimate part of Jiyong’s life.

‘The floor?’ He suggests, sensing your awkwardness as he shuts the door behind him. You nod, sitting not far from the bed, legs crossed.

‘Y/n…,’ Youngbae’s voice turns to amusement as he looks down at you.

‘Mmm?’ You respond.

‘I can see your panties…’ He smiles down at you, a flick of devilishness on his face as his eyes dart upwards to meet yours. You blush deeply, readjusting your legs.

‘I didn’t come here for that…’ You struggle, attempting to stand.

‘No… y/n, stay. I’m sorry… I’m just… I’m a little drunk.’ He admits, coming to sit across from you, his own legs folding.

‘Then maybe we should save this conversation for another day.’ You surprise yourself with your own maturity.

‘If I don’t tell you know while I’m drunk, I won’t tell you.’ He sighs, running a hand through his hair.

‘Tell me what?’ Your curiosity gets the better of you.

‘It’s just that I feel like things have become really awkward between us. I really regret what happened at the studio. It has really changed our relationship.’ You nod.

‘I agree… It’s made things very uncomfortable, and it is starting to effect the others too… I have been thinking a lot lately. I might just quit.’ Your confession brings a rush of panic to Youngbae’s face.

‘No. I don’t want that.’ He says tartly.

‘Why is it about what you want? It’s my decision to make.’ You shoot back, subtle anger rising in you.

‘I don’t mean it like that. I just don’t want you to quit over a stupid mistake.’ His words cut you, stinging your chest.

‘That’s what it was to you? A stupid mistake?’ Your sadness spits out as anger. Instant regret floods Youngbae’s face.

‘No, not at all. I… Oh, god I’m making such a mess of this.,’ He takes a deep breath, removing his hat and running his hands through his hair, trying to collect himself. ‘I’m just going to tell you everything that happened, and I want you to listen to me, because I owe it to you. Don’t judge me, please.’ You had to admit, his flustered attitude was endearing… and you owed it to him to listen to what he wanted to tell you.

‘I’m listening, Younbae.’

‘I like you.,’ He blurts out. His voice is immature, his admission sounding like it was coming from the lips of a high school child. ‘I really like you. I really liked you. You are funny and sweet, and man are you sexy when you dance. But I am such a shy person when it comes to women. I’ve been wanting to talk to you for years, y/n, and I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. So one day, I finally cracked and told Jiyong about it. He has always been so confident about this kind of stuff.’

‘Jiyong is the last person you should have asked for advice on women.’ You chuckle. Youngbae blushes himself. You were seeing a whole new side of him. He always looked so calm, so collected. Seeing him squirm with his emotions made him appear so much sweeter than you’d thought he was.

‘I know. I’m fucking dumb.,’ He shrugs his shoulders, his eyes meeting yours. You exchange laughs. ‘But I did… and he told me to just go for it. He suggested I just make a move on you. As you know, though… that didn’t go exactly as I thought it would.’ His eyes drop to his hat, his fingers playing softly with the strap.

‘Fucking Jiyong.’ You roll your eyes.

‘I think he feels quite guilty about it. He’s been trying really hard to make it up, if you hadn’t noticed.’ He chuckles more to himself than to you.

‘I had noticed.’

‘I’m not that kind of guy, y/n. I mean… I didn’t just want to fuck you and let it go. It wasn’t about that. I don’t really do that… I usually save sex for people I care about. I genuinely have feelings for you. I just chose the wrong way to explore them. If I’m being honest, I’m surprised you let it go that far.’

‘Did you think I was a prude?’ You tease slightly.

‘No.,’ His eyes meet yours again, a small smile playing across his lips. ‘You keep twisting my words. I thought you’d play a little hard to get.’

‘What’s the point? I wanted you just as much as you wanted me.’ You shrug lightly, and another smile settles, raising the corners of his mouth slightly. This one was warm.

‘I could tell the moment I kissed you.’ His face blushes slightly, and his smile grows bigger. He leans back slightly, his hand ruffling through his hair, tilting his head upwards. His smooth jawline sends a shiver down you.

‘I like you too.’ It sounds stupid. It sounds almost as immature as it had when Youngbae had said it moments before. To hide your embarrassment, you lean forward, catching a kiss on his jaw. You kiss him again, and he lowers his face, shifting so the kiss connects with his lips.

‘Where is this going to lead?’ He questions, his face hovering so close your own.

‘Well, you can tell me what you felt in my kiss.’ You chuckle again.

‘It feels like you want this to lead to the bed…’ You nod again.

‘Accurate. You’re good at reading my kisses.’

‘Do you want to do this? Now? When we’re both drunk?,’ His eyes search yours questioningly. You knew waiting was a smart, but all you could think of was releasing the tension that had been building since you’d last had sex. Every touch in every dance. ‘I won’t lie… the thought of having sex in Jiyong’s bed is quite a turn on.’ He chuckles to himself.

‘We can’t.’ Your modesty causes a blush to form in your cheeks.

‘I can’t read you… one minute I’ve got you butt naked against the wall in the public dance studio with the door unlocked, the next you’re too shy to sit on someones bed?’ He jests in an endearing way.

‘That someone is one of your best friends…’ You are cut off by a sweet kiss grazing your lips, muting your words. Youngbae takes your lower lip, biting it gently. 

‘Jagi,’ He tests the word, his voice apprehensive, but the curl of your mouth into a smile encourages him. ‘He doesn’t mind. He’s the one that’s been trying to get us together for weeks.’ He kisses you again, tenderness pushing from his mouth into yours. It was worlds apart to how he had kissed you in the dance room. 

‘I know.’ It comes out in a mumble, the distraction from the kiss too strong. 

‘If you don’t want to, we can go back to my house.,’ He suggests lightly. ‘I don’t want to make you do anything you aren’t comfortable with.’ A hand reaches up to cup your face, running softly along your cheek. 

‘I… I don’t mind.’ Inarticulate was the only word to describe you now. This new softness was melting you. 

‘Let’s go. At least at my house we can cuddle and you can make me pancakes in the morning.’ He jests, his hand linking in yours before he stands, helping you up. 

All My Idols Ch 22: Morning After

I have definitely been deemed a cuddler even before I moved to Korea, I love touching people and the warmth they give off and right now, I’m really warm. My face is buried in a firm chest, his heartbeat is steady and his breathing is even, it sooths me back to sleep for a little bit longer. There is another heater behind me, his whole body is pressed up against my back, his face is tucked against my neck. Well this was an interesting turn of events. How the hell did I end up and a giant dog pile of some of the hottest guys I’ve ever met?

The sudden urge to pee wakes me up fully, I wiggle in their embrace but neither shows any sign of life. I groan out loud, “Oppa.”

“Do you need some help?” Kyungsoo is leaning over me with a cute smile on his face. I’m in aw at the sight of him for a minute, his hair is mess and he’s wearing his glasses but I’ve never seen him looking so cute.

I finally get myself to nod. He holds out a hand to pull me up which I quickly accept. I’m surprised when he pulls me out of the two men’s embrace with such easy. “Thank you.”

“Are you hungry or something?” He cocks his head at me.

The urge I was feeling a few seconds ago returns and I rush off in the direction of the bathroom. I emerge a few minutes later to the smell of something wonderful. Slowly, I find my way towards the kitchen to see Kyungsoo completely focused on making breakfast.

“Morning Kyungsoo oppa,” I mumble softly when I finally convince myself to speak to the handsome man who didn’t even notice my presence.

He looks up at me and gives me a heart shaped smile, “Kyungsoo? So formal, what happened to Kyungie or Soo or, my personal favorite, squishy Soosoo.”

I blush at the drunken nicknames I gave him after the whole sleeping arrangement fight and we were all trying and failing to go to sleep without much success. “I can not be held accountable for what I say after more than a few shots of sujo.”

“Pushing off blame so easily?”

“As I remember Kyungie, you were whining about not being my number one bias and told Xiumin you were going to poison him.”

He laughs, “I guess none of us should be.”

“What’s for breakfast?” I wonder as I lean on the counter closest to him.

“Nothing to crazy, some rice, fish, and vegetables.”

“Such a good umma,” I coo and pinch his cheeks.

Again, that beautiful laugh of his rings out, “I guess it isn’t just the liquor talking.”

“I’m sorry, I’ve just been wanting to do that ever since I saw you guys in EXO next door.”

“You watched that?” I can tell he’s a bit embarrassed from the pink that is crawling across his cheeks.

“Of course, and to be completely honest, I didn’t really like you until I watch it.”

He frowns, “Really?”

I nod, “Yep. The moment you handed her back her apron and did your little laugh,” I sigh dramatically, clutching my chest, “I fell in love.”

“You fell in love?” He raises his brow at me.

“You know what I mean!” I swat at him.

“Charlie!” A whine comes from the living room.

Kyungsoo and I laugh when a chorus of whines that follow, “Jagiya! Bobei! Charlie!”

“Yes?” I respond as I peek into the living room to see the group of boys rubbing their eyes like children. Sehun and Kai are glaring up at me with cute pouts on their faces.

“Get back over here!” Kai whines.

“I want to cuddle more!” Sehun joins in.

I’m not given a chance to respond before a giant pulls me to the floor. He wraps himself around me tight, his face finds the crook of my neck, “I get to cuddle now.”

“Oppa! That tickles!” I giggle and try to wiggle out of his grip without much luck. “Suho oppa! Help!” I call for the older hoping he would be the most level headed out of the group. Thankfully he crawls over and is able to pull me from the giant’s hold by putting his foot in the taller’s face.

“Hey!” Chanyeol growls “Why did you do that?”

“She didn’t want you,” Chen laughs.

“I want her!” Baekhyun whines as he crawls over to me only to be kicked away by one of my tow protectors, Suho and Chen. Chanyeol quickly joins in on the fight along with the two youngest, but the fun is quickly interrupted by my phone ringing somewhere in the room. I scramble to my feet and dig my way threw boys and blankets to find it.

A picture of Jiyong and I are bright on my screen and I almost scream at the sight of it. In a panic of realization I throw my phone and drop to the ground. I’m in so much trouble!

“What’s wrong?” Suho is next to me and staring at the lit up phone.

“I didn’t tell them I would be out,” I whimper.

Xiumin frowns, “And?”

“They must have been so worried! I’m such an idiot,” I smack myself upside the head a few times.

“You forgot, that happens,” Baekhyun tries to sooth me.

I jump to my feet and set out in search for my clothes. After find them, I ignore the whines and questions from the boys still laying on the floor. After changing I stop in the living room to grab my phone and to say goodbye.

“Thank you so much for such a fun night, we will have to do it again but right now I need to go beg for forgiveness,” I give each of the dumbstruck boys a kiss on their forehead before slipping into the kitchen to surprise Kyungsoo with one too without a word. I’ve never ran so fast in my whole entire life, I ran the whole thirty minutes to my apartment building, almost getting hit by multiple cars, and glared at by many people but I made it. After busting into the lobby and taking the long elevator up to Jiyong’s apartment I begin to panic on how mad they could be. But that anxiety is put to rest when I’m automatically pulled into a tight hug that quickly grew into a group hug.

“Where the hell have you been?” Seunghyun questions the minute they all let me go. Youngbae is holding onto my hands and giving me a once over to make sure I wasn’t beaten or something making me smile.

“I got a little drunk with some friends and didn’t trust myself to make it home so they let me sleep over,” I explain as I’m pulled over to the couch.

“Who?” Jiyong wonders, he sits on my other side.

I rub the back of my neck awkwardly, “Um…EXO.”

“I want to be surprised but I’m really not,” Dae sighs.

Seungri nods, looking a bit disappointed, “Your magic is amazing, and we should expect nothing less.”

“You should have told us that you were staying out all night,” Jiyong scolds.

“I know, I know, I’m sorry. I jumped up and raced out the moment I saw that you had called.”

They chuckle, Dae pats my head, “We are just happy that you are safe. We figured you were tired and went to your own apartment but when we went down to tell you some good news you weren’t there.”

I cock my head at him, “Good news?”

“Yes! Good news! We got you a job!” Seungri bonces up and down like a child.

“Seriously? Doing what?” I would lie if I said I wasn’t excited but at the same time I’m nervous, what kind of job would they get me? They hate the idea of me working so I couldn’t imagine it would be that much actual work involved which isn’t what I want at all. I love working, well as much as a person can, I love feeling like I earned what I get and not just being handed things.

“You are going to be an MC for the award shows!” Seunghyun says as excitedly as possible for him, which means he looks a little scary.

My jaw drops, “Are you guys serious?”

Youngbae nods, “It was CL’s idea that way you can see all of your friends but at the same time work like you want. They also said that you could be a stage hand if you wanted but we decided that you should try one out before taking on both.”

“Thank you guys but that is way too much, I’m not MC material, I probably have a bunch of anti-charlie people out there who might protest the show or something.”

“We don’t care,” Jiyong shrugs, “I doubt any of your knights would either. If the company has a problem with it, they will have a problem with us.”

“Oppa that is way too much drama.”

“I don’t know what you expect to be able to do now with your new found fame, I mean we have no issue with you not getting a job, in fact we would prefer it for awhile but since you seem to adamant about doing it we thought we would try to help you out.”

I sigh, “You guys are right, thank you again. Do you know when I can start?”

“That was a lot easier than I was expecting,” Seunghyun mumbles putting his phone in his pocket.

“Yes, you won’t have to be calling Unni for this one, I’m learning not to put up a fight against you guys anymore. I trust you guys to have my best interest at heart so I’ll work there for now.”

“If you’re agreeing so easily then maybe you should just work at YG?” Youngbae suggests.

“Don’t push it.”

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Anonymous Request:  Hiya love~ could you do Big bangs reaction to their idol GF being caught doing something questionable (weird not like rude/bad) and her just staring at the camera before doing a bit of aegyo and running away? Sorry if that’s super specific and or confusing.

Note: Thank you!  Length and reaction type varies with what I think would fit the reaction best.  If this wasn’t what you wanted, I’m sorry!

Jiyong: He would quietly stand there in the doorway, staring at you with a very amused expression on his face, but the giggles would immediately stop once you run away.  “Wait!  Jagiya!  Do it again~  It was cute, I promise!” 

Originally posted by dumb-baes

Youngbae: Since he was thoughtful, Youngbae would observe you with great interest, trying to figure out what the crap you were doing.  Before you could spot him, he would hide… but use this discovery in the future when he needed to blackmail.  “You know honey…  I saw something pretty interesting the other day…”

Originally posted by choi-top-hyung

Seungri: Being the aegyo king, the baby panda would immediately follow you around afterwards to both question what exactly you were trying to do, and try to compete with you in terms of being cute.  “Aing~  I’m obviously cuter than you!!”

Originally posted by hopeatuuli

Daesung: Daesung’s strong, but also clumsy and easily scared.  So when he walked through the door to ask you where you left the water bottle pack from earlier, the man was literally scared half to death at you doing something very questionable.  “!!??  OMG STOP I HAVE A WEAK HEART BABE…  T^T”

Originally posted by softbeom

Seunghyun: If thought what you were doing was weird, then you’re wrong.  The moment Seunghyun caught you, he immediately grabs your arm to prevent you from abandoning the camera and mimics your actions.  “Asdfghjkioasf I can do it too!  >;D”  …now you want to run away for other reasons…

Originally posted by hell-ogoodbye


“Everyone (almost) wants a piece of the panda….”

Inspired by all the craziness there has been of our boys’ love for our favourite maknae, Lee Seunghyun! Then you got Daesung not wanting to be apart of all this mess. And don’t question why I drew panda as panda….. he just is xD

Please do not use of commercial usage and if you’re going to share it, please credit back and do not remove watermark :) Thank you and keep loving Big Bang !! Progress video will be uploaded later. 

This took about 2+ hours. Done with Wacom Intuos5 on Paint Tool Sai and Photoshop CC


 Hwangtaeji, listening to their festival song!

GD: I don’t know now… We could change it, too. People say that ’OMG’… If people see your new image, I want them to be surprised. That’s why the title is ‘OMG’ (different translations:  ’My God’, ‘God’ , ‘Oh God’).
KH: The title?
GD: Yes. Let’s listen to it and see what you feel!
KH: I usually don’t like the song when my body doesn’t react to it.
YB: Then express yourself just like that.
KH: I’ll show my expression.
YB: Ok.
GD: What are you feeling?
KH: It’s good enough to get the reaction ‘OMG’! The starting is the best among your songs until now.
YB: Ahh be honest!
KH: I’m not lying. It’s better than I expected.
GD: Better than you expected? How did you expected?
KH: I thought you would use a softer melody. Or something like trot.
GD: Our talk impacted at us a lot. When we were talking in team. Because we don’t know what later will happen, we wanted to use the time we spend with you to write a cool song we can perform at stage.
YB: Because it’s the first and last time we’re doing music together anyway.
KH: Tbh I was touched.
GD: Youngbae just draw a line. XD by saying it’s first and last.
YB: It’s first and last we’re with Kwanghee…
KH: What are you talking about?
GD: YOu already agreed to it?
KH: No x3
GD: We’re just doing good like that.
KH: Why? Aaa what’s wrong? Yaah let’s do this in music shows, too! What’s wrong? It’s WIN-WIN!
YB: Whatever! You like it, right?
KH: Of course! Great!
KH: I’m actually really thankful. I wanted to say something but after listening to the song…  Despite their busy schedule, they did a song based on my favourite beats. That’s why I thought I should do well, too.

I’ve almost reached 2k followers, like whaaat? Why do you all follow me? Don’t get me wrong, I’m hella appreciative, but like, why? LMAO, I’m sorry, I’ve never been good with things like this, so thank you all, for putting up with my nonsense, and just, following me, I guess– thank you! <3 (also sorry for the shitty edit, im lazy! lmao)

Below are the blogs I appreciate the most on my dash, they’re filled with mutuals, and people I look up to, so I wanna thank y’all for just being amazing people, and bringing nothing but amazingness to my dash!

A - G
accioyoungbae azianatic, bae-ologist, bigbnags, bigbongz, btsboyz, chaegasm, clusterbang, croatoan-the-line, d0nniee, daesungimnida, daesungstrash, daljiyong,gzbae

H - P
hbi-n, ibmariji, imafantasticbaby jiclass, jiyong-oppar, koreanghetto, kwonzz leeleetaichou, leyanana, michigzbmemoriestomelodies, no-8officialyanghyunsuk, oppas-sweatpanda-smack, paperbagperson

Q - Z
ringalinga seungri-yay, seungripls, seungriseyno, shabbitableshovelqueen, strongbaeritabi-dreamer, taedaddyx, thebangisbig  thirstyfortaeyang,  twoneofakind ygbias, ygjunkie youngbaaes youngbaegoon xxxloveee

These people are like life lines tbh, take them from me and I’ll die– notreallybutyouknowwhatimean. Will be under a read more because hella long!

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