i just want to cry oh god

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My heart is pierced by Cupid;

I disdain all glittering gold.

There is nothing can console me

But my jolly sailor bold.
___

I’m trying to fight my art block and I received some lovely suggestions I’m going to draw.

Mer!Hanzo and Pirate!McCree was one of these.
@rebeza and @finchworks are my inspirations and I look up to their designs and AUs ‘cause wow.

Have you ever seen a prettier Hanzo?

RP starters: Heated argument.

content warning: death baiting.

  • “Are you even listening to me?”
  • “Leave. Leave right now.”
  • “What more do you want?!”
  • “I really wish you were never born.”
  • “I hate you!”
  • “Can you just fuck off already?”
  • “Shut up! Just.. Shut up!”
  • “All you do is whine.”
  • “What the hell is wrong with you?!”
  • “I can’t do this anymore. Not with you.”
  • “How did that feel?”
  • “Oh my god, I don’t care!”
  • “No wonder nobody likes you.”
  • “Is this how little you think of me?”
  • “That hurt you son of a bitch…”
  • “Pack your shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!”
  • “Leave me alone!”
  • “I can break your nose if I want to.”
  • “Are you going to cry now?”
  • “I wouldn’t miss you. Nobody would.”
  • “You’re so pathetic!”
  • “I won’t forget this.”
  • “I’m going to break your jaw if you keep talking!”
  • “Why can’t you listen to a single thing I say?!”
  • “I have a right to be angry.”
  • “This would have never happened if you wouldn’t exist.”
  • “Get out of my life!”
  • “You’re nothing! Did you hear me?! Nothing!”
  • “You ruined everything.”
  • yuuri: wow! look at all our medals! your gold and my... silver!
  • viktor: great !
  • viktor internally: oh MY god this is a sin it ruins my perfect gold aesthetic i want to cry but if i say something yuuri will be sad im going to cry from the pressure i just want my gold aesthetic
Me reading fanfiction

Smut : *hyperventilating* w-w-w-wha i-i just wanted to read some fluff *cough* lies

fluff : Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww their so FUCKING adorablllleeee

angst : *3 empty boxes of tissues sitting next ot my desk* OH MY GOD WAEEEEEEEEE

crack : *crying tears of laughter* oh my god these fucking idiots ahahahaha

fluff/smut : Aww-whaaa you-the-jus- oooooooh

fluff/angst : awww-ah-ahhhhh-*burst into tears* WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK WAAAAAE

angst/crack : These dumb a- wait wha-but-why they were just WHAT THE HELL WHY

9

AhRo is everything to me. Not because I want or need her. She is the reason I’m still alive and breathing.

requested by @evil-writer
[insp.]

OCTAVIA WENT INTO THE RAIN AND WHEN ILIAN PULLED HER AWAY SHE SHOUTED ALMOST CRYING “I JUST WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING” OH MY FUCKING GOD THAT ACTUALLY FUCKING DESTROYED ME OH MU GOD “I JUST WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING” ALL SHE’S FELT IS ANGER AND SADNESS SINCE LINCOLN WAS MURDERED SHE JUST WANTS TO FEEL SOMETHING ELSE EVEN IF SEARING PAIN SHE JUST FUCKING WANTS TO FEEL ANYTHING ELSE THAT HURT LIKE A BITCH OH MY GOD

*sobs hysterically* Commissioning @kisu-no-hi to draw my Inquisitor and Cullen was the worst idea ever; I’ve been staring at it for hours because I’m just so in love with everything about it. Look at the lighting and shading and the colours oh my god I am slain You should definitely commission her if you want to cry over beautiful artwork and end a four-year writer’s block.

“You should train with the Herald,” Leliana had suggested, in that tone of voice that meant it wasn’t really a suggestion. “It would be good for morale. Let the men see that she can fight.”

Can she fight?” He had responded.

Can she fight? Ha.

Ten minutes in the practice ring, and Cullen had yet to land a blow on her. Another ten, and it had dawned on him. Arcadia was toying with him. Every lunge and slash, every strike had been dodged and as she spun away, she’d reach out and tap him with a dagger– he hadn’t even realized he was leaving her an opening.

Quite the crowd of recruits had gathered outside of Haven’s gates, watching as the Inquisition’s commander was utterly humiliated in single combat. Varric wasn’t even pretending to hide his amusement, offering commentary and odds and payout figures, pocketing coin and names alike.

This is ridiculous. The Maker-damned woman wasn’t even out of breath!

His frustration became all the more palpable when she winked at him, and disappeared into thin air. He threw his sword arm back to catch her flanking attack, and when it didn’t connect with anything, he swept his shield in an arc around him to clip her from where she stalked.

It didn’t connect either.

He finally glimpsed her when she came out of stealth, crouched low to the ground right in front of him. She smiled up at him– smiled!– and kicked his legs out from underneath him.

He laid on his back, breathless and stunned, as her weight settled upon his chest. The ringing in his ears was interrupted by the sound of daggers either side of his head crunching into the dirt. Arcadia’s face came into focus above him, a small smirk playing at her lips.

“If I was a fireball,” she said, “you’d be dead right now.”

He thought the recruits would never stop laughing.

send a number and a pair for a drabble
  1. “Come back!” 
  2. “Please, just stop talking.” 
  3. “I just want to see you smile…” 
  4. “I can’t believe you believed me!” 
  5. “Wake up!” 
  6. “God, just shut up!” 
  7. “Stop looking at me like that, it’s your fault anyway.” 
  8. “What, nothing?” 
  9. “You look exhausted.” 
  10. “Come here, you need a hug.”
  11. “No, you don’t get a choice.” 
  12. “I’m coming over.” 
  13. “Do you want to be alone?”
  14. “Open the door!” 
  15. “Tell me the truth.” 
  16. “You lied to me!”
  17. “I thought I could trust you.”
  18. “What am I to you?”
  19. “You… you used me.” 
  20. “Say something!” 
  21. “Stop doing this to yourself.” 
  22. “Oh… don’t cry…” 
  23. “Stop, please!” 
  24. “You never loved me, you loved what I could give you.” 
  25. “I don’t want to be alone.” 
  26. “Do you hate me, too?” 
Lost stars (3D version)
Jungkook
Lost stars (3D version)

Jungkook - Lost stars (3D version)

as i like to say, in jungkook’s own words, ‘oh man holy shit’ 

can you hear my fucking tears. this is the best thing I’ve ever uploaded. I’m crying really hard cause this is perfect here you want to know why jeon jungkook is perfect? listen to this my friend i dare you tell me differently. its freaking comeback october and they freaking dropped this song right now I’m ready to hop off a cliff because this is just isudfhu oh my god alright okay I’m sorry I’m just really emotional. anyways

listen with good headphones for the best quality
or, if you’re wearing earbuds, listen with both buds :)

enjoy your four minutes in heaven ^.^ (its literally heaven no lies)

ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ - click for more edits
—– here’s the download link (this song is beautiful and I’m gonna be a sweet person)

From the not critically acclaimed or even slightly acclaimed fanfiction author Silent_Specter (aka @thattallnerdybean​) comes the ultra angsty Post-Medusa Supercorp fic that nobody really asked for, but got just the same, Three Days.

From it’s overabundance of dramatic cliffhangers, to it’s possibly bad grammar/spelling at points because I didn’t have the time to beta this shit at all, to it’s also most likely NOT nearly enough amount of Sanvers, Three Days will definitely make you want to curl up in a ball and cry tears of something.

Here’s what readers are saying about Three Days:

“WHAT IS HAPPENING?!” says  Grumpy_TeddyBear

“I just wanna hug her oh no”- writes krystalgoderitch

“Screams.” - screams Local_Asshole

Catch up now and don’t miss the (probably-not-satisfying-to-all-the-readers-because-holy-shit-now-there’s-all-this-not-real-pressure-but-kinda-real-pressure-oh-my-god-*has-a-panic-attack*) final chapter!

THREE DAYS

OH MY GOD. ROBRON’S FIRST CHRISTMAS AS A COUPLE IS JUST?? I COULDN’T EVEN DREAM THIS PERFECTION???

  • roblivion in snow. roblivion being a domestic family walking through the village covered in snow, laughing and joking and SMILING
  • robert talking to carly worrying about it being his first dingle christmas. THAT BOY JUST WANTS TO FIT IN WITH HIS FIANCÉ’S FAMILY I’M LIVING THIS IS BEYOND CUTE
  • “so.. the fake santa’s a what?” “PEACOCK. ROBBER.” if robert sugden joining in on the dingle family banter isn’t the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen then I don’t know what is
  • ROB TAKING THE ALCOHOL AWAY FROM LIV, ROBRON ARE SUCH DADS
  • alfie. alfie the dog. OH BOY WHAT A BLESSING YOU WERE. rob and aaron have never looked so genuinely happy and peaceful just sat together stroking a dog?? can robron adopt a dog??? now?????
  • and rob’s snob coming out, dissing the snowballs, but then WANTING MORE. WANTING TO STAY WITH THE DINGLES. CHAS PULLING THEM BOTH INTO A HUG. ROBERT SUGDEN IS ONE OF THEM I’M IN LOVE
All Started With a Song Part 2// Conor Maynard

Word Count- 491

Summary- conor sees your cover and contacts you

A/n- (feel free to change the friends name I was just too lazy to write y/f/n that may times) sorry that it’s so short! but its very important. please let me know what you think. because it’s so short i will put part 3 up tomorrow, i promise!

“What?” they asked in unison.

“He…”

They waited.

“He just DM’ed me.” You said quietly. “Conor Maynard just DM’ed me!” you started crying.

“OH MY GOD Y/N!”

“What did he say?!?!?”

“He wants to do a cover with me.”

“No fucking way!” Alice squeals once again.

“What do I say? How do I say it? Do I pretend to not know who he is?!?!” you questioned your best friends.

“Okay, say ‘thank you. And I would love to film with you… right after we hook up.’” Olivia says, causing Alice to snort.

“What? No!” you yelled, not knowing what to say.

After many minutes of bickering you settled with,

Hey Conor. Thank you, and that sounds like fun! When are you free?

You sighed grabbing the remote, he’d probably take a few days to reply. Might as well wait by binging Stranger Things once again.

Ding!

You froze, there’s no way. It was probably Alice or Olivia.

Nope.

I’ll free my schedule for you :) are you available next Friday?

You tried not to get to excited, he was just a normal person. You still waited a few minutes to respond, making sure not to click the notification.

After about 5 minutes you replied with,

Sounds good :) your place or mine?

You squealed, you might actually go to Conor Maynard’s house.

He replied later this time. An hour later.

Sorry, Jack got stranded. But mines fine, ill make sure to kick Jack and Josh out.

You giggled, of course Jack would get stranded.

Haha, if you insist on kicking them out me won’t complain. What time should I be there?

He didn’t reply until about 9 at night, but you tried not to think about it. He had his own life, it didn’t revolve around responding to you.

Sorry again :/ but is 4 okay? We can get dinner afterward?

You dropped your phone on your face, he wanted to eat dinner with you. You were baffled. This has to be a dream. It has to be.

Okay :)

That was all you said. It didn’t want to seem too crazy or fangirly.

Simple and sweet.

However Conor took it the wrong way.

“Jack I fucked up.” He said, running a hand through his hair.

“How?” he asked, not looking up from his FIFA game.

“I took forever to reply, and now she’s being short with me.” He sighed, dramatically falling onto the couch next to his brother.

“Dude, you’ve known her for less than a day. How can you already like her?” his brother questioned.

“I don’t like her!” Conor scoffed, “She just seems cool. I don’t want to piss her off.”

“Just don’t over think it bro.” Jack laughed, he knew his brother was crushing on this mysterious girl he knew nothing about.

Conor did the exact opposite. He knew he had to make it up to Y/n, but not because he liked her. He didn’t… did he?

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE CHRISTMAS SPECIAL AND HOLY CRAP

Here are my reasons why you NEED to watch the Christmas Special (SPOILERS AHEAD)

  • IT’S A FUCKING MUSICAL WITH LADYBUG AND CHAT NOIR, HOW CAN YOU NOT WATCH IT
  • LADYBUG AND CHAT NOIR CARDBOARD CUTOUTS WITH CHRISTMAS HATS
  • IT OPENS WITH MARINETTE AND ALYA SINGING
  • HALF THE CLASS ARE IN MARI’S FAMILY’S BAKERY AS SHE IS SINGS, IM CRYING
  • CHLOE HAVING TO ACCEPT MARI’S GIFT 
  • EVERYONE (except Mari and Adrien) HAS NEW OUTFITS AND THEYRE SO PRETTY
  • The Gorilla in a russian winter hat omfg
  • MARINETTE GIVING THE GORILLA A CHRISTMAS GIFT TO GIVE TO ADRIEN
  • Adrien decorating a Christmas tree with Nathalie
  • CHAT NOIR FRUSTRATION SINGING AS HE GOES OUTSIDE AND WATCHES MARI’S (and Chloe’s) HAPPY FAMILY 
  • Oh my god, I just want to give the boy a hug he need it ;;;; 
  • HES CARRYING MARINETTES PRESENT IN HIS BELT AS CHAT NOIR IM CRYING
  • HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT HE ALMOST USED CATACLYSM FOR SOMETHING BAD
  • OH MY GOD SOMEONE JUST HUG HIM
  • Plagg singing just /yas/
  • MARINETTE ACTUALLY SIGNED THE NOTE FOR ONCE
  • Kim in a party hat, I’m crying 
  • Everyone is worried and searching for Adrien, this lil boy is so loved oh my god
  • ADRIEN WEARING A GIANT FUCKING SANTA HAT ITS GLORIOUS
  • Daddy Santa: The Father Adrien Never Had
  • Adrien is too pure for this world
    • He gave his hat to Santa like how should I feel about this
  • Angsty singing is very present, and it is so worth it
  • Ladybug misunderstanding the situation and causing an akuma
  • Metal AF Goblin Santa?
    • Grinch Santa? Either way, its so damn worth it
  • DABBING SANTA IM CRYING SO MUCH DABBING
  •  We all need dancing lessons from this santa lemme tell ya 
  • THE SANTA THAT RUINED CHRISTMAS
  • Ladybug riding a reindeer
  • Ladybug and Chat Noir landing in the living room of Alya’s home ahaha 
    • Bc Alya, she obviously records everything <3
  • Their singing voices are so yummy 
  • CHAT NOIR’S SINGING VOICE IS SO YUMMY
    • And his passionate singing is touching my heart I love him
  • OH MY GOD THE ENDING IS SO ADORABLE OUR CAT SON IS SO LOVED
  • DADDY AGRESTE ACTUALLY GAVE A GENUINE SMILE
    • HE SMILEDDDD

I’M NOT GOING TO SAY ANYMORE ABOUT THE ENDING BUT HOLY CRAP ITS SO SWEET LIKE YES 

The special was shorter than most episodes, but it was still so worth it! You all need to make sure you watch it! 

Also my reasons list sort of devolved into a list of my emotions during the episode, I’m so sorry

erm hi guys so I just kinda-
died a little when I put these two together on the wall I didn’t realize they match so well side by side until I did it..

so here’s two beauties in flower crown to save your day

I saw two men so beautiful I start to cry??
(oh god save me while I’m gonna wake up to this infront of me everyday)

OH HELL NAH! KATSUDON WORKED TOO HARD FOR HIM NOT TO WIN IN THE FINALS! LIKE MY GOD HE SUPPOSE TO GET MARRIED AND I WONT STAND FOR HIM TO LOSE WHEN MARRIAGE IS ON THE LINE!(´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)