i just want to cry now freaking a

I’m gonna kill myself. I freaking swear I swear I swear. I’m gonna do it soon. I’m gonna stop this pathetic fucking life and freaking crying. IM GOING TO FUCKING END IT. YOU CANT CONVINCE ME NOT TOO. IVE NEVER WANTED ANYTHING MORE IN MY LIFE. I’m just doing to die. I need to die. I need to die. I NEED TO FUCKING DIE RIGHT NOW!! god I’ve never needed anything more

Let's Talk - Extended

This is just a little extension to what my previous post explains.
Right now, I just wanna cry. This community is being divided, and I freaking hate it. I wanna cry at the fact that Keemstar had the nerve to make a video about it. And now more people are hating on Jack. More than ever.
What the hell Keem? You’re just making the situation worse.
I went into the comments section of Keem’s video and people are calling Jack out.
Me personally, I do agree with what he said.
His reasoning was excellent. I’m sorry if you disagree.
I’m currently watching the video, and I want to cry. Just cry.
What’s wring with this world? Why can’t we all get along?
I need to get off of this video. If I keep on watching, I’m going to lose all of my brain cells.
Jack should not feel bad. He’s still friends with Felix. And he did defend him. Like I said in my last post, he defended both parties. He also said what both parties did wrong.
Why did all of this start? Why is Jack getting a lot of controversy?!
UGH CAN I JUST CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND NOT COME OUT UNTIL THIS DRAMA IS OVER?!
Nobody deserves this amount of hate!
Either agree, respectively disagree, or don’t even comment at all!
Anyways… Sorry…. I’m just really upset right now…

~ Signing off
Mackenzie

Can we just be happy with what we are getting here?

We were crying happy tears cause we are getting plural songs lmao now everybody is freaking out cause there isn’t more.

I swear I’ll be happy too if there were more but come on we gotta be more realistic here. They were touring and going to fanmeetings the whole year. I agree yg management sucks but I wasn’t even expecting two songs just one.

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I’m loving this series for so many reasons.

1. Freaking adorable world building. (THE ANTS WEAR SCARVES. THE. GIANT. ANTS. WEAR. SCARVES.)

2. Everything makes me cry like a bitch. EVERYTHING. (Nevin ;_;)

3. The “romance” part is so nebulous. Chise is growing so much already, and the character development is simply incredible.

4. But, most of all… I find myself reading this manga not as the adult I am NOW, but as the young girl I used to be. I’m reading this story as someone with serious abandonment issues stemming from childhood, just like Chise. So I GET IT. As a girl, I wanted desperately to be *wanted desperately.* I get that feeling of wanting to belong, of showing utter loyalty to those who accept you. Elias and Chise are so devoted to each other, even though their relationship is undefinable. It began at a slave auction, and has progressed to multiple characters encouraging Chise to find her voice, to be honest with Elias. There’s a real sense of, “He bought you, but he doesn’t OWN you, and if you tell him that, he won’t abandon you. Trust us. Trust yourself. You can set boundaries and you can test them, and you won’t drive people away. You’re not broken.”

Again, I’m not a manga fan, but this is simply a WONDERFUL comic. I cannot recommend it highly enough.

tbh i love imagining kacchako cuddles that happen way, way, way before they’re ready for a relationship

just. accidental cuddle stuff that happens. one chara accidentally falls asleep next to another, or they pass out next to each other and start hugging in their sleep, or maybe they’re holding the other for one reason and fall asleep carrying them

just. super pure accidental sleepy cuddles

neither are ready for a relationship or want to get into one yet, but stuff like this just sorta happens and they’re embarrassed and blushing and freaking out after it’s over. but it’s also really nice and comfortable and they just feel so relaxed and content

i just. i love imagining this ok

pure sweet accidental sleepy cuddles are my ultimate weakness

Ok so I just watched Leon's trial again and here's the thing

I still cry when I watch it. Even more so now honestly. Each time I’m reminded how freaking unfair it was. Not just to him as a victim, but as a character. He had no choice. I want to know what went down in that room. Yes, it was dumb of him to meet someone in their room, but he put his trust in Maizono. The only musical person in the whole building was obviously going to be the one this aspiring Rockstar would have pushed to be with. She inspired him, and in a moment of weakness created by admiration, he let his guard down and trusted her. This actually proves him to be more trusting and heartfelt than her, who in that moment, wanted to frame another who trusted her so she could get out. Leon does not carry any of the characteristics of a murderer and it pains me all the time that someone innocent at heart could still be sentenced to such a horrible end to barely be mentioned again. That’s another thing that bothers me. He was completely wasted as a character. It seems every character plays a bigger role or had more screen time. Why waste a complex, we’ll designed, full of potential character? Maizono is shown as a major character still, junko is obviously, and everyone else was given more screen time than him. It makes me upset that some ultimately boring characters survived. I think leon had a lot of potential for character development and just as the character he was. Keep in mind this is, at the end of the day, my interpretation. Yall can think what you want but I’m not going to be convinced.

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If I was from another fandom, Id be legit crying for the sudden end with the friend thing, but because Im from 19 days.. 


 Me: HE TIAN, BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND STOP IT WITH THE FRIEND THING. I KNOW YOU WANT TO PUSH MOMO DOWN EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU SEE HIM SO BE A MAN AND JUST SAY YOU CAME BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO BE THE ONE TO MAKE MOMO CRY AND HURT HIM LIKE THAT, YOU HOT FREAK. 


 Me again: I NEED TO SEE MY MOMO NOW!!!!!

I always end up really down and depressed for the first few days after leaving a visit with my boyfriend. Won’t see him for weeks now after getting home tonight and I’m just bleh. Laying in bed not wanting to move. I know that’s sad and whiney and pathetic. Long distance relationships just suck. It feels like it gets worse every time now. I need to get a job, get an apartment, and get my freaking life back on track.

anonymous asked:

I just want to cry. Why did I get my hopes up for another show? I'm trying to keep my heart together. I'm glad we got some scenes and some Maggie backstory but why couldn't they just let us have this.

I know.

I freaking know.

Here, there’s this though, that’s comforting to me: I hope it comforts you, too <3 <3 <3

http://queergirlwriting.tumblr.com/post/157509962489/i-feel-so-bad-right-now-because-of-the-episode-and

anonymous asked:

Hi :) I've been using Maven Woods in my game for like a million years now and i just wanted to say tysm for putting her up for download :'D she is a freaking beauty, and she makes the cutest babies.

I’m crying…..I’m so happy u gave her life!!!!!! like I couldn’t do ……..sigh…….anyway I’m so happy yayayayayya ilysm :“”“”-) xoxoxo

anonymous asked:

I KNOW THIS IS RANDOM AND OIT OF THE BLUE, BUT I FREAKING LOVE YOUR BLOG!!! IT'S SO SWEET AND YOU'RE SO SWEET, AND JUST AARGGHHH!!! PLEASE NEVER STOP WRITING, YOU'RE A GIFT FROM THE GODS!! THAT'S ALL!! YOU'RE AMAZING!! ( Btw if you didn't noticed, I really love your blog -3-)

OMG I LOVE YOU! THANK YOU SO MUCH! YOU DON`T WANT TO KNOW HOW MUCH I AM CRYING OUT OF HAPPINESS RIGHT NOW! I CAN NEVER THANK YOU, OR ANYBODY ELSE ON THIS BLOG ENOUGH FOR HOW MUCH YOU GUYS HAVE DONE TO ME! I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU SO MUCH!

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

anonymous asked:

Hello again!😊This is the anon that requested the valentine’s matching with beast Boy and I just wanted to say I ABSOLUTELY FREAKING LOVED IT! It's amazing❤ I can't believe you added the glasses, without telling you that I have glasses. Officially dead I'm so happy right now *ugly happy crying* THANK YOU!

Oh my, your welcome. I’m glad u like it :D

You didn’t describe how the girl looks, so I just assume she has glasses and ponytail? Because that’s a standard look of a geeky girl (in my mind) hehe :P

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Requested by anonymous


You took in a sharp breath. That was the first bad sign. And suddenly all the worst-case-scenarios came flooding your mind like a tidal wave. Am I a bad person? I must be a bad person. Nobody really likes me, they’re all just pretending. Who could like someone who freaks out over nothing? Oh god, I’m doing it right now. See, who would want to deal with this? I can’t do anything right. I can’t even stop this. I’m useless.

You tried to breathe, but the breaths got caught in your throat. That made your heart race more, which made you panic more, which in turn made you cry more and made it even harder to breathe. It was a vicious cycle you couldn’t see any escape from, as everything made everything else worse. It felt like a horse was standing on your chest.

You didn’t notice when a certain billionaire entered your room, putting a hand over yours. “Y/N, I’m here. Just try to focus on me,” Tony said in a gentle soothing voice.

You gave a little nod, but you couldn’t reply otherwise. You were too busy alternating between sobbing and trying to breathe.

Tony sat down next to you and picked up the hand he was already holding, putting it on his chest right under the arc. He held your hand against his chest with his hand.

“I’m going to take deep breaths,” Tony told you. “Just focus on the sound of my breathing and feeling my chest move, and try to match my breaths when you can.”

Again, you gave a nod, trying to do as Tony told you. It took some effort, but you were mostly able to banish the thoughts by only thinking about Tony’s breath. They were still pervasive, but far enough towards the back of your mind that you could start trying to copy his breathing.

That of course took some effort, too. You started off with really shaky, short breaths. But you kept trying, mentally celebrating when you managed one full breath without sobs or shakiness. Now that you knew that it was still possible, it was a little easier to repeat the feat.

You were still shaking a little, but that was mostly from emotion and fatigue. You were for the most part calm now. Seeing that, Tony pulled you in for a hug. You gratefully leaned against his shoulder.

“Thank you,” you whispered.

“Any time,” Tony replied. “And I do mean any.”

So like. The thing is….

I have trouble talking to people about things that I have gotten anxious about, especially when it comes to social issues. Because probably 97% of the time I have freaked out about something that my brain knows rationally that I didn’t need to freak out about; but I did. So I probably vented somewhere or to someone because I need to get this feeling out; but it was the wrong person or the wrong place to vent and then I am confronted with this thing that I just want to forget about and move on from because I know I reacted irrationally about it and when someone brings it up I try and explain why I knew rationally nothing was wrong, but I freaked out and now I am crying because….I don’t know why and then I can’t breath because I am crying and now this has turned into a full blown panic attack…..

so instead I just tell them the truth. That I am not upset, that what I posted didn’t mean anything because it came from a place of irrationality and I just….hope they understand that I never want to bring it up again and we move on. And hopefully my anxiety doesn’t hurt my friendships so bad I loose them.

anonymous asked:

Akashi and Kise comforing their s/o when she's crying ?? :)

Akashi felt his heart drop when he entered the room you two shared to find you sobbing on the bed. He approached you calmly, a warm smile replacing his overly worried look he first wore. He didn’t want to make his worrying freak you out more. He took a seat on the bed next to your sobbing figure, his arm wrapping around you and pulling you onto his chest where he allowed you to let all your cries out. 

“It’s okay, _______. You’re safe in my arms. I’m right here for you and not going anywhere. Whenever you feel ready to talk I’m here, but now just let your tears out. I love you so much and will protect you.”


Seeing you tears made Kise himself want to cry, but he knew that would just make this situation worse. Holding back his own emotions, he quietly walked over to where you sat, curled into a ball and sobbing. He didn’t speak, afraid he might make you feel overwhelmed, but instead pulled you into his arms. He held you tightly and securely. He wanted to tell you that you were safe and with him using his actions. He continued to hold you close until he heard you sobs slow down he spoke.

“______cchi, I’m right here for you. You’re never alone. I love you so much and am here when you need to talk or just cry. I’ll listen to whatever you have to say and never leave. I won’t leave you.” 

Help me

Help, I started watching Avatar: The Last Airbender a few weeks ago.

It started out pretty good, just a normal, cute, kids’ show, nothing to get obsessed over, right?

WRONG.

By the end of Book 1 (Water), I was on the edge of my seat. I have fallen in love with every. Single. Character.

Book 2 (Earth) was just as amazing. I laughed and I cried. (mostly laughed)

I just recently began Book 3 (Fire) and now I just want to cry. A feeling of dread has set in…it’s almost over!!?!?!? This is it!!!!!?????

NOOOOOOO!!!

There are no episodes that I dislike. I have never, ever felt this attached to a show like this before (Sorry, Doctor Who). I’ve never shipped characters this hard before.

So. Freaking. CUTE.

My heart….the feels are too much.

Please, Avatar fandom, if you can hear me…help me…

How do I bring the happy feeling I had when I first began back?


And yes, I know about the Legend of Korra, but what I really want is just more of these specific characters and their stories right now.

That trailer.
That. Freaking. Trailer.
I went to tatinof. I saw the show. I experienced it. That was five months ago.
It just hit me that I saw them right now.
That trailer, that blasted trailer, caused me to break down crying.
I’m proud that I look up to these people, I’m proud of how far they’ve come, I’m proud of everything they’ve done and will do.
And I never realized just how important and meaningful they are to me, until that trailer. To all that haven’t seen tatinof and want to watch it, trust me. Paying is worth it.
Thank you, Dan and Phil.
I’m proud of you and I love you dearly.

Harry Styles is too good for this World

I recently did a Louis is Art masterpost and I figured that I wanted to do a masterpost about harry too


Lets start with his beautiful smile/laugh shall we?

he is so cute I wanna cry

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