i just want to bawl my eyes out

“I broke up with my girlfriend this morning. We’d been together for three years. But I’m Catholic, and she doesn’t know if she believes in God or not. I wanted to propose to her one day. I think she’d be a great mom and a great wife. But I feel like this might be something we can’t overcome. I want to get married in a Catholic church. I want to raise my children to be Catholic. It’s important to me and it’s something that we’d have to deal with eventually. So I didn’t think it would be a good idea to keep putting it off. But it really hurts to lose her. Both of us were bawling our eyes out. She was such a big part of my life. Every time something good happens, she is the first person I want to tell. And I do respect that she refuses to believe in something just because I do. But I don’t know what to do. I’m hoping God will give me an answer.”

i can’t believe bst era is over when im still bawling my eyes out over this move

Originally posted by delightfullyfree95

I often found myself laying awake at night, bawling my eyes out until 4am, wondering if I was good enough or if you had found a different body to use for pleasure since I didn’t want to give myself up to you. I often stared at my ceiling until the late hours of the night, just thinking about what you were doing and if you were with someone else. This whole time, you slept peacefully in your bed, not even bothering to text me, you’re own girlfriend, to see if I was okay or to tell me you love me.

He just came into my life out of nowhere .. i wasnt expecting nor have i ever wanted it ..
but he was that guy.. the kind that knew just what to say and when .. the guy that drove you right into insanity and pull you back just enough for you to actually like it..
and you never wanted to be that to be that girl ..
that girl who falls for that guy..
But one day you find yourself on cloud 9 because of that guy ..
and one day you find yourself locked in your bathroom bawling your eyes out for that guy..
And you dont even know what type of girl you are ..
—  saalsaa-19 

my brother just texted me saying in light of last night that he’s known i was lgbt since he’s senior year and how he’ll always love and support me and he’s been working on being a better and less hateful person because of me and he wants to do better and he’ll always support me and im about to fucking bawl my eyes out in this panera omg

Mental breakdown (again...)

I’m literally crying in class
My heart and head hurts and I’m just flat out bawling my eyes out
All because it’s starting again
It’s because of PJ’s daycare that I’m getting bullied into make the next part
Pressuring me,hating me, using suicide, CTPJ X Ania, Clive…

I don’t want to make part 7
Because I know if I do I’ll have to go through this all over again

What should I do
Please I need help…

why I don’t read fics

okay OKAY LIStEN. It’s 2 in the morning, I have an exam in less that 6 hours, but I can’t stop bawling my stupid eyes out because of this fic. (I literally regret all the decisions i’ve ever made up to this point in my life) A bags of chips and apple juice usually does the trick but NOTHING can fix my shattered soul right now.

If you want to have you heart flutter hopefully then crushed into a million tiny pieces, jumbled up and glued back together in amazing new patterns only to get SMASHED into smithereens again, go right ahead and click on this monster: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

Oh wait. Don’t let me scare you away from this horrendously beautiful fic. It’s harmless! If you consider your soul being torn out from your body and disemboweling every organ and suffocating slowly in a sea of emotion and spontaneously combusting at the same time as harmless! don’t say you weren’t warned BE MY GUEST AND GO RIGHT AHEAD.

No but actually, please do read this fic, even if your not a drarry shipper! (plus I can’t suffer alone) It’s 96k of brilliantly strung words that makes you just want to read certain parts aloud and feel the words roll off your tongue and ugh just have 5 tissues at the ready and you’re set to go. The author really is brilliant, it saddens me to see their not active anymore.

SO yeah, I have been reminded once again why I don’t read fics, because of THESE MONSTERS RIGHT HERE. Okay I haven’t read them in a very long time and the first one I stumble upon broke me and I’m nothing but happy about it. If you have any way of pulling me out of this hole I was flung into, please do. (I should be getting some sleep) but send me a message or something and we can ramble about this together (i swear i’m not that needy) .

Yes I am rambling but this work touched me dearly and I don’t regret reading it at all (it’s really worth it). Also, if you’re not very comfortable with nsfw like me, there are a few bits in this fic you might want to skip over (hence the rating) but honestly, they’re not that important to the story so it’s completely fine to just skim over those parts.

SO READ IT:

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

also don’t be a wimp (like me) and skim the ending first

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

GOOOOOO (૭ ఠ༬ఠ)૭

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4041893/1/A-Certain-Kind-of-Memory

^a quick sketch to free me of my emotions

Look at this, look at this bean! I was so happy and lucky to see him sitting behind me at Wade’s panel at PAX East, I was about to just walk out with my friend but then I pulled her over to Jack and BOOM! This happened. Sorry I was so shaky when I met you Jack.. I almost bawled my eyes out. I’ve wanted to meet you for so many years and look how it turned out!! Thank you so much for taking the time Jack 💚 @therealjacksepticeye

Today I was driving home and I started to think about everything.
How I have to leave my TC soon and how so much of my life is consumed by him.
It scares me so much so I just started bawling my eyes out while driving. I felt like such an idiot for falling in love with a teacher… all I wanted to do was to talk to somebody about how upset and scared I was, but nobody wants to deal with a girl who’s choking on her own tears because she was stupid enough to get emotionally attached to a man who is double her age, married with kids, and legally not allowed to reciprocate feelings. I mean to any sane person, it sounds like it’s all my fault; that I was dumb enough to fall for someone under those conditions.
But the feeling of your world crashing down and all you can do is watch it go down in flames because nothing you do is going to change the outcome, is one like no other…
So if any of you need to talk, please message me. After all, were in this community for the same reasons. Let’s help one another.

anonymous asked:

I love how I go into work feeling pretty good about the day, and not even 5 minutes later, I just want to quit so badly and bawl my eyes out.

isn’t it funny how if taylor swift randomly showed up at my house it would be completely fine and i’d just start bawling my eyes out and possibly even die on the spot but if my friends were to randomly show up at my house i’d be like oh wtf do you want im trying to get taylor to love me on tumblr pls leave

read the bartimaeus sequence.
  • nothing has ever made me cry more than ptolemy's gate. the ending obviously had me weeping like a madwoman but the bartimaeus/ptolemy arc and the alexandria parts had me actually bawling my eyes out. i don't want to and will never forget these books. they are not just children's fairytales but a journey of laughs, tears, sort of not liking a character and seeing them redeem their true selves. it was a ride and it was beautiful and i will always remember it. it was so much that was needed in a trilogy and constituted purely platonic relationships. maybe that's why it's not more famous but i'd choose bartimaeus any day over any ya novels.the whole story is just so ... i'm at a loss of words. there's not really a safe haven for our nat like hogwarts or camp half-blood and any comfort he had like mrs underwood or ms lutyens were taken away from him. he became a creature he didn't really want to be and bart saw all those changes but he still saw the good in him, still saw the brightness of the ptolemy he had lost all those years ago. and then, kitty was a whole another dynamic. her friendship with jakob, her hatred of the magicians, her participation in the resistance. it takes a lot knowing that what you set your entire life to was a false hope. and kitty and bart. there was so much that bart saw in kitty that reminded him of ptolemy and you know one of the most important things in the entire series is the ptolemy/bartimaeus bond. his intentions were the best and bartimaeus took time to understand that but he DID and that's why he loved him. loved him as a person who was the first to be different and recognise each and every soul. like seriously, if you haven't yet read it GO READ BARTIMAEUS. i promise it will be a rollercoaster and it WILL be heartbreaking but completely worth it. you're missing out on a lot, so please I IMPLORE YOU, READ THIS WONDERFUL SERIES.
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So I’m still sitting here, bawling like a fucking baby. The door creaks open, I’m really, really hoping it’s Sky.

“Hello?”

Motherfucker, Faelern. What the fuck does he want?

“What the fuck do you want?” I snapped, hastily wiping my eyes. 

“I was checking that pipe. I was talking to Sky about it yesterday.“ 

"Yeah, fine, whatever!” I probably shouldn’t be taking this out on the landlord, but the sight of him was getting on my damn nerves. 

He looked at me hard. “Are you okay?" 

"Yes, I’m fine!” I said impatiently, “just do what you need to do and get out!" 

"You’re not fine,” he stated, “you’ve been crying.”

“Why do you care anyway?” I snapped.

Faelern shook his head. “Okay then, but I’m not the bad guy here.”

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“You have to understand. Toy figures are not meant to stay forever. It’s just a piece of merchandise. It has a time limit, like a person’s life.“ 

anonymous asked:

Pyrrha did mention she had family in Mistral at some point so it would make total sense for team RNJR to go see them in v5 and at least tell them what happened to her (assuming they don't know since communication channels are down)

I would honestly love to meet Pyrrha’s family. Like they’ll be worried sick and then they’ll just be extremely sad when they find out what’s happened, but I need closure on that side of things.

Also I want to bawl my eyes out over Pyrrha-related things again.

Hey lovelies!

I just posted the final chapter to this story and I literally bawled my eyes out.

Anyways, this might be the final time I say this for this story after all your comments and what not but just wanted to give you readers a bit of insight into the inspiration of this story.

I tried to make this story about the two of the most average people you’d ever find in the world. They don’t house anything particularly special and not a lot of people see that spark, but they see it in each other. Now, these two people don’t lie on either end of any spectrum. They are ordinary. They are regular. They are in abundance. They are simply, just two people.

In many ways that is me and my life.

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911: yes hello what is your emergency?
me: i’m almost done reading ’pins in the map’

I’ve been bawling my eyes out so hard and i had a shower and they burn and oh god i feel so fucking sad and wobbly i just want someone to hold me and soothe me and care for me and make me feel better but of course i don’t have that or anyone who feels that way about me to do that