i just wanna feel happy with who i am

anonymous asked:

You having Joan and Talyn in some of your videos as nonbinary peeps and saying stuff like "guys gals and nonbinary pals" and just generally being so accepting made me brave enough to tell like 6 people I know I'm nonbinary and they ALL took it really well and I'm so happy so thank you!!!

Well that is awesome to hear!!! Definitely one cool thing i wanna make sure my platform can do is normalize all of that so it doesn’t feel like a big deal, because gender identity shouldn’t be a big deal, it’s just who we are! I am SO glad the people in your life are taking it well!! You deserve that recognition and positive support!!

I wanna kiss her. Like really kiss her. Like place my hands on her in the softest way but kiss her so hard that she can feel just how mad I am about her. Her lips always felt like something familiar to me. Like maybe in another life her smile somehow found it’s way to me and the way her mouth curved at the edges was something I couldn’t help but burn in my brain. She’s the kind of person who makes you happy you’re alive. She kind of feels like a destination that I’ll never quit trying to reach. So I just want to kiss her. Hold her. See her smile. I just want to be apart of her because she has every last bit of me.

jimin is perfect just the way he is. his face, his smile, his laugh, his voice, his body… all of him is perfect. he is a beautiful person and he deserves all the love and all the respect. every time i hear his beautiful and sweet voice i feel like i’m in heaven and he is a little angel who whisper in my ear. and when i see his dances i don’t see anyone else but him. i’m so proud of him. i love him so much and i wanna protect him every day of my life. if he is happy, i am happy, if he is sad, i am sad too. all i want is his happiness. i love him to the moon and back.

9 reasons why

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Hi This is Tony Padilla.  

You can adjust whatever sound system or format you are listening this to. And by “you” I think I only mean one person.

Don’t worry Clay.

This isn’t like the first set.

I am not trying to be disrespectful.

I think Hannah gave me the courage to do a lot of things.

Mainly, she made me realise I wanna be honest. Honesty matters but so does the truth.

If she could pour her heart out

I wanna as well

these are the 9 reasons why to…well, you will hear it at the end of the tape. Don’t worry. I am not doing anything.

This won’t be like last time

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‘Trolls’ Sentence Starters

@ordonianpumpkin and I took/tweaked sentences from the Dreamworks movie Trolls.
Feel free to combine them or change them up to fit your muse more!

  1. ‘You will never, ever, ever, ever be happy.’
  2. 'You always ruin everything!’
  3. 'It’s going to be the biggest, the loudest, the craziest party ever!’
  4. 'Okay, first of all, thanks for sharing your unique perspective on things…’
  5. 'Just for now, why don’t we try on some positivity?’
  6. 'Nuh-uh-uh. They’re your friends.’
  7. 'When I finally need you, you just want to hide here forever?’
  8. 'You all said I was crazy, huh? Well who’s crazy now? Me! Crazy prepared.
  9. ‘'I really hope I can do it.’
  10. ‘They’re all depending on me.’
  11. 'Well, isn’t that a super fantastic sign?’
  12. 'I haven’t been this excited since I can’t remember when!’
  13. ’___, my man. You are right on time.’
  14. 'Wait, wait, wait. What’s your plan?’
  15. 'Okay. That’s not a plan. That’s a wishlist.’
  16. 'Do you have to be in a good mood?’
  17. 'Bad things happen and there’s nothing you can do about it.’
  18. 'You don’t sing. You don’t dance. So grey all the time! What happened to you?’
  19. 'You just said that so I’d stop talking!’
  20. 'Don’t even think about it.’
  21. 'Singing helps me relax. Maybe you ought to try it.
  22. 'This is the way I am and I like it.’
  23. 'First, you have to give me a high five. Then I’ll tell you.’
  24. 'Thank you for that demonstration. Really cleared up exactly what I will not be doing.’
  25. 'You’re my only friend in this whole miserable world.’
  26. 'Have you been standing behind that plant this whole time?’
  27. 'Great idea. Absolutely brilliant. Aren’t you smart?’
  28. 'Could you try to be positive? Just once. You might like it.’
  29. 'Thank you. That wasn’t so hard, was it?’
  30. 'I don’t think he’s alive. I hope he’s alive and that’s enough.’
  31. 'How do you always look on the bright side? There is no bright side here. None!’
  32. 'There’s always a bright side.’
  33. 'Um, I don’t know what you’re talking about.’
  34. 'It’s not like he even knows I’m alive.’
  35. 'You’d better back off, girlfriend.’
  36. ’___, let it go. Just have a good cry.’
  37. 'No, you can. You just won’t.’
  38. 'I just assumed you had a terrible voice.’
  39. 'I look like a child in this one. I need something elegant, sophisticated.’
  40. 'Total honesty from a total babe.’
  41. 'And who might you be?’
  42. 'Yes, you’d be delighted.’
  43. 'Don’t you know anything about romance?’
  44. 'Of course! I’m passionate about it.’
  45. 'Don’t you know anything about sarcasm?’
  46. 'I think I had a sarcasm once.’
  47. 'Your eyes they’re like two pools, so deep I fear if I dive in I might never come up for air.’ 
  48. 'Your smile… the sun itself turns jealous, and refuses to come out from behind the clouds knowing it cannot shine half as bright.’
  49. 'I kinda do have a nice smile, don’t I?’
  50. 'Being here with you today makes me realize that true happiness is possible.’
  51. 'True happiness is a lot closer than you think.’
  52. 'You seem to be having fun.’
  53. 'You remind me of someone.’
  54. 'I miss you already.’
  55. 'I just never thought something like that could happen to me. And it just did!’
  56. I’m so excited I could scream!’
  57. 'That’s your happy shout?’
  58. 'You don’t wanna pretend to be someone you’re not forever!’
  59. 'Then how about just for tomorrow?’
  60. 'Just go! Get out of my room! Leave me alone!’
  61. 'I just have to lose thirty pounds in the next eight hours.’
  62. 'He can’t be gone.’
  63. 'I’m sorry ___. We’re too late.’
  64. 'Actually… your timing is perfect.’
  65. 'I don’t wanna die!’
  66. 'Wait! Wait! There must be some other way. I’ll do anything.’
  67. 'No! ___, please don’t do this!’
  68. 'And now I have to live with this for the rest of my life.’
  69. 'In a way, you could say I’m doing this for you.’
  70. ’Oh, thank goodness you’re all right!’
  71. ’Are you being… sarcastic?’
  72. 'I’m sorry. I don’t know why I thought I could save you.’
  73. 'All I wanted to do was keep everyone safe. But I couldn’t.’
  74. 'I let everyone down.’
  75. 'You with the sad eyes. Don’t be discouraged.’
  76. 'Show me a smile then. Don’t be unhappy.’
  77. 'And that’s why I love you.’
  78. 'Really? You’re finally happy?’
  79. 'Happiness is inside all of us, right? Sometimes, you just need someone to help you find it.’
  80. 'What’s going to happen now, ___?’
  81. 'It’s okay, ___. You showed me what it feels like to be happy.’
  82. ‘I never would have known if it wasn’t for you.’
  83. ‘And I love you for that.’
  84. 'That’s crazy talk. Who wouldn’t wanna be with you?’
  85. 'I just thought it was too much pizza.’
  86. 'Yet here I am: my belly empty and my heart full.’
  87. 'There’s only one way to be happy. My way!’
  88. 'Happiness isn’t something you put inside. It’s already there!’
  89. 'Do you really think I could be happy?’
“In Another Life” | NaruSaku

In which Sakura’s character becomes self aware.

Pairing: Naruto Uzumaki x Sakura Haruno

A/N: I am extremely new to fanfiction (fanfiction based on existing works, that is) so I don’t really know what I’m doing here and I don’t know the fanfic terminologies so I don’t know what to tell you. It’s a bit angst-y, I guess?

Excuse the typos. I rarely proof read.

Also, if you ship ss or nh along with ns, don’t read this k thx

Words: 2,490

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This tour has made me really believe that we all should do what we wanna do. Sometimes people tell you what you should do, where they want you to go… Whether it’s your parents, your friends, or your boyfriends and girlfriends, or whatever. People will have a lot to say about what it is that you do and I just wanna remind you that the person who knows what you should do, for you, the best, is you.
And that’s what I have learned in my very long life… It’s that time passes, things pass, problems pass away, and what you are left with is you and your dreams, so take care of your dreams and make them work for you. And be happy amongst your dreams and the things that you love because when you get to be my age… And I don’t feel old, even though I totally am, I don’t feel that way, I feel that I’m still wrapped in my dreams and you should too.
—  Stevie Nicks, 24 Karat Gold Tour - November 15, 2016
PRODUCE101 FINAL – Thoughts and Overwhelming Emotions

It took me literally two whole days to force myself to sit down and start writing about Produce 101′s last and final episode. If you’ve read my previous blog posts about Produce 101, you might know who my biases were. And even though I knew that not all of my favorites will make it into the final boy group, I was still pretty shocked about last Friday’s results. I can’t believe I’m in such pain – just because of a stupid survival program. Well, yes, I am – and that’s why I was not able to share anything about my personal feelings yet. Anyway, here’s what my happy but also broken self thinks about this so-called mess.

Originally posted by hitoritabi

This is what WANNA ONE should have looked like – in my opinion.

I’ve mentioned in my previous article that I do not believe that everyone I want to will make it into the group. Let’s try to be realistic: All those countless fans of the show have different opinions. Some hate trainees who are loved by others (and vice versa).

The one I loved probably the most was Kang Daniel. Please, I even wrote a whole post just about his limitless sexiness.  Of course it was him I want to see a center of WANNA ONE.

Originally posted by miinct

But when BoA announced his first place, I couldn’t really focus. I was so bothered about the fact that so many other names weren’t mentioned yet – and there was just only one single member-slot, and one of my biases left.

Three trainees of Produce 101 had my die-hard support – and there was only one of them I was really really worried about – and that was Yoon Jisung. When BoA finally made clear that Jisung was part of the group, I started screaming like crazy. My baby did it! And all worries went away in an instant.

Originally posted by softjvngkook

Although I’ve wanted every single one of the PLEDIS’ trainees to join WANNA ONE, I was completely aware of the fact that neither Dongho nor Minki wouldn’t make it. I also believed – despite his incredible skills – that Samuel wouldn’t be able to be a member the final group.

Samuel should have been part of WANNA ONE – definitely. But his decreasing popularity left enough doubt in my mind… and my unsettling feeling about this trainee was right.

My guts were also right about Dongho and Minki – but what the hell… Jonghyun!? NO FUCKING WAY! When BoA revealed his 14th rank, I started to cry like the worst piece of fan girl shit. 

Originally posted by minsbugi

Is this a joke? How can someone who was number one recently drop to rank 14? I never – NEVER – thought that Jonghyun wouldn’t be part of Produce 101′s boy group. I was quite sure about Dongho and Minki’s failure, and I felt slightly uneasy about Minhyun – but NEVER about Jonghyun.

I felt so numb after realizing that Minhyun was the only member of NU’EST who made it into WANNA ONE – even though my ultimate bias turned out to be center – I wasn’t happy at all. I should have been happy, right? Daniel got the position I’ve wanted for him – but I couldn’t celebrate.

Originally posted by m1nhyun

Now there are three other things that worry me AFTER Produce 101′s final.

The last and final member who joined WANNA ONE was Han Sungwoon. I am a fan – of course I’m a fan! I freaking love HOTSHOT! Everyone should love HOTSHOT! And that’s why I didn’t want him to be part of this new group. Don’t get me wrong! I was so happy for him because he is without any doubt one of those guys who deserved it the most – thanks to his ambition, insane skills and hard work.

Originally posted by joker283

But since his HOTSHOT buddy Noh Taehyun had to leave the show, I thought it would be better if also Sungwoon would just drop out as well, and go back to supporting his original group. Through Produce 101 both trainees received a lot of attention – which was good publicity for their company and boy group.

Originally posted by kimmoongyu

Now Sungwoon won’t be able to be part of HOTSHOT for over one and a half years. Does this mean they will start to promote without him? Or do they have to wait for Sungwoon to return? Maybe they’ll disband anyway. Who knows…

Just worse seems to be this current NU’EST situation. Only Minhyun turned out to be part of WANNA ONE. What does this mean? I thought that at least Jonghyun would be able to join him. And that meant that three members of NU’EST were left: Aron (if you don’t know him, please check him out – he’s hot as fuck), Baekho aka Dongho and Ren aka Minki. Sounds like a pretty cool sub-unit, right? 

Originally posted by kpopulr

We have the oldest member and rapper, the main vocalist, and the maknae. I would have been able to live with that. But with only Minhyun in WANNA ONE – who won’t be able to do any kind of promotion with NU’EST until the end of 2018 – there’s not really a chance for NU’EST to form a proper sub-unit or to promote without leaving a member out, right?

I still can’t get over the fact that Jonghyun is not the leader of this new group. It literally breaks my heart – and this was also the reason why I wasn’t able to write anything about this topic until now. My heart and soul needed time to realize what’s going on.

Originally posted by minghao-ah

Every time I’ve opened Tumblr, I started to cry because way too many of you shared passionate posts about Jonghyun and the disappointment of the loss of his leader position of WANNA ONE. I can’t believe that this affects me so much – but yes, it does!

Poor Jonghyun, of course. But what about Minhyun

I try to be as honest as possible – and please, don’t get me wrong. I am happy that Minhyun received so much love from national producers. But I think it would have been better if he didn’t join WANNA ONE. Things would be much easier that way.

Originally posted by geonhee

The third and last fact that worries me the most is the current member line up of WANNA ONE.

I like every single one of them. However, the age gaps between all those trainees and future idols aren’t exactly small. Come on! Look at Jisung who is already 26. 

Originally posted by candorfangirlphilosophy

But it’s not only a variety of ages that bothers me – it’s more their different images.

While Guanlin is with his 15 years the maknae of WANNA ONE, he still looks pretty mature and would fit a masculine concept very well. The same goes for Woojin, who is only 17.

Originally posted by solapretty

However, I am not sure what to do with Jihoon, Jinyoung and Daehwi. Well, I know that it was extremely obvious that Jihoon is going to join the final group. But I still can get rid of this “unfitting” feeling.

With Daniel as center I think that WANNA ONE will have a more sexy and mature concept instead of a boyish and cute one.

Originally posted by kimdcnghyun

Okay, okay… Daehwi can still spread a certain mature and elegant vibe which he proved during Never. Even Jinyoung showed in the final episode as center of Hands On Me that he is able to slightly pull off the sexy side of himself. But what about Jihoon?

Originally posted by softjvngkook

This is only my personal opinion. If you see things differently, I totally respect that. I’m just some old bitch who experienced various boy and girl group debuts over a decade of being into K-Pop. 

But Jihoon didn’t suit the Boy in Luv concept, and he didn’t fit into the Get Ugly group. As beautiful and good looking and of course talented he might be, he still looks like a grade schooler – even though he is older than Daehwi, Guanlin, Woojin and Jinyoung

This is not his fault of course. No one can blame him for his innocent appearance. Girls even love it, and that’s why he placed second! But next to all the other members of WANNA ONE… I’m not sure how the final concept of this group will look like.

Originally posted by winkdeep

Maybe I’m wrong. Maybe he is able to pull off a mature image – which I would love to see. Daehwi is almost able to do it while Jinyoung is not so bad at acting all sexy, elegant and stuff. I am only really worried about Jihoon. I just want to say: Come on, boy… prove this ahjumma wrong!

Originally posted by sugarjisoo

Yesterday, Brave Entertainment announced that Kim Samuel will debut solo soon (I thought he already did, but okay…) which is in my opinion a really bad idea. Brave – with its usual badass and mature concepts – would be easily able to form a fantastic boy group. 

For example BIGSTAR are freaking dope – btw good job for putting them on ice, Brave Brothers. As main dancer of a boy group, Samuel would easily stand out. A solo career seems a little bit too risky if you ask me.

Originally posted by ohgwangsuks

Final words… I am happy for every single one who got into WANNA ONE. Not all of my biases made it – and that’s okay. I think it’s rather ridiculous to bash Mnet or Koreans for this final member line up. Think about it… is it really Mnet’s fault? Is it really the voters’ fault?

Fact is – being sad, disappointed or angry doesn’t help. The pain of seeing your favorite trainee lose will go away soon. And that’s why I finally kicked my own ass to write this down – to end this topic. Produce 101 Season 2 is over! Deal with it! It won’t come back! The 11 trainees who will debut are fixed. All we can do is support WANNA ONE – with or without your bias.

Originally posted by is-your-mac-fully-loaded

Teen Wolf Sentence Meme
  • “All right, did you forget the part about the family-murdering axe-murderer?”
  • “Come on, no one died, alright? Look, there may have been some maiming, okay? A little mangling, but no death! That’s what I call an important distinction.”
  • “Come over to my place at nine. Plan on staying the night. I like to cuddle.”
  • “Do you have any idea how bad you look? You’re like one giant open wound.”
  • “Does anybody else want to rethink the plan where we just, uh, kill ‘em?”
  • “Everyone should have a dream! Even a pathetically unrealistic one.”
  • “I can’t believe I got my ass thrown in a vault for three months for you.”
  • “I don’t want to kill your optimism or anything, but both of us have been trying to do the same thing for hours.”
  • “I heard there was a party. Don’t worry, I invited myself.”
  • “I honestly thought I would never have to burden you like this, but you’re my only hope. I’m going to be taken. I need you to find me.”
  • “I just killed your family. Do you want to die like them? Begging for your life? Or, do you want to fight? I’ll give you some help. Wrap a towel around your fist. Smash the mirror. Use one of the shards to defend yourself. Go ahead, I’m waiting.”
  • “I love you. So, if you need to do that thing where we talk about me, and pretend like we’re not actually talking about you, it’s totally fine.”
  • “I was gonna wait for dramatic flare, but when you look this good, why wait?”
  • “I’m always terrified. I-I act like I know what I’m doing, but I don’t.”
  • “I’m not angry. You know I’m gonna have to find a way to punish you though.”
  • “I’m not asking you to save just my life. I’m asking you to save everyone they’ll ever hurt again.”
  • “I’m supposed to call you first when I find a dead body?”
  • “If you already have all the information, what do you want from me?”
  • “If you lied and it gets people hurt, I’ll be back to take away more than your pain.”
  • “In preparation of some big changes, I’ve decided to drop some of the dead weight in my life, and you’re just about the deadest.”
  • “It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s perfect. I’m in the arms of my first love. The first person I ever loved. The person I’ll always love. I love you.”
  • “My grandmother can move faster than that, and she’s dead. Do you think you can move faster than the lifeless corpse of my dead grandmother?”
  • “Oh no, I’m not doing that again. You find the dead body from now on.”
  • “The full moon is coming, and with the way things are going, I have a feeling it’s gonna be a rough one.”
  • “The only one who’s shown any interest in me is a rabid coyote.”
  • “The problem is the people I need to talk to right now don’t talk to people like you.”
  • “This new-found heroism is making me very attracted to you. You wanna just make out a little bit? Just to see how it feels?”
  • “Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.”
  • “Try putting the highlighter down between paragraphs. It’s chemistry, not a coloring book.”
  • “We don’t go out in the middle of the night murdering people, do we?”
  • “We protect those who cannot protect themselves.”
  • “We’re just a bunch of teenagers. We can’t handle this.”
  • “What am I supposed to do with the hordes gathering outside the door?”
  • “Why’s it starting to feel like you’re Batman and I’m Robin? I don’t wanna be Robin all the time!”
  • “Yeah, well, you being happy isn’t really a big priority of mine, since you stabbed me twenty times with knives.”
  • “You seriously need to find something better than a baseball bat.”
  • “You’re just a bunch of stupid teenagers running around, thinking you can stop people from getting killed. But, all you do is show up late.”

Neymar for Esporte Interativo

Game against Juventus

We have to believe that we can do it,The other day my dad told me one thing, that stayed in my head and it’s true. In front of us we have a different team, but Barcelona are the same team. And we can do it. We did it once and we can do it a second time. We have to give our maximum. If everything goes well, another comeback will happen. I believe in the team and in our power. Everything is lost so we have nothing to lose and everything to gain. We have to go out onto the pitch and do our job. It’s very difficult, mainly when there’s a big score against you. Juve are a great team, a very well structured side and that’s why it will be difficult to turn things around. We have to run twice as much. If we have a 1% chance to pass, if there is one more game, it’s 99% running, 99% faith and 99% God’s willing of the goals which will come in.

Where he would like to play?

I’d love to play one day for Flamengo, with the Maracana full, in the Copa Libertadores.

Santos

Santos took me to court and I don’t know why, there are a lot of stories that people don’t know, some said I wanted to score a goal against them when we played against Barcelona in the Club World Cup. I have no obligation to congratulate them the day they celebrate their foundation, I don’t do what everyone else wants.

Remontada

In the fourth (goal) Yes. I hoped for one more little gulp to give that pon, we almost got that flavor. And after a few minutes the penalty kick came out. I only remember at the time I got the ball to hit the penalty, at the time I was concentrating, I would only listen to someone saying that I only had five minutes to play. Then I already thought, “C…, I have to do this m…, if not I’ll f…”. Messi said: “You go.” I said, “Alright!” I just thought, “I have to do it so we can have at least a chance to try something extraordinary.” As soon as I scored the goal it was a total relief because it put us in the game. Already excited the whole stadium and everyone. And then the historic goal happened.

Assistance for the historic goal of Sergi Roberto

My first thought was not to be a hero, but to kick. But I saw two Barcelona players moving, which were Messi and Piqué. I had not seen Sergi Roberto. So much so that I play there for both. At the time, I thought it was Piqué who scored the goal. After that I saw Sergi Roberto coming in behind. Worse than in the game, I spoke to him (Sergi Roberto): “Enter the area that you will make the goal. Get in the area! ” Then he came in and scored.

Free kicks in Barcelona

I always have the urge to hit . But there is a hierarchy. Of course the respect is maximum for Leo (Messi). Whenever fouls happen, he’s the official scout. Sometimes, I approach for, if you have any chance or opportunity, be focused to hit. It hits and hits very well. I just wanna get the ball in.

Be the best in the world

I don’tt think of being the best in the world. It is not something I prioritize. Of course I have a very big dream of one day to win the Golden Ball, but this comes naturally. It does not matter (the team) where I am, who I am, whether it is the best team or not. And yes my state, my gift, my game inside the field. If I’m okay, things will happen. And I’m feeling very good here in Barcelona. I’m happy here. Every player likes to play alongside the good players, alongside the best ones. Here I stand beside the best.

If he wasn’t Neymar, who would he like to be?

I would like to be many. There’s one by my side here (Zico). I didn’t see him playing, but my father saw. I also saw videos of him (laughs). I really like Messi. Of the ones I saw playing, he’s the best.

New generation of stars

I really like Griezmann, an excellent player. Gabriel Jesus, despite his age. I have a great affection for him, I’m very fond of how he plays. We played the Olympics together, in the Seleção too. He is a boy of great potential. I think this is what is going to get there around the world. And Dybala is the famous Argentine player. If you leave him alone, he will use it. On Wednesday, we can not make space. As they (Juventus) do not do with us, they do not give us space. The same thing.

Does Luis Enrique scold the team for crying?

No … I think it’s the game. It’s more about the timing, the player’s feeling. You have to feel, if you see that it’s not happening the way you want it, you have to change. That change of pressure. If they are pushing us, give a “bicão”. It is not ugly no. It is a pro football game that is a championship game. It’s ball forward and we’ll press there. But it’s the philosophy here, always was. To leave playing, to get the pass, to seek to play football. Only they are pressing us and we have to really look for another way out.

Supposedly there was 20 minutes reprimand that Luis Enrique gave Neymar, Mascherano and Pique

It was five, only (laughs). No, just kidding. There was no scolding for each player. It was the team. We played a bad game, the whole team. Everyone took it hard. It was not just a player. It was not directed at anyone.

2015 Champions League Final

The dream, I dreamed about. Of course I imagined it. But sometimes, in our life, things happen better than you think. He closed with a flourish the game, the championship. It was one of the best moments of my life. Where I exploded, I went there where my family and my friends were. I think it was all wonderful, yes.

Buffon is the best goalkeeper you’ve ever faced?

I think so. I think Buffon is the best I’ve ever faced. I have a goal against him. Not only one, I made another in Brazil (in the Confederations Cup 2013).

Champions 2015 Libertadores 2011 or 2016 Olympics?

In Maracanã. The penalty (of the final of the Olympic Games of 2016). The walk to the ball is … Oh my God. It’s the worst thing in life. It had to be closer. It had to be closer. You get the ball and it’s okay. It’s awful. Is very far. The walk … Look at the goal too small and the goalkeeper … My God from heaven. And I would say, “Where am I going to kick this ball?” Then I got the ball, positioned it, everything with my head down. Soon I looked and I saw the goal very big and the goalkeeper very small. It was supernatural. I said: “Wow!” Then it relaxed me. I thought, “You’re ready for this, you trained for it.” That’s where I was calm, I relaxed and managed to move the goalkeeper. It was not normal, because he never had a penalty like that. It was always something quicker than normal. But at that moment, that happened.

Do you consider Brazil a favorite for the World Cup?

I consider. Brazil has always been favorite in any competition that enters, by the level of players it has. And we, over the years, of all the years that I’ve been in the national team, always had good players and a good cast. But we could not find an identity, a way of playing, a Brazilian philosophy. And now, we did it. We were able to fit in. Despite having some rotations, you see that does not change the scheme, the way to play. It’s always the same thing. So, I think Tite was able to enforce this in the National Team.

Why did the Seleção change so much from Dunga to Tite?

I don’t know. I don’tt think Dunga is bad as a coach. On the contrary, I am very proud to have worked with him. A great person, always been very good to me. I don’tt know either, what happened about Tite having changed all that. I think it’s Tite’s merit to put confidence in every player, in every industry. To train a lot. I think it’s something different, yes. There is something different that attracts the attention of the players, and the player becomes more focused.

Is Tite on a level to be a Barcelona coach?

I think he (Tite) is on the level to be coach wherever he wants. I think it would indicate (Tite for Barcelona) yes.

Who will be the next coach of Barcelona?

I don’tt know, nobody knows yet. Simeone is a great coach. I think for big coaches, it doesn’t matter what team he goes to.

Tite in the Brazilian Team

Tite gives a lot of confidence to the players. He treats everyone the same. You don’t have any holders, you do not have any reservations. Treat everyone the same. There is no training of the starting team and the reserve team. He makes the second team train the same way as the first. Because you have a moment that you will need. During the game or when someone is suspended.

100% of the national team

No one expected. We did not expect it, but we trusted our team a lot because it is a very good team. We knew that if it fitted, it would be difficult to stop the Brazilian Team. Thank God everything worked out. I hope we remain undefeated for many years (laughs).

Being “the guy”

Sometimes yes sometimes no. I don’t like feel this way (“the guy”). I know my potential, I know what I can do for the Brazilian national team, and I’m pretty much the “guy” of the national team. But I do not like putting myself in this situation. I think it’s bad. It makes a difference, when you have quality players and are the team’s stars. You see by the crowd, to scream name and when you enter the field. I feel it. In Santos, I felt this a lot, because it was practically the same. And in Barcelona too. So I feel like “the guy”, it goes (laughs).

Against whom do you want to play the final of the 2018 World Cup?

Who do I want against? I want to be in the final, I don’t know against who. Let me see a selection … Germany! You’re in! But we’re going to play against them now, right? No matter (if is friendly), you have to win! I don’t even want to go to Argentina. It leaves Germany and Argentina in the semifinal and it’s all right.

Exaggerated charges and Chapecoense tragedy

It’s not even a matter of taking a break from social media. These charges … It’s bad to talk about tragedy (Chapecoense accident). It is very easy for you to come and speak “my feelings” for such a thing. It takes the place of families and children. Cleber Santana’s son and the Kempes son sent me a message, and I sent them a video. Even before posting anything. But nobody talks about it, either. Nobody knows what’s going on. So I do not like, in a tragedy, to come and talk. Because I put myself in the person’s place. “My feelings? OK thanks”. But I put myself in place. It’s complicated for you to be in this situation.

Football or Counter-Strike?

I’m better, I’m leveling up in CS. But my thing is football.

Expulsion against Malaga

It was my mistake. I do not mean by the red card, the second. Because it was a very fast move, and I ended up going very hard. There it was. I was wrong later. Then it was a mistake, but now I can think. There, not at the moment. I took a card because I’m going to tie the boot, losing the game with 15 minutes.

don’t wanna cry theory

they said that “dont wanna cry” is a continuation of “smile flower” so i looked at the both lyrics and there is really a story;

also this is long ass af but it really brings everything to it’s due place !!

hope u enjoy reading ♡

part 1 // smile flower

✿ smile flower talks about seventeen starting to develop underlying fear of the girl leaving even in the happiest points of their relationship. There is insecurity of losing their special someone because they don’t feel enough.

✿ Carats know that seventeen is so precious to them, the same way carats are precious to seventeen. So simply put, even though they are doing well now and have a good relationship with carats (srsly i love this fandom), they are scared because it might change any day. ( it might be because looking at nu’est and after school and how they are from the same company )

✿ They however don’t want carats to think this way, they want carats to be happy, that’s why they always show us their cheerful and bubbly side.

“For some reason, sometimes, suddenly

I keep thinking these days
How happy I am, how beautiful you are
About us, who is second to none

If we ever become unhappy
Some day
If we become apart
What do I do?
Of course, that won’t happen

I don’t even wanna think about this
But sometimes I do
I hope you don’t

I can smile because we’re together
I can cry because it’s you
So what can’t I do?
Whenever, wherever
Even if we’re not together, just like always
Our smile flowers bloom
I’ll be the spring to your smile”

✿ Throughout the songs they give a glimpse of why they feel insecure, they feel like they are not giving enough for the love they receive. This coincides with how seventeen says they will work hard;; ( they just get better and better like looking at “don’t wanna cry” sobs )

“I always

Only receive from you
So I’m so thankful and sorry
To the point of tears
I wanna hug you
But I feel nervous for some reason
Why am I hesitating?
I don’t wanna be like this

Just like the sky is high and the wind is cold
Like the ocean is wide and blue
I’m afraid that
I’ll take you for granted
I think that’s why I’m being like this
I’m nervous about that
What if I lose you?
I hope you don’t feel the same

I can smile because we’re together
I can cry because it’s you
So what can’t I do?
Don’t say it’s the end
Forever
Because I’ll stay by your side"

part 2 // dont wanna cry

☁ dont wanna cry is about this underlying fear developing further to the point they feel sadness; so much sadness it fills the tears in their eyes to the brim. Even if so, they are trying not to let it take over. To feel a sense of reassurance, they have to be constantly around the girl.

“Because I love you, because saying I love you
Isn’t enough. no matter what word I say
Leaving me, who cherished only you, where did you go
Did you go far away because you didn’t like me any more"

☁ like how we know, they love carats a lot: from how they always mention their fans first when they get awards, in vlives and whenever. they show us their love by putting in their utmost effort in every album, in practices, in giving energy and updating carats constantly.

☁ however, the lyrics tell us that sometimes they worry that what they do isn’t enough (srsly u are boys, dont worry :’~) carats’s hearts are going to explode if they love u more ) 

“This road that doesn’t seem unfamiliar, feels unfamiliar

Asking me once again if this is a road I know of
Could that person be looking for me
I’m looking for you right now”

“I’m okay (I’m not okay)
I don‘t want to see you (I really want to see you)
I have to say these lies that
Don’t even come from my heart

Because my heart won‘t listen to these words as I thought
Come back, come back, come back
When half of me is gone, how can I live as one
I don’t want to cry”

☁ i guess this part is a dwelling deeper into the hypothetical situation and if carats and seventeen were to part, they hope that carats will think of them as much as they know they will think of us. There is a sense of self deceiving to make these thoughts less painful. This fear is so strong they might be not functional (emotionally maybe) if this relationship is lost. 

☼ thats why they are trying so hard and “dont wanna cry” and their every comeback come gets better and better; they will always shows us their brightest sides and keep the trying to be our strength, to be beside carats. Thank you seventeen for always trying your best, carats will always, always support you!!!! I hope they will always put their health first though aaa they more I know them the more I love them!!

Anxiety - Derek Luh imagine

Summary: Y/n is sick and tired of Derek’s constant high and she’s determined to get to the bottom of it.
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Y/n pov

“No I’m not coming tonight I don’t feel like being in that environment tonight.”
“What are you even talking about. You my lady I need you at my show.”
“Nahh you don’t need me at your show. All you need is a little liquor and some weed and you won’t even notice I’m not there. Now if you’ll excuse me.-”
“I ain’t excusing shit, you better not hang up on me.”
“Bye Derek!” I say ending the call.

Delany just walked into the room with two cups of tea and putting one in front of me.
“What was that about?” She asks while sitting next to me.“ At the Same moment my phone goes off and I see it’s Derek again. I send him to voicemail.

“it’s hard being with Derek.” I say sighing and putting my phone away.
“I know he can be a handful.” She says laughing and I shake my head while trying to keep the tears from falling.
“Y/n what’s wrong?” Delany asks me worriedly and I shake my head again.
“No, no I know you don’t like to interfere with me and Derek’s relationship I respect that.”
“Well you’re obviously really upset. Just tell me what’s wrong Y/n.” Now it all becomes too much and I burst in tears.
“I don’t know what to do Delany. I love him so much but I just don’t feel happy with him like I used to.”
“Why?”
“I know it isn’t my place to nag about this because I knew exactly what I signed up for when I started dating him but it’s all just so much.”
“I just.- When me and him are together and just laying in bed talking laughing… I feel like we’re the same person. I’m the happiest then because I have him with me and I feel loved and… I always try to keep him in bed as long as possible because I know when he wakes up the first thing he’ll do is smoke and then everything changes.”

“I never knew you had a problem with his smoking.”

“Because at first I didn’t. But now we’ve been together for three years and I can see a future with him. I can picture marrying him and having his children but this weed addiction is always gonna stand in the way of that.”

“Why do you think that though? I don’t understand where this is coming from.”

“Okay I don’t mean to offend you or your brother in any way but right now he’s not fit to be a father. ”
“What? Derek loves kids!”
“I know he does but it takes a little bit more than that to raise kids. He has to actually care. And you can say whatever you want but he doesn’t care about anything when he’s high, which is like a good 80 percent of the day.” I spit out and Delany looks at me and shakes her head.
“I get where you’re coming from but you’re wrong saying he doesn’t care about anything. He’s the most loving person I know. No one on this earth loves me as much as he loves me. And I know he loves you too. He’d never want you to feel this way.”

“I don’t know what to do. I want us to grow together and it just seems like we’re staying in the same place.”

“I’ll talk to him okay.” Delany says while holding onto my hand.
“No, no it’s okay really.”
“It’s not okay. I want that for my brother Y/n I want him to have a family and be happy and he can’t lose you. I won’t let him.” She says and pulls me into an embrace.
I nod.
“Thank you for caring.” I whisper in the crook of her neck.
“I’ll always care Y/n. You’re my family.”

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Delany pov

“Lil sis! I’m glad you could make it out here!” Derek says with a smile while embracing me.
“Of course D. You know I wouldn’t miss it.”
“I gotta go smoke before I go on but I’ll speak to you after aight?”
“Yeah, sure.” I say while hugging him tight.
“Good luck out there. I’m proud of you.” I whisper in his ear earning a smile that warms my heart. I go backstage and help the boys set up the merchandise for the fans to buy before and after the show.

After the show

“You did great D!” I say and he takes me into his embrace.
“Ew, you’re all sweaty” I say laughing and he laughs too while wrapping his arms around me tighter.

“Thanks Lil sis” he says while letting go of me. Kevin creeps up in him and pushes him hard causing him to stumble.
“You did it man!” He yells loudly and all of the other guys huddle together and start pushing eachother. I know that’s how they show love so I just laugh and step back.

“I’ll be handling your merch while you take pictures aight? I’ll meet you backstage after.”
“Aight Lil sis, see you in a bit.

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"Things are changing man.” He sighs and takes a sip of the liquor in his cup. With his other hand he’s texting and by the look on his face I know it’s Y/n.
“Are you texting Y/n? I ask and he nods.”
“We been fighting a lot lately.”
“She told me how she felt about you today.” I say and he looks up at me while putting his phone in his pocket.
“I don’t think she can handle the lifestyle Derek. She’s really trying but she’s talking about you being distant because of the weed.”
He sighs and runs his hand trough his hair.

“I mean I don’t wanna be high all the time anymore. I know it bothers her and I don’t wanna do that to her but without the drugs… I don’t even know who I am man. I only feel like myself when I’m high off my ass and I don’t know if that’s what I want anymore.” He answers closing his eyes and leaning back on the couch. I take his hand in mine.
“Derek you should do what makes you happy.”
“FUCK Delany I don’t know what makes me happy!” He says and takes his hand out of mines.
“Sorry it’s just…”
“I get it Derek, but let me just be upfront with you. Y/n is the real thing. I’m telling you, you’re not going to meet a girl that’s down for you like she is. She genuinely cares for you and it hurts her to see you like this. Shit, it hurts me to see you like this. You have this amazing life and these amazing fans and it’s like you’re always too intoxicated to realize it.”
“Shit’s just harder when I’m sober.” He answers with a raspy voice and a tear slips down his cheek. Derek is never the one to get emotional the only person who really gets to see him like this is me. I don’t even think he trusts Y/n enough to be this vulnerable around and that’s a real problem. All I want is for my brother to be happy but he’s making it so hard on himself. I wipe his tears away with my thumb and take him in my arms just comforting him.
“I know it is. These are just things you need to overcome but you will. Just know I love you and I’m always here for you and so is Y/n. Let her in. She’s the one Derek ”
“I know she is. But all the people I’ve let in stabbed me in the back.”
“Sometimes you just gotta take a leap of faith brother.”

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Derek POV


“Y/n!” I yell while walking into our apartment. When she doesn’t answer I walk over to our shared bedroom.
“C'mon Y//n. I know you not really asleep.” I say with a smirk on my face.
“Aight you wanna just ignore me?” I ask. Still nothing. I walk over her and start leaving kisses on her cheeks to the crook of her neck.. still nothing. I smirk and blow cold air into her ear and she flinches and starts giggling.
“Derek!” ex yells while pushing me. And I start laughing too.
“You know better than to fool me.” She lifts her head from her pillow and looks me in the eyes.
“You’re sober.” She says surprised and I grin.
“Yeah”
“Can you please cuddle me?” She asks pouting and I don’t have to think twice before taking off my clothes and getting into bed with her.
It stays quiets between us as I wrap my arms around Y/n and letting my hands rest on her ass. I squeeze it hard making her giggle again.
“How was your show?”
“It was good. The whole thing was packed and the fans were really turnt.”
“I’m sorry I missed it.” She mumbles softly and pecks my chest.
“Nah that’s okay. What’s on your mind though babygirl?”
“Lately I’ve just been thinking. About us and what I want in life.”
“And what’s that?”
“It’s you Derek. It’ll always be you.” She whispers and nuzzles her face into my chest.
“But I also want children. And I want to get married, live in a big ole house with you, our kids and eight dogs."  She says and I grin.
"I know you do. And I promise you I’ll give you all that and more.”
“I don’t know if that’s even possible. I don’t know if I could still be with you and have your children when you’re always coming in late and when you are you’re high off your ass. And I know how hard you work to provide for me and our future but I can’t help but feel I’m losing you.”
“You’re not losing me babe.”
“I know but I can’t help but feeling like you don’t care. Like you’re trying to escape me by getting high.”
“Nah that’s not it babygirl. Trust me, I care. I care so much I can’t even think straight cause all I do is worry. And then my worry turns into fear. And after that It just becomes paranoia.” I softly answer. I hear Y/n’s breath getting heavy and and she puts a hand against my cheek.
“Baby look at me.” I look her in the eyes and I can see her eyes getting glossy with tears.
“Do you suffer from anxiety?” She asks me and I close my eyes.
“Please baby, can you please just look at me?” She repeats herself and when I do I can’t stop the tears from falling either. I don’t have to answer her, when I look her in the eyes I know she knows. She wraps her arms around me tighter and now takes me into her embrace, us crying together
“Why didn’t you ever tell me D? I wouldn’t have let you dealt with this alone. I would have been there.”
“I just have trouble opening up to people you know this.”
“Yeah I do but I thought you trusted me.”
“I didn’t want you to lose trust in me. I don’t want you to worry about me relapsing or anything like that.”
“Derek I’ve never doubted you. I know the last thing you want is to go back to that place and you need to find help before you do.” I shake my head. This is what I was scared of.
“I can’t do that. If they give me medication I’ll just become addicted to the drugs. I’m self medicating, and it’s working.”
Y/n sighs and places a kiss on my temple.
“I love you.” She whispers and rubs her thumb on the back of my hand.
“I love you too.” I say lacing my fingers through her.
“I don’t know what I’m gonna do to fix it, but I promise you I will. I just need you to be a little bit patient with me baby.” I whisper.
She sighs.
“I promise I’ll be there. Please just don’t shut me out anymore. I’d never leave you Derek you’re stuck with me.” She says chuckling which causes me to laugh.
“Aight.” I answer while Y/n moves over to straddle while grabbing my cheeks with both hands.
“I luhhh you.” Y/n whispers in my ear making me chuckle and grab her by her waist, running my hands up and down her sides before letting them rest on her ass.
“You really are my down chick ain’t you?” I ask smiling up at her and she grins.
“I gotchu.” She answers and wraps her arms around my neck pulling me into a tight embrace.
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A/N: So this is my very first Derek Luh imagine ever so I’m still getting to know his character. Please let me know what you thought about it and if you liked it olease give it a heart and reblog.

ALSO I’M TAKING REQUESTS!

Originally posted by natexsk8

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happy tuesday my little muffins! my tuesday selfies are before and after photos from the Blackbear concert on monday night! i thought they were cute but who knows 🤷🏻‍♀️ i’m so excited for todays video! also i just wanna say i am SO freaking proud of our boys for graduating high school! they have such bright futures and i’m so excited to see where the futures take them. i feel like a proud mom 😩💜
-xoxo J
P.S. i swear i’m still working on that CEO ethan fic for you guys it’s just giving me SO much trouble, just ask @scuteedolans she’ll back me up! 😂

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Elemental - Qitana - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 4/?
Fandom: Haikyuu!!, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Avatar: Legend of Korra
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru, Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou
Summary:

The giant’s head snaps up and his eyes bore right into Bokuto, who doesn’t stutter in his stance but Iwaizumi can feel his nerves. It must be intimidating, being on the receiving end of that glare.

The giant takes one step towards Bokuto and Iwaizumi’s just about given up on the idea of peace when suddenly –

“I am not an Earth-bender.” 

Note: all my love to @ryugazakkis for helping with the names <3 

Music Tag~

Was tagged by @karmakitty

instructions: you can tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. no skipping!

….b-but— You cant just know about me from 10 songs!
I MEAN LOOK AT MY FOLDER—-

damn…. anyways….oooookay then—- HeRE GOES—

  1. “Hysteria”- by Nano
  2. Boku no Hero Academia Season 2 Ending 1 Full『Little Glee Monster - Dakara, Hitori ja nai』
  3. Life Howls (人生は吠える)- by Rib
  4. SERVAMP OST - Dare ga boku o uragitte mo boku wa dare mo uragiranai
  5. Kimi no Na wa. (Your Name.) RADWIMPS – Zen Zen Zense『Theme Song』
  6. SERVAMPFlügel リヒトジキルランド轟 CV Nobunaga Shimada
  7. Procellarum- Shimotsuki_Shun_CV_Kimura_Ryouhei_-01 Monochrome_sky
  8. “Terror” by Mafumafu
  9. “Don’t you dare forget the sun”- by Get Scared
  10. “Forever Yours” by Grayscale

WOAH…This playlist is like a bunch of ups and downs like— first a hype, and then really heavy feels… and then some sad thoughts… and then more happy stuff– and then just ARUASURASJDPQDsdd wHAT EVEN— //cough. Anyways, 95% of my music files are Jpop and anime related because that’s how much I am such a dweeb for it– //kicked.

Can I just cry because that Servamp OST is translated as “No matter who betrays me, I wont betray anybody” ??? LIKE— //clutches heart// SHT—- 

Tagging these peeps so I can have more songs to listen to sometime~
@quiethist, @serenaishere, @catslab, @ticklyfandoms, @rubyleaf, @adeslowmoqueen, @smallhappiness23, @petrichor-note, @hoisinn, aaand @EVERyoNE else who wanna do it for fun.

jeans-ralphio  asked:

your peter art is so???? pure??? my heART omg i love it sm (also i love how you've just accumulated all these people who love it aswell) and i loved how the movie showed him as his actual age omg like he's just a kid who makes mistakes and is naive who admires his iron dad like UGH just wanna protect my spider son

Which one? The one with the cat? or the one with the spider? HAHHAHA! 

I love both tbh and it just makes me feel so so happy and positive WHAT A PURE BOY! TAT I loved everything in this movie. From the casting to the acting to the script—everything. Even the little details like Peter’s friggin pimple cream. I AM SOBBING. He’s a teenage boy who has normal puberty problems like pimples while living a double life. I have nothing but high praise for this movie because, after 5 Spidey movies, they finally got it right. 

Honestly 100000/10! I can’t recommend this movie more than enough and I love how people left the theaters with huge smiles on their faces and 90% need to protect this boy. I liked Peter Parker back then, but after watching this one, I really really loved him. UGH. 

Can people stop acting like a girl wanting men to help with the chores makes her a ‘bad wife/daughter’. The concept of choice makes a huge difference. Yes some girls are happy to do everything in the home and that’s cool because it’s their choice. But the truth is not every girl wants that housewife lifestyle. For many women it is a dhulm on them and it’s not their choice, they are forced or pressured into it by cultural expectations.
Wanting my man to do some of the chores doesn’t mean I’m gonna be some oppressive, uncaring wife who treats my husband like crap. It’s literally such a reach to say that.
In my own family my dad does a lot in the kitchen, does that make my mum a bad wife? How am I gonna watch my own father treat my mum with respect and equality and then marry a man who doesn’t do that? Honestly, if I was a guy I’d feel ashamed to just sit there like a princess and watch my sister/mum/wife do absolutely everything for me all the time.
Inshallah if I ever get married I know I’ll want to do things for him and treat him, if I love someone of course I wanna make them happy. That doesn’t mean I’m gonna do absolutely everything in the home just because I’m female and it’s supposedly only my duty.