i just wanna cry all night

It’s strangely hot and humid tonight
Again, a dark and sleepless night
But even if I sleep, I’ll wake up to find
I’ve woken up in yesterday and stuck on rewind

There’s a place between the past and today
It’s hard to find, and it’s a lonely place
But it’s kind. And though I don’t know how
I just really wanna go there right now

I’ve seen you reappear, countless times you’ve come here
Crying out loud as you say your goodbye

It would be fine if it were all a lie,
So I don’t have to replay all the tears and goodbye
Please don’t cry with that face, flaming red and ashamed
Could we forget this and go back to the way we were
Please

It’s strangely hot and itchy tonight
Acting up, my scars feel like they’re on fire
So I scratch until I don’t feel a thing
And I ask myself, “Am I still living?”

Even if I went out and found another
You’re alone, and the pain just hits me harder
So I guess, it’d be best if I stay here and wait alone
It’s okay never moving on, not letting go

Though it’s attempting, continuing writing
This fakery tale which has no happy ending
Unlike the rest of the stories you’ve read, my hand’s completely covered in red through and through

It would be fine if it were all a lie,
So I don’t have to replay all the tears and the goodbye
Please don’t cry with that face, flaming red and ashamed
Could we forget this and go back to the way we were
Please

Please

It would be fine if it were all a lie,
So I don’t have to go on and pretend that my heart’s still alive
See you again, we’ll meet here in the end
And so until that time, I’ll say good night

It’s a strangely hot, emotional night
A night where I could fly in the sky
Lying down, my body so disappeared
Well then where should we both go from here?

Fakery Tale 

100% honest mom thought.

I’m probably gonna get hate for even posting this, but hey, whatever. I’m a damn good mother and I know that. But I’m just gonna say it… Sometimes, I don’t want to ‘mom’. Sometimes I just don’t. Some days I wake up to a whiny crying infant, at 6 am, when the day before she slept until 9 am, and I want to rip my hair out. Sometimes, I just don’t want to sit at home all day with a baby. Sometimes, I just wanna go to the movies with my fiancé, or go to a fun party with friends on a friday night, or god forbid, I want to actually drink MORE than 1 glass of wine on occasion, and actually FEEL a buzz. Sometimes I want to go to bed before midnight, and sleep until 10 am the next day, and make myself a big beautiful breakfast and eat it…. WARM! Wow, what a thought. Some days, I just dont. Want. To. Mom! So shoot me, call me what you want, but that’s how I feel some days! But guess what? That little baby is my world, and I’m gonna keep mom-ing until the day I die! Even if it’s not my favorite thing every second of every day!

I find it extremely funny that for the fandom otabek is the “adult” one in the relationship.
With the new informations that came out i just see him as one of those “i may be of age in my country but don’t be fooled, I sometimes feel like crying because i wanna stay up all night instead of going to bed to get up at 6 am and find the verb "swallow” funny", while Yuri is probably the one that has his shit together (mostly): goes to bed in time so won’t feel too shitty in the morning, listens to his choaches, rolls his eyes when otabek goes, with is stupid monotone voice “haha, you just said swallow”

CYaRon! is actually the most precious and innocent subunit

Just look at how pure their songs are compared to the other subunits.

A-side

  • Strawberry Trapper: You can’t run away, my target~
  • Torikoriko PLEASE!!: I’ll use magic words to make you my captive ♡
  • Genki Zenkai DAY! DAY! DAY!: YO GUYS IT’S SUCH A GREAT DAY TODAY WANNA GO EAT LUNCH OR SOMETHING OOPS I OVERSLEPT I’M JUST GONNA GO RUN UP A HILL NOW LOL LATER NERDS

B-side

  • Guilty Night, Guilty Kiss!: Hey there, wanna dance with me? I know I’m irresistible. ;)
  • Tokimeki Bunruigaku: I’m trying to figure out these emotions. Want to…help me with my research? ;)
  • Yozora wa Nandemo Shitteru no?: i’m a horrible person because i hurt my best friend, oh gosh i feel so guilty about it and now i just wanna stay up all night and cry while looking at the stars…why can’t i just be honest with myself im sorry im sorry im s o rr y
The Signs Locked In The Mall The Whole Night

Aries: “Hey guys what do we do now?”

Taurus: *crying* “I just wanna go home :(”

Gemini: “Lets explore this place”

Cancer: “Taurus are those your tears on my brand new hoodie, i’m gonna kill you”

Taurus: *runs away*

Leo: *sings and manages to break all the windows in the mall*

Virgo: “Let’s all steal this stuff and put it in our pockets!”

Libra: “Hey Virgo that’s not cool man.. what if you owned the store”

Virgo: “If I owned the store I would kill you and put you in the basement how about that :)”

Libra: “Ha, you’re only kidding with me :) … right”

Leo: “Haha Virgo I could help you out”

*Taurus comes back*

Taurus: “Guys! come here! I seen a dead body in the manager’s office! I think it’s been there for hours!”

*everyone follows Taurus*

Scorpio: “We should’ve just called the cops by now I can’t breathe”

Sagittarius: “Scorpio be chill, we will say it wasn’t us it’s gonna be fine”

Capricorn: “Guys maybe it was Taurus the whole time.. Maybe Taurus killed that person, I’m leaving” *leaves the scene*

Aquarius: “Cap I feel safe with you I’m coming with”

Pisces: “Guys let’s all use the selfie stick and take some pictures with the body wouldn’t that be cool.”

Sagittarius: “What selfie stick? This selfie stick? And why is it covered in blood? OH MY GOD I TOUCHED IT.”

*cops arrive because Scorpio called the cops*

Every other sign: “IT WAS SAGITTARIUS!” 

4

“I screw up a lot, all right. And being around you.. I just, I don’t want to be that guy anymore.”
”Who do you want to be Nathan?”
“I wanna be somebody that’s good enough to be seen with you.”
“Well you should of thought of that last night. I keep putting myself out there and you keep blowing it.”

anonymous asked:

how did the concert go? how were jungkook's vocals and rapping live? was hobi in thot mode? did yoongi make u cry?

HOW DID THE CONCERT GO WELL….IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE????? 

i just wanna say like…all of vocal line???? SO GOOD SO FUCKING GOOD IK WE CLOWN BTS FOR THEIR WEAK VOCAL LINE BUT UHHH????? NO OFFENSE BUT THEY ALL SANG SO GOOD THEY SOUNDED SO GOOD LIKE JUNGKOOKS VOICE IS SO SWEET ND HES SO INCREDIBLY STABLE TAE LITERALLY GAVE ME CHILLS DURING STIGMA JIMIN DURING LIE WAS A FUCKING SIGHT TO WATCH AND AWAKE LIVE CHANGED ME AS A PERSON LIKE?????? they were all so good….fuccc

and then rap line…OH GOD….rap line…im rlly a rap line stan like namjoon is 100000000 times more beautiful in real life pictures dont do him justice they really dont nd hes so well spoken and he just LIVES FOR THE STAGE BRO same with hobi like that MAN….A WHOLE MAN….he lives for the stage WAS MADE FOR IT when hes up there dancing and rapping and just doing his thing he really captures your attention you cant look away…

and yoongi….oh boy ….yoongi…during first love i started crying like the first tear rolled down and i was like Huh???? and then I JUST COULDNT STOP LIKE the whole crowd was quiet as hell and it was just yoongi in stage rapping so passionately and it was….the most overwhelming feeling in the world like jesus fucking christ i really cried so hard the tears wouldnt stop it was idek how to describe it it was SO MUCH hes just so beautiful and small and tiny but when hes on stage his presence is so big hes so beautiful im incredibly in love with a man and he is the most beautiful man alive 

this concert was a rollercoaster ride of emotions it really was i hope each and every one of you gets to see them live bc its really worth it!~~

Day 162: did you guys see last nights ep of legends????? mick was sO EXCITEd about those ninjas!! Imagine him telling len about these when he returns fhsjwodisbqjodoshajld

aroundourhearts  asked:

Jialin!! 1 you oook so good in that photo set you posted like dude my heart lol. I'm still mad I never bought the shibari set you got but hey I saved money haha. But my point was those pictures you posted of the four sets are those from honey birdette too? Or was it something else? Because that bottom left black one is tempting. But like you I'm like why get it then not have someone to show but also I want it and I can cry because of the money I spent. Haha. Hope you have a good week!!

waaaaaa thank you!! I love the shibari set so much honestly, my only regret is not getting the playsuit in red too T__T the lingerie sets I posted last night are by cristina aielli, they’re all super expensive but they’re made to order and soooo pretty 💖 I reckon if you want it and have cash to blow on it, just get it regardless of whether you have someone to show lol. I wanna look pretty for me and me only, if someone else gets to see it then thay’s them being lucky hehe ❣

  • Me: I am so curious about Doug Eiffel's backstory, what happened to his daughter and why was he accused of kidnapping??? The curiosity is eating me alive, I simply must know what happened, I can't wait until we find out
  • Eiffel: Kidnapping isn't the worst part! You wanna know? You want a story?
  • Me, immediately sobbing: No no i do not, let's never speak about this ever again
Korn lyrics that break my heart

What if I should die

Hit me cause I’m strange

I am ugly, please just go away

Want to give it up, but I can’t escape

I wanted to die

I scream without a sound

How can I cry over someone I never loved?

Hold me, this time

In the past I was known as a freak

I lay in bed at night and wonder, should I go on this way?

All I want in life is to be happy

So I pray, go away

All of us wanna die

I am so scared

I hurt so bad inside

Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find

Does this make me not a man?

I am disgusting

Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced?

I am nothing

Don’t let them throw me away

Please tell me there’s something better

Let me go I’ll be fine

I’d rather be dead than carry on

I’m disgusting and so much more

I am my problem

Everything’s wrong every time

Wish I could stay but everything is all wrong

I’m so lost and lonely now

Already had my life turned upside down

Breakdown of Sounds Good Feels Good
  • Money: ultimate sugar baby anthem to kick off the album
  • She's Kinda Hot: "hidden under the poppy tune and light tone is a sense of sadness and yet here we rally because fuck yeah we got this you guys we believe in you"
  • Hey Everybody: “WE CAN ALL GET LAID”
  • Permanent vacation: Situation- no motivation. Destination- permanent masturbation- wait fuck.”
  • Jet Back Heart: just listen to this song and cry because NOW THAT YOURE BROKEN-
  • Catch fire: "oh say do u blow-" "michael take this seriously" "right fuck sorry"
  • Safety Pin: DON'T LET THE LIGHT SOUND TRICK THIS SONG IS SO SAD YET SO HOPEFUL LIKE DAMMIT
  • Waste The Night: “I don't wanna waste it, don't wanna waste it I don't wanna waste it, don't wanna waste it I don't wanna waste it (x7)” ok i get it
  • Vapor: can’t believe 5sos vape smh
  • Castaway: at least 5sos have wilson (get it because there was a movie called castaway and the only thing tom hanks had was a volleyball named wilson do u get it?)
  • The Girl Who Cried Wolf: this is a very good, powerful song im just slightly confused how does one specific person get ignored by gravity like wat
  • Broken Home: *too busy feeling things to be sarcastic*
  • Fly Away: "let's just name a lot of places" "#aesthetic"
  • Invisible: "who am I? who am I? invisible" oh ok i was gonna guess something else but that works too
  • Airplanes: just fuck me up michael
  • San Francisco: long way home 2.0
  • Outer Space/Carry On: THIS SONG IS SO INSPIRATIONAL AND UPLIFTING AND I JUST CAN'T HANDLE IT YOU KNOW IT'S GONNA GET BETTER YOU GUYS 5SOS BELIEVE IN US LIKE *CRIES*
  • 9000/3000
Yearning

I’m too hot and too cold all at once
My mouth is dry and perfectly hydrated all at once
I feel tired and restless all at once.
I feel at peace and at a constant state of war all at once
I feel everything all at once
I wanna go home but I don’t know where that is
I miss people who names and faces I don’t recall
I’m just speaking how I feel
These feelings come often
Too often to be nothing
And it frustrates me to all ends
You know how last night I talked about feeling like I had/have wings? Well the feeling of the muscles tensing and the urge to move them becomes over whelming and I can’t help but cry.

2 a.m talks with a close friend.

HEy friend i mean i know we’re not friends anymore but i just wanna write this up even though you probably won’t see this because i miss you and i didnt want to just be friends with you bUT I REALLY hope youre okay and im still in love with you i just realized it right now and i began crying and the tears just won’t stop and i am SO tired of crying over things i mean most days i wish i would get hit with a car just so i can die and reincarnate and somehow make things right but i guess i probably cant do that haha how have you been? I know we dont talk anymore but i just miss how we used to be and all the late night talks and inside jokes i mean you probably dont remember most of them since right now youre busy but i just wanna tell you hi and ive been crying and getting drunk because i kept thinking of what we couldve been if i didn’t fuck up i mean you and i both know that we’ll never be the same as before but i just hope youre okay and i still love you have a nice life

Slytherin House as Lyrics from Fun.

- My life’s become as vapid as a night out in Los Angeles, and I just wanna stay in bed. 

- I’ve got nothing left inside my chest but it’s all alright. 

- She’s got enough on her mind that she feels no sorrow. 

- I came back with the belief that everyone I love is gonna leave me. 

- For once I get a feeling that I’m right where I belong. 

- No one’s gonna fix me when I’m broke. 

- How do you cry with inanimate eyes. 

- I’ve given everyone I know a good reason to go, I was surprised when you stuck around. 

- You’re never gonna smile with the way that you’re wired. 

- I can’t help but love thinking that everyone doesn’t get it. 

anonymous asked:

I LOVED reading your experience, it was hilarious&I'm going to be feeling the exact same damn way! I'm glad you had a great time and thank you for writing out a great review of the show. I see them in 2 effing days&I couldn't feel more unprepared!

B R U H YOU COULD WATCH ALL THE FANCAMS IN THE FUCKING WORLD AND NOT BE READY FOR A LIVE BUT TRUST ME YOU WONT REGRET GOING. PCD ISNT AD BAD AS IT IS THE FIRST FEW NIGHTS LIKE I CAN LISTEN TO BTS SONGS AND NOT CRY BUT YOU JUST KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE LIVE VERSIONS AND IT HOW ITS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FEEL BECAUSE ITS JUST EVERYONE SINGING ALONG AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS YOU FEEL? Everyone is just so just so nice there and youre all there for the same reason, TO LOVE BANGTAN SO IT JUST MAKES IT EVEN BETTER ITS JUST SUCH A FEEL GOOD PLACE. BOO BOO ENJOY YOURSELF AND IF YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AFTER YOU GO ID SO BE DOWN TO HEAR OTHER PEOPLES EXPERIENCES!!!
-Admin Kookfairy
P.S. TY I KNEW I WAS FUNNY IM FUNNY YALL I. AM. F U N N Y