i just struggle with everything

Ugh

Feel like I’m really struggling to control my intake lately. I seem to just be eating everything in sight. My willpower has left the building.

I’m going to be trying intermittent fasting again. Eating from 12-8 each day.

This seems to work for me and stops me from binging.

Tomorrow will be day 1. I’m gonna give it a week up until London to see how I go.

Wish me luck

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Someone’s in love with our soft boy Yuuri, I wonder who it is…


Small attempt of a comic from a AU of mine. It contains chubby Yuuri and many love letters from a certain Russian exchange student who didn’t pay attention in English class back in Russia and now has to suffer through the consequences of being shit at writing love letters, or English in general.

Yuuri still loves them tho.

Edit: before you ask, yes I did forget to draw his glasses like the idiot that I am : )

This is your reminder that you are NOT a bad person for putting something off, falling behind in work, or not turning something in. You are not a failure. The important thing is to pick yourself up, brush yourself off, and figure out the best way for you to move forward. You can do it, I believe in you! xx

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Captain Cobra Swan + Hogwarts Houses

For my Captain Cobra Swan Secret Santa Giftee @cocohook38 <3

Had the privilege of seeing James L perform as Scorpius over the weekend and it was mind blowing seeing her play an own original version of the character. And the most important scene for me was in Scene 4. Usually Anthony would have his head down, shoulders hunched, fiddling with invisible dirt on his trunk and clearly distraught and grieving over his mother; but James sat completely straight up, eyes shocked wide, and seemingly not caring and numb to the world (script). Not trusting himself to say anything. Until Albus interrupts his thoughts.

Albus: I though you’d send an owl…

Scorpius: I couldn’t work out what to say. 

And this scene on stage played by James completely hones down to how shocked this poor little boy is. How distraught he is and how jumbled his feelings are. He must have sat in his room for hours with quill gripped tight in his hands, trying his best to write something, anything to let Albus know. To find some comfort in his best friend knowing but not able to write a single thing down. Not able to communicate his grief and sorrow. Not able to express himself for fear that he’d just breakdown and cry. 

Come in to work early just to try and book off early 🙈😂. I really don’t feel like I’ve had a weekend with working on Saturday + family gathering and then busy yesterday. Need a day to myself to clear out my thoughts, focus on positives and time to get myself in the right headspace!

Sadly I can’t get leave for the day so time to climb the metaphorical hill in my mind and get through another day!

I got this! I’m strong! I’m beautiful! Have a good Monday everyone!

tbh Bokuto’s thighs were made for roller derby and sin


HQ!! derby AU: Karasuno, Nekoma 

announcement!!

every month or so i have an epiphany about some part of my life that i’ve been struggling with and everything just comes into focus. since i’ve just passed through one, i’d like to share my realizations with you.  i’m gay. i’m gay and it was hard for me to admit to myself (for some reasons that i’ll get to), but it’s not hard for me to say to you all now. as you may or may not know, i live in the blatantly homophobic, racist, transphobic, and misogynist state of north carolina. i was raised with straight love songs, painfully heteronormativity movies, and the promise that “one day, you’re gonna grow up and have a nice husband.” when i came out to my family, i wasn’t accepted. i’m living in a country on the verge of falling under the control of what will undoubtedly be an extremely oppressive governmental administration. i’m surrounded by a community of conservative people. and due to all of that, heteronormativity hangs so thick in the air here that some of it managed to sneak into me.  i first came out as pansexual almost exactly a year ago. i’d realized by then that i was super duper into girls, so i’d slid right out of identifying as straight and right into identifying with a multi-sexual identity with little to no true, deep questioning involved. i knew i liked girls, and i liked boys– i’d always liked boys, right??– so no single-gender attraction identity felt right for me. looking back now, i don’t think i ever sat back and really thought it through. i don’t think i ever sat back and really went “how do i know i like boys?” because if i had, i think i would’ve realized that my answer is “i don’t” a lot sooner. i don’t know what specifically it was that made me play into the same hetero-normality that i despise so deeply, but i certainly know it wasn’t conscious or voluntary. honestly, i just think the whole “you’re a girl, so you like boys” idea had been shoved so deeply down my throat at such a young age that i didn’t know that it wasn’t supposed to be there. it felt normal to assume that i liked boys; i didn’t even think about it.  well, now i’ve thought about it, and now i know: the assumptions they made about my sexuality, the ones they forced me to believe myself, were wrong. society was wrong about me just as they’re wrong about thousands of other people. because, surprise society, i’m a girl and i like girls, and that’s perfectly okay. in fact, it’s more than okay; it’s wonderful. it’s wonderful because i love it– i love liking girls. it’s wonderful because it feels so natural and right to call myself a lesbian, a thousand times more natural than calling myself straight or pan ever felt. it’s wonderful because it’s who i am, it’s a part of me, and that makes it beautiful, real, natural, and valid. i want to take a moment to erase everything i’ve ever said that directly or indirectly suggested that i wish i was different than i am, because that’s just not true. this is the way i am, and fuck it, i’m happy this way!! gay and proud, my friends. gay and proud.  i hope you all have a wonderful 2017 day. if you are currently questioning any part of your identity, i wish you best of luck in your journey to discover yourself; just keep your chin up and remember that all things take time, and even if your identity seems confusing right now, you’ll get it all sorted out eventually. should any of you ever, for any reason, need someone to talk to, please feel free to message me. i’m always here for you, no matter what :). thanks for hearing me out, friends!! love you allllll. xoxo nova!!

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okay but imagine Aunt Cass buys giant bulk 50 lb bags of flour and sugar and stuff for the cafe and she’s too small to carry them in from the car so she gets Tadashi to do it and Hiro wants to help because he wants to be strong and helpful too so he carries like a corner and Tadashi really is carrying most all of it anyway because Hiro is a noodle but he lets Hiro think he’s doing a lot of the work like pretending to be struggling until Hiro grabs on and “Look how strong you are, Hiro!” and Hiro’d be beaming and feeling so proud of himself, esp when he’s younger and i just asdflghlgfj

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Me: *remembers NCT 127’s Weekly Idol appearance*
Me: *excited af*
Me: *remembers it’s all in Korean*
Me: 😭😭😭 *still watches it* 😂😂😂

International fan struggles.