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Hazardous Headphones Part 4

So I’ve finally written part 4 after revising part 3. So boom. also on AO3 


Kimmy Jin’s front door flew open and clanged against the wall. “Okay you won’t know but what you’ve just said is really fucking un-cool.” Beca said angrily as she glared at Chloe.

“Beca, Fat Amy told me about your mom” Chloe admitted “She did? then why would you say such a hurtful lie!?” Beca snapped to which Chloe shook her head “I’m not lying, I just wanted to protect you” she raised her phone and showed Beca a photo of the woman she captured looking up at the flyer. “I meant it Beca, I saw her today, I’m just as confused as you are”

Beca’s eyes widened as her eyes focused on the image. Her bottom jaw trembled as she failed to come up with a response. It had been 9 years, and sure she looked a bit different to what she remembered but that was most definitely her.

Beca stepped outside and slowly closed the front door to Kimmy’s apartment, this wasn’t a conversation she wanted her to overhear.

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the signs as things my mom has said
  • Aries: back when i was 17 i used to be really badass
  • Taurus: *talking about food* Listen i didn't buy it to just sit here and look at it
  • Gemini: Okay then i'm just gonna go and talk to myself
  • Cancer: (at 10pm after i told her i was hungry) wanna bake muffins ?
  • Leo: Let’s bike for an ice cream so that we don’t have to feel bad about eating it !
  • Virgo: oh yeah i used to know some basics on guitar *plays Beethoven*
  • Libra: *coming back from a hairdresser* Look who’s 30 again !
  • Scorpio: *talking about me* it’s okay i mean someone has to be the black sheep
  • Sagittarius: if you and your lover din’t put the same amount of effort into the relationship, then it won’t work
  • Capricorn: what are you going to eat next ? Us ??
  • Aquarius: *in a cinema after the first jumpscare* okay i feel like it’s the right time to leave
  • Pisces: What a good movie let’s never watch it again

wait what-

tbh i found this fascinating lol bcs a non-fan almost believed that theyre actually together, THUS PROVING that im not being delusional😂

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I’m gonna punch someone. How stupid and rude can you be to a person you don’t even know? Yeah, sure, BamBam is a funny kid who likes memes and is up to date to Internet trends but seriously? I don’t even wanna read any comments left on that photo. You people really need to take a look at your life and reevaluate it if you think it’s okay to go throwing your kinky fantasies to an idol who’s just enjoying his holidays with people whom he loves and love him! Can’t you see how wrong it is, that even BamBam, one of the most funny and open-minded idols out there has to speak up bc people keep making him uncomfortable? Ugh, I’m so mad.

Fall Starters because I can't help myself 🍂🍁🌰🎃

“Let’s open some windows, okay?”

“It’s starting to rain…”

“Bring a jacket!”

“Do we really need to go to a pumpkin patch? Can’t we just buy one at Tesco?”

“You sound sick. Are you sick?”

“*sneeze* Sorry, allergies.”

“Wanna go out for Halloween?”

“Looks like it’s time to rake the leaves…”

“Come in here where it’s dry!”

“It’s dark?! Already?!”

“Ooh it’s chilly out.”

“Please, enough with the pumpkin spice.”

“Good morning. No, don’t get up, it’s raining, let’s stay in bed a little longer…”

“I dunno. I’m not quite sure where I stand with her.” Harry murmured, leaning back against the couch as he continued scrolling through his Twitter. “The last time we hung out was on tha’ yacht, and that was basically last year.. I mean, Kendall’s really nice, and she’s proper fit, but the fans get so crazy when I’m seen with her..”

“Don’t mind t’e fans.. Do what makes you happy!” Niall interrupted, shrugging as he did so.

“I read a couple articles before saying she really wants to get back together with you. You should text her or something!” Liam smiled encouragingly, gesturing towards Harry’s phone.

“Wha- are you crazy? I can’t just text her out of the blue and be like, ‘Hey, wanna get some lunch sometime? Okay, bye!’ She’s going to think it’s weird.” Harry scoffed, reaching up to run a hand through his hair.

“Did you see her in the Victoria’s Secret show? Her legs just go on and on..”

Kendall Jenner was a name you honestly didn’t think you’d hear again. You knew that Harry was friends with her, but you never knew he had feelings for her to begin with. Of course, thinking about it now, why wouldn’t he have a crush on her? Long flowing hair, sparkling brown eyes, a dazzling smile, and obviously, she was a model! And it wasn’t like you could protest against Harry without coming off as a jealous, green-eyed monster! In fact, one time, you wanted to tell Harry about your feelings for him, but you had overheard him talking to Liam about how good of a friend you were and.. Well, you decided to stash your feelings for him for another time.

“Okay, Y/N. All you have to do is tell Harry you might have feelings for him. It’s not even a big deal, you know? They’re just words. Nothing to be afraid of.” You were standing outside Harry’s hotel room, and you had been standing here for.. About ten minutes, now. If someone were to see you, they’d think you were a creepy stalker. As you raised your fist to knock against the door, you heard two voices from inside.

“Y/N’s so sweet, I love her to bits.” Harry? That was definitely Harry. He loved you?  Butterflies erupted in your tummy as you leaned in to press an ear against the door. A dopey smile was plastered on your face as you continued listening. Now you knew that maybe, just maybe, Harry liked you back! “She picked up a juice fo’ me this morning, from my favourite juice bar! And she even got a green straw for me.”

“Sometimes I feel like she’s actually in love with you. I mean, she got a juice fo’ me, too.. But she’s like, ten times more thoughtful when it comes to you! I didn’t get a green straw, that’s for sure.” Liam laughed lightly. “Do you think she likes you?” Your eyes widened slightly as you pressed yourself tighter against the door, your heart pounding in your chest. This was literally a life or death situation.

“Y/N? Nah.. I don’ think she likes me. She’s just a nice person t’ everyone.”

“No! No, Harry! I like you!” You whispered quietly, reaching up to pinch the bridge of your nose.

“Even if she did like me, that’d be a little awkward. She’s just a friend to me. And..” By this point, you had completely tuned out. You pulled away from the door slowly, your vision growing a little fuzzy as your eyes went out of focus. You thought you were right, you thought Harry liked you back. Maybe all the signals and signs you thought you were receiving.. Was it just Harry being Harry?

So, yes. You were 99.9% sure that Harry didn’t feel the same way about you as you do about him, and you were.. You were fine! You were over it.. Right?

“If you like her, just go for it. She obviously likes you back. Remember all those pictures from the yacht party?” Liam clicked his tongue, Harry letting out a sigh of frustration before nodding lightly.

“Do we need to bring that back?” You muttered under your breath, your brows stitched together in irritation. Every time the boys were together, they just had to talk about Kendall Jenner. They needed to talk about how pretty she was, how fit she was, how she was definitely Harry’s type. You knew it was bad to be petty and jealous about her, but you couldn’t help it! You looked like a potato standing next to Kendall, and honestly, you were sick of thinking about her. She was all over your Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Tumblr - You name it, Kendall Jenner was on it. And now, knowing for sure that Harry liked Kendall made you sick to the stomach.

“Wha’ was tha’? Couldn’t hear yeh, love.” Harry poked your leg with his toe, raising an eyebrow in curiosity as you looked up from your magazine at him.

“Hm? I didn’t say anything.” You feigned a smile, glancing down at your magazine as you flipped to the next page. Immediately, your smile dropped.

‘Check out Kendall Jenner’s first pair of wings on the Victoria’s Secret-’

“There’s literally no escape from you, is there?“ You grumbled, flipping to the next page roughly. “Anyways, I didn’t say anything.” 

“..Yes, you did.” Harry trailed off, shaking his head when you didn’t respond. “Alright, fine. Little miss stubborn, I’ll leave you alone.” He laughed lightly, noting the grumpy expression that now adorned your face. “Ooh, I was thinking about taking Kendall as my date to the premier for Dunkirk. I don’ know when’s a good time to ask her, though.”

You stopped reading your magazine as soon as those words slipped out of Harry’s mouth. He wanted to take her to watch Dunkirk? But you were always his go-to date for events and shows! That wasn’t fair! Kendall already stole Harry’s feelings, she couldn’t take the best-friend role away as well! You bit your tongue as you flicked through the magazine, feeling a mixture of anger, jealousy, and sadness bubble up inside you. All you had to do was stay calm. Think about things that make you happy. Harry made you happy. Kendall makes Harry happy, obviously. This technique wasn’t working very well.

“Careful t'ere, Y/N. No need t’ destroy t'e magazine.” Niall teased, leaning over to see what tabloid you were reading now. “Blac Chyna left Rob Kardashian? Didn’t she just give birth t’ their baby??”

“So, Dunkirk?” You slapped the magazine against Niall’s chest as he took it quickly, jolting at the sudden outburst from you. “That was a fun time, no?”

“Yeah, it was real fun.. You should know, you were there on set with me everyday, silly goose.” Harry snorted, rolling his eyes playfully.

“Yup. Went on juice runs for you, and I made sure your trailer was always nice and clean for when you came back during breaks. Ironed your uniform, too.” You nodded, feeling your cheeks burn at the sight of Harry beginning to text something on his phone. “And you’re planning to take Kendall?”

“Uh, tha’s what I just said.. Typical Y/N, always half-listening in on conversations.” Harry teased, Liam staring at you warily when your face became noticeably pink from anger.

“Y/N, are you ok-” 

“You know, I just think it’s interesting that you want to take Kendall as your date to the premier of Dunkirk. It’s weird that you haven’t seen her in how many months and suddenly you want to invite her to watch your movie.” You shrugged, sitting up attentively. 

“Jesus, Y/N.” Harry furrowed his brows, setting his phone down and glaring at you. “What’s your problem? Every time we talk about something related to Kendall, it’s like you shut off and turn into an emotionless robot.” He scoffed, crossing his arms. 

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. But if you wanna invite Kendall to watch Dunkirk, that’s fine.” 

“I’m taking her as my date.” 

“Fine, take her as a date! Maybe even take her out for dinner beforehand, why don’t you do that, too?” 

“Y/N-” 

“Just- Why do we always have to talk about Kendall Jenner?!” 

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y/n… where’s ur chiLL 

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OKAY OKAY OKAY

So this is probably wishful thinking but what if team voltron finds Matt early on in season 3 and he becomes a new paladin. For example if Keith takes over as black paladin, then Matt can get red!

Or alternatively, with the whole theory of Lance going spy mode and joining Lotor, somebody is gonna have to take over for blue and who better than Matt!

I understand this has a 1% chance of happening and most likely Allura will take over for the black or red lions but I just really wanna see Matt being a paladin, even if just until they find Shiro

Dating Hae like:
  • IMAGINE ASKING U OUT LMAOOO 
  • it either go two ways tbh 
  • he’d be all fixed up and really nervous to ask you to be his grill and then you’re just like ‘hoe why r u dressed so nicely and why r u sweating so much??' 
  • then he just says it like “Y/N I really like you and dknsksnsowbdibe” and you’re all chill and when he calms down you two talk and boom you’re dating 
  • OR it’d go like 
  • “hey y/n do you wanna see a magic trick?!" 
  • "sure" 
  • "poof you’re now my girlfriend" 
  • "okay DongHyuck" 
  • tbh I see it going both ways -anyways omfg it’d be so fucking fun 
  • he’d tease you a lot how cute -he knows where to stop and he’s actually really soft for you 
  • like he’d always check up on you when he’s out of the country like five minutes later ring ring oh look it’s him again asking if you washed up yet 
  • and the same with him whenever you’re gone you always check on him and ask him how he’s doing and it’s just cUtE 
  • he’s really soft for you like he wants you to be happy all the time and doesn’t want you to be sad ever -but at the same time 
  • "you’re such a bitch y/n" 
  • "I know" 
  • "fuc u" 
  • "thank you Hae" 
  • it’s such a playful relationship 
  • you two are best friends like you do everything together and make fun of each other and just have a lot of fun 
  • "y/n come here I have a secret to tell you" 
  • "What do you want this time" 
  • he leans in real close and then burps into your ear 
  • but it’s all good cause you burp louder 
  • he probably texts you at 3 am just to make fun of something you said before 
  • okay but 
  • imagine accidentally sleeping on his shoulder and him just worrying not knowing what to do but doesn’t move cos he doesn’t want to wake you 
  • and then then he falls asleep after taking pictures to tease you 
  • but the members take pictures of you two and they make fun of you 
  • denies the fact that he likes it, but when you say you won’t do it again he says to do it again lol 
  • he cAnt even beleaf he’s dating you like he’d think you’re an angel and that you own the world or smth 
  • whenever you two fight over dumb shit he’s all like "are we done fighting” and ur just like “ya” and then you’re all good 
  • you two never really fight over anything serious because when one of you guys make a mistake you two own up to it and apologize 
  • like the most serious thing that probably happened was him getting upset you didn’t tell him something first 
  • tbh he just really wants to be number one and wants to be lof by you 
  • like trust is the biggest thing to him and you two would nEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT EACH OTHER 
  • when you visit him when he’s practicing he takes a break and you two sit and he talks about what he did at practice and even though he’s sweating you still get close to him -and then someone would yell “Lee DongHyuck get your ass over here stop making out" 
  • He’d get upset but you’d stay to watch them practice 
  • after he’s done getting clean and you two go out sometimes (more like all the time you visit) and he’s so happy to treat you and you’re like 
  • "STOP WASTING MONEY ON MY I GOT A JOB FOR A REASON HOe" 
  • then he’d say "save your money for our wedding day" 
  • Youd shut up lmao because you’re so embarrassed like who says that y'all only 16 or smth 
  • but you like it 
  • you would scream whenever you two pass by any clothes store and want to buy everything but have no money and you leave before he tries to buy it for you -anyWAY 
  • y'all so soft and nice yet hate each other you kno??? Like it’s so nice to be around him and you think you’re not enough but to him you’re so much more than enough you can look at him and he’d be like ilysm 
  • pls don’t hurt him cos he would never hurt you
Translation of the clip ‘Returned’

Dude* walks into Isak: Be careful where you walk!

Isak: Hey.

Jonas: Hey.

Isak: What’s up?

Jonas: Nah, nothing special.

Isak: Is Mahdi still angry with me?

Jonas: Nobody’s angry with you, man.

Isak: Sure?

Jonas: Yeah. (*pause*) We’re only worried. We don’t get your deal.

Isak: My deal?

Jonas: Yes, you’ve been acting so strange.

Isak: Oh..! Yeah, well, sorry ’bout that. There’s just so much happening now, lately, family and stuff. And I can’t sleep either. Makes me go crazy really fucking fast. But sorry about it.

Jonas: Okay. But…Let me know, if you wanna talk about it.




Use the translation for whatever you want, but please credit.


Is the Dude* who walks into Isak one of the guys Even was talking to?? *RAGE*

anonymous asked:

Oh gosh could you share some headcanons you have for your medieval au?

Um, Yes!

Okay okay here we go with the supercorp medieval au 

  • Kara is really damn good at fighting. Like really damn good. Ever since she was little she’s been running around with a wooden sword pretending to be a fierce knight and begging her adoptive family to let her start properly training.
  • They don’t actually let her until she turns 12 and she becomes a page and it’s strenuous and difficult and she spends her days training tirelessly and she absolutely loves every second of it. 
  • Kara rises up the ranks quickly, moving from page to squire and then from squire to knight faster than most. Eventually she’s one of the youngest to be knighted in the kingdom’s history and the house of el soon blazes out on her shield proudly whenever she rides into battle.
  • Lena never asked to be royalty. She spends her days getting shoved into tight corsets and uncomfortable dresses and is forced to keep her thoughts to herself about how maybe her mother and father aren’t necessarily good rulers. She watches, worrying more and more with each passing year, as the kingdom seems to fall further and further into despair under their harsh rule.
  • She’s a bit reckless, for a princess. Enjoys sneaking out and blatantly ignoring the suffocating rules her parents place on her life and escapes from the castle as often as possible.
  • Kara may be a good fighter but she is young and overeager and sometimes acts before she thinks. One day she defies a direct order from the captain of the guard and her punishment is confinement to the castle, forced to act as guard to a member of the royal family.
  • Lena is furious when her parents tell her that, due to her actions, she will be assigned a personal guard to watch her at all times. They hope that it will prevent her from getting into danger. Because if something happens to her brother, she is next in line for the throne and they need her to be prepared for that. They need someone to carry on their legacy.
  • Kara expects to be in for a boring assignment. One where she has to sit in on stuffy meetings and babysit an old uncle of the king or similar. She does not expect to be assigned to guard the princess. She also does not expect her to be so pretty.
  • Lena surprises both her parents when she takes one look at her new guard, the knight with the gold hair and wide blue eyes, and doesn’t argue.
  • Kara figures out how doomed she is very quickly, but this fact is sealed a month later when the princess kisses her in a hidden alcove of the castle. Lip paint smudging across both their lips because the princess is dressed in an elegant ballgown and she’s supposed to be dancing with royalty from far off kingdoms. But she’s kissing Kara instead and Kara can only think that she is doomed doomed doomed even as she pulls her closer.

Inktober Day #21: Big

Inspired by this lovely art, as I totally agree with it and I love the idea of Mob hitting a growth spurt and growing quite a bit taller than Reigen someday :’) He’s mostly still a string bean (like my brother) but he does have some lean muscle now, so his time in the Body Improvement Club paid off! Reigen is proud…a proud dad indeed.

Ritsu is still the taller brother though, and he’s got the sleep deprived college freshman look down pat (gotta keep those stellar grades up), which is frankly terrifying to everyone BUT Mob X’’D 

You’re Perfect

Summary: Reader is feeling a little insecure before a big party, but Bucky tells her everything he loves about her body. Based on this request by @isoldmysoulforthisblog

Can I make a request? I’ve realized that there aren’t a lot of body worship Bucky x Reader fics so I was wondering if you could write something where the reader is insecure about their body and Bucky just tells them how much he loves their body… Thanks darling 💫

Bucky x reader. FLUFF. Word count: 1,115

TW: body insecurity

A/N: I loved writing this, and hope you love reading it!


“I just don’t wanna go, okay? Do I really need to give you an explanation Bucky?” you asked as you pulled laundry from your hamper and carefully hung it up in your closet. Bucky sat on your bed watching, arms crossed, with confusion plastered across his face.

“Well, doll. You kinda do need to explain. Is it me? Did I say something? Do something? I just don’t understand why you wouldn’t want to go to Tony’s party. Everyone is gonna be there!” said Bucky.

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Did something really stupid in hindsight

I made a right-wing tumblr blog

All right so TLDR it was an awful mistake. Also I kept flip-flopping between making this a serious post or a wacky story and all in all I just wanna laugh at the endeavor and reestablish myself. You are going to have to just deal with the confusion of the following paragraph because there is really, really, no way I can write it without sounding like I’m trying to defend a certain right-wing ideology when really I just read its work and was emotionally touched, without having my beliefs wildly altered.

Okay so me gets really mad at the left after the Trump elections because of the freak outs that were going on. I get really mad and start questioning my allegiance to the left. I’ll explain how upon request (even I’m a bit shocked as to how the hell this happened) but I end up reading the anthology of José Antonio Primo de Rivera, leader of the Falange. Yeah, the Spanish Falange. By some wicked magic, it actually connects with me on a spiritual and existential level. Like, it really awakened my ethos of the nation as a great spiritual entity that spans generations.

I think, maybe, maybe, these right-wing dumbasses on to something. I started browsing right-wing blogs and eventually followed a few. It seemed like a good idea and I eventually make a whole NEW tumblr account after accidentally reblogging a reactionary photoset (which @asgardreid saw and made me have a mini heart attack)

Come in @integratefrom4to4, I start a new dashboard of only right-wing blogs. This is where I observe the tumblr right in their pure form.

AND HOLY SHIT! it was bad! Like it makes you realize how much you just assume to be true when you are around a clique of friends for such a long time. Okay so tumblr left infighting is bad right? But at least it never devolved into debates about if spanking is abuse, actual allegations of religious heresy, and Milo-level circlejerks about how you’re gay but HATE the sjws anyway. Not one, NOT ONE, post about actual statistical research or a theory post with historical or economic backbone. Literally just a bunch of aesthetics (which is something they think is a political issue) and pseudo-intellectual armchair traditionalist philosophy devoid of material analysis. Like god, maybe there is someone like memecucker or Brett in that garbage but I sure as hell didn’t see it. I may believe that there is some spiritual element of a nation and tradition that the left misses, but it shouldn’t be promoted in opposition to the social scientific consensus or respect for marginalized groups within a nation.

Like oh my god, I am definitely more nationalistic and conservative than most on the left but I would never want to be in a community of just these people. So that’s why I wanted to say, I love you guys (the tumblr left). It would be an absolute lie if I were to say that y’all didn’t better me as a person, you brought me to a new level of intellectual inquire I still carry with me in school. Even as a get headaches from your bullshit, I would never want any of you to actually leave me. I want my politics, even with it’s nationalist rhetoric, to be one of the promotion of economic welfare and the lifting of all marginalized peoples to a dignified position.

So, once again, thank you for being with me.

also shout outs to @degeneratefreenewyears for hate following me while also being the second follower of my right-wing blog. I was betting you would have caught on if I cared about keeping up with that blog.

today was mostly good why do i still want to cry

Birthday Girl


Request:  Elijah x reader with prompt 7. “Can you stop staring at my ass” please ^^

Shorttttttttt

Originally posted by agent-69


As my birthday was coming closer i was getting more and more nervous. I wasn’t a birthday kind of a person. Never celebrated when i was a kid and i don’t celebrate now. But after i started dating elijah he started making big deals about these things. I was in a red dress and black stilettos after fighting with Elijah about a party. In the end he made me agree to have one and now i’m regretting it.

“Okay i really don’t wanna have this party. Can we just cancel it” i protested. I was standing in front of the mirror looking myself up and down. It’s not like i wanted the presents or the congratulations. But it was really nice that Elijah wanted to do this for me.

“You look amazing” Elijah complimented while walking over to where i was standing. He put his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek. “Let’s go down and say hey to your guests”

“Your guests” i corrected. Elijah chuckled and took my hands. We both walked out of our bedroom and down the stairs hand in hand. I saw Klaus talking to some woman making me disgusted. “Klaus our daughter needs you” i said trying to make the girl scared.

“What are you doing” Klaus whispered in my ear.

“Hayley isn’t here and i don’t think she would love you hooking up with some woman on the night you’re supposed to watch Hope” i whispered back.

“You have a kid” The blonde bimbo said. I nodded my head. She just shook her head before walking off. Klaus muttered a little “Thanks” before walking away again. The party was a success, i got a lot of gift and met a lot of new people. When the party was over Elijah and i fell onto the bed exhausted.

“Happy birthday by the way my love” Elijah said from behind me.

“Thanks… and can you stop staring at my ass please.” i laughed when i noticed where his eyes were. Elijah laughed before coming over and kissing my cheek whispering a little “sorry”

runedsterek  asked:

So your tags fuckin kill me, especially the ones about Eskimo kisses. Can u elaborate on Isak x Even Eskimo kisses and why they make you all fuzzy? I'd love to hear your thoughts

HELLOOOOOO MY LOVE!!!

Okay I’ve had this ask sitting in my inbox for a couple of days, because, I really wanna commit myself 100% to when I answer this, and answer it as … fully as I can, because, yes, you’re right. Their eskimo kisses make me all fuzzy. They’re probably my most favourite thing about them. This may get long? But urm … yeah, I need to explain.

Eskimo kissing, honestly, is normally, majority of the times, passed off as “just another trivial act of affection and love”, in most cases. It’s given a moment of appreciation where people go “AWW!! That’s cute!!”, and then … that’s it. You move on. It’s never really dwelled upon that much. In short, what I mean to say is, eskimo kissing is super underrated. 

But Even and Isak make it … much, MUCH more than that. They have it be this constant running theme between them, one that never drops midway through the season once they become more sexually/physically close. It remains. It stays. It sticks. Even until the very, very last scene of the season, it stays. 

Now, I don’t know if … it was scripted? Or if Henrik and Tarjei simply improvised it, but … once they had their very first, proper, eskimo kiss in episode 5, where Even and Isak spend the whole weekend in bed, after their first kiss, it’s been an ongoing Thing. Never edited out. Always being there, incorporated. 

What Even and Isak bring into their eskimo kisses is intimacy. Intimacy on a whole other level.  And it’s amazing, just how they showed that level of intimacy right from episode 5, when they’re both lying in bed that weekend, and they become, for the first time, physically close to one another. It instantly becomes so much more intimate, when Isak rubs his nose against Even’s, and Even waits to see what Isak is doing, whilst Isak is simply allowing him to bask in that feeling of being in the arms of a boy. In the arms of THAT boy that he’s felt so MUCH for. In the arms of Even. And Even smiles. He SMILES when he realises what Isak is doing, because … he’s already head over heels for Isak, but here is this boy, who just wants the smallest of touches, the simple feeling of pleasure you get when you are this close to someone you’ve been crushing on for so long, that you can finally lie in bed and brush noses, and the outside world doesn’t matter. And Even reciprocates it back. That, yeah, I feel that too, Isak. I feel that too. 

Yes, it’s cute. Yes, it’s adorable. But I find it also being EXTREMELY intimate. In fact, even more intimate than their actual kisses. Why? Because their eskimo kisses aren’t just used “when they kiss”, they don’t just eskimo kiss then. They eskimo kiss in other times too: in times where they want to comfort each other, or start a conversation with each other. It’s their direct, first point of contact. 

Case in point: In episode 5, before Even asks Isak “So, what do you think your parents would say if we began dating?”, there’s a small, private, intimate moment between them 2, where Even brushes his nose against Isak’s, then bites his bottom lip and looks down, in apprehension for what he’s about to ask Isak (because he KNOWS how big of a deal this is to Isak and him). Isak senses that Even’s … nervous … and Isak then brushes his nose against Even’s. And that’s when Even works up the courage and takes a breath in, and asks Isak the question. 

And again, in episode 8, when Isak says “Only you can feel what you feel”, Even instantly brushes his nose against Isak, again, comforting him, making it a point of contact, before he tells Isak, “And I haven’t felt anything, quite like this, ever.” It’s SO … private. JUST for them. 

Again, in O Helga Natt, what’s the FIRST thing they do? Isak walks up to Even, and he brushes his nose against Even’s, and then traces his nose against Even’s cheek. It’s SO fucking intimate. It’s SUCH a private moment. It’s literally … their first point of contact and communication. No words, just a way of them telling each other, “Hey, we don’t have to speak, but I’m here, ready to listen, when you’re ready to talk. In the meantime, let’s do something we’re both familiar with.”, and they brush their noses against one another.

In episode 10, during Minutt for Minutt, that last bit, where Isak brushes his nose against Even’s. It’s a sign of Comfort. Warmth. Safety. Intimacy. It’s so much more than just being “another physical symbol of love”, it speaks it’s own language. And Even’s deep long breaths that you can hear him take during that bit show him wanting to feel safe, and feeling safe, feeling somewhat content that he has Isak there, and that he’s taking in all this familiarity, this warmth, that Isak’s giving him. 

Even in the last scene of the season, before Sana walks in on them, AGAIN, there is this CONSCIOUS moment, where they both eskimo kiss. But here, it’s Even now providing Isak with some courage, with some calm, because even though Isak said to Even that he doesn’t find it awkward meeting Even’s Mum, so as long as Even’s smiling, and wearing clothes, that things will be chill then, Even still knows just how frightened Isak was that night when Even had his episode. Even can still feel the after effects, hear it in the way Isak’s voice became so serious, even if he was saying it light heartedly. And it’s Even that says, “I promise I’ll wear clothes”, but it’s so much more than that? That’s Even saying to Isak that, I know somedays it’s won’t be easy, and I’m sorry that I scared you as much as I did, but know that … I do love you. Know that, I’m still me. Know that, when you get scared, I can feel it. Know that, I want to soothe your worries and comfort you too, just like how you do with me. We can be that for each other. And then Even goes ahead and brushes his nose against Isak’s, for good measure, a visual, physical measure, to once again show that their eskimo kisses are a sign of comfort. It’s intimate. So intimate, that Sana walks in on them doing THAT, instead of having her walk in on them kissing. They could have EASILY shown Sana walk in on them kissing, but she didn’t. Why? Because their eskimo kisses ARE that much more intimate, and she walked in on THAT, and her fond laughter shows that she too realised she walked in on a very private moment between them 2.

And, well, if that doesn’t make me feel all fuzzy, and warm, and safe … then what will?

Guys I just wanna say that I know this is scary, I’m scared too, but we have time. Obama’s gonna start preparing for this, Congress is gonna start preparing for this. Trump has lots of enemies in politics and even with a republican congress he’s not gonna be able to do anything really awful and he’s not going to be able to do anything right away. We have time. It’s gonna be okay

angst and valentine’s day drama aside, this episode had some really great beats for maggie and alex, both separately and as a couple.

-their argument, where maggie tries to put her walls back up but alex immediately shuts that down with the “you don’t get to run away, we’re in this together” mentality that maggie taught her (you go girl)

-alex was still so patient even when maggie seemed upset: “okay, i’m listening”; and when maggie said “oh do you really wanna know?” her response was calm, open, non-judgmental, just seeking to understand

-maggie immediately trying to dismiss/minimize her own feelings as soon as she gets done telling alex the truth about her coming out, “it’s whatever” - it’s so clear how much she hates being vulnerable like this, especially over 1) a lie and 2) something so personal

-the fact that maggie doesn’t just apologize, she has to go all the way with the over-the-top gesture and having alex dress up and meet her at some secret address (we already know how Extra she is, despite claiming to hate romantic gestures) - and as she’s apologizing, she goes back and validates the HELL out of alex’s feelings, like she ALWAYS does: “you weren’t wrong for wanting to celebrate valentine’s day, you deserve to have someone who’s crazy about you”

long story short they’re perfect for each other and i’m so emo about it