i just really liked this doc

coconut-cat-is-real  asked:

Ahhhh Perisquad is sooo good! I just have two questions​, since there is Chesty, Navy and Eyeball, why isn't there Leggy? And is Peridot in role of a leader, like Doc was?

Thank you! I’m glad you like them.
I wasn’t intending to create exact parallels between Perisquad and the Rubies.
The Perisquad consists of co-workers and friends that our Peri managed to make during her life on Homeworld. And since Peri seems really dedicated to her work and doesn’t socialize much, her group of friends isn’t as big as the rubies.

Waverly telling Nicole “that’s not good enough” when Nicole said “not in public” was so brave to me but also such a Waverly thing to say. She’s only just discovered that she into girls (or just Nicole) and for her to display that to the public so soon was really great to see. I also shouldn’t be suprised. Waverly has always been strong minded and with growing up having a big sister like Wynonna and seeing the way people treat her because shes different, probably helped. I’m in freakin awe of Emily Andras and the other writers. Any other coming out story would have been pretty much the same ‘tip-toe around the subject until everyone isn’t awkward about it’ storyline. Fight for the renewal of this show guys. God knows we need it.

HEY MARK

@markiplier

I LOVE YOUR CHANNEL AND YOU

We as a community love you and support you no matter what as we have shown with how we responded to your recent late night vlog.

But… IMMA NEED TO LEARN YOU SOMETHING.

You said in your ONI livestream that you wanted someone to compile a list of some of the games people wanted you to play.

WELL I HAVE A LIST FOR YOU hoo boi

I started it back in January of 2016. It has over 6 pages of various games. SIX PAGES!

And I realize that you get thousands of messages. Emails and posts just thrown at you. But I still try..

I have made a Google Doc. Shared with your gmail (both markiplier and markipliergame) and I would post the link here but honestly… I put some more personal stuff on there… ANYWHo 

JUST FOLLOW SOME SIMPLE STEPS!

-Go to your google drive

-Get to the search bar

-Look up “Markiplier Master Game Suggestions List”

-Click it 

-READ MY GLORY

-please

I do try to add more games when I can and some games are kinda old but still.

If you do see this, please give me some kind of signal?? Write on the doc, send me an ask, anything.

@markiplier

170619 Naver Today’s Music - Summer Songs Recommended By BTS

Jungkook’s recommendation: Steve Aoki, Louis Tomlinson - Just Hold On

“Exciting songs are a must when it comes to summer right? The more you listen to this song, the better your mood will be, it’s great for summer.”

Jungkook’s recommendation: One Ok Rock - We Are

“When you sweat and are tired because of the hot weather, you can find your inner peace by listening to this song. If you turn it on so loud as if your earphones are going to burst, it’ll give you strength no matter how hot and frustrated you feel.”

Jimin’s recommendation: YUI - Good-Bye Days

“It’s a song I have been listening to a lot since I was young. I don’t know since when but I have come to listen to this song whenever I feel good, tired or sad, regardless of the season. I think it’s a good song to enjoy when summer comes too.

Jimin’s recommendation: Sara Bareilles - Love Song

“This song makes your mood better just from listening to it. I want to listen to this song in the summer too.”

V’s recommendation: Chet Baker - Blue Room

“This is a song by my favorite trumpeter Chet Baker. It suits summer nights too. I want to make a song with this kind of mood.”

V’s recommendation: Sigur Ros - All Alright

“I like songs that can be listened to at dawn the most. It’s a good song to listen to when walking on the bridge at dawn in the summer. This is also one of the songs with styles that I want to try composing among my favorite songs.”

J-hope’s recommendation: Jazzyfact - Waste Of Time

“A song that expresses well the feeling of wasting time staying at home in the beautiful summer. Whenever I listen to this song, I want to go out and play.”

J-hope’s recommendation: Justin Bieber - Beauty And A Beat

“The first song that comes to my mind when talking about summer. Every piece of melody makes me think of the sea. It gives the summer vibe even when listening in other seasons.”

Rap Monster’s recommendation: Frank Ocean - Super Rich Kids

“The first song that comes to my mind when talking about summer. It has just the right amount of excitement and relaxation. I want to listening to this song and lie down on the tube, floating on the water. It makes me feel like a ‘super rich kids’ like the title.”

Rap Monster’s recommendation: Peppertones - Ready, Get Set, Go!

“If Frank Ocean’s song is the sea or swimming pool, this song makes me think of the mountain or park. When it’s hot, speeding down on a bike while turning on bluetooth speaker loudly and let the wind embrace my face is just perfect. Such a simple thing like that makes me more excited and enjoy the summer more.”

Suga’s recommendation: DJ DOC - Summer Story

“When I was young, I used to go to the manga store to escape the heat and this song was always turned on there. I think the store owner really liked this song. I always think of this song whenever summer comes.”

Suga’s recommendation: Clon - Kung Dari Shabara

“I once went to Cheongsong Valley with my cousin in the hot summer when I was young. We sang ‘Kung Dari Shabara’ together there. I still remember that time clearly whenever talking about summer now.”

Jin’s recommendation: Julia Michaels - Issues

“I listened to this song for the first time when I went to Billboard Music Awards not long ago. Seeing her welled up with emotions and cried after the performance ended made me feel ‘So that’s emotions’. Her voice’s really beautiful, I hope many people will listen to this when summer comes.”

Jin’s recommendation: Luis Fonsi, Justin Bieber, Daddy Yankee - Despacito

“This song makes you feel like you’re at a festival in South America. A perfect song to dance to alone when you wake up in the morning and take a shower. I get excited for no reason from listening to this song.”

my thoughts on logan *spoilers*

-LOGAN WAS SO FUCKING GOOD HOLY FUCK
-never in a million years did i think i would cry so many times during an xmen ~related~ film but bitch!!!
-this movie came after me so many times i am shook
-this was such an emotional experience
-it was so packed too i usually go on discount days but i had to see this and wow literally not a seat left open!!!
-first movie from the franchise to be rated r and damn!!! It really needed it, i can’t imagine the film being pg 13
-i really loved the r rating… the gore the cussing the darker and more mature tone was something i didn’t think i needed til i saw this film
-the darker tone made it so much more intense and made logan feel more human
-fight/action scenes were all pure gratuitous fun i enjoyed all of it
-laura is adorable and shes a bad bitch my daughter will be like that!!! like wow this girl got paid to deadass be silent for half the movie but when she talked i was shook af
-and the nurse gabriella being aleida from oitnb like hey girll!!
-the banter between professor x and logan ugh and when logan called charles his dad
-this side of wolverine/ logan was so raw and sad.
-he def was not the mutant hero ive grown up watching but that was also the refreshing part bc it made it seem more realistic to me
-heartbreaking to watch someone spiral downward especially with the drinking and self hatred and the suicidal thoughts ugh
-laura is a mini wolverine but gonna grow to be so much stronger i love her every time she fucked someone up i was screaming YAAS
-finding out shes his daughter ugh i knew it bur dang!!
-honestly pierce the bad guy was sexy af i was having dirty thoughts while hating him at the same time
-i’m not a box of avocados logan
-logan is really so broken and traumatized inside
-charles telling logan that this is what its like to be normal before he left with that mans to fix the water or whatever
-and its sad to see charles so weak and sick and trapped in his mind and broken as well after what he did in westchester
-losing control is so awful and seeing someone who was once so great be at this point hurts
-THIS FILM WAS AFTER ME YALL I WAS SO ATTACKED
-when charles woke up in that familys house and was talking about how he remembered things and that it was the best night of his life but he didnt deserve it I WAS CRYING
-then i was like OMFG LOGAN IS ABOUT TO KILL HIM??? Turns out it was his fuckass clone mutant but i was still shook
-hugh jackman is a daddy he can still get it
-logan coping with charles was so sad this father son relationship rly fucked me up it was so cute when they were joking abt the past at academy during dinner
-laura gives me life!!! W her docs and cute ass outfit in sunglasses but she still vicious yas queen
-her relationship w charles was so beautiful too
-her driving!!! Aha and finally speaking that was a funny cute lil scene i was expecting her to be a little sassier but that wouldnt fit the tone of the movie so its all good
-all the cute lil mutant kids!!!! omfg so adorable its really fcked up what they were doing at transigen i was heated ugh
-they were so sweet helping him and ugh the scenes just between logan and laura rlly fucked me up like when she held his hand after he buried charles…
-my god the development of these relationships really messed me up!!!
-honestly his self loathing and pity party was getting a little annoying and the whole im no good for you act etc etc but i understand i guess
-telling laura she and her friends reminded him of the xmen RIP
-“people hurt me” “were different i hurt people”
-ugh i literally love them so much when he told her he was gonna shoot himself w that bullet then she took it from him wow cryin
-him being like u dont need me everyone i care about gets hurt or killed then she roasted him with the “THEN I GUESS ILL BE FINE” like damn girl
-ugh him coming to the rescue and taking the green stuff ugh i just knew this wouldnt end well but the fight scenes and seeing some of the kids use their powers was nice
-also enjoyed all the bad guys gettjng absolutely destroyed
-literally FUCK clone logan so hard she was really goin at him but i knew logans fate was inevitable since it was hughs last hoorah but wow
-SOBBING HES LITERALLY IMPALED ON THAT FUCKING TREE DYING ANS SHES CUTTING THE TREE AND REALIZES SHE CANT SAVE HIM
-SHE LITERALLY LOST EVERY ADULT WHO CARED FOR HER “dont be what they made you”
-i was in fucking puddles then she held his hand and called him fucking daddy!!!! THAT RUINED ME WHEN SHE ACKNOWLEDGE HE WAS HER FATHER HOLY FRICK
-“so this is what it feels like” logans last words realizing what its like to care for someone again/what it feels like to die omg laura crying made me cry
-then her speech after she buried him!!! THEN SHE WENT AND TURNED THE CROSS TO AN X AND I FELT APART OF MY SOUL DIE LIKE KNOWING EVERYONE IN THAT UNIVERSE FROM THE XMEN WERE DEAD. IT HIT ME SO HARD
-the end. thank u for sticking w me if u read this whole thing talk to me about it im emotionally unstable
-idk i prob left some stuff out but this is a lot already im lowkey so sad rn
-i cant wait for the next xmen movie with the other cast i need more this was all my childhood upto now i need it all please

I don’t know if I’m in love but oh god it sure feels that way. The sun shines differently on her and her smile washes over me like the first light of morning and she just cut her hair so that her ear sticks out from behind golden strands in the most beautiful way. She’s made of moonbeams and lavender and her mind works in the most beautiful ways; she’s not innocent but she is so good and kind to me. When she’s close to me I swear my blood corrodes my veins and it’s all I can do not to kiss her, let all the I love you’s that I’ve whispered into the darkness of my room cascade from my lips, to let her know everything even if it hurts. To tell her that she means everything to me.

With All My Heart - Part 1

Word Count: 1922

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Hospitals 

A/N: There will be no separate taglist for this series. For all updates, turn on post notifications for @torn-and-frayed-writes

With All My Heart Masterlist


Five hours for one stupid mishap. Jensen couldn’t believe his own stupidity. One minute he was cutting vegetables to make himself dinner, the next the knife slipped and he’d damn near cut his own thumb off. He knew it would need at least a few stitches so instead of calling Jared and listening to the teasing forever, he wrapped it up and drove himself to the hospital where he sat for five hours before finally getting seen.

He was on his way out when he saw you waiting to check in. You didn’t look great; pale, sweaty, slightly shaky. You took a breath and he saw your eyes roll back. He knew the look and he sped into action, catching you as you collapsed, stopping you from hitting the ground. “Can I get some help?” Jensen yelled. “She just passed out!”

“What happened?” A group of nurses and a doctor rushed out with a gurney, taking you from Jensen and lying you down. “Did you bring her in?”

“No.” Jensen shook his head. “I was on my way out and I saw her about to faint. I caught her. I have no idea who she is. She’s burning up though.”

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They’re not what Zevran was expecting.

The plan isn’t ruined, per se, but he was rather counting on them to be slightly less suspicious. Grey Wardens are heroes of legend, and people routinely called heroes are supposed to be giving and trusting. This lot clearly isn’t. The elf - Dalish, if he’s seeing correctly - and Qunari are just short of openly disdainful, trading eyerolls when they think no one can see. At least, he clearly sees the elf roll her eyes; the Qunari is on the far side and perhaps more mannerly than Zevran gives him credit for.

Perhaps only the human is a Grey Warden then. He certainly seems eager to assist the woman Zevran’s hired. His information is scare and outdated; it’s entirely possible the others could be tagalongs. That would be more fitting. Champions sometimes amass a following, and outlaw heroes have their own appeal. And if the Grey Warden is this blindly trusting, well, he certainly needs them.

That rather complicates things for him though. The two suspicious ones are scanning the horizon, shoulders tight, clearly expecting something. The massive dog - and Zevran’s not sure if he’s a Grey Warden or not, this being Ferelden - is scenting the air. They’re not going to make it to the wagon.

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Why I love Wynonna Earp

Okay but like, let’s be real here. 

Regardless of the fact that some visual effects are laughable and the show can’t really be taken seriously, Wynnona fucking Earp has taught me so much. 

Honestly. Just, wow

Like:

  • Waverly and Wynonna’s relationship is totally sister goals. They love, support and protect each other so much that it’s beautiful (and hilarious), and they definitely set a wonderful example of what sisters should be like. 
  • Friendships are fucking important and can form from the most inconspicuous places. (Dolls and Doc? Nicole and Wynonna? The whole Black Badge Division team in Purgatory? Even Jeremy!)
  • Doc didn’t leave! He fucking came back instead of running away and that’s- that speaks volumes about someone’s character. 
  • We should embrace who we are, regardless what other people think. (I’m pretty sure this can be applied to basically every single person on the show.) 
  • And that we should be who we want to be and not who others want us to be. (Kind of like the one above, but not exactly the same.) 
  • Also, let’s talk about how Waverly learned to never settle with what she thought she deserved. We can all unanimously agree that Nicole is a thousand times better than Champ. They’re not even in the same league. I mean, hello, she’s an Offi- no, my bad- Agent. Whose name is Haught
  • Moving on to Wynonna. After all the crap she’s been through, I think it’s safe to say that sometimes it’s okay to not be okay. There will always be someone there to help you get back on your feet, even if it takes a little while (of course, alcohol should not be that someone, but it’s Wynonna, so I’ll let it slide…).
  • People change, and there’s nothing you can do about it. (Cue Willa. *shudders*) 
  • Everything is better if people work together. This is self explanatory and can be seen in every. Single. Episode. 
  • Consent is sexy as hell. And also a very, very important and often overlooked part of every relationship. (Thank you, Emily Andras, you are, without a doubt, a Queen.)  
  • And, on that note, Nicole fucking Haught is exactly what every significant other should be like. Supporting, hard working, patient, loving… the list goes on and on and on… We all deserve someone like Nicole Haught and I think that’s lovely. 


I’m sure that there are many, many other lessons, but these are just the first that came to mind. I don’t know, WayHaught is beautiful and wonderful and lovely, but there’s also soooooo much more to be appreciated on this show. These are just my two cents, at least.  

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Dr. Iplier and Bim Bonding

“Sometimes the stress gets to you, you know? I want to help people by saying all bad news before…well, their deadline, and I know people don’t generally like hearing they’re dying. Bim- he just knows how to cheer me up. It might be because he’s in the field of entertainment or he’s just a great, funny guy. Either way, he’s really amazing.”

“It’s quite saddening to receive the bad news, but to give them? As aloof as Doc might be, he wants to help you by throwing the bad news already. I think that’s quite an admirable trait. He was there for me with my little issue about Matthias. I’ll be here with this.”

(Well, here’s another comic of them. I’m starting to love them as much as Bing/Google what the heck. Oh well XD It’s fun lol)

seventeen as group mates in a school project

s.coups: the leader (obviously) but he wouldn’t be overly bossy; vv chill but still responsible

jeonghan: king of procrastination; “yeah i’ll get it done tomorrow i promise”; always eventually does his work

joshua: the kiasu one is the first to finish his part; offers to help the others with their components bc he’s that kind of person

jun: unpredictable; the amount of effort he puts in depends on how much he likes his group mates tbh

hoshi: really on all the time; “guys i made a timeline of when we have to finish each stage so we’ll have an extra week to edit and consolidate everything”

wonwoo: really hates group projects; not because he doesn’t like people but because he always gets put with people he doesn’t like

woozi: watches everyone arguing on the group chat but never actually says anything until one day when he’s like “why can’t we just use this as a source” and everyone’s like WHY DIDN’T I THINK OF THAT

dokyeom: emails the teacher 1238912 times because he keeps forgetting what he’s supposed to do; does a really good job in the end

mingyu: in charge of designing their slides; spends ages going back and forth between themes bc he can’t choose; “guys which one do you like better” “MINGYU NO ONE CARES JUST PICK ONE ALREADY”

minghao: his report is always the shortest; probably like 200 words; manages to fit all the points in there like how do you do that 

seungkwan: didn’t know google docs was a thing; kind of stubborn and doesn’t really like listening to other peoples’ ideas; but gives in eventually

vernon: keeps sending memes to the project group chat; wants to use “yahoo answers” as a source; introduces everyone to simple wikipedia

dino: includes way too much info; has these statistics from 1483; “chan this is about millennials why do you even have that”

anonymous asked:

what do you think your favorite red vs blue character and your favorite undertale character would look like combined?

OHHOHHH DUDE I always wanted to make a little RVB/UT crossover I had a list somewhere where I was comparing characters… SABBY WHERE ARE YOU?! I mean I answered an ask a while ago that involved UT and RVB BUT AHH you mean like Steven Universe Fusion Style?! Oh man that’s gonna be messed up! But here goes nothing: 

I present you… Mettarge?!?! SHOTGUNS EVERYWHERE BABY!!!

I hope Sarge is happy to finally fuse with a robot XD OMG a ghost robot, Church and Mettaton have more in common than we think. 

And YES Sarge is my favorite, it’s super tight between him and Simmons but really, I love all the red and blues, like Doc once said, 

LET’S ALL BE PURPLE <3 or I’m probably just paraphrasing hmmm

charmer week day 2: first date

“Em. Em. Em.”

Em was lying on her bed, lazily turning pages in her book. She refused to look up at Caitlin.

“Emily. Emilyyyyyyyy…”

Em turned another page in her book. Caitlin could see a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth.

“Emily Rachel Eastman,” implored Cait. “Light of my life. Most generous roommate. Finest setter on the Samwell Women’s Volleyball team. Do I look okay enough for this date?”

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hi friends!! so a few months ago i started printing out my headers because i really like how it makes my notes look uniformed and i love how it saves so much time compared to when i hand-letter my notes (i take rly long when i letter because im a perfectionist lmao). lately a lot have been asking me about how i print my headers so here’s a step by step tutorial!!(side note: this is only how i do it though, so however you guys do it will vary on how exactly how you want your headers to look like, the size of your paper, etc!! i use muji b5 paper) **i’m really not that good at givin instructions btw so if u have any more questions just hit me up fam. this is my first tutorial/tips post pls forgive me if im kinda confusin lolz

this is a tutorial using google docs!! i don’t really use word but im sure there’s a setting similar like this for microsoft?? not sure tho ok

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*sweats nervously* Um yeah ignore that last bit of dialogue.

Decided that the next intro page for the Behind the Scenes Crew would be Dr. Brent Carver, the medical staff and team dad of the crew.

Basically Dr. Carver is sick of everyone’s crap (even mine apparently). He still does his job and does it well, but he’s a massive grump. I think the only time he’d be sweet would be around his daughter, Piper. And very rarely to Dr. Flug and 5.0.5. Demencia annoys him too much. He and Black Hat are grump buddies.

I do want to say that everyone, and I mean EVERYONE in the Behind the  Scenes crew ships Paperhat, even Dr. Carver.

If I get a blood or urine test for something other than an STD, would it find an STD anyway?

Someone asked us:

If I have a blood and/ or urine test (that was not specifically looking for STDs/ STIs) is it possible it would find an STI/STD or is it processed a different way to look specifically look for STDs/STIs. Also if it came back positive for an STD/ STI, would the doctor tell me?

Blood and urine samples are usually only tested for whatever your doctor or nurse orders them for. For example, if you’re getting a blood test to check for cholesterol as a part of a yearly physical exam, the lab will only test for that and STD tests won’t be included. So in most cases, you need to ask for STD tests.

The same goes for pap tests and pelvic exams. Your doctor can’t usually tell by looking at you that you have an STD (especially really common ones like chlamydia or gonorrhea), and pap tests only look for changes in your cervix caused by HPV (one of many STDs).

So speak up. Just say, “Hey doc, I think I’d like to get tested for STDs.” Then you can talk about which tests are needed, or whatever else is on your mind when it comes to STDs.

Visit your nearest Planned Parenthood health center or another clinic, health department, or doctor or nurse for STD testing.

-Emily at Planned Parenthood

In light of this YOI “shit list” drama:

(This is copied from my own tweet thread on this subject. My personal thoughts on being blacklisted are at the very bottom. )

Something like this happened at my high school, and I’ll tell you what it did.

Some seniors in the two graduating classes before mine kept something called the “Senior Hit List.” Sounds horrible, right? It was a google doc full of people’s names. I never had access or had this list explained to me, but it was there and it existed.

Apparently it was just full of people these seniors didn’t like, for really any reason. Those people were ignored and occasionally bullied (on a minor scale, nothing huge. Rich people school.)

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This is my traumatic birth story and I don’t want to make anyone feel uncomfortable so pls don’t read if you are sensitive to this stuff but I had to get it out thanks to Yukimura. 

I know no one probably cares or will read this but, man…Yukimura’s life story and current Divine Bride Epilogue really hits home for me personally. I just need to get this out for myself. And my own feelings. 

I knew from early on in my pregnancy that I would have trouble giving birth. I just had this feeling, I can’t explain it. I LOST weight during pregnancy, though my doc said “You’re my star patient! So healthy!” I couldn’t eat. I was thinning out like crazy except for my tummy and felt weak. I ate, MAYBE, a single piece of toast a day and I would probably puke that up. I wish I was exaggerating.  

I know we don’t always know…but I knew. I kept asking my OBGYN questions, “can you do an extra ultrasound” “what about a C-Section? Should I have one?” etc but she would not listen. Always brushed it off. “You won’t have a C-Section it’s very rare.” Because I was thin…I was “healthy.” *rolls eyes* 

When it came time to actually give birth it was terrible. No matter who you are, the pain is terrible. That aside, it took me close to 30 hours, with no sleep, because every few moments I had to keep switching positions because my sons heart rate would drop and the nurses were rushing in to move me into a new position. 

Bless the nurses, by the way. I remember each and every one of them, as they switched shifts. They held my hand, they talked to me and joked with me. When I got a personal card from my favorite one I broke out crying at home. Anyway…

It was a terrible process. When it came “time” to push, it just wasn’t happening. It is mostly a blur but I believe I pushed for 3 hours. 3. Fucking. Hours. ( again, my labor was over 30 hours) I cried. I wanted a fully natural birth but that had slipped from my hands a long time ago. My husband was next to me encouraging me every step of the way. They used the vacuum on my son in a desperate attempt but it only caused more damage. 

Finally, the delivering doctor admitted we were in danger. There was no other option but an emergency C-Section. In a matter of minutes we were whisked away to the operating room. I remember the fear I felt, when they asked my husband to wait outside while they prepped me in the OR. (I have been in the medical field personally and been interested in it since I was very young, wanting to be a doctor and my mother ran a clinic. I did sports medicine for years and i KNOW THE SMELL OF BETADINE.)  I felt so alone and terrified. 

When they finally cut me and began operating I could feel it. I guess they didn’t give me enough drugs but I looked to the anesthesiologist and said “I can feel  their hands digging inside me” (LOL it hurt but whatever I could deal with it) and he upped my dosage. 

They let me see my son for a moment. Less than 5 seconds…..just a glimpse of his blue face….before they took him away from me. I didn’t even get to hold him…Just a flash of his face. My husband and I will never forget the sound of his first cry and that was the greatest sound in the world! 

No one would tell me what was going on. 

“He needs some extra help so we are taking him to the NNICU” 

That was all I got. All WE got. No one would talk to me. No one would tell me what was going on with my baby. 

I got an infection and stayed a week longer in the hospital than was normal, but I don’t care because I got to visit my son in the NNICU. He was in there the whole time, hooked up to many wires and tubes…his little feet were full of poke wounds from getting his blood. I don’t want to go too much into it…

Taking him home was the greatest day of my life. 

And now, he is a healthy and happy boy who LOVES animals of ANY kind, cars, and snuggles. 

I am alive. 

The doctor told me, in the hospital, that he was just TOO large for me. I am small and he was a very large baby. “He got stuck. We got him out to his shoulders and that’s all we could do…there was no other way we could pull him out, he would not fit.” 

He explained to me, that had they not done the emergency C..we both would have died. BOTH of us…And extremely sobering thought. 

My regular OBGYN was not ‘on-call’ during my delivery. Even so. She admitted to me “had we done a 3rd trimester ultrasound I would have seen how much larger he was than what your small frame could handle (:” 

Oh, WOW. like WHAT I FUCKING ASKED FOR. 

????

Gosh, this got long. But either way, it still hits home. Every day I thank my lucky stars that I was born in a time that modern medicine could save us both. I don’t blame Yukimura for being cautious. You should be. Birth is NOT an easy and beautiful process and anyone that has birthed a child will agree. It is SCARY. 

Reading things like that just makes me so grateful. I know we all strive for natural…but I am forever in the debt of the people that helped me along the way and kept me and my son alive. 

I could post pictures of my son hooked up in the NNICU but I have posted pics of him before on my popular blog and been paranoid so I wont. And don’t even get me started on PPD because I felt so terrible not being able to properly give birth. 

Anyway, as much as voltage upsets me sometimes with its bullshit on ‘rape’ etc…I am extremely grateful to have a character that can relate to a rough birth. I would NEVER want my son to feel bad for me passing and him living. EVER. I will give my life a million times over for my child. Hands down. And also seeing my husband being so aware of the dangers at the time and worrying about it made me cry. 

Bless this. Bless this event. I know it is more rare than anything but I am thankful that they gave me a backstory I can connect with. I can’t explain how hard this is to cope with as a mom and I know if Yuki was my son I would just want him to know that he is the only thing that mattered to me. 

And again If he was my husband. I don’t care if I die, though it IS scary, of course. I do my part for my family, I know the risks, and I want them to both live a happy life and smile. 

When you're feeling lazy but you have/want to write, just know that the docs on Google Drive have your back!

Just open a document, click on ’tools’ and then on ’voice typing’. The icon of a microphone will show up: just click on it and talk away, iT WILL FRIGGING WRITE WHAT YOU SAY

I’ve just found this out but I feel like it has already fixed all my problems as a writer and a student!

AND IT WRITES IN DIFFERENT LANGUAGES TOO! Just make sure to change the language when the microphone icon shows up!

Reblog to help a buddy in need!

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs