i just really like watching him cry

You know what ? I’m not just happy Yuuri and Viktor kissed.

I’m happy it happened in nice conditions. Like I knew they kissed before watching the episode. But I was afraid it would happen just as a “cheering measure” from Viktor. And it wouldn’t be the same. Like when he was like “should I kiss you ?” I was hoping it wouldn’t be here.

But no. They actually talked. Sure, the way Viktor is like “I don’t know what to do when someone cry / should I kiss you or something ?” may look a bit cold. But to me it’s really because he doesn’t know how to comfort him, especially that he felt he already did a lot. He’s a bit overwhelmed himself by the situation, awkward, and hitting his limit as an unexperimented coach. 

But he didn’t forcefully kissed Yuuri. He suggested it more as a “what should I do ?” and he actually voiced it in front of Yuuri. Consequence ? Yuuri told him. Yuuri voiced his insecurities, the reason of his anxiety, and what he expected from Viktor. He called him on the bad stuff he was starting to do, telling him when he was wrong to do so. It’s communication and it’s so important.

I thought it was so important that the kiss happened after Yuuri’s program because :

  1. It was a true moment of happiness, an impulsive act, but not in the “it was just an impulse it won’t happen again” but a “I’m so so happy for you you’re awesome I just can’t hold it anymore”. It was so genuine and happy, it was healthy. Healthier than just a “cheering measure”.
  2. Yuuri finally put himself at Viktor’s level. He stopped idealizing him, realizing he also had his limits. He realized Viktor had his limits, that he wasn’t all perfect, especially on the coach side. And he put himself at his level by performing his signature jump. He reached to Viktor as he fully realized this “god” he saw before really was just human, a human he adores and love, and that he is able to equal and surpass too. Not just in a “I’m better than you” but a “I’m worthy of you and you are worthy of me”. They’re on the same level, and to me, that the kiss happened after that was important. Because at that moment their relationship is really balanced.
  3. Also the head poking. It was important it was before too. It showed how if Viktor can tease Yuuri, Yuuri doesn’t feel bad for teasing Viktor too. Like the first time he was all panicked apologizing ?? Here he does it willingly just as a bit “you tried to mess with me ? See, I’ll mess with you” but in the most innocent way ? It’s complicity here and I LOVE it.

I should be working and not writing meta on yuri on ice.


You’ve brought up this issue before, this issue of not feeling like you’re in control. Do you remember? When we spoke about your father.

I am just so proud of Isak for not letting that bit about Sonja slide. I love that he was completely honest when he said “well, you said you broke up with her before and two days later you were making out. So I can’t just ignore her.” 

Thank was so brave of him because he just bottles things up but not anymore. He wants to be with Even. Like, really be with him without the bullshit. And Even heard him. He heard it and saw it on his face that he’s serious.

So I feel perfectly confident that they will talk everything out because Isak isn’t playing. It’s them or nothing. 

Hwarang: Hansung.

The only reason I started watching this drama was Kim Taehyung, but I admit that after the first two episodes it got me hooked. But that doesn’t mean that I forgot about Hansung because everytime he appeared on screen I started smiling like a fool and feeling so proud.

Before the drama started and the character pictures were posted, everybody was sure that Hansung looked like that character that will die. I just laughed it off, “they wouldn’t kill him on his first drama”, but now…

Now it became true and I can’t really blame anyone, yes they did me so dirty, making me cry till I’ll drown in my own tears and it was the first time I sincerely cared about a character, and seeing him go… I just, it felt so real, and he only wanted happines and peace, Hansung.

I’m happy that there are only two episodes left, because otherwise I don’t think I could’ve watched it till the end, without my heart breaking while waiting for Hansung to appear.

I want to applaud Kim Taehyung for his acting and for being such a wonderful person, and… I can’t wait for his next drama. * but i swear to god if he dies in that too i’ll cut somebody*

 I just watched Matpat’s newest video…

 I literally started crying. 

 I knew he was getting hate and a lot of it and hearing him talk about it just broke my heart. I could literally hear the hurt in his voice. He by no means deserved any of that. No one does

 Personally, I love his theories and him as a person. (As all who follow me know) Do I think all his theories are true. No. What I like about them is the creative nature. The amount of work he puts into each one. The way that they make me think. I think some people miss these aspects and just go straight for the hard true/false.

 And just the whole giving the Pope undertale thing that he talked about. I actually thought it was a nice gift, in the symbolic sense. Which, is what Mat intended it to be. I actually got really sad after seeing all the hateful comments towards him afterwards. Some people…

 Mat is a kind, hardworking person who never fails to cheer me up. His theories, his live streams, I adore them all. I am truly sorry that he had to go through all that. 

Holy SHIT, I know we’re all pretty totaled in the feelings department. BUT let’s take a moment to appreciate how this show handles minor characters’ development too.

They could have just as easily focused on only the “main competitors” that we’ve already seen and become acquainted with, but no, instead they give us scenes like this in an episode that’s already filled to the brim with ships.

I don’t know about everyone else, but I really enjoyed watching Yurio evolve as a character in this episode, and also see that we weren’t just introduced in passing to Otabek. We get Viktor’s view on him, but then later we see him actually interact with Yurio, and in the same scene we are given a backstory that creates a bond between us and the character.

This show continues to surprise me and it makes me cry with happiness every time.

So I just came back from seeing Fantastic Beasts for the second time and it’s just so amazing :D. I could watch it again and again.

I noticed some Newtina things I had forgotten:

When Graves is questioning Newt, when he shows them the Obscurus Newt is explaining himself to Tina and tells her that the Obscurus can’t hurt anyone anymore. When Graves sentences them to death the first thing Newt does is defend her and say that Tina did nothing wrong. Even though technically she’s the reason he was getting arrested, he didn’t blame her at all

When they’re all standing on the roof and Newt tells Tina about the demiguise and then she takes a step closer to him and I had thought they were going to kiss (the first time I watched the movie) but then she says ‘Gnarlak’ and he’s like ‘excuse me?’

When Queenie goes to kiss Jacob in the rain, they cut to Newt and Tina. Newt is sort of crying watching Jacob, and Tina just glances sideways at Newt with such affection in her eyes. (I really want to see a gif set of the Jakweenie kiss, and also the part where it cuts to Newtina)

When Tina and Newt are at the pier, when she has tears in her eyes and he promises to send her his book, for a second there he stares at her and she asks him, 'Does Leta Lestrange like to read?’ I feel like there’s some pain there but for a second Newt is just like, 'who?’
I really liked that cuz even though they’re gonna show that he’s still somewhat in love with Leta in the next movie, for a moment there with Tina he completely forgot her.

I did notice other non Newtina things too but right now they’ve slipped my mind. :P Even though I’ve made a mostly Newtina blog I just love ALL aspects of the movie so much and I can’t wait for the next movies!

anonymous asked:

11, hoshi? u3u you're the best u3u♡

hoshi/reader + 11. “i almost lost you” kiss

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It was truly just supposed to be an innocent date, really. Soonyoung hadn’t imagined it’d end up like this.

The night started with a movie, a comedy, Soonyoung had reminded himself, not a sad movie, no, that’d make him cry. And although your first date was only a memory now, he really wasn’t prepared to make you watch him cry from some dumb movie.

(He didn’t end up crying, which he thought was good.)

After the movie, the two of you innocently went to a small cozy restaurant, one that wasn’t too fancy, and of course, Soonyoung had planned this all out in his head. To fans and others, he might appear a little messy, maybe even clumsy, but Soonyoung truly had a much bigger mind than others thought, and he was content with the way things were going.

After all, you were too special for him to treat to you anything like take-out indoors.

And then after a nice dinner, the two of you walked around the town, admiring the city lights and the calm atmosphere of it all at night.

He wasn’t expecting a car that big to come barreling towards the two of you. More importantly, it would hit you before it would even hit him, and he saw his world at that point flashing before his eyes. He wouldn’t let that happen.

It was sudden, but he yelled, “Watch out!” before scooping you into his arms sloppily and doing a quick body roll to the side, ignoring any rocks that dug into his side, never letting go of you. Please be safe, please be safe, please be safe, he repeated in his head.

When he looked up, the car had rammed its way into the front of the restaurant, and looking down, he saw your figure trembling in his arms and he sighed in relief.

“Soonyoungie..?” you asked, dazed but well aware of what most likely just happened. He looked at you for two seconds before pulling your lips to his, wrapping his arms around you so tightly, you thought you’d break.

He pulled away, and you watched as a tear threatened to stream down his face. “You’re alright,” he muttered quietly. “My baby’s alright,” he sputtered, pulling you into a hug. “Yah, Soonyoungie, I thought you said you wouldn’t cry,” you whispered, feeling your shirt become wetter, most likely with his tears. He shook his head. “I almost lost you.”

Bystanders around the restaurant began to pour in and while a few of them passed by and asked if the two of you were fine, most of them didn’t notice the couple embracing on the ground, having barely avoided the slight disaster.

last one for tonight bc yall are honestly too much aha (also new rule: no submitting the same number in twice! ik this sounds kind of fucked up but this is just for the need of variety bc i keep getting the same numbers in my inbox ://)

-admin steph

So I decided to watch Jongdae fancams from GDA, now my heart hurts even more. He really did look so sad and I hate that.

During the award acceptance speech, he kept his eyes and head down and didn’t speak very long at all.

During For Life there were times when I thought he looked like he would cry from his facial expressions. I truly hope he is okay because as a Jongdae Stan I’m worried and I hate to see him that way.

Maybe I’m just overreacting but he definitely didn’t seem his usual happy, smiling and hyper self at all.

Kim Jongdae please keep smiling as brightly as possible because nothing should ever take away that beautiful smile

He truly deserves so much happiness, love and support. I wish I could give him all of that and much more. This kind hearted angel should always have a smile on his face, he deserves the world.. ♡

It wasn’t supposed to be such a quick drabble but since I have no time to perfect it, here you go…

well then, ekhem- KUROBAS CUP 2015 MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A MESS.

Every time I see -tch- every time I RECALL crying Kenshou and Yuuki comforting him, my eyes go wet immediately. I know they became good friends after all this time and all but… that scene… I just cannot handle it without emotions simmering inside me ;W;

I shipped KagaKuro but not as a great fan or sth - I believe it’s going to change after everything that I watched… *w*

I didn’t even understand anything except few words and phrases… And still… I think I didn’t really need to understand…

Excuse me, I need to sob in the corner for a while. /crieees/


Guys, seriously, check this guy out. If you saw the post I reblogged yesterday, you know this dude is gonna binge watch all BAP MVs after having discovered them through Skydive.

He saw Warrior and Power before this one, and he’s saying some amazing things during No Mercy. Him saying he’s familiar with BTS from earlier makes me especially happy to see how impressed he is by these guys, screaming things like “these guys are legit!” and “this is so dope!” He looks about to cry during Jongup’s break dance scene tbh.

Just go watch & like his videos. They’re really funny. He’s trying really hard to learn the members’ names so go help him out. Welcome him to the fandom.

Everything Antisepticeye Has Said/ Jack Mentioning Anti (That I have Record Of)

“Sleep with your eyes open”

“Can you find the [ma]” (Sorry I don’t know the word)

“I think FNAF Sister Location is having a strange effect on me.”

“Come out and play”

“Jack is not here”

“So you is leaking”

Question: Who is Anti?
“You will know soon enough”

“How much longer must I wait”

“The eyes are not mine”

[On Whiteboard]
“Im here*

"This body’s weak”

“I am near”

“I see you understand know, kepp watching. ”

“You’re all wrong”

“Im here”

Jack: “We all know about Anti” *camera glitch*

“Cut you out”


“Prepare to cry”

“He will bleed”

“Do you really like him that much?”

“Just try to save him”

Jack: “HELP ME”

“Very good, you may be worthy”

“Im glad I have your attention now”

“I was always here”


“We are all together as one now in FNAF Sister Location”

“It’s almost time”

“I grow stronger”

“It’s time to say goodbye”

“You won’t like it”

“I don’t need my own”

“Don’t cheat”

“Don’t watch”

Jack: “My eye’s been twitching all week”

“Here I come”

“Anti is coming”

“It was all your fault”

“It’s almost time”

“Weak and limp”

“Listen to me”

Person: “Im scared”
“You should be”

“It only makes me stronger”

“You wanted me well here I am”

“You all said my name”


“You could have stopped me”

“But you just watched as this happened”

“Too long”

“Your misery makes me happy”

“Try and stop me”

“His body is weak”

“I am here now”

“You made this happen”

“He was the only one who could stop me”

“Now he is gone forever”

“Say goodbye”

@therealjacksepticeye Well here we are, it’s been fun! I had written everything I found that mentioned Anti! (So I might not have some stuff) I hope this helps anyone who missed something! If you found something else, please add it on to the list!

Someone come cry with me. I just watched this fancam and you can see Jimin just quietly sitting next to Namjoon during BigBang’s performance, not talking or moving really, even though we know he’s a massive BB fan. We’ve talked a lot about how Jimin always seem to be the one most sensitive to the members moods. How he’s always right next to them, comforting them, when something happens. Like when Jungkook messed up his flip on AHL and Jimin gave him encouragement to keep practicing and told him he looked cool anyway, trying to make him feel less embarrassed. Or when V got all that ridiculous backlash for mouthing Loser and we can see Jimin in pictures sticking to him like glue, hugging him and trying to make him smile. We have so many little moments of Jimin being there for his members and giving them comfort and support in the way they need it, and I just…everyone needs to appreciate Park Jimin. Park Jimin who sat silently in support of his hyung who was having the near shittiest day imaginable even when one his favorite bands was playing. Park Jimin, who didn’t try and smile and hug and make jokes like he might have with V or Jhope because he knew that wouldn’t help Namjoon, but just stayed next to him to remind him he wasn’t alone. We all need a friend like Park Jimin.

Guys. Let’s talk about dad!Seth. Let’s talk about Seth Gecko with a little tiny baby. 


My biggest headcanon about this is that Seth is like, really incompetent when it comes to babies, because obviously he has no experience. He’s like “wtf no I don’t know how to change a diaper. How do I even hold this thing? Support the neck? Okay cool I got this I’m smooth” and then the baby starts crying and he’s like WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO NOW????

But the next day he’s like “okay I watched five youtube videos about how to change a diaper, I read the instruction manual for the bottle warmer and I learned seven lullabies I’m pretty sure I can handle this” and he just generally makes up for his inexperience by being super eager to learn and participate and basically Seth Gecko would be a really great dad 

And Kate catches him rocking the baby to sleep but instead of singing he’s talking to the baby in a low voice about Richie’s favorite western, and Kate just rolls her eyes but she smiles and lets herself take a nap because she knows that everyone she loves is gonna be okay

okay BYEEEE I’m dead 

Not Voltron related

but the reason I started watching Voltron in the first place is because I love Steven Yeun with all of my heart and after watching him on the walking dead, falling in love with his character, and becoming a huge fan of him as both an actor and a person, I decided I was gonna follow and support everything he did throughout his career.

Well anyway, TWD returns tomorrow and Glenn was my favorite character, and knowing that Steven isn’t on the show anymore makes me so sad. It’s actually really weird, but I started to cry after watching a video of him meeting a fan and now I can’t stop and I feel so so so depressed. 

So yeah I kinda feel really sucky right now. Isn’t it weird how you can love a character so much that when they die in a show or movie you feel like you lost someone you love in real life? Or maybe thats just me. 

At least Steven is alive, and I get to watch him play new, different characters.

anonymous asked:

Just found your blog this morning but I really like it! Could you do an Ethan head cannon about him helping you through a break up? My boyfriend broke up with me on Saturday

I’m so sorry to hear about that! I hope you’re doing ok! :/ (If I may suggest, there’s a song called “You’re Pitiful” by FIESTAR, and it’s a really great breakup song that really made me feel better.)
Here’s youre headcanons, I hope you like them!

  • Really, really long hugs and rubbing your back while you cry, trying his best to make you feel a little more comfortable
  • Ethan would definitely push his work and recording to the side just to come hang out with you and make sure that you’re ok
  • He’d also bring you lots of snacks and candies, no matter how much the cost
  • “Fuck that guy, you’re wayyyyy too good for him!!!”
  • Watching your favourite movie 100 times in a row; and he’d watch it 100 times more as long as you’re having a good time
  • GAMES. He knows how much they help him, so he’d definitely insist that you both play a few rounds of a multiplayer together, just to help distract you
  • Also he’d make sure that your ex wouldn’t bother you; he’d go out of his way to make sure that you’re never cornered by him and reminds you that texting him isn’t worth your time
  • “No but really, fuck that guy!!!”
Demonic Feelings

What have I become
I worked so hard for this
I was forced to watch
As it was destroyed

I’ve been mocked
been betrayed
But now
I’m in Control

I’ve been here for so long
It’s a shame what you have done
I was really starting to like you
But it seems that you were just like him

Such a shame, a crying shame
We could of had so much fun
With no interruptions
Co my hosts in rest

But I’ve tired of this body
And Yours looks quite good
Come on, just make it easy
You just have to do one thing

Let me in
And I’ll take away the pain
I swear it’s not just for gain
It’ll be over in a minute

Just say yes
Let me in
Let me take control
You’ll Have eternal rest

I’m sick of giving choices
Sick of waiting here
I’m taking you by force
Watch your life disappear

Your mine now
There ain’t nothing you can do
All mine now
Just a broken toy to use

A puppet without its strings
What purpose do you give
You’ll end up like him
If you ignore me

Just let me in
You won’t feel a thing
I’ll take away your pain
I’ll take away your pain

If you only let me in

yesterday I went to a party and my friend and I got drunk and long story short, we slept together at the end of the night (like really SLEEP).
The fact here is that we slept on another friend’s roof. So my friend and I were there, laying on the roof, cuddling, watching stars, talking about how we should travel and everything was fun and nice.
So now, I’m at my house and I just woke up and I can’t stop feeling awkward because yesterday I was cuddling my friend and it was valentine’s day and I was cuddling him and the stars and it was so romantic and that friend is like my brother and I want to cry.

zutara has me fucked up


Okay honestly, I feel like Kataang was SO forced. It just felt so unnatural for me watching the last episode and seeing them kiss each other like Katara finally liked him in that way :/ I mean I don’t hate Kataang or anything, or people who ship it, it just really makes me upset LOL. 

I feel like Aang was supposed to stop ‘loving’ Katara to help him reach full Avatar state, but because the show got cut short they continued with him being infatuated by her. I definitely don’t think he actually loved her (the way he thought he did), she was the first female he saw so OFC he would be like “shit im inlove *heart eyes*” but that’s exactly it, SHE WAS THE FIRST FEMALE HE SAW. 

Katara hated Zuko for the longest time, he hated her as well. Having that whole scene in the crystal caves genuinely felt very sweet and like they developed something (maybe not a big thing but big enough to offer fucking sacred water to heal his scar !LIKE!BITCH!I’M!SHOOK!). And then having Zuko pull a twat move right after ?still doesn’t make sense to me but okay?

It all just makes me very mad because Zutara would have been so beautiful, the way the relationship started to them having feelings for eachother. (im crying lowkey)

Him caring so much about gaining Katara’s trust and trying to get her to like him shows a lot. Jun making the comments about Katara being Zuko’s girlfriend. Him jumping in front of a fucking lightning bolt for her. Water+FIre. Opposites. When Katara would dress as the painted lady (who was chillin at a fire nation village with body paint that resembled firebenders from the unaired opening pilot+ in the book fire) and Zuko who would disguise as The Blue Spirit which is connected to water bending and in the book water :) im okay. It could all mean nothing but it helps me cope, along with fanfiction, so if anyone knows good Zutara fanfiction LET ME KNOW (I am currently reading Say Anything). 

 THEY LIKED TEASING ME. There is a bunch more stuff I could say but my fingers are tired and I have done enough annoying fangirl who can’t get over my OTP not happening since 2008 ranting. I am v sorry.

Originally posted by clurry