i just really like this okay i love it

anonymous asked:

I know I've done this to myself because of all of the Yuuri-moves-to-St.-Petersburg fics I've read, but I've come to desperately love the YOI trope of Yuuri being Yakhov's favorite. (Also because he's otherwise surrounded by neurotic Russian diva figure skaters.) But when I read Yakhov's comment after 'catching' Yuuri doping? Immediate waterworks. I am not okay and my crops have withered to less than dust. My heart is shattered and no Superglue can fix these crumbled pieces.

I actually also have the HC that Yuuri becomes Yakov’s favourite in the anime because he is just so damn sweet and not a complete drama queen like the others which made it really hard to write Yakov being so cruel to him in umfb. But unfortunately what Yakov sees of umfb!Yuuri is very far from what he sees of canon!Yuuri and his misconceptions of what kind of a person Yuuri is makes him do it

anonymous asked:

I REALLY like imagining Anxiety just walking around with fake gauges one day and everyone just goes wHAT and Anx is just like 'you guys okay?' and Princey gets rly confused as to why everyone's reacting all strange and he notices and just Melts Then cut to Prince parading around in a pink bejeweled tiara that Anxiety invested in.

One: I love gauges, and the idea of Anxiety with them is making Me melt

Two: Prince would wear that tiara to the point Anxiety is begging him to take it off

“Prince please, it’s the grocery store”

“It’s Walmart”

“People are staring!”

“Good, I look fantastic”

Okay, I really really need Anxiety with gauges now. Like, badly

ignore the ugly-ass me in the picture okay

I found Jack through my sister, @somenerdywolfok . She showed me one of Markiplier’s videos and Jack was featured in it, and I was like “Who’s this loud Irish boy? I think I like him.” So I started watching some other videos by him and I couldn’t help but to subscribe.

Jack has pulled me through some tough times, some times where I really didn’t want to express myself and just wanted to hide under a pile of blankets and never come out. I would sit there with my tablet or phone and just watch Jack’s videos to make me happy. They also helped me understand that it’s okay to express yourself, because look at Jack, all happy and yelling, and people still love him.

I’ve also met many people through this community. Some of them are @hogwartsishome12 , @etc-please , @markseptic , @super-septic-pewdie-plier , and more. It’d take too long to tag everyone.

Jack, we love you, no matter what mistakes you make or times you break our eardrums from yelling. You have lit up so many of your fans’ lives and you’ve become something that we can’t ignore or let go.

You are loved.

I never really make any post, but the way all my dash is talking about harry right now is really upsetting me.
I think that dropping a surprise single or like performing it at the brits and then starting promoting it actively and giving all the necessary infos would actually be a good strategy. I genuinely don’t understand why everyone seem to think the opposite. Why do you think it wouldn’t be wise? Cause he was off social media for like an year? I mean, and so what? Surprise droppings are a thing that - surprise! - not only Beyoncé pulls. In fact, I think this town was a surprise drop too.
I feel like larries are the only ones being upset and I don’t get why. I don’t like Jeff too, I swear to god, he makes me so mad, that fucking quote about metrics made me roll my eyes like few other things in my life have, but from hating Jeff to saying that Harry’s work would be a flop or a disaster or that Harry’s gotten arrogant.. I’m sorry but I don’t think any of these things are true and I’m really upset about my dash. Of course anyone is entitled to their opinion and I know that not all the people who are against this strategy are hating on harry, but I am seeing posts of people legitimately saying nasty things about him and I don’t like it. Harry has done NOTHING to deserve your hate and I think that before judging him we should at least giving him and his team the benefit of the doubt.

mollun  asked:

okay but did you really need to reblog that image of Mark (love of my life) Tuan in a low cut USA flag tank and ripped jeans because????? literally the best ever???? Just Right era Mark is going to get replaced. all srs tho is that from a photoshoot and can I have more???

I HAVE GREAT NEWS. It’s from their 2nd photo book and some ANGEL scanned the whole thing and you can find it here:  THERE ARE LIKE A MILLION AND A HALF PHOTOS YOU’RE GONNA DIE I ALREADY DID

BC LIIIIKE 

AND ALSO

I LIKE BELLARKE AND CLEXA!!!!

Yo its okay to like both, story of my life.
Obv i sorta shipped bellarke first then i really liked clexa now i ship bellarke but still like clexa IM BOTH OKAY YOU CAN’T MAKE ME CHOOSE!

I REALLY LIKE BOTH I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY I WANT MY CHARACTERS TO BE HAPPY!! And yes i do ship bellarke right now BECAUSE IT’S GONNA MAKE THE CHARACTERS HAPPY THAT’S ALL I CARE ABOUT! IF THE WORLD IS ENDING LET CLARKE BE WITH SOMEONE SHE CARES ABOUT AND LOVES PLEASE. THIS IS WHAT IT’S ABOUT TO BE BI, THIS IS BI REP GUYS, SHE LOVES BOTH, AND SO DO I, So can we stop the fighting? Yes we all know it was wrong to kill lexa off that quick and that suddenly and that cheaply it was awful and i do not support that death at all, but the one thing this show does get right is its BI rep okay? It’s real, clexa was real and so is bellarke. They are both as valid as each other and the bellarkes need stop trying to erase clexas relationship and the clexas stop trying to erase bellarkes relationship because CLARKE IS BI. Not straight, not a lesbian, BI! And neither the clexa fandom or bellarke fandom can take away that fact, thats my representation okay?.Also its the representation for millions of other people in the world so i suggest you stop.

Okay I honestly loved the new episode (and no, I really don’t think Raphael is being portrayed as a villain - I read your freak-outs about this - my precious boy is perfect and will go to Magnus with this, just you wait!) but I would really like an apology from Maryse to Magnus. Seriously. I’m not kidding, that man does so much for EVERYONE and he deserves a damn apology when he’s being treated like shit.

In other news, Malec is totally married, its canon now!

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Okay. I avoid this subject normally but lately I’ve been really frustrated and here’s why: I love Grell Sutcliff. I really, really do. And, as is the case when I’m a major fan of a character, I like to waste valuable time reading different analyses of their personality traits by searching google. IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO DO THIS WITH GRELL. It seems like all anyone talks about is Grell’s gender, which yes, is interesting, but the debate is so saturated by now and if I want to look for opinions on Grell’s personality traits, Grell’s relative ‘sanity’, apparent masochism, true nature, relation to job as a reaper etc ETC., I usually can’t find a single good analysis or discussion that doesn’t quickly devolve into The Gender Debate. Yes, I understand that your interpretation of Grell’s gender will bleed into how you interpret other aspects of the character, but instead of acknowledging that this influences you and moving on, it devolves into an argument about gender far too often and whatever the original topic was is forgotten. This is really disheartening and it CAN’T be all anyone cares about I mean what a waste, PLS 😢

anonymous asked:

This doesn't even pertain to you but I need someone to talk to. So today I when to a recital for orchestra and as I was playing my violin the conductor decided to make a big deal about how awful a person I was because I messed up on this rhythm. He was saying that I shouldn't even be able to call myself a violinist and I was lucky that he didn't just kick me out. This was all over ONE rhythm in ONE measure... I honestly just feel like crying. I don't even really know why he did any of this...

i am so so so sorry my love :( i play cello, and i know how incredibly difficult and hurtful it can become. no matter what i don’t think it was okay for him to say that, maybe tell your parents or smth :( i’m so sorry my love

Take Over For Me (Part 4) - G-Eazy x TWD Imagine

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

requests: Okay so Ive had this in the back of my head for the longest time and I just wanted to share it with you BC I love you: so imagine if Negan had a son (like Geazy the rapper BC THEY TOTALLY LOOK A LIKE) and like you and him fell in love but can’t be together BC you both are on opposite sides.. I’m so conflicted and convinced that Geazy is Megan’s son or Neagn is old geazy LOLOLOL

Please don’t take so long to update this one! I’m really loving their future relationship hahah And I’m so freakin excited for next chapter that I can’t even elaborate a nice coment. Just update it as fast as you can

Okay so we need a part 3 of take over for me. Really need negans reaction to the situation

pairing: gerald x reader

a/n: i’m still sick so i stayed home from school today… hopefully i can update some more today, but we’ll see how i feel and how quickly i can finish my homework :-)

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tagged users: @deeindarkwonderland @namelesslosers @girlygreenie @marvelnerd18 


Gerald came to visit you almost every day. Some days, you would meet him on the inside of Alexandria, and he would talk to you through the wall. Other days, you would go on what Rick thought were solo runs, and you’d come back with supplies that Gerald would bring you. 

You always tried to look your best for him, even though your supplies were limited. For example, you didn’t have makeup or the nicest clothes, but you tried to make your hair look nicer than usual when you went out to see him. It excited you, making you feel like a rebellious teenager. 

He and you didn’t have an official meeting spot. You would just walk until you could see his car. Sometimes you walked longer than other days to see him, but he always made sure you had a ride home. When you first started seeing him, you would refuse rides until he convinced you. You grew to just jump in the car after about three meetings, though. 

Your relationship wasn’t defined. You weren’t dating, and you didn’t give each other pet names like couples would. You were just there for each other, no matter how hard it was. 

You felt the people of Alexandria growing suspicious of you leaving on your own so often, but you were able to fool them with the plethoras of supplies you would bring back almost daily. 

Although you were able to hide your true intentions from your group, you wondered if anyone had suspected anything of Gerald at the Sanctuary. Surely somebody would notice the food that went missing, unless their supply was so generous that they had plenty to spare. 

“How long do you think we can keep doing this?” you asked him. You were in the passenger’s seat of Gerald’s car–the same one he drove you home in the day you met him. 

“Keep doing what?” 

“You know… Sneaking out. Don’t you think your dad will find out about me eventually?” You tried to avoid eye contact, for you were afraid of showing any signs of weakness around him. 

“No, no. I’m careful.” He smirked at you and propped up his elbow on the rolled-down window. “Nobody has any idea. We’re fine.” 

You weren’t fine. You believed him, though. He was as careful as he could be, but it wasn’t enough. Negan began to grow suspicious, and he started sending out people one by one to follow Gerald’s car. 

That was how you ended up in the same place you were in when you first saw Gerald. Only that time, it was different. Gerald wasn’t there to save you. He couldn’t just conveniently pass by your cell and ask his father to leave you. That trick only worked once on Negan. 

“Boy, oh, boy. Isn’t Rick just gonna be thrilled when he finds out that you’ve been playin’ around with my son!” Negan raved. “Yeah, I think he’s gonna love the sound of that. Maybe we can work out a deal, eh? Maybe we can be like Montegues and Capulets.” 

“Are you implying that your son and I are going to die?” you sighed. 

“Oh, no.” You glared at him from your spot on the chair which you were tied down to. “I think it’d be preferable for everyone if nobody died. I just have to make sure you stay the hell away from my boy.”

Your heel bounced up and down against the concrete floor as your nerves began to build up inside of you. “We’re not hurting anyone. Why can’t you just let your son be happy?” you pleaded. 

Negan chuckled at the ground and shook his head. “Sweetheart, I don’t know where you’ve been the past few years, but nobody’s happy.” 

You glared at him and shook your head. “No, you’re wrong. People are happy because they’ve found people who they can really relate to. We’ve all gone through the same things. We know what it’s like.” 

“Darlin’, give it a rest!” Negan reached forward and placed his hands on your shoulders. “We both know that I will get what I want, and what I want is for you to stay the hell away from my son. Is that clear?” 

Your chest huffed as your breathing quickened even more. 

“Is that clear?” Any and all signs of Negan fooling around were gone, and you were unable to form a real sentence. You nodded your head at him, tears welling in your eyes. You weren’t stupid. You knew Negan wasn’t just going to take your word for it. There were going to be guards, and he would really make sure you stayed away. 

You and Gerald were over, and there was nothing you could do about it. 

Negan thought it would be humorous to deliver you back to Alexandria himself. “I can’t wait to see the look on Rick’s face when I tell him you’ve been screwing my son.”

“We never did anything like that,” you snapped. 

Negan smiled and glanced out the window of his truck. “I knew that kid was too big of a pussy to make a move. You know, as tough as he is, he’s a real softie.” 

You looked away, not wanting to talk or think about Gerald. 

Rick was going to know where you had been getting all the supplies, and he sure as hell wasn’t going to be happy. You would have to start going on real runs again, which you didn’t mind. It would be humiliating, though. Having to admit that you hadn’t found anything on your own was going to be so degrading, and Negan knew it. 

The gate was already open when Negan pulled in to Alexandria. When Rick saw you in the passenger seat of his truck, his face went pale. Tara, Carl, and Sasha all ran to Rick’s side when they noticed you side-by-side with Negan. 

“Hey, Rick! Look who I found!” Negan teased. You sighed and looked anywhere but the eyes of your friends. “Man, you’re never gonna believe what I found out about her.” 

Originally posted by smuttwd

anonymous asked:

sometimes i just feel really lonely and i don't know why i just want somebody to love and care about me

It’s okay to feel lonely and to want someone to love and care for you. There’s also plenty of time for that in life so when you feel lonely just think of it like hanging out with your bestfriend and getting to know yourself. Take up a hobby and discover new things about you because you is great :)

anonymous asked:

can u draw more self h/arm ouma ?? im sorry if this is triggering to anyone, im just trying to cope w/ selfh/arming (lately I've been feeling like relapsing) and ouma is one of my cc and kins. Again I'm v sorry, but when u drew that pic of Ouma, i instantly was,, it was a god given gift (and the validation). as well as i rly love ur art style,, again I'M V SORRY IF THIS IS TRIGGERING AND PROBLEMATIC.

oh no it’s okay dear, I also love drawing self-harm ouma !! i really like drawing angsty stuff ! pls take care of urself anon and I hope you’re still trying to stay positive tho :’(

anonymous asked:

Okay so there has been something bugging me for a while now and i figured since you are Norwegian you could explain it to me. Why the fuck is kebab eaten with a fork in Skam (Norway i guess)? Like what is the point? I am just really confused as I live in Slovenia and we just eat it like a sandwich. Its probably a weird thing to ask but my friends and i have all noticed it and we thought it was hilarious. ALSO just wanted to say i love your blog and your way of thinking, YOU GO GIRL <3 <3

It’s because it was too much stuffed into the pita and it would have been messy to eat it that way I guess? The kebab shops here are in 99% of cases owned by immigrants or with immigrant background the ones I’ve talked to have been from Turkey mainly so I don’t know why people say it’s so different? Haha! You can get kebab many different ways tho, like just on a plate with chips and veggies, in a burrito, in a pita all types of ways. Also on a pizza. It’s probably modified to suit our northern tastebuds

anonymous asked:

2/2: To this day I still get really nervous If I have to do any social activity alone, like meeting new people or speaking in front of a class. I can't even order a pizza on the phone without feeling nervous and scared, and my mom always get mad because of all of this. She tells me that I'm an adult now, and I need to act like one. She doesn't understand that it's not that simple to me. I really don't know If I'm just really shy and socially awkward or If I suffer from a real mental illness Help

Hi lovely. Breathe, okay? I know what you’re feeling. It isn’t just shyness or awkwardness, and while I’m no psychiatrist, I can tell that what you’re experiencing is anxiety. Not simple nervousness, but an actual disorder which clouds one’s rationale and makes them feel as if they’re constantly under watch by the world. It makes you feel isolated and stupid for doing normal human things. It makes you feel afraid to make a mistake. It makes you so unnecessarily hard on yourself. You’re not exaggerating, and you definitely don’t need to ‘grow up’. Anxiety can affect anyone at any age anywhere. You’re not doing anything wrong. I can tell that you’ve been through so much in your life, and you’re still here despite being knocked down so many times. You pushed through and prospered. You’re very strong, and while your anxiety may try to take this sense of strength away from you, know that it is lying to you. Your anxiety doesn’t determine who or what you are. It’s merely a part of you that unfortunately makes your life harder than it needs to be, but these hardships that you will face as someone who seems to have an anxiety disorder will continuously make you stronger. I’m already so proud of you for talking about it. That’s a giant step. It’s a shame that your mother lacks understanding and hindsight whenever your anxiety causes you trouble. Your mother should be supporting you, not making you feel like something is wrong with you. However, don’t become angry at her. Instead, educate her. Help her understand that this is a mental illness, which is nothing to be ashamed of, and it is out of your control. There is no light switch for your anxiety, you must deal with it head on with whatever healthy resources you have. It takes great strength to pull yourself out of anxiety attacks, and I know you’ve already done so many times before. I know how strong you can be. And your mother knows too. Hopefully she’ll treat you better after you convey to her the complexity of your anxiety. Not everyone will understand mental health right off the bat, but that’s not an indication to stop, we just have to try again. I believe in you. And I hope you believe in yourself, too. Keep your head up, and keep moving forward. I love you.❤️

— if you’d like, I’ll post more anxiety-related things. I will always help you in any way possible, my friend. Stay strong, Warrior.

anonymous asked:

How do you make avocados taste appetizing? It's so hard for me to actually like them but.... I want my hair to grow too lol

Omg. This made me laugh so freaking hard. I know EXACTLY how you feel. I was the same way. It wasn’t until this woman with super long healthy hair was like, “I eat 2 avocados a day, and I swear by it” …Like her hair was to her knees…So I was like.. Umm okay. Let me learn to like this stuff then. Lmfao.

Okay so what I do is wait until they’re ripe so they’re really soft, just scoop it into a bowl. Get some olive oil, sprinkle some pepper, and some salt in there and mix it. Then get some bread, toast it, and then just spread the avocado on the toast. I literally taught myself to love it. Lollll. And when you’re eating it just tell yourself, “Oh yeah I’m gonna have such long beautiful and strong natural hair” And you’ll feel all good about yourself like you’re super healthy and what not (even though you probably ate a bunch of junk food the day before.. But who cares?)

Like the first 3 times, you’re probably gonna be like “yuck!” but after a bit, you’re actually going to start genuinely craving it. Try different oils and seasonings too. I just use olive oil because I like the taste. But do what suits you, just as long as you eat the avocado. 

And how ironic is it that I was legit just at Target re-upping on my conditioner stash and getting some avocados? Aussie changed their bottles! The deep conditioner has a pump now, and the regular conditioner is even huger! Yes! 

anonymous asked:

& is now the time to say that most of these have been from one person?

sure man honestly i love this so much its been so long since ive gotten asks like this i love it thank you

@philledwithstars MIRANDA IS SO pretty and precious and deserves all good things i love her so much she always says nice things to me when we talk and i just wow shes amazing okay

@squiggy7 we actually were matched for a thing and i stalked her and she has a really good blog okay? okay go follow her shes really nice and easy to talk to and oh yeah wait cassidy how has your day been i like hearing about your day its so nice and idk why

@wellgoatsarecool Mya is my irl friend and theres this girl in my class that spells her name like Maya and now i always spell her name wrong but thats okay because this Mya is really pretty and havE YOU EVER SEEN HER PRETTY DRAWINGS AND WRITING I CRI

(send me a “&” and ill give you three [3] blog recommendations!)

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okay filipino rap is so cool like it flows so…

dude… dude start posting your favs. i want to hear the music.

youre wish is my command

((This one is about what it means to be gay in the philppines (though imo, its really being a trans male, but filipino society has no idea about what being trans is) but anyway, its the journey of a boy who’s being bullied by because he’s gay but it didn’t bring him down))

((same artist as above. its about a person saying he’s just a simple man, but their love for their loved one is bigger than the world))

And my all time favorite

((one time for a family reunion, i rapped the second verse on karaoke with all my cousins and its the best. also check out the guitar riff. also its live, think of that. Sadly tho, Francis M, the greatest Filipino rap in my opinion, has already passed away because of leukemia a couple of years ago. His son (second rapper), Frank Magalona, rapped in his place. but yeah, this rap is basically about just about rappers and having fun))

Bonus: a rap in English with Francis M when he was still alive and the same band from above 


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