i just really like the pictures i took

anonymous asked:

I am suffering from post concert blues. Being an American fan, I could only follow their concerts from afar but after experiencing it in person, I really miss them.

ME TOO MY DUDE !! like it was There yesterday but it didnt really hit me until today,,, yesterday i was watching the videos i took bc im so so scared to forget even a second of it and i know its already sort of Happened so im grateful for videos. but today it made me so Emo to even see fancams and pictures. i miss them so much im just :(((( i know the feeling. bc it was also the first time i got to see them live ever and Before i was sad sometimes that i didnt get to see them,,, but seeing them and now Knowing what it feels like to experience a shinee concert just makes me miss it all the more bc before i didnt know and now i do and i have something to miss. i miss them so much my dude and i really really hope they come back in the future 

okay but like. remember when someone took red beanies to a book signing and got dan and phil to wear them and the blurry pictures taken from a distance were everywhere because beanies. remember when dan apologised every time his hair was even the slightest bit curly. remember when he’d insist he looked absolutely terrible when a fan told him otherwise. and now dan just casually did a liveshow in a pastel beanie with his hobbit hair. like it’s not the biggest deal but he just looked really soft and comfortable and happy and it makes me feel all warm inside and i’m just really grateful for dan howell

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Tried to get the pose right but just ended up in this ridiculous finger gun situation

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And there he stood, Harry the Heir himself; tall, handsome, scowling. “Lady Alayne. May I partner you in this dance?” She considered for a moment. “No. I don’t think so.” Color rose to his cheeks. “I was unforgiveably rude to you in the yard. You must forgive me.” “Must?” She tossed her hair, took a sip of wine, made him wait. “How can you forgive someone who is unforgiveably rude? Will you explain that to me, ser?” Ser Harrold looked confused. “Please. One dance.”.

My Jared photo op story!
This was my first ever convention. I am so so pleased with everything. Thank you Jared so much for this experience.
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I was waiting in line, so super anxious and tearing up. It was like everything was hitting me at once. I was seeing Jared posing for all these cute pictures with fans and I was just so excited. I was about to meet my biggest inspiration and hope. I continued to repeat what I was going to say in my head to make sure I made this time worth while, because I was really scared it was going to be super rushed (but it actually wasn’t!). I’m also pretty sure Jared was looking at me through the line, probably because I looked like a wreck and wanted to make sure I was okay 😂. I was almost next and the staff took my ticket. She said “don’t cry yet! It’ll be great, you can cry after” so that made me laugh and feel a bit better. The girl in front of me got her picture taken and I was finally able to go up to him. I said hi and he goes “hi how are you!” He then realized me tearing up so he bent down gave me a hug and I was able to whisper in his ear. (Well I was more like screaming so he could hear me cause they had music playing so loud!). But I got to tell him some personal things, how much he has inspired me, and how I couldn’t do it without him. He immediately turns to me, face light up, gives me a high five, grabs my hand and says “wow! I’m so proud of you. So fucking proud.” I said thank you and started crying again. He gave me another really tight hug, looked at me with the most sincere eyes and said, “I know that’s not easy, I know. But that is so fucking awesome. I am so proud.” He would not let go of me, and we still haven’t even taken the picture yet! But he waited to make sure I was okay before rushing anything. I told him thank you and how much he has inspired me, he had the kindest smile the whole time and just kept repeating how proud he was. I handed him the flower crown and asked if he would wear it. He said of course and put it on. He looked at me for a little bit, raised his eyebrows and said, “look good?” And OH MY GOD HE LOOKED AMAZING. at this point I was finally able to stop the tears, and I had the biggest smile. He noticed, smiled back and asked what I would like for the pose. I asked if he could hug me from behind. He smiles, nods, and says, “of course!” He pulled me in closer and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled so big. I was so happy. After the picture was taken he gave me another tight hug, continued to say how proud he was, gave me another high five and held my hand to make sure I was okay. And he still had the flower crown on! I told him how thankful I was and also how proud I am of him. He gave me a very sincere smile. One of the staff members came and took the flower crown off his head, cause it was looking like he wasn’t going to! 😂 and she handed it back to me. As he gave me another hug goodbye, another staff member held my hand. As he let go and I walked off, she continued to talk with me and hold my hand. She said “I know it’s hard to let go of Jared’s hand and not have another hand to hold.” I told her how thankful I was and continued to tear up again. She told me the picture looks so cute and walked me out of the room to make sure I was okay and found my friend. As soon as I walked out I stopped and broke down. My friend ran to me and gave me a tight hug. I was able to tell her a little bit of what happened. A sweet couple behind me came over to me and told me how cute of picture it was and how Jared was smiling. That made me so happy! Another girl waiting in line saw me crying and said, “are you okay? It’s good, girl! You did it! You did it!” Everyone was so nice. It was an experience I will forever cherish and be thankful for, all because of Jared Padalecki.

Celebrate Bisexuality Day

Note: I really enjoyed writing this. Being an LGBT+ person myself, I think it’s really important with more representation and I just like the idea of Lin being bi tbh. Starting now, I will be adding summaries to my stories too because I feel like it gives people a better picture of my stories, hehe. I’m sorry this took so long to finished. I’ve just been really busy and stressed

Summary: Lin comes out as bi on twitter and is finally able to be with the guy he has been in love with since college and he just prays that this guy is still in love with him like he was back in college when Lin didn’t dare ask him out.

Wordcount: 1520

Pairing: Lin-Manuel Miranda x Male!Reader

Warnings: None

Originally posted by alexanderhamllton

 

September 23 / 19:21

@Lin_Manuel:

So, since it’s ’celebrate bisexuality’ – day, I’d just like to take a second to say that I am bisexual and proud for all of you wondering

You had fallen asleep on your couch at around 6 pm but was woken up by your phone buzzing. Lin had tweeted something and even though the brightness of your phone’s screen blinded you slightly in the now dark living room, there was no mistaking that Lin had just confirmed his bisexuality. You had known Lin for a really long time and had definitely suspected it, so you were not all that surprised. You had been in love with him since college where you had been friends. You had never really had to come out to your small friend group because everyone knew that you were not straight. So, you never really bothered.

You smiled lightly at your screen. You were happy that he was finally comfortable enough to share it with the world.

You decided to text him because it honestly seemed like the most rational thing to do. You wanted him to know that you were happy for him, even if he probably already knew. “Welcome to the non-straight club” You texted him as you finally got up from your couch. The day had really gotten to you and the nap did not really help your tiredness much either. But, you still managed to drag yourself to the kitchen to get some kind of dinner. You had not really planned on falling asleep and now it was too late to cook anything.

September 23 / 19:34

@Lin_Manuel:

Thank you for all the love and support, it means a lot!

Lin had tweeted and just seconds after you received a text from him “Thank you, bahaha. Are you home?” He asked.

You grinned slightly at his text. “When am I not?” You replied as you placed your phone down on the counter and started roaming through your fridge to find something edible.

You had just managed to find some cheese and butter to make yourself a grilled cheese sandwich for dinner when your phone buzzed again. “Great! Can I come over? I’ll bring take out” Lin texted.

You considered his offer for a little. You knew that you looked like shit since it had been a pretty rough day. But, you did not want to let your friend down. Besides, you had been able to hide your feelings for the guy so far, why would it be any different now? “Sure. When will you be here?” You ended up giving in as you put the stuff back into the fridge. You needed to go to the grocery store tomorrow, you noted.

“I’ll be there in 30 minutes” He replied, which gave you enough time for a quick shower which you figured you were in great need of.

“Great! See you then” You texted back just before grabbing some clean clothes, consisting of a pair of boxers, gray sweatpants and a black t-shirt and hoodie. You checked the time before taking a quick shower, enjoying the relaxing warmth of the water running down your body, making your sore muscles relax.

You barely managed to slip your clothes on, before your doorbell rang. You zipped your hoodie halfway up and then left the bathroom to let Lin in. You could not help but smile when you saw him standing outside your door with a white bag with what you assumed was the take out he had promised to bring.

“Hey.” You grinned, as you stepped aside to let Lin inside and closed the door after him. The two of you hugged, both lingering a bit too long in each other’s embrace for it to be a quick ‘it’s nice to see you again even though we only saw each other a couple of days ago,’ - hug.

“Hey Y/N.” He greeted as he handed you the bag of take-out and shrugged his jacket off afterward. You led the way to the kitchen, sitting the white bag down on the counter. It smelled amazing and you were pretty hungry, but you figured Lin had not just come over to eat take out with you.

“So. Bi, huh?” You questioned. You knew how hard coming out could be, since coming out to your parents was something that you had done a while back and still often had to do. It was tough and really unpleasant. But, Lin seemed to take it well.

Lin nodded at that. “Very bi.” He grinned. He seemed proud and it made you smile. He was proud of being who he was and you really admired that about it because coming out was not easy for you, but Lin seemed so at ease and it made you happy.

“How are you feeling about being out?” You asked curiously as you leaned against the counter slightly. You honestly just really hoped that he was happy.

“Pretty great, honestly. It means that I can finally be with someone special.” He admitted with a shy smile.

You felt your heart sink a little; of course, Lin had someone. You should not be surprised, really. Lin was an amazing guy and he deserved to have someone special in his life. You chuckled slightly as a somewhat genuine smile spread across your lips. “That’s great Lin. I’m really happy for you.” You said. You were, but it also hurt. Then again, you had been in love with the guy since college and you had dealt with him falling in love before. This was nothing new, right? Still, it hurt just as much as the times before this.

“Yeah. I’m really happy, Y/N. I can finally be myself.” He admits. He seems so happy and you were unable to help the smile that spread across your lips. You were happy for him. You were not exactly happy, but you were happy for him.

“That’s amazing. He is a very lucky guy.” You tried with a weak smile as you turned away as you took the take-out Lin had brought out of the white plastic bag. It was your favorite. Just like you loved it. Lin knew you so well.

Lin was stunned into silence for a second, not knowing what to say. Had you not realized what his words had meant? Or maybe you had and you were friend zoning him. He placed a gentle hand on your upper arm. He had to make sure, right?

You swallowed slightly as you felt his hand on your arm. “What?” You breathed, your voice coming off a lot smaller than you intended.

“Y/N. You were the guy I was talking about.” Lin tried, treading lightly. He definitely did not want to make you uncomfortable, but he also really needed you to know.

You blinked a little, looking at him in complete shock. “What?” You asked, not sure if you had just heard right. Had Lin, the guy you had been in love with since college just confessed to you that he wanted to be with you?

“I’m in love with you for God’s sake, Y/N.” Lin blurted, followed by a somewhat nervous chuckle. “But. I get if you don’t want me because I’ve been a total dick for the past years. I knew that you liked me in college and I just sort of hoped that it would still be the case.” He rambled.

And before he could continue his rambling, you grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and pulled him in for a kiss, effectively shutting him up. Were you really kissing Lin-Manuel Miranda? Definitely.

It all felt so surreal and when he pulled back, you just stood there chuckling nervously as you stared at him. He grinned at you, as he pulled you in for a tight embrace.

“I still like you, Lin.” You breathed quietly, which made both of you chuckle. You probably did not have to even tell him, since you had just kissed him, but you still did.

“Good… Great. Amazing.” He grinned, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. The two of you stood like that for a while with your arms wrapped around one another. It was nice. This was what you had wanted for such a long time and now it was finally happening. You were almost unable to believe it. The guy you had been in love with for such a long time by now had finally come out and that to be with you. You were not really a person to believe in miracles. But this? This was definitely a miracle. And it felt so right.

You were the first one to break the silence as you pulled back to look at him. “Maybe we should eat the take-out before it turns cold?” You suggested with a grin.

He chuckled at your words as he nodded. “Seems like a plan.” He agreed as he grabbed the plastic bag from your counter and made his way to the couch with you as you sat down to eat the take-away Lin had brought to your apartment.

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i decided to make kiu cards/pictures for valentines day tomorrow!!

these took me all day to finish. i never want to pick up my tablet again (just kidding). im actually really happy with how these turned out though! ive had the idea for a while but just got around to doing it. i know valentines is an empty holiday but i always like making art for it. 

i hope you all like these as well! feel free to use them as gifts to people if you want (with credit ofc). also i just kinda made up words for them;;

I really like body armor as a whump concept. Because picture a character who just took a bullet to the chest and hit the floor in plain view of their friends/team. And maybe they even manage to gasp out “I’m hit” but continue to lay there because it hurts so bad and even they don’t know if the vest stopped the bullet or if they’re actually dying right that second. And there’s just that eternity minute of utter horror on everyone’s part and then they slowly realize that there’s no blood and even though the character is probably out of commission (or, at least, should be out of commission) for the rest of the episode, they don’t have a sucking chest wound that will kill them before their friends/team can establish scene safety and rescue them.

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[note: pictures are meant to be read left to right, top to bottom]

i am so PISSED. i dislike when my photos are reposted without credit but what i hate even more than that is when people try to defend themselves and claim they’re not doing anything wrong when they’re called out. just own up to your mistakes and do better in the future, jfc.

this girl blocked me before i could post that last comment and now i can’t see her IG page (but ya gurl still kept her receipts and took screenshots tho HAH) and i would really appreciate it if you all either reported her account or commented on her pictures telling her to cite her posts from now on! (or even just scroll through her account and tell her where a certain picture is from if you recognize it? honestly, anything at this point to get her to acknowledge this problem)

it’s not even like i asked her to delete all of her posts or go through each one and back search it to find the source?! like literally what i said is “cite FROM NOW ON”. that’s a completely reasonable request. i didn’t even report her right away - i offered her the chance to stop doing what she’s currently doing. like!!! i am being so fucking reasonable!!! and she’s just blowing me off!!! what the fuck!!!

so yeah. please tell her to start citing her pictures otherwise you’ll report her. she doesn’t fucking understand why what she’s doing is wrong and this is NOT okay. (like really though. go tell her. don’t just like this post. that won’t help anything.)

Tired

A/N: Soooooo i don’t know what this is but i haven’t posted in forever so i mean, well… enjoy!

Characters: Reader, Sam, Dean

Word count: 1000???







You were observant and over thought everything to extremes but this you knew you weren’t over thinking. As you were admiring this small ratty photo album you had kept over the years filled with pictures of times before you found out what the world was really like. There were pictures from now but not as many as back then, you never took pictures if you weren’t happy because you were never a liar, lying just wasn’t in your books, back then at least.

You and the boys use to tell each other everything, emotions and all. But lately you noticed the change, and if it wasn’t for the small break from hunting you three were taking due to all of you being badly injured on the last hunt you would have never noticed a thing. The way all of you changed, and not for the good.

You were all emotionless robots, wearing fake mask to hide what was really going on. Looking back all the laughs, and smiles were all fake. There was no happiness only darkness. With everything hitting you at once, finally coming to realize what was truly going on.

Your eyes wandered around the bunker, slowly examining both the boys. Taking in every single detail, almost as if this would be the last time you’d see them.

Sam got your eyes staring dead at him “Hey, y/n? you alright?” You could feel tears swelling up in your eyes. Nothing was the same as it was, nothing would ever be the same, the picture you held in your hand was Sam, Dean and you. You were roughly 8 and Sam was 6, and Dean would of been 10. You were standing in between both boys, Dean had you in a headlock giving you a nuggy, While you were giving Sam bunny ears, and Sammy was just being a 6 year old boy, grinning from ear to ear, but all of you were.

Something about the three of you never finding or getting peace unless you were dead finally was setting in after years of already knowing it was inevitable. By this point Sam was still calling your name from across the table waving his hand back and forth trying to get your attention.

Your tears falling all over the picture, raining down on the innocence of the three of you, that you never even got. Why us, why me, why them? was all you kept thinking. You were never one for self pity, you always thought shit happens, and after that shit happens you just need to move the fuck on, because more shits just gonna keep on coming.

“No…Dean, i didn’t do anything? what could i do? She’s just like, i don’t know, stuck in a trance?”

The boys deserve better than the life they were given, it wasn’t there fault. It was anyones fault, John did the best he could under the predicament he was thrown into, with everything that happened with Mary. He didn’t want this for the boys, but it was destiny something the three of you learned down the road.

“Dude i don’t know, just hurry up and get back”

Sam could have been an amazing lawyer, no he would have been an amazing lawyer. Part of you thinks that maybe if Dean and you wouldn’t have barged, well broken into his apartment all those years ago, maybe things could have been different for him. But you knew that wasn’t true either, because like I said, destiny.

Dean, you knew he would of been an amazing at what he chose to do, which everyone knew he would have been an mechanic. That mans love for cars and his knowledge for cars was amazing, he may not have been book smart like Sam, but he was his own kind of smart and damn was he good at it.

“Dean! If you don’t hurry up i’m taking her to the hospital. She’s going white as a ghost”

Now, for yourself. You don’t know what you would have been doing. Hunting was your only hobby, you never had a love for anything on the side. Well besides Dean. But that was different. Hunting was the only thing that made you, you. Maybe you could have been a mother, you would never admit it but was always something you dreamt about being. The love your mother gave you filled you with so much joy, that was until she was ripped away from you. Maybe in another life you would have just withered away and mixed in with the wind, being everywhere and nowhere all at once.

“What took you so long Dean”

“I don’t know, traffic? the fact i was in the next town over? Where is she!”

Dean rushed over to where you were, without Sam’s directions. Placing his warm hands on both sides of your face. “y/n? Sweetheart?”

You were filled with sorrow, but now mostly anger. Why were you three chosen to live such depressing lives, why couldn’t the burden of it all be put on someone else. God did you ever wish you could have lived a normal life. You could feel this insane amount of pain coming from right hand, followed my this warm liquid.

“y/n!” You could hear Sam and Dean shouting your name.

Your eyes shot around the room “W-what?” you choked out.

“What were you doing?” Sam questioned, gesturing to your bloody hand, caused by squeezing the glass picturing frame that held the photo of you three.

“I-I-I….” You stuttered looking at your hand, opening it up and letting the frame, with the picture fall to the floor. You couldn’t help but keep your eyes on your favourite picture of your three that was now ruined lying on the floor.

“Sweetheart? Hey look at me” Dean softly spoke taking your face in between his hands, while Sam was hoving about a kneeling Dean.

“Whats wrong? What happened?” Dean continued

You pondered on what was wrong for a moment, but you knew the moment you felt your eyes get heavy.

“I’m tired of this life, i’m tired of fighting, i’m tired of being the one that has to save everyone, i’m tired of being alone”

“You’re never alone, you have us y/n” Sam whispered

“You’ll always have us” Dean added


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“The more I’m pushed in a position of leadership and I know I have to be the mouthpiece for so many other people who can’t speak for themselves, the more confidence I’m gaining, I can hear myself say, ‘Oh yeah, I took the bus five hours just to get to the theatre, then took it five hours back,’ and I’m listening to that, I’m being an objective observer, and thinking to myself – ‘I did that?’ It’s like looking at an old picture of yourself when you felt like you looked bad, and you go, ‘Wow, I was fabulous!’ That’s how I feel about my life now – that I’m looking back at it, and I’m like, ‘I’m pretty fabulous. I really am. I’m pretty fabulous.” - Viola Davis.

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OK so I know I’m like the only person on Tumblr still playing Neko Atsume, but today’s update freaks me out a little bit.  There’s one new rare cat, and he’s called Whiteshadow.  His “type” is not the usual like, grey, or calico, or whatever… no, it’s NINJA COSTUME!!!

Also, I saw him as soon as I opened the app a few minutes ago, standing on a fence in the yard, not anywhere I’ve ever seen one of the cats before, just standing there staring, not on any of the spots where the toys and stuff go. 

I thought it was odd and a little spooky; I took a couple pictures of him, looked at them on his page, and went back to the yard.  He was gone just like that, in like three seconds, and instead of fish he left three cans of cat food???  Which since I don’t use that kind of cat food and already had 99 cans of it meant I got nothing, really??

Then I looked closer at his profile page…  Under “goodies”, he doesn’t use any “goodies” like the other cats… no, he just goes on “scouting missions”.  Who is he scouting for?  Is someone about to take over the yard??  Am I becoming paranoid over a simple silly game about cute cats???  (…yes)

This game is just trying to see how far it can go at this point and still keep crazy addicted users like me… 


I need to tell myself at this point: you idiot there are starving children in the world… stop wasting your time playing and worrying about this ridiculous game… but then I think… I can’t neglect the cats!!!  oh my g this is pathetic I need a life and a real hobby…

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Stydia AU: During freshman year of college, Stiles Stilinksi and Lydia Martin met at a party that both their best friends dragged them to. With so much in common, they clicked right away and soon became very good friends. They did everything together, they never left each other’s side. This lead to Stiles feeling like there was more than just friendship between them. So after a year of putting off his feelings, Stiles finally told Lydia how he really felt (in a house which happened to be where the parties they were forced to go to took place).

Amazing… Your phobia of women is completely gone! 
No. It’s just… It’s only gone with you.

art trade with the fabulous Kai (@krazehkai) and !!! I’m !! So !! Happy!!!  thanks for being patient! hahaha i know i took 842849 years to do this but its done now! :)

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hello all, long time no see, I took the admision exam for college in March, I will know the results of it on April 6th, I don’t think I did too well, if I didn’t, I have to wait till next year to take it again :/ anyway, I’ve been relaxing since the exams, tons of new pretties thanks to new pictures that surfaced, I got really inspired today mostly. Also, I just discovered that, besides ALLLL the shit I have that stems from Spina Bifida, I have something called preauricular sinus, on BOTH ears (which only happens in like 25% of cases…yay me!), now for the most part is nothing, doesn’t bother, just sits there. But in MY case, because I have low immune system due to dialysis, is prone to start leaking, open up and get infected like every six months, it did get infected in one ear, really bad now, I had to go to the ER to get it drained which HURT, and been on antibiotics for a week now, so I’m making all arrangements to get the thing (fistula, I think it is) removed from both ears, I don’t know when it’ll happen, but some time in the next month, probably, I’ll let everyone know when I have a date for the surgery. Is not a complicated procedure, I’ll be sent home once it’s done and I’m not as high, doesn’t involve general anesthesia, just valium and local anesthetics. Anyway, I’m fucking annoyed that I need another uncomfortable procedure, but I’d rather just get it over with and not have it bother me on and off for the rest of my life.

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I was feeling really blah the last few days because I was on my period and eating pretty much everything in sight (no seriously) smh but I took these pictures yesterday (3/18/17) and I’m feeling so much better! You can kinda see some definition in my stomach 🙈

Not everyday is going to be perfect. Some days you’ll need comfort food or you won’t feel like doing your workout and that’s perfectly okay! You’re human and this is a lifestyle, not a get fit quick scheme. Just don’t forget your goals and pick back up where you left off; you got this 💪🏾