i just really didn't want to keep doing readings

reasons why seungkwan is a sweetheart
  • even if he’s part of the maknae line, you can see how much 17 members rely on him, always checking his reactions, and expect him to lead everything (and are usually lost if he’s not there)
  • if no one is saying anything during an interview, even if he’s not the MC he either leads the members or starts talking even if it’s nonsense to save the situation
  • he always tries his best to give good advices, and more than anything: always encourage people a lot
  • he’s able to get along with everyone, even new staff really quickly
  • he likes to make a lot of jokes, but he’s always careful of people’s reaction: if it looks like he said/did something that would make other unconfortable or hurt them he apologizes right away and try to make them feel better by saying nice things about them or gives them a hug
  • he just gives tons of hug to people who are pouting even a bit, or just tons of hugs in general
  • he’s just extremely polite and respectful: like on One Fine Day, when they were given something to eat after picking bossam in Cheongsando, he was the first one to go to other workers to feed them
  • after Mingyu used one the bossam to stop a fire, he apologized right away with a 90° bow to workers who gave them bossam
  • he’s careful of everyone like he tries to make everyone shine, and he keeps telling fun stories about members who don’t talk much
  • he protects his members of any situation where they could be embarrassed: when people ask Jihoon’s height, when Jeonghan accidently spat on the floor (and he moved quickly to hide it with his foot), or when Hoshi was asked if he changed the choregraphy this week too but he didn’t so Seungkwan immediately explained how Hoshi had so much work that it was impossible for him to do so
  • he’s careful of other members likes and dislikes, like when a member suggested to cook curry in a cooking program, he immediately said « no we have a member who doesn’t like curry » before Woozi even said that he disliked it
  • he’s extremely observant and can tell when seungcheol is lying, when woozi is embarassed and acting like he’s not, or really pretty much anything about the members
  • he’s interrested in foreign members’ culture a lot, like  he kept saying to Minghao how he wanted to try chinese food, until Minghao had enough and took him and Jun  to a chinese restaurant
  • and he’s always talking in english, and even try to communicate with foreign fans by using it
  • he didn’t show much of his japanese yet, but it seems pretty good since he’s one the of member who says the longest sentences in japanese
  • he’s very affectionate with everyone really and even more to fans: he greets them with the biggest smile on his face, hands waving really high in the sky, and he  just looks so happy and excited
  • when he leaves he either greets the fans the same way, or looks really extremely sadden to leave
  • he always tries his hardest to communicate with fans, no matter if they are foreigners or not, he has no problem trying to use their language, and start asking them questions about where they are from even if the situation doesn’t really permit them to talk
  • so whenever he’s in a situation where he can’t really talk (like when he was doing Sukira for exemple) he writes on a notebook things he wants to ask to fans (« are you excited for the comeback? », or after asking to a foreigner where she’s from: « NY? » to make sure), saying thank you to fans « thank you for congratulating me for my graduation♡  », talking about his feelings « i’m going to sing later, i’m so nervous », « i missed you »
  • he’s also one of the member who communicate the most withs fans on SNS
  • because of Pledis’ rules he sometimes has to refuse things like taking pictures, or giving people his signature, and he was said to look extremely sorry and apparently kept apologizing everytime it happened
  • he always show the same respect to sunbae groups, no matter if they are a popular or an unpopular group, he’s admiring all of them and keeps talking about how much he liked one of their song or enjoyed things they did in the past, etc
  • he’s like some kind of Jeju ambassador: never letting anymore makes fun of it, even if playing along with other people’s jokes would make it easier for him to fit
  • he has his own insecurities like his weight or his dancing skills (he used to be considered one of the worst dancer) and how he’s the one being scold the most during recording usually, but he never blames anyone joking about his weight, or people scolding him during dance practice, or  during recording. He just keeps working hard to diet, and improve in any area he’s not confident in
  • he makes sure the members don’t loose confidence in themselves, like when seokmin had to show a special talent on a show but reactions weren’t so good, he took his hand even if he was really far away from him to show support
  • he showers members with praises about anything related to their insecurities: like randomly talking about how happy he is that seungcheol is the leader, how much he likes mingyu’s skin color, or how fun joshua is and actually not a boring person at all…
  • when Jeonghan joined the group and was awkward with everyone, Seungkwan was the first one who tried getting close to him, by doing a lot of silly jokes, and it was never said but it looks like it took some time for Minghao to become close to the members, and Seungkwan also seems like one of the first who started looking out for him
  • he loves babies and kids so much and if seungkwan is usually the most professional of the group in any given situation, kids are an exception for him: he just stops talking about what he was supposed to talk about and keeps playing with the kid and talk no-stop about how cute he/she is, or even almost forget about the « no photo of people without their consent » rule, because they are so cute to him
  • he knows every members’ birthday
  • seungkwan always thought during his predebut days that he would be the least popular, and his biggest fear has always been not getting any attention at all, not being noticed
  • he was said to be a soft-heart boy since predebut: he cried more than Chan when his father came, also cried the hardest when samuel’s mother read a letter written for seventeen’s members, was the only one who cried when he read his letter for his mother on parent’s day, cried when doing a video message to his mother on 17project and couldn’t stop crying after seeing her, cried at the boys wish concert, cried when seventeen won their first rookie award, and got extremely emotional on his last day at Sukira with Ryeowook and the rest of the S-line, and on the One Fine Day when the 3 leaders read their letters
  • he also cares a lot about member’s feelings, like he was afraid for seokmin’s feelings when no judge talked about his singing in 17project (while seungkwan was praised), or when vernon said he felt sorry to seventeen about SMTM, he said later in an interview « He was talking about how he was sorry. What’s there to be sorry about~ right? » ©
  • he loves his mom so much and keeps talking about her no matter what; he even almost gave up on being an idol because he didn’t want to leave his mom in jeju
  • he gets anxious really easily, and sometimes he’s tired but since he’s the moodmaker and has pride on this title, he doesn’t want to let other people seeing his tired-side and try to gives energy to people as much as he can no matter what
  • i have so many things to say but i’ll stop there, so just remember that seungkwan is a sweetheart and that he deserves all the love

pearlithia  asked:

Why do you think people think Kaneki rejected Touka? I haven't been keeping up with the manga but I just read the chapter and to me it looked like he low keep excepted her feelings and just didn't flat out say "hey I like you too" because he wanted to wait for the war to be over before he and her became I guess what you would call "an item" Idk I really hope that they end up together and stay together because I am so done with all of my OTPs ending in heartbreak and tragedy

I think that the spoilers implied that he had rejected her, but the chapter and the translation implied the opposite. As far as I know, it’s common for Japanese people to confess indirectly rather than directly. From what I have gathered, is that they don’t say “I like you.” like we do. For me, Touka confessed indirectly by saying “Was I an idiot for being happy about it?” And Kaneki accepted her by not pushing her away and inviting her to come with him. It had romantic undertones, definitely. I guess people were expecting a kiss or an “I love you”, but it wouldn’t be realistic for the characters. I’m satisifed with what we’ve got, which is more than I expected. Kaneki didn’t deny that as Haise he had a crush on Touka, which to me were his old feelings resurfacing. His feelings were obvious in Tokyo Ghoul. Touka was always special to him, more than the rest. Now we have confirmation that he still feels something for her. It’s too soon for them to kiss or anything. They need to solve a lot of issues first. The upcoming fight with Mutsuki may strenghten their bond, though. I wouldn’t call them an “item” precisely, as in “officially dating”, but they have feelings for each other, and now they both know their feelings aren’t one-sided. That part will happen soon, probably. 

wooo just applied to a bunch if nannying jobs so hopefully i can get back into that instead of this shitty retail job

lennyways  asked:

So, for the prompts... I saw this guy on the train today reading a book on how to keep bees and naturally, the first thing I thought of was Cas :) so maybe Dean notices this dude every morning on the same train to work but they never talk even though Dean really wants to? i know it's kind of vague, i didn't think this through completely, but if you have any idea to make this work that would be awesome :D (and if not, that's fine too of course) thank you so much for doing this!!

A drunk driver ran a redlight and just like that, Dean Winchester found himself riding the bus to work while he waited for the parts to fix his baby. Angry as fuck, he claimed a seat near the front and crossed his arms over his chest. Not surprisingly, the majority of his fellow bus riders avoided the sulking man, choosing seats closer to the back. 

All except one. 

Blissfully unaware of anything else on the bus, the man sat across from Dean, deeply immersed in his book. It was like this everyday. Clearly, the dude had some kind of weird bee obsession, judging by the books’ titles and the random item of bee-themed apparel he wore everyday. The books themselves often had intriguing titles. 

The Beekeeper's Bible

The Bees in Your Backyard: A Guide to North America’s Bees

The Bee-Friendly Garden: Design an Abundant, Flower-Filled Yard that Nurtures Bees and Supports Biodiversity

The Hive Detectives: Chronicle of a Honey Bee Catastrophe

50 Ways to Eat Your Honey: Healthy Honey Recipes for Mastering the Art of Honeylingus

Honeylingus? Dean thought. He wanted to ask, because that was definitely not a word you saw everyday, but of course, that was apparently bee-dude’s stop. 

The next morning, Dean waited for bee-dude to get on the bus, the word honeylingus buzzing around in his brain like one of the little bees on the book’s cover. That morning, bee-dude was wearing his customary suit and trench as usual, but with a bright yellow tie with tiny bees embroidered on it. 

“Bees, huh?” Dean asked. 

The man looked up and blinked confusedly, head tilted to the side. “Bees are important,” he said simply, before staring back at his book. 

Dean sucked in a breath. The guy was way more gorgeous than he’d realized. For the past several days, all he’d seen was his dark, disheveled hair and whatever he happened to be wearing that day. Head always bent over a book, Dean had missed out on the pretty blue eyes and soft pink lips. 

He’d just about worked up the balls to ask the dude for coffee when the bus stopped and bee-dude departed. 

The next morning, he was ready. “I saw this and thought you might like it,” he said, shoving the item into the guy’s hand before he lost his nerve. 

Bee-dude looked up, surprised, but took the jar of honey from him anyway. 

“It’s lavender honey from a local farm. I like it in tea when my throat hurts.”

Blue eyes sparkled as a smile spread across bee-dude’s handsome face. “I’m sorry - I thought you were making fun of me yesterday.”

“Nah,” Dean said, getting up and taking the seat next to bee-dude. “I was uh - trying to get the nerve up to ask you out for coffee.”

“I love lavender honey,” bee-dude smiled. “It’s a favorite.” He closed his book and set it on his lap, holding out his hand for Dean to shake. “Castiel,” he offered. 

“Dean,” Dean smiled, shaking Castiel’s hand. 

“Hello, Dean.” 

Hate

Calum

You and the 4 boys were currently in a car driving to the venue the boys were playing to tonight. You and your boyfriend Calum sat in the back and the rest of the boys sat in front of you (7 seater car). You were almost to the venue and there were thousands of fans banging on the windows. 

“Okay, we’re here.” the driver announced stopping the car. Luckily we stopped at a place where their were barriers so we would get completely mobbed. Ashton opened the door and was the first one to get out. When he opened the door all you could here was high pitched screaming, but you got use to it considering you hang out with Calum a lot. After Ashton was Luke and then Michael. Once they got out we put the seats down and climbed over them. Calum held my hand and got out still holding my hand I followed after him. Hate from the fans on twitter didn’t really bother me cause they were just people sitting in their room being jealous, but to hear it come out of someones mouth is different.

“What is she doing here Calum?!” One fan shouted 

“Calum you should date me, Y/N doesn’t deserve you.” Calum tensed and squeezed my hand tighter. He tried to ignore the fans and continue walking towards the venue while I was on the verge of crying.

“Why are you even dating Y/N she’s so ugly.”

“Y/N’s just dating you for fame.” Thats when you felt tears down your cheeks but you were trying to hide it. You hugged Calum’s arm.

“Calum, you would be so much better without this slut you call your girlfriend.”  Someone said and thats when Calum snapped. 

“FUCK YOU, Y/N IS PERFECT THE WAY SHE IS I LOVE HER AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT!” Calum yelled them and pulled me closer to him as we walked away from them. You got into a room and you were a mess. Calum hugged you tightly as you cried into his chest.

“Baby it’s okay, don’t let them get to you I love you so much and you know that." 

Ashton

When you started dating Ashton you knew there was going to be lots of hate but you thought you could handle it and ignore it. You had a past of cutting but you’ve been clean for over 6 months now. On twitter you didn’t really see much hate or notice it so you just thought that most people were okay with you being Ashtons girlfriend. Last night you went out to a club for a girls night out with your best friends, Ashton didn’t come, hens the ‘girls night out’. Your best friends made you where a short dress because they thought you were getting boring ever since you got serious with dating, Ash was fine with it though so you just wore it. You wore a pretty skin tight black dress with black lace sleeves and chest. You wanted to leave the club early so you could get home by at least 1am. You left the club and there happened to be one paparazzi there waiting for anyone special to leave. Apparently I was special enough, he was shoving the camera in my face and asking me questions, which none of them I answered, I wasn’t drunk so at least I was sensible. The next day a few pictures of you leaving the club were all over twitter. It just so happened to be that there was a guy leaving as you were but everyone thought you were fucking behind Ash’s back. 

'She’s such a slut why would she do that to Ashton’

'She doesn’t even love him anymore, well she never did so’

'I told you she was a slut, fucking guys behind Ashton’s back thats so low’

'Why did ashton even like her in the first place she’s so ugly’ You were reading through all the hate and you felt an erg to cut, but you really didn’t want to disappoint Ashton. You read through a few more tweets and you were a complete mess you were sobbing at all the mean things people were saying. You got fed up and went into the bathroom locked the door and found a blade. You drew the blade across your wrist while crying. Why do people hate you so much.  

"Y/N?” You heard Ash call out but you ignored him and continued. He must have heard you crying cause you saw the door knob move as if he was trying to open the door.

“Y/F/N OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!” He yelled through the door but you didn’t respond.

“Y/N please.” He said like he was gonna cry. You gave in a opened the door slowly looking at him. He pulled the door open all the way and hugged you so tightly. “You told me you would stop." 

"I tried Ashton, but there was all this stuff on twitter and I-” You cut yourself off and cried more. 

“Please don’t do it again, it scares me so much. I’ll always be here for you remember that.” He said only hugging you tighter. 

Luke

You just finished a shower and decided to get on twitter while waiting for Luke to come home. You got on and saw your name trending worldwide; you clicked on it and it happened to be hate. Stupid enough for you, you read through the tweets. 

'Y/N is such a slut look at all these short dresses she wears.’

'I bet they just hired Y/N to date Luke’

’@Luke5sos why are you even dating Y/N she doesn’t deserve you’ these hit you hard, really hard. As you kept reading through the tears were streaming down your face. You wanted to stop, you needed to stop, but all you could do was keep reading. You didn’t even notice when Luke came home. 

“Hey Y/N I’m- Oh my god are you okay whats wrong baby.” He said rushing over to you. You quickly closed your laptop before he come see what you were going through. 

“I’m fine I was just watching the fault in our stars.” You lied. Luke gave you a look knowing you were lying. He opened your computer and saw you were on twitter, he strolled through the tweets and the look on his face got really mad. He turned to you and saw the look on your face and his face softened. You were covering your face crying in your hands, he took you in his arms and hugged you tightly, hand on the back of your head bringing you closer to his chest. 

“Y/N, you’re the most perfect girl I’ve ever met, please don’t let things like this get in your way. I love you so much and I hate to see you cry, just please promise me you won’t read these again.” Luke said. 

“Okay.” You said into his chest. He kissed your forehead and you both just stayed like this for awhile.

Michael

The last time Michael found you crying because of hate he flipped a shit and almost yelled at the fans on twitter, luckily you stopped him, but you knew how angry he gets about this kind of stuff. He offered you to tour around with him and the boys on their Australian tour. You were a bit skeptical at first because you knew fans would either hate on you more or yell at your face if they saw you, but you gave in to him and now you’re on tour with the boys. Everyday you went on twitter you saw a shit load of hate but you’re so use to it now only some hurt. Today was the Sydney show so you wanted to see them in the perspective of the fans instead of backstage. You got standing tickets so you were pretty close to them and you could actually see their faces clearly. Michael was checking up on you almost the whole night. Currently they were in-between a song just talking about random shit and thanking the fans for everything they’ve done.

“Wait Y/N?” A fan asked noticing you. 

“Yeah that me?” You questioned

“Oh. Well I just saying I know a lot of people who don’t like you.” She said which I thought was very rude.

“What why?”

“Cause you’re ugly, fat, you don’t deserve Michael, he could do so much better and you’re a weak ass bitch.” She said to your face and pushed you. You fell back onto the hard concrete floor and knocked out. You woke up in a room, you looked around and noticed it was the boys dressing room. You begin to sit up and you saw a colorful haired boy rush over towards you

“Holy fuck Y/N are you okay?” Michael asked very worried, you nodded.

“What happened?”

“Well this bitch pushed you and you fell and hit your head so you passed out, I saw you and I kinda yelled at the bitch and flipped her off. Anyways the people brought you backstage and the paramedics said you didn’t need to go to the hospital you just needed rest. So after the show I just waited here until you woke up which was only like 30 minutes, but holy shit don’t ever do that again you scared the shit out of me I love you so much and whatever that girl said to you just ignore it okay?” You nodded again smiling and hugging him.

mermaidqueenjude  asked:

this has literally been bothering me for days and i didn't want to make a big fuss about it or seem weird about it, but like, did they really have to take that from us?? i'm so tired of the straights tbhhhh, pls save us

yeah i mean i’m not super upset because it really is just a meme, but i do think it’s kind of dumb because putting person literally defeats the whole point of the post? like (sorry if this is rude lol) no one really really cares if you are a coke or pepsi person (i do though tbh, love reading your guy’s tags, keep being cuties!), but it was a way for bi/lesbians to get use to saying bisexual and lesbian. because sometimes it’s so hard to admit that to ourselves and to say it out loud and idk, saying i was an x or y bisexual just really helped me feel more proud in my identity?? 

also….i can’t help but me kinda salty because I got alot of hate for making those memes “why cant you include everyone, this is so dumb, blah blah blah, no one cares” so honestly, they can deal with me saying “hey putting person instead of bisexual/lesbian is kind of cringy”

oh but if i ever see “are you a mint person or a lavender person” i will literally fight someone lol

anonymous asked:

This is our favorite blog on Tumblr, my dear. So I want say to you what I did: last day my boyfriend tried to kiss me, but I was so sad 'couse I'm a granade. We had read TFiOS together 'couse I didn't know how say to him that I have the cancer. And now I know how is hard love someone who's a granade like Hazel. I won't kiss him, I'm afraid. I don't want leave a scar.

“You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but, you do have some say in who hurts you”. If he really likes you, he will choose you my dear, just as Gus chose Hazel. Keep a distance from him can hurt him much more. You don’t need to be afraid of left a scar…. You need to enjoy all the time that you can together if you are really in love. This was actually, what I would do :)