i just needed to see this again

it’s been 3 months since Carrie died. and i was thinking today, it’s sort of… it’s comforting to know that she was happy with her life. she was writing, publishing a new book. she was doing tv. she was doing movies. she was doing star wars again. like, you could see she was in a good place. she stole the spotlight during the promotion for tfa and she was going to do it again for tlj. she “shocked” everyone by announcing she had an affair with harrison ford 40 years ago, and she wrote a book on it. she didn’t give a fuck. she did campaign against trump and she told people to go fuck themselves; she congratulated a pregnant interviewer on the sex; she told ellen degeneres she was open to dating an oxford professor; she showed an interviewer the middle finger after he said anyone would look good sitting beside jabba the hutt; she joked about how other people’s opinions on her appearance hurt 3 of her feelings even tho she was hurt by it; she wanted to move to the uk bc she didn’t want to live in the same country as trump; she threw a birthday party at a hotel in italy at 2am and the cops showed up at 5am to stop the party; she was strong, and she was honest, and she was brave.

it’s comforting to know what a thrill her life was, and that she still lived it intensely. but it’s also so fucking unfair exactly because of that. it was too soon.

anonymous asked:

Hey I don't know if u have already done that but I would like to see svt reaction to you trying to avoid them cause u catch a cold and don't want them to get sick as well~

S.Coups, Joshua, Wonwoo, Woozi & Vernon would be sad to see that you’re avoiding them, but after finding out that you’re sick, they’d completely understand. They’d buy you some medicine and anything else you need to help you heal faster. They just want to be able to be close to you again.

Jeonghan & Seungkwan would frown because you’re avoiding them, but after you tell them that you’re sick, they’d be like, “WOAH WOAH WOAH, YOU’RE TOO CLOSE.” They wouldn’t want to catch your cold and avoid you too until you get better. They’d over-exaggerate and wear gloves and a face mask when giving you the medicine they bought you.

Hoshi, DK, Mingyu, The8 & Dino would forget you’re sick, and hug you tightly once they see you. After you remind them of your state, they’d let go of you as if they were burnt and apologize. They were just too happy to see you.

Jun would pull you close and say, “Don’t worry, I don’t get sick.” But then he’d catch your cold and have to stay in bed for a week.

thank you for your request!!

teletraan-l  asked:

How would MTMTE Rodimus, Whirl, Ultra Magnus and Drift react to their human s/o losing their glasses and not being able to see around the Lost Light? (I can't even see around my room without glasses so I can't imagine the terror of trying to navigate around a giant ship)

Especially with very large robots who won’t notice a human stumbling around oh no

Rodimus Prime MTMTE

He’d laugh a bit when he saw just how much you needed them, but he’s not a complete asshole so he’d help you try to find them

If you absolutely could not find them, he’d have Brainstorm try to make you another pair (it might have a tiny laser somewhere on it…). Rodimus would carry you where you needed to go until you could see properly again, he doesn’t want to see you get squished 

Whirl MTMTE

Whirl is a complete asshole so at first he laughs super hard at you trying to find your way around a cluttered room. Eventually though, he stops and tries to help you find your glasses. There’s a pretty good chance you’ll hear a loud crunching sound though…goodbye glasses…you had a good run…

He feels bad for stepping on them even if his apology wasn’t the best (’oops, my bad’), so he lets you ride in his cockpit until you can get them replaced 

Ultra Magnus MTMTE

The only one who doesn’t laugh at your predicament, Magnus immediately stops to help you find your glasses. Even after retracing your steps, they’re still gone though 

He feels a bit apprehensive about letting you walk around the ship like that, so even if you had a job elsewhere on the ship, he’d wave your responsibilities for the day and let you stay with him. Later, he asks Ratchet, maybe even Rung since he wears glasses, if they can somehow get you a replacement pair 

Drift MTMTE

He nickers a bit when he sees you crawling around the floor, trying to find your glasses. He doesn’t dwell on it though, he’s down on his hands and knees too looking. He’s horrified when his knee lands on something, followed by a crunching sound. “I think I just found them…no no no oh no y/n I am so sorry-” 

He feels terrible about breaking them, and does everything he can to replace them. He carries you to wherever you need to go, because he really doesn’t trust the crew to not step on you (plus he gets to spend more time with you now! That’s a big tick!) 

anonymous asked:

Tips on drawing practice?

- Well, I definitely recommend you draw everyday! I think you need to have a certain discipline when it comes to this, but if drawing becomes too tiring or you feel unmotivated, you don’t have to force yourself to do things. It’s better to have fewer quality drawing sessions than a lot of meaningless ones just for the sake of it.

- Draw on a sketchbook that nobody will see - that way you won’t feel so nervous about failing and being exposed and you can be more carefree.

- This one is a bit controversial - but avoid using erasers. If the drawing isn’t working, move on, start again, correct on top of it - that way you can always see your mistakes and learn from them instead of deleting them from existence. Besides, old ideas that didn’t work out could be helpful or reformulated in the future and you’ll be thankful that you have them.

- If you are working on a concept, don’t settle for the very first thing you draw. Draw a lot of different things, do quick sketches and leave detailing for later. On rare occasions, you will still prefer the first thing you made, but usually you will discover more interesting options as you keep studying. :) 

- In WHATEVER it is you’re drawing, draw the basic shapes first - get the guidelines well done before you start detailing. There is no use in detailing something that doesn’t have a good base. Use quick, loose strokes and reduce everything to triangles and squares if you have to.

- Try to avoid “furry” strokes (LMAO), and try to capture the object/movement/whatever it is you’re drawing with long, clean strokes instead. You can achieve this with practice. 

- Thumbnails are a good way to get concepts down, and a great way to study composition. I always do them before starting a big piece, and so does a lot of people I follow. It forces you to find solutions in tiny squares and rectangles and focus on the essential, instead of allowing you to start rendering too much :)

- Don’t get too attached to a drawing. You can do 100 more, if you messed up that one, you can do better next time.

- Although you don’t have to buy expensive materials, I find that certain pencils just don’t work for me, so find the materials that work for you. 


Hmm.. I’m sure there are more things I could add, but I can’t think of anything else atm. I will add them later if they come to my mind, I hope this was helpful. :)

(Of course I must state, these are MY tips, take everything I say with a grain of salt, and if possible, try to get more sources for the things you’re looking for!)

Tfw you had the tags format you liked the most, but then you need to change it because some are not working as if they didn’t ever exist

Another reason I believe Silver told Madi about his past …. I was watching 401 (yet again) and watched the scene where he goes to her as she’s standing near the rail.  She’s looking at Flint, and he asks ‘You still don’t trust him, do you?”  She answers “I understand why you do.”  She knows what he sees in Flint, she knows what’s in his past that draws him to Flint and makes him think that he needs Flint.  

Then later on in the episode when we see the flashback, and he says that he needs Flint just as much as Flint needs him, she refutes that.  She knows what he’s been through, she knows who he is now, and she knows that he’s capable of standing on his own and doing his own thing successfully.  She can see because she’s on the outside looking in.  He thinks who he’s become is dependent and that Flint will also have a hand in shaping who he’s going to be, but Madi has known all along that that’s not the case. 

And her words are proven right when after the rift happen we see him change so drastically.  Yes a part of it has to do with him not wanting to lose her.  But the strength he had in him to become Long John Silver was always there.  If anything Flint was a can opener to bring those characteristics to the surface, but he can’t truly take credit for making Silver who he really is as a person.

faeriviera  asked:

Is there any classic Disney movie that should absolutely NOT be remade into live action, in your opinion? Also, is there any fairytale/folktale/myth that Disney needs to make a movie about already?

Honestly I love remakes. I think it comes from being a big fan of fairy tales and classic lit and seeing these stories told over and over again in new and exciting ways. I’m pretty much always pro remakes. However I’m not a fan of them taking their all animal stories and doing them “live action” aka reanimating them as cgi. I did like the jungle book and I adore their lion king cast, it just feels unnecessary. I am dreading the dumbo one - although tbh I never really liked dumbo so it’s not my favorite thing anyway.

As for stories I’d like to see them animate, I’ve got about a hundred. I think that a six swans story could be great. And Hansel and Gretel could be really fun- imagine the witch’s song possibilities! Twelve dancing could be fun. I’d really love it if they totally reimagined the settings, a la princess and the frog. I’d also like to see more princesses of color of course, and in a variety of ways. Moana and Pocahontas and Mulan are all wonderful and I wouldn’t trade them, but I mean seeing princesses of color in more stories in general and in a wider variety- in ball gowns as well as warriors and in love as well as strong and independent. All of it!

epically-scottish-big-b  asked:

Take it easy Stealth - everyone is rooting for you and that means accepting when you need time. Art is meant to be fun, its for you - please please make sure you do it because you enjoy it, not because you feel obligated to draw something. <3 And please remember, your art is good, I know you dont always see it but we all do. Its amazing and if you ever need telling again you just let me know because I wont stop saying it until you believe it too.

thank you friend <3 

26.03.17
  • It’s been a week since I started taking pills to treat my panic
  • My foot is way better - even though I still feel pain, but I can already run if I wear shoes. Walking barefoot is still quite painful.
  • I keep on falling in love with her over and over and over again. Oh my, I feel so lucky and happy and blessed I can’t believe this is real <3
  • I need to change my sleep soon. That should help me rest more and start gaining weight. I’m stuck at 38.5kg and that’s not good at all.
  • My positive attitude is coming back. I see things differently now. I feel that everything will be ok in the end. I just need to work hard for what I want. I can do this.
  • Did I mention I love her? <3
  • I’m also starting to feel like taking care of myself. I lacked the will and reason to do so for a while… But I feel so much better, mentally speaking, and I begin to see my worth. I begin to see I do deserve to be happy, to be healthy, to take care of myself. I am important and I need to fight for myself and what I want in life. And I will do it. 
  • Time is going by so slowly lately. Well, depends on the perspective, I guess. My days feel short. As if I could talk to her for 6 hours and yet it will feel like only a few minutes has gone by and it’s never enough <3 I guess that’s what love does. I can’t believe March is about to end. These last weeks have been paradise. I finally enjoy my days. I don’t feel like saying “I just want this day to end” anymore. No, I want it to go on and on and on and enjoy every single second I get to talk to her. 
  • I’m starting to enjoy things. I’m not doing stuff to avoid reality anymore, I don’t do things to keep myself busy so that I don’t have an anxiety attack or depressive thoughts. No, now I do stuff because I want to, because I feel like doing them, because they make me feel good. And they make me feel good.
  • I will definitely work on more paintings soon. Inspiration is coming back. Same goes for baking.
  • I started cooking again! It’s been going on for the past few days. I didn’t cook for months but now I feel like doing it. I even do the dishes afterwards, I can’t recognize myself anymore lol. I have so much more energy. And let me tell you a secret - it has nothing to do with the pill.
  • I’m not afraid of being home alone anymore. Solitude doesn’t trigger me anymore. I haven’t cried in weeks, and if I did, they were happy tears. I don’t feel that constant sadness and emptiness anymore. 
  • I will try to be more active in here. It’s not that I don’t feel like posting, in fact, nowadays I feel like posting quite often. Let’s just say I lose track of time when I talk to her and forget everything around me. But here I am, lovelies. And soon you will see lots of photos from Flickr + my own photography!! <3
  • I love you, thank you for sticking around with me during the time I was depressed. Those who stayed with me - I want you to know I’m forever grateful for each and every one of you <3
  • Goodnight!!! <3
  • P.S. Did I already say I love her very much? 

hello yes i’m not dead!!!! i’m really sorry that i’m not very active here anymore but i just decided that i really needed a break from tumblr due to a number of personal reasons. idk when i’ll come back full time again but for now if any of my mutuals or followers want to get in contact with me i’m more active on twitter these days @tyrantrums!
i hope you all understand and sorry for not saying anything until now!!!

I did it...again!

Why do I always post this stuff so late at night?! Alrighty so good news!
Chapter has been written for Isabelle!
Bad news! You can’t see it yet!
Why? Because there’s something extra that needs to be done!
Just wanted to say it was completed now it’s out of my hands 😁

Moderators desperately needed!

Hi guys!,
I’m here again to ask for your help.

First of all, allow me to thank you all for the continuous support of this blog!! It’s great to see so many of you seeking us out and sharing with us the mutual love/appreciation of videogame music.

That being said, things are becoming difficult to manage between just two people. The requests are always coming (which is exactly what we want, keep them coming!), tracks are in constant need of supervision since they sometimes break and stop playing… Put that together with the fact that we have lives outside of this blog and time becomes reaaally tight.

We need more hands on deck.

Should you be interested (so far, we only need people to answer requests!), don’t hesitate from giving us a shout! We would really appreciate it.

Happy listening!

/Bekas

Monday Morning Rewatch 614 

(even though I rewatched it last night at the con and it’s quick bc this ep…. and i need to pack ;_; ) I gotta say last night after finishing I was just so happy that CS is going to have a second proposal that I couldn’t really focus on anything else, but now the salt has set in. I’m so tired of being salty. I feel like I’m forcing myself to enjoy things and headcanon so that I can just enjoy my fav show again.

  • Just. Get. Rid. Of. The. Flash. Backs.
  • Thank god the EQ is gone. I’ll give them props I didn’t see that coming but it was strange…. and that’s all I’m saying on the vast majority of the episode. 
  • That scene with Emma finding out (even if it made no sense in regards to the dreamcatcher..) Was great, I feel like the was a fight/angst whatever that should have come up earlier, but I’m fine with this angst.
  • Headcanon: That dreamcatcher was already enchanted so he could use it? I got nothing on how Emma knows it’s her Grandpa…
  • I love Killian getting advice from Nemo and I love Nemo and I don’t want him to leave. 
  • Killian would have never left Emma during Gideon nonsense, unless he had a clear plan to go with Nemo to try to find a way to break Snowing’s sleeping curse to redeem himself. 
  • Headcanon: Killian was going to call before he got on the Nautilus. Which actually is very plausible if he’s wrestling with this decision as he should. So yes, he was going to call her on no uncertain terms. (I should have said something to A&E but I couldn’t but it’s like every week there is more shit. And I think if I did say something it would have just been flat out hate that would have just been really fecking rude I can’t do that and I hated people who would trash them on twitter but shit man what the actual fuck are they doing?) 
  • Okay, I have needed a Snow and Killian scene for 5ever, I mean I still need some with her own daughter so no surprise there. I was so happy with that scene other than it had to be the EQ mention that made him change his mind. But whatever, finally a meaty scene with them. 
  • At the very least, I am very excited for next week unless some of the spec I have seen is right bc just hell no lol UGH But I’m so very here for Killian fighting his way back to Emma with the help of his friends like GIVE IT TO ME RIGHT NOW. That’s what I shall focus on.

take-my-sunshine-away  asked:

I'm seeing Ghost again on April 11th after a looooong year of waiting. And boy do I need that ; putting all this shit behind and just enjoy the music, the show and all the Papa glory. No more childish BS, just good music 😊 have a great day!!

I wish I could travel to Europe this tour 😭
Have double the fun for the both of us

the-totally-original-username  asked:

Uh hello! I would just like to put it out there so you know it, you inspired my art style a bunch and I'd really like to thank you for it! It's not identical I swear! Just somewhat similar because well it did help me make my 'own' style. Again, thank you!

I’m glad I inspire you! And no worries, I don’t mind if others use my art style, whether the lining and the coloring, use it if you feel it’ll improve something of yours. I’m honored you think so highly of art actually.

The thing about art that people forget is that most artists are influenced by others to better themselves where ever they believe they need improvement. People see something done one way to looks to be a better way of going about something they were having trouble with, and putting their own into it. Not everyone can do things stroke for stroke, but you can use the method to be able to do something you weren’t able to before.

I have no ill feelings about anybody tracing, referencing, or redrawing my stuff. I kinda have a thing where I believe, if you drew it, it’s your style. Therefore, your art. (unless you take my art and call it yours, that’s just stealing)

morriganlaveau  asked:

Girl... I'm on the floor, i can't breathe... I didn't know you were going to see him, AGAIN! ... CHILD call 911 and say a prayer for me, the photo is adorable and sooo hot... and i need to know what did he say.... DAAAAAAAAAAAARK LAWD HELP ME!... ♥♥♥ Question thou... what does he smell like? LOL! M-

Ksksksjssj im on no sleep, still in denial with what happened. I posted the little story earlier. I’ll reblog now, still crying. He smelled good the last time I saw him, like cologne with a bit of cigarettes though lol. This time I didn’t really smell him just stood there having an attack

Biphobia in Fandom

I’m here with another fandom PSA, specifically to address the rampant biphobia going around right now, especially in regards to attacking ships like Kallura and Shallura for being “straight”. I’ve already written something like this on my personal blog, but for here, it’s a little less, erm, “strongly worded” I guess. I was pretty angry when I wrote the first one. And, I’ll be honest, that anger has not subsided.

Long and short of it, arguing that M/F ships in this fandom is heteronormative is not fighting against heteronormativity, it is reinforcing it. 

Heteronormativity assumes that straight is the norm and everything else is a deviance. Ultimately, it reduces people’s sexualities (which go far deeper than relationships btw) to the assumed gender of their partner and what they do with their partner behind closed doors. It also goes hand-in-hand with biphobia.

Attacking m/f ships just because they look straight is textbook biphobia. And pan/ace/poly/trans-phobia. When I mention bisexuality from here on out, I am including them, too. 

I am a bisexual woman married to a man. That marriage does not magically wash away the biphobic bullshit I still have to endure from both straight people and my own community. 16 years of my life was spent living in a Southern state with all its extremely religious and homophobic trappings that we hear so much about so trust me I know. And lemme tell you, straight people do not consider us one of them, they consider us gay and just as damned for hell. I’ve heard it and lived it again and again for 16 years and long after, and only in the recent years have just now started peeling away my internalized biphobia embedded in me and fighting back.  

I need everyone to watch this video. Notice that the moment the main character learns her date is bisexual. It destroys the otherwise romantic mood of a third date. Not a first date. A third. A guy she supposedly likes enough to date him multiple times. And then later, all she and her friends focus on is the fact that he is once dated a guy and that she needs to leave him. 

This line here: “…but in the end they all ended up with men.” And “So did the bisexual women.”

I’m not going to go into whether this is commentary for biphobia or if this actual biphobia framed as comedy because I’ve never watched this show at all, but the point I’m trying to make is that this is our life. This is what our identity is reduced to. This is what straight people think of us. This is heteronormativity, that this guy is strange and abnormal and not worthy of dating her because he is not straight, he is bi and therefore “ew” he also likes guys. If the main character were to stand up to her friends, tell them that she will continue to date this guy because she likes him (and not just because he’s a good kisser, because that’s also pretty gross and fetishizing) - that is not heteronormative and actually fights for bisexual representation. 

When we go to fandom for escape, to explore our sexuality, to tell our stories, we are met with the same “You can’t ship m/f because that makes it straight!” Trust me. We know what that is really being said here. It’s the same biphobic lenses straight people use, just a different frame. “You can’t ship m/f because it looks straight therefore it isn’t valid!” 

It goes the other way, too. I very recently had to block someone who was using my Allurance art to showcase Lance’s “straightness”. DO NOT DO THIS. I headcanon Lance as bisexual with a different gender preference just like I am. In my fics and headcanons, he has been given a lot of nuances that reflect my own upbringing and experiences. Even when I ship him with Allura, he is still bisexual. Being shipped with a different gender does not change that. So seeing my art with that context on a blog steeped in biphobia was one of the most insulting things that has ever happened to me in fandom. 

Bisexuality is an identity. I was bisexual before I was married, and I’m still bisexual even during the fact. That will never change, no matter who I am with at the time. I am a bisexual woman married to a man and I. Am. Still. Valid. And if you can’t accept that, if you can’t support bisexuals in different gender relationships because they look straight, then you are not an ally.  I’m not saying this to be “mean” or paint you as some kind of awful person. Not at all. You are just simply not an ally. Being an ally doesn’t mean you get to pick and choose what makes you personally comfortable to support. You either support it all or none of it. Point blank. That’s how it is. 

Do you want to fight against heteronormativity? 

Normalizing non-straight different gender relationships in healthy ways is how you fight against heteronormativity. 

Not by attacking shippers for their ships that look straight, especially shippers who do identify as LGBTAQ+ and have their m/f ships reflect their experiences.

Thank you for your time. 

ppl who need to do a superbowl half-time show next:

  • BRITNEY SPEARS!!!!!!!!!!!
  • ariana grande
  • hell beyonce again just because
  • rihanna
  • nicki minaj
  • MARIAH carey
  • KELLY CLARKSON
  • queen of country music carrie underwood
  • LORDE (yeah i know she only got one album out but that’s how good that bitch is)
  • Celine Dion!!!
  • DESTINY’S CHILD REUNION (you never know it might happen)
  • FALL OUT BOY
  • florence + the machine
  • JANET JACKSON AGAIN BECAUSE Y’ALL DID HER SO DIRTY AND SHE DESERVES AN APOLOGY
  • mary j blige because i wanna see her do that walk so turnt
  • P!NK
  • SHAKIRA!!!!!!!! (CAN Y’ALL IMAGINE)

I WANNA SEE IT HAPPEN