i just needed her on my blog

Listen. I’ve thought a lot about this. You have a pattern of keeping things to yourself. You hid the truth about Emily, you made her seem like the bad guy. And then, before that, you didn’t tell me what really happened when you came out to your parents and how badly they reacted. You don’t like to talk about you.
So I think that when your parents didn’t accept you, you stopped trusting people that are closest to you. And I totally get that.
But, Maggie… you don’t have to be guarded with me.  Okay?  I’m not here to judge you for things that happened in the past. I am here to help you heal.
—  Alex Danvers, the sappiest sap to ever sap

anonymous asked:

5 or 10 awesome bloggers, male or female

1. @thedorkreadstheworld, he’s my favorite one ever since. He knows everything about me, I guess. My closest and the best blogger for me. Check his blog, I swear you will love it. If not we can move to the second blogger.

2. @secretlangmuna, she’s a nice person and her writings are awesome. You can talk to her or be on her blog, backreading or whatever, choice is yours.

3. @beverlyeverafter, I just love this girl that’s why I’m suggesting her. No more explanation needed.

4. @kuhmeel, aaah, this girl is awesome in her own ways. If you want to know why, check her blog. I love this girl too.

5. @ultimate-false-hope, if you want a blog full of hugots and such, here it is. Thank me later.

6. @findingcassiopeia, sometimes, I visit her blog because of her writings. You’ll know it if you follow her account.

7. @earthkinggg, I love this person’s blog because of how good he is with doodles and calligraphy. I adore him. That’s all.

I Just lost my own Star Butterfly.

Yes. I know this isn’t like my personal blog or something. But maybe I needed to post it here because is SVTFOE related I guess. Who was her? Well it doesn’t matter. She did knew the show, perfectly, I used to show her everything I knew about, but something went wrong during all that time, I didn’t realized my feelings or what I wanted actually. It was a troublesome friendship.


We used to be months without speaking, but now I realized that maybe it was the best, building a wall between us. The Broken poem if I may refer to it like that, was exactly our situation. When I read it to her trying to be together, she was totally agree, we apologized like we did a hundred times before. But now I realized what are my thoughts, now I can’t tell to her which are actually my feelings towards her.


And it’s sad, I’ve been through relationships during the time I’ve met her, but I wasn’t that happy during them. In a very stupid way, I can tell that maybe she was the love of my life. SVTFOE healed our friendship. We’ve got something to share and to speak a little about it, it was something nice. She is from the few who know I have this blog, my piece of heaven in the middle of hell.


Lastly, she went away from my life today (in a very metaphorical way) she was my best friend, I tried hardly to think something else, to ignore my thoughts and feelings, but I just can’t. During the whole season one and two I’ve been between revelations, lessons that now I’ve learned and that had made me a better person. 


And now I lost my partner in crime, someone who I shared my thoughts and basically my life. Of course I’ll miss her, and she left me in a moment of tension.  I changed most of the paragraphs in a modified version, to be honest I didn’t wanted that, but she’s smart and I knew she would google it. Nah, there are other broken results in google so it’s very difficult that she finds the comic (which for my best I never read with her, it would have been awkward. Neither between friends) so I’m out of danger. 


The last things I said to her, was: “Now when the forces of evil are surrounding me, you will leave me. Mewni waits you.” And I said her other last thing, but I’m actually using all this pain and those exacts words to making a comic of SVTFOE. But with of memories of my life. It might be fun, a way to feel better.

  Thank you Star Vs the Forces of Evil. For making this pain a lot less. For being to me a way to heal.


This is the actual poem I read with her sorry for destroying a poem masterpiece. It’s modified hope Alyah doesn’t mind having my poem in this sad story (if she ever reads it). She was my best friend since 4 years (2013). And I loved her, like someone of my family and of course as my failed crush. Now I must get through this. This is actually the only time I’ll post something like this. Sorry for being so inactive, guess I’ll have more time now. May the Trash be with you…

I hope you can understand it (gramatically and maybe emotionally) it happened just today in the morning. I just hope our lifes join together in a far and better time. By the moment I will have to endure this hiatus with this situation.

a-shy-anonymous-little-blook  asked:

uh... um... w-what kind of g-grey magic are you talking about?.... I'm s-sorry, I j-just found this b-blog and... um... it s-sounds kind of... nothing l-like my g-grey magic?... Uh... G-ghosts have g-grey magic t-that can make words a-appear in t-the air... um... p-pretty much j-just that.... w-why would you need to study that?

you have this other type of grey magic too! oh wow, this is amazing! 

wait…my best friend is a ghost…and she doesn’t have this type of magic. her’s is blue actually…so you’re a ghost with a grey magic? that…is interesting to say the least… 

*He pulled out a small notebook he kept with him, and started taking notes on this encounter.* 

i might have questions for you at some point, but for now, just relax. thanks for helping me out so far~

anonymous asked:

Who would carry the other more and in which way(piggy back, bridal, over-the-shoulders etc.) would they do it?

I don’t really see them doing a lot of carrying tbh. If Lili is being stubborn, Asuka might prop her over her shoulder and carry her there herself. Or if Asuka is injured (which is unlikely anyway) while they’re travelling, Lili might offer to give her a piggy back ride in which Asuka would just say hell no and limp away.

// HI THERE. Mun Woody talking - yeah, that one person who always says “don’t worry I’m back” and isn’t really back and then just disappears. I’m not dead, nor did anything bad happen, I just got a bit busy in real life and spent the past week at my father’s babysitting my younger sister (who very nearly killed me yesterday when latching at me as I was sitting on the floor because she wanted to demonstrate her judo abilities, my hypothesis that she’s a future Pharah intensifies but anyway).

More importantly, reflecting on these two full weeks of inactivity and absence, I think I kind of overdosed on Ana and needed to take a few steps back. I started off this blog having no idea how long it woudl last or if I’d ever get to interact at all, and boy has it defied all my expectations! I found myself writing amazing threads and making fantastic friends on there and getting incredibly involved in Ana’s development. Perhaps too involved, and that’s where the problem is, really. As much as I love playing Ana, I progressively got to spend a lot of time and energy on this blog, on headcanons, on threads, and it became kind of exhausting and draining. I realise now that I put way too much unnecessary pressure on myself for this blog and that it was slowly deteriorating my experience of roleplaying as Ana.

Luckily I seem to have unconsciously reacted by not logging in at all and leaving this blog aside for some time - giving myself some time to cool off and write for other blogs and do other things. And it worked: I became aware of this stupid problem, and now that I know why I was struggling with this blog, my muse for Ana is back! 

Being not great with timings, it so happened that I’m leaving on Saturday for another full week, but I wanted to post this here just to let you know what happened - and you know, if other people are going through similar struggles, just know that you’re not the only ones and it’s okay to take time off to breathe. Tomorrow after driving I’ll start making a new theme and I’ll slowly get to replies and threads - I don’t want to force myself and make the same mistake again, so I apologise in advance if you don’t get a reply tomorrow, I will get to our thread but it might just take some time! 

In the meantime, I will probably reblog memes because memes are cool and yes, I want fresh new things to get going in addition to the old replies I owe, it helps keep the motivation going! So feel free to send in stuff, or even whatever comes through your mind in my inbox, or yell at me on IM because I haven’t replied to you in forever and you hate me - choice is yours!

Love you all, good to see you back on my dash!

Peridot (Steven Universe) is autistic

-Uses an alternative communication device (her pre-recorded voice), especially when she needs to get complicated thoughts into words

-Echolalia: “clods” “clod” “CLODS”

-Doesn’t understand why what she says hurts the crystal gems

  • “What did I say?”
  • “Mean? I was just being ~cool~. Amethyst loved it!”
  • *tries to joke and smile and wave at Amethyst*

-Has trouble with communicating (earth specific vocabulary) so she makes up a word system that makes sense to her

  • in addition to her amusing words for mundane things: “how do you feel?” “big.”

-very literal

  • “Oh peridot, you’re killing me!” “I am not! that would violate our truce agreement!”
  • “you’re funny!” “Funny?”
  • Garnet: ”You’ll know when I’m joking.” Peridot: “eaahhhh”
  • “What is ‘nerd’? can you use it in a sentence.”
  • “you’re a real gem peri” “yes I am a gem”
  • “this drill is pure irony!” “actually it’s mostly carbonite”

-Odd humor

  • “I could call her… two things! Two clods… one clod…”
  • “Amethyst! Check out this … rhythmatic pulverizer!”  *flails on ground laughing*

-Upset by the unpredictability of the Crystal gems

  • “that… was not the correct answer…” (when Amethyst didn’t laugh at her joke)
  • “I have come to the conclusion that they are all defective”

-mimics behavior (the shirt nose flick thing)

{Speculation beyond this point}

-her limbs might be both comfort items and weight stims. She’s very upset when she’s parted with them and she clutches the foot that steven returns to her and rocks back and forth a little

-Glasses- maybe for light sensitivity

-meltdowns? Pearl:“*sigh* another one of her temper tantrums.”

This blog is 100% anti Donald Trump.

This blog is a safe space for all women and minorities

If there is anything I can do to help you, as a woman or minority, let me know. If you just need to talk about the results of the election, let me know. I will not talk down to you, talk over you, or undermine your thoughts or your fears.

So I’ve post this picture a few times. I love when I get a large toy into my ass once or twice. Then during a later stretching session, can’t do it again…
See these two ladies here, would make me their anal whore. And that thought thrills me. I love the thought of being some firm but loving Domme’s anal whore. Just stretched, and loose for her pleasure. And those strap-ons, the thought of them just plowing me more and more loose, joy. At some point, I need to find me a Domme and submit my ass and fuck hole to her use.

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Sketch Dump!

So I haven’t posted any art in a long time, mostly because I’ve felt like it isn’t worthy of posting. But that’s dumb, so I’m going to try and post at least one sketch a week. To try and get going again. So here’s just a few sketches to get started. Thanks to everyone who’s still stuck around!

Just so you all know, once Series 4 airs, I will be making a lot of satirical metas (hence my blog’s info section).

My first will be “Is Mary a Villain: A Meta”.
“As you can see by this screenshot, Mary admits to being a cold-blooded murderer. As you can see here in HLV, she is still a murderer. Look at this time she committed murder. And this time she threatened murder. Look at her in series 4 as an active assassin. Take a look at this moment where she murders again. But is she really a villain? It could just be hormones. We’re going to need series 5 to show us the truth.”

My 2nd will be “Is Johnlock Actually Canon: A Meta”.
“Take a look at this clip of them kissing. But is this a realistic moment? Look how the lips brush across each other. Raises some questions for sure. Now here’s a clip of them sleeping in the same bed, embracing. Could it be staged? We’re going to need more info in series 5 to make an accurate deduction.”

Important message

Alright, listen.

I apologize with being inactive and not posting as much content with this blog as I planned. But things have gotten very serious again.

I’ve been told I have 2 weeks before I get kicked out of my home.

Do I have any place to go this time? Nope. I’ve asked around, still am, and things aren’t brightening up. I’m going to need more help than just “I hope for the best for you”

I hate bringing my personal issues onto this blog because I started this blog as a way to sorta help me deal with it. But as much fun I’m having with it, more and more severe issues have been popping up and there’s only so much I can joke about it until I can’t laugh with it anymore.

A year ago was when I moved in with my father. I used to live with my mother, but due to her abuse and trying to use me as an excuse to collect child support money, she kicked me out since I’m no longer the age for that. Have things gotten better since I’ve been out of there? Uuuuhhh slightly. Not really. Dad and Stepmom has some sort of ban on anti-depressants and despite me still having nightmares and episodes about my mother, they tell me it’s all in my head and I don’t need to see a doctor. (”Well if you need medication for stress, then WE should be the ones taking it not you” ect.)
Due to not getting the medical/emotional care I need, all my progress on ANYTHING has been delayed. Driving, job seeking, ect. I can only do art in short bursts before taking month long hiatuses. 

Due to stepsiblings not being over 21, they’re still being babied. (They’re teenagers.) They leave all the lights on in the house the entire day “and that’s okay”. But god forbid me having the laptop on for 12 hours. It’s been confirmed that their father has been avoiding paying child support for several months now, even going as far as to try and pay only half of it.

Please consider donating some money. Even a little bit helps. I’ll be selling prints and charms and other things in the future, starting mid-January. But I can’t do that without a roof over my head.

There are donation buttons on both my blogs’ headers.
My paypal email is “srsilverfox@gmail.com” Please help.

I’m exhausted.

Hello guys, I have handsomely re-tagged all my posts and organized it into a its own pages. So if you guys want to check my old, art, MM or other things. Just check my blog. I have deleted some asks btw, but some still there- so feel free to browse it lol.

Oh and since I don’t won’t to spam too much ask so I will only reply 10 posts (maximum 15 or important ask) a day. I will queue/schedule the other ask for the next day.


Side note, to @kinlkeyl. Since Chi is more of the bright side of me, she will give you the positive love- Omg I’m a tsun so don’t ask. I need her side of me to push me sometime (even though you obviously see me creeping in fb all day lol). Anyway, pats pats. You said you’re feeling better but honestly I’m worried too lolol.

Surprising You

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Requested: Hi ! I have a request haha can you write an imagine where Y/N is a plus size and she’s really insecure and depressed because of all the perfect girls that she see everyday at college. She talks about it to one of her friend who tells to Shawn because she’s in a really bad mood and he’s suprise her at college ? Thank you ! By the way, I love your tumblr and your imagines so so much, definitly one of my favourite blog 💜💜💜

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“It’s not that I’m even jealous,” You tell your best friend, Kara, while sitting at one of the tables on the main walkway of your campus. “It’s just that it makes me feel so insecure in my own skin, you know?” You don’t even know what you’re saying or even why. It has just been a rough week, you suppose, and you needed to tell someone. You could tell your boyfriend all of this, but you don’t want him to worry. He always worries about you and sometimes even feels like it’s his fault that you’re so insecure, which it is most definitely not. If anything, he’s the one keeping you from falling into the dark pit of depression. But either way, you feel like your mental health issues and your insecurities are not his problem or responsibility. You do share with him because you’re in a relationship and you understand that it is important to be open and vulnerable, but at the same time you also try to keep some things to yourself for his sake and because he has a lot on his plate and he doesn’t to be constantly worried about you.

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