i just need luke to love me now

Listen if Luke was with me right now i’d give him the biggest hug, i’d use all of my might to squeeze him tightly bc he needs to know i love him and that he’s so special and loved, he’s so fucking loved. I love him so much, there’s not a single fibre of me that doesn’t love that man. Every bit of me pours out love for Luke and i just i wish he knew how much better he deserves, he’s not meant to be someones doormat, he’s meant to be so much more, he’s meant to mean more to someone than just their ticket to fame. He just deserves better than what he has and i hope like hell one day he finds it, bc that is what he deserves. 

How I imagine Elektra's resurrection in "The Defenders" will go:
  • *Elektra comes back*
  • Matt: ELEKTRA, LOVE OF MY LIFE, YOU'RE BACK FROM THE DEAD! *changes back to dry, brooding Matt personality* Oh, I mean...I missed you Elektra.
  • Luke: Sweet Christmas, first I'm a superhero, then I meet all of you superpowered bing bongs, and now we have literal resurrections. I just wanted to sweep hair in a barbershop for fuck's sake.
  • Danny: This greatly upsets me. I need to meditate to clear my thoughts.
  • Jessica: HOLY WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT, THIS IS SOME EXORCIST/BOOK OF REVELATIONS/AVENGED SEVENFOLD SHIT, TRISH COME HERE, I NEED A DRINK.
  • Elektra: Guys, calm down, it's no big deal really. You'll be surprised at how many people get resurrected in our world. OhandbythewaytheHandiscomingtodestroyNewYorkCity.
  • The Defenders: Wait...what?
  • *The Hand enters the scene and surrounds the Defenders. The Defenders cover Elektra*
  • Sigourney Weaver: BEHOLD, THE ARMIES OF THE HAND! NOW, TURN OVER ELEKTRA NATCHIOS SO WE CAN COMPLETE THE BLACK SKY RITUAL OR FACE YOUR DOOM!
  • Matt: Wait, the leader of the Hand is white? I thought it was a Japanese group?
  • Elektra: Well, the power of the Iron Fist also originates from Asia but...
  • Danny: *looks to the side in embarrassment*
  • Jessica: Well, bitch-who-looks-like-a-second-rate-Ellen-Ripley, you'll have to fight all four of us because...she's...not-chyours anymore! *grins stupidly*
  • The other Defenders and Elektra: Goddamit Jess.
  • Trish: *walks up behind Jess and hits her on the back of her head*
  • Colleen: *walks up behind Danny and hits him on the back of his head*
  • Danny: Hey, what the hell was that for!
  • Colleen: I don't know, I just felt like it. *troll smile*
In Sickness || A.I.

Characters: Ashton Irwin/Reader

Rating: PG-all

Summary:The one where you’ve got a tummy ache and Ashton nurses you back to health.

I swear I’m a Luke girl… this is another small Ashton blurb oops…

Ashton swore you had become just another part of the couch by now. Your sickness this week rendering you helpless and all you wanted was him. At first he tried to keep a safe distance, not wanting whatever kinds of tummy aches you were experiencing but he’s a sucker for his girl and with enough pouting and sad eye blinking he was nestled beneath you on the couch.

“Remind me again how I too, became a part of the couch?” He gently chuckled.

“Because your girlfriend is sick and is in pain and you love her,” you mentioned like it was painfully obvious.

“All is true, I’m just afraid people won’t recognize us as people anymore since we’ve become one with this couch!” He said, your head lolling around from the giggles vibrating in his chest.

With all of the remaining energy you have left, you lightly smacked him on his thigh, only to have him pretend to be hurt like he was playing with a child.

“Ow babe! You’re strong even when you’re sick!”

“Oh hush, we both know I didn’t hit you that hard,” you replied.

“Made you smile though didn’t it?” He asked.

“A little,” you responded and you had smiled. There was never a time with Ashton that you weren’t smiling if you’re honest.

Your eyes began to close as his hands gently played with your hair, an action he learned early in your relationship to get you to sleep. You hummed quietly and relaxed further into his chest beneath you, his warmth and expanse of his chest alone making you feel a bit better. Then your stomach seized harshly, nothing happening other than pain and the feeling of possibly losing the small amount of food you had for lunch. A groan as you sat up a bit, the pain crippling you.

“Shh it’s okay babe, I’ve got you,” Ashton whispered softly. “Here, turn on your side a bit. That’s it. Slowly babe I’m here,” he cooed.

You now were lying on your side between Ashton’s legs and you had to admit, it wasn’t the comfiest position but you trusted him. He lifted your shirt enough to fit his large hand on your stomach. A chill ran through your body, the temperature difference between his cold extremities and your warm tummy causing you to shiver. Ashton kissed the top of your head and gently began rubbing your sore tummy, slowly and in a circular motion, as if to rub all the painful tides away. It was working you had to admit, or at least it was enough of a distraction for the time being.

“Thank… you..” you mumbled slowly, as your eyes began to close yet again, your body safely tucked into him, his hands on you in the most soothing way.

“Of course babe, anything for my sick girl,” he responded, pressing a few kisses to your head once again. The hand on your tummy had slowed down and eventually came to a stop as the two of you drifted off into sleep.

And you more than willingly returned the favor a few days later when he came to you whining about his tummy ache which he swore he had gotten from you and the two of you were one with the couch once more.

Will be posting a Luke smut later today!!

I’ve been working on this smut for a while… I hope you guys like it! It just needs to be proofread and it will be out tonight!

UPDATE: It’s up now!! Here it is!!

“If I didn’t get jealous, then we wouldn’t be here now, would we?”

I hope you all enjoy it! Feel free to give me any feedback, or send in requests! Love you all! Have a beautiful weekend!! :)

Originally posted by lukeswhitetee

CEO!Luke Part 7

WARNING: SMUT (finally)

Y/N’s POV:

Luke slams me against his penthouse door. “I don’t think you understand how good I’m going to fuck you” he says kissing my lips dragging them out. I honestly have no clue Luke had this side to him but I love it. “Open the door Luke” I moan against his lips. He lifts his face  but goes back for more. “I just can’t get enough of those perfect lips. Their my lips now baby girl” he smirks opening the door. He pulls me in by the waist shutting the door and locking it. “I would rip that dress off of you darling but I know you adore it too much so hurry up and take it off before I do” Luke says loosening his tie and taking off his blazer throwing it on the counter. “I need help with the zipper” I cry out bouncing up and down. Luke comes over and takes the zipper pulling it down. “You’re so sexy when you complain you know that?” he says kissing behind my ear. Taking the dress of gently, Luke throws my dress on the floor. “Hey!” I say pouting. Alcohol still in veins making me feel alive. Luke grins and grabs my face kiss me hard shoving his tongue inside of my mouth. God I love this man. I push him away smirking. I pull him in by his tie bring his face down to mine. “You’re wearing too much daddy” I whisper biting his lip. “God baby you’re drivin me wild. You just wanna be fucked so bad don’t you baby?” He smirks at me. “I want you to do a lot of things to me Mr. Hemming's” I giggle ripping off his blazer. I moan at the site seeing his chest again. Suddenly I’m pushed back on his bed. “Baby do you know who’s in charge tonight?” He asks hovering over me. He takes both of his hands and rips my bra into two pieces. I gasp loudly. “Daddy! I yell. “Call me that again” Luke demands lowering his head down to where I need to be touched the most. “Daddy” I say making direct eye contact. Luke rips off my panties sniffing them while flipping me over. His hand comes into contact with my ass. “You like that baby? You like when Daddy spanks you hard?” He asks giving another hard slap to my other cheek. “Ugh yes daddy give me more!” I moan digging my head into his pillows. I haven’t been touched by a man in such a long time. When I’m touched right, I turn into a sex freak.

“Oh baby you will get more I promise but right now Daddy wants a taste of that sweet pussy of yours. Will you let Daddy have a taste baby”? Luke says turning me back over taking my left nipple in his mouth and sucking harshly. He flicks my nipple with his tongue biting it gently with  his other hand pinching my other breast. “I’m gonna fuck these breasts one day and cum all over them” Luke says lifting his head to place a juicy on my lips. “Luke I need you” I moan bucking my hips. “Does someone need my tongue in their sweet pussy?” he asks kissing down my body. “Yes yes yes!” I moan looking down at him. He smirks and gets up from the bed. “No no no! Where are you going!?” I cry out. He can’t leave! I need to be touched! Luke walks on the side of the bed taking my face in his hands kissing me softly. “Sh my love. I’ll be right back” he smiles walking away. The moonlight shines through Luke’s penthouse giving off a calm vibe I enjoy. What I don’t enjoy is being left here! I hear Luke come back into the room. He holds two things but I cannot make them out due to the darkness. He climbs on me, straddling me. He takes both my hands and crosses them. Metal cuffs are wrapped around my wrists as they are now stuck against his bedpost above me. “You aren’t going anywhere you hear me?” Luke says climbing back down my body smirking. I nod. “Good girl” he says trailing kisses down my stomach separating my thighs. “Now this is a site I wanna see every fucking day” he laughs deeply. “Luke please do something. Please!” I beg arching my back. Luke smirks and reaches into a bowl. Is that ice I hear? I was right. Luke smirks placing the ice cube between his teeth as he drags the ice along my thigh teasing me. I flinch at the coldness as he does it again to my other thigh. I moan closing my eyes. Luke climbs up onto me as he swirls the ice cube around my nipples making me shudder. He does it once more then spits the cube out on the floor. He leans down with his wet lips giving me a soft kiss on my lips moving down towards my neck. He leaves open mouth kisses on my neck and on my ear making me moan even more. “Does that feel good baby girl?” he whispers in my ear. “God yes” I moan giving him more access to my neck. “Daddy’s gonna have a taste of you now. Is that okay with you darling?” he asks. He’s teasing me way too much. “Fuck yes please I need you to touch me!” I yell tugging at my restraints. “As you wish baby” Luke smirks separating my legs once more. He licks up my pussy once. “Only one lick sweetheart and I’m addicted” he says going back for more. His mouth fully latches onto me as his arms hold my thighs apart. “Oh god yes Daddy right there!” I scream arching my back. Luke doesn’t say anything. He just keeps on working. His wet tongue finds my throbbing clit and sucking on it not letting it go. I scream in pleasure as Luke groans against me. “Fuck fuck fuck yes Luke right there fuck!” I shout throwing my head back. He won’t stop. He wiggles his head back and forth still sucking on my clit. He adjusts himself not looking at me as he dives his tongue into my hole. “Mother of god!” I scream trying to break free of these handcuffs. Luke moans against my pussy as he lifts my hips up making my legs go around his broad shoulders. He kneels on the edge of the bed holding my lower body against his chest but he still doesn’t stop. This new angle is killing me. Sweat is forming on my forehead watching this beautiful man devour me. “Luke I’m gonna cum!” I yell. “No you will not!” he demands going deeper. “Please I can’t hold it any longer” I cry out. “Okay baby cum on my tongue” he says. “FUCK YES OH DADDY YES! I scream as I release on his tongue. Luke watches me as I unfold and places me down softly against his bed. “You’re the most delicious thing I have ever taste in my life” he says as he reaches above me unlocking the cuffs freeing my wrists. He notices the harsh red marks I made from the tugging and pulls out some lotion from his bedside drawer. He squirts some in his hand and rubs them around my wrists gently. After that he kisses them as I giggle.

“Sit up” he demands. I do as he says and sit on my knees on the edge of the bed. Luke comes over and rips his belt out making lustful eye contact with me. His eyes are a dark blue than his usual ocean blue eyes. “You see what you do to me baby girl huh? You make Daddy hard as a fucking rock but Daddy could only touch himself thinking of you because he didn’t have you here to help him. But look now baby, you’re sitting on the edge of my bed ready to help me. Are you ready to help me out darling?” he asks looking at me popping the buttons of his pants. All I do is nod as he pulls his pants down. His underwear suffocating his hard length. “Look what you made me do sweetheart” he says grabbing my hand so I feel the small wet pre cum in his underwear. “My cock is all yours baby. Have it” he demands standing right in front of my face. I lick my lips as I pull his underwear down throwing it across the room. I gulp at his size but his size makes me want him even more. “Go ahead baby don’t be shy it’s just me” he says comforting me. I wrap my right hand around his cock pumping him slowly. I’ve never had much experience with hand/blow jobs but here goes nothing. I take his aching red tip into my mouth closing my lips around it. I suck licking circles around his tip. Luke groans but doesn’t say anything. I continue to tease his tip as I pump him slowly. I take him down my mouth as far as I can and run my tongue along the side of his cock. “God baby that’s it” he says forming my hair into a ponytail. I cup his balls and hollow my cheeks as I suck all the way back to the tip as Luke hisses. I decide to add some speed as I take him in my mouth again and suck back and forth cupping his balls once more. Luke throws his head back and I take that as a good sign. I decide to tease him a little bit. I start to suck his tip repeatedly teasing him as I look into his eyes. “Fucking shit baby girl yes you’re such a good girl sucking daddy’s cock like that” he hissed. “Fuck come here” he says.

He takes my head in his hands and kisses me with full on tongue making me moan. I giggle as he lifts his head. “Lay on your back baby girl with your head off the edge” he says softly. I do as he says. “Perfect love. Daddy’s gonna fuck your pretty little mouth okay baby?” he ask. “Okay” I say softly waiting for him to make the move. He positions his cock at the entrance of my mouth. “I’m gonna need you to relax baby okay? Relax your throat for me while I slide in” he says. I nod. His sweets word making me more comfortable. I lick my lips and open my mouth. Luke’s hands are placed on either side of my head so he can guide himself. His cock slides in slowly as I flatten my tongue along his length. “Shh that’s a good girl. I need to go all the way baby will you let me do that?” he asks. I couldn’t say anything so I moan nodding my head signaling a yes. “Relax your throat baby” he says sliding in more. As he enters deeper and deeper I begin to tense up and my eyes begin to water. “Your doing great baby just like that” he comforts me. I almost gag as he enters my mouth fully making my head skim his leg. “Ughhh fuck your mouth is so warm” Luke hisses pulling out. I catch my breath preparing for more. I open my mouth again and Luke’s cock finds it way down my throat. I relax my throat as much as possible because I want him to feel as much pleasure possible as well. His hips gradually speed up, his hands still holding my head. Luke’s moans get louder and deeper as I suck on him hard. I make sure to move my tongue a little as he goes back and forth. Luke throws his head back in pleasure moaning my name. “Oh baby you’re mouth is perfect. You’re so perfect” he moans. I moan against his cock sending even more pleasure to him. By now, Luke is at a fast speed and is moaning mess. “Fuck I need you now” Luke groans pulling out. I take two big breaths waiting for what’s next. “Hands and knees now” he demands leaving the room. I get on my hands and knee and patiently wait. I look over my shoulder seeing him holding a piece of rope along with a small item I couldn’t really see. He climbs onto the bed. “Luke I need you please” I beg wiggling my ass in front of him. Slap! I jolt forward moaning, loving the contact. “You get my cock me I give it to you, understand?” he hisses spanking me again. “Yes Luke” I say. Slap! “What did you just call me?” he asks angry. “I’m sorry daddy!” I say biting into my shoulder. “That’s right” he says. He grabs both of my arms bringing me up to him. He crosses my arms tying the rope around my wrists. “I’m going to fuck you so hard you will be begging for my cock every day” he hisses in my ear biting it gently. I moan laying my head back giving him access to my neck. He places wet hot kisses down my neck, up my cheek and onto my mouth. I moan into his mouth but I was pushed back down onto the bed. My body flat on the mattress but Luke grips my hips hoisting my ass in the hair and spanking me. “How do you feel about butt plugs sweetheart” he asks rubbing my hips in circular motions. “I’ve never tried them” I say truthfully. “Would you like to try?” he asks. Maybe that was what he was holding. I’ve never had my “other hole” touched before because I have never wanted to pleasure myself like that. In the current situation I’m in, I might as well. I want to in fact. Life’s about trying new things and taking risks now why not let my hot boss penetrate me. “Okay” I say gently. Luke reaches down under his bed grabbing a bottle of lube and squirting some on his fingers. He then spreads my ass cheeks rubbing my foreign hole with his thumb. His thumb quickly enters making me gasp a little. “It’s okay love, once this thing is inside you, it will feel great” he says pumping his thumb. “Not as great as my cock though, nothing will beat that baby” he chuckles deeply. I moan feeling pleasure. All of a sudden I feel smooth silicone enter me as it sets in place. “It’s small baby so it will stay like that. It won’t enter you fully I promise” Luke says. I nod. “God your ass is fantastic” he groans massaging it. He then grabs my hips so they are right against his body. He teases my entrance with his cock making me shudder. He does this a couple times and I’m about to explode. “You ready for my cock baby? Luke asks ripping a condom with his teeth and spits the scrap out, his eyes staring right at my ass.

“The safe word sweetheart is ‘Red’ okay love?” he ask. “Yes!” I say. “Good” he smirks shoving his cock inside me with his hand so fast making his cock go all the way in. I jolt forward moaning out. This feels way too good. “Ugh fuck you’re so tight baby girl. I’m gonna fucking destroy this pussy” he groans spanking me. Luke pulls out only to shove his cock inside me again. I moan loudly shutting my eyes. Luke’s hip move back and forth at an average speed. “Daddy faster please!” I beg wanting more. “Beg for it” Luke hisses holding onto my joined wrists. “Fuck daddy please fuck me harder and faster!” I beg. “More!” he groans obviously feeling much pleasure as well. “DADDY PLEASE WRECK MY PUSSY PLEASE WRECK MY PUSSY WITH YOUR COCK! I yell. “Fucking hell baby you’re gonna get it now” Luke groans lifting me up and holding me against his chest. One hand grabs my throat while the other travels down my stomach to play with my clit. He holds me tightly against him while thrusting hard and faster into me. I moan repeatedly so does Luke. “You like having Daddy’s cock inside you baby girl huh?” he hisses in my ear. “Oh god yes Daddy I love it I love it so fucking much” I cry out. He teases my clit with his middle finger making me cry out. “I bet no man has ever fucked you this good huh baby?” he asks. He was right. “You’re the best Daddy!” I cry out in pleasure. “Tell me you’re mine. Tell me you’re body is mine and only mine to fuck” he groans loudly thrusting deep and fast. “I’m all yours Daddy! I yell. Luke lets go of my throat and unties the rope on my wrists. He slips out of me as well leaving me whimpering. He flips me over so I’m not on my back. Luke crawls above me with hungry eyes. “Come here” he whispers capturing my lips with his. We make out for a while, Luke grinding his body against me. Moans slipping from our mouths left and right. He sits up taking me with him. He enters me once more as I’m sat on his knees. I moan right onto his mouth. Luke smirks wrapping my arms around his neck. He thrusts up into me as I cry out in pleasure. He grips the back of my head making our lips inseparable. Rough kisses full of tongue while Luke thrusts faster and deeper inside. “Luke!” I cry out throwing my head back only making Luke smirk. “Fucking hell you take my cock so well baby. You feel so fucking good around me” he says watching me bounce on him. I moan louder and louder. I have never felt this much pleasure ever with a man. “That’s it baby scream as loud as you want. Let everyone know who is fucking you this good!” he groans laying me down. He lifts my legs over his shoulder. Oh god. He thrusts so fast that I start to lose my vision. “LUKE!” I scream. “That’s not my fucking name! Get it right baby girl or I’ll have to bend you over my knee and spank you 50 more times” he hisses pounding me. I don’t say anything I just moan and moan more. “Daddy please I’m gonna cum!” I cry out reaching behind me gripping his pillows. “You cum when I say you cum” Luke groans. “Please I can’t take it anymore! Please please let me cum!” I say begging for my release. Luke lets down my legs and hovers over me now. His lips attack my neck with rough kisses. I try to run my hands through his hair but Luke takes them pinning them above my head kissing my lips now. “You are going to cum with me do you understand?” he groans biting my lips. I nod moaning. “Look at me” he demands. His dark blue eyes are filled with lust as he thrusts slow and deep into me. My mouth opens letting out a high pitched open.

“Look at me sweetheart” he says again. We make eye contact holding it until Luke’s head falls into my neck. “Cum for me baby girl” Luke demands pounding into me. “YES YES FUCK UGH YES DADDY!” I scream out so loudly I don’t care if anyone hears me. Luke cums seconds after me. “FUCK YES OH FUCK!” Luke yells in my neck biting it roughly making me gasp out. We ride out highs together moaning out. Luke lays breathing heavy on top of me. My eyes still closed from my orgasm. Luke lifts his body slipping out of me and disposing the condom. He stares at me, leaning down placing a sweet kiss on my lips. “Life your ass for me baby” he says. I do and Luke gently pulls out the butt plug. “How did that feel” he asks referring to the small toy. “Good” I smirk. “Come on” he smiles taking my hand and getting off the bed. I follow behind but I almost fall trying to stand. “Aww baby girl can’t walk?” he fake pouts. “Come on love” he says lifting me bridal style. “Looks like Daddy’s cock destroyed ya huh?” he smirks. “Oh shut up” I laugh. Luke carries me into the bathroom and sits me on the counter. He turns on the shower. Steam rises to the ceiling from the shower. He opens the glass door and picks me up again in his strong arms. Luke walks us both into the hot shower, shutting the door behind him. He places me down gently still holding onto my hips. “I’m good” I giggle. “You sure?” he asks. “Yes” I say leaning against the wall. Luke takes my face in his hands and kisses me. “God I love doing that” he groans. I moan agreeing with him. He takes some body wash and squirts some into his hand, rubbing them together. He gently scrubs my whole body with the wash until it gets all foamy against my body. I do the same to him. We don’t say anything. We just enjoy the sound of the running water. Luke washes my hair giving it a really good scrub. “Mmm have you done this before?” I moan giggling. Luke smirks massaging my scalp. “Aha no I haven’t” he chuckles softly. I rinse out my hair as Luke washes his. We switch places so Luke can wash away the shampoo in his hair. After that, Luke shuts off the shower and opens the door. He takes a towel and shakes his head then wrapping it around his waist. He takes another towel and unfolds it holding it out for me in his open arms. I giggle and walk into his embrace. He hugs the towel around my body rubbing my arms up and down.

We both dry off and head back to bed. It’s now 12:30 am and I’m exhausted. “Want some PJ’s?” Luke asks. “No I think I’ll sleep naked” I smirk. Luke’s eye widen. “Nothing wrong with that” he laughs. I crawl into his bed yawning. Luke climbs in beside me. “Aren’t you gonna put some PJ’s on?” I ask. “Oh no I sleep naked” he says plainly getting closer to me. “Like every night?” I ask. “Yes every night” he says pulling me into his chest. “Oh..cool” I giggle laying my bed against his chest. We both stay silent looking at the ceiling while Luke strokes and plays with my hair. Luke moves and hovers over me. “What do you think you’re doing mister” I giggle holding his face in my hands. “Kissing you” he says leaning down to peck my lips. “I like when you kiss me” I whisper. “You’re just too addicting” he smirks kissing me more. “Tired?” He asks pulling away. “Very” I say. I turn over as Luke spoons me from behind. “Goodnight Luke” I yawn closing my eyes. “Goodnight love” he whispers kissing the back of my head. The silence taking over us as we both drift off into a deep and peaceful sleep.

The Next Morning..

Soft hands roam up and down my thighs. My eyes flutter open. Luke lifts my left leg up slowly as he kisses my shoulder causing me to wake up more. “Morning darling” Luke says in his deep, raspy, morning voice. “What do you think you’re doing?” I giggle feeling his hard length at my entrance. “Round 2” he smirks thrusting inside of me.

THAT WAS PART 7 OF CEO!LUKE I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED THIS! I literally almost died writing this part. Anyway, if you want Part 8 (omg we have reached this part) let me know! Tell me what you think! Again I love hearing your reactions!!! Lots of love! -Steph

Think of You

Think of You

Requested; no, just needed to clear my mind since I’ve actually grown to love this song (but I’m not into country) and it relates to me a lot

Cal x Reader


Your POV

I sat a table with 4 of my best girl friends, all of us wearing the tightest of clothes and drinks in hand. Usually I would be dancing and having a good time taking a few shots, but right now all I felt was heartbreak. This wasn’t any old girl’s day, it was my friends idea of getting me out of my sad phase after my breakup with the famous Calum Hood. It confused me how him and I ended, and I honestly never thought it would. We were the couple that everybody wanted to be. We had a love like a highschool couple, and all of our friends and family saw us being together the rest of our lives. But with rumors, lies, backstabbing, we fell apart. I was smiling at my friends trying to get me pumped up, but I kept waving my hand at them, telling them to dance without me. I pulled my phone out as they left and opened up my contacts scrolling for his name. It was still there, but it hadn’t been calling weeks. I was close to pushing the call button, but with every muscle in my body I shut my phone and put it down, taking the biggest gulp of my cup of Jack.

His POV

Luke was nudging me on to take 5 shots with him and see who could down them the most, and frankly I’m always up for drinking someone under the table, but tonight was not my night. I sipped on my first beer, shaking my head at him. He finally gave up and downed them with Ashton. He wiped his mouth clean and went to sit next to me at the bar, me not staring at him once because I knew he would ask me about her.

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Try Again? PT: 3 (A nate maloley fan fiction)

“Lucas Carson Maloley?” Nate asked in disbelief.

“Nate not now please.”

“YN! That’s my son?!” He started to raise his voice now.

“Nathan stop.“Just then the doctor walked out.

"That was a close call, any longer and he would’ve suffocated from clogged airways. You guys need to be more careful.” The doctor informed us while flipping through his clipboard.

Nates head dropped down, he felt guilty.

“But he’s all set to go home now, he just need plenty of sleep for the next couple of days.” I nodded my head and followed him into the room.

“Baby, I’m so glad you’re okay!” I kissed his forehead and picked him up.

“I love you so much,” I let a few tears slip out. Nate was silent. He wouldn’t even look at me or Luke.

I followed Nate to the car and sat in the back with Luke. Soon We arrived at my house and I got out holding Lucas. Nate followed us to the door.

I walked in and went to Luke’s room. I dressed him in his favorite pjs and kissed his forehead good night. It was midnight.

“YN.” I heard Nate voice as I walked to the kitchen.

“That’s my son?” He asked pointing towards where Luke’s bedroom is. I nodded my head slowly.

“How come you never told me we had a child together?” He gave me a look of disgust and shook his head.

“Nate. Like I told you. You. Left. Me.”

“That doesn’t mean I wouldn’t be apart of Luke’s life YN, I missed the last three years of his life because of it?”

“Well don’t worry, because you’re not going to be part of it anytime soon.” I pushed myself up from the table and starting walking to my room.

“Why the hell not?!” He yelled coming after me.

“Nate. I don’t need you coming into his life and then just deciding he’s not good enough for you anymore and you walk out. He doesn’t need that. He’s doing just fine without you. I got it covered. I don’t need you screwing with his head.” I confessed turning around to face him. He was almost chest to chest with me.

“I don’t wanna be apart of his life, I want to be apart of both your lives, YN. Just let me please. Can we just give it one more chance?”

“Nathan, do you know how hard it is hearing your son ask why he doesn’t have a father? Do you know how hard it is to explain to him that his father didn’t love his mother anymore so he left? Do you know how hard it is to look at how sad your son is when he sees other family’s and fathers holding their child?! No, you don’t. You don’t understand half the shit he’s been through and he’s only three Nate. You need to just leave him alone. He doesn’t need anymore shit in his life.”

“YN.” Nate breathed, “Just let me try. Please just let me into his life. You don’t even need to tell him I’m his father. Just let me hang out with him. Let me try to fix this. Let us try to be a family again. Please.” Nate pleaded and sat on the edge of my bed.

I crossed my arms and thought about it.

“Nate, I’m giving you one chance, don’t mess it up with him. I mean it.” I pointed my finger towards him.

“I won’t lil mama. I promise you.” He smiled and got up to hug me. I stuck out my arm. I didn’t want his hugs.

“Well you can hang out with him tomorrow then. We were going to take a walk in the park.”

“Cool little mama, can’t wait to see you then.” He smiled as he back up towards the door. I walked him to the front door and leaned against the door frame.

“Bye YN.” He smiled and waved. The smile that melted my heart. Damnit Nathan. How can you just walk into my life and make me fall in love with you all over again.

I shut the front door and locked it. I walked to my room and laid down under the covers. I covered my face with my hands before I shut the light off.

——————-
The next morning.

“Momma! Momma! Nates here!” I woke up to Lucas jumping on my bed.

“Luke! Don’t wake her up!” I heard Nate whisper shout as he came crawling into my room.

“Nate? Luke?” I yawned as I rubbed my eyes.

“Oh hey YN.” Nate smiled as he awkwardly got up from the floor.

“What are you doing here?” I asked as I got out of my bed.

“It was a surprise before Luke ruined it.” He said in a silly voice as he picked Luke up and tickled him. Luke screeched as he got tickled. I shook my head and laughed as I walked out to the kitchen.

Nate and Luke followed closely behind. On the table were piles of pancakes and waffles. “Oh my gosh.” I covered my mouth seeing chocolate covered strawberries and candles lit.

“You did all of this?” I asked in disbelief.

“All for you lil mama.” He smiled. “I’ll have Luke back by 3pm okay?” I nodded my head and smiled at Luke.

“Have fun baby!” I waved to Luke. “I will,” Nate answered, I gave him a strange look. “You meant Lucas…righhttt.” He scratched the back of his neck and picked Lucas up. I saw the door shut behind them and I smiled to myself.

———-Nates Point Of View———-

“Hey buddy, wanna go to the park?” I asked Lucas as I put him down and held his hand. Lucas smiled at me and we walked down the street.

Soon we came across the park and I watched little man play for a while. He jumped around and slid down the slides.

“Nate!” Luke yelled to me. “What’s up buddy?” I wish he could call me dad. “Come up here with me!” I smiled at him and joined him at the top of the jungle gym.

“Why don’t I have a dad?” Luke asked me as he stared at other family’s.

“I don’t know buddy, anyone would be lucky to be your dad.” I pulled him into my lap and hugged him.

“What does your mom tell you about your dad?”

“She said he didn’t love her anymore so he left. But she said he’d love me even if he didn’t love her. I don’t know why he wouldn’t love her. She’s pretty and nice to me.” Luke looked me in the eyes.

“Don’t you think she’s pretty?” He asked me. I felt my face heat up. “Your mothers very beautiful.” I smiled and ruffled his hair.

“Well momma said that she loves daddy a lot and she wishes he’d come back. She misses him.” She still loves me?

“Lucas how do you know that?” I asked as he started to go down the slide. I followed closely behind him waiting to here his answer.

“Sometimes when I sleep with momma she starts crying at night. She says to me when she thinks I’m sleeping how much she loves me and wishes my dad would come back so I can have him.” He shrugged his shoulders not fully understanding what he said.

“You’re a smart kid.” I said in disbelief.

“Do you love my mom? You ask a lot of questions about her..” He asked with a wide smile.

“…Luke, you can’t tell your mom but I love her a lot. She’s the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen. I just wish she would let me show her that.” Luke looked at me in disgust.

“Ewe that’s gross.” He smiled and ran away from me. I chased after him and picked him up.

“Ready to go home?” I asked as he started to fall asleep in my arms.

“Yeah. I wanna see momma.” He mumbled. I put him in my arms so his head was resting on my shoulders.

It didn’t take long to walk home but Luke was snoring away in my ear.

I walked inside of YNS home and looked around. I don’t hear her anywhere? I walked to her bedroom with Luke and saw her sleeping on the bed.

She looked so beautiful.

I quietly placed Luke down next to her and headed to the kitchen.

————YNS point of view————-

I woke up to the sound of snores next to me. I opened my eyes to see Luke sleeping. I smiled at my beautiful baby and walked out to the kitchen.

“Nate?”

“Hey lil mama.” He quickly looked at me and then back at the stove and then back at me, “nice bra.” He chuckled. I looked at my chest to see my tank top tucked into my bra. I blushed and pulled it down.

“What are you doing?” I asked as I jumped up onto the counter. Nate smiled at me and walked in between my legs.

“Cooking us dinner.” He smiled as his face neared mine and he slowly tried closing the gap in between us.

“Nate. I can’t.” I breathed as I put my hand on his chest. “I’m just grabbing a plate YN.” He laughed as he stepped back. I blushed again, something I did a lot around Nate.

He chuckled lightly and put his cooked dinner onto plates for us. I stayed on the counter and watched him.

“Nate? Why do you even want to be a family again?” He looked at me, stared for a few seconds then looked back to his pan.

“Why do I?” He asked looking at me. I shook my head yes.

“Well. Maybe because I never stopped loving you, I just thought about what’s best for you. You didn’t deserve a guy like me. Who’d never be home, you’d always worry about me and not put your life before mine. I didn’t want you to depend on me. I didn’t want you to stress over me. So I did what I thought was best and left. But then I saw you that day in the mall with Lucas. My heart shattered knowing you had a child. Part of me was wishing you weren’t married, and another part was happy for you. I wanted you though YN. You make me happy, I wanted you and that beautiful child of yours. I didn’t care if he wasn’t mine, but then I found out I was Luke’s father, I fell even more in love with you. I fell in love with him. I’m still in love with you.” He whispered the last part as he was standing in between my legs.

His hands stayed on my thighs as he looked into my eyes. He was still as beautiful as always. Nate slowly started leaning in. I closed my eyes as I waited for the feel of his lips. I could feel Nates breath ghosting over my lips.

“Momma?” I heard Luke’s voice

__________ Let me know how this one is😅

nocturneeternity  asked:

I am half way through ME2 with my most recent Shepard, Luke. I decided on the Jack Romance, and Tali is trying her hardest to win me back. Think you'll go Paragon or Renegade? I'm doing everything without any sort of wiki looking or anything.

Oooh, what a tough decision. Are you paragon-ing or renegade-ing Luke? Tali and Jack both have cute romances, especially (IMO) in ME3. I really love Jack’s Citadel DLC if you’ve romanced her. 

I’m going to go paragon, most likely. I like renegades, but it involves a lot of suffering and I’m just not ready for anything involving negative feelings right now. Plus I just need the warm and fuzzies. 

Honestly my hardest decision is going to be who to date. I’m leaning toward Liara or (if I can figure out how people do it) Tali, but another part of me wants to just keep her stag to ME3 and then date Traynor. We’lll see how it goes. :) 

Mornings with Luke:

•"No I don’t like the quiff,“

•"BUT I LOVE IT,”

•him sneakily kissing your neck from behind

•"fuck, I love you,“

•"don’t call me daddy,”

•"daddy,“

•him fucking you every once in a while to show you his love

•making him laugh just to hear his cute giggle

• "so you can boop my nose but I can’t boop yours?”

• “that’s right, baby doll,”

• him waking you up because he’s horny

•you telling him to go back to sleep

• “princess, I need you now,”

• random trips to target late at night

•food shopping by the end of each week because you two eat everything in the fridge

• him trying to plan everything perfectly for a cute date but it backfires in the end and he gets frustrated

•but you remind him nobodies perfect

•and he breaks out into Hannah Montana

DEAR BAND MEMBERS,

You can stop lookin fabulous and beautiful now.

WE UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ALL ARE PRETTY CUTE A LONG TIME AGO

THERES NO NEED TO KILL US WITH EVERY NEW PIC OF YOU

I CANT HANDLE THIS ANYMORE ALRIGHT

Lots of love,
me

Family Vacation with Calum
  • Trying to pack even though Calum won’t quit distracting you.
  • “Baby please quit, I really need to finish packing our stuff for the trip.”
  • “What you don’t want to cuddle with your boyfriend who just so happens to think you look really sexy in his shirt right now and wants nothing more than to make love to you right at this very moment?”
  • Making love for the next couple of hours, never being able to say no to him.
  • “Baby I really do need to finish packing, want to help me finish?”
  • “I just did help you finish.”
  • Smacking him because he always has to make everything so dirty, but you secretly loved it.
  • Finally finishing packing the morning of your flight.
  • Calum falling right back asleep on the flight, because he stayed up too late watching the end of the soccer game on TV last night.
  • Finally waking up half way through the flight.
  • “Y/N I’m so happy you’re coming on this trip with me. My family absolutely adores you. Sometimes when my mom calls she wants to know more about you than me.
  • “That’s because I’m cooler than you.”
  • “Yeah you’re right.”
  • Landing at your destination and meeting up with his parents and Mali at the shared condo you’ll be spending the next week at.
  • Spending the week getting closer to Calum and his family.
  • “You really do make him happy. There isn’t a more special moment in a mom’s life when they know their child has someone to love. Thank you.”
  • Spending the afternoons by the pool or soaking in the sun by the Oceanside.
  • Walking out of your shared bedroom in your bikini and a pair of high waisted shorts.
  • “Damn I’m one lucky man. You’re breathtaking baby girl.”
  • Holding hands on the way down to the beach as Calum stares down any man who stares at your body.
  • “Baby do you care to rub the sunscreen in on my back?”
  • Calum pulling you into the water as you wrap your legs around his waist and arms around his neck.
  • “If you think about it, we are currently swimming in fish pee.”
  • “Calum, sometimes I worry about what goes through that brain of yours. Also thanks for the image.”
  • You all going out for dinner on the last night.
  • Wearing the dress Calum bought you for your birthday because you know what it does to him.
  • “Are you trying to kill me? Or are you just really wanting me to fuck you before you leave? Which one?”
  • “First of all, you’re the one who bought this for me, and no your family is waiting!”
  • “I can be quick.”
  • “Maybe if you’re lucky, later.”
  • Taking really cute family pictures on the pier.
  • “Come get in the picture baby girl. You’re a part of the family.”
  • Calum grabbing your ass in the picture and kissing your cheek.
  • “Wow you two are so adorable it kills me. I can’t believe someone actually puts up with my brother. Don’t let her go Calum.
  • “Oh don’t worry. I don’t plan on ever letting this girl go.”
  • “I love you Cal.”
  • “I love you more baby girl.”
Try Again PT 6

“YN, this is my fiancé.” Nate spoke quietly.

My throat tightened. “Nice to meet you.” I croaked out as I shook her hand.

“Nice to meet you as well, so you’re the slutty girl taking Nate away from me..”

“Ally that’s uncalled for.” Nate groaned as he got up. “I’m gonna go check on Luke.”

Nate left me here with Ally.

“I know things are rocky between me and Nate right now since you came into the picture, but even if there’s a chance he still loves me I’m not leaving.” She growled.

“Listen, Nate and I are just friends you need to calm down.”

“No, I saw you there that night, when he chased after you because he thought he hurt your feelings. How do you think I felt?! My fiancé was running trying to catch a girl that wasn’t me!”

“I’m sorry Ally but that’s none of my business.” I grabbed my purse and got up.

“I’ll see you sometime Nate.” I spoke quietly as he handed me Lucas.

“I’ll be over tomorrow.”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea, you have a wife and you need to spend time with her.”

“Daddy? I thought you loved mommy?” Luke asked.

“It’s complicated right now buddy, I love you, I’ll see you later.” He ruffled his hair as I started walking away.

I walked to my house and set Luke down. He went straight to his bedroom. I walked to my bedroom and changed into a long t shirt as pajamas.

I put my hair in a high bun and walked to my kitchen to cook dinner for Luke and myself. He came running out in his cute dinosaur pajamas.

“What do you want for supper babe?” He gave me a huge smile as he chanted pizza. I laughed at how cute he was and smiled. I picked up my phone and ordered a large pepperoni pizza for us.

It took about 20 minutes to get here. We just ate pizza, cuddled, and watched movies all night.

—————-

The next morning.

I woke to Luke poking me. “What baby?” I groaned. He giggled and laid his head on my chest.

“Jacks here.” I groaned again and pulled the pillow over my head.

“Wake up sleeping beauty.” Jack yelled as he jumped on my bed.

“Nates married.” I grumbled, sleepily. “I know.” Gilinsky spoke as he scooted under the blankets with me.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“That’s Nates story to tell YN.”

“G, I think I’m in love with him. I think I’m in love with Nate. Ugh. I hate myself. Why? Why do I love him?” I heard Jack chuckle.

“YN, it’s not surprising that you love him. You guys were together for four years and for him to break it off like how he did was surprising to us all. Johnson and I thought it was a prank when he told us. You guys were inseparable.” Gilinsky hugged me as he spoke.

“G, he’s just as I remembered him. I miss him so much.” I buried my face into his chest.

“Well you should tell him that.”

“How, he never comes around anymore since I met Ally.”

“Well, he’s here now.” Gilinsky smirked. My eyes shot open.

“What?!” “Jack. I look like shit right now.”

“YN, he’s seen you naked, you’re fine.” He chuckled as he got out of my bed.

“How do you know he’s seen me naked??”

“YN, you guys have a kid together..”

“Right…” I laughed awkwardly.

“Johnson and I are taking Luke out so you and Nate can talk.” He left my room and I heard johnsons voice. “Bye mom!” I heard Luke.

I laughed as I sat in my bed.

I sat on my bed fiddling with my fingers for a while. I was lost in thought.

I heard someone clear their throat, I looked up to see Nate leaning against my door frame.

“Hey.” He smiled.

“Hey.” I spoke back as I stared at my fingers.

“Can we talk?” He asked as he climbed into my bed and sat next to me.

I nodded. He smiled at me and looked at what I was wearing.

“Is this mine?” He mostly mumbled to himself as he tugged on the shirt. I bit my lip and nodded once again. Nate smiled, he looked back up to my eyes and his smile dropped.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Ally.”

“It would’ve been nice to know, considering you wanted to be a family, you wanted to get back together, and you wanted to be together.” I heard him sigh.

“At the time, it didn’t matter, we were partially separated, she cheated on me and I left town. I didn’t want to be in that city anymore. I packed up all my things and left. But ally found out and followed.”

“Nate…I’m in love with you. I’m completely and utterly in love with you. And I hate myself for it, I’m stupid, but I want you to love me back. Nathan. I miss you. I miss us.”

“YN,” he started. “I know Nate, you don’t love me back. You love Ally now, I get it.” I turned my face away from him. I felt his hand softly grab my chin and turn my face to look at him.

“YN I love you too. But I need to try to fix things with Ally, she’s almost my wife. That’s what marriage is about, trust and trying again. I’m sorry YN, I really am.” Nate sat there quietly. I felt my chest tighten and my throat burn as I tried to hold in my tears. Nate noticed as I nodded my head. He scooted closer to me and hugged me. He laid my head on his chest as I started to cry.

“Shh, YN its fine.” I picked my head up and looked at him.

“How is it fine Nathan? The guy I love is in love with someone else and he’s getting married to her.” He hugged me tighter as my crying turned into whimpers.

“Shhh lil mama, everything will be okay.” My heart skipped a beat at his words. I closed my eyes and stayed cuddled next to him.

“Shhh baby.” He rubbed my back until I drifted to sleep.

—————–

Two months later.

“Hey Nathan.” I smiled as I let him into my house.

“YN, is Luke here?” Nate hurriedly came into my house and was pacing.

“No? He’s out with Justin.”

“Good I need to talk to you.” He pulled my hand and sat on the couch with me.

“Your wedding is tomorrow.” I smiled patting his hand.

“Fuck I know YN.” He groaned.

“Why? What’s wrong?” I put my hand on his shoulder.

“How am I supposed to get married when I’m in love with someone else?!” My heart sunk at his words.

“Well you need to tell Ally that, and tell the girl you really love how you feel before it’s too late.” I stood up and walked over to him to try to stop him from pacing.

“Can you fucking stop doing that?!” He said and stepped away from me. My eyes widened and I was taken aback by his outburst.

“Doing what?” My voice was small as he paced in front of me.

“I can’t do it. I can’t do it.” He repeated in a small voice.

“Stop what Nate?”

“Making me love you! Making my heart feel like it’s going to explode when I’m around you, how I can never think about my wife it’s always you. How you and my son are the only people actually want in this world! I’m going crazy over you.

“YN, I’m still in love with you.” He crashed his lips on to mine as he pushed me gently against the wall.


——–

AN: no but like imagine if I make a guy walk out of her bedroom in his boxers because she’s finally moved on after two months😂😂 would you guys hate me? But anyway! Tell me how it was! I would love some feed back!!

Yeah, just saw my Dad. He’s feeling good. Saw Lee’s New Year video. Over the dress. Now he wants to know why he won’t shave. Oh, and is he rich. 🙄 I feel a sale coming on….anything to get rid of me until his wife “treats him like a baby” and then he needs me to break him out of Alcatraz. He’s also starting to like Luke Evans. Still thinks Legolas is a girl. But today, he knows for a fact Lee Pace is 6'5" and he was run out of Hollywood by a mob with torches and pitchforks. Misses the Rooster. Country folks. Can’t complain, I am one.

Originally posted by imaginepace

Lovesick // Obi Wan x Reader

This was requested by an anon: For imagine: the reader is padame’s best friend and you two are talking and she taunts the reader about how obi wan acts and looks at the reader.

I’ve been getting soooooo many Obi Wan requests holy shit. Y'all really like Obi Wan. I still do Anakin, Kylo, Luke, Han, etc. I don’t want everything to be solely Obi Wan, don’t get me wrong I love Obi Wan (esoecially Ewan McGregor).

I have this one coming out today, an Obi Wan with a baby fluff, and I think another Obi Wan too. So, yeah today is an Obi Wan day!

You walk into your best friend, Padame’s room and flop on the bed. She sees you and laughs. You and Padame have been best friends for about two years now and you couldn’t be more grateful to have her. Sometimes you just need a girl to talk to because the amount of males of Courscant outweighs females by far.

“Hey, (Y/N). Tired?” she asks, flopping down next to you.

“Today was probably the worst day of training. I have to work on saber skills, meditation, fighting, and blaster use” you vent. “Sometimes I just wanna snuggle up in bed and stay there forever”

“You mean you wanna snuggle up with Obi Wan?” she teases you, giggling.

You blush and scream, “Stop it, Padame!”

Padame was convinced that Obi Wan has a crush on you. Everyone knows that Jedi showing love or affection to anyone else is in clear violation of the Jedi Code. But, she thinks it hilarious to see your reaction every time his name is brought up in conversation.

“I don’t like him! And I shouldn’t even like anyone! It’s against the Code” you remind her.

“Oh. c'mon, (Y/N). It’s so obvious. The way he looks at you. Every time you open your mouth, he is on the edge of his seat, eager to hear what you have to say,” she says sitting up. “He follows you around like a lovesick puppy!”

“That’s nice, Padame. But, even if all of that was true, I don’t like him” You declare.

She gives you a look. You know, that look. The look that says, ‘I know your lying because I am your best friend and I know everything’.

“So you are telling me that Obi Wan isn’t the slightest bit attractive to you. Even when he compliments you on your fighting skills. Or when you watch him train and he is so focused on winning the battle. Or when he talks to you, he runs his hand across his beard and then through his hair. Or when-” everything that she was saying was true. Obi Wan was incredibly attractive in every way. You let a small smile appear on your face, but you knew she caught you before you wiped it off.

“Aha! I knew it! You do like him!” she yells.

“Shhhhhh, keep it down” you laugh. “Even so, I may find him to be an attractive man, but that does not mean I would like to be together with him”

She looks at you, knowingly and says, “Okay, fine. But in my opinion, you should go for it. He’s such an amazing man and he would treat you like the princess you are”

“Says the princess” you retort. She slaps your shoulder.

“I’m serious, (Y/N)! I’ve known him for so long and I just know he likes you. And you know he would keep it locked up so safe because look at his position! But, hey. That’s just me” she smiles.

You lay there thinking. “Padame?” She looks at you. “What do I do to take the first step at flirting?” you ask.

She squeals and gives you a hug and you both spend the rest of the night talking about how you are gonna win the Jedi over.

Hello Gorgeous.

lol well Nigel is definitely one of my favorite Mads Characters. Gotta love the dog shirts.

AWWWW Now I just want to draw Adam just to balance it out lol
Although SpaceDog AU is great….. I also really like Nigel and Luke together too.
ANYONE UP FOR THIS PLEASE TALK TO ME I NEED THIS.

+the text in the smoke is the lyrics of Sombre Dimanche. I particularly associate the MiD DERACINE’s cover of Sombre Dimanche with Nigel.

drivehood’s masterlist

this is about it so far. i’ll be adding more soon but for now. request stuff. send me a prompt and a boy and i’ll write it. thanks fam

Calum:

It’s my fault. Every piece of it.

My name’s Calum by the way.

When I told you I Loved You // I think I Will Let You / Alt. Ending


Luke:

Put Me Down, It’s Just a Sprained Ankle

The Elevator Stopped


Ashton:

I’m Going to Need You to Put on Some Underwear


Michael:

You Won’t Find Much in My Wallet

Soap


Any Boy: 

I’m a Mess

Try Again PT 7

“YN, this is my fiancé.” Nate spoke quietly.

My throat tightened. “Nice to meet you.” I croaked out as I shook her hand.

“Nice to meet you as well, so you’re the slutty girl taking Nate away from me..”

“Ally that’s uncalled for.” Nate groaned as he got up. “I’m gonna go check on Luke.”

Nate left me here with Ally.

“I know things are rocky between me and Nate right now since you came into the picture, but even if there’s a chance he still loves me I’m not leaving.” She growled.

“Listen, Nate and I are just friends you need to calm down.”

“No, I saw you there that night, when he chased after you because he thought he hurt your feelings. How do you think I felt?! My fiancé was running trying to catch a girl that wasn’t me!”

“I’m sorry Ally but that’s none of my business.” I grabbed my purse and got up.

“I’ll see you sometime Nate.” I spoke quietly as he handed me Lucas.

“I’ll be over tomorrow.”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea, you have a wife and you need to spend time with her.”

“Daddy? I thought you loved mommy?” Luke asked.

“It’s complicated right now buddy, I love you, I’ll see you later.” He ruffled his hair as I started walking away.

I walked to my house and set Luke down. He went straight to his bedroom. I walked to my bedroom and changed into a long t shirt as pajamas.

I put my hair in a high bun and walked to my kitchen to cook dinner for Luke and myself. He came running out in his cute dinosaur pajamas.

“What do you want for supper babe?” He gave me a huge smile as he chanted pizza. I laughed at how cute he was and smiled. I picked up my phone and ordered a large pepperoni pizza for us.

It took about 20 minutes to get here. We just ate pizza, cuddled, and watched movies all night.

—————-

The next morning.

I woke to Luke poking me. “What baby?” I groaned. He giggled and laid his head on my chest.

“Jacks here.” I groaned again and pulled the pillow over my head.

“Wake up sleeping beauty.” Jack yelled as he jumped on my bed.

“Nates married.” I grumbled, sleepily. “I know.” Gilinsky spoke as he scooted under the blankets with me.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“That’s Nates story to tell YN.”

“G, I think I’m in love with him. I think I’m in love with Nate. Ugh. I hate myself. Why? Why do I love him?” I heard Jack chuckle.

“YN, it’s not surprising that you love him. You guys were together for four years and for him to break it off like how he did was surprising to us all. Johnson and I thought it was a prank when he told us. You guys were inseparable.” Gilinsky hugged me as he spoke.

“G, he’s just as I remembered him. I miss him so much.” I buried my face into his chest.

“Well you should tell him that.”

“How, he never comes around anymore since I met Ally.”

“Well, he’s here now.” Gilinsky smirked. My eyes shot open.

“What?!” “Jack. I look like shit right now.”

“YN, he’s seen you naked, you’re fine.” He chuckled as he got out of my bed.

“How do you know he’s seen me naked??”

“YN, you guys have a kid together..”

“Right…” I laughed awkwardly.

“Johnson and I are taking Luke out so you and Nate can talk.” He left my room and I heard johnsons voice. “Bye mom!” I heard Luke.

I laughed as I sat in my bed.

I sat on my bed fiddling with my fingers for a while. I was lost in thought.

I heard someone clear their throat, I looked up to see Nate leaning against my door frame.

“Hey.” He smiled.

“Hey.” I spoke back as I stared at my fingers.

“Can we talk?” He asked as he climbed into my bed and sat next to me.

I nodded. He smiled at me and looked at what I was wearing.

“Is this mine?” He mostly mumbled to himself as he tugged on the shirt. I bit my lip and nodded once again. Nate smiled, he looked back up to my eyes and his smile dropped.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Ally.”

“It would’ve been nice to know, considering you wanted to be a family, you wanted to get back together, and you wanted to be together.” I heard him sigh.

“At the time, it didn’t matter, we were partially separated, she cheated on me and I left town. I didn’t want to be in that city anymore. I packed up all my things and left. But ally found out and followed.”

“Nate…I’m in love with you. I’m completely and utterly in love with you. And I hate myself for it, I’m stupid, but I want you to love me back. Nathan. I miss you. I miss us.”

“YN,” he started. “I know Nate, you don’t love me back. You love Ally now, I get it.” I turned my face away from him. I felt his hand softly grab my chin and turn my face to look at him.

“YN I love you too. But I need to try to fix things with Ally, she’s almost my wife. That’s what marriage is about, trust and trying again. I’m sorry YN, I really am.” Nate sat there quietly. I felt my chest tighten and my throat burn as I tried to hold in my tears. Nate noticed as I nodded my head. He scooted closer to me and hugged me. He laid my head on his chest as I started to cry.

“Shh, YN its fine.” I picked my head up and looked at him.

“How is it fine Nathan? The guy I love is in love with someone else and he’s getting married to her.” He hugged me tighter as my crying turned into whimpers.

“Shhh lil mama, everything will be okay.” My heart skipped a beat at his words. I closed my eyes and stayed cuddled next to him.

“Shhh baby.” He rubbed my back until I drifted to sleep.

—————–

Two months later.

“Hey Nathan.” I smiled as I let him into my house.

“YN, is Luke here?” Nate hurriedly came into my house and was pacing.

“No? He’s out with Justin.”

“Good I need to talk to you.” He pulled my hand and sat on the couch with me.

“Your wedding is tomorrow.” I smiled patting his hand.

“Fuck I know YN.” He groaned.

“Why? What’s wrong?” I put my hand on his shoulder.

“How am I supposed to get married when I’m in love with someone else?!” My heart sunk at his words.

“Well you need to tell Ally that, and tell the girl you really love how you feel before it’s too late.” I stood up and walked over to him to try to stop him from pacing.

“Can you fucking stop doing that?!” He said and stepped away from me. My eyes widened and I was taken aback by his outburst.

“Doing what?” My voice was small as he paced in front of me.

“I can’t do it. I can’t do it.” He repeated in a small voice.

“Stop what Nate?”

“Making me love you! Making my heart feel like it’s going to explode when I’m around you, how I can never think about my wife it’s always you. How you and my son are the only people actually want in this world! I’m going crazy over you.


"YN, I’m still in love with you.” He crashed his lips on to mine as he pushed me gently against the wall.

“Nate,” I breathed out as he started kissing down my neck. He picked me up so his hands were holding my knees as I was pressed against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.

“Fuck Nathan.” He smirked as I called him that. Whenever I was in the mood I would call him by his full name.

“Hey YN?” I heard Gilinskys voice. Nate dropped me down and stepped away from me.

“Jack?” Nate asked as he saw Jack walk out of my bedroom in just his boxers. He was in the process of putting his pants and shirt on.

“No fucking way..” Nate stepped away from me. “Nate it’s not what it looks like.”

“Dude.” Gilinsky spoke.

“Nate,” I repeated.

“Someone better start fucking explaining.”

“We fucked.” Jack said smirking.

“Jack!” I hit his chest, he chuckled and I heard Nate growl. Nate. will. kill. him.

“He slept here last night Nate, nothing happened. He likes to sleep like that and I needed the company.”

“Yeah bro, so chill. I was just her crying shoulder last night, not her fuck buddy.” Gilinsky chuckled as he left my house.

“Nate?” I whispered as I stepped closer to him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him close to me.

“YN, I love you so much.” He whispered as he tugged my shirt, bringing my body closer to his.

“I love you too.” He attached his lips to mine and kissed me passionately. I immediately kissed back.

“Jump.” He mumbled against my lips. I did as I was told and his hand landed on my bum supporting me.

“Let me show you how much I love you.” He smiled as he laid me gently on the bed. I nodded my head as he slowly shimmied my pants down my legs.

I slowly pulled my top over my head leaving me in my bra and panties.

I pushed Nates chest so he would stop hovering over me.

“What’s wrong?” He asked worried. I giggled and pushed him down on the bed so I was on top now.

I reattached our lips and my hands played under his shirt. I pulled away as I bit my lip when nate pulled his shirt off.

“Damn lil mama, don’t look at me like that.” He groaned. I laughed as I unbuttoned his pants and took them off.

He flipped is over again so I was back on the bottom. He just stared at me for a while.

“You’re beautiful YN..” I blushed and hid my face.

Nate slowly took off my bra and I immediately covered my chest.

“YN.” He chuckled.

“I’ve seen you naked before..” I frowned at his words.

“That was before I had the baby.” His eyebrows furrowed as he looked at me.

“YN. You’re so beautiful. Stop being so insecure. You were hot before the baby and you’re hot now. Let me show you how much I love you.” He whispered as he kissed my neck.

My back arched into him and I let out a whimper.

“Keep those noises up and I won’t be able to last long.” He chuckled.


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“Shit shit shit.” I heard Nate grumble as he shot up. I rubbed my eyes and looked at him.

“Everything okay?”

“I’m sorry YN, I can’t do this. We can’t do this.”

“What? What are you talking about?”

“I’m getting married today! What am I going to do?!”

“Nate..you don’t have to get married!”

“YN, runaway with me. Just me you and Luke, runaway with me.” He breathed as he stepped closer to me.

Just then his phone rang. He didn’t answer it. We both knew he it was. He just stared at it.

“Voicemail.” He breathed as he put it on speaker.

“Nate? Where are you baby? We need to get ready for today, meet me at the venue!”

He sat on the edge of my bed and put his head in his hands.

“Nate as much as I would love to..we can’t run away. You need to face her.”

“How?! It’s going to ruin my career! I cheated on her! How am I supposed to tell her I can’t be with her on our wedding day?!”

“Well running away from her won’t solve the problem either nate!”

“You’re right YN.” He got up and started putting his clothes on.

“I have to get married to her.” He spoke as he walked out of my house.

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Sorry it’s short! But Im just so busy, hope you understand:(