- widely disliked
- u can tell my mental state by how my hair looks
- always losin ppl
- has shitty drunk parent
- was a puppy but then had a lot of shitty things happen at once and is now angry and impulsive and sad
- needs a counselor
- piece of shit
Hope you guys don’t mind that I take my time with all of your drafts, and go try to push all of them out at once before the month ends? While I do wanna put out the most quality of replies, I kinda wanna lay back for a little as I’m working a bit in-between.
Can’t really impress you guys if I’m not in top form or if I don’t have my mojo, y’know?
i. I want to drink coffee with you. I know that you love coffee as much as I do and so I would like us to take a trip around the city together as we try on the specialties of the different coffee shops that are established there. I want us to enjoy the ambiance that these places offer. Let’s just waste time sitting on the comfortable couches as we listen to the jazz music they are playing on the background. Then let’s drink coffee and eat cake and talk about the most random stuffs that we could ever think about. I believe that conversations over cups of coffee are the best and so I want to have the best ones with you.
ii. I want to drown myself in music with you. You could play the guitar while I sing my favorite song. My voice may not be that beautiful but I hope you will bear with me. I want us to listen to all our favorite songs in your playlist. Let’s create mixtapes together and let’s play them again and again while we are on road trips. Let’s watch concerts together and let’s sing along with our favorite bands and singers as they belt out our song. You can teach me how to play the guitar if you want to or maybe I will just compose songs with you and we’ll share it to the world. We may not be great musicians but it wouldn’t stop us from expressing our love through music.
iii. I want to watch movies with you. We could go inside the cinema or just play all of those that I downloaded in my hard drive. Either way, it would still be nice to watch them with you. I could watch any genre with you, let it be science fiction, romance, cartoons or super hero movies. I don’t mind really. I think it would be nice to just sit and laugh or cry or be amazed with you as I hold your hand and lean my head on your shoulder as the movie plays. We could munch on popcorn as we enjoy ourselves with the film. Then we would do this all over again until our eyes get tired with watching movies.
iv. I want to read books with you. We could go on a public library or bookstore. Maybe, we would settle on a park and let our minds get lost through the words that the author provides for us. I just want to sit beside you as I flip through the pages of my favorite book or maybe, I will hold your hand as I settle my book on my lap. Then, I will look at you and tell you all the thoughts that are running on my mind when I could not contain the emotions inside me as I read those books. Or maybe, we could argue on a certain event or whether a certain character should die or not. Then we would read again until I read the last word on the very last page and I would go back to reality which is so much better because you are with me in it.
v. I want to take a lot of pictures with you. I want to take my camera with me wherever we go and I would just snap a shot on our every move. I don’t care being vain with you. I want to take candid shots of yours. I want to take pictures of those foods that we ate together or places that we visit together. Then I would print them all out in various sizes and I would post them on my bedroom wall as I create a memory lane of the things that we shared. That wall will remind me of all the sweetest moments we had together and even when you would be away from me, those pictures will be the gate back to those days when you are with me and they would get me by in missing you.
vi. I want to watch the sunset with you. You know very well that I am in love with nature as much as I am in love with you. So let us go to the beach and let me watch the sunset with you. Let us just enjoy the music that the waves perform as we stare into the beautiful scene. Let us let the nature heal us for a while. Let us stay there, side by side, maybe holding hands. Let’s just wait until the darkness will be dominant up into the sky and by that moment, we could watch the stars instead. I just want to get lost in nature with you. I wouldn’t ask for more.
Repliying to a bunch of asks like this. But just wanted to make a separate post and sorry, I hope I’m not rude for not replying to them like the usual. (I was going to, but then) Just, in only the past few days (and some earlier) I’ve gotten a surprisingly big amount of reguests for Ocu & Tres for a hug/cuddle for cheerups, from people who are in a bad place/not feeling good. This post is for you (and ANYONE who is feeling bad)~
I mean no disrespect answering like this, but I just felt like doing a bigger than just a simple pic-post. also sorry I am not good with words.
Just wanted to say you all, that I really REALLY hope you will feel better soon. I would send you all the hugs from the worlds from the boys if I could and if it would/will make you feel even a bit better. Remember that it will pass. Anything it is, it will pass. You are fabulous, amazing individuals and even if the rough times feel unbeatable, you will be able to beat them~<3
You’re awesome, cinnamonbuns. I believe in you.
previously: The Silence (x), Blackrock (x), Burning Man (x) The Ripper (x), A Poet in New York (x), Matrix Reloaded/Revolutions (x), Hey Hey It’s Esther Blueburger (x), River Street (x), Australia (x), Code 46 (x), Dad and Dave (x), The Wedding Party (x), The Two-Wheeled Time Machine (x), The Custodian (x)
It’s funny you mentioned that because I was actually starting an edit in just this exact format again because I missed doing it + there wasn’t enough action in the chapters following ch.7 so this auction arc is giving me a chance to do flashy again :D. So yeah, look forward to it… if I can find the right scenes and find time to even do the edit… it’s Dead Week at my school right now so lmao