i just made this for school and im posting it here hmu

please read and pass along so queen Vic sees it and comments on it/ reblogs (part one)

okay y'all. im goons try to keep this short. over a year ago, i began reading red queen. it was by far one of the best days of my life. im writing this for three reasons. one, i want queen v to see it and know just how much she means to me. two, today i got scared. i got really scared that one day red queen will no longer make me feel the intense love i feel now. three, i had this dream that i was a number one nyt bestselling author and me and queen vic went to go have lunch. queen vic if you read this hmu. i know some pretty gucci restaurants in ri. haha. 😂 okay so back to the beginning of the story, i was walking around bn before gs came out and i saw this book … with the most gorgeous cover i have ever seen. and then i read the back. i instantly connected with this book. i loved it so so much and i hadn’t even read it yet. my depression and anxiety were so bad at this point and i had already started cutting. so then i started reading this book, it was AMAZING. i just felt this connection with mare, as if she were real and i could just talk to her. and i felt so … not alone for the first time in a long time. it was this unimaginable love. it made my heart hurt in the best way possible. glass sword came out by the time i finished reading it. i was so so in love. ask anyone, there is not a day have gone without having a conniption at least one since i started reading it. so the next year was really hard. the arrival of kc kept me going. during that year, I MET VICTORIA AVEYARD in east long meadow at kidly winks in June of 2016. IT WAS LITERALLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. it was the most personal thing to me so im not gonna describe what happened other than HOLY SHIT. I WAS ON CLOUD NINE ☁️ FOR WEEKS. she was just so amazing. idek what to say. after we left the store, I cried. and honestly i miss her sm. i gave her a million hugs and was honestly an awkward but. i hope she didn’t judge too much. it was great. we hugged, complemented each other, our moms talked to each other. I STILL can’t get over it, but quite a while after that, things got so bad that i couldn’t function anymore. i was NEVER happy. i hid my rq books because i didn’t want to see them and have them lose their meaning in this dark time. so, then i was admitted to bradley, a children’s psychiatric hospital, an intensive outpatient program. the first day i was there i was determined to die. i said i would kill myself before kc because i waited so long and came so far, i just had to make it until then, right? wrong. so while i was in Bradley, i was happy for the first time in a while, but not until kc came out. everyone there, even my psychiatrist said it helped immensely with my recovery. everyone told me i look so much happier. even in that hellhole they call school. my mom said that i was the happiest she had seen me in a long time. my best friend the hope, the sparkle in my eyes was back. it made me realize how much i love some of the things in this world. when i left Bradley, everyone said i was the red queen and positive messages about how strong i was like mare. I still carry those letters around because there still are low points. they never just go away. but now there’s a difference. im happy. i have hope. for that, i am immensely grateful. i love you so so much queen vic. and let me just say, i absolutely support the end of kc. of course im sad, but i understand that as an author sometimes ya gotta do whatcha gotta do. and just like kc gave me hope in my life, i have hope and faith in queen vic and what you do with rq4. stop hating on her y'all. again, i just want to say thank you and *anxiety takes over* please don’t think im crazy. (Btw just thought of this, im gonna post some pics right after bc idk how to put them in here) i just want you to know this because you deserve to and honestly, it was helpful for me to put it all down and not try to cram it into you’re ask box in a few asks as possible. again, thanks and love you. ❤️ @vaveyard

~iliana🌹

Housemates!NCT Part Four

Minus the minis ofc

Your university runs out of dorm space, forcing you to find a last minute living arrangement with some international students. In other words, you’re basically screwed.

Warnings: alcohol, drugs, sex, profanity

Word Count: 1126 holla @ me

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part 9 | Part 10

Also check out my College! thing too to help you tide yourselves over as i’m a shit head :)

College!Jaehyun | Ten

A/N: Let me know if you guys need any more clarification from the last chapter! I had a number of questions about it so please just let me know. It’s a bit more obvious now in the previous chapter than I intended but I hope it clears up everything. 

I’m actually more proud of this chapter because REVENGE. god i love revenge. if only my guy friends loved me this much honestly bc i would totally screw them over like this LMAO. 

Predicting new chapter by sunday, august fourteenth or monday the fifteenth. im enjoying writing this and i’ve been avoiding socialization with like all of my friends for no reason recently so WOOP WOOP

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HANGING OUT WITH SUFJAN STEVENS AND A MEMBER OF BEIRUT IN THE SAME NIGHT STORY!! (LONG ASS POST)

OK I NEED TO TELL YOU ALL ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IM LITERALLY SITTING HERE LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. 

OKAY so I got to the venue early and was hovering around outside like, you know waiting for my boss who is one of the performers. So like some crew come out and I ask them and they told me he wasn’t there at the moment so I still sit outside. Okay so like security comes out and sees my drawing of Suf and tells me they’re going to ask the tour manager if I can give it to him. 

They come back and are like “No he isn’t going to come out.” and I’m super bummed. So I sorta hover around with my friend and I’m like “Okay let’s just go.” so we’re about to leave and the stage door opens and.

SUFJAN STEVENS COMES OUT WITH RAY BANS AND COCONUT WATER. 

I walked over to him and was like “omg… Hey, Suf!” and he looked at me and nodded and sat down on the stairs. Awkward silence. 

He looks at me and he’s like “Whats up?” I told him about Ben and he’s like “Awh shoot, Ben’s with his family right now. I’ll tell him you’re here though.” So I tell him I’ll just message Ben later but he insists he’ll tell Ben. So I sit down and I get my photo taken with Suf and we start talking like about my school and stuff and then he just lays down>??? I start giggling about it and he sits back up and is like, ‘ShHHHHHH IM MEDITATING!!! Okay what’s up?’ and I’m like “Omg I’m sorry dude.” and he laughs and says it’s no problem. 

Then my friend was like “I’m shocked your keeping your cool right now.” and I laughed and was like, “Oh yeah I ran backwards into a fence screaming when I met Zach Condon so this is an upgrade.” HE LAUGHED. So he pauses and we’re quiet and I show him the drawing and say, “Hey, look I drew you.” ANd he PUTS HIS HANDS ON HIS FACE AND SAYS “NO WAY OMG THAT IS FROM WHEN I WAS YOUNGGG” and I was like !!! NO DUDE NOOO and he was like “Okay this is super good, like amazingly good. I wish I could draw like that.” So I say, “Hey I think I’ve seen your art on your tumblr before.” He’s like “Oh yeah probably. I don’t know what I post there anymore.” So he tells me he has to go and I insist on giving him the drawing, after a few “Omg no I don’t want to take this from you it’s amazing” he took it with a big thank you. When we were walking off he turned around and said, “Hey! I’ll tell Ben you’re here when he gets back from his family’s house. Cya later.” 

OKAY SO NOW TO AFTER THE SHOW WHEN BEN SAID TO MEET HIM OUTSIDE BY THE BUSSES 

I’m with a few people and we’re  talking about how I know Ben and making Sufjan jokes and I see a shadow in the window and I go hopping over singing “BOSS? BOSS??” and one of my friends is like “PUT YOUR FACE ON THE WINDOW AND SCREAM “HEEERRESSSS AUTUMN.” and I go sit on the stairs where I sat with Suf, okay the door opens and Ben peeks out and is like 

AHAAJAHHA AUTUMN IM SORRY TAHT TOOK SO LONG ITS NUTS BACK THEREEE!

So one of my friends decides to bring up his cat and we talk about his cat, then high school, then local venues, then top secret stuff we swore we wouldn’t tell anyone, then ben had to go so i gave him his shirt and he got super duper excited and made a joke about giving me a ton of money and said like “hey hmu when u want man.” and left. 

cries. 

what happened to me tonight?? ?? ? ?

Fic: Orphan Blog (Chapter 13)

Written by Devon soccercopping and Aimee tatianathevampireslayer

Main Ships: Cophine and Soccercop

Rating: T

Word Count1264

Chapter 1Chapter 2Chapter 3Chapter 4Chapter 5Chapter 6Chapter 7,Chapter 8Chapter 9Chapter 10,Chapter 11, Chapter 12

Alison read Beth’s message over and thought briefly about her response before typing it out.

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