i just love you so muuuuch

anonymous asked:

Hi, I don't know if you're taking prompts but I just read your scene about Andrew being there in Baltimore and it was amazing so I wanted to ask you to write something about Andreil + neck kisses, because I feel like this is a Very Important plot point that was not fully explored. Like maybe Andrew coming to terms with the fact that it's actually his favorite thing, and not knowing how to ask for it? Ugh I just finished rereading the series and I can't get enough of these stupid boys 🦊

(Thank you so muuuuch, and also I totally agree tbh)

He hates the way Neil always pauses to kiss at the hinge of his jaw on the way to his neck. It’s like a check point, the sweet press of a power button, and Neil doesn’t even seem to realize he’s doing it. He kisses with his whole face too, dragging down over Andrew’s bottom lip and chin and throat with his eyes closed, like he’s too in love with the experience to even look.

It’s killing Andrew. It’s stoppering the air in his lungs and giving him stomach ache with how bad he wants it. You like it. I like that you like it.

Andrew hates that he likes it, the vulnerability of that bared neck. It feels like a mistake every time he does it, but it also kind of feels like he’s taken the first shots of the night and he can’t stop, like the more he drinks the thirstier he gets. Neil is such a mistake, but he’s so so easy to make.

Kissing — like this, with the covers pushed down and Andrew on his side with his hand up Neil’s shirt — feels inevitable. He can’t stop pushing up Neil’s springy cowlicks and Neil can’t stop fumbling down to Andrew’s neck and sucking. It’s so humid and nervy-tense between them, like it’s never been, like Neil is singlehandedly dangling Andrew off of a rooftop.

Neil passes his tongue over that root of Andrew’s jaw and Andrew makes a noise so low that it sounds wounded. He just barely keeps his hands from forcing Neil closer, chasing that moment where Neil can’t help himself, circulating between mouth and face and neck before Andrew directs his attention elsewhere. He just wants to stay in that circuit with his hands open and his head tilted back.

Andrew’s fist must go too tight in Neil’s hair because he pulls back frowning, lips red.

“Sorry,” Neil says. “Carried away.” He looks troubled by this, like he’s not used to being carried away by things that aren’t arguments.

“No,” Andrew starts, and then stalls out. His hand is still in Neil’s hair. He doesn’t know how to ask for this; doesn’t even know if he wants to.

“No?” Neil repeats. “Okay.” He leans back and off of Andrew, passing one hand through his own hair and undoing Andrew’s work messing it up.

“I didn’t tell you to stop,” Andrew says, and the way he’s exposed is too much — shirt pushed up in the tousle to pull Neil on top, hard and marked up.

“In my experience, no means stop,” Neil says evenly.

It’s exactly what he wants to hear, he realizes suddenly. Neil finds this humiliating way of giving Andrew what he wants without looking like he’s considered it at all.

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Okay then, so, let’s just move to the point

Man, I love your Shattered comic so I think I’ll just make something? Like, a copy of the end of part 4. I used your style on some characters like Frisks, Papyrus’ eyes and Sans’ teeth XD. Hope you don’t mind that XD

God bless your Shattered =D

Hope I can finish it digitally someday =)

Aaaah I love it so muuuuch ;///; thank you so much >\\\
List of five OTP from five different fandoms

A long time ago I was tagged by @irumie ♥ (Thank you)

1. Okikagu: I don’t have to say how much I love to see them together. x)

Originally posted by vieeeeeeeeee

2. Zervis: I shipped them from the first time they had an interaction. xD I saw it grow from a crack ship to being canon. Even if they are ennemies, I still ship them and will always ship them whatever new revelations we get. BYE

Originally posted by lumenfairytail

3. Yatori: Yeees I’m not really present in the fandom but…!!!fjqksjdflqkj I love them so muuuuch these two I swear. They are cute and lovely and with their son they are just…so damn cute!! ♥♥ 

Originally posted by in-yato-we-trust

4. Ichihime: It was my origin OTP. The first otp in which I gave my heart and soul. AND IT’S CANON. And I have so many feels about this otp. They have a cute son ♥ I’m not posting much more about it because Bleach became less and less interesting until the end and so my interest on the ship died with my interest in the manga. u_u But never forget that Bleach will remain in my fave childhood anime. ♥

Originally posted by miamayaya

5. NTouko / NHilda: Yes I know. I don’t know how I got to ship Pokemon characters but however I DID. My kokoro made boom and betrayed me the moment I played Pokemon Black/White. 

Nooo there is no gif for it. u_u This fandom is so dead. I’m crying.

I will draw instead. Adieu. 

If you just feel like doing this tag please do. ^^

anonymous asked:

Hi! I saw one of your Supernatural drawings of Cas as a little baby and both Sam and Dean looked really confused and I have to say, I fell in love with your style and creativity the same second I saw it. Your art has inspired me so much to continue my art and I just want to thank you. Thank you for sharing this amazing gift you have xoxo

THANK YOU SO MUUUUCH! I’m so happy to hear that. ^-^ 

Originally posted by vuruncaherseycalisir

Keep on drawing!!! *________* I’ll try my best to do the same. ;P (Since I started work, I’ve become so lazy XDXD)

anonymous asked:

Omg i looooove love these writings so much. I look forward to seeing them whenever they come out. Could you have the RFA+V+Saeran's reactions to mc accidentally cutting or burning themselves while trying to make food for them? (Sorry if this has already been done!) :3c

oh my god??? thank you so muuuuch!! <3 aaahh you´re too sweet <3 


-he has his own chef why are you doing this??

-is very confused about why you would “waste” time making food for him.

-when you cut yourself he calls his doctor right away, even tho its just a tiny cut

-he would act a little bit annoyed at you, out of worry

-when you explain you just wanted to  make him happy, he apologizes straight away and thanks you profusely

-will eat ya burnt food no matter what


-you´re making dinner for the two of you, zen is working late, its his fave dish

-when he comes home the dinner is on the table and hes just so grateful??

-its only when you two sit down to eat that he notices the band aids on your fingers

-immediately drops his cutlery to kiss every single one of your fingers

-“its not that i don´t appreciate this, babe..but please be more careful, i’d rather starve for 3 days,  then you getting hurt”

-fckn drama queen zen


-he´s resting after a full night of studying, so you figure, why not use your time to bake him a cake

-everything is going well and all, until you’re taking the cake out of the oven

-your fingers somehow manage to push the fabric of the cloths, aside so half you hand end up on the hot ass baking tin

-the yelp you let out has yoosung by your side in seconds

-will bring you ice and cute band aids 


-jaehee may be working her dreamjob, but her habit of overworking herself kinda sticks

-so you decide to bring your lovely girlfriend breakfast in bed

-but on the way to your bedroom, you make a slight stumble, causing scolding hot coffee to spill over your hand and down on your thighs

-the sound of your gasp waking jaehee up

-she immediately runs to your side, dragging you back to the sink, to hold your hand under ice cold water.


-he’s completely focused on working and doesn’t have the time to care for himself, so you decide to throw together some easy food.

-you lose yourself in thought for a second too long, and the food is boiling down the sides of the pot.  and without thinking you grab the pot, not by its handles, but the side, with your bare hands.

-seven is by your side before you have a chance to yell out to him

-makes a bowl with ice for you so he can sit beside you to place kisses all over your face

-brings you cute colorful disney band aids


-poor boi is blind, you cant trust him with cooking yet

-well all he hears is the bacon fizzling and the sharp intake of breath you take when the bacon fat(?), hits your hand

-will instruct you on what to do, since he cant really do much to help.

-will thank you 1000 times more than usual for the food tho


-is definitely the type to scold you for cutting yourself, and complain about putting off his work

-all while taking his time to find the cutest band aid of the big bunch he has lying around

-still mildly scolding you (mumbling) while making the rest of dinner and cuddling with you on the couch for the rest of the evening

-“i forbid you from ever cutting yourself again, you hear me?. you cant do that”

loveisalaserquest17  asked:

Hello! I actually think you've already done a rec for this but I can't find it :( so if you've already done it, feel free to just link it to me. Anyway, what I'm talking about is royalty AU *_* any kind of, also in the past/fairytale settings/basically everything that involves Harry or Louis as a prince (also... Am I the only one thinking that Louis would be a hell of a Louis XIV? I can't stop thinking about him as le roi soleil... He is indeed the sun after all!) Thank you xx

OMG Yes !!! I’m so happy to make you this fic rec !!!!!!! I love this trope soo muuuuch !

So :  ROYALTY AU, here we go

- Wear It Like A Crown , by Zarah5 : AU. As part of a team of fixers hired to handle a gay scandal in Buckingham Palace, Louis expects Prince Harry to be a lot of things—most notably a royally spoilt brat. Never mind that the very same Prince Harry used to star in quite a number of Louis’ teenage fantasies. (141k, aka one of the fic of my Top3 Larry fics ever)

- With the stars in our eyes [drabble] , by wewillnotsurrenderHarry is the Prince of Wales and he asks Louis on a date. (1.3k, cute)

- You Take Me Over, You’re the Magic in My Veins, by @supernope : Louis can feel Harry’s eyes on him as he turns to head toward his seat. He tucks a secretive smile into the palm of his hand while he slides into place beside his sister, his mother’s seat still empty as it awaits the Queen’s entrance. He knows he should be behaving himself a bit more, should be focusing his attention on Gemma, rather than her brother. He’s working on borrowed time, is expected to announce his engagement to the Princess within the next few weeks, but he can’t seem to help himself. Gemma is lovely, kind and witty and beautiful, but he has no interest in being married to her, had no interest in marriage before her arrival, period.Teeth sunk into his bottom lip to disguise his smile, Louis risks a quick glance toward Gemma and Harry’s usual seats, finds Harry already seated and staring steadily back at him. His hair is a mess from Louis’ fingers and his cheeks are still flushed, and Louis’ heart gives a heavy, delighted thud. No, he thinks, he has no desire to be betrothed to Princess Gemma, but he finds he wouldn’t mind being married after all, if it was Prince Harry he was promised to, instead. ( 36k, with a bit of MPREG and lots of pining)

- feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream  , by @lourrynavy : Harry is a journalist with a lot of secrets and Louis is the future king of the United Kingdom; they live together for 60 days. (123k, magical AU)

- Sail Across Me , by @canonlarry : Harry is a prince that is about to be forced into marriage against his will and running away to sea seems like a much better option. Louis is the captain of the infamous pirate ship The Rogue and he has a thing for helping defenseless creatures. Especially when they’re as pretty as this one. ( 21k, pirate AU with amazing smut)

-The Stars In Your Eyes Light Up The Sky by andthensusays: The one where Harry is a prince forced out of the closet and Louis is a boybander forced in. When they meet, everything changes. (60k, when Royal Au meets Famous!AU. I have to read it again, it’s been a long time. Too much time. )

- my kingdom for a kiss (tonight you’re on my mind) , by @sa-voix : Or, the one where Zayn and Louis make a friendly wager and it goes too far, Harry’s a baker with a heart of gold and really great hair, Liam is an overworked PA who just wants to enjoy his holiday and Niall is completely at ease, as always. An accidentally married AU mixed with a splash of modern royalty. (30k, Prince Louis, accidental marriage AU, amazing!)

- What A Feeling To Be A King Beside You by @misswarncke :  “Tomlinson. Louis Tomlinson, Duke of Wellington, your highness,” the man, or boy considering he seems to be around Harry’s age or slightly older, says with a wink and a quick bow.  Huh. Duke of Wellington. Harry recalls once meeting the Duke of Wellington. He probably wasn’t a day over 7 years and honestly only remembers a mischievous boy with blue eyes that poured gravy on him. But now that he thinks about it, the Duke in front of him does have pretty, blue eyes as well. He’s also got a nice smile and a beautiful jawline covered in short stubble. His chestnut hair is done up in a perfect quiff and his dark navy suit is perfectly tailored to his body. He’s fit.(Basically: Harry is the Prince of Wales and Louis is the Duke of Wellington. They fall in love.) (16k, I love this one)

- Celebrity Discount , by @loaded-gunn : Louis fell for Prince Harry when he was ten and Harry was eight and peeked behind the Queen’s elegant gown for his first public appearance—a shy smile and a mess of curls. He fell for him when he caught Lottie putting up a magazine cover of Harry on her wall and all she had to say for herself was, “He’s such a good person, yeah?” and, yeah. He fell for him when Harry gracefully accepted his demotion. He fell for him when Harry came out and stayed out.   (Prince!Harry  , 27k)

- Foolishly Completely Falling by @isthatyoularry : Louis is ¼ of the infamous boy band One Direction and has had a crush on the Prince of Wales for ages. Prince Harry is gay and out and when he spills on a tv show about finding a certain Louis fit, their paths cross and everything turns into a tumult of emotions and anxiety, and the complications when you just want to show the world who you love. (85k, Prince Harry and boybander Louis)

- Glow by @haydolce : Alien AU, with a hint of Royal AU. A summer barbecue at the Tomlinson’s is interrupted by a naked visitor from a peaceful planet far, far away. Can an alien and a human survive a summer together for the sake of the human race? (41k, ok this one is probaby my fav fic of Dolce tbh ^^)

And I haven’t read them yet, but it looks great :

- Common : Henry VIII ruined it for everybody. Now the king or queen can only marry a person chosen by the magic of the church, or disaster will befall Britain. Prince Louis, heir apparent to the British throne, dislikes most things about his inheritance–but most of all that it could keep him from finding the real love of his life. (magical AU, with a mix of High-school AU ? I really need to read this!)

- The King and I : Louis -better known as The Rogue- is the legendary King of the Thieves of London, the underground network of criminals who run the city. Zayn is his second in command, Niall is an Irish fugitive with ultra high-tech hacking skills, and Liam is a dirty cop who lets Rogue and his crew get away with just about anything. Harry is Britain’s absolute worst criminal and a professional scapegoat who flees Cheshire in search of good treatment, and just might find it under the wing of London’s regal mastermind. (43k)

- Turn and face the strange: “Yeah okay, look, um. I’m in a relationship now, mum. And it’s pretty serious and I’m very much in love with him.” Louis’ mum’s face lights up at that. “Well why didn’t you say?! Can we meet him?! Is he here today?”“This is the catch. He’s kind of, well, he’s incredibly famous. So he couldn’t be at the ceremony but he’s in the car and we’re going to go back to his home for some lunch, is that okay?”“Famous?! Louis, if this is some sort of joke…”“It’s not, mum, I promise. Please can you just get in the car? He’s in this one, I want you three to meet him first, just don’t freak out, please,” he says, gesturing at Harry’s traditional black car.Or the one where Harry is going to be King, Louis can’t handle it like he thinks, Zayn is finally happy, Liam’s a massive geek and Niall’s marrying a princess.    (26k, aaaahhhhhhh I need this now!)

- All The King’s Men : Louis is an arrogant, self assured prince who falls in love with a charming thief named Harry during his youth. However, years later, a revolution is sparked amongst the frustrated commoners… and Louis’s former teenage romance is leading it. (39k)

- call it magic, call it true : Harry Styles loves hockey, art history and speaks Italian. His Royal Highness Prince Louis of Wales is second in line to inherit the British Throne. Their relationship is sometimes a fairytale but occasionally a nightmare.(Louis is the Prince William to Harry’s Kate Middleton.) (17k, OMG)

(and now I hate you cause I wanna read all them again)

UPDATE (last update on SEPTEMBER 24th 2016 :

- Bittersweet and Strange by Keep_Calm_And_Read_Fic :    Beauty and the Beast AU in which Harry is taken prisoner in King Louis ‘The Beast’ Tomlinson’s castle, Master Liam Payne may or may not be a torture specialist, Master Zayn Malik may or may not be the Master of War, and no one will tell him what the hell Niall does around here. Basically, Harry hates his enemy with a passion. Then he kind of has a passion for his enemy. Then he wonders if he and Louis are enemies at all. (41k)

- now I’ll surrender up my heart and swap it for yours: Louis can’t believe this. He just - he honestly, in all of the ideas he had in his head as to who Harry was, he never in a million years thought this was going to be the answer. “You’re a prince?” Liam asks, for what is possibly the hundredth time in the past five minutes. It seems to be the only thing either of them can say. Harry’s sat primly in his chair, back a straight line and hands folded neatly on the kitchen table. He nods once, and bows his head slightly. “Yes.”“And you have to stay here,” Louis clarifies, “Because you were almost kidnapped?”OR - a (kind of) Princess Protection Program AU (17k)

- When In Rome  : A modern day Roman Holiday AU, where Harry is the prince of pop on a European tour desperately in need of a break and Louis is an expat in Rome just trying to make rent. (19k)

- King and Lionheart        : Prince Louis Tomlinson is the first out gay monarch in his small country’s history. After facing a failed attack in town, he understands why. Expect the unexpected seems applicable, but nothing could have prepared him for his own mother’s reaction – a bodyguard by the name of Harry Styles. Alternatively titled: A Prince and His Bodyguard  (30k)

- In the Clear        : After Princess Gemma and her fiance Niall are captured by the witch from across the land, Harry and Louis are forced on a journey together to save them. Featuring Lumberjack Liam, Magical Zayn, unsolicited tattoos, and untangling the past.Also known as The Larrietale. (80k)

- You Took My Heart By Surprise  : There is reason to believe Prince Harry’s life is in danger. After a failed kidnapping attempt, Louis is assigned to guard Harry around the clock. He is the best at what he does, but he has a tendency to not get along with clients. Louis and Harry start off on the wrong foot, but it soon becomes clear that neither is at all what the other expected.  (33k)

- Like a Bullet in the Dark  : Prince Harold Edward Styles Lancaster is second in line to the throne of Great Britain. He is also your average Uni student- or he tries to be, anyway. With a promise from the press (and his father) that they’ll leave him alone for four years, he sets out to be a student at Cambridge, when he meets his very normal, very working class, very handsome suite-mate, Louis Tomlinson. Louis makes Harry feel more like a person than he ever has before, which might cause some issues later on- ‘cause Harry has a secret that he’s only told his sister Gemma about. Little does he know though, that Louis has some secrets of his own. A Will & Kate Au- with a twist. (100k)

russiaxchina-lover  asked:

Ok so if the 2ps had to wear the same cloths that their 1ps wore on April fools for a whole day what would their reaction be? Sorry If you don't understand btw LOVE your blog

2Ps: *are forced into their counterpart’s april fool’s day outfits*

2p!america: *gracefully slides around* holy shit bros i look sexy as fuck *strikes poses*  hELL YEAAAAAHHH~~ ;D

2p!china: oh look don’t i just make the cuuuutest girl ahahaa tHIS IS ACTUALLY SO EMBARRASSING LIKE??? I CAN’T TAKE THIS AHAHAHA *awkward laughter*

2p!england: oh goodness this nurse outfit is so cute and comfy and pink i love it so muuuuch!~  *prances around and almost trips on his high heels about twice*

2p!france: *bored a’f* uhh i’m pretty used to being naked so who gives a shit

2p!russia: ………….,,,,

anonymous asked:

i want to request an scenario ^.^ kuroo, nishinoya, kageyama and sugawara having a strong fight, like shouting and crying (both or one of them) with their fem! s/o and breaking up. after a week, the boys look for s/o and apologise (make it fluffy and long please) thank you so muuuuch xx p.s: i love your blog so much don't stop making scenarios !!!

I made this pretty long without even trying. I just got super into it! Haha but I hope you guys enjoy it! ( ◞・౪・) Haha okay, Anon-chan! I won’t stop making the scenarios! I hope you enjoy this one! I kinda did feel bad for not being able to write so often so I made this one long for you guys. Tonight and tomorrow I will hopefully have more requests taken care of! But for right now, here’s the super long ones! Enjoy (=^▽^=)


“Lev, I said hold your arms in closer!”

“Kenma, you need to run for the ball if its just that many steps ahead!”

“Yaku, stop bossing Lev around!”

The Nekoma High School volleyball team wasn’t having the best practice, but it wasn’t the worst for them. The one thing that went wrong for the team was their flustered captain.

“Kenma, do something,” Inouka whispered as he panted heavily after running the punishment lap.

“Like what? I can’t do anything other than take it with you,” Kenma replied, trying to catch his breath as well.

“Why is Kuroo-san so grouchy now?!” Lev asked louder than intended.

“Shhh! We’ll get in more trouble if he hears you say that crap, Lev!” Yamamoto instructed angrily. “And don’t even think of asking him. He might get even angrier.”

“For what though?” Lev asked quieter, looking to see where Kuroo was. Kuroo stood next to Coach, listening to him speak. From where the team could see, Kuroo listened to Coach as calm as they have seen him for awhile.

“You don’t remember?” Yaku asked, giving Lev a look of pity.

“No, what?”

“Kuroo and ____ broke up last week,” Kenma answer nonchalantly.

“Huh?! They broke up last week?! Really?!” Lev yelled in indeniable shock. An aggravated groan escaped the mouths of his team mate.

“EVERYONE SPRINT FIVE LAPS AROUND THE GYM! If you’re not done in three minutes, do another five!” Kuroo yelled from across the gym as he stood next to his Coach.

“Lev, we’re going to kill you,”

Lev stood frozen as his team mates ran past him with looks that meant to pierce Lev right through his skin.

“Practice was tiring today,” Yamamoto groaned as he wiped the sweat away from his body with the towel.

“Kenma, talk to Kuroo. I don’t think we can handle any more of this,” Yaku instructed with a pout. Kenma froze to the favor and looked to Yaku a little scared.

“Why is it always me who has to talk to him?”

“Because you’re his best friend,” everyone in the locker room said bluntly.

“What are you guys talking about?” Kuroo asked curiously. Everyone in the room looked to him with a mix of fear and shock.

“N-Nothing,” everyone responded nervously. Kuroo looked to each of his players with his usual smug look but brushed it off his shoulders.

“Well, I’m leaving. Bye guys!”

“Ye-yeah me too, see you guys tomorrow,”

“Oh, bye! Good work today team,” Kuroo answered with a wave. As his team hurried off to leave the room, Kuroo was left with a confused look. Along with a patient Kenma. “Hm, waiting for me?”

“I mean, we live close. And we’ve always walked home together. Especially since…” Kenma’s sentence trailed off as he contemplated on how to address the topic.

Kuroo had his back faced Kenma, not knowing what to say as well. The room felt heavy. The thought of you consumed Kuroo’s mind. Not like his mind already wasn’t consumed with the thoughts of you. All the memories. All the promises. All the love.

“You can’t take it out on the team, Kuroo,” Kenma said firmly. Kenma’s voice brought Kuroo back to his senses. But Kuroo still couldn’t face Kenma.

“I’m sorry,” Kuroo said a heavy sigh.

“It’s okay,” Kenma replied. The room stayed silent. Kuroo’s mind wandered back to you.

“Kenma,” Kenma looked to Kuroo with a curious look. Kuroo didn’t need to look to Kenma to know he was listening. “Go on ahead. There’s something I need to do.”

Kenma and Kuroo had been childhood friends. They were confident enough to know what the other was thinking. With a nod of his head, Kenma turned his back. Before walking away, Kenma called out to Kuroo. “Good luck.”


You turned to face the familiar voice with a surprised look. Kuroo stood to the left of you, as if he had been waiting for you.


The sound of your voice saying his name lifted almost tons of weigh off of Kuroo’s shoulders. It was the remedy Kuroo was needing. You could see the pain on Kuroo’s face as you said his name.

“H-Hey,” Kuroo said with half a smile.

The distance between you two felt so wrong. Not just in the moment, but in the last couple weeks. The fighting would never end. You two had forgotten why it started. But even then, the fighting kept continuing. The yelling. The tears. Nothing got solved. The only solution was to be apart. When it finally happened, neither of you could even recall who decided what. It was just decided. It broke both your hearts to be so lost. Both of you were lost. But it felt as if it needed to be done. What else could you or Kuroo have done?

But as Kuroo spoke to you, you could feel your heart need him. You wanted to close the distance. You wanted to be wrapped in his arms. You wanted Kuroo. But did Kuroo feel the same?

“Hey,” you replied sheepishly. “Just getting out of practice?”

Just trying to make regular conversation feel not so heavy was as hard for you. Of course Kuroo was just getting out of practice. You knew that. He knew you knew that. In your mind, you cursed yourself.

“Y-Yeah. How about you?” Kuroo asked, trying to become comfortable with you.

“Ah, just finished hanging out with some friends,” you replied with a smile.

Why didn’t you just tell him it was your best friends? What if he assumed it was a new boyfriend? Would your chance of being wrapped in his arms diminish?

“O-Oh, that’s good,” Kuroo replied with a stronger smile. You knew Kuroo. You knew the first thing that came to mind was a new boyfriend in your life. You wanted to tell him, you wanted to have him know no one else was in your heart. Because Kuroo still had a lock on you. “Well-”

“Did you want to walk together?” you asked quickly. You couldn’t help but cut off Kuroo. You didn’t want to say goodbye.

All Kuroo could do was stare at you, shocked at your question. But a small smile took over his face and a small nudge of the nod.

It felt nostalgic and foreign to be next Kuroo. It was only a week since you two had broken up. But walking this familiar path next to him, it felt as though months had passed between the two of you. It was strange. It was strange, yet nice. The thought brought a smile to your face.

“I’ve been a bit meaner on the guys since we broke up,” Kuroo said, feeling guilty. You gave him a small laugh.

“You shouldn’t take it out on them, just focus on practice,” you advised with a nervous smile. Somehow Kuroo could make the heaviest topics feel casual with you. Was Kuroo always like this? Or was he like this simply because he was Kuroo?

“I know, it’s just been hard,” Kuroo trailed off in deep thought. The silence sent a stab through your heart. Before you could change the subject, Kuroo interjected. “But its okay, some of the guys need the extra exercise.”

“Oh really?” you asked, knowing better of Kuroo’s thoughts. “Like who? Who needs more practice?”

“Lev for one! And Yaku’s gotten a bit skinnier. It wouldn’t hurt for him to build muscle. And Ken-”

“Don’t say Kenma, because you know he’s never going to change,”

“But he could!” Kuroo looked to you with a look of determination. You only laughed at Kuroo, feeling yourself relax with him more. “You always defended Kenma.”

“I defended everybody on that team,” you said proudly. Kuroo only sighed of defeat. It felt nice walking together, laughing like this. But it had to be cut short. “Ah, well, I can walk the rest myself.”

“Ah, are you sure? Its only a block more,” Kuroo asked, surprised of the sudden ending to your walk together. “I can-”

“Its okay, Kuroo. I’ll be fine,” you said with half a smile. You watched as Kuroo frowned to the sound of his name. He felt better hearing his first name from your mouth. He wanted to hear it. He wanted to hear you say it over and over and over again. Just like before. “I’ll see-”

“No!” Kuroo called out. His arms were thrown around your neck, his hold on you desperate. You could smell the sweat from his body. But you didn’t mind. You kind of missed it. Being in his hold felt wonderful. As if you two had never left one another.

“Kuroo…” you whispered. The wind blew against you two, Kuroo’s smell invaded your nose even more. You brought your hand to Kuroo’s forearm as he rested his forehead against the back of your head. God, did he miss holding you like this. He didn’t want to let go. Not again.

“Stop saying that, just call me Tetsurou. Please?”

“But we’re-”

“It doesn’t matter. I…” His voice was struggling. The words were all jumbled in Kuroo’s mind but they wouldn’t escape his mouth smoothly. But he had to try. It was you. “I miss hearing you say it.”

“But it does matter,” you said firmly. Kuroo eyebrows furrowed at the tone of your voice. He couldn’t get mad. He knew you were hurt. He was hurt also. But he couldn’t help but be mad because of how everything came to be. “Tetsu, we broke up.”

Your voice broke at the realization of the lump in your throat. You had been fighting the lump in your throat without trying. Kuroo held you tighter in his arms. The hold on his forearm had become desperate. You needed Kuroo to understand that this was both your decision. You both hated it but it seemed right.

“I know,” Kuroo managed to reply, but bitterly. He tried to not let his emotions get to him. But he missed you. “I still love you.”


“Just listen. Please? I still love you. I miss you. I’ve been trying to cope with everything but all it’s led me to is being an ass hole captain and you stuck in my head more,”

You leaned against Kuroo’s hold, a tear rolling down your cheek. It rolled onto Kuroo’s forearm. Feeling Kuroo’s hold on you felt so comforting. But the crying made you realize why it was wrong. But you had to listen. No, you just wanted to. You wanted to hear the things Kuroo didn’t say when things had gotten worse between you two. They were all he had to say when you two were fighting. It wasn’t like he had forgotten or neglected you. But hearing those words would had fixed everything. You knew that. He knew that. You knew Kuroo knew that. Yet when he didnt say those things, and said more hurtful things, you both knew there wasn’t going to be an “us” anymore.

Kuroo understood that now. Kuroo understood this was his only chance to prove what you meant to him.

“I’m sorry for everything. I can’t give you a reason why I acted like that. I don’t know why I had been acting like that. But there’s no excuse either, ____. But I should have told you. I should have told you I didn’t want to lose you either. That I didn’t want to stop being with you. I should have told you through all that fighting that I still needed you in my life.”

The tears were falling now. Your hold on Kuroo’s arm was more comfort than wrong now. Kuroo talked more calm as well. But you could still hear the need in his voice. He needed you to know how he felt about you.

“When we decided to break up, I didn’t know what to think. Or say. All I could think of was the fighting. It was going to be over. When you were walking out the door, all I could think was the fighting was going to be over. And I know you knew it too. But… I didn’t realize that it would be over for good. I didn’t realized you walking out the door would be the last time ever.”

“What made you realize it then? Since you didn’t realize it right when we broke up?” you asked bitterly. You hadn’t meant to. But you were crying. Hearing Kuroo’s words were bittersweet. You wanted him to realize it in that moment when you two decided to break up.

“When I woke up the next morning. I realized I had no texts from you. I had forgotten everything the day before, so when an hour passed and you hadn’t texted me, I was about to text you. But when I was looking at the blank screen with your name on it, it all kept coming back to me. All I could do was stare at the screen. All I could do was sit at my bed and stare at my phone. I wasn’t allowed to tease you about not waking up early anymore. I wasn’t allowed to talk to you like we usually could.”

It was a struggle trying to hush your cries. But your heart was hurting. It had only been a week but you missed Kuroo. But it hurt your heart to hear Kuroo cry now. You didn’t need to look at him to hear him fighting the tears. His voice was steady, you could barely tell he was crying. But you knew Kuroo.

“I felt so stupid. I couldn’t even remember why we were fighting. But the more I kept staring at the blank text message, I tried harder to remember why we were fighting. I just wanted to fix everything. But the more I kept trying and trying to think about why we fought, I got more frustrated. I got more frustrated that I couldn’t remember why we fighting so damn much. I got more frustrated that I couldn’t just text you and tell you to come over so we could just hang out. All I wanted as I stared at my phone was to hold you and tell you everything I was too mad to tell you. That I love you. That you’re my everything. That I could never see you and me without each other. ____, I’m in love with you. I’m sorry for everything. I can make it up, whether you say yes or no to this question. But please… Just please have me.”

“Stupid, you know me.” you replied, quicker than anticipated. You felt Kuroo lift his head off. He was surprised by your reply. “These past few days haven’t been easy for me either.”

“Really?” Kuroo asked surprised. His answer made you annoyed. You broke out his touch and looked straight to him with firm eyes.

“Of course not! How dare you think this week had been easy for me! How dare you think I’m allowed to have it easy just because we broke up. Just because we broke up doesn’t mean its supposed to get easier. Tetsurou, I couldn’t live without you either. And even after all that honeymoon phase and we could go a few days without hanging out, I didn’t want you out my life. I didn’t want you to leave my side. Even after all the yelling and fighting, I didn’t want you to stop being my boyfriend. How dare you-”

“I get it, I get it. I’m sorry, it’s just. Every time I saw you around school, you seemed so happy.”

“So did you, and it hurt. I know you were just playing it off, but seeing you smile like it didn’t matter hurt. It really did.”

You wiped away the tears that frantically fell from your eyes. Before you could open your eyes, Kuroo grasped your face and placed his forehead against yours. All you could do was open your eyes and look into Kuroo’s.

“I know. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. ____, you don’t know how sorry I am, can be, ever will be. But ____, please. Let’s be together.”

“Stupid. Stop asking. I love you too.”

For the first time in a long time, Kuroo’s lips was against yours. You hadn’t forgotten how soft they were or amazing it felt. After all the fighting, yelling, distance, this was everything your heart needed. Everything was alright in the world. Actually better. Because Kuroo and you were together.


“Oh, that’s right, I forgot I was supposed to meet Asahi-san and the rest of the third years at the club room. I’ll see you later guys!” Nishinoya said suddenly. Before the other second years could say a word, Nishinoya already turned his back and ran toward the club room.

“Noya’s going the wrong way,” Kinoshita said.

“Wouldn’t it be easier to go this way?” Narita asked, pointing the the end of the hallway in front of them.

“Its because of,” Tanaka responded as he nudged his head over to you. The other second years eyes followed to his direction.

“Noya usually doesn’t avoid her though,”

“Are you kidding, that’s all he’s been doing,”

“Why though? Noya usually could never not bug Asahi about volleyball when Asahi decided to quit,” Narita asked confused.

“That’s different. This is Noya and ____ we’re talking about. Especially Noya. He doesn’t know how to handle this,” Ennoshita said sympathetically.

“I don’t think he knows how to handle his feelings at all right now,” Tanaka commented, sighing heavily.

“How long has it been already?” Kinoshita asked.

“A week, and its been super long for him,” Ennoshita answered while rubbing his neck. “Hopefully he figures out what he wants to do soon.”

A few days ago…

“I don’t know what to do,” Nishinoya said frustrated.

Tanaka turned his attention to Nishinoya confused. “With what?”

“With ____,” Nishinoya replied still flustered. Tanaka sighed deeply, as if given up on Nishinoya.

“I keep telling you, just talk to her,”

“But she hates me,”

“No she doesn’t,”

“Do I have to remind you about what happened?” Nishinoya said, him sighing deeply now.

“Yeah, yeah. You guys said some hurtful things. She slammed the door. But do you really think she hates you? You guys were inseparable. And even when you guys weren’t together, you wouldn’t shut up about her.”

“Yeah, but…”

“Just talk to her. And if it doesn’t work out for the better, I’ll be there to knock some sense back into you,”

That was the thing, I want it to work out… Nishinoya thought to himself, a little down.

He ran his hands through his hair frustrated to how everything turned out. Nishinoya sat on the concrete the held the tree in place. His eyes looked to the tree above him and memories began to flood back. This was your favorite spot in the whole school. You two would eat lunch together here. This is where you two shared your first kiss. The tree is where Nishinoya asked you to be his girlfriend. That was last year. And here Nishinoya was alone under the tree, where so many good memories happened. With you. But you weren’t here with him. You couldn’t be.


Nishinoya took his eyes away from the tree and looked over to the familiar voice. The voice he hasn’t heard in a week. The voice he loved falling asleep to over the phone.

“_____…” Nishinoya said quietly.

The silence between you two was heavy. Neither of you knew what to say. All the last memories you two had flooded Nishinoya’s mind. As memories of him yelling and blaming you came to mind, his conscious began to remind him that he didn’t deserve to talk to you. He didn’t deserve a second chance. That no matter how much he could talk to you or beg you right now, you had every right to walk away.

“Can I sit with you?” you asked with half a smile. Nishinoya looked to you surprised. But as he smiled, your smile became bigger. You sat next to him, looking at him. His eyes were still so big and looked at you with wonder. You could still see the love in his eyes. And it felt nice. Because you still loved him.

But you remembered everything that happened. At the sudden thought, you looked down the both your shoes. Nishinoya became disappointed, knowing what you were thinking of.

“I keep telling you, just talk to her…”

Tanaka’s words rang in Nishinoya’s ears louder than ever. He leaned back onto his hands and pouted. Nishinoya knew Tanaka was right. It was now or never.

“Hey, _____-”

“So how has-”

You both looked to each other, stiff as ever. It was never this hard to talk to Nishinoya. Seeing him act this was way was a little refreshing. A smile came to your face and then a laugh escaped your mouth. Nishinoya almost immediately followed your laughs.

“Sorry, you go first,” you insisted.

“Ah, it’s okay. What were you saying?” Nishinoya asked with a cool smile. It had only been a week but that smile. Nishinoya’s smile always melted your heart. It still did.

“I was just going to ask how volleyball has been,” you said. Nishinoya couldn’t help but admire your smile.

“It’s been good. I’ve been able to toss better,” Nishinoya said with his head held high while crossing his arms over his chest. You laughed at how animated he had been. It’s still nice to see he still is.

“That’s good. I’m proud of you. I remember when you kept thinking all you could do was pass the ball. I’m happy you’re trying out new things,” you replied with a smile. It still made Nishinoya’s heart flutter.

“Yeah, me too. I get to help out the team more now,” Nishinoya said quietly. His mind trailing off to you. Somehow his mind always wandered to you.

“Yeah,” your voice trailed off as well, feeling Nishinoya thinking in deep though. “But what did you want to talk about?”

“Huh? Ah, well,” Nishinoya suddenly couldn’t find the words to say. But he needed to try. “I just wanted to talk.”


“Well… I wanted to say sorry,” Nishinoya sighed. You listened carefully. “I didn’t want things to end the way they did.”

“Neither did-”

“I didn’t want things to end… Is what I’m saying.”

Nishinoya slowly looked at you. What was he saying though? You both agreed to breaking up. He agreed. Meaning he wanted this. He wanted to be single and away from you. So what was he saying to you?

“What?” you asked bewildered. Your mind was flustered but all you could say was that simple question.

“I didn’t want us to break up,” Nishinoya repeated.

“But you-”

“I know, I know. I decided we should have. But… It only felt like we needed to. We hadn’t been happy with each other the last few weeks. We were fighting non-stop. But… I still love you.”

There. A stab through your heart. But it wasn’t painful. It felt like the first time Nishinoya told you he loved you. Yet why did it hurt?

“But Yuu… We agreed to break up. You just said so we weren’t happy the last few-”

“But why? Because we were fighting? I can’t even remember what we were fighting about!” Nishinoya said frustrated. His fears were becoming a reality. You continued to say the words he didn’t want to hear.

“Me either, it just got so hectic. It was one fight after the other.” you said sadly.

“It wont be like that, anymore,” Nishinoya said, determination in his voice. You looked to him shock.

“Yuu… How do you know that for sure? Yuu, we’ve been going out for so long, we were fighting so much, why couldn’t we fix it-”

“This is us fixing it. This is me fixing us. Because… Because I love you! I love you, ____! I’m sorry I didn’t say it then, I’m sorry I didn’t stop us from breaking up. I’m so sorry. That’s why I’m asking for you back. That’s why I’ll do anything to let you never feel that way. I’ll do anything to never let us get there again. Trust me, okay?” Nishinoya leaned forward, closer to you. He could never keep his distance from you. But you could tell in this moment that he didn’t care.

“Yuu…” His eyes were so focused on you. His hands were right in front of him as he leaned to you, awaiting for your answer. “I love you, Yuu.”

You could see the sparkle in his eyes. The smile become bigger on his face. But when he didn’t see you smile, he understood. There was fear in your heart.

“Yuu, I love you. But it broke my heart. Not just the break up, but the fighting. The fact that none of it was getting better. I wanted it to get better and I kept trying. But no matter what I said it was no use. We just continued to fight and fight and fight. How can you prevent that if we got back together?” you asked, almost as if begging for the answer you’ve been wanting to hear. You fought from the tears falling, but you could feel your eyes glistening. You fought the lump in your throat, but as you spoke you could feel the struggle in your voice. This was heartbreaking. How could Nishinoya bring you to have so much hope, but there still be a chance to break you? That’s what that break up taught you.

“I know now. If you were to reject me, I still wouldn’t leave you to get hurt. If we were just friends, I’d make sure no one hurt you,” Nishinoya said calmly. You watched his eyes never falter. “I just want you to be happy. And if I make you happy, then have me, please. If you know for certain I wont make you happy anymore, I’ll still do my best to make sure you are happy. Because I love you, ____.”

There was no lie. Nishinoya could never tell a lie. Especially to you. He meant every word. What was this feeling?

You leaned against Nishinoya’s shoulder. He looked to you, a little confused. He could feel you getting comfortable. A smile grew on his face. He put his hand behind you head and held you to him, closer than ever.

“I love you, too” you replied with a sniffle.

From that day on, your favorite spot remained your favorite spot forever. It was where your first love evolved into something more beautiful. Each season was something new. But as the cherry blossoms danced with the wind, your love for Nishinoya engulfed your heart forever.


“Is Kageyama-kun okay?” Yachi asked Hinata concerned. Hinata finished wiping the sweat off his face with his towelette and looked over to Kageyama. Kageyama had the usual pout to his face but his aura was tense all around him. He was fidgety and continued to look to the gym door.

“Hm, maybe he has to poop,” Hinata said.

As if over hearing Hinata, Kageyama swiftly looked over to Hinata with a scowl. Yachi and Hinata both were stunned by the reaction immediately. “Dumb ass, get over! Practice the new quick!”

“Who are you calling dumb ass, Kageyama?!” Hinata said angrily. Hinata ran over to Kageyama and began throwing his fists in the air frustrated. Kageyama imitated him in the usual sort.

As Yachi watched the two troublemakers arue like usual, she couldn’t help but notice Kageyama still had the tense aura around him.

“Yachi was worried about you earlier,” Hinata said quickly. Kageyama looked to Hinata curiously.

“Mmm, why?” Kageyama asked as he thought to himself if he was different today.

“I don’t know, I guess she thought you were acting different. Anything up with you?” Hinata asked. Kageyama looked to Hinata normally, then suddenly turned a little down. Hinaya titled his head curiously. Kageyama could se from the corner of his eyes Hinata’s movements but he still couldnt look to Hinata seriously. “What is it?”

“It’s nothing,”

“What, did ____ break up with you?” Hinata asked with a snicker. But as Kageyama continued to put his things away, Hinata felt his worry emerge. “WAIT, DID SHE REALLY?!”

“STOP SHOUTING, DUMB ASS,” Kageyama yelled annoyed. Hinata backed away shocked to how Kageyama became louder than ever. Kageyama sighed deeply and returned to placing his things away in his bag. “We decided to break up.”

“Oh, why?” Hinata asked as he watched Kageyama stood with his bag on his shoulder.

“We just fought alot. It seemed right.” Kageyama replied flatly as he walked out the club room. Hinata followed after locking the door behind him.

“Mmm, so you’re not over her huh?”

“Huh?! Of course not! We just broke up!”

“Oh, I’ve never been in a relationship, so I wouldn’t know how those things work.”

“I guess. You haven’t even asked out Yachi yet.”

“Heh?! What’re you talking about?!”

“You’re really a moron.”

“At least I’m not stuck on my ex girlfried.”


“What?! You’re not!”

“Yeah, but! It’s complicated alright?!”

“If you still like her, why didn’t you just fix things instead of fighting more?”

“It wouldn’t stop. So we decided that for best.”

“Mmm, well obviously you still have feelings for her. You should at least try to fix your fights with her.”

Kageyama looked down to Hinata with an annoyed scowl.

How can he be right yet he can’t even figure out his feelings?

Hinata looked to Kageyama with a fighting scowl. But even as Kageyama argued with Hinata, he couldn’t help but let his mind wander to you.

Kageyama walked home by himself, staring to your name in his phone. He had already accidentally bumped into a few children then scared them. But he couldn’t help it. Kageyama wanted to call you. He wanted to hear his voice. But he knew you wouldn’t answer. He knew you wouldn’t want to listen. Not after all the yelling he had done to you.

What had you two been fighting about? Kageyama pondered hard. He figured if he can figure out what he did wrong, he can fix the problem. As he pondered about you, he bumped into one more person. Kageyama took a step back and was about to yell thoughtlessly. But his conscious stopped him immediately.

“____?” Kageyama asked shocked. As you opened your eyes, Kageyama came into focus.

“Oh, Tobio!”

“So-Sorry! I didn’t see you,” Kageyama replied shocked. You could see the blush across his cheeks become pinker. A small smile came across your face.

“It’s okay, I wasn’t watching where I was going either. Ah, practice over?” you asked, noticing Kageyama’s sports bag. He nodded his head. You could tell he was stunned to see you. “Ah, well I should get going now. See you later!”

Kageyama could only see you wave with a smile. He reached out his hand to get your attention unintentionally. “Ah, ____!”

“Hm?” you questioned as you froze. Kageyama couldn’t look you in the eyes. You couldn’t help but give him a comforting smile. “Yeah?”

“I want to talk… About-”

“Tobio, its okay. We don’t have to,” you interrupted with a forced smile. You knew Kageyama just wanted to fix his mistakes. But you couldn’t handle it right now. You could barely handle seeing him right now.

“__-____, no, I need-”

“Tobio, I can’t. I can’t even… I just can’t,” you said with a broken smile now. And it broke Kageyama. He relaxed his body, refusing to reach out to you. Maybe Hinata was wrong. “Maybe next time, okay?”

“O-Okay…” Kageyama’s voice trailed off. His eyes fell to the floor, feeling empty.

You couldn’t greet him goodbye. Seeing him disappointed was worse then seeing him yell to you. For some reason. Maybe it was time healing your heart. And since you missed Kageyama, seeing him down was the new pain for you.

No that was a lie. It just added on. You were still hurt from the yelling. That’s why you couldn’t see him. You didn’t want to hear anymore of the yelling. You didn’t want to be yelled at. No matter if you yelled to him back, nothing felt stronger than Kageyama yelling. But seeing him hurt still pained you as well. You had to walk away now.

You turned yourself on the heels of your feet as Kageyama kept his eyes on the ground. This was the last chance he could with you. He knows you. He knows you won’t let “next time” happen for him to fix everything. As you walked away, he needed you to know now.

“I’m sorry!” Kageyama yelled out. You stopped in your steps and looked behind you. Kageyama was holding his stance, red across his cheeks. “I’m sorry, and I love you!”

“Tobio… We-”

“I’m sorry I let us break up! But I regret it! I miss you! I really miss you and can’t stand not being with you!”

“KAGEYAMA, YOU’RE DISRUPTING THE NEIGHBORS!!!” Ukai yelled angrily as he slammed the door open. Kageyama and you simultaneously looked to the angry Ukai frightened.

“I-I’m sorry, Coach!”

“We’re sorry, Coach Ukai,”

You both apologized and bowed simultaneously. Ukai relaxed his face and slowly closed the door. Hearing Kageyama and seeing you, he felt no need to say anything. He knew Kageyama, Ukai knew it’ll work out depending how hard he worked for you. Ukai knew Kageyama loved you deeply.

As you both raised your heads, you looked to each other. To Kageyama’s surprise, some tears were falling. “_-____! What’s wrong?!”

The tears even caught you off guard. You wiped them away and looked to him with a smile. “It’s nothing.”

“Tell me,” Kageyama insisted with a pout. Even when you two were broken up, he still cared about you deeply.


“____, please. I want you to at least answer my feelings. I’ve already messed up once. Let’s just do this. One last time,” Kageyama said with strong eyes. You couldn’t help but let one more tear fall. You couldn’t help but nod your head. Was there some hope? “I’ll walk you home… Since it’s a little late.”

“Okay,” you replied. You were still a little stunned by Kageyama’s yelling. It was different from when you two fought those last few days of your relationship. Hearing Kageyama say those things… It was nice.

Kageyama walked next to you, nervous. He had everything prepared in his mind. But as you two walked in silence, he felt his nerves get the best of him. Just then, a laugh escaped your lips. Kageyama looked to you, confused.

“You’re nervous now, huh?” you asked with a smile.

Kageyama looked to you with a scowl. “No…”

“You’re so funny Tobio,” you replied with a smile. It had been awhile since Kageyama saw your smile. It still captivated him.

Looking at your smile calmed his nerves. He loved that smile. It always was his favorite thing about you. “____.”


“I love you,” Kageyama said. He continued to look at his feet while you looked to him. This was still so different.

“You know, I still love you too. Its only been a week, and no matter how hard I try, you’re still here with me,” you replied nostalgic.

“But I’m sorry. I couldn’t end the fighting.”

“Neither could I, so you’re not the only one to blame. We both decided on the break up, remember?”

“I know. But I only agreed because it felt like we had no other options. But now. I just want to be with you.” Kageyama said while he rubbed the back of his neck nervously.

All you could do was look to Kageyama. He was nervous and embarrassed. He was being different from the last few days of your relationship with him.

“If you don’t want to give me a chance, I understand. But… I miss you.” Kageyama said, finally looking to you. You stopped walking and looked to him. His eyes were so serious. He was serious about you two.

Kageyama and you were different. You didn’t need to yell to have your feelings out there. Kageyama could never figure out what he wanted to say. You thought, in the beginning of your relationship, that you could teach him your ways. But as you stood here with Kageyama, you realized his way isn’t wrong either.

Kageyama watched as you took his hand into yours. He felt your fingers intertwine with his. Kageyama’s eyes went from your hands to your eyes. And your smile. The smile he’ll get to see again. The smile he won’t let slip away this time. The smile he’ll always fight for.


“You can’t keep up the Mr. Nice Guy act, Sugawara,” Daichi said as he watched Sugawara wave goodbye to you. As you turned the corner, Sugawara looked to Daichi confused. A scowl was all Daichi could give Sugawara. “Talk to her.”

“Ah, about us? There’s no need to,” Sugawara said with a faint smile. Asahi and Daichi looked to each other with worry. “We decided to be friends, it’s okay.”

“You still love her,” Asahi said with a sad pout. Sugawara looked to both Daichi and Asahi with surprise then looked to the window a little sad himself.

“And she still loves me. But it’s not going to work out,” Sugawara said flatly.

“You guys have had enough space to get your mind cleared about the whole thing. Just talk to her.” Daichi said, determined. “You love her, she loves you. You guys will be okay.”

Sugawara looked to Daichi curiously. A laugh escaped his lips. Daichi and Asahi could only pout a little deeper. “You guy’s are great friends, you know that?”

“Oh, Koushi,” you said as you noticed Sugawara at your locker. “Are you okay?”

“Do you mind if we talk for a sec?” Sugawara asked with his usual smile. You couldn’t help but smile as well.

“Yeah, sure. What’s up?”

“Let’s go outside,” Sugawara said, using his thumb to point outside. You looked to him with a smirk.

“Are you trying to use me as an excuse to not go to practice?” you teased him with a smile. Sugawara laughed a little with you. You two had been acting fine. As if the fighting never happened. And it was a little nice. It continued to remind you about how things used to be with Sugawara. How easy it used to be.

“You caught me,” Sugawara replied dramatically.

You two walked together about class and your friends. Sugawara told you how practice had been going lately and all the games. Your laughs and comfortable talks were normal. At first you thought it was strange, since the two of you had just broken up. But it was a little nice. Being with Sugawara, as if nothing happened, it  brought back memories. Only it brought more memories you didn’t wish happened. You two acted as if all the fighting didn’t happen. Except it did. It continued to happen to the point both of you decided to be friends.

“Want to sit?” Sugawara said as he noticed the bench. Hearing Sugawara’s voice brought you back to the world. You nodded with a smile.

“So what did you want to talk about?” you asked curiously.

“Ah, this isn’t going to be easy. But the guy’s keep telling me to try,” Sugawara said with a nervous smile. He rubbed the back of his head before continuing. “I still love you.”

You looked to Sugawara surprised. You felt something tug at your heart. But there was nothing to be surprised about. There was nothing you were supposed to feel. You knew Sugawara wanted to talk about you two as soon as he asked to talk. You two broke up so there should be no feelings about what he has to say. Yet you did.

“And I know you still love me,” Sugawara said in a serious tone. You couldn’t say anything yet. You didn’t know what to say. “And in all honesty, its kind of hard for me right now to say anything I really want to say.”

“Me too,” you replied quietly. Your mind was racing. But you could only say what spurred out your mouth on its on. “Koushi, we broke up though. We couldn’t fix us then. That’s why we broke up.”

Sugawara leaned back against the bench and looked to the skies. “We don’t even know why we were fighting anymore.”


“But even when we decided to break up, I still loved you. I just thought… I just thought I kept hurting you. And I didn’t want that anymore. I wanted you to be happy. We were fighting so much, and I kept thinking I was the reason you weren’t happy anymore. That’s why I agreed to breaking up when we started talking about it.” Sugawara said in deep thought. You watched him look to the sky then to you. Awaiting a reply. You couldn’t meet his eyes. It was too much pressure.

“It wasn’t you making me unhappy… I’ve always been happy to see you. But we were fighting. And when we fought, I didn’t know what to do anymore. You wouldn’t look to me the same as before.”

“Because I felt guilty! But these last few days… I’ve learned a few. I’ve learned that I could have fixed my mistakes and stopped the fighting.” Sugawara looked to you, desperate. His feelings were taking over. You were taking his mind over, he only wanted you back.

“These last few days have made me realize the same thing. I’ve realized I still am happy with you. It was just fighting stopped us. Koushi, I know I still love you. It just hurt when we broke up. I could’t get my mind wrapped around everything. I was hurt.” you replied quickly. Your eyes couldn’t leave Sugawara’s. There was so much determination in his eyes.

“____, me too. But I’m sorry… I’m sorry I let things get to this point even though I still love you. I’m sorry I let things fall apart when I still want you. I’m sorry I let us pretend are feelings arent there when they are. ____, I love you.” Sugawara said with a smile. You couldn’t help but smile as well.

“Koushi, I love you. I love you too.” you replied relieved.

Sugawara took your face in your hands and brought your lips to his. It was the first kiss in weeks. It was the first smile you shared together in weeks. It was the first time you felt like everything was going to be okay again.

“What did we tell him?” Daichi asked with a snicker. Asahi looked to him with a proud smile.

“I’m proud of him!” Asahi said with a thumbs up.

“We’ll have to let him know at practice he’s going to run five laps for being late,” Daichi said with a proud smile. Asahi looked to Daichi worried now.

“Daichi… But we’re late too,”

“For a good reason,” Daichi replied with a smile. As Daichi walked towards the gym, Asahi watched him with a worried smile.

Asahi looked back to Sugawara and you make up and a bigger smile came across his face. Asahi always liked you two together.

edginess-overload  asked:

Aaaahhh, I love this so muuuuch!! I already love ur blog and I wanna see it grow and go to college and get marr-... Uh... I LOVE THIS BLOG. Anyway, question time. Any HCs for Reaper/McCree with a sarcastic S/O? <3

!!!!!!!! You are so sweet !!!!!!!  Somebdy wants to see me go to college!!! HHHHH ily too


- He gets shocked when you’re first sarcastic to him, but he half smiles and just nods slowly

- He sasses you back but of course you are the sassiest and he literally can not stop the smile that’s forming because he is impressed and in love 

- When you’re sarcastic to other people he will be proud because you do it so perectly he cheers for you in the background 

- Sometimes you’ll say something and he’ll say “Nooooo” in the most sarcastic tone ever and you say “Yeeeeees” and you’re like that for about 15 minutes before one of you has to pee 


- He loves your sarcasm so much! He always smiles when he hears that tone in your voice

- He’ll be sarcastic with you against other people and sometimes the person will siGH because you’ll just start being sarcastic to each other at some point 

- When you’re sarcastic to him he just squints and grumbles cause he can’t think of anything clever to say back 

- When somebody says something that gives you the opportunity to be sarcastic he looks slowly at you and then back at the person 

( I hope you liked it! I had too much fun with this one!) 

A/N: Writing MatsuHanaIwaOi is always hard but gratifying. Here you go, dear @haikyuuforlife I hope you enjoy this! It’s a bit… ugh idk, but i hope you like it! I love you, you precious wifey ♥

Massive thanks to my lovely girl Ginny ( @otomiya-tickles ), who helped me to give form to this idea. She’s such a sunshine ♥ Love yoouuu

15. “Looks like we have a winner” - MatsuHanaIwaOi

Words: 1, 247 Under the cut! (God bless Ginny for letting me know how do Read more works *smooches*)

“You guys are so weak”, Hanamaki said, a smirk on his face as he sat in front of Iwaizumi and put his elbow on the table, so ready to start. “I’ll win”

Iwaizumi was unbeaten after winning two matches of arm wrestling with Matsukawa and Oikawa. It was Hanamaki’s turn and he was being too self-confident. Hajime smirked up at him, (trying to hide his blush when Hanamaki winked at him), and wrapped his hand around Hanamaki’s, wiggling his fingers a little to get a better hold on it.

“Okay and… now!”, Hanamaki shrieked when, withing three seconds, his hand was one inch to touch the table.

“You were saying?”, Hajime mumbled, adding just a bit more of force to finally wrest Hanamaki’s arm down, Hanamaki squeaked, holding onto the edge of the table as he tried very hard to lift his arm.

“Help! Help!”, he giggled desperately, his face turning pink and then red and then almost purple.

“Shall we help?”, Matsukawa asked, looking to the other side of the little coffee table towards Oikawa who smiled widely and nodded his head eagerly. Matsukawa nodded back at him and squirmed closer to Iwaizumi’s left side, Oikawa to the right.

Hajime didn’t mind them, he actually thought they would try to push his arm down with Hanamaki, but when he felt two squeezes at each side of his waist he gasped and tried to retract his arms down to protect himself, one was able to glue to one side, but the other kept restrained in Hanamaki’s grasp.

Iwaizumi squirmed and bit the inside of his cheek to stop the giggles threatening to escape. He tried very hard to come back into the game, pushing Hanamaki’s hand as best as he could while feeling one set of fingers traveled up towards his ribs and the other ran down towards that fucking spot at his hip.

He tried really hard to fight back the smile on his lips, but his shoulders were already shaking with held-in laughter and his grip on Hanamaki’s hand was loosing up a little.

Regardless, he was determinated to not give in, so with all and the ticklish sensations almost overpowering him, he found some strenght within him and soon Hanamaki was sweating, trying to push up Hajime’s arm as hard as possible.

“A little bit of help here?!”, Hanamaki squeaked, twisting his wrist a little to not touch the surface.

Takahiro almost jumped out of his skin when Iwaizumi threw his head back, howling with laughter as one single finger dug in the lowest of his ribs and another one right in the middle of his hipbone. He also jumped, arching his back and batting the intrusive hands off of his body, it was useless, though, when the pinching and squeezing started and he squirmed and withdrew, trying to bring his knees up to proctect himself but hitting them under the table.

“Thi-thihihis is cheating!”, Hanamaki whined when the grip on his hand grew stronger as if Hajime didn’t want to let go just yet and he verified that theory when he tried to push Hajime’s arm all the way to the left, but it was still hard as fuck. “D-Dammit stohop!”

“C'mon, Hajime”, Matsukawa hummed on Hajime’s ear. “This big boy can’t stand a little tickling?”, awkward embarrasing tingles traveled down his spine as a cackle left his body when Oikawa clawed his hand on the center of his firm stomach.

“Hajime, Jesus Christ!”, Hanamaki was still having some problems trying to wrestle down Hajime’s arm. It was half way to it  and Iwaizumi was starting to feel the muscles on his arms tensing and hurting a little with the new angle, he was losing.

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some happy things!!!

-shitty comes to to visit and watch game!!! look at his lil face i missed him so much

-nursey’s back too!!! and offering to find the mop bc you know he’s the one who has to use it the most :’)

-the whole team knowing something up and being nothing but supportive ;_; they love bitty so muuuuch it’s making me so emotional
-chowder :) just bein chowder
-everyone getting mad on behalf of jack and shorty sports journalists THEY LOVE JACK SO MUCH TOO 
-as emo as i am about the drama….it’s so good that bitty’s learning to talk about how he feels and advocate for his happiness!!!!!!! 


So uh. I was supposed to be taking a nap after work. I accidentallied Melkor and Mairon instead. It just started as a doodle, but it sort of got away from me. Ugh I love these two and I was so excited to find my fellow fandom out there. So many gorgeous pieces of art (especially by Phobs and Valinwhore) really inspired me to go ahead and take a shot myself again. I’d say it’s muuuuch better than the scribbles I did years ago XD

Now to finish the coloring and background…

Edit: updated with flats on both characters! And fixed my typo.

anonymous asked:

What do you think the stag party they threw for James before his wedding was like??

stag party - gotta love the pun lol

  • Sirius wanted to plan it
  • but being a Black and all he flew a little too high
  • he wanted a mansion and strippers and weird things and no 
    • but that’s how Muggles do it!
    • I said no, Pads by the way no one has bachelor parties in mansions
    • it’s a STAG party
    • for Merlin’s sake
  • it was in Three Broomsticks because it was James’ absolute favourite place
  • if it was up to Sirius they would have had strippers, thank Merlin it wasn’t because Lily would have their heads on a silver tray
  • James never looked at another girl let alone be interested in so he wouldn’t have liked it anyways
  • Sirius was drunker than James
    • do you think we can share your custody with Lils, Prongs?
  • Given the fact that James couldn’t sit up, it says a lot
  • It was a night filled with laughter and a few tears from Sirius Black to everyone’s surprise
  • he denied it the next day
  • Peter was a little bitter, complaining about how everything will change which resulted in a drunken James hugging the shit out of him screaming 
    • My dear Wormyyy nothin’s gon change maaaaate, I love you soo muuuuch, don’ worry maaan 
  • Peter almost fell down but he was drunk, too so no worries
  • Remus kept an eye on all of them being the least drunk of them all
  • four of them together just like it always is just maybe a little more emotional than they usually are
  • James is like a koala all night, hugging who ever he gets his hands on
  • they talk about future and James swears Sirius’ stag party will be unforgettable, Remus smiles
  • they talk about children and war, that’s when James promises he will make each one of them the godfather of one of his children shame he only got to make Sirius

anonymous asked:

Do you think Simon is going to move in with Magnus considering McG's last tweet where Alberto is laying next to the loft's blue prints? I WANT THAT SO MUUUUCH

Omg I’d love this so much. It’d be waaay better than if he moved in with J*rdan and we’d get so much Magnus and Simon banter and tHAT COULD BE HOW WE FIND OUT ABOUT RAPHAEL AND MAGNUS’ FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE RAPHAEL TURNS UP TO SEE MAGNUS WHILE SIMON IS THERE AND IT’S AWKWARD AND TENSE BUT COULD HOPEFULLY LEAD TO RAPHAEL AND SIMON’S RECONCILIATION And did I just make this about saphael? I’m sorry…

But yes!! Omg I’d be so happy if Simon stayed with Magnus.

what the—


I just…can’t even really fathom this? Tbh I’m still in denial ahaha;; why are you guys following me???

Even as I was writing this all out, I mean…it just sorta blew me away. It still does, honestly. 

But anyway, I’m not gonna worry about it—for now, I’m going to be nice and sappy, and dump all my gratitude for you guys under the cut :’)

I’m sorry it gets really long omg

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anonymous asked:

Sorry if you have too many, but in the 101 fluffy prompts list, I think 60 would be perfect for tsubahono ;u;

aaayyyyyy!!! i love them thank you anon. *cracks knuckles* time to make some gay housewives. hopefully this doesnt turn out too similar to the prompt i did with nkmk where they adopted two dogs haha

tbh this could be re-titled as ‘Tsubasa Puts Up Token Resistance to New Pet but Ultimately Proves Too Gay to Tell Her Wife No’ also this is embarrassing these prompt fills just keep getting sappier i think i need to take a breather or write something unromantic to get out of this weird romance limbo

60:  “I know you haven’t had the best experience with dogs in the past but look at its face please please can we keep it?”

“Honoka, no.”

“But Tsubaaaasssssaaaaaaaaa!” The girl in question shot back plaintively, giving the brunette her very pout, blue eyes getting almost impossibly big, “Loooook at it! Look at this dog!! HE JUST WANTS TO BE LOVED, TSUBASA!!” To emphasize her point, Honoka lifted the dog’s right paw and made like it was waving at her. The dog idly licked her on the face. Honoka squealed in excitement. 

Tsubasa sighed. “Honoka, that’s not a dog we know. We don’t know where it’s been or if it’s even friendly. For all we know it might-”

“What a cute puppy! Yes you are yes you are! It’s YOU! What a big handsome baby boy….ah, so cute….” The redhead put her face to the scruff of it’s neck and hugged it. “He’s so soft!! Tsubasa, come pet him!”

“Are you even listening to me anymore?” She asked, tone verging on irritation. Honoka looked up curiously and she felt a little less mad, but then the dog did the same and Honoka hugged it to her chest again, despite not taking her eyes off the brunette. 

She sighed again. “We just came to the shelter to drop off that cat we found. We only looked back here because you wanted to check on the puppies.”

“But - But….” The redhead stammered, trying to find some sort of counter for that, “I love him so muuuuch! Look at him!” 

The dog, a husky, cocked its head to one side, pale blue eyes fixing her with a somehow petulant stare. She shook her head after a moment and averted her eyes. “I don’t want to get a dog, Honoka.” She tried softly, one last attempt to discourage her. 

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