i just love when they touch each other okay

Positivity Post

Listen, I get that there are some issues with Andromeda. The first few hours of the game really feel like they’re trying to find their footing, which isn’t hard to understand - it must have been really hard and stressful to create a game that measures up to the trilogy.

But I’m really sick of the constant posts shitting all over the game and I’ve talked to lots of people who feel the same. It seems like a lot of people are worried about posting anything positive at all for fear or retribution.

So here, have a nice happy post about some of the AMAZING things about this game, which in my opinion totally holds up as a new addition to the series.

  • Awesome hair animation. I’m totally in love with how natural the hair looks. It moves around, looks great, and flows naturally.
  • The dialogue system. This is probably the first time in a video game that I actually feel like I can develop my own personality and have a truly unique OC. Plus, you can develop different relationships with different characters, which truly makes you feel invested in the world.
  • The side quests. There are some fetch quests, sure, but I’ve never found them to be boring. They’re always grounded in a story. I find the quests to be meaningful and interesting and engaging.
  • SQUAD MATES! This might be the first game where I absolutely adore every single person on your crew. The characters feel real and they all experience really touching character growth over the course of the game.
  • FRIEND DATES!! Maybe my favourite detail that’s been added to this - the nice outings you get with your squad after you earn their loyalty. Every single one was so touching and I treasure those moments.
  • ALIEN SEX okay so I’m obviously biased on that one…
  • Beautiful landscapes. I’ve come across some small landscape bugs, but in general each world feels unique and realistic. I love parking the Nomad on top of a hill and just admiring the scenery.
  • THE NOMAD BANTER! They absolutely nailed the banter in this game, I’ve teared up a few times while listening. I love it when squadmates can help each other with things that you can’t because they have different experiences than you. It feels realistic and wonderful.
  • Truly touching moments. I don’t want to say more for fear of spoiling anything, but I’ve cried so much at this game.
  • RYDER. Holy lord in heaven I love Ryder. They’re so well-written and totally hold their own against Shepard. They experience character development over the course of the game, the voice acting is fantastic, and basically I just really love Ryder holy shit

Please feel free to add your own, I really love this game and I’d love to see more people focusing on the things that make it so incredible.

Also if you see this and absolutely need to be negative, please keep it far away and make your own post. I understand that people have complaints, but I’m 150% done with hearing about them.

Much love to my fellow Andromeda explorers!

“Flat out” - h.s. Part 5

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4



You were tired and emotionally drained for what felt like the entire next week. With no classes to go to, and a job not available to you, you found yourself in the flat far more in one week than you felt you’d been there in the past month. You didn’t wear pants, drank a lot of hot cocoa, and caught up on way too much Netflix for things to be healthy.

Harry helped you clear everything from your bed – all your notes and textbooks and notebooks and extra papers and quizzes you’d kept to study just in case. He spent three days carefully organizing all of it on your desk and putting papers into folders and putting different textbooks all in order alphabetically.

You knew he was only doing it because he wanted to be near you to watch out for you without suffocating you or asking you if you were okay. You were just exhausted, and even when you walked – which was usually at a purposeful and quick speed that even Harry had to jog to keep up with from time to time – had slowly significantly to a languid and purposeless stroll.

So you allowed him to do his little organizing, stopping every once in a while to read a paper, or flip through the marked and worn pages of your textbooks. It occurred to him the ridiculous and meticulous amount of work you’d put into knowing every little thing, and he wondered if maybe it had just gotten to the point where you’d just started memorizing your textbooks. He couldn’t remember a time he’d ever worked this hard in his life. Sure, memorizing scripts or writing songs was difficult, but he always had others to back him up. And you were on your own. Your entire education was on your shoulders.

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BTS reaction to being in a relationship with an honest and skinship loving S/O

requested by anon


He would appreciate your honesty so much, but would hold back with the skinship in public places. He seems more like the type of guy who would reserve the act of kissing and touching each other for when you are alone.

“I feel like kissing, but we’ll wait until we’re home, okay?”

Originally posted by hohbi


As he seems like an honest person as well, not holding back on what he thinks, as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone, he would appreciate your honesty as well. Every time you see each other or say goodbye he gives you a kiss, lingering a little longer since he enjoys your love for skinship, but also knows his limits.

“I’d do so much more than just kiss, but I think the hyungs would say something if we do it in the studio.”

Originally posted by hidden--demons


Namjoon would feel like he yould always rely on you telling him the truth about what you think. I feel like he would be more open to skinship in public, always holding you close, giving you kisses throughout the day whenever you’re together, and so on.

“I love how you always know what to say. You’ll get a kiss for that.”

Originally posted by melolagniaphilia


Hobi loves skinship and combined with an honest personality? He’d be all over you, making sure you always feel his love through hugs, kisses and more hugs, no matter where you are or what you’re doing. He would enjoy talking with you since he would feel like he can trust you with all of his heart.

“Jagi-yah~ I have a surprise for you!”

Originally posted by dibidibidismynameisjhope


Jimin would be shy af whenever you want to hold his hand or give him a quick kiss. However, when you would be at home alone, he would love the fact you wanted to be as close to him as possible, loving the attention you give him. Your honesty would a factor why he would feel safe around you.

“Not here okay? Wait until we’re home…okay just one kiss but make it quick!”

Originally posted by jmins


He would be very open about skinship, because he would want to be as close to you as possible whenever you were together. He would always give you a kiss out of the blue whenever he thought you were being cute…which would be pretty much always. Since he thinks a lot and wants to share his thoughts, he would always rely on you to be straight up with him, loving your honest nature.

“Come here, I want to give you a kiss, you’re just too cute~!

Originally posted by agustddarling


He would be uncomfortable at first with your love for skinship, adjusting slowly to how you just wnated to close to him. It would take a lot from him to show his love to you in public however and he would try to ask you to keep your kisses for when were alone. Your honesty would appeal to him a lot and he would feel like he could talk to you about anything.

“Ehm, could you maybe not hold onto my hand so tightly? I know how much you love, but now is not the time.”

*gives you a quick kiss as a way to make you feel better*

Originally posted by officialwookkibby



For @cupnoodle-queen, who is bae and the best kind of trouble.

It was dark. You stood outside the tent on the campgrounds, a loose sweater framing your figure. Even though it was summer, the nights were cool––morning dew had started to form on the grass below while the stars beaded the night sky.

You looked out at the horizon, jagged with mountains and trees. Your body felt sluggish, but your mind raced. You couldn’t help but wonder what would happen once you finally got to Altissia, couldn’t quell that feeling deep in your gut that something wasn’t quite right.

You were startled out of your thoughts when you heard rustling from behind you. Gladio emerged from the tent in his sleeping attire, which was just a pair of boxers, rubbing the slumber from his eyes.

“Hey,” he mumbled, shuffling towards you with a yawn.

You smiled at him, reaching a hand out to take his. “Hi.”

Gladio came over and kissed the side of your head before sliding his arms around you protectively. “What’re you doing still up? I woke up and you weren’t there.”

You sighed. “Sorry, love. Couldn’t sleep.”

Gladio frowned. He led you over to the chairs by the charred embers of the long-dead fire. He sat down and pulled you into his lap, cradling you against his chest. He radiated heat and you felt it seeping through the sleeves of your sweater.

“Wanna tell me what’s on your mind?”

You nuzzled into the crook of his neck, pausing momentarily. “Everything.”

“You know,” he said after a beat of silence, slipping his hand under the hem of your sweater to rub circles against your hip. “You can talk to me. About anything.”

You looked up at him, tracing the new scar that horizontally marred his forehead. “Like how you talked to me when you left without a word?”

Gladio went quiet, and his hand stilled.

“I’m sorry,” you apologized, pressing a kiss to his collarbone. “I shouldn’t have said that. You had your reasons.”

You moved to get up, but Gladio’s strong arms tugged you back into his grip. “Don’t apologize for that,” he sighed, his gaze cast downward. “I should have told you the reason. But to be honest, I was scared. Scared and embarrassed that I couldn’t protect Noct, couldn’t protect you. And what am I if I can’t do that?”

You shifted so that you could face him, stroking your thumbs along the stubble lining his jaw. “You’re Gladiolus Amicitia,” you stated firmly. “You’ve saved me more times than I can even count. And not just from physical dangers, but from my own mind. And I love you for it.”

Gladio’s hand slid behind your neck and pulled you in for a slow, languid kiss. It was sleepy and perfect, neither one of you wanting to pull away first. When you finally did, you kept your lips just barely touching his, and you felt his mouth grazing yours with every spoken word.

“I love you too. Even if you are a pain in the ass.”

You laughed and swatted at him, and he only pulled you in closer.

“Let’s be more honest with each other, yeah?” he asked, playing with the hem of your sweater. “Let me share your burden. That’s why I’m here.”

You nodded. “Okay.”

The two of you ended up talking for a while longer, curled up against one another in the lawn chair by the unlit campfire. The two of you eventually fell asleep like that, and you couldn’t even remember closing your eyes. Just the steady heartbeat that lulled you into a dreamless slumber.

The next morning, Ignis surfaced from the tent, rolling his shoulders and stretching out, ready to start breakfast. He caught a glimpse of the two of you, still sleeping in the lawn chair as the sun started to rise higher in the sky. He smiled to himself at the sight, and ducked back into the tent momentarily.

He re-emerged with a blanket, and went over to drape it over you both. He watched for a second longer as you burrowed a little closer to Gladio’s chest, while his hands tightened around your waist.

Ignis smiled to himself, and left to give you a little more privacy. He poured himself a cup of Ebony and tried to keep the noise down to a minimum as he began preparing breakfast, figuring he could give you two a little more time before starting the day.

anonymous asked:

Did you watch the latest interview? -from mym buzz- i am writing this from my grave because i think i died at 3:23 the way she looks at her the way he conforts her like "yeah you did okay" and also some #sprouselilishoulder there. he couldn't resist such cuteness😂

++ and ive just caught another touching at 6:33 😂😂

Anonymous said: Hey!!! did you see the latest #sprousehart interview that came? IM STILL ON THAT SHOULDER TOUCH ❤️❤️❤️


1. I love that she is so protective of the Bughead ship name. WHO in the world prefers Jetty?!

2. Lili’s body language when Cole says ‘erotic’. She makes a face to him, and then theres this deep inhale that I am very intrigued by. 

3. AGAIN with the looks, honestly these fucking heart eyes they give each other. 

4. “..for that bacteria to bloom” @ Cole lol what the fuck. Lili “Oook”

5. Constantly making each other giggle aargghhhghghg

6. Lili looks a bit tired? Poor sunflower

7. Them talking about Bughead and their struggles and their love - what I appreciate most about it that they both used the word “real”. 

8. KFJEEDJWDDNFR them looking at each other to try to remember and figure out where they are in the story. SO FUCKING CUTE. *Aka an excuse to stare at each other for a really long time*

9. THERE IT IS, my dear anon. #Sprouselilishoulder. Right there. When she needed it. When she asked for ‘reassurance’ and he gave it to her in a heartbeat gahd. 

10. They really do listen INTENSELY to each other don’t they? 

11. YAAASSSS YAAAS you are definitely right, he “slaps” her arm at 6.33, when saying “OUR time up in Vancouver blablabla” and the best part is that she doesn’t even flinch, so used to it. They make me fall in love. 

EXO; Cuddling

These boys are turning me into even more of a hopeless romantic;;;;


Despite being the happy virus, I can see Chanyeol taking a rather romantic approach to this. He likes cuddling with you, where you can see each other eye-to-eye. He feels blessed to have met someone like you and likes waking up to the sight of you in his arms, especially if the day prior was particularly hard and exhausting. Seeing you so close to him almost makes him feel energised again.


Absolute sweetheart. He has his face tucked into your neck. BUTTERFLY KISSES. Whispering sweet nothings into your ear. Pulls you in for gentle kisses. Loves when you lean your head up against his. He loves to rub your tummy, tracing circles there. BIG SPOON ALL THE WAY.


I SEE THIS BEAN AS A SMALL SPOON (assuming that the classic cuddling is happening.) Sorry, I had to say it. But this guy has you tucked into his neck as he has an arm wrapped around you. As the eldest and wisest, he knows that he can certainly offer a source of protection and safety. However, this bean can transform into a child in 0.02 seconds and when that happens, the position can fall apart because of all the messing around you two would be doing.


As the leader, his motherly instincts sometimes take over. Cuddling with you is no exception. Usually when you two are cuddling, you’re on his chest. Almost like he gets to feel you more since he’s not always with you. This angle is one of the best angles to take cute pictures of you, pictures that he’d look at daily when he’s on tour.


Cuddles with this guy is like a convoluted mess. Your legs are intertwined but not in the romantic way that you’d expect. Like it’s like your legs are literally tangled. Maybe that is intentional on his part so he gets to hold you longer. I can imagine him attempting to tickle you too and telling you jokes. You wonder how you can put up with this at times but you love these moments almost as much as him and he’s the same.


If you thought Baekhyun was bad, Chen is at least twice as worse. You don’t even know why you bother with him when you try to be romantic because he just takes the piss/ruins the moment. But he is still sweet nevertheless. When you two are cuddling, properly, he’s always humming. He knows how much you love it when he sings just to you and he would hum something from their album or a different song. His hands usually wrapped around your stomach, him being the big spoon.


This bean aches for your touch. All the time like whenever you’re gone, it’s like one took candy from a baby. Cuddles you all the time. The most inappropriate of times too, usually. When you’re baking/cooking? His arms will be wrapped around you as you place the tray in the oven. After a shower? Of course! Reaching for the milk in the dairy aisle? Puts an arm around you as he gets the milk for you. Of course, he is a big spoon. He is very romantic and needy in general. Protect this boy.


This guy acts like he’s not into cuddling and pretends to hate but really, after a long, tiring day of work, it’s one of his favourite things in the world. I can see him putting on a ‘don’t touch me, I’m tired’ front, but would naturally settle into your loving embrace. Likes to be the smaller spoon more than the big spoon. You two would pull funny faces at each other, enjoying each other’s company. Because that was all you two needed; neither of you needed to talk or you both could be on your phones, but that’s okay - just being with him is enough for the two of you.


He would be the same as Sehun, but a little bit more 'warmer.’ Like when he thinks you’re asleep, he would then wrap an arm around you and pull you close to his chest, inhaling your scent. He’d nestle into your hair, so to speak. Sometimes if he’s not in the mood for cuddling for whatever reason, he’ll have your hand in his, held up to his heart, almost like he’s sealing an oath to keep you safe until morning.


“Dan! Seriously! S-Stop it!”

 We were in bed, up way past the suitable hour for sleeping. Both laptops had been abandoned, mine died and I had whined until Dan put his aside to pay attention to me. The conversation between of consisted of random things, animals and video games, fun memories we shared. Eventually Dan decided he’d tease me, like he always did. Now I was stuck underneath him while he tickled my sides mercilessly, making tears come out of my eyes from laughter. He ignored my cries to stop and kept prodding my sides with long fingers, making me kick at him a couple times, though I doubt he minded.

 Sometimes I wish he hadn’t centered his internet personality around being a cool, all-black ball of despair, the Phans never got to see how giggly and playful he could be. It even rivaled Phil sometimes. I looked up at him through the tears in my eyes, a smile spread across his face and his eyes full of that thing that made made melt. Then again, maybe I wasn’t keen on sharing this part of him with the world just yet. Dan finally withdrew his offending hands from my body, and I gasped for breath. He reached up and wiped the tears from my face and then we were just staring at each other. We both seemed to realize the position we got ourselves in, Dan over top of me beneath blankets. I reached my hands up and held his face. My thumb easily slotted into that dimple, like it was made to be placed there. I pulled Dan down and kissed his him softly, lots of little pecks against his soft lips. Once I was satisfied I let him pull back a bit, a dazed look on his face.

 “You know, I really love your dimple.” Dan rolled his eyes but grinned in spite of his growing annoyance. “Shut up, everyone says that and it’s really not even that special.” Dan moved from over top of me and laid on his side, we faced each other in the low light of our bedroom. “Okay well maybe it’s not, but I love how when I go to kiss you my thumb just kinda…slides in there perfectly.” I demonstrated, poking his nose so he smiled and then holding the side of his face. “See?” Dan reached his hand up and covered mine, feeling where my thumb was pressed into his face. “That’s actually kinda cool. Though for future reference don’t touch Derek without his consent–hey!” I started kicking his shins under the covers. “Stop that! Dammit, that hurts!” He tangled his legs with my own and forced them to stop. We stared at each other once again in silence, until I broke it by randomly giggling. Dan couldn’t help it, he started laughing softly as well.

 It was plenty late, and our sudden giggly moods were letting us know we were finally tired enough to go to sleep. I reached behind me and turned off the bedside lamp, bathing the room in darkness. Dan pulled me to him, and together we fell asleep.

A/N: Just a simple dimple drabble to warm up for some future writing. Hope you enjoyed!~

I remember reading smth about a girl mistaking a guy for a mannequin and began to like check his clothes, and screamed when he moved. But like, imagine it as Sheith?

Shiro is walking in the mall and he sees this mannequin (Keith). With mullet? Confused, he walked over and gently brushed his hand over the mullet, his hand touching the neck. Keith turns around, startled and Shiro shrieks as he leaps away, causing Keith to freak out too. They stare each other, eyes wide and confused. Then they laugh.

Shiro then apologizes, flustered but Keith continues to laughs, shaking his head.

Aaaaand, Shiro’s in love. So is Keith, lol. :’)

Coming Home -Suga- One shot

Originally posted by cypher127

Coming Home -Suga- One Shot requested by the lovely @minimilkiway

Genre; Fluff

Synophis; Yoongi returns from the army.

Word count; 1.848


Today was the day Yoongi finally came back home. He had been serving in the military for two years and you only had seen him a few times during those two years. You knew he was treated good but you missed him so much because the last time he went on a leave, you didn’t have the chance to see him, so it had been almost six months since the last time you saw him but today he was finally coming home.

You started dating just a few months before he enlisted. The day you met, you were just a tourist going out and about in Seoul and you happened to stop by Starbucks to get something to drink. You had been studying Korean since a few years back, as you got sick and tired of always waiting for subtitles, which was a good thing because now you could at least apologize for bumping into him with your drink, you were glad that it wasn’t a hot beverage so at least you didn’t burn your favorite artist. “I’m so sorry, are you okay?” Was the first thing you asked him as he was trying to dry himself. He looked up and you were definitely not someone he was expecting but the fact that you spoke Korean threw him off for a second.

“I’m fine, are you okay?”

“I’m okay, I’m really sorry, I hope your shirt wasn’t too expensive.”

“Don’t worry about it, can I buy you a new drink?” and that’s how it all started, at the end of the day you transferred numbers and the next day he actually called you to ask you out. He was exactly the person you saw on every video they made. You talked about his music and when he found out he was your bias out of BTS, he was a bit warily because he never thought he would date a fan and when he asked you if you liked rap, you shook your head. You could tell he was disappointed and for a few weeks, he didn’t call you, until you discovered why not. He just thought you didn’t have much in common because you didn’t like hip hop, so you had to set things straight. You waited for him in the same Starbucks and when he came walking in, you were a bit shocked when you saw he was with Jimin and Hoseok but you still confronted him.

“Excuse me Oppa?” they all turned to you and when you saw Jimin smile, you knew that he did some research on you. “Can I talk to you for a second?” Yoongi hesitated for a few second but nodded. You walked outside and waited for him to join you when he did you didn’t waste any time. “Oppa, are you really dismissing me, just because I don’t like Hip Hop because that’s just ridiculous, I don’t hate the genre, I just don’t like American hip hop, as they mostly rap about women, money or sex, I just don’t like that but that doesn’t mean I can’t listen to it and we do have things in common, I can play the Violin and Piano and I can sing a bit, so don’t dismiss me just because you’re afraid we don’t have anything in common because that’s just bullshit. So please have dinner with me tonight and if you still don’t like me afterward we end it.” he was definitely taken back with your courage so he ended up nodding.

“Good meet me at my place around seven and I will make sure you have a lovely dinner.” you turned around and walked away. That night you showed him your cooking skills and your music skills, which apparently impressed him enough for him to kiss you when the night was over and to make him call you his girlfriend and you had been dating ever since. Your first kiss was what made you sure he was the one, as you had felt tingly all over and wanted more, which in your eyes wasn’t normal and you knew it had been fate when you bumped into him. He did laugh when he saw your collection of BTS merchandise. “So you’re really an ARMY?” he had asked you, you answer him honestly whilst blushing which made him kiss you again but he never said you had to get rid of it, so every time he visited you, he chuckled when he saw it, then the day when he enlisted arrived, which was heartbreaking but you also felt proud of him but this had been two years ago, so you were ready for him to come home.

You were waiting for him, with his parents and brother. His mother was definitely more nervous than you. She was fidgeting a lot and she even held your hand “Mom, you never acted like that when I was released from the army, what gives?” he nudged her teasingly and his father teased her also by telling her that she looked like one of the fangirls that were coming in daily to ask about his son.

You looked at your watch and smiled when you saw Taehyung, Jimin, Jungkook, and Jin arrive as well. Jin had been released a few months ago, which had made the fans go crazy because he looked really good. They bowed when they spotted you, Jimin and Taehyung hugged you, they always did this, which was fine by you because that meant they saw you as a family member. “Are you ready Noona?” you nodded enthusiastically “Of course, I missed him.”

“I know for a fact that he missed you as well.” Jungkook had changed a bit, he was a man now, he had made a solo album, which sold like crazy all over the world and he had just returned from his tour. Taehyung had been acting, just like Jimin, you had been keeping tabs on them because you really wanted BTS to make a comeback soon, you missed their songs and you knew their schedule. Yoongi was going back into the studio, within two days to work on music and to produce for others, requests had been piling up. This meant you only had two days to keep him with you and that was exactly what you were going to do.

“There they come.” a few guys walked through the door and when you spotted Yoongi you had to contain yourself because you wanted his mother to be the first to say hi. You waited patiently until everyone had said hi to him and when Jimin finally let him go, he spotted you in the back. You only smiled at him and waited for him to come to you but he only spread his arms and you threw your pride out of the window and ran into his waiting arms. He spun you around and laughed at your joy. “Did you miss me that much?” he locked eyes with you and you just nodded and kissed him in front of everyone, which earned you two whistles from the watching audience, this made you shy but you still didn’t let go. “Welcome back Hyung.” JK patted his back and his parents smiled brightly at the two of you.

“We will talk to you in a few days, just take her home already.” he nodded and bowed to them. You said goodbye to everyone and you drove to your house, which you had been sharing with Yoongi and you had a little surprise for him and as soon as you opened the door and turned on the lights, the little brown dog came running with a wagging tail. “Holly?” he asked, you nodded and that’s when he changed completely whilst he was playing with his dog, you made dinner.

“Let’s eat Oppa.” he put Holly down and sat down on at the table. He immediately started to eat, you had made him Ramyun because he probably didn’t have any since he left for his last part of his enlistment. You noticed that he was staring at you a lot, which made you a bit nervous but it was okay “Can we go to bed early today?” he never changed that was for sure and you couldn’t help but chuckle. “Sure, let me clean this up and then I will join you.” he walked into the bedroom as you did the dishes you were already thinking of things to do now that he was back and as you practically skipped into the bedroom, you halted when you saw him passed out on the bed. This made you soft so instead of waking him up you just tugged him in and took a quick shower before joining him.

The next morning you woke up to an empty bed, which confused you but that changed when Yoongi entered the room with a tray in his hands. He had made you breakfast in bed, this was something you wanted to do but you really didn’t mind this. He put the tray on your lap and sat right in front of you. “Good morning, did you sleep well?” he was making small talk, this was a new thing. “I slept like a baby, you?”

“I also slept like a baby,” He was obviously nervous and you wondered why but it all hit you when you took a better look on your tray because there was something shining. You looked up again and back at the tray. You carefully picked up the ring and showed it to him. “What’s this?”

“You know I’m not good at this kind of things but here goes. I think it was fate the first time we met because I never met someone like you. Even though you were a fan you weren’t shy to tell me the truth and to think I almost let you slip through my fingers, just because you weren’t that into hip hop, how stupid had that been? You stayed with me even though I was enlisting and you never once wavered. The last time I was on leave, we couldn’t see each other because you were abroad and that’s when I realized that I just couldn’t live without you because I missed you even more. I wanted nothing more than to see you, touch you and kiss you but that wasn’t possible, so I decided that I didn’t want to wait any longer, so I bought you a ring.”

“I missed you too you know, I almost came back but there was no way I could.”

“That’s okay, it made me realize things and now I would love it if you could imagine being married to me.”

“Just imagine it?” You know you were teasing him but you couldn’t resist it, as he was way too cute right now. “Just marry me already, please?” you chuckled at the way he asked you and you couldn’t help but answer the way he usually answered, you locked eyes with him and stretched out your hand.

“Only because you are asking me so nicely.”

“I just hope who ever you’re with understands how wonderful you are.”

F*ck. There’s a long story behind this. But I will try to keep this as brief as possible.

These /were/ the last words my long distance (on and off) boyfriend of 4 years said to me via email after I told him I had moved on. This was back in 2010. This was followed by a period of zero communication that would last over 2 and a half years.

There was a lot wrong with our relationship and we had only spent time together once. Our relationship made me utterly miserable. I won’t say any more.

I’m now married to the one who “understands how wonderful I am”.

Over the last few years however, between long drawn out periods of absolute zero communication that could last anywhere between 6 months and 18 months, my ex and I would find a way to get back in touch with each other either via email or Skype. (Completely to my husband’s knowledge, I might add.) There has always been this strong desire for us to make sure the other is happy and okay. We had a lot of unfinished business and we did not necessarily end on bad terms. It’s really difficult to describe how I feel when we talk because I don’t love him anymore but I also don’t see him as just a friend either. I don’t have sexual or romantic feelings for him, but I still have a spiritual and emotional bond with him.

When we talk, we just stay friendly and then eventually we go back to 0 communication once again.

We last talked 8 months ago, but recently we started talking again and last night we somehow ended up on a Skype call (usually we just stick to instant messaging). I was elated to hear his voice. I know that he will dissappear again soon, either by my own doing or his. But he will.

I will always carry a flame for him. He’s the one that got away.

He was my first love, but I now know he wasn’t the love of my life.

After rewatching The Chronicles of Narnia - Voyage of the Dawn Treader last night, I really gotta say, i’m surprised and slightly disappointed that tumblr isn’t all over this movie and that there isn’t more Caspian/Edmund fic out there because they are so?!?? very gay??!? in this movie??!!?!? Like, so gay. I s2g, pause the movie at any given point and Caspian and Edmund are basically 0,003 seconds away from making out. 

It’s like the creators looked at the script and went: “Okay, but like, aside from the super obvious Jesus/Christianity metaphors we gotta include, how can we put as much gay subtext into this prudish children’s book without anyone noticing and yelling at us for corrupting the children.”

An incomplete list of GAY SUPREME!!!1!1! moments between Caspian and Edmund:

  • here u r hot and wet, lemme put this blanket around ur shoulder and allow my hand to linger there for like five minutes
  • here, boo, I kept ur torch safe for u after u forgot it here during ur last visit pls take this phallic symbol of my devotion for u
  • slightly homoerotic swordfight training that ends with us basically pressed up against each other and staring into each other’s eyes
  • also did I mention staring a whole lot
  • and TouCHIng ALL THE TIME
  • also let me just subtly stand next to you EVERY GODDAMN MOMENT OF THE MOVIE
  • u know, being thrown into a dungeon would’ve been a lot more fun if ur sister wasn’t just being sold on the slave market an there wasn’t an old dude in the cell with us, god, can’t we ever catch a break?
  • my loyal subject just gave me this magical sword that belonged to my father HERE BOO U SHOULD HAVE IT
  • sleeping in hammocks next to each other, so close that we could probably hold hands if we wanted to,  what do u mean we r both kings and should probably both have our own chambers???
  • I know we just had a lover’s quarrel in front of ur sister (awkward!! seriously boo we can talk about who is the more powerful king gets to top any time but not in front of the relatives omg) bc the Deathwater bewitched us but I’ll go with u to look for ur annoying cousin anyway 
  • EDMUND!!! ED!!! FuckINg DRAgon don’t abduct my boo!!
  • stARGaZIng??!! toGEther?!! AT niGHt wHILe evERyonE elSE iS SleePIng?! real subtle boys
  • baring ur soul to one another
  • ok i don’t wanna be unfaithful but this woman is seriously hot - oh wait, u think she is hot too? darling…how do u feel about threesomes?
  • “In case we don’t get through….whatever this is…I want you to know…. I think of you as my brother. that I love you ” - *BLUSH* “me, too”
  • let me just help u get out of put on ur armour STRICTLY PLATONIC OF COURSE THERE IS NO GAY HERE NUH UH *cough*
  • more sword related dick jokes I could make here like SO MANY
  • good speech boo I am proud of you *heart eyes*
  • EDMUND!! fucking sea serpent if u touch him i’mma cut u omg ru okay bby did u hurt urself when u fell here lemme help u up and stare at u in the middle of the battle
  • clinging to each other during the goodbye hug with tears in their fucking eyes 
  • loOK 
  • seriously they changed so much from the books when they made the movie adaptation couldn’t they just throw subtlety into the wind and have them smooch
  • more Caspian/Edmund 2k15
Who's Carlos?

Cameron x Reader (Real life and Descendants crossover) 

A/N: I didn’t proofread soooo….. Honestly I have no idea what this is and it’s kind of confusing but I really need more Carlos fics. I’ll potentially write a part 2 relating to this if you guys want one. With that being said, I hope you enjoy!

It was pitch black outside aside from the fireflies that lit up the night sky every so often. It was a bit windy and it hurt as you tried sitting up. You turned to the side to see Cameron who was sleeping peacefully. When did you guys fall asleep outside? Why were you guys by a lake? There was a castle in the distance that looked like the one from Beauty and The Beast. The lake glowed in the darkness and it compelled you to come near. As you got up to investigate, a hand gripped your ankle. “Shit!” You squeaked as you put your hand over your heart, hoping that it would slow down. Cameron was now awake and stood up next to you. “When did we fall asleep?” You shrugged your shoulders as you pulled him towards the lake. “Where do you think we are?” You asked as you ran your hand along the lakes surface. “Well I’m hoping somewhere on earth.” You gripped his shoulders as you turned him to the look at the castle, “I’m not sure that we are anymore…” You sighed as you made the statement before gripping his hand and making your way towards the castle. 

Cameron laughed before telling you not to let go of him for fear that you’d get lost. The leaves behind the two of you began to rustle and Cameron hugged you close as he let out a shriek and you laughed before saying, “Looks like I’m the hero that protects you from the villains.” All of a sudden a boy with a crown on his head appeared with his eyebrows furrowed. “Carlos what are you doing out here? What happened to your hair?” The questions from the boy were directed to Cameron and the two of you shared a confused glance. You tucked your head into Cameron’s neck before whispering, “Why is he calling you Carlos?” He looked down at you and gave you a quick, “I don’t know.” The boy now got closer to you and all of a sudden he mistook you for someone else, just like he did with Cameron. “You’re Avielle right? Jasmine and Aladdin’s kid!” He ran up and gave you a hug and you squirmed before telling him, “Who’s Avielle? Who are you?! My name is (Y/N) and where are we?” He chuckled before hitting you with a, “My name is Ben and I’m the King who’s parents are Belle and the one and only Beast. This is Auradon Prep but I’m pretty sure you knew that. Why are you guys messing with me?” The atmosphere grew uncomfortable as it was filled with a flurry of questions. One moment you and Cameron were in the middle of Chicago during the day, admiring the bean and next thing you know, you’re both asleep next to a lake in the middle of the night. Cameron smirked at me before asking Ben to show escort us to our rooms to which he complied although he thought it was weird that we didn’t know where we stayed. You lowered you voice before angrily asking Cameron, “Why would you do that?” He let out a chuckle before hitting his shoulder with yours and said, “it’s an adventure.” He followed up by saying, “Don’t worry, I won’t let you out of my sight. I’ll protect you and you’ll be with me every step of the way.” He pulled you in and walked with you while his hand lazily held your waist. You blushed and diverted your eyes. You and Cameron weren’t dating because he was interested in other people. The two of you met on the set of Mirrors, a horror movie, and you’ve worked together ever since. You two had chemistry when it came to the silver screen and everyone loved the two of you together. You were always cast opposite of Cameron in a movie. Each movie was something different and when people watched it they saw the new characters that you guys portrayed and not Cameron and (Y/N). You were pulled out of your thoughts as Ben’s formal voice said, “and here’s your room, Carlos. Now (Y/N), let’s get you to your room.” Cam’s arms immediately pulled you in and your head hit his chest, buried in his shirt. “She’s staying with me tonight. We promise not to do anything.” Ben laughed and nodded and watched you guys go into the dorm before leaving back to his room. Ben thought that the two of you were being weird and he couldn’t quite figure it out. Since when did Carlos have dark brown hair? Why was Avielle calling herself (Y/N)? What were the two of them doing by the enchanted lake? He knew that the two of them liked each other and they made it clear to one another, they were dating after all. But when he was there, they were acting funny and like they were just two friends. Avielle loved PDA and eventually Carlos warmed up to it but the two of you barely touched each other tonight. As Ben looked up from the floor a figure ran into him and it was hard to breath since the guy was running at full speed. “Ben are you okay? I’m so sorry man, I didn’t mean to hurt you!” Ben’s eyes met Carlos’s and then they drifted to his hair. He accepted Carlos’s outstretched hand before asking him when he dyed his hair back to white. Carlos looked at Ben like he was crazy. “My hair has always been white, did I really hit you that hard?” Ben brushed off his last comment before asking where Avielle was and it turns out that she was in her dorm. Something was off and Ben intended to find out what. “Could we hang out for a bit?” Ben asked as Carlos nodded and then they were off in the direction of his dorm. You and Carlos were behind the door, furiously whispering at each other and thinking of ways to get out of this world. “This guy is crazy! He thinks he’s the son of Princess Belle and the Beast! Those are fictional characters, Cameron. Obviously I’m not Aladdin’s daughter and your name isn’t Carlos!” All of a sudden there were hands cupping your face and Cameron leaned his forehead on yours. “Take a deep breath. We’ll get out of here soon enough but let’s enjoy this while we can.” You placed your hands on top of his, “Cam, why did we end up together? You could’ve been here with anyone else and yet you’re here with me. What does that mean?” His thumb ran over your cheek, he touched you as if you were a piece of fine china. Just as he was about to answer the door burst open revealing Ben and Cameron?!? The look-a-likes had their mouths agape as you glanced between the two of them. “Carlos?” You asked the boy with the white hair as you tilted your head. He came closer to you before asking, “Avielle, how did you end up in my room? I just dropped you off at yours.” You shook your head before stepping closer to Cameron and explaining that you were in fact NOT Avielle. You were Y/N from Chicago and you were an actress. Your parents were (M/N) and (D/N) and they were real people unlike Aladdin and Jasmine. “So you’re not my girlfriend?” You shook your head and that’s when a girl who looked exactly like you walked in. She was looking at the notebook in her hand and was talking about how Carlos left it in her room and that’s when your eyes connected. She screamed and the book hit the ground. You lifted your hands up and waved them at her to stop as you shushed her. “Why do you look like me?” You decided to be a smart ass and responded with, “the real question is, why do you look like me?” Avielle walked closer to you and ran her fingers through your hair, “you feel real. Where’s your tiara?” You chuckled at that question, “where I’m from, we don’t wear tiaras unless you’re apart of a royal family and we don’t have those in America.” She looked at you like you were the craziest person on earth, “Where is this America that you speak of?” Cameron moved forward and asked them, “do you guys know how we can get back?” Ben stood in the corner and took in the whole ordeal. There were 4 people in the room and the pairs looked exactly the same aside from the difference in hair color. So there was Cameron and (Y/N) from America and Avielle and Carlos from Auradon. What exactly was going on and how were they going to get Cameron and (Y/N) home? “It’s really late and we should all get some sleep so that we can figure this out tomorrow. Y/N, you can room with Avielle for the night while Cameron stays here with Carlos.” Cameron laughed sarcastically, “You’re funny! She’s not leaving my sight. Wherever she goes, I go.” He pulled you into him and you were overwhelmed with the scent of Jasmine mixed with peaches and a hint of rose. He had a habit of pulling you close to him so you were accustomed to the smell. “Are the two of you guys together or something?” Carlos questioned but you couldn’t see Cameron’s reaction, “Point is, she’s not leaving my side. So either we stay together in this room or we’re together in Avielle’s room. Pick one.” You’ve only seen Cameron be demanding a few times, he always complied unless it was important to him. “You guys can go to my room. (Y/N) if you want to borrow some clothes, you can. Cameron, I’ll get you some of Carlos’s pajamas. We’ll come over tomorrow to figure out what’s going on.” Avielle handed Carlos some sweats before you guys exited, following Ben to Avielle’s room. You decided to tease him, “I told you that my name was (Y/N)” He blushed and wore a shy smile while rubbing the nape of his neck, “I’m so sorry about that but you can’t blame me! You guys look exactly alike.” The three of you laughed upon arriving at the new dorm. “I’ll swing by tomorrow to check on the two of you. We’ll get you guys home, don’t worry.” The two of you smiled before you bid him a goodnight. Cameron entered first and you closed the door behind you before sliding down. “This is crazy. This is absolutely crazy. Where the FUCK are we?” Cameron got into a frog-like position before grabbing your hands and pulling you to your feet. “Don’t worry about it or you’ll give yourself a headache. That happens when you stress out to much. Go get changed and I’ll be waiting right here for you okay? I won’t move an inch.” You wrapped your arms around his neck and whispered, “Thank you for being my rock. I’m glad that I was transported to this unknown place with you.” You kissed his cheek before scurrying off to get dressed. Cameron touched his fingers to the area that your lips had just touched. This wasn’t the first time you’ve kissed his cheek, you’ve even kissed him on the lips before! But those were for movies and this wasn’t a movie. This was real, he was actually here in Auradon with you and he couldn’t have wished for anyone else. He was going to do everything in his power to get the two of you home. He was going to protect you every step of the way. He was completely taken with you and you were completely unaware. Cameron was often bombarded by girls and he didn’t have the heart to say no so he’s been on many dates and had a few girlfriends. They weren’t (Y/N) though. He crawled into his bed before deciding that he was going to make the most of this mishap. “How do I look?” (Y/N) spun with her arms spread wide, you resembled the famous Princess of Agrabah with the pajamas that you had on. He gave you a small smile before saying, “You look just like a princess, you always look like a princess.” You licked you lips before climbing into the bed and settling into his frame. Your head was on his chest and Cameron quickly wrapped you in his arms like so.

You lowered your voice as you said, “I appreciate you so much, Cam.” You quickly said a good night and something along the lines of “I love you” before you were engulfed in your dreams. Cameron didn’t notice the last part but he surely retaliated your feelings for him. He ran his fingertips along your arms and smiled at your peaceful figure asleep in his arms. He traced the details of your face and sighed, he could stare at you all day if you’d let him. He knew how you were feeling before you even told him, he knew that in between intense scenes that you needed to call cut to regain your composure because you get so into character, he knew that when your nose twitched and scrunched up that you were going to cry, he loved the way that your hair felt in his hands, he loved how  over dramatic you could be and that you would never show when you were jealous (although he was able to catch on since you’ve spent your lives together), he knew your favorite flowers and why you liked to watch the stars in the sky. Cameron loved it when you ranted on different topics, mesmerized at how passionate you could be, his favorite thing was when you sang, drew, or danced because even though you thought you were bad, he thought that you were amazing in every single way. He was well aware that you had flaws, we all do. He knew that getting close to you would be hard and he knew that you didn’t back down from a fight even when you were wrong. He knew that you were a major procrastinator but he didn’t mind because so was he. You were the one person who understood him on a deeper level. You knew stuff about him that his family didn’t know. He was smitten and so were you. Cameron let out a big yawn before announcing that, “Tomorrow is a new day and we have investigating to do,” He paused before smiling down at you, “and if we have the time, maybe even a date.” 

Fallingforyou - Young! James Potter x reader

Request: Hi! I was just scrolling through your blog and wondered if I could have an imagine James x (hufflepuff) reader and like they’re close friends that are falling for each other and it’s just really fluffy (and maybe a little smutty too at the end if that’s okay)? I love your blog and keep up the good work lovely 😊

Little whatever: I kinda based this on the song Fallingforyou bij The 1975

Y/N sat the Hufflepuff table, waiting for her best friend, James Potter, to come and brag about the quidditch match Gryffindor just won. She was busy thinking about the quidditch guy that she flinched a little when a hand touched her shoulder. ‘Lost in the sea of your thoughts?’ Asked a familiar voice dramatically. ‘James! Finally!’ she exclaimed smiling up at him.

James sat down next to her. ‘I was busy giving signatures,’ he grinned. ‘And here we go,’ sighted Y/N, still with a slight smile on her face. ‘Come on, admit it, I was awesome!’ he said, stealing a carrot that was laying on Y/N plate. ‘Dude! That’s mine!’ she tried to slap him, but had already stood up and was standing just out of reach for the hufflepuff girl to touch. He ate the stolen carrot slow, watching the Hufflepuff, who was looking at him with her fake anger face.

‘I so hate you!’ she laughed. ‘I would hate you too if you stole one carrot of course!’ he answered sarcastically, sitting down again. She still slapped him on his shoulder, a small happy feeling entering her stomach in the small second they touched. James looked up, as if he felt the same and then smiled at the girl. ‘Do I have anything on my face or?’ James asked her. ‘Huh? What?’ only now releasing she was staring at Potter.

‘Oh, no, I just, nothing,’ she smiled, looking back at her plate. ‘You don’t need to be afraid of your feelings for me, it is normal for girls to have a crush on the James Potter,’ the curly-haired guy said jokingly. She laughed, but she wanted to say that she was afraid. She was afraid of falling in love, and she is afraid of him not liking her back.

And when you are afraid, you push the thing you are afraid of away. ‘James, I should go, I don’t feel very well and I really don’t feel like hearing you talk about yourself-‘ she stood up, ‘-that sounded so rude, wow, just don’t search for me okay? See you soon, I guess?’
James just sat there, staring at the girl walking away. Mumbling a soft and long  ‘okay then’, he felt guilty, but he didn’t know what for.
The day after Y/N was sitting at the lake, hoping for James to notice her but also hoping that he would leave her alone. It wasn’t that she was afraid of the feelings she has for James, she was afraid of which feelings he had for her.
It only took James 5 minutes to find Y/N, he knew every place that she liked, the lake was her favourite place for when she wanted to be alone, or with a person she trusted and liked a lot. He quietly sat down next to her. ‘Hellow,’ he said smiling towards her. ‘You missed me, didn’t you? I would miss me,’ Y/N said pulling at the grass. ‘Don’t act like you didn’t miss me,’ answered James smoothly.

‘Bloody sure I did-‘ it was quiet for a second ‘-not.’ James grinned and shove a little closer to the Hufflepuff girl, their knees now touching. Y/N looked at the touching parts, the funny feeling was back in her stomach. Part of her wanted to move, the other part wanted to have more than just knees touching.
‘Did I do anything? Yesterday?’ James asked. ‘No, I just didn’t feel good,’ she smiled. ‘The lake always looks so peaceful doesn’t it?’ Potter looked at Y/N opening his mouth: ‘But you are good now, right?’
‘Good now, yes, how are you?’ she asked James. ‘I am great.’ Again, there was a silence, and it wasn’t like most times, it was an awkward silence. ‘Hey, can I come to the Hufflepuff common room tonight? Hang out?’ Asked the Gryffindor, breaking the silence. ‘Yeah, sure,’ answered Y/N. ‘Cool, after dinner?’ ‘Yeah.’
It was after dinner now, James and Y/N were sitting on one of the cosy couches in de the Hufflepuff common room, talking about that one guy that fell during quidditch practice, since it was a Slytherin both of the students found it quite funny.

It took James a lot of self-control to not touch Y/N again, the boy was afraid that earlier the day she didn’t like the fact that their knees were touching. But that wasn’t true, she did like it, but she also didn’t. It was the insecurity that made them both feel uncomfortable and kind of awkward around each other. ‘James, really, what’s wrong?’ asked Y/N, seeing that James had been distracted the whole time.

James looked around him, avoiding Y/N’s worried eyes. ‘Nothing, I am not the one acting strange!’ he said finally. ‘You are!’ she responded. ‘You haven’t relaxed a muscle the whole day.’ James had a point, she wasn’t really relaxed when James was around anymore. ‘You aren’t even looking at me,’ she exclaimed. ‘I know, it’s just I can’t look at you without…’ James looked at her, a grin on his face.

‘Without wanting to kiss you,’ he finally ended the sentence. ‘That’s not funny, James.’ James slowly took her face in his hands, Y/N getting even more nervous. ‘I wasn’t kidding,’ he said before bringing his lips to hers. The feeling in Y/N belly again popped up, this time worse than ever, but she wasn’t afraid anymore, because now she knew he felt the same. ‘I think I fell for you,’ Y/N said after the kiss.

The rest of the night was spend cuddling on the couch, whispering soft ‘I love you’s’ to each other and a lot of forehead kisses.

Dating Junhoe Would Include

“what would dating Junhwe from IKON be like ? I LOVE LOVE LOVE your blog btw, it makes me happy. Thank you in advance !! saranghae”

Anon was hella cute, I can’t. I LOVE LOVE LOVE Junhoe so I am very happy to do this one. That sassy, tall, really attractive bean <3

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my thoughts on 5x12

Okay so it’s been a rough time since last night. I went to bed after midnight and wind woke me up around 2:30am and I was unable to fall back asleep until about 5:30, but then I had to wake up at 7 to get kids ready for school. So I’m functioning on a sleep deficit. And it’s still windy which is making my house shake and Temple of Doom is on my TV and this all feels Very Appropriate

So let’s do this thing. 

  • Susan still bugs the crap out of me and if I hadn’t been just plain happy to see Lance back on my screen, I would have been THRILLED at him interrupting her and Oliver’s “we haven’t had sex yet” talk.
  • honestly, if i’d been on the ball, I would have recognized that as foreshadowing but I DIDN’T, I was too busy being horrified at the mention of it. I’m a naive viewer, folks. 
  • It was so bad. 
  • But the team is going back to Russia! 
  • Oliver gives Felicity his Token Protest when she says she’s going with, but she actually has a very good reason to want to go. In fact, I’d say out of all of them, Dig and Felicity have the most reason to be there. Dinah has the least. But she was actually helpful last night so I give her a pass. 
  • Great, now I want Dinah and Felicity in the field together. Maybe Thea too, once we get her back in her proper place. (THE BUNKER)
  • ANYHOW, where was I?
  • Russia should be snowier this time of year, don’t you think? It’s gonna be hilarious in a few months when it’s full on spring and there’s snow all over Star City. Sometimes Van City weather cooperates and sometimes we get this year’s weird ass weather. 
  • The Quentin and Rene scenes are awesome and I’m really starting to like Rene a lot more. I’m actually looking forward to his story next week.
  • Felicity going dark is the hottest thing. I was so riveted to the screen when she was threatening that poor SOB. I’m as straight as they come but for a minute there I was all “do me, Dark Felicity!”
  • The PERFECT parallel between her threatening that guy and Oliver threatening the guy in 2x06 is literally giving me life rn. 
  • Felicity is doing the same shit Oliver did in s1 and 2 and that means that HE is the one who can help her find her light again. YAS YAS YAS. 
  • Omg this reunion is gonna be amaze. 
  • ANYHOW yes where was I? OH YES. DIG. Dig was on fire tonight but unlike our dear Felicity, he actually found himself again. Which I think is great cuz he’ll be better at seeing Felicity needs an intervention than Oliver will be, at least initially. 
  • Oliver is 50 kinds of distracted. 
  • It’s okay. It’s fine. I’m over it. It’s terrible but I’ll live. 
  • Here’s the thing, knowing the whys and getting the story beat and being mostly okay doesn’t mean I like SEEING it. 
  • And I really fucking hate seeing it. 
  • But 90 seconds out of an otherwise really good episode (with LOTS of great OTA stuff in it) is a small price to pay. 
  • And idgaf what Wendy says, Susan is shady af. 
  • That said, I don’t expect there to be BETRAYAL! LIES! CURSE YOU! from Oliver. Cuz he’s Growing™. 
  • Whatever. Olicity hugged. That’s the love scene that I cared about last night. 
  • But he RAN TOWARDS HER all concerned and she was shaking and ran to him and they just EMBRACED. 
  • and then he shielded her when there was the blast
  • and I just have a lot of feelings about my OTP touching and taking care of and loving each other okay?
  • Also, Felicity, don’t think I didn’t notice that you were ready to sacrifice yourself there. My heart hurts for you, girl. I hope you forgive yourself soon. 
  • I’m sorry to see Rory go but not AS sorry as I would have been back in 5a. I wasn’t 100% comfortable with him just sitting around talking to Felicity all the time. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
  • So yeah. Good episode. Not great. But solid. Susan can choke. 

Originally posted by andjustforthismoment

anonymous asked:

but like when keith and lance finally do realize they like each other and call it "Dating" they r so awkward with touch and every touch feels like a spark and they're like uuuHhhhhhHhhh

this is so true ahhh i love you anon

keith reaching out to hold lance’s hand because he’s so used to it, but upon realizing it his face flushes pink. lance just squeezes his hand so he doesn’t pull away (his face is pink too) and he’s just like “it’s okay, keith. we’re /supposed/ to hold hands. which means i’m never letting go” or something cheesy like that

they’re just so overwhelmed by each other they love each other so muchhhh

Kissing Chekov would involve:

  • It’ll start off slow. He’s a bit shy when it comes to these things. Don’t be surprised if he’s grinning beforehand
  • But Chekov will probably be the one who initiates it. He’s an eager cinnamon roll, like that
  • Will be touchy, Putting his hand on your cheek or on your hip. Pulling you closer so your bodies are touching a little more
  • Can be a little talkative. Breaking a kiss to say something sweet but completely unnecessary right now. Even when you lean back in to kiss him again, he’ll break off and tell you he thinks you’re gorgeous or something
  • Probably won’t get handsy (unless you both are comfortable with each other and you happen to kiss a lot. In this case, I can see Chekov touching pretty much everywhere)
  • He’s a pretty innocent kisser. Not too pushy or vulgar with it
  • He’s happy to kiss anywhere at anytime. Empty corner of the corridor? Just make sure no one comes around the corner. In the bathroom? Love, we’ll be late for our shift okay okay maybe just a few minutes

Requested by Anon~

just watched 1x06 there are so many interactions….so many touches…..shiro was the only one smiling when lance flirted with allura after he woke up…..shiro didn’t need to put his hand over lance’s mouth when he starts making the siren noise but he does….shiro doesn’t need to punch lance’s arm or make scoffing noises when he’s flirting with nyma…..even when hunk was all like “NO WAY I DON’T TRUST THEM” and shiro walked in front of lance he bumped his shoulder and that wasn’t necessary!!!! lance’s call for help was for all of them but shiro answered and was like “lance are you okay?” and i just…i’m fishing y'all but i don’t care they touch each other so much i love it

Little Things in Hamilton

So I saw Hamilton yesterday, and it was amazing, and because I know not a lot of people will be able to see it with the original broadway cast, I thought I would make a list of things that  surprised me during the show. (Yes that is a ridiculously long sentence. I’m emotional). There will be spoilers.  

Obviously, I can only say these things as they were performed during my particular show. No performance is EXACTLY the same, so other people may have picked up on different things or actors may make different choices etc. I think it’s also important to point out that Jon Rua was playing Hamilton in the performance I saw, not Lin. 

Okay, here we go. This is going to be super messy and full of run on sentences, so bear with me.  

*The actors seemed to be playing the fact that Hamilton and Laurens loved each other.  The moment that really struck me was just before “The Ten Duel Commandments” when Hamilton says, “Laurens, don’t throw away your shot” Hamilton grabs Laurens by the front of his shirt and pulls him close so they’re noses are practically touching. 

*In the soundtrack, when Burr says, “This man will not make an orphan of my daughter!” his voice kind of cracks, but in the stage production he lets out a little sob and it freaking broke my heart. 

*When Phillip dies, after the song ends there is a moment of really horrible silence, and then Eliza screams. I mean like, a heartbreaking, loud scream, and then she collapses on top of Lauren’s body, sobbing and Hamilton is trying to comfort her but doesn’t really know what to do, and then he just stands there  half on the table with Philiip, holding him, awkwardly patting Eliza’s back and sobbing and just OW. 

*There is a scene that’s not in the soundtrack, when Hamilton finds out Laurens is dead. It’s just after “Dear Theodosia” when they’re all happy and Hamilton is grinning from ear to ear about his son and Eliza comes in with the letter. And Hamilton is like, “It’s from Laurens, I’ll read it later.” and she’s says, “No it’s from his father,” and Hamilton doesn’t quite realize what’s happening yet, and he asks her to read the letter out loud to him and as she reads that Laurens is dead his face goes completely blank for a second. Like no expression. Laurens is off to the side, dressed in white, singing “raise a glass to freedom” and stuff and Hamilton looks over at him and his face just completely crumbles and Eliza asks if he’s alright and he stands up so quickly his chair falls over and just says, “I have so much work to do,” and runs off stage. 

*In “The World Was Wide Enough” Hamilton turns around and addresses the audience when he gives his perspective on the duel. And when he says, “Washington is watching from the other side” Washington actually comes on stage and like grabs Hamilton’s hand. When Hamilton sings, “my love take your time, I’ll see you on the other side,” he reaches out a hand like he’s reaching for Eliza, and he’s crying, and his hand is shaking terribly, and it was so freaking EMOTIONAL I WAS NOT READY. 

*Also, in “The World Was Wide Enough” after the duel, Burr actually has to stop singing for a second because he is crying, and just OW 

*In “Satisfied” they really do rewind. it is the coolest thing. The actors repeat Every. Single. Motion. exactly as they did in “helpless” and I don’t even know how they did it but ohmygoodness it was so cool 

*The set is incredible and things are constantly moving on stage. People are throwing chairs, the stage is rotating….it’s beautiful and done so brilliantly 

*All of the battle scenes. Like. SO. MUCH TENSION. it was amazing 

*Daveed Diggs(not 100% sure I spelled that correctly)  is amazing as Jefferson and really interacts with the audience. In, “What Did I Miss?” he blows his kiss to the audience, and at one point bent down and said, “Hi!” the the front row. 

*In “The Reynolds Pamphlet” when Jefferson says, “Have you read this?” he is actually talking to the audience, and he throws the papers down into the front row (or off the stage. I wasn’t in the front so I’m not 100% sure) 

*During both cabinet battle songs, the actors encourage the audience to yell and scream encouragement at Jefferson and Hamilton

*During “Burn” Eliza freaking lights a piece of paper on fire on stage and holds the burning paper while singing. She drops it at the last second into a bucket and then throws more paper on the fire and there’s like a tiny fire on stage and it was very intense 

* Eliza is really central to everything and all of the characters respect her. During the finale they part ways for her to come out and tell her story, and Washington actually bows to her and just ahgaksghskgha YOU GO ELIZA 

*Before the show starts, King George speaks to the audience over the loudspeaker and it is hilarious 

*King George is actually on stage more than I expected. After his final song, he pulls up a stool and watches from the side as Hamilton ruins his own life, laughing and dancing…and then during “Reynolds Pamphlet” he runs across stage and throws the pamphlet in Alexander’s face 

*The expression on Hamilton’s face whenever Eliza is in the room breaks my heart he just loves her SO MUCH 

There are so many more amazing moments that I am sure I’m forgetting…if you’ve seen it, please add to this list. Or if anyone wants to talk about the show, please message me!