i just love them so much you don't understand

I fucking hate you. I hate you so fucking much. I hate you because you are the only person in the world who I can’t bring myself to hate. I can’t make myself hate you, no matter how hard I try. There’s just something about you that will always make me weak at the knees, put butterflies in my stomach, and make me act like a little schoolgirl talking to her first crush. I fucking hate that I can’t hate you. I hate it with everything inside of me. The only thing I want right now is that I could hate you, because it would make living without you so much easier.

do u ever hate ur ex-fp so much that you want them to suffer and feel pain for what they did to you and the thought of them being happy makes you seethe because you did so so much for them and you poured your heart out for them and they just dumped you on the streets for someone else and you can’t ever forgive them no matter how hard you try and u really don’t want to

you don’t understand how much i love pta/dad sans

  • first day of school and sans walks frisk to the bus, all the while telling frisk to be polite and kind to their teachers and peers, and be sure to eat their carefully made lunch that toriel prepared for them (and he’s fluffing up their tutu so they look their best).  “linda” and her children walk up and says how pretty sans daughter looks in her tutu, and sans snaps his head up, eye sockets completely blacked out, looks linda dead in the eyes and says, “excuse me? human let me get something clear to you”.  frisk is muttering, “dad NOT TODAY PLEASE, THEY DIDN’T KNOW, STOP”. 
  • sans going to frisks school bake sale, and sees “linda” put down a tray of brownies with peanuts in them; he then smacks it off the table and is like, “ you’re really kind of a freak, huh?” linda just stares in shock and sans ‘whisper yells’, “SHAWN HAS A NUT ALLERGY, ARE YOU THAT DENSE
  • frisk comes home with a black eye from school and walks behind sans so he doesn’t see.  but sans doesn’t mess around and catches frisk in the act, “who did this to you”. frisk refuses to answer and sans pinches the space between his eyes and says, “it’s ‘linda’s’ kid isn’t it”. frisk mentions it’s because sans ruined his chances of making into little league and he took it out on them and sans yellow and blue eye flares up, “THE KID IS FAILING HIS MATH CLASS, I JUST POINTED IT OUT AT THE PTA MEETING LAST FRIDAY. ‘LINDA’ SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO CHEAT HER SON INTO LITTLE LEAGUE.  SHE SHOULD BE THANKFUL I’M RAISING HER PUNK @$$ KIDS RIGHT“ papyrus rushes in and tells sans to put in 5 dollars into the overflowing swear jar. sans begrudgingly shoves in a twenty instead.

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life after the underground for sans is like a permanent mercy run, but with linda and her two kids being their ‘really-kind-but-does-the-worst-possible-things-to-get-under-sans-skin-’neighbors.  (bah dum tiss)

also the pta sans thing is a creation of bedsafely i believe??? so yeah, credits to them, i’m just sitting here just ENJOYING it all omfg

beside you (cassian/bodhi)

Bodhi Rook has a long-standing date with Cassian Andor. Not that he would call it that in front of Cass, only Jyn. Well, in actual fact, it’s mostly just Jyn that calls it a date, when on a Thursday evening the doorbell rings like clockwork and she leaves their flat or hides herself in her room, usually with a wink in Bodhi’s direction and a huge grin on her face.

It started back when they were in first year of university, when Bodhi, stupidly, had decided that doodling a portrait of the really cute guy sitting in front of him was a good idea. 

It probably would’ve been fine, just another sketch in the corner of his notebook that no-one else looks at, if he hadn’t bumped into said guy as he slid out from his row and dropped the book on the floor. With just enough luck, it had landed open on the page he had just be doodling on. 

Cassian had let out a bark of laughter and Bodhi’s cheeks were bright red, but somehow, he’d come out of the situation with a new contact in his phone and the promise of Spanish lessons in exchange for A3 sized drawing of Cassian’s face. 

Since then, the Spanish is long forgotten and the drawing of Cassian is probably in the hands of some girl he was half in love with all those years ago, but the Thursday evenings every other week are still standing.

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Karen Wheeler: A Character Analysis

I can see 18 year old Karen Wheeler, fresh out of high school, probably well off but not rich, dating a 22 year-old Ted Wheeler who was probably a jock at the time. I can see them getting married in a little ceremony at the state house that only family and 1 or 2 friends bother showing up to. I can see her walking down the aisle in her mother’s wedding dress, a forced smile like a mask on her face. She loves Ted, but not in the way that those romance novels describe love. It feels like safety. After all, Ted came from a good family, he had a stable job. He would protect her.

I can see her contemplating whether or not she should go to college or get a job. I can see her pulling out her high school diploma and running her fingers over her name, written in dark black ink. I can see her thinking back to all of the high school English classes she took. About how much she enjoyed learning about the great poets and thinking that she could do that someday. I can see her sitting on the bathroom floor, only a year after she got married to Ted, staring at a stick clutched in her hand and trading away thoughts of writing poetry for thoughts of bottles and diapers and sleepless nights.

I can see her holding Nancy, then Mike in her arms and feeling her heart swell for the first time in a long time, and thinking that maybe the sleepless nights and the casseroles and the soccer games are worth any poetry that she threw away. I can see her trying to convince Ted to have a third child because her children are the only part of her life that she actually enjoys, the only thing that keeps her from wondering what her life would be like if she hadn’t married a man she didn’t love when she was 18. I can picture her realizing that she has lived up to every cliche about a small town girl and not caring because she has her children and being a mom is the only thing that makes her truly happy now. I can picture her worrying that her kids were in trouble but not telling her about it. Her kids are her light, they’re her sun and her stars and now they won’t open up to her. I can picture her utter despair at the realization that they don’t need her anymore. And she doesn’t really know what happened that week, and she doesn’t think Mike or Nancy will ever tell her. But she picks herself up and she takes her kids to school and she makes dinners because that’s all she can do. And every night she hugs Holly a little closer and prays that the day that Holly realizes that she doesn’t need her mom any more will never come.

But she knows that like a train speeding down the tracks, no matter how much you dread it’s arrival, no matter how much you hope and pray that it’ll never come, there’s always a train coming in the end.

And she thinks that’s a kind of poetry in and of itself.

What if there was a point in Derse’s lunar cycle where it was pure darkness and nobody could see, and as a result Dersite culture embraces sound. You listen when others speak, and songs are everywhere, and music is the ultimate form of art for them.

Imagine a Dersite child being afraid of the horror terrors and during one of those times of pure darkness he just freaks out because they’re so much easier to hear, leading to their parent singing them a song about the purity and goodness and sanctity of listening to the darkness and being courageous.

Imagine this kind of cultural context informing characters like Boxcars and Droog, and AR and the Black Queen.

Imagine Boxcars adoring romantic literature that turns out the lights and describes sound and touch instead.

Imagine Droog being rendered blind during some heist or raid and being completely calm, listening and feeling his surroundings, like a proper gentleman would. Like a Dersite must do like second nature.

Imagine AR knowing precisely where he is just like all carapace and can, measuring precise distances in any unit he desires. And he decides to measure by footstep, and understanding where he is better when his eyes are closed and his ears are open.

Imagine Snowman closing the blinds and locking the door and making her room as dark as possible, because she wants to sing, and it is improper for a Dersite to sing in the light. You sing in the dark, or not at all. Of course you know how to sing. Every Dersite should.

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🌻 Touch the Sky from the movie 'Brave' is such an uplifting song. Kept me alive bc it's been a pretty tough week for me.

yesss disney songs are so motivational, i love them so much. i may or may not have just been listening to the moana soundtrack on loop… and i’m sure you already know, but you can reach out to me whenever you need :) ily

compliment: eyyy c!! looks like we saved the best for last! you ready for me to write an essay on your and your blog’s perfection? OKAY, GO: your icon of alicia is the cutest thing ever omggg. and you url is super creative but also just amazing. hey you changed your mobile!! that alicia gif as your header is pure perfection i love it. and asdfghjkl; your theme is soo gorgeous (i considered stealing it at one point lol). everything looks so clean and flows beautifully. it’s so cool how the tags show up on each post! and the light blue wowow 10/10. now to your edits.. what is art? THEY ARE ART. you are a master™ at graphic making. everything from your moodboards to gifs to posters are incredible, like i strive to make my edits look as good as yours (but always fail, rip). lastly, you are actually the sweetest person on this whole entire site. i love it whenever we chat or when you tag me in anything (keep tagging me in everything please). i always smile whenever i see content from you on my dash or in my tags. ENOUGH GUSHING, EVERYONE JUST GO FOLLOW MY PAL C. SHE IS THE MUTUAL. ♡♡ OKAY? OKAY.

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Hurts Sentence Meme
  • "Just take my hand, I'll make it feel so much better tonight."
  • "It's such a beautiful lie."
  • "Forever I'll fight."
  • "And I would give you my devotion. Til the end of time."
  • "Strip me of shame."
  • "Time waits for no one."
  • "Inside the heart of every man there is a lust you understand."
  • "We are all illuminated."
  • "Cause I'm down on my knees begging you, please."
  • "I will let the devil no that I was brave enough to die."
  • "You've got to lose inhibition - romance your ego for a while."
  • "I will never be forgotten."
  • "I've got nothing left to live for, got no reason yet to die."
  • "Fill me with rage and bleed me dry."
  • "Blood, tears and gold won't make it any better."
  • "Don't cry, mercy."
  • "Before you I had nowhere to run, nothing to hold on to."
  • "Rage on against the dying light."
  • "So we will say goodbye girl and watch as the world burns."
  • "I don't need this life, I just need somebody to die for."
  • "There's too much pain to come."
  • "leave me in chains."
  • "So just let the heads roll and we'll stand on this world alone."
  • "Now there's no way back from the things you've done."
  • "So change your mind and say your mine."
  • "Forgive my thoughts when I'm asleep."
  • "Heres hoping, you'll help me to be brave."
  • "Cause I know this loves seems real, but I don't know how to feel."
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Don’t you get it? I’m dangerous to be around right now.If this little plan of Ali doesn’t work out,she’s gonna think of something else,she’s not gonna give up.

There are too many popular “relatable” posts that promote self hate. Why do u want everyone to see something that reinforces their insecurities rather than gives them new hope and a new outlook? reblog something that reinforces what you love about yourself and don’t assume your list of flaws is longer than your list of amazing traits. Please love yourself

i really will never understand the whole idea behind the relationship dilemma bout “show them you love them but not too much, keep them wondering if they’re about to lose you, show affection then be distant, keep them guessing it’s so attractive!!!!”

why play a game of emotional yo-yo with your significant other…. go all in and if you care let em fucking know. show them. let them feel appreciated and if they decide that’s unattractive then they were rly not about you in the first place lol

Okay, but do you ever cry because Andrew Lincoln puts his all into playing Rick and kills it every time? Or because Danai, with her complete eloquence, can talk about Michonne and who she is in such a beautiful way? Or Melissa, who loves her character so much that she cries just talking about her, and understands every little thing about her?

Because I do.

This cast, you guys. We’re blessed to have them.

I just don’t understand how people can be like, “they tried to kill the gems so I don’t like them” and things. Like, it doesn’t have to be a cinnamon roll for it to be any good, like, Lapis is super evil and bad and I love her. I love how much of an absolute jerk she is but tl:dr; a char doesn’t have to be “good” to be good/liked.
- Anonymous

Pathetic.

I will never understand why “fans” would disrespect the idols they love and care about by finding and using their private accounts and numbers to try and talk to them.

They really think they appreciate that kind of thing?

It’s rude and disgusting. You aren’t a real fan if you do things like that.

I love SHINee. So much. But I would never do something so childish and invasive.

Respect these people’s private lives. Because yes, they are people. Just like you and I. And if random people were messaging and calling you at all hours of the night you’d be annoyed and disturbed too.

Happy 3 Years to my favorite boys in the world, who worked so hard to be Warriors, Badmen, and Angels just to make us BABYz so happy. There was never a day where these boys has let us down and I am so proud to be a fan. In this new year, let’s make B.A.P proud of us for sticking with them through thick and thin, and let them know that this lawsuit is nothing but a mere obstacle in their careers and that nothing can bring them down. | Forever with B.A.P | I love B.A.P ♥︎