i just love them so much you don't understand

anonymous asked:

do you ever think about how when even was manic he said 'we're so going to get married' and then when he was depressed he said 'in another universe we're together for all eternity' and cry

I cry more about what that turned into actually??? They started off talking on such a grand scale, “man of my life” and “married” and “eternity”, and while that might be romantic… I feel like that didn’t serve Even particularly well? If you’re living life as a film, you might make the big gesture and let the curtain fall. If you’re living life thinking of all the parallel universes, you can comfort yourself that one of them is getting it ‘right’. What I really loved about season three was that it wasn’t too precious about anything, Isak and Even enjoyed all the talk about the infinite and du er mannen i mitt liv but it wasn’t what ended up actually meaning the most to them. 

What wound up being the most important thing was you and me and this bed and now. And then ‘move in with me because I want you and your dirty socks and your elbow next to mine on the kitchen table’. The everyday, every day. The “now” means more to me than any hypothetical forever and they’re giving everything they could right at this minute. That’s what gets me more than anything with them, seeing them take such good care of each other because they aren’t counting on anything else. Because life is

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I still can’t believe that these two dorks imported from Transformers Prime are the 2nd pair of canon robots husbands in the IDW comics. They aren’t just window dressing either! There’s a story behind the vain, high speed racer that married a guy who is considered inferior by his whole culture. I want to see it play out so badly!

Knockout and Breakdown are precious and deserve all the love. 

miyakokurono  asked:

Hey I really love your headcannons and reactions. So I was wondering if I could get a request for how Seven and Zen would react to their MC having a existential crisis and stress breakdown that resulted in shouting and angry tears (not at them but just in general) due to over working and the fact that she tends to bottle things up until it gets to much for her to handle. (I have a tendency to do this quite a bit.)_ I understand if you don't want to answer this but thank you anyways ☺

i’m so glad you like my headcanons but oh man, you should remember to take breaks and talk to people if you are stressed :) i know it’s probably not going to convince you by a stranger saying that, but remember that my ask box is always open if you feel the need to rant to someone ❤

i wrote some short headcanons here about all the babes reacting to a stressed/overworked MC, maybe that will help slightly? it was therapeutic to write, at least  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯


Zen

  • As he wasn’t exactly the most hard working student in his younger days because he found paper work boring, he had just made sure to give you space and silence to finish your work as he didn’t feel like he had much to contribute with
  • He had just arrived from a late night run, and after his shower he decided to check on you to see if you were finished soon, so you could head to bed together
  • When he walked towards the office where you were working, he heard soft sobs and sped up, worried and wondering why you were crying
  • “Princess? What’s wrong?”
  • You were stressed, tired, lonely and just feeling like utter crap
  • “I have barely seen you for days, and I miss you! You’ve been so busy and I’m scared you won’t have time for me anymore! I don’t have time to finish all this work! I hate myself for putting it off for so long, I hate it! Why do I even need to finish it, when it’s all pointless in the end anyways? We are all going to die one day, why do we exist in the first place?!”
  • Suprised by your outburst, Zen hugged you tightly and let you cry in his arms
  • “I’m so sorry babe, I should’ve asked you what you wanted instead of just leaving you alone. As to answer your question why we excist… Well, why do you want to exist?”
  • When you didn’t answer, he kissed your head and rubbed your back soothingly
  • “The reasons why I want to, is to love and be loved. To prove those who doubted me wrong, to find reasons to stay, to make people happy while I’m here. But most of all, I want to take care of you and make you happy. Do we need any other reasons than that?”
  • You sniffled and muttered “I guess not…” into his chest, and he picked you up gently and carried you to bed
  • “You are obviously too exhausted to keep working, just rest for tonight, at least. Next time you’re doubting yourself or anything else, just talk to me, okay? I hate seeing my princess like this”


707

  • Seven was being tsundere again and ignoring you, and instead of confronting him you just burried yourself in work
  • Several days passed by without you seeing your boyfriend even once, and the hurt combined with your stress and lack of sleep made you think
  • Was he even your boyfriend anymore? Had he ever been? He was a genius, maybe he had just made a hologram with a nice persona to keep you company? Was he even real? Were you real?
  • Looking hopelessly down at all the work you had done, you the tears started falling. Why did you even bother? Who cared anyways? 
  • Getting mad, you started scolding yourself, gradually letting go of all the fears and emotions you had built up for so long
  • What you didn’t know was that Seven was checking you on the CCTV right then, and when he heard you breaking down and practically yelling, he dropped his “not good enough for you” act and went to you
  • “MC, come here please”
  • Before you could even answer, he took your hand and led you to the roof of the bunker, where he sat down and pulled you into his lap
  • “I know I’m a shitty person and that I’m probably the last person you want to talk to, but please tell me what’s wrong”
  • The fresh air, the sight of the night sky and the feeling of his arms around you calmed you down slightly, but you didn’t know where to start so you just asked him if this was all real
  • “Is anything real, MC? Do we have proof of anything? We could all literally be video game characters in a game played by God, and we wouldn’t even know. But I think that if we knew everything, life would be way too sad for me. I think that part of the charm of being alive is that we are able to think and accept things as you see them, without it neccesarily being real. We don’t really need a reason to exist, we just need a reason to wake up every morning”
  • He looked hesitantely at you, and you could see his golden eyes glow in the moonlight
  • “You probably won’t believe me and that’s fine, just please don’t laugh or hate me… I kind of think that you’re my reason”
  • You felt a smile grow as you played with his fingers, still intertwined with yours
  • “If you want my honest opinion thought, I think you should just take every thing as they come, and accept them as real if you feel like they are. YOLO, isn’t that what the kids say these days?”
  • He smiled softly and nudged your shoulder, making you laugh
  • “I guess it is. Are you really living by that?”
  • Shrugging, he leaned in and kissed you
  • “I think I will from now on”
  • Yang: ... *Yang was frowning annoyingly with each blink turning her eyes red for a second.*
  • Blake: Come on Yang. Cheer up. We are just going to spend sometime with my mom and dad before we go out tonight for our Valentine's date.
  • Yang: ... yeah. *Yang grumbled.*
  • Blake: *Blake looked at her girlfriend with worry as she places a hand on her shoulder.* I don't understand why you are so upset. You love my parents and they love you. You are normally rushing me to embarrass me with how much you love me.
  • Yang: *At this Yang's frown turned upside into a small smile as she wrapped her hand around Blake's wraist to pull her closer and give her a kiss on the cheek.* I know Blake. I know. I am excited for our date tonight and to see your parents. It's just...
  • Blake: What?
  • Yang: Sigh. It's just *Yang then pointed her robotic finger towards the person walking besides them.* Why did you have to invite HER with us?
  • Raven: I've have been wondering that myself. *Raven said with an emotionless expression.*
  • Blake: Well the two of you have been at each others throats ever since your little talk about the maiden and think that during our time here when I'm with my parents you two can talk over your issue... In the dessert areas... where there aren't any buildings to destroy.
  • Yang: That was her fault!
  • Raven: You were the one who went through the wall.
  • Yang: BECAUSE YOU THROW ME THROW IT YOU PSYCHO BITCH! OW! *Yang growled as she rubbed her head.*
  • Raven: *Raven Frowned at her daughter as she placed her sheathed sword back on her side.* This Psycho bitch is still your mother so watch what you say. *the mother and daughter then glared at each other before Blake quickly moved between them and pulled them to the front door of her home.*
  • Blake: Aaaaand we are here. Thank god. *Blake muttered under her breath with relief, knocking on the door.*
  • Kali: Hello? Oh! Blake honey. *Kali greeted happily as she swung open the door and pulled her daughter into a hug.* It's so good to see you.
  • Blake: Hey mom. It's good to see you too. *She smiled returning the hug, in the back of her mind wish Yang and Raven could have the same relationship.*
  • Yang: Hey Mrs. Belladonna. *Yang smiled setting down her bags as she held out her arms after Kali and Blake finished their hug*
  • Kali: Hahaha. Oh Yang. You know you don't have to be so formal. *Kali laughed giving Yang a hug.* You can call me Kali or mom since you will be after you two's wedding.
  • Blake: MOM! *Blake blushed.*
  • Yang: Oh Speaking of moms. Kali, meet my birth mothe-
  • Kali: Raven. *Kali interrupted staring at the dark haired woman in shock as Raven looked surprised herself.*
  • Ghira: Honey? How is at the door? Is Blake and... Yang... here? *Ghira said as she appeared from the door only to trail off upon seeing Raven.*
  • Raven: Hello Kali... Ghira...
  • Blake: *Blake and Yang looked between their parents and then at eachother when Blake speaked forward and pointed between them.* You three... Know each other?
  • Ghira: You could say that. *Ghira frowned crossing his arms.*
  • Kali: W-why don't we take your bags to your rooms? Come a long dear. *Kali said with a nervous smile and blush as she quickly took Yang and Blake's bag and headed inside dragging Ghira along.*
  • Blake: That... is the first time I ever seen my mom being... bashful.
  • Yang: Okay. What the hell did you do? *Yang questions slightly glaring at her mom.*
  • Raven: *Raven meanwhile seemed to have been staring at Kali as she walked away before taking a deep breath and patting Yang's back.* Well, now I see that we have the same taste when it comes to pussy cats. *With that Raven then headed inside with a smirk on her lips.*
  • Yang: ...
  • Blake: ...
  • Yang: ... Blake?
  • Blake: Yes Yang?
  • Yang: ... Just to clarify... You don't think that my mom... and your mom...
  • Blake: I really don't want or ever want to know.
  • Yang: Oh god.
  • Blake: What?
  • Yang: Now when your mom told me that I reminded her of a girl she meet makes sense now it the most disturbing way.
  • Blake: Same for why my dad has so many empty birdcages around the house.
  • *Both girls shivered trying to forget the fact they have just learned they their mothers were only them.*

anonymous asked:

My fiance left me. I got clean for her. I stopped drinking, and put the pills away because she was my one rock on this planet. I've fallen back into old habits and i'm back to where i started. I feel like an idiot, i apparently don't understand why this has happened. I sacrificed so much for her, i ended friendships, i passed up education oppurtunities, as well as amazing jobs just to stay with her. I fucking hate life. Love does not exist to me anymore.

do u ever hate ur ex-fp so much that you want them to suffer and feel pain for what they did to you and the thought of them being happy makes you seethe because you did so so much for them and you poured your heart out for them and they just dumped you on the streets for someone else and you can’t ever forgive them no matter how hard you try and u really don’t want to

how to make the signs happy
  • aries: do all their favorite things, go shopping, tanning, working out, just get them out of their house and do something fun
  • taurus: give them a soft blanket and wrap them up in it and hug them and tell them you're there for them
  • gemini: offer to take them somewhere, be open with them, let them tell you all of their stories
  • cancer: be nice to them, fully reciprocate all the love they show you
  • leo: let them talk, listen to them and show them you actually care about what they're saying
  • virgo: make them let their hair down, bring them outside and let them breathe in fresh air, sit them down and tell them everything's going to be alright
  • libra: give back. believe it or not, they give you a lot even if you don't see it so just do little things back and I promise it'll make their entire day
  • scorpio: hug them, show them you love them in your own way whether its sarcastic banter or little gifts just let them know you care
  • sagittarius: go on a mini adventure, tell them how much they mean to you, understand and support their feelings
  • capricorn: tell them to take a break, tell them they're doing an amazing job and everything they do is important, tell them they're important
  • aquarius: give them some good music, a good book, or their favorite whatever, tell them jokes, make them smile, sit with them and make them feel comforted
  • pisces: make a pillow fort, show them affection, make them feel loved and comforted
I understand that you’re just human, and that’s why I can never hate you. For you? Love is all that I can give. I can never despise your mistakes, no matter how big or small, no matter how much they hurt me, no matter how much I have to silently suffer because of them. You gave me the hate, baby, so I decided to pass it on to the world instead. We both know the rules say no touchbacks, and you know I never break the rules.
—  Love is a game, but so is hate.
  • What she says: i'm fine
  • What she means: do you know how hard it must've been for Killian Jones to stop drinking and gambling in his pre-navy days? to claw out of the hole he was in? a man with so little self-worth would've literally drank himself to death and squandered every penny he had. a man with such supposed weakness in the face of darkness would've backslid right into drinking even after joining the navy, just as alcoholism affects jobs. a man with as much self-loathing as he had would've self-destructed and embraced every demon. but he didn't. he got his fucking act together during his time as Lt. Jones because his brother was his world and his light and his inspiration and his love and the source of hope for him. and then, that light DIED––due to machinations by the system that fucked them over in the first place. it wasn't just understandable for bright and starry-eyed Lt. Jones to fall so far after his brother's death. it was inevitable.
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Don’t you get it? I’m dangerous to be around right now.If this little plan of Ali doesn’t work out,she’s gonna think of something else,she’s not gonna give up.

Dear 2017 me,

You will get better. Your life will change. Have patience. Things that are built quicker are destroyed just as soon.
This year you must take care of yourself and be careful to not give too much of yourself away. But don’t walk through life guarded, that’s never been your way.
Take the year a quarter at a time. Don’t plan for the whole year, you don’t know what life will be like 6 months from now.
Don’t focus too much on the planning because without execution, a plan is just a piece of paper.
You’re 20 now and that’s huge but don’t stress over trying to be ‘mature’ and adult like because you already are. Chasing bubbles doesn’t make you a kid, it makes you a person who knows how to chase happiness.
Get out of your house more. You need the fresh air, you need the sun. By now you’ve learnt, you don’t need to shy away from sunlight to love the night. You will always be a creature of the night with just a little bit of vampire obsession to make you creepy.
Snack. Don’t binge.
Study. You may not exactly be where you want to be right now but if you study hard enough you soon will.
You had learnt at a very young age that there’s no excellence without labour. You strive for excellence and hence you must labour.
Don’t write too many letters to people because the first letter is lovely, the second is cute, the third is ? If they aren’t the right person.
Have faith. Sometimes that’s the only thing you have left but it does wonders.
‘NOW’ is your 2017 key word.
Don’t wait to do things you really want to because if you wait long enough, you don’t want to do anything.

There are nice people and there are shitty people. Just because you’ve come across a bunch of shitty people all at once doesn’t mean nice people don’t exist. They do. And you will find them. But remember, all people are current assets. You’re the only fixed one. Invest more in yourself. There’s so much more I want to tell you but from now I want to do less of talking and more of doing. I know you will understand, at least I hope you do.
 Love,
 2016 me

Big Bang Reacts to You Wanting to be Alone

Hey, sorry we haven’t been able to post much in awhile, but here is something and I hope you enjoy.

-Admin Lex & Admin Kas

GD:

GD would be so understanding, as he has moments like that too. So when you told him you just want some time to yourself he would walk off and do something else.  

Originally posted by kpopking-gdragon

Daesung:

He’s so caring and is a worry wart, and would really press you about it until you became even more disgruntled than before. Even though he did it out of good intentions he definitely learned his lesson.  

Originally posted by hitomebore08

T.O.P. 

You two were so much alike so you two almost had this mutual agreement where if one of you was upset, the other new not to talk to you or press you about shit until you were feeling 100%.  

Originally posted by topforpresident

Taeyang: 

He would wait outside the door of your room until you were ready to come out. After you guys would talk about what’s bothering you and what steps you could take to overall making this experience better.  

Originally posted by bwipsul

Seungri:

If you were upset, he was too. He hates seeing the people he cares about upset or sad in any manner. After you both were done brooding, you just sat together in silence, and both of you were okay with that. Sometimes no words are the best words. 

Originally posted by seungribaby

rune-of-a-writer  asked:

Hi there! I was wondering if you could do #9 from your prompt list with Bucky? Maybe where the Reader goes to college and is constantly getting harassed by some guys from school, and Bucky's her boyfriend and goes to pick her up one day and sees the whole thing? I would really appreciate it, but I also completely understand if you don't want to❤️ I hope you have a good day!😘

Thank you so much for requesting this protective Bucky is my fav Bucky.

9)  “Who did this to you?”

Word count : 465 

Originally posted by coupleromance

You are proud to say that you love it college. You love taking classes of subjects that you find interest, you love the atmosphere, being away from home was nice even if sometimes you get homesick But one thing that you really hate are jerks. Sure a fell of them are just Catcalling was annoying but you didn’t actually feel afraid of them. But a few are just pure assholes that doesn’t respect women or anyone. Usually you can run away from them without major problems but today was different you are very late to class and you decide to get a short cut. Oh boy how much you regretted. As you pass one guys is there you decide to pick up your pace and don’t give much thought hopping he wouldn’t bother you.

“Nice ass girl i would love spank it for you ” you just ignore him but he grabs your arm “ its not polite to ignore a man who is complementing you maybe you really do need to be spanked to learn some good manners” you shrived at his words because you are really scared before you can even think what do you kick him really hard and runaway.

You ran as fast as you can until you find the coffee shop that sometimes you go with Bucky between classes. You start to call him praying for him pick up the phone “ Hey baby why are calling? what happened? You never miss class” you try to stay calm and ask for him to pick you up but you can as soon as you open your mouth you start to crying “ baby don’t cry where are you i will pick you up don’t move” you take a deep breath “ coffee shop ” he just analogy and say that in 15 min he will be there.

12 minutes later Bucky was entering the coffee shop with a worried expression on his face “ Hey hey you’re okay i am here” you just hugs him really close “ Thank you for coming” he agrees and his eyes are analyzing you to see with you hurt after check your face thoroughly he sees the bruise in your arm. “Who did this to you?”

He patiently wait from you to calm down and even buys you a flavored coffee to help. After a couple of minutes and half coffee later you explain what the guy said to you, how scared you were and how helpless you felt. “Hey you did good , you are safe. Do you want me to do something with him?“ you think about saying no but maybe he should be scare to think about what he done “Just scare him that away he doesn’t try anything like this ever again”

@shamvictoria11

Feel free to request a number or a few of the prompts list

stewwieee  asked:

I just want too say, these "anons" don't understand that "anon" isn't actually that anonymous. In about 10 minutes someone computer savvy can find out the url then the ip address, then there real life address, and I just want them too see that. I've not said anything previously because you're stronger than anyone I know and you don't need my help, but I'm speaking up now, for myself. I love you so much and I believe you are fantastic at what you do. Keep at it beautiful. Forever your Peter Pan<3

This is my boyfriend everyone. My everything, the one that picks me up when I feel like i’m in pieces on the floor. He means everything to me. 

I mean everything. You wouldn’t have me writing if it wasn’t for him hyping me up and believing in me. I love him so much. 

He is forever my Peter Pan and I will always be his Tinkerbell. 

I love you Stewart <3

“…what’s with that ridiculous outfit?”

“you’re one to talk, senpai”

anonymous asked:

what are your ships for levi?

ahh thanks for asking!!

this is……a tiny bit complicated tbh bc a lot of the times the things i end up shipping are ships i’ve discussed and developed with specific partners, even if i never would’ve expected to ship it before meeting those partners. so take whatever i say with a grain of salt, bc in all honesty i can be convinced to ship a lot more than you’d think bc i love developing relationships.

i should also add that i hc levi as grey-ace and demiromantic? so any ship is going to have to take into account that he…..doesn’t really experience romance in a traditional way, it takes a lot of buildup, and it also means that he’s more likely to have platonic or semi-platonic ships than fully romantic ships, and those ships are just as good and important.

but to actually answer your question…..my top ship for levi is probably eruri. nothing to add there really lmao, i’m open to any kind of shipping with erwin, be it romantic, platonic, or in between.

as for ereri….i don’t not ship it? it’s not a strong ship for me, and i’m a lil hesitant about shipping levi with anyone from the 104th, including eren, bc eren’s very much a minor when they first meet. but, it’s something i’m absolutely willing to plot out, especially if it’s in an au or the ages are changed. so with ereri, i’d say, tentative yes, but not without discussing first. 

i’ve seen levi/farlan before, and i’d be down with that, i think, if a farlan were ever down, but i’m also more than fine with them being close but platonic. 

levihan is a ship that i don’t ship romantically, but do ship platonically or queerplatonically. i could maybe be convinced to ship it romantically, but regardless, i’m def v invested in their relationship as friends.

mmm. anything else?? i should add that i don’t ship levi/petra romantically. or, at least, i don’t believe that levi would have romantic feelings for petra (though he does care for her very much), though ofc any petras are welcome to have feelings for levi, depending on how you interpret her character.

idk if i’m missing any other prominent levi ships?? those are the ones to come to mind. but my default tends to be “i don’t strongly ship many things on my own but i can absolutely be drawn into a ship i didn’t expect to ship by having good discussions with good partners, so never be afraid to approach me and ask.”

anonymous asked:

You like zutara means you like kallura?? Yay. Klance is boring tbh.

ka//llura’s neat! It’s really sad that kl//ance shippers bash on the ship just because keith and allura had some space bonding time ;o; 

kl//ance is just… it’s not my thing, I don’t wanna bash the ship because I understand why people ship them! That love/hate thing, it’s appealing, I get it. But it’s not my thing ;^;

anonymous asked:

are there any halsey songs you like, other than Castle? lots of her songs are a bit too much for my taste, but castle is awesome

Sooooo I JUST FIND CLEAN VERSIONS OF HER MUSIC ON YOUTUBE. XD Same thing with Melanie Martinez. 

But you know, I’m not super into a lot of Halsey music either? One song that I REALLY love but have to use the clean version for, is Gasoline. I love that song SO MUCH. Oh! And Colors! I love that one too, that was the first Halsey song I ever heard, it was with that really epic Gravity Falls comic. 
The Gasoline one I heard in like my favorite Shiro amv. I’ll link both of them so you guys can see. :D

Also here is the link to that clean version of Gasoline I like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQ4FT40NPeM

I really like how they edited it, they doubled the words over and I think it sounds cool and dramatic, LOL.