i just love the way they describe each other

#renewsense8 because...?

[cracks knuckles] hold onto ur hats - i’m bout take a lil’ moment to sing this show’s praises

  • 8 main cast members, only 2 of whom are white Americans; beautifully characterised, constantly developing, flawed, realistic people you root for, laugh with, feel in ur heart!!
  • every culture, language, sexuality and gender identity is respected. nobody demeans their own country for laughs and they’re so honest about the unique issues each character (called a Sensate!) faces specifically because of their race, their gender, etc ACCORDING to where they live
  • god, the cinematography. the colours, the acting, the shots, landscapes, the way it shows you parts of the world from almost every corner and makes you feel as if you’ve known them your entire life!!
  • it doesn’t go down the “colour-blind, we’re all human”, route. it actively accepts, celebrates and encourages ppl in the show (and watching!!) to celebrate our differences, large and small. they’re what makes us, us; not something to overcome, to connect in spite of, but because of
  • all of the 8 main characters are basically non-het, non-monogamous, and one of them is trans & if i was gonna define them, i’d have to say pansexual!! polyamorous!! go ahead & count how many non-white pansexual poly characters of multiple genders YOU know of in books, tv, movies, ANYTHING
  • it gives me hope for our future. that as one diverse race, accepting of our differences, understanding the enemy, we can fight what tries to divide, kill and disconnect us
  • it connects the people watching it to each other in a way that’s never happened to me with anything else. i can’t describe it, but it’s almost as if the empathic link between the Sensates pulls you and everyone else watching into some kind of massive network and you just feel real and vital and human and so, so alive
  • THE SOUNDTRACK IS POPPIN and what’s up by the four non-blondes is about to become your anthem. i swear it
  • every ship is 100% possible. they’re literally a big polyamorous pile of love (no spoilers … but wait for THOSE scenes). p much every ship is canon @ this point. what’s a ship war again
  • sense8 preaches loving openly, unapologetically. it’s an advocate of diversity in every form imaginable. it’s about acceptance; it’s funny, it moves you, it opens you up, and it shows you what the world could be, for a moment, if we could push ourselves to be more connected
  • so, if you read this far, and you’re totally into it - sense8 is available on netflix (and go.movies, if ur living That Life) rn, in danger of being cancelled so use #renewsense8 on twitter, tumblr and facebook to save it!!!!!!!! 
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Summary:

Dean and Y/N share a bed in a motel and Dean has a dream about her, mindlessly pulling her into him and peppering he with kisses.

Words: ~2100

Warnings: mention of injuries, FLUFF

A/N:I’m actually really proud of this one even though the introduction is a bit boring. please read until the end and tell me what you think! Also, I really love this cheesy bed sharing fanfictions but it’s different in this imagine. (This theme wasn’t my idea, I saw it somewhere but don’t remember the name anymore…)

×××

Falling in love is so easy that you don’t realise that it is actually happening.

A stupid, cheesy saying that I never really agreed with. I mean, how could you not notice being head over heels because of one person.
Well, I guess I learned it the hard way. Or rather kinda the hard way.

I was used to share a bed with Dean. But it was never the type of bed sharing that was needy and consisted of endless cuddles and realising the love for the other person.
It was never the type of bed sharing that was described in the Dean Winchester fanfictions on the Internet.
Yes, maybe I was interested in the fantasies of the so called “Deangirls”. But that’s not the point.

Back to the topic: Dean and I just laid next to each other, not really caring about the other and simply only wanting to rest after an exhausting day.

So when we entered the motel that only had one room with two normal sized beds left, there wasn’t a nervous fluttering in my stomach. Why should I be nervous?
So when we entered the room that was barely tidied up, there wasn’t a flirty comment from Dean about sharing a bed with his godlike body. Why should he be flirty?

Dean only looked at me briefly when Sam threw his bag on the bed at the window, reassuring our arrangement. I nodded before I headed to the bathroom without a word, feeling cramps in my abdomen.
I tried not to get pissed about my period. The life of a hunter was cursed anyway and my period was actually the pain that was the easiest to endure.

Trying to forget about the pain coming from my stomach and the fresh, deep cut caused by a werewolf, I stepped into the shower. I enjoyed having the warm and clean water covering my body like a sterile blanket and felt better as soon as I changed into my pyjamas which weren’t soaked in my own and werewolf blood.

Leaving the bathroom I saw Sam getting patched up by Dean and I approached them. “How bad is it?”, I wanted to know while I took a closer look on Sam’s neck.

“It’s very deep… but not deep enough to turn him, I guess.”, Dean mumbled, his eyes fixed on his younger brother’s neck.
“I’m fine!”, Sam rolled his eyes but Dean pushed a cloth against his neck making Sam groan in pain. “Yeah, maybe not.”, I chuckled and gave him a smile filled with sympathy.

I sat down on the bed, watching the boys tiredly. “Your turn.”, Dean demanded seriously, but his voice was definitely filled with concern after Sam stood up to have a shower as well.

“I’m fine.”, I rolled my eyes just like Sam did a while ago and Dean scoffed. “Trust me, sweetheart, you’re not. Stop bullshitting me like Sam does.”, Dean said harshly and now it was my turn to scoff.

“How about you shut up and let me rest?!”, I snapped, causing Dean to jump slightly at my sudden change of mood from tired and annoyed to aggressive and dangerous.
“Well, I would if you hadn’t had this huge cut on your tigh! And in case you didn’t notice, if you hadn’t thrown yourself in front of me, I would be the one with the cut.”, Dean replied matter-of-factly with an incredible calm voice while I stood up to face him.
“So it’s my fault now that I’m hurt?”, I yelled, folding my arms in front of my chest.

“Hell yeah, it is!”, he threw his arms in the air, “I could’ve handled this freaking werewolf on my-”
“Hey, guys, lower your voices!”, Sam’s voice interrupted Dean and we both stayed still, glaring at each other.

“Whatever.”, I shrugged with anger in my voice and turned around to finally get some rest.
He didn’t say anything else while I started to go through my stuff, looking for my beautiful, black gun that always had to lay right next to the bed.
I didn’t know what Dean was doing and I honestly didn’t care at the moment. I just wanted to sleep.

I laid down flat on my back on the right half of the bed, leaving the left half to Dean.
I allowed myself a glance at him, sitting at the little table and researching. I could see the tension in his muscles while he propped up his head with his right hand. It didn’t took me very long to feel sorry, my mood changing again.

But before I even had the chance to think about apologizing, Sam entered the room and it was Dean’s turn to have a shower.
I quickly closed my eyes, hoping that Sam wouldn’t ask questions and would leave me alone.

About ten minutes later, I was already zoning out, I felt Dean next to me because of the lowering of the matress due to his weight and of course his shoulder that was pressed against mine.

“I’m sorry.”, I whispered so that only he could hear it before I opened my eyes and turned my eyes to look at him.
“I just wanted to help.”, he murmured, his facial expression tensed telling me that he was still mad at me. Without thinking I took his hand in mine, intertwining our fingers and feeling the tension slowly vanishing.

“I know. I’m just super sensitive at the moment.”, I mumbled, hoping he would get it. But he just looked at me, confused and tired. “I’m… um, it’s just… it’s this time of the month again.”, I explained and his eyes widened slightly before he nodded. “Oh.”

I fell asleep several minutes later with Dean next to me and his fingers between mine, which wasn’t romantic in any way. It was simply platonic
Our relationship was platonic even though Sam said different things I was pretty sure that there wasn’t anything romantic going on between Dean and me.
It was simply platonic.

And I was also not in love with Dean Winchester.

But when I woke up to Dean pulling my small body into him, I did feel a weird feeling in my stomach and it wasn’t my period, that was for sure.
I felt Dean’s strong arms under my head and around my waist while his chest covered my back. “Dean?”, I asked and only got a quiet groan as a reply.

I didn’t remember the reason why I let him sleep, probably because of his lack of sleep. But I did remember how my heart stopped beating for a couple of seconds when I felt his lips on the back of my neck. Warm and soft.

One kiss, then another, then another…

And then, him mumbling my name… I couldn’t move like my body was bewitched while his lips trailed over to my shoulder. “Dean?”, I asked again and I turned around a bit, feeling the grib on my waist tighten and his lips wandering to my neck.

My face was hot. Very hot and probably red like a tomato. Dean groaned again when he started sucking on my neck and I let out a unwanted moan.

I looked over Dean’s shoulder to Sam, panicking and checking wether he was sleeping. He was asleep. Thank god…

Slowly getting calmer, I let Dean kiss me and started to enjoy the feeling of his slightly wet lips on my sensitive skin.
My eyes closed without me wanting it, taking in Dean’s scent which mostly consisted of cheap soap.

I didn’t wanted to admit it but I liked it. The whole situation.
Dean’s scent around me, the warmth coming from him, his strong arms around me and the fact that he was probably dreaming about me while kissing my neck.

“Dean!”, I raised my voice when I got out of my trance and he groaned again.
But this time he finally woke up, his face in the crook of my neck and his arms holding me near him.
In a second, his beautiful face was as red as mine while he let go of me.

Without a word I hurried into the bathroom to go to the toilet and to wash my teeth, wanting to feel clean again.
I quickly brushed my hair without really looking into the mirror.

“I’m going to buy some pie.”, I mumbled before leaving the motel and Dean just nodded, not saying his usual words “That’s my girl.”

When I got back about half an hour later, Dean was packing his stuff and Sam wasn’t in bed anymore. “Where’s-”, I began and Dean answered before I even ended the sentence, “Bathroom.”.

“Here, I already packed your stuff. I hope you don’t mind ‘cause of your… Nevermind.”, he mumbled while he handed me my backbag. We stood still for a moment, his incredibly green eyes wandering to my neck and staying there. He cleared his throat before he looked at me again and then continued, “Sam said that we should wait in the car.”

After he finished packing everything in his back we went over to the Impala where I remembered the pie in my plastic bag that I totally forgot surprisingly.
“That’s for you by the way.”, I told Dean as he leaned against his car.

His green eyes lit up at my words while his smile widened. “You’re the best.”, he grinned at me, not even looking at the pie I gave him. He also took my bag out of my hand to put it and the pie on the back seat.

And before I knew it, his lips were on mine. Not on my back, not on my shoulder, not on my neck. No, they met my lips and slowly moved, filling me up with excitement. His right hand wandered up to caress my cheek while his nose brushed against mine.

I knew that it was definitely too late now. And maybe I even knew that already in the morning. There was no point of trying to hide it from myself.

I was in love with him.
And I let myself melt into his body, my hands roaming up over his body while his arms wrapped around my back to lift me up. I laughed against his while I folded my arms behind his head and deepened the kiss.

A few moments later Sam appeared put of nowhere and cleared his throat. Dean and I separated quickly but kept close. And of course, he had to comment what he saw, “Told you she would let you kiss her.”

After Sam sat in the car, I saw Dean still smirking at me. “I wouldn’t have kissed you if Sam hadn’t told me about you letting me kiss you this morning.”
“What? I thought he was asleep!”, i exclaimed, making him chuckle and pulling me into a hug.

“I’m sorry by the way. I didn’t know that… well, I was dreaming that you and I…”, he whispered, his lips brushing over my ear.
“It’s fine. I mean, I can’t complain. And sharing a bed with you is always fun. It never hurts to have such a gorgeous sleeping beauty next to me.”, I mumbled into his shoulder before he pulled himself back to lock into my eyes.

He smiled at me a few seconds before he leaned down to kiss me again. With a quick movement he turned us, my back hitting the Impala when his hips pressed me against his car. There wasn’t much time before this kiss escalated. His tongue tracing over my lower lip, causing my knees to get weak and my body to melt even more into him.

We were interrupted by Sam, his knuckles knocked against the half-open window. “Honestly, you lovebirds, we have work to do.”, he laughed and Dean groaned loadly when we parted, my head instinctively following his.

He looked down at me sweetly, his eyes not even fully opened and he pecked my lips again before he pressed a kiss on my fore head.

“You have no idea what you do to me.”, he sighed quietly before he let go of me and we got into the car.

Sam just smirked at Dean and then turned around to look at me, smirking at me as well while Dean was concentrated on the road.
“Nice hickey you got there.”, Sam mentioned and my eyes instantly widened as my hand reached up to my neck.

As soon as I locked into the mirror I saw Dean staring at me. Then he winked, making my face heat up but a smile formed on my lips.

This was the beginning of something new. Something different.
And I was really happy about Dean dreaming about me and also Sam not being awake.

Cups of Coffee and Lazy Mornings

Lin-Manuel Miranda x Reader 

Note: my first Lin fic, I’ve wanted to write Lin for a while but I’ve just never had a good idea for one but this just hit me last night. I hope you don’t mind that it’s on the shorter side and @secretschuylersister the forearm references are all for you.

Dedication: I don’t normally dedicate fics but this one is for my oldest friend Jenna. You’re always there for me and always have been, you let me pull you into the craziness that is the Hamilton fandom, you put up with all my crap and you are the single most supportive person in my life always encouraging me to keep going and do what I love. This is for you Jenna. 

Word Count: 900

Originally posted by hamilfandom

It’s not often that when you tell your husband to stay in bed just a little longer in the morning, that he actually listens and decides to just lie there with you.

These days he’s so busy that he seems to jump out of bed as soon as he opens his eyes, ready to start work on one of the millions of projects he’s working on even before his morning coffee.

But this morning is different, this morning when you hold onto his arm and ask him to just stay with you a little longer he kisses your forehead and wraps his arms around you.

You feel warm, safe and content with the sun peeking in through the gap in the curtains, your husband’s chin resting on the top of your head and his arms around you.

“So I’m finally getting your attention this morning huh?” You tease, smiling as you feel his chest shake gently as he chuckles.

“Well you did make a very compelling argument” he retorts, his voice still scratchy and deep from sleep.

He gently starts to trace patterns into the bare skin of your arm and you just can’t seem to stop your smile from growing even wider.

“All I said was stay” you mutter, suddenly feeling comfortable enough to fall asleep again.

“That is true” he says simply, enjoying the feeling of you tucked up against his chest too much to move.

“Lin if we stay here any longer I’m going to fall asleep again” you point out, trying your best to keep your eyes open.

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The first time Victor asks Yuuri to marry him is 2 Long Island Iced Teas later after the banquet. He’s drooling on Chris’ tailored suit, and describing in detail their wedding. Chris pats his head and texts his husband their room number because there is now way in hell he’s carrying 200 lbs of drunk in love Russian by himself. 

The second is a joke over dinner when they’ve been dancing around each other for weeks. Yuuri hands him a plate of something and tells him to “Just try it!” Victor gasps at the delicious flavor and without thinking shouts, “God, I could marry you right now.” 
Mari snorts at their matching blushing faces, and how they pointedly ignore the fact they’ve been holding hands for 20 mins now. 

The third time is in a cramped hotel in Fukuoka after 3 days without each other. Yuuri smells like the cheap bar soap that came with the room, and Makkachin is drooling onto the back of Victor’s leg. Victor stares at the ceiling and realizes.
“I’m going to marry you.” He whispers. “I’m going to marry you someday, and I can’t wait.” 
Yuuri snorts in his sleep. Victor considers it a yes. 

The gold catches the lights of Barcelona in a way that the silver medal can’t. Yuuri holds Victor’s hand the entire ride back to the hotel enjoying the quiet between. The peace after the ride of what the last two days have been. Their time together is short since Victor would be heading back to Russia to train for nationals while Yuuri did the same in Japan. They don’t talk about it.

Instead, Victor draws the ring to his lips and asks him again. “Will you marry me?” 

Yuuri laughs and tugs him in for a slow kiss. “You could ask me a thousand time and my answer will be the same Vitya. Yes.” 

i always thought narutos crush on sakura was really cute and charming in the way that smtimes gay boys get crushes on gay girls when theyre younger. loved the way he was always so earnest about it and humble and never mean or disrespectful or hurtful. i always thought it was really cute that he picked sakura since shes described as plain and is hot headed and mean smtimes.

itd be one of those crushes that never really has a clear end but just gradually fades out into good platonic comrades. sakura dates a girl and naruto dates a boy or two and theyre chill and talk about their own new crushes while sitting in the underwear painting each others nails. sakura teases naruto about his childhood crush when theyre older and naruto laughs and tells her he couldnt help it her forehead was just so mystifying and then she socks him. its that type of friendship that can only form when you both were at some point in time so fucking close and so in love but not in the right way that you almost dated, but didnt and thank god for that.

naruto turns thirty and sakura wipes cake off his face and naruto blushes and theyre both like “woah. throwback.” and narutos like brb gotta text my boyfriend and tell him im leaving him for a girl and sakura socks him.

anonymous asked:

Admins's favorite fic in 2016!

omg sorry for the long wait!!! this took us half a year bcos it was waaaay tougher than we thought 😅 so most of us have more than one fic, hope it’s ok!

Admin Y: 

If My Yesterday is a Disgrace - (parallel universe au) i’m always impressed by w-anderingheart’s writing, but this fic surpassed all expectations. it’s an incredibly poignant work and broke my heart one hundred times over. 

Admin H: 

Quicksand - both ksoo and jongin are authors! (and rivals) i loved the plot, it’s simple and easy to read but the way the author had written it…touched a nerve (in a good way) so ksoo had troubles with writing and the conflicts/thoughts that he had rly spoke out to all the writers out there. and jongin, ‘his enemy’ indirectly helps him out and their relationship is the cutest!!

Steady Now - this was one of the best slowburn fics ive read in 2016 and oh my gosh, zerrin is brilliant. i’m a sucker for slow burn and this monster fic (69k) managed to capture everything, romance, fluff, a bit of comedy and angst. basically ksoo wants to save his orphanage from being bought (tada by jongin’s company) and he befriends jongin bc of that so go figure ;)

Admin J:   

The Loneliest Place to Be - poet/writer + model, friends with benefits au, the poems were the highlight sobs i love ;u; I admire strange-seas a lot and her works were the ones that left a deep impression on me when I started reading fics thus when she came with a new fic in 2016 I already knew I’d be a goner :)))

Smile - one of the best hurt comfort fics I’ve read and their love is just…goals. soo suffers from ptsd and doesn’t feel worthy enough for jongin but jongin loves him unconditionally *^* I came across this when I was randomly checking the tags on AO3 and i consider it as the discovery of the year lol  .

Wildflower - tattoo artist/florist au, idk but this fluff is just my style! i mean kd going on dates, help each other and just being supersoft together? yes pls. honourable mention to sleepydanceur because I think she’s amazing yet so humble and she deserves all the recognition  

Admin I: 

aberration - hs!au with photographer!soo and dancer!nini, how do i describe my love for this fic except for being ‘!!!!!!!!!!!!!’ every time i so much as think about it :’( the writing is so beautiful, i love the imagery and i just love the way the story develops. definitely one of the best of 2016!! 

dust to dust - post-apoc!au, the actual best post-apocalyptic fic i’ve ever read, ever. it’s very character based, which i love, especially kyungsoo’s character (and kaisoo’s development will make you cry). i love the hurt-comfort theme as well, it makes the whole thing feel very human~ as an apoc-lover, this fic is v special to me ♡

the third path - medieval!au, fantasy!au, this is definitely my fave fantasy fic i think, it’s so good and honestly speaking, we are blessed to have hojichadust in our fandom. the writing is magnificent and the ending still haunts me :”( 

Admin Q: 

priceless - my all time favourite college!au !!!! written by our lovely booboo, admin Y. As a student who’s main focus is english/literature, I absolutely loved this fic and the areas it covered in relation to how people feel about their majors! I’m kind constantly being told “your exams gonna be easy you just need to analyse a poem” or something like that and it rly upsets me??? bc my friends are the ones saying it but anyway READ THIS FIC!!! i love it and it’s so well written im babbling ok i love how accurately jongin’s emotions are portrayed as an english major being tease;;

tranquil as a forest - Our very lovely Jumpthisship wrote this! (during 10KFR) and I had the honour of being assigned to her and I remember how excited I was after reading her first check-in. Kyungsoo’s ongoing dialogue in his head was so amusing I screamed so many times while reading this. It’s a travelling!AU which i absolutely love! 

mine and yours - by thatweirdo!! Y’ALL this fic was so absolutely beautiful (and filthy ;–))) i loved it so much;;;; It’s a jongkaisoo + doll concept fic and I think those words together should be enough to reel you guys in (-:

anonymous asked:

I'm trying to be optimistic but it seems to me that if romantic canonical, textual Destial was going to happen then SOMETHING would have occurred by now. I'm so frustrated!!!

I understand your frustration nonny believe me. I often wish that they would be a bit more obvious about it. 

I think what I am happy with, and what is calming my frustrations for the moment at least, is the fact that they have already laid the foundations for canon destiel, and they are currently building on them. 

Those foundations were removing the “blockers” that stood in the way. Things such as confirming that Jimmy’s soul was in heaven. Confirming that Dean was aware of that, confirming that Dean views Cas’s vessel as his body, and confirming that Cas also views his vessel as his body now. 

Those foundations were also laid via “trial runs” with certain themes and ideas that lets be honest, 10 years ago the show wouldn’t have done. 11x19 is a great example of this. Showing the audience that two rugged macho men can be in a homosexual relationship, married and hunters and that this is normal in the SPN universe was a huge deal. They showed us that having a homosexual relationship in this show would absolutely not change the style of the show. Because those two awesome characters were in no way gay stereotypes, and they didn’t turn the show into a romance either. It was done very subtly and it worked brilliantly.

The fact that we had a whole arc late last season that went out of its way to show how differently the brothers feel about Cas. Sam being objective, logical, worrying about his friend but focusing on how to fix it. Dean was emotional, stressed, not sleeping, not eating, panicking… it was glorious to watch. 11x18 was a freaking gift for that (which I still can’t believe because it was Bucklemming).

Then 12x10 comes along and proves what we already knew from 9x22 and 9x23. That Cas is in love with Dean. It might not have been in your face obvious, but it was still pretty obvious. We also were once again shown just how differently each Winchester interacts with Cas and Dean’s emotional response can only be described as the worrying of a spouse. Not friend. Not brother. Partner/lover/husband. Then we get Sam as the long suffering third wheel all the way through it. It was fanfiction brought to life on the screen and I mean that in the very best of ways.

Take all this and put it alongside 10x16′s confession scene (which was a very subtle coming out speech) and you have pretty obvious textual confirmation of their feelings for each other. They just haven’t confessed to that love yet.

What 12x10 also gave us which was a huge gift for anyone saying why hasn’t it happened yet? Was an answer for that very question. Castiel will not act on his desire for Dean because of some stupid heavenly law against angels being with humans. It is forbidden and Castiel took a sacred oath. When you consider how all the angels have treated him for the past few seasons suddenly this is blatantly clear. 

So we have all of the building blocks right there, laid out in canon. Seemingly in preparation for something. The next BIG step IMO is bringing Dean out of the closet. This will be the final brick before it becomes canon. (A love confession or reveal from Cas would also be nice as his arc seems to be going in a direction where he eventually admits his feelings but this is already made clear in the text). I wrote a while back now how I thought they should bring Dean out of the closet. It wouldn’t take much at all. But once we have that then we are there. 

So whilst I share your frustrations nonny, I am in a good place right now regarding canon destiel. The show has given us so much lately. Every character is only adding to the subtext and the meta. I don’t think I have ever felt as positive as I am right now. 

This Much

Summary: When the Gallaghers are teasing Mickey about how much affection he has towards Ian, he bursts and admits his love and something secret about his mother.

Word Count: 825

Notes: I’ll be working on a lot more requests for the next couple days. I have about 85 right now :)


Mickey’s been staying at the Gallagher house for about three months now, and ever since he came out at the Alibi two months ago, he had practically been attached to Ian’s hip. It was clear as day that he would do anything for Ian— anything. It was really cute, but it was weird seeing a fucking Milkovich be so whipped.

They were all at dinner, just watching how the boys interacted. It was like they were in their own little world. Mickey’s hand was repeatedly finding ways to touch Ian, like he needed to or something. Ian’s eyes were constantly on the other boy, like he couldn’t afford to look away. They were absentmindedly taking food that the other person didn’t like. It was expected from Ian to be so touchy-feely and openly loving, but it was so strange to see Mickey like that, even after two months.

Debbie was smiling as she looked at them. She thought it was adorable. “You guys are so cute!” She shrieked which definitely got their attention.

Fiona and Veronica started chuckled. “Real cute,” V said sarcastically, there was truth behind it though.

Ian rolled his eyes because he knew that his siblings were about to start teasing them, but a faint blush rushed to Mickey’s cheeks. “Fuck off,” Mickey said as he tried to mask the embarrassment in his voice. He never failed to feel anxious when people were talking about his relationship because he’s not used to people actually realizing he has a heart.

Lip mockingly reached over to hold Kev’s hand. “Oh, baby,” Kevin teased. “I love you so much,” he said in a fake loving tone. It made everyone else in the room laugh.

“Mickey, it’s like you’re fucking starstruck or something,” Lip chuckled. In all honesty, starstruck was the only way to describe how Mickey looked and acted towards Ian.

Debbie and Carl just looked at each other with disapproving expressions on their faces as everyone laughed— even Liam was laughing. The two of them had the strong feeling that Ian and Mickey should just be left alone to love each other with all of their hearts, so they hated how the others were constantly trying to mess with them and make fun of them for it. Especially since Mickey finally just started opening up, if they kept this up he was going to go back to being a heartless asshole.

Mickey was doing everything not to burst. His heart was pounding out of anxiety. They didn’t know why he was so serious about his relationship with Ian, even Ian didn’t know. It was more than lust, it was even more than love.

“Shut the fuck up, guys,” Ian complained and shook his head.

Fiona snorted. “Ian, I just don’t get it. He never wants to be away from you, I don’t fucking get it—”

Mickey suddenly stood up and slammed his hands on the table. “Last I fucking loved someone like this was my mother. And she actually loved me back, and you know what? She got fucking killed by my piece of shit father, so obviously I always want to be with him. I’m going to fucking hold onto the only person alive that fucking loves me for me for as long as I can because I don’t want the one of the only people I ever loved to leave me like that again.” He stormed towards the door, exclaiming a stern, “Fuck you, guys,” before he left.  

Everyone was left with wide eyes that held loads of guilt. They were not expecting that response. They also didn’t know that Terry murdered his own wife— no one knew that. Everything Mickey said really took a toll on them. Everyone was regretting teasing him so much, it wasn’t meant to be mean, it just came out cockily.

Shaking his head, Ian stood up. “I can’t fucking believe you guys—”

“Ian,” Lip started.

“No, fuck you,” Ian replied coldly and went to go run after Mickey.

Before the redhead could get outside, he heard Carl speak up. “Why are you all such assholes?” That was all Ian heard and he ran outside. He was thankful Carl stood up for Mickey.

Knowing exactly where Mickey would be hiding, Ian ran as fast as he could to that old abandoned building. His lungs and legs were burning, but it didn’t matter, he needed to get to Mickey. He needed to tell him he loves him.

Surprisingly quickly, Ian arrived at the building. With no hesitation, he ran in and up the stairs to find Mickey sitting on the top floor with his head in his hands. The sit broke Ian’s heart because he knew there was a lot going through his mind— his mother, his father, true love. It was hard for Mickey.

Ian walked over to him, sunk down to his boyfriend’s level, and wrapped his arms around him. Mickey leaned into his touch. “I’m sorry they’re such assholes,” Ian whispered, and Mickey nodded. He wanted to ask Mickey about what happened with his mother, but he knew that that was way to touchy. “I love you,” is what he decided to say. “I’m never leaving you either. You gotta know that.”

Mickey nodded into Ian’s chest. “I love you too,” is all he could get out. They stayed there in the position for a while— Ian holding Mickey like their lives depending on it. It was all they needed, they only needed each other because truthfully, no one else mattered this much to them.

Relationship Story

Describe your perfect relationship as if it’s already happening.

Here’s mine: I love how comfortable we feel around each other. I love how peaceful and happy he makes me feel. I love the way we can look into each other’s eyes and it feels so natural. I love how we just know that we are right for each other. I love how loved he makes me feel. I love how much he appreciates me and what I do! I love how much fun we always have. I love how much time we spend together! I love his sense of humor! I love how well he treats me! He makes me feel like a happy queen! I love how polite he always is! I love how much he loves nature and how we enjoy it together. I love how we both enjoy being present together. I love how we both live a freedom-based lifestyle. I love how we both travel together to beautiful places and have an amazing time. I love how we make up dance routines together and sometimes even practice them outside for fun! I love how we enjoy doing chores together and make them fun. I love how we both feel true love for each other.

A letter to my future wife

Baby,

So much of my day is spent thinking about you. Thinking about us and how we got here. How did I find you? Or actually how did you find me? I used to think there were two sides to me. One good, and one bad. I spent a few years working on that bad. Replacing issues with love for myself. Getting stronger. Getting better. I did it for me but I also did it for you. I didn’t know it was going to be you. But I knew someday someone would come into my life that was worth the best version of me. So I found it. Looking back I realize so much of finding that person was thanks to you. For being my friend before being my partner. You never ran when I told you about my past. You never let anyone come between us. You believed in me. You believed in us. The combination of timing, believing and work has brought us here. Baby we are engaged…Like I’m going to marry you. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and I smile because I remember it’s you laying next to me. I smile the most on the weekends. When you bring me coffee and we lay in bed with the cats. I smile and I actually take time to thank the universe. I thank it for giving me this kind of love. I was so ready for it but I didn’t think anyone would ever believe in me like you did. This kind of love we have? It’s extremely rare. Trust me, I will cherish it. I will never take us for granted. I will celebrate you every single day. Just being with you is a gift. I know life won’t always be as easy and incredible as it is right now. But I know when it does get hard? We have each other to fight whatever comes our way. I guess I wanted to write this in hopes that I could finally put my feelings into words. However, I don’t think I will ever fully be able to describe to you how happy I am. How lucky I feel. You are my favorite thing about living and I’m so excited to become Mrs. and Mrs. Norris… There is no one else I’d rather have take my last name. You, are it for me.

I love you,

Your fiance.

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Happy @jade770

114) No, you’re MY bitch.

41)  Take notes, sweetheart.

13) Get out of the way before I murder you.

Happy’s POV

Crazy, that had always been the word people used to describe me, my life. It was also the best word to describe our relationship. You were just as crazy and vicious as I was and because of that we were constantly at each other’s throats. Whether it was to bite and suck on or strangle the life out of, wasn’t important. It was us and I loved every minute of it, the fire in your eyes created a fire within me.

Today was like every other day, we were fighting except today we were doing it at the clubhouse. We tried not to fight there since the last time several things had been broken because of it. But today we didn’t care. We were arguing about me leaving on a run for about 3 weeks.

“You aren’t going Happy!” You yelled at me as we entered the clubhouse. All of the guys got deathly quiet and wide eyed as they heard us yelling.

“You are crazy if you think you have a vote.” I told you, with a scoff and a roll of my eyes. You lip twitched and you looked like you were about to snarl at me, instead you pulled your shirt down so that way my crow on your breast was on display.

“This means I get a fucking vote!” You pointed to my crow. “I’m your old lady and I say you ain’t leavin!” I nearly snapped the toothpick in my mouth in half as my jaw clenched in anger.

“No, you don’t. You are my bitch and I’m telling you what is going to happen.” I replied with a sneer. Your eyes got a dark look in them.

No, you’re MY bitch!” You growled as you took a step towards me. Fuck, you were so sexy when you were mad. I couldn’t help getting a little hard. Suddenly Clay stepped between us.

“Woah! Hold up!” He said.

Get out of the way before I murder you.” You growled at him and I smirked.

“How about this you two play a game of pool and if you win.” Clay pointed at me. “You go on the run but if you win.” He pointed at you. “You go on the run with him.” You bit your lip as you considered it. You nodded your head.

“Fine.” You agreed but you still gave me a dark look.

Take notes, sweetheart.” I smirked and blew you a kiss. You gave the middle finger in return. I chuckled as we made our way over to the pool table. You broke and missed after two shots. I went a missed after 4. Once it was your turn again, you leaned over and lined up your stick with the ball. You looked up at me and winked. My eyes widen slightly as you knocked in two balls at once and then proceeded to get in every other ball that you needed in. I chuckled, looked like I was taking you with me. 3 weeks was way too long to be away from my hell kitten anyway.

anonymous asked:

do you have any good star trek novel recommendations? (tos please!!)

Yes! I do! I’ve been meaning to make a post about this for…so long, whoops, but I’ll answer this ask instead! (might still make the post someday, idk tbh. I probably should though because since I have so many Trek books I haven’t read yet, I might like more enough to rec them, haha.) Okay, anyway… (By TOS I assume you mean the original Enterprise crew, I hope it’s okay that not all of these actually take place during TOS, aka the five year mission.)

Sarek by A. C. Crispin You might have seen me mention this one the other day on my blog; I really love it. It takes place post TUC, Amanda is dying and Sarek is uncovering a plot that’s way bigger than anyone realizes at first… Also there’s some stuff about Jim’s nephew Peter (from the episode with the farting flying pancake aliens? lol.) and yeah, it’s a great read. All the parts with Sarek and Amanda are lovely and sad and the plot is interesting and it’s just all around enjoyable.Definitely recommend.

Collision Course by William Shatner This is the other one I mentioned on my blog already, and this one is probably my favorite Trek novel. Spock is nineteen and Jim is seventeen when they first meet, and they’re both too smart for their own good and get into trouble and…well, all the things you expect from Jim and Spock. It was originally supposed to be the first in a series, but for various reasons, there probably won’t be any more (CRIES) but this one is so good. And it doesn’t end on a cliffhanger so it’s okay. I especially enjoyed tbh how Bill appreciates what an effect Tarsus would have had on Jim (this is only three years later, after all) and it’s still very visible on lil’ Jim. Not a spoiler, bc a reference is made to Tarsus on…literally the very first page. Lol. Anyway, this one is really fun and sometimes sad (bc Tarsus) and just really great! Also, at least one of the plot twists genuinely surprised me, which is rare… I normally see them coming a mile off in Trek novels. ;) (Which doesn’t usually take away from my enjoyment, tbh!) But I really appreciate when they can surprise me.

Star Trek: The Motion Picture (novelization) by Gene Roddenberry You knew this was coming. This is an absolute must read if you’re a Spirk fan, tbh. I’m not all the way through with it so far, about halfway done, but I can tell you it’s a much better way of telling the story of TMP than TMP. Lol. The movie has this simple feeling and Jim rushing to Spock on the bridge and saying his name like a prayer and other things, but it also has all those dreadful special effect sequences. And the novel has its own gay to offer. I don’t necessarily agree with the way Gene wrote Jim (in fact, it’s been forever since I picked it up but I distinctly remember being bothered by it), but…yeah, at least borrow a copy from someone and witness the gay parts for yourself, haha.

Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home (novelization) by Vonda McIntyre I’m going to go ahead and say right now that if you’re going to read the novelizations, go for the ones by Ms. (Mrs? idk) McIntyre. She wrote 2, 3, and 4. I haven’t read 3 yet, but I have read 2 and 4 and I like that she actually adds in scenes and stuff that weren’t in the movies. It makes me feel like I’m actually getting something additional for my time even though I’m reading a novelization of a movie I’ve already seen. I like this one, because there was quite a bit that wasn’t in the movie (I have a hunch the extra scenes, at least some of them, might be based on the script? because the scene with Sulu’s great….something or other grandfather as a child meeting Sulu is in the book, and I know they tried to put that in the movie but never managed to. anyway.) But yeah, there’s actual stuff in there that’s not in the movie! that’s the way it should be. Also…she ships Saavik/David pretty clearly. :P Like I said, haven’t read TSS novel yet, but I know she was working it into 2, and it’s mentioned in 4 as a thing. Anyway…good stuff! This is the one where the whole “Vulcans get drunk on chocolate” thing comes from btw :))) (Avoid the novelizations by JM Dillard! Avoid!!! I’ve read them and they’re not good.) (Oh and pretty much everything I’ve read by Vonda McIntyre I’ve enjoyed, she’s a good Trek writer.)

Dwellers In The Crucible by Margaret Wander Bonnano Margaret Bonnano is another writer I just generally recommend bc I like all the stuff by her that I’ve read, too. Anyway… okay so let me say that this book’s main characters are not Jim and Spock. I know, I know. But wait!! It’s so worth a read!! Jim and Spock are in it, not much, but when they are they’re literally so married and explicitly confirmed to be t’hy’la… :)) it’s great. okay anyway. The main characters are a human named Cleante and a Vulcan named T’Shael. They are ladies. THEY ARE GAY AF. OKAY. THAT ALONE MAKES IT WORTH A READ. it’s so glorious.I mean the book only says they’re friends but…in the same way Jim and Spock are friends in canon. they’re super freaking gay. and also there are like a thousand incredibly obvious parallels between our human and vulcan lady and Jim and Spock. it’s fun. also Sulu goes undercover as a Romulan. :D yeah, just…read it. it’s great. (it made me angry at one point. I’m still angry. but I recommend it.)

Ishmael by Barbara Hambly This one was, for me at least, just a genuinely good read. I really enjoyed the plot. So…Spock goes back in time to 1867, not willingly I don’t think. And he gets amnesia. So right there are two tropes I ADORE (time travel and amnesia, I don’t care, I LOVE THEM.) He lands in North America, in Seattle if I remember correctly. And that’s the plot pretty much. Haha…okay, there’s a Klingon plot, the Enterprise crew searching for Spock, Spock trying to adapt and hide he’s an alien while bonding with the members of the community he lands in. Also Jim and Spock’s reunion is a bit gay. (Warning for spoilers if you click that? it’s pictures of when they find him near the end, so. Yeah.) I just really enjoyed the book in itself, the plot and everything. Fun!

Enterprise: The First Adventure by Vonda McIntyre In light of the tv series called Enterprise, the title of this one might be a little confusing… But it’s most definitely TOS and has nothing to do with Enterprise, haha. The premise is that it’s the first voyage of the Enterprise with Jim as the captain. And the mission is…to transport a theater troupe. It’s ridiculous and so silly, I know, but it’s really fun. There’s a winged horse, a really un-Vulcan Vulcan (I think he’s Spock’s cousin? I don’t really remember tbh), Spock heckling the theater troop, Uhura being a good friend to Janice…that’s all I remember off the top of my head, but I remember really enjoying it when I read it! 

Unspoken Truth by Margaret Wander Bonanno Remember what I said about those two writers? Lol. Okay so this is a Saavik-centric book. I really love Saavik, okay? So, as you might know, Saavik is half Vulcan, half Romulan. Well in this book (actually, in a bunch of books, by at least three different writers, it seems to be her accepted backstory in the novels) she was the result of a terrible experiment by Romulans, and when it didn’t work out, she and a bunch of other children were abandoned on a planet called Hellguard, and…some really horrible things happen. Anyway, Spock saves her, mentors her, and Amanda and Sarek basically adopt her (literally, she calls them mother and father, IT’S MY FAVE), well anyway, years later, either after or during TVH, she learns things are happening to the survivors of Hellguard…and the story goes from there. This was really good! Intense tbh. I loved it, but then, I love Saavik. If you don’t like her… But if you do, you’ll enjoy this one!!!!

Doctor’s Orders by Diane Duane Diane Duane is another must read author. All her books are excellent. In all honestly, I don’t remember too much about the plot of this one, but I know I liked it! Dr. McCoy is like “you can’t make me take command on the bridge” and Jim is like “uh actually I CAN” so he does and of course on McCoy’s very first day watching over the bridge Jim goes AWOL and shit starts going down. Poor Bones. Also, there’s some crazy aliens in this one, but they’re interesting!

The Vulcan Academy Murders by Jean Lorrah This one has such misleading cover art, lmaooo. At least, the version I have. There might be others… Anyway. Patients at a hospital on Vulcan keep dying and stuff, and then Amanda is in trouble. Lots of Sarek and Spock and Jim and Bones interaction. It’s a good one. (It’s been soo long since I read this one, too, sorry. But again, I know I enjoyed it!)

Uhura’s Song by Janet Hagan I love the alien species in this one. They’re like giant cats, and I love cats. When I read it, I got really into the planet and the species and their culture. The plot is that an old friend of Uhura’s is from this planet, and they “exchanged songs”…songs are a big deal in their culture. Anyway, there’s a plague threatening everyone on the planet and humans, too, and they think a song might hold the key to curing the disease, so they all go down on the planet to try and find it.

Strangers From The Sky by Margaret Wander Bonanno The plot to this one is…kind of hard to describe. Okay. So the parts with Jim and Spock go back and forth in time, part of the time being like, post-all the movies (I think) where they’re old friends (and really married, they’re just like. Margaret Bonanno has this way of inserting this really easy, casual intimacy they have with each other, and calling it friendship when OBVIOUSLY they’re married af, but either way I love it) and part of the time being very early on when Jim hasn’t been in command for long and he and Spock didn’t care much for each other (I mean personally I think they liked each other quite well from the start, but I’ll let it go, lol)… And then there’s a book. In the book. That everyone is reading and obsessed with and Jim starts reading it… It sounds weird, I know, but the book in the book is the story of the first time Vulcans came in contact with humans, long before the OFFICIAL first contact, it was when Vulcans crash landed on Earth and were discovered by some humans… I fucking love Vulcans, so that is obviously a great point of interest for me. Lol. Anyway when Jim reads the book he has nightmares, but then he discovers Spock has those nightmares, too, and it’s more than ‘just’ a book. Probably sounds bizarre but I really enjoyed it. ….and doesn’t every Trek plot EVER sound bizarre af when you try to describe it?

That’s all I’ve got right now!! This got so long I’M SO SORRY TBH BUT I HAD TO BE THOROUGH.

anonymous asked:

that video was so good! and so insightful! i feel like we could really take a lot on how they behave outside the cameras in certain situations. and it was so enjoyable and tense, probably one of my all time favourite videos (i can't believe i'm saying this after being so unhappy with the last videos). what did you think? any particular thoughts? i'd love to hear your opinion

yesssss. i loved this video so, so much. it was so consistently funny and so sweet in places and so refreshing to see them actually letting themselves occupy the more natural space of supporting each other and working together to complete a game as opposed to competing (which i’m sure they do as well from time to time, but whether it’s because they prefer collaborating or because they sense the audience presence more when they’re competing, the dan vs. phil videos always feel a bit more exaggerated to me, almost as though the urge to “perform” gets kicked up a notch.) there’s just absolutely no way i’m going to be able to write about every single moment that i loved in this video so instead i will attempt to just describe my biggest takeaways from it, because i really do feel the video gave us a good bit to think about in terms of the way that dnp approach problems and, most interestingly, the way that they approach problems together and deal with stress.

probably the most interesting thing to me was the discussion of phil and his ability (or lack thereof) to handle stressful and/or delicate situations. the notion that he cracks under pressure and is also very clumsy and therefore would somehow mess up regardless of which role he was playing (manual reader or actual bomb defuser) was something that both he and dan kept repeating in the start of the video. that’s interesting to me bc it means it’s something they both perceive phil as doing/being, and to me it felt like an authentic viewpoint from both of them rather than something that they were just saying for the bants. and yet, in my opinion, as the video progressed, phil was actually quite calm and orderly in his thinking, apart from a couple of moments where he got a bit flustered. i thought it was especially evident in the last round. there were double the modules and it was actually the most stressful one they did, but instead of spending any time freaking out about how complicated it looked or trying to be entertaining, phil immediately analyzed the bomb, summed up the modules they were dealing with and basically suggested they tackle it by type (wires first, then buttons, and so on.) in essence, he took control of the situation and guided both himself and dan through the most effective strategy to beat it. this reminded me a lot of the moment in the last impossible quiz video from 8:40-8:50, that i wrote about in this post, where dan is screaming about the fact they had to start over and phil waits for dan to calm down a bit, gently tries to reassure him through touch and words, and then pragmatically reiterates the strategy they should use the next time through the quiz to avoid losing. i’m not denying that there are moments of stress that may cause phil to panic or “crack,” as he put it, but if they exist, they’re definitely not in the form of these types of high-pressure games. there have been a fair number of these sorts of examples where we see that he keeps relatively calm and he finds it more important to temper dan’s moods (in that impossible quiz moment dan is screaming and like honestly possibly on the verge of a breakdown, whether real or staged. in this video dan’s a lot chiller but still had moments where he dealt w the pressure, especially of the countdown, by screaming or yelling, to which phil almost always responded by laughing, calmly reiterating what he was saying, or reminding him to focus.)

to be fair, dan was quite methodical in his thinking throughout most of the video as well, especially in the role of the manual reader. he kept a v level head for most of it. i thought one of the most interesting and noteworthy things from his end was the clear pride that he demonstrated both in phil and in the way they’re able to work together so well. the first time this stood out to me was after phil’s first go at reading the manual. dan completely turns in his seat to look at phil full on and tell him that he basically rescinds his criticisms/doubts from before and that he (phil) did a great job. it’s such a moment of genuine warmth between them, possibly not even meant to be included in the final cut of the video, where dan feels the need to point out to phil that both of them expected he would be bad at this but that, look, he’s smart and good and capable and did so, so well!! phil, for his part, looks genuinely thrilled at hearing that from dan. and then of course there’s the moment at the end that so many ppl have giffed and mentioned. dan doesn’t let them end the video without pointing out that much of the audience probably expected a lot of chaos and silliness from them when they tackled a more mentally challenging game like this, but that they defied those expectations because, hey, they are actually smart and also, too important for him to omit in that moment, they have a psychic connection. their success isn’t just a result of their individual cleverness or nerdy upbringings, but equally a result of the way in which they are so good at communicating and collaborating to tackle a problem together.

to that end, this game is fascinating in the way that it forces each person in the duo to limit their capacity, and completely trust their partner to compensate for it. if i’d had time to think about that before the video was underway i would’ve fully expected both of them, but dan especially, to maybe have issues with it. i would’ve expected dan to crack in frustration at not understanding what phil meant at first when describing a symbol and to then give up and turn to check the screen himself. i would’ve expected phil to maybe get annoyed at dan’s slow/methodical questioning and at the very least express frustration that he couldn’t read the manual himself. but instead they just completely trusted and leaned into each other (both figuratively and literally lol—i loved the bit when dan was like ‘they look like two k’s back to back’ and then literally leaned on phil to demonstrate).  there was very little impatience between them (apart from some playful teasing) or criticism of the way they were doing their respective jobs. they just totally relied upon each other to take on their own set of responsibilities and communicated/listened to each other so well. even though overall i don’t think it was like the best demonstration of their so-called psychic connection that we’ve ever seen, it was perhaps one of the best examples of that connection being tested under pressure. under those circumstances it was lovely to see them go back to the basics of a strong partnership: solid communication and listening skills. i mean, we didn’t really need confirmation that they have those and that they comprise the foundation of their whole relationship, but it was lovely to see it play out this way.

the last thing i want to point out is that even when they’re facing stress and pressure their default is to try and bring out the humor in the situation and make each other laugh. i talk about this so much with them but like, idrc, bc to me it’s one of the best things about the way they interact and work with each other. they both find each other so endearing and hilarious and i was so happy about the number of times they’d make each other giggle and tease each other and wind each other up even in a scenario that was meant to be stressful. i just feel like it’s def representative of how they dilute actual stressful or anxiety-inducing situations in real life and act as each other’s safety nets/security blankets.

other great bits: 

  • dan’s haru shirt. he’s so proud of it. phil definitely loves it too and loved pointing out that it’s ‘so inappropriate.’ he was barely containing a smile. bless. also phil looks amazing in black i’m going to faint. 
  • dan bringing that bit of irl backstory with the lil detail about how they like to do puzzle rooms for birthdays. i know for the most dedicated of us viewers that’s a known thing bc they’ve talked about it in live shows frequently but it was lovely to see dan mention in it in front of the 2.6M+ dapg audience who probs do not know that, and acknowledge in such a casual way that he and phil share this tradition (just another way to show that they really do share a life outside of what they show on the gaming channel)
  • them taking a second to comment and weird out a bit about how different they look when they switch sides. it really was disorienting for a second. 
  • it was immediately obvious to me that dan was stalling on purpose at the very end when he took so much time w that last set of symbols. but in the moment i assumed he was doing it to wind US up and make the video more dramatic. it was so funny to see that he was in actuality trying to wind phil up (though i’m almost certain phil must’ve assumed dan was stalling on purpose too which is why he immediately shoves dan and scolds him for being so slow).

maybe bc of all of this lovely teamwork and warmth between them, i mostly found this video a joy to watch and not in the least stressful or nerve-racking. it’s definitely one of my fav dapg videos ever and i really, really hope we get to see them do it again with even harder levels. their depth of knowledge of each other and trust in each other is just so amazing to watch and i love that they know that this is what this game is about and they not only want to share it with us but are also pretty openly celebrating it themselves :’) 

(keep talking and nobody explodes)

anonymous asked:

What do you think of Moomin and Snufkin's relationship? Personally I think it's the most precious of all *・゜゚・*:.。..。.:*・'(*゚▽゚*)'・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・*

Hi!

Haaa this question :) I think there is no words strong enough to describe their relationship. They are more than friends, it’s more than love or more than anything else. It’s pure, mature and precious. It’s both complex and very simple.

They are just holding hands, or standing next to each other, enjoying their mutual presence and the silence between them. There are really strong moments in books, comics and in the anime that always touched me in a deeply way, I can’t explain.

They are just Moomin and Snufkin. <3

“I love him.”

The confession was not what Prince was expecting. He looked down at the boy in his arms in surprise.

“I mean- I think? Maybe… I don’t know. But, whenever we’re together I can’t help but feel happy, and he makes me feel warm, and I love his smile…..”

“That sounds like love to me.”

Anxiety sat up quickly and his eyes widened. He had been thinking it, but to have someone, Prince even, agree with him made it too real.

“Really?”

Prince sat up and paused the music.

“I mean, if what you’re describing is true, then yeah, I think you’re in love.”

“Oh God, that’s so cliché,” Anxiety groaned into his hands.

“What’s cliché about love?”

“Please stop saying that word.”

“You said it first.”

Anxiety glared out from between his fingers at his friend, but Prince only smiled.

He brushed the hair back from Anxiety’s face and lifted his chin so they were looking at each other.

“Anxiety, if you feel that way towards Morality, than you should tell him. These feelings are nothing to be ashamed of.”

“I can’t just”-Anxiety flailed his arms-“tell him!”

Prince frowned, “And why not?”

“I can name at least five ways right now how it could end badly. Could you just suddenly tell someone that you loved them?!”

“Yes.”

“I pity you.”

Prince sighed.

“Look, Anxiety,” The troubled man look at the other again, “if you are that worried about it, you don’t have to say anything. Not now anyway,” He smirked at the way the others expression turned annoyed, “But, seriously- if it worries you that much, than perhaps try easing into the relationship. Jumping into something like this is scary, so try testing it out. Try inviting him out sometime, or invite him over. You don’t have to say or do anything you don’t want to, and if you need any help,” Prince pulled the other into a hug and smirked as the other hugged him back, “Then I will help you in anyway I can.”

“Really?”

“Of course, I’d never lie to you.”

“Thank you, Prince.”

“Of course.”

That piece I just posted IS my all time favorite cue Mark has ever composed for this show.

The way he incorporated both Killian and Emma’s individual themes AND their theme together into one beautiful BEAUTIFUL piece has me speechless right now. I cannot even begin to describe how much I LOVE the strings and when the wind instruments join in as they’re slipping the rings on each other’s fingers. 

This piece, I feel, sums up Captain Swan’s love for each other throughout time and in that moment so perfectly. It’s so sweet, so gentle, and absolutely breathtaking.

So thank you, Mark Isham, for creating this beautiful piece of art that will live on forever on the show and in my heart, especially.

Keep it or Leave it (Part 8)

Prompt: When an early bird and a womanizer are roommates, they come up with a scheme that favors both of them. But some things are not as clear as they seem

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Alcohol Poisoning, Swearing
*If you do feel triggered by something else, let me know so I can add here and warn other readers!

Word Count: 877

Author’s Note: As always, if you see any words that could/should be replaced or sentences that could be better put together please feel free to point it out! English is not my first language and this will help me improve ;)

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Originally posted by kittyseb

When you arrived home Friday night the table was already set, as usual, except for that extra plate

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Mrs. Crosby - Sidney Crosby

Originally posted by ohhhdreamer

Ok so this may be the shortest one I’ve ever written but I thought it turned out pretty well and pretty cute! I hope you enjoy it, sorry about the wait for this one!! Much love pals! <3 (*****also, Y/S/P/N = your state or provinces name)

Word count: 614

Warnings: just fluff!

Request: “Sidney Crosby wedding day fluff” - @pensphan4life

Up next: Zach Werenski

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“You look stunning Y/N” your friends murmured as they crowded around you.  You had just slipped on your gown and put the finishing touches on your makeup. You stood in front of the mirror, admiring your dress and grinning as your friends showered you with compliments.

Today was the day you were getting married to the love of your life, Sidney.  You couldn’t have handpicked someone more perfect for you.  

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anonymous asked:

I know I'm attracted to girls in some way but I'm kinda scared because what if I end up kissing a girl and don't like it? Like what if it's just aesthetic attraction not romantic or sexual? Like I don't want it to be just aesthetic but what if it is? It just kinda scares me which is why I haven't made any moves to date a girl yet lol

oh anon I’m so sorry it took me so long to get to this message. Let me jus tell you, this right here was my BIGGEST fear when I first started dating my gf. We had been dating for about 2 months I think and I kept getting so nervous because I knew we should’ve started kissing soon and what not and I had a lot of internalized homophobia thinking our relationship wasn’t valid without kissing, that we were just a glorified cuddly friendship and I would honestly freak out thinking “what if she kisses me, and I realize I’m actually not gay?!” 

Honestly anon, you’re probably just overthinking it. I know I sure was. I was so caught up in the fact that I had to kiss girls and absolutely love it in order to actually be gay. But then one night, after I was leaving her house, she nervously planted one big ol sloppy kiss on my lips and you know what? It was great. It wasn’t perfect of course. We were both really nervous and it was both of our first time kissing someone of the same gender. But everything was okay. It wasn’t amazing like I thought it had to be, because I had a glorified idea of what it should be due to the way books and movies often describe it. I was overthinking it so much before that moment but when she kissed me, it all just clicked. She kept apologizing for the clumsy kiss and you know what I told her? “It’s okay, we’re both new at this. It doesn’t have to be perfect. As long as we know how we feel about each other, that’s what’s important.” Now we kiss all the time and it’s great and I love it and I love her. 

So I guess what I’m saying anon, is that you don’t need to stress out about it so much. Don’t force yourself into a mindset where you believe you have to love kissing other girls in order to actually be gay or have romantic/sexual attraction towards girls. You’re new at this, and your first experience with a girl might not be glamorous or amazing (and you might not like kissing her). That doesn’t mean your sexuality is any less valid or that you won’t find a girl you do like kissing. 

Top 5 ships

thanks to @bellarkelifestyle and @bl-ake for the tag!!!!


1. BELLARKE (Bellamy Blake + Clarke Griffin, The 100)

Originally posted by kcismyreligion

I would be lying to myself and everyone else if I said that these two dorks haven’t become my OTP of all time. Nothing will ever beat them for me. These two beautiful souls whose lives on the Ark dictated that were never supposed to meet, fell down to earth together only to find their heart and soul in each other. They are canonically each others’ weakness but even more beautiful is that they canonically give each other strength. The only people they care about more than each other are their actual blood related families. Their enemies-to-friends-to-lovers (the later yet to be explicitly canon) tore me into itty bitty pieces and their journey of growing to respect, trust, care about, and eventually love the other has me in tears at the most inappropriate times. All in all, nothing will ever satisfy the hole they’ll leave in my heart after this show is over (#brooke is bellarke trash)

2. Percabeth (Percy Jackson + Annabeth Chase, The Percy Jackson series)

Originally posted by leovaldezly

(Gotta love the dark-haired boy with light-haired girl aesthetic).

I’m pretty sure this pairing was the first time I actually shipped something, before I even knew what shipping was. I read this series when I was super young and absolutely fell in love with them. And apparently I’m a sucker for friends-to-lovers because holy shit this is probably one of the best and healthiest examples of that and I love it. And screw anyone that says that your best friend can’t be your lover. To that I say your lover should be your best friend. Props to Rick for making this one of the coolest relationship developments i’ve ever read/seen (second after bellarke of course)     

3. PB & J (Pam Beasley + Jim Halpert, The Office)

Originally posted by pleasingpics

Where do I even start??? These two are probably the biggest dorks i’ve watched fall in love. Honestly, their love was so pure and true. And honestly one of my favorite scenes with Jim is when he completely rejects that one girl in s8 while they’re on a business trip (i can’t even bother to look her name up rn) because it helps shows just how committed and loyal they are to each other and ugh, they are honestly #goals.

4. Jily (James Potter + Lily Evans, The Harry Potter series) 

Originally posted by deerxpuns

In terms of “fanon” I think this is as close as it gets for me because even though we all know that they get married and are actually super in love with each other, we never really get to see that first hand. The only times we hear about them are when someone else is describing it. But to me, at least the way I see their relationship, it’s beautiful. It’s a story of growth, and maturing, and bravery, and tragedy. They died so young and had so much more of a life to live with their son whom they no doubt loved with all of their being. I just can’t help but imagine how much Harry’s life would have been different had he been able to grow up in a house with parents who loved both him and each other unconditionally. 

5. Ten Rose (The Tenth Doctor + Rose Tyler, Doctor Who)

Originally posted by pouahhh

This was a big one for me. Before Bellarke they were my OTP. I was absolutely in love with both Billy Piper and David Tennant’s portrayal of these two characters. Rose Tyler was the actual loml. She was spunky, and happy, and wonderful. And so was Ten. They complemented each other so well and both of them brought the other down to earth when one would get lost in the clouds. AND I WAS AN ABSOLUTE DISASTER WHEN I WATCHED DOOMSDAY! I LITERALLY CRIED FOR DAYS ABOUT HOW THE DOCTOR WAS ABOUT TO BUT NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY “I LOVE YOU” AND OH GOD I’M GONNA START CRYING!!!! 


So there you go! All of the ships that leave me on a puddle when it’s least convenient. And looking back I realize I’m actually huge trash for the “friends-to-lovers” trope. But i mean, is it all that bad?? 

Tagging @nancybvers @craterhead @sherlockvowsontheriverstyx @bellarke2k17 and anyone else who would like to give it a go :)