i just love his fat self


binder positivity by joey


Amazing (Josh Dun)

Word count: 1580

Warnings: Self-hate, insecurity, mention of fat-shaming, mentions of internalized fat-shaming

I would say it’s my first plus-sized!reader imagine but most of mine could be imagined in such a way, so it’s my first plus-size!reader specific imagine.

Also, to everyone reading this: you are perfect the way you are and I love you. Thank you for reading my writing.

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Last week I went on a date with a femmie dude who absolutely hates his curly hair. The weather was a little humid out and he kept expressing how upset he was that his locks were reanimating back into natural life. I told him his hair was beautiful and got no response.

I just don’t have the strength or the patience to sit with folks who are so full of internalized self loathing. I don’t want to hear how you don’t drink beer because you’re afraid of getting fat. I don’t want to hear how you love cloudy days in Texas, because you don’t want to get dark(er). And let’s get this squared away: there is a difference between being married to an aesthetic and not wanting to look at yourself, because somebody told you a dirty lie about your complexion.

I can’t fall for someone who won’t even fall for themselves. It gets tiring real fast and I am not here to teach away or heal anybody’s colonized insecurities.


Harry had never in all his life had such a Christmas dinner. A hundred fat, roast turkeys; mountains of roast and boiled potatoes; platters of chipolatas; tureens of buttered peas, silver boats of thick rich gravy and cranberry sauce – and stacks of wizard crackers every few feet along the table.

pissy post but i hate how every fanfiction involving fat and overweight patrick stump is either an:

- eating disorder
- body worship peterick
- or a pwp/weight kink

literally all i want is a fanfic dedicated to patrick just loving himself. no more romanization. just self love and acceptance. soft confidence and warm smiles. please.

merildae  asked:

matisse, klee, botticelli, harring

matisse: how do you express your love to your friends/family/significant other?

little mundane things, i think, just hanging together and laughing about stuff. i’m no good at huge declarations and love poems or whatever. i think the tiny things mean a lot more.

klee: in a library full of books, which five will you never get sick of rereading?

hmmmmmm………good omens, count of monte cristo, brothers karamazov, prisoner of azkaban, hamlet

botticelli: what is that one moment in your life that makes you feel proud?

just one???? transferring schools.

harring: what is your all-time favorite band, movie, and painting?

band: flogging molly (but also fats waller and his rhythm)
movie: bring it on or persepolis
painting: fuck uh….maybe courbet’s desperate man self portrait

Actual Things The Signs Have Said To Me
  • Aries: "I'm just gonna come in, get my shelf and my other shelf, and leave."
  • Taurus: "Stop looking at my pit stains. It's making me self-conscious."
  • Gemini: "You wanna hear a secret? I got hit by a car yesterday."
  • Cancer: "It's impossible for a guy to suck his own dick. Believe me. I've tried."
  • Leo: "I'm not fat. I'm just filled with love."
  • Virgo: "I'm gonna trick him into giving me his social security number."
  • Libra: "I'm tired of everyone saying it's the black side or the white side of the family. I'm black and white. I refuse to be segregated any longer"
  • Scorpio: "Hambol."
  • Sagittarius: "I'm actually not human. I've been sent to save the human race."
  • Capricorn: "He spelled divorced wrong."
  • Aquarius: "They have chocolate Twinkies? I want a chocolate Twinkie!!!!"
  • Pisces: "There's a blade in my watch."

Today, I went apple picking with my best friend and his Mom.

Today, I was okay with her taking pictures of me and was not self conscious about looking fat.

Today, I was able to hike up and down the orchard without huffing and puffing - sweating and miserable.

Today, I was able to be a normal, happy, confident 21 year old woman.

Am I at my goal? No.

Am I still fat? Absolutely.

Do I still have work to do? Hell yeah!

But this journey isn’t just about losing weight - this journey is about learning to love yourself unconditionally….which I am learning how to do every single day.