i just love big gifs like this okay

DATING MARK OR basically boyfriend!mark

im even ready for this asdfghjkl;

  • bro mark would be so freaking perfect as boyfriend 
  • like he would be so into calling each other “babe” because it’s so freaking cute NOT TO MENTION HE WOULD GIVE YOU THAT CUTE ASS SMILE LIKE THE ONE ABOVE
  • lots of hand holding especially around the other members
  • ESPECIALLY AROUND BAMBAM BC THAT BOY IS SOOOOOO TOUCHYYYYY 
  • normal conversations in English that somehow drift into Korean and you guys are just speaking a mixture of both  
  • lots and lots and lots of KISSES
  • I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH THAT BOY HAS LIPS AND HE WILL PUT THEM TO USE 
  • cute goodmorning/goodnight calls because he prefers listening to your voice before he goes to sleep and right before he wakes up 
  • random ugly snaps in the middle of the day, whether he’s on tour, at practice JUST WHENEVER OKAY  
  • back hugs
  • back hugs 
  • did i say back hugs 
  • BC BACK HUGSSSSSS 
  • THIS BOY WILL LOVE TO PRESS HIMSELF AGAINST YOU WHENEVER POSSIBLE 
  • NOT TO MENTION WHEN YOU’RE IN ONE OF HIS SHIRTS OR BIG ASS SWEATERS 
  • *calms down* dEEP BREATHS 
  • datessssss 
  • i feel like you and mark would have lots of dates
  • but like not the types where you always go out and do something 
  • more of the stay at home and watch a movie and make cookies type
  • but of course there would be the casual ones like taking coco for a walk WITH POOR EOMMA YOUNGJAE CALLING EVERY SECOND WONDERING WHERE THEY KIDNAPPED HIS POOR BABY 
  • and there would be the dates where Jackson would tag along mostly because you could never say no to him simply because he was annoying as fuckkk
  • there would also those dates where we have jinyoung spamming mark because that’s his man and you have no right just “taking him and seducing him” 
  • but back to being serious and to what all you lil hoes have been waiting for  S I N 
  • so basically sex with mark would be special
  • you guys would have restless nights of love making 
  • meaningful love bites trailing down your chest and thighs 
  • sweet whispers of i love you’s 
  • lots and lots of ass grabbing 
  • lets be S E R I O U S mark tuan is an ass person 
  • but he would love each and every single inch of your body
  • but of course mark tuan isn’t anything but vanilla in bed 
  • 95% of the time you guys aren’t whispering sweet nothings into each others ears you’re moaning curse words out loud keeping up you’re neighbors for the 3rd night in a row
  • which one of the main reasons you don’t sleep over at the dorms half of the time
  • heavy breathing and tiny lil whimpers coming out of his mouth simply because YOU WORK HIM SOOO GOOD!!!!!!!111!!1!!!!!!
  • long line of curse words leaving each others mouths with moans coming right after each one of them 
  • finishing each other still feeling as euphoric as you did in the moment
  • mark picking up his t shirt and putting in on you and laying you back down taking you into his embrace 
  • staring at each other in silence as he strokes your hair feeling lucky as ever because you’re his girl and he’s yours while feeling content over the fact that his family may be thousands of miles away but he has never felt so at home laying down next you in each others embrace 
  • thinking about the future but not to far into it because all he knows is that he wants you by his side forever and that’s all he is asking for
  • being perfect in each others eyes
  • OKAY IM GONNA STOP BC MY HEART IS NOT OKAY JUST KNOW MARK TUAN IS A PERFECT ANGEL THAT DESERVES THE WORLD  

                                                                      ~ Erica

PS. DON’T FORGET TO REQUEST MORE OF THESE OR WHATEVER YOU GUYS WANT!!! ly

Another X-Men headcannon but this time with the big asshole/teddy bear that we’ve come to love.
These headcannons are really fun to do. I’ve come to enjoy doing them lol.
Anyways enjoy!
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Logan Howlett headcannons:

-He has the tough guy/secret teddy bear look.

-Still kind of messed up over Jeans death, but loves you so much.

-You and him joke about how big a dick Scott was, but reminiscing about how angry he got when Logan stole his bike all the time.

-Always has your back, some times he’s just a tad bit too over protective of you and it gets really annoying, which later leads to unwanted fights.

-“Logan he just accidentally bumped into me, that doesn’t give you the okay to beat the shit out of him!”
-“I don’t give a damn if it was an accident, the asshole should’ve been watching where he was going”
-“Goddamn it Logan.”

-Him later feeling like a douche about what happened and making it up to you some how.

-“Get dressed princess we’re going out”
-“for what?”
-“Just get dressed”

-Low key melts every time he looks at you, like fuck, he let you tear down his walls, you’re his world.

-Spoils the shit out of you, and doesn’t give a fuck about what people think, just minor annoyed when people think he’s soft.

-He’s secretly soft, even though you’ve pointed it out.

-Still denied it.

-So whipped for you, but tries to keep up the tough guy look.

-Fails at keeping the tough guy look when you call him at one of his nights out with the guys and leaves to go to you.

-Down time is a must with him, he gets stressed easily, and usually keeps his anger/frustrations locked up. This usually leads to him accidentally blowing up on you.

-Because of this, it landed him a week on the couch, 10/10 tried to sneak back into bed, but you caught him trying it.

-This landed him an extra week.

-He thinks about what it’s like to have kids with you.

-This later leads to a long conversation with Xavier about what he should do.

-Dad goals to the max.

-Gets pissed if someone looks at you. But you reassure him that he’s the only one for you.

-Once got caught being all mushy and smiley with you by Kurt when he accidentally bamfed into the room you were in.

-Kurt was shitting his pants, he best keep his mouth closed because 10/10 Logan will turn into the wolverine asap.

-Later finding out that Logan threatened the smol bean, and lecturing his ear off.

-This lands him another long week on the couch.

-He probably thinks that he should just marry the couch because it’s seen him more than he’d like to admit.

-Long conversations about nothing, just ramblings about how your days been going.

-Logan always looks forward to these ramblings.

-Still suffers from extreme PTSD nightmares, this scares him because he thinks he’s going to hurt you one night.

-You have to reassure him that he’d never hurt you.

-Has a secret nickname that he has for you behind closed doors(like baby girl, or sweet heart) but out in public,it’s usually babe or love.

-Y'all probably gonna get married.

-Who am I kidding, you got married.

-Logan got his kids.

-Both of you are happy as fuck together tbh.

-Logan is legit husband/boyfriend goals.

Okay so I feel like I have to write this after seeing so many hate William posts!

Like it or not William was a big and important character in season 1 and 2, he was the one many fans fell in love with. Yes, Thomas left in season 3 because he didn’t want to be known only for his role in SKAM but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t grateful for his role in the show.

Many say that William was an abusive character in the show, that he was rude, and that he was just not worth caring for. But y'all know what, he was never an abusive or rude character. William had his changes like ALL the characters on the show did. I mean look what Isak did to Eva in season 1, look what Sana did in season 4 to her friends, William isn’t the only character who did wrong things in the show.

Another thing, I get that many are “upset” because Even didn’t get many scenes in the show, many of you said he should since he had a role in this season. Well guess what, so did William. Even isn’t the only one who deserves to have a closure storyline, he isn’t the only character that the fans fell in love with.

So can we stop with the hate posts about William/Thomas and enjoy these last two episodes? This isn’t about Even, or William, or Noora, or Isaak. This season is about Sana and her feelings, her opinions, and the consequences to her actions.

I absolutely LOVED this part here. It shows how truly psychotic Anti is. Jack really did a FUCKING AMAZING JOB acting as Anti. Seeing this after the “Say Goodbye” video, I can just say that this is a damn good GLOW UP.
Oh! You know what is also a FANTASTIC glow up? Robin’s editing! Give that talented man a big, gigantic round of applause. You can just see how hard he must have worked on editing this video. He gets so much better every time and honestly, this is the style of Anti that I REALLY FUCKIN LIKE. “Say Goodbye” was okay, “Always Watching” was great, but “Kill Jacksepticeye” was absolutely mind blowing! Thank you @therealjacksepticeye and @pixlpit for making all of this amazing stuff happen! We love you both! ❤ *cough* and we cannot forget the wonderful Signe for the beautiful pictures on Instagram! We all loved them to death! And of course, we all love you too @wiishu❤❤

Imagine Chris tricking you into going to the dentist.

You ran your tongue along the top left hand corner of your teeth, wincing at the slight tangy feeling. You knew something was wrong and that it was in your best interest to get it checked out, but your fear of the dentist convinced you otherwise. You stirred your cereal, watching the Lucky Charms float in your bowl; you were hungry but unable to eat due to the pain in your mouth.

“Hey,” Chris’ voice called from a distance and you looked up; he stood, arms crossed and leant against the archway frame with a smile on his face. “Are you going to finish that sometime today? ‘Cause we’ve got places to be,” he said and spun his keychain around his index finger.

“Yeah, I’m done.” You pushed the bowl aside. “Where are we going?” Your eyes narrowed slightly. “I thought we were just going to spend the day at home. Why did we rent those movies then?” You asked when he shook his head.

“We’ll watch them later tonight,” he answered and pushed himself off the wooden frame. “C'mon,” he held out one hand for you to take and you did, hopping off the bar stool. “You might want to go change first, can’t have the paps catching you in one of my shirts and ruining that always-dressed-to-the-nines image you’ve created for yourself.”

“Ha ha,” you bit sarcastically. “You’re just jealous ‘cause they think you’ve got no fashion sense. Evans doesn’t seem to be as bothered with fashion as his girlfriend, sporting a plain white tee and grey track pants.” You mocked him and he scoffed, leading you upstairs. “Aw, babe. Don’t be so hard on yourself, you were coming from the gym.”

“So were you!” He retorted with a chuckle and you smiled. “And yet you looked like an angel from heaven. Shiny high pony, glistening sun-kissed skin, somehow already dressed to the nines despite just working your cute little ass off.” You giggled softly. “It’s hard to keep up, Y/N.”

“You chose not to shower and change,” you poked him in his butt and he laughed, “so that’s not on me. But you know what though,” he glanced over his shoulder at you, “you’re so handsome that you could wear a garbage bag and look fine as hell.”

“Thanks,” he chuckled.

“Did you really have to come upstairs when I’m the only one who has to change?”

“Yes, because I’m here to enjoy the show,” he teased and winked when you laughed.

He dropped your hand and moved to sit at the foot of the bed, while you headed into the walk-in wardrobe. You shuffled through your clothes, wondering what to wear. It was cold outside so the outfit definitely needed your favorite brown boots, your go-to navy Burberry coat, and one of your many scarves; you chose the red silk one. You figured it was best to go casual- with a pair of skinny jeans and a comfy sweater- after all, what glamorous event could Chris take you to on a Wednesday morning?

“Where are we going?” You asked then subconsciously brushed your back tooth with your tongue again. You grabbed a bra out of the drawer before you undressed, turning your back to Chris which amused him.

“Why don’t I toss a quarter at something I haven’t seen before?” He teased you and you turned, flipping him off when you’d put your bra on. “And I’m not telling you, it’s a surprise. But you’ve got the right outfit for it,” he said and beckoned his head at your choice of clothes.

“What kind of surprise are we talking about here?” You grabbed your jeans, pulling them over your legs. “It’s not my birthday and we don’t have any anniversaries coming up.” You put your sweater on then worked to tie your scarf around your neck. “Unless you’re planning something for Christmas, or your going away present.”

“How about you just stop talking and finish getting dress so we can get to it?”

“That’s something I won’t miss when you go away,” you began and he raised an eyebrow. “Your damn bossiness,” you bit and he laughed. “Honestly- it’s like I’m in the army or something.” You continued to tease him, biting back your smile. “You’re just Captain America in the movies, you’re Chris Evans in real life.”

“Duly noted,” he nodded as you pulled your socks on. “Now hurry up.”

“Ugh,” you made an annoyed face and he chuckled, “just go to Vancouver already.”

“You’re going to miss me when I’m gone, sweetheart.”

“Yes I am,” you agreed with a smile.
• • • • • • • •
“Fro-yo?” You raised at eyebrow at Chris when he pulled up in front of the shop. “Your big surprise is frozen yogurt?” You asked then laughed before he could respond. “Well, I wasn’t expecting something this small but I love Fro-yo so- thanks, babe.”

You got out of the car first and he followed, grabbing your hand before you could enter the store. He spun you around, chuckling softly at your confused face. “We’re not getting Fro-yo,” he said and you felt your face fall. “Yet,” he added. “We have to go somewhere first.”

“Where?”

“This way,” he beckoned his head, using his thumb to point in the direction behind him. “Don’t worry, we’ll grab fro-yo on the way back. That’s why I parked the car here, so we have to grab some before we head home.”

“Okay.” You nodded happily, unaware of what was yet to come. “What are we doing on this side of the town?” You asked as he entwined his fingers with yours; the two of you strolled down the seemingly familiar street. “Have we been here before?”

“You haven’t,” he shook his head. “You’ve been where we’re going before, we just took a different route.” He told you and you nodded in acknowledgement. “It’s just down this way.” The two of you turned the corner and continued down the path in silence until- “I’m going to buy you all the fro-yo you want after this, okay?”

“Okay?” You looked at him weirdly. “Why are you talking to me like I’m- You have got to be fucking kidding me.” You yanked your hand out of his and stopped when you spotted the big sign that said ‘Dr. Evans Orthodontist Practice’. “Chris!” You frowned and he winced. “No, I love your dad and I would trust him with my life- but not when he’s a dentist.”

“You need to have your teeth checked,” he took both of your hands in his and looked at you with pleading eyes. “Babe, you’re clearly in pain. I’ve gone along with your charade for- two weeks now, but I’m going away soon and I can’t keep an eye on you anymore. Just- go get your teeth checked, I’ll sit in there with you and hold your hand.”

“Chris,” you whined.

“Y/N,” he said in a firm tone. “Come on, Dad is a great dentist. It won’t even hurt, I’ll make sure he puts you to sleep or whatever. Just- please,” he pleaded. “You need to get your teeth done, it’ll be worst if you don’t do it now.”

You knew he was right; you heaved a heavy sigh and mumbled, “fine. I’m going to break your bank with the amount of fro-yo I’m going to get after this,” you muttered bitterly and let him lead you into the dentistry.

“It’s okay,” he smiled. “I’ve got enough money to buy you the place.”

“You’re lucky you’re faster than me otherwise I’d be outta here,” you told him.

“You’re going to be fine,” he chuckled and kissed the side of your head.
• • • • • • • •
“That wasn’t so bad, was it?” Chris asked as you nursed your large frozen yogurt; you bit back your smile and nodded, sighing. “I told you Dad was good at his job,” he smiled. “He’s going to see you once every six months to make sure all’s well with you.”

“Yeah, I’m not going unless you’re there with me.” You told him and he laughed. “It’s not the pain that bothers me, it’s not knowing when it’s going to stop. Then there’s the sound of the drill and the needles in my mouth and- ick,” you scrunched your nose in disgust.

Chris watched you with a small smile on his face, despite how irrational and childish you could be sometimes, he never once felt the urge to question his love for you. To him, you were perfect; just as he was to you. Your mom told you that people were incapable of change, that no matter how hard a person worked towards change- they’d eventually relapse and return to their old self. She said that when you truly loved, you had to learn to love everything about a person and if you couldn’t, they weren’t the one for you. You’d been through a fair share of 'not-the-one’, like Chris- you never thought you’d find 'the-one’, and then you met each other. With him, all was suddenly right in the world.

“You’re adorable, you know that?”

“I’m aware,” you smiled.

“I’m going to miss you when I go,” he reached for your hand and gave it a light squeeze. “Will you come visit me? I know you’re going to be busy in January with your own movie but- before that, will you come visit me?”

“Of course I will,” you told him and his smile widened ten-fold. “After all, how could I not visit the dumb dork who loves me enough to trick me into going to the dentist?”

So I’ve been on Jim little over a month and already there’s so many of you, I’m just so blown away, especially since I was a little insecure with him initially. The Sherlock fandom has just been so damn welcoming and honestly you’re all just the sweetest bunch, I’m so glad I came back after all the years I spent away (I used to run a Sherlock blog five years ago, which seems like a lifetime ago honestly). 

I’m going to throw all the love under the cut, just because there’s likely going to be a lot of it and I don’t want to spam the dash.

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Title: The Newest Family Addition

(part two from this original one-shot).

@jasoncrouse requested: I LOVED the one you wrote with my other request, so I was wondering if I could maybe request another one-shot with me, Jason, and Susie where Jason and I are having another baby, and Susie was really excited at first, but as it gets closer to her brother or sister actually being born, she gets worried she’s gonna be replaced and Jason and I will love the new baby more than her, so she’s like ‘do I really HAVE to be a big sister?’ and Jason and I talk to her? Just fluff, fluff, fluff!

Character(s): Jason Crouse and Jen (original female character)
Summary: Jason and Jen tell Susie the good news, but as the months progress and Jen’s baby bump begins to show, Susie becomes anxious that her parents will replace her.
Word Count: 2,265
Warning: Fluff!!!
Author’s Note: AHH! Okay, I live for this pairing now. I just may start a damn series with these two, starting from the day they met until this point of this story because I love them so much. Thank you, @jasoncrouse for requesting all the good fluff! I have such an amazing time writing it! I hope you enjoy this! :-)

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Barry Allen Imagine - Always
Gender - Female
Author - Maddie
Warnings - sad, death, kissing,

(Y/E/C) = YOUR EYE COLOUR

(Y/N) = YOUR NAME




“Run Barry, run!” You screamed out.


You caught a glimpse of his lightning trail before being thrown into a wall. You let out a shriek and coughed, instantly getting up even though your bones were aching in protest.


You had no clue who this person was, but they had incredible strength and was able to change their body into a weapon. Once you finally stood, you did your best to fight the metahuman off, but once the man’s hand formed into a large blade, you knew you weren’t making it out without an injury - or if you made it out at all.


You weren’t afraid of dying, the thought was almost peaceful to you. But it was the secret you had kept for so long from Barry, you wouldn’t be able to tell him. You have been in love with him as soon as you set (Y/E/C) eyes onto him.


And with a wail, you felt the agonising pain of your lower organs being ripped apart.



It was at that moment, when the metahuman’s hand struck through your stomach, he realised how much you really meant to him.


“(Y/N)!” He yelled out in shocked, speeding over to you and catching your fragile body in his arms. He lowered you both to the ground, holding on to you tightly.


He dismissed the metahuman and tried to stop the bleeding, placing his hands over the large wound, he tried pressing down but your cold hands held his fingers tightly.


“Barry s-stop..” 


But he only let out a frustrated yell, pressing down harder as he saw the blood pool around you both.


“I have to - I have to do something.” He got ready to pick you up, but you let out a scream as it felt like your body was on fire.


“Just stay with me,” You pleaded, your lips painted with blood. “Please.”


You placed your now freezing hands onto his cheeks and took a big breath. “I love you, Barry Allen.” You watched as his hands slid over yours with a blurry vision, although you could not feel his hands over yours, you knew he was holding on tight. “I’ve always been in love with y- you.”


“I’ll always be in love with you.”


“(Y/N),” His wide, teary eyes were now determined. “You’re going to be okay, you have to be okay.” 


You both knew as soon as he whimpered those words, it was not true. Your blood stained your clothes, Barry’s suit and the concrete floor around you. Your body had become numb to everything and you had turned a white shade.


“Please don’t leave me,” He sobbed as soon as he saw your eyes closing, your grip on his cheeks loosening. He held your limp hands against his cheeks, shaking them. “Come on, stay awake (Y/N). Caitlin - Caitlin will fix you, please -”


“Barry.”


And with that, you let out your last breath and started to close your hooded eyes, watching as Barry leaned over you, screaming in agony. But all you could do was watch his with complete and utter love as you welcome the darkness.

Imagine – Sam helping you through a depression episode

Word Count – 1,766

Pairing – Sam x Reader

Triggers – Depression, mentions of not eating

A/N – Going through this so wanted to write this to cheer me up, hopefully it can cheer you up too.

-

These past few days have been shitty as hell. You’ve tried to fought through this for years but it was getting worse. Hunting was getting tiring, people dying cause of you every single day. Not sleeping cause your mind wouldn’t let you and you needed to do research anyways. Your bags under your eyes were so dark, makeup couldn’t even hide it and the boys took notice to it very quickly.

Dean was always one of those people who hid things deep down inside and would cover it up with anger, but sadly you weren’t like that. He’d tell you “it’ll get better” and that’ll be it. Cas would just ask if you were okay every few times, not taking anything to it. But there was someone who was different than them when it came to this, a lot different.

Sam Winchester.

Sam Winchester, the man who saved the world once but could barely save himself. The man who can’t save himself, but he’ll try his damn hardest to save you and his broken older brother. The man who’s been to hell and back, and he’s still the most kind hearted person on this planet. Nothing could bring him down, he was stronger than he gave himself credit for.

“Hey y/n, it’s time for dinner.” He said, slowly opening up your door to your dark room

You grumbled and faced your back to him, making his heart sink to his stomach. He placed the plate of food on your dresser, turned on your bed room light that burned your eyes and sat next to you, laying his hand softly on your leg over the blanket.

“You’re depressed again, why? Talk to your moose.” He chuckled, trying to make you laugh but just as he expected, nothing.

“I won’t leave you. I’ll bring my food up here, and we can eat together and watch American Dad. How does that sound?” You nodded softly, making him smile.

“That’s my girl, I’ll be right back.”

-

It’s been 8 days since you’ve had an actual meal, maybe more. You, Sam and Dean lost track. The boys would always try to give you any food you wanted, anything in the world but you wouldn’t take it. The only thing you’ve been “eating” was snacks, which drove Sam crazy.

“Sweetie, we got you mashed potatoes, your favorite!” He yelled happily, sitting next to you on your bed and handing you the plate while you just stared at it.

“Come on y/n, it’s been 8 days without actual food. You gotta be starving.”

“I’m not hungry, thanks anyways.”

Before you could roll back over he held your shoulder and looked at you in the eyes with a broken, sad look. You gave him one back and sighed. You noticed how tired and stressed he looked, as he did at you also.

“It’s okay to not be okay, but it’s not okay to starve yourself. Eat, I’ll help.”

He picked up the spoon and scooped a little of the mashed potatoes on it, just a little for you to get used to it and not take to much to fast. He gave you a sad look again as he fed you the food, smiling as he realized you actually swallowed it and didn’t just throw it away, probably because he was there but good enough.

“Sam, I’m to tired to eat.”

“You’re probably tired from not eating.”

The night went on as he slowly fed you. It fled with small talks and soft laughters, which felt amazing. You two ended the night watching movies in each other’s arms. That was the first night you both fell asleep, peacefully. Without a worry in the world.

-

You woke up with sweat running down your face along with tears and puffy eyes. It’s been about two weeks since you fell asleep with Sam and ever since then you haven’t been able to sleep, again.

You got up and threw on your robe, walking quietly out of your room and on our way down the hall to Sams, peaking in Dean’s open door and seeing him passed out with a book on his head and beer in his other hand.

You walked in and placed the beer on his nightstand, along with the book folding the corner of the page so he wouldn’t lose his spot. You placed his blanket on top of him and noticed him curl into it with a smile, making you smile for the first time in weeks.

After that you walked to Sam’s room, seeing the door was closed shut. Your heart raced as you nervously turned the knob and walked into his pitch black room, scary as hell after the nightmare you just had.

Once you closed the door you heard Sam jump up in his bed and cock the gun under his pillow, making you terrified.

“It’s just me, Sammy.”

He sighed in relief and placed the gun under his pillow, turning on the lamp on his lampstand next to his bed after. His hair was in random places and he looked tired, making you feel guilty that you woke him up.

“I’m s – sorry I woke you up. I’ll go if you want.”

“What? No, no, no. Cm’ here.”

You walked over and laid slowly on his bed as he moved over, making room for you. After you laid down he wrapped his strong arms around you tightly, laying his chin on top of your head.

“Nightmare?” You nodded

“We don’t have to talk about it if you want to sleep.” He shook his head and chuckled softly.

“I would never just abandon you like that besides, I’d rather spend time with you than sleep, so spill the beans.”

You laid your head more on his chest and wrapped your arms around his waist as he rubbed his finger tips on your back softly, telling you it’s okay.

“I was in hell, and they kept…just kept making me kill innocent children. It was terrible, Sammy. I can’t … I can’t even imagine.. Then Lucifer, he showed me you and Dean. Like they looked just like you guys, but god what they said …”

“You’re holding us up, y/n. Our work would be a lot easier without you. Not to mention you fuck up all the time.”

“Also, who wants to work with a depressed, suicidal girl? You know? Gotta watch what ya say all the time. Also, gotta pull your lame ass out of it cause you’re to fucking weak to do it yourself. Me and Sam? What are ya gonna do when we’re dead? You’ll be dead too. You can’t live without us, y/n and you know it. We’re you’re lifeline, cause you’re fucking weak.”

“You should’ve died instead of Charlie, it should’ve been you up there not her. That’s on you.”

By now you were in tears, as was Sam. He looked at you with shock, like you were insane. He bit his lip and wiped your tears away, rubbing his thumb on your cheek as he did.

“There was more, but I don’t …” He cut you off

“You don’t have to finish if you don’t want to, okay? I’m proud of you for saying all that as it is.”

You nodded sadly as he hugged you, burying your face in his neck and gripping onto his shirt as you cried. He ran both of his hands up and down your back and kept telling you sweet things to calm you down, but there was one thing that got you the most.

“I’m in love with you, y/n.”

You pulled away and looked at him with shock

“What?”

“I said I love you, you goofball.”

You laughed happily and hugged him tighter again, this time with tears of joy. You placed your fingers in his brown hair, smiling against his shoulder while he hugged back, just as happy as you were. You leaned back and placed your hands on his blushed cheeks, kissing him softly at first but then harder as time went on.

He ran his big hands in your hair and smiled against your lips as you did the same. You both pulled away, smile never leaving either of your faces. You both were happy, for the first time in a long, long time.

“None of those things that that son of a bitch made you think was true, okay? None. Dean and I love you, very, very much. But he doesn’t love you like I love you.” He winked, making you chuckle.

“We need you just as much as you need us. We’re family. Cas needs you, I need you, and Dean needs you. We all need each other to survive in this insane world, that’s a fact. Also, we don’t mind helping you through your episodes, okay? I know Cas and Dean don’t do to much, but that’s just cause they don’t know how I guess. Hell, I barley know how to cheer people up but I try for you.

Don’t ever, ever! Be scared to ask for help. Asking for help is okay, always okay. It doesn’t mean you’re not strong, or not powerful enough to deal with this alone. We all need help sometimes, and that is a – o – kay. I need your help a lot, you don’t even know how much you help me y/n. You’re there for me, I’m here for you. Cause we love each other, and that’ll never go away. I love you, I love you, I love you. It kills me to see you like this, cause I love you so much. Same for the other two but you know what I mean. So please, don’t ever be scared to come to one of us. We love you, more than you’ll ever know.”

He pushed your hair out of your eyes and wiped the stray tears away, kissing your cheeks after. He laid back with you in his arms and wrapped each other’s legs with one another. It was cold in the room, but it felt warm with you two together.

“Always keep fighting the fight, babe. We got this, together.”

And he was right. Sam Winchester, the man who always made sure the people he loves felt loved as well, and he did a great job at it.

Hey everyone! Wow, 2015 has just flown by… It’s been quite the rollercoaster!

I want to thank all of you guys for following me and acknowledging my existence on this website. I look forward to another great year with you!

These are the amazing people I follow, and they make my dash a wonderful place. :’)

P.S. I might have missed a few people, and I’m sorry if I did! You can message me with the chat thingy if I missed you

bold — favorite blogs

ABCD

@americanultra@anthony-masen@bcllaswan@beaustew@bedpostsongs@butterscotch-eyes@cmpassionatesoul@cullencircus@dkaotajohnson@dxmnedregardless

EFGH

@everdreems@fragilehvman

IJKL

@imteamkstew@infinitekristens@isabella-masen@itsfrarysreign @jacksonrathbons@kingdomlightsshine@kissesoncheekss@kristeenstewaart@kristenstrwart@kristensttewart@krustenstewarts@lambsnows@lekinkytwilighters@llaurenjauregui@love-in-the-meadow@lovelystewart

MNOP

@melindasordinos@nighttime-patrons@pieceofourforever@posiaeden

QRST

@queentrials@robstenx@rosealiehale@stewartboxd@sturmhond@sweetlambs@targarysen@theuncoordinatedone@twilight-af@twilight-midnightsun@twilighter4eva@twilightsagadaily

And that’s it! Thank you all for being amazing people and making Tumblr fun for me. Happy holidays! ❤️

Wait….. hold on… Hmmm. I feel like I’m forgetting something. Oh, riiiighht. Don’t mind this I’m just trying to troll the squad lmao bc they joked about a paragraph being dedicated to each of them and now I’m actually doing it haha

SPECIAL MENTIONS! (still alphabetical)

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So recently I just hit 1,500 followers… and honestly that blows my mind. Like tbh I didn’t even expect this blog to get so big so I’m very thankful. I really am. all of you mean a lot to me and even though I don’t follow everyone back doesn’t mean I don’t care about you. I love every single one you. So thank you for following me and this lame blog. Okay okay before I start crying and being all mushy lets just get on with this forever follow !!

here are some of my favorite blogs that I 100% recommend  

my lamer best friend and lovely gif maker of this - mickeyblades 

also if y’all didn’t know I’m “part” of paopuroomies with vani-e

A - F

aerialrecovery aerialslam aeroas agentsokka akashis angelnamine ansemsapprentice arsxarcanum aspio assault-twister birthsbysleep blackpaopu blazegem boxonarock burningaxel caerberus captaintooru celestial-wayfinder cereayeol chakrum childofsparda cutiepiexion darksplicr datamarluxia datasora demachic destinyislands dotachi dulcetfantasy elixierium emolise enoughaboutsora escarletes finalaeon finalmix floyd  fuckyeahkingdomheartsseries fyeahkh

G - L

gainsboroug gatorbiscuits gayeyebrow gaykuroo gladiolvs grand-piano haikq hell-blizzaga hhinakawa hollowbastion hylian-reborn iwatobies izumou justnosense k0ushis kaiptivated kairies kairisheart kanekx keeeyblades keiko-chan keyblade-ofheart keyofguidance kh-restart khdecoded khnightmares khpalooza khparadise khsanctuary khvanitas khxemnas khxwayfinders kingdombutt kingdomheartsnyctophiliac kingdomsanctuary kurctsuki kurogamis kurooes kuroutetsurou kurtzisa larxenereplica leablade lightaga limitforms limitstorms lockuhart lovecakess lovelysora 

M - S

makoharuh mamaiwaizumi marluxiah masterxaqua mcxigbars memorywitch mikkaelas miryel-beggins mizuyaks morpha narxinba night-ray nijuukoo niosism nishiinoyas no13roxas noctis-l-caelum noyasahi nxctis ohmyneoshadows oikws orxas paopufruiit paoputrees peneloe pikanoot planitb poopoofruit princesoraxiv princess-aceee queenimpa radicalriku ramflega refleja rnasterterra roksass rokurawkss roxahs roxas-uke scottyyy77 seasaltandcastles seifers seiirins sephirona sexpai shiirokis shockdive shotlocked shusagisakas silence-traitor silverblake silvernerd sleepysylveon sleepyxion sokais sora-donald-goofy soroku sparklysora ssousuke starletheaven stopza swallotail swordingering

T - Z

tachibanaharukas tail-hearts taka-maple terra-time terrasnort thalassashells theunversed thvlassa tiduspoo tresbienghoul tsuyuake twewy twilight-horizon twilightown unverzed unversed vanikey vanillavanitas venaa-chan venerith venkun ventus-went-us ventusu vii-lights vvayfinders vvhite wakeventus wayfinderventus wayfinderx wayfindrs welqaia whoa–nelly wingblade x-heart xcrystalxstasisx xemynort xiumin-senpai yourhandiheld yunalesca zaidelles zelos-wilders zerograviga zetsueen zexicon zizigia


ALSO SORRY IF I DIDN’T MENTION YOU!! literally so many people changed their url’s and I don’t know who is who ~

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worst part of TFA shooting according to Adam Driver

Omg it’s your birthday again, babe! You’re 26 now omg, stop getting older. Thanks in advance. Thank you for continuing to be hardworking and humble. I can tell that you are appreciative for everything that has happened to you. It’s evident in the way you treat us and in the way you interact and treat your peers. Knowing that I’m a fan of someone like you, Lee Seunghyun… makes me very proud.

#happyseungriday #seungriiseverythingday

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Okay but that little sigh Robert does and the way his shoulders relax after he says Aaron is his boyfriend really speaks to me on a spiritual level.
Rob, who has always tried to put up a front, just admitted out loud to somebody that he is anything other than straight. That sigh to me seems like an “Okay, I’ve said it. That wasn’t so bad. The world didn’t end.”
As someone who has struggled with this before, I can tell that this is a big deal for him and it’s terrifying, but he’s willing to go above and beyond for Aaron because he truly loves him and genuinely cares for his safety, and to me that is beautiful.