i just like making these ok i need excuses

On my schedule today was a  pancake tortoise that was coming in because it wasn’t eating. I got all of my examination equipment ready and went into the exam room to get started. A young man was sitting in a chair with a shoebox on his lap. We chatted for a bit and then I started asking him questions about his tortoise.

I found out he had purchased the tortoise from a reptile show 8 years ago and that it lived in a ten gallon aquarium with gravel for substrate. It’s diet consisted of lettuce and carrots. Only. The only water provided was from a spray bottle that was used to mist the cage every other day. There was no heat, UV light, cage decor, hide, nothing. I wrote everything down and asked him for the box.

I opened the box and looked inside and nearly lost my composure. Inside was a stunted, gnarled creature about 4 inches long with a grossly abnormal shell. I took him out and put him on the table and pulled himself across the table bits and pieces of his carapace fell off. I don’t mean the scutes, I mean the actual pieces of bone that make up the shell. You could see his organs through gaps in his ribs.

“I will be right back” I said and grabbed the tortoise and went into the treatment room. I was so angry that my hands were shaking. Calculating some dosages I handed them to my tech and asked her to draw up pain medication and a sedative. “Did he approve this?” she asked.

“No. I don’t care. Please draw it up and give this IM.”

Slowly I walked back into the room. I asked the owner how long the tortoise had been like that. He wasn’t sure. He had just stopped eating a day ago. Up until then it was perfectly healthy.

“Your tortoise has been very poorly taken care of. If he were a dog this would be considered animal abuse. Because he is a reptile I am not very likely to get far with the authorities so I’m gonna make you a deal. You sign him over to me and pay for the examination and you can go.”

He thought about it and told me no, it was his tortoise. I asked why he didn’t take care of it. “I thought I was” was his response.

“Why doesn’t he have any source of heat?”

“I didn’t know they needed it.”

“Why didn’t you give him UV light?”

“I didn’t know they needed it.”

“You are telling me that you never opened a book, magazine, internet care sheet, nothing to find out how to care for a tortoise?”

“Yeah. I just thought I knew.”

We talked some more and I finally convinced him to sign the tortoise over. I went back to check on him and he looked even worse. More of his shell had fallen off. I could see his lungs now. I decided it would be for the best to humanely euthanize him so he wouldn’t suffer anymore.

In this day and age “I didn’t know” is not a valid excuse. You can look up anything on your phone from who invented pizza to where the closest movie theater is. There are literally hundreds of books, websites, and internet forums all about reptile care. You can call any veterinarian before purchasing an animal and ask them about their care and I promise you they will talk to you.

I am no longer going to gently nudge people in the right direction husbandry wise. I will no longer tell them “well, lots of people make that mistake, it’s ok”. I am going to call it like it is and if an animal is suffering they will know it is abuse. There is zero excuse for this.

It is sad that reptiles and other exotics don’t have the “cute” factor other animals do. No one would allow an owner to get away with feeding their dog nothing but potato peelings  because they just “didn’t know” and yet it is perfectly fine to own a reptile and watch it slowly starve to death because someone “didn’t know” it needed to eat insects.

Iguanas that live in cages so small they can’t turn around. Tortoises kept without the proper heat gradient. Monitor lizards over fed until they are morbidly obese and can’t even walk. This is all abuse and it is wrong. Unfortunately reptiles are survivors and they can be dying for YEARS before anything is noticed. Owners confuse being alive with being healthy far too often.

I simply cannot stand by and watch this happen anymore. I allowed myself to be drawn into the “well, exotics are different, people just don’t know” mind set and did lots of hand holding while owners declined or refused my recommendations. From now on I promise I will flat out tell people it is animal cruelty and will have to make a phone call if things don’t change. It will not make me a popular vet nor a rich one but at least I will be able to sleep at night.

My challenge to everyone is that if they notice an animal being abused politely but firmly call the owner out. There is no need to internet shame, threaten violence or bully someone. Simply tell them what they are doing is wrong, their animal is suffering and they need to fix it. There are numerous reliable resources to find the proper information. If they won’t fix it the proper authorities need to be contacted.

Day6: dating Jae would include


▪ honestly, if you’re the type to take everything seriously, this sunshine will change your view of life 

▪ always preaching about taking life easy and not over worrying about anything

 ▪ funny thing for him to say bc he’s always internally freaking out every time you smile or even glance towards him 

▪ you and Wonpil constantly teasing him and Brian over their bromance

▪ constantly tweeting some shady shit about you, but making it hella vague so you never know if it’s about you or Wonpil

 ▪ did I mention you and Wonpil are partners in crime when it comes to picking on him?

▪ prank wars are always on between you and Wonpil against jae and his other bf

▪ with Sungjin and Dowoon (not so) silently judging you all

▪ he can’t believe he picked a prankster as a gf, he can never catch a break

▪ sometimes, tho, you’re both really sweet to each other 

▪ not very good with expressing his feelings at first, but he just feels so strongly about you-

▪ so one day all the feelings that were bottled up came out like word vomit 

▪ all you could get out of the confession was “I love you sm ok like I literally never knew how much I needed a person until I met you, bruh, like I’m so in love with your face and everything-”

▪ that was all it took for you to tackle him and kiss the life out of him, RIP jae

▪ back hugs are a must. Will actually make up excuses just to hug you from behind “I saw some lint on your sweater” “ You just looked really cold" 

▪ you always having to initiate kisses, he’s actually very shy when showing some intimacy 

▪ loves playing with your fingers and your hair, especially when you’re telling him about your day and just chilling. He’s sitting there with a stupid grin, listening to your every word 

▪ so so so supportive of everything you do and stand for

▪ your personal cheerleader. Feeling sad? Cheesy memes coming up. Feeling exhausted? Jae’s there in .0002 seconds. Feeling hungry? Jae’s already at your place with chicken wings and soda

 ▪ actually very deep and will talk to you about everything going on in his beautiful mind

▪ not a casual cuddler, but you quickly convinced him otherwise

▪ pls never ever let this chicken nugget go, I promise he’ll treat you like a princess 💖

Originally posted by iday6


Okay while I’m at it (i mean talking abt my art policy w someone laughs)
I would like to share this thing happened to me from months ago.
Something I rlly have to tell to all my followers or people who visit my page.

To begin with, I’m a really flexible kind of artist regarding my own art’s policies.

Use as icon? Use it. Use as header? Use it. Repost? Redraw? Trace? Reference? Yep, totally don’t mind, go ahead. I see those stuff as ways to appreciate my art, instead i would like laughs at it and “wow why would you like my ugly art cries, thanks tho.”
There is only one thing I ask from you all, “a credit”, yep, a link back to my tumblr. Or my twitter, or my name, just anything.

Because all I want is “respect and honesty” alright, you don’t need to ask my permission, but if you respect me & my art you surely would at least write down my name on the caption right?

Lol i became too sappy im sorry.
And well so, it’s not rare, but not often either for me to saw my art getting reposted. But this one particular haikyuu page in fb reposted my art without a credit to me. I wouldnt tell which art and which page bcs i don’t want problems. Please don’t look it up either i beg you.

Ok so, ofc my friend is like “haru isn’t this your art?” So I’m like “oh yes it is”
So i went to the page, and comment, kindly and politely, to put my link to tumblr on the caption. Thought, honestly, i wouldnt mind if they don’t do it either bcs if you see the comment section, the link is there, right there.
But this page, instead of choosing to just ignore the comment, which is already quite rude, choose to delete my comment.
My friends are like “whoa wtf, do u need a hand” but I’m too tired of shits already so I’m like “nah it’s cool.”

Ok, so, I’m no big artist, and I’m totally cool with this kind of thing. But it’s rlly unrespectful to the artist to do this kind of thing man. If you can’t support the artist by buying their stuff, commissing them, well excuse u, at least pls support them by respecting them.

To the admin of that page, i forgive you but please don’t do it anymore cries.

I’m sorry for rambling too much, i just feel like i need to make this post so some ppl would know all i want is my name written on the caption
Here have a KageHina :’) i haven’t been drawing so much lately cries //rolls away

  • Me: *just minding my business playing Mass Effect: Andromeda*
  • Jaal: *swaggers in all defensive like*
  • Me: Oh ~hello~
  • Jaal: *starts talking*

anonymous asked:

could i request seungwoo roommate!au????

thanks for requesting!! 

edit: its 4 am and i finally finished,,,haven’t betad so ill fix tmr morning !!

- even though he can clearly take care of himself, you always end up looking after him bc you’re scared that he will somehow end himself when you’re gone

- you met him while you were hanging up posters for a roommate bc you couldn’t handle the fees all at once lol and it would be nice for an extra hand around

- daniel ended up moving in with jisung and even though he promised seongwoo that they would live together smh

- so seongwoo needed to find a place fast bc he preferred to not crash in a cramped apartment the whole year lol

- and found your ad for needing a roomie!! so he contacted you and it was history from there

- it was awkward at first but he always ended up cracking jokes to lighten the mood (which always works hehe)

- you two end up getting to know each other well and it seemed like you two are basically bffs lol

- becomes very affectionate to you so get used to skinship

- likes to ruffle your hair or give you big hugs or anything really

- or sometimes cuddles but not a lot!! because seongwoo would freeze up bc why is his heart beating so fast??

- seongwoo is in the dance club for the college so he always ends up coming home late and sometimes doesn’t make it to his room and just crashes in the living room sofa

- and you’re always home before him bc work ended earlier so you’re always there to take care of him

- u just kinda,,leave him there bc he was kinda heavy lol so you just cover him with a blanket and leave dinner in the microwave and a glass of water on the table for him when he wakes up

- even when its his turn to buy groceries or clean the apartment, he always seems tired or worn out half the time so you just kinda do it because you know he’s too tired to do it lol

- and sometimes u just feel like he takes you for granted?? like idk its like you end up doing all the work and you can’t help feeling this way because even if he has dance club,,,he should at least help

- but he does don’t worry

- in fact, he takes notice of all the things that you do for him and even though its his turn to buy things or do chores, you still end up doing it for him when you notice he’s exhausted

- he returns the favor actually!! whenever he notices that you’ve had a rough week or you have a huge project coming up and you can’t clean around the apartment

- he does the work and even buys you extra stuff bc all the things you do for him and he’s grateful fnbjik

- but sometimes you’ll have a rough day and you’ll be pissed and tired and it’s like seongwoo notices because the moment you walk through the door, he just encloses you in a big hug and stays there until you’re feeling better again

- and instantly, your bad mood is gone bc hugging seongwoo is like hugging a teddy bear hehe

- u always tries to shove food down his throat bc sometimes he’s so busy that he forgets to eat and smh like boy!!!! you need to eat!!

- ok moving on!!

- always greets you once you get home because he lowkey misses you and he’s glad that you’re back hehe

- always asks about your day and makes small talk and if you ask about his, will low-key be overdramatic about it because he loves making you laugh hehe

-okokkok  you’re studying music theory and you’re always trying to identify chords or if a song modulates or is planing 

- and seongwoo notices this ofc!! he notices how passionate you are while talking about music theory and he always sends you a random song because he knows that you like to practice a lot

- and you just go !!! because lowkey you didn’t think he would remember and the fact that he always asks about the songs and what you found interesting about it once he came home

- in return, you always ask about the dance club and ask him to show you his new moves hehe

- you always hype him up when you he shows you and move and he’s just !!! flustered but secretly glad

- and sometimes asks him to sing to you and its just !! an experience !! 

- his voice was so good though?? how does a human sound this good 

- like vocal king?? 

- jaehwan, somewhere far away: did someone sAy vocAl kIng?? 

- and its a cute and happy bonding experience!!

- ok but im not saying that if seongwoo were to ever cook for you, all he would make is cheap ramen or that chef boyarde stuff but thats exactly what im saying

- thus, you end up being the chef in the house because you’re the only one who can make sure that the both of you can get the proper nutrients needed hehe

- ok but living with seongwoo would include stealing his sweaters and he’s always like ?? where are my sweaters

- you: *wearing his sweater* hA hA i have no idea?? maybe you lost it hmMMM?

- he would notice and just,,,sigh LMFAO 

- ‘’ok but i need them because they complete my outfit hello’’ 

- ‘’choose a different one this one is comfy’’ 

- ‘’excUSE ME?? these are mY sweaters we shouldn’t have to argue give them back!!” 

- ‘’eXcUsE mE? nO” 

- ‘’just go wear yours wTF!!” 

- ‘’nO!! its different!!” 

- aka seongwoo just wearing another sweater as he ended up making you win because he got lazy LMFAO (even tho we both know he let u keep them bc he thought u looked cute !! hehe like those sweater paws?? he almost fainted wow legend) 

- ok story time!!

- once the two of you didn’t see each other for like three days because of midterms

-which was a wild ride like you breaking down in the library

- seongwoo passing out on the floor during a break from practice

- you almost turning in your paper late and having daehwi distract the teacher by coming up with some sob story of his s/o taking all of his money in his bank account so you can sneak in your paper

- seongwoo end up running from one side of the campus to the other because he went to the wrong classroom and only had like 3 minutes left to turn in his project

- you having a sugar crash and basically passing out for a day straight and waking up,,,,only to realize that u had class in a few minutes LMFAO

- and after that, you ended up collapsing on your bed in relief and probably sleep for like 3894375 years

- then seongwoo joins you and basically cuddles up to you bc a) he missed you and b) he missed talking to u

- and then the two of u end up sleeping and once u wake up, you two spill all the tea that has happened the past three days hehe

- all in all, a very cute relationship!! someone that you trust a lot and is vvvv glad you took the chance to accept him as a roommate!!

anonymous asked:

RapMon smut where the two of you watch a movie and a sex scene comes on so the two of you copy the scene if that makes sense?

Yes love~^^

I open my closet door pacing around as I find something to wear. My boyfriend Kim Namjoon aka Rap Monster is coming over to day so that we can watch movies and spend a day together. It’s been months since I seen him and I want to look good for him. But it seems nothing I look at or try on is good enough today.

I sigh once my eyes rake over my closet once more, feeling myself becoming frustrated I give up putting on a short pink sun dress that comes down to my mid thigh. I hear the door bell ring as soon as I start to turn my curlers on trying to fix my hair a bit. But that’s so Namjoon to show up when I least expect it. I turn them off running out of my room and down the hall past my front room to open my door.

Namjoon is standing there in full black. Black long sleeved shirt black choker, black baggy skinny jeans and black timberlands. I shiver inwardly as I take him in my mouth becoming dry at just looking at him. My eyes rake back up to his face, his smiling dimples and silver hair. I giggle ruffling it and he pulls me towards him embracing me in a hug as he places a sweet kiss on my lips. I moan softly missing the feel of his lips on mine. He breaks the kiss stepping back to look down at me a smirk playing on his lips.

“I’ve missed you jagi.. Your still so beautiful.” He says picking me up carrying me into the house pulling a yelp from my lips and a blush on my cheeks.

“I’ve missed you too sexy.” I hum as he shuts the door laughing at me.

“So what are we going to watch today?” I ask him as I grab his hand once his shoes are off tugging him to my couch in front of my big flat screen that’s placed on the wall.

“It is my turn isn’t it??” He says as he wraps a arm around my waist and I curl up to his side.

“Yeah yeah don’t play innocent.” I say jabbing his side and he giggles kissing my head.

“Well there is one movie.. It should be out on demand now..” He trails off and I raise an eyebrow.

“Ok give me the name.” I say grabbing the remote from the floor browsing til I get to my demand.

“It’s called fifty shades of grey.” Rap Monster says and I will myself not to blush. I read the books. Hell that alone made me want to whine for Namjoon whenever he was away. But I nod my head buying the movie as he holds me closer to him.

When it starts off my body relaxes a bit its nothing more then your typical love story with a bunch of fucking. Even the first few sex scenes are ok. But it gets to one in particular. She’s blindfolded and forced to listen to music while he teases her body strapping her down so she can’t touch herself. And she takes it. Brave girl.

“—.” The way Rap Monster says my name with a deep husky voice has my insides churning.

“Neh?” I ask him keeping my eyes on the screen to afraid to meet his heated stare.

“Let’s do that.” He says his hand rubbing up and down my leg lifting my dress a bit.

“Monster. No.” I say my body wanting to do it but my mind trying to escape.

“Come on baby. I want you. I’ve missed you. And it’s been a while since I was your master. You know you want it.” He says nibbling on my ear and I whine myself restraint giving in.

“B-but I don’t.. I never remember my safe word.” I say trying to create any excuse.

“Jagiya you know I’m only here for a week. Don’t be like this you know I won’t hurt you. I just wanna make you cum.” He says and I moan out loud dropping my head.

“Ok ok fine! But when I use the safe word you stop!” I say to him and he nods his head.

He stands up holding his hand out to me and I take it letting him pull me down the hall to my room. Luckily for me we have everything we need because of the simple fact that we are both kinky and whenever Rap Monster wants to fuck you that’s when you fuck and you don’t question him on what he’s doing to you unless you either want to A. not cum or B. be left sore for the next few days.

I stand in the middle of the room as Namjoon walks around not saying a word just getting everything ready. He places the blindfold a pair of beats, and the cuffs on the bed along with a pink medium sized box and a ridding crop and a whip. He hums softly as he sits down besides his items taking his phone out to play on it.

Once he’s done he gets rid of his shirt and he comes up to me with a wild dangerous smirk his attitude changing.

“Kneel.” He commands and I nod my head getting on my knees looking to the ground. The ironic part about this is I have to get in this position even when we aren’t acting out a movie.

“Safe word?” He asks me as he walks around me. I think about it for a second my eyes scanning over everything.

“Minnie.” I whisper softly a blush creeping on my face. Namjoon freezes and I don’t have to look up to know he’s blushing at the pet name I only used on him once when I dominated him.

“Ok. From now on until we are finished you will address me as sir or master or daddy if you prefer. I don’t care I just want to hear those beautiful moans from those sinful lips.” He says walking to the bed.
He picks the blindfold up as he comes to stand in front of me.

“Get up pet.” He says and I do as told standing up on my feet. Namjoon cocks his head to the side going to the pink box opening it pulling out a collar and leash.

“That’s not in the movie.” I state and Namjoon grabs me by my throat putting his face in mine.

“Did I tell you to speak?” He asks me his voice threatening and icy.

“N-no master.” I say softly looking off.

“Don’t let it happen again.” He says and I nod my head. He lets my throat go putting my purple leash on me that grazes my throat digging into my skin a bit but it’s not to bad. And he connects my white leash to it tugging me forward a bit.

He kisses my lips and I keep my hands at my sides as he places the blindfold over my eyes his lips molding with mine. He breaks the kiss walking behind me as he starts to pull at the hem of my dress his fingers teasing my skin on purpose.

“Do you know what I am gonna do to you and that tight little pussy of yours. How desperate I’m going to make you? Hmm I’m going to drive you crazy past the point of no return and then only then will I burry myself balls deep inside of you and make you cum on my dick back to back. I won’t stop until I break you. That is of course if you can hang that long. Arms up.” Namjoon says teasing me. I grit my teeth promising myself I won’t loose as the dress comes over my head. I shiver at the cold and I can feel how wet my panties are when I shift my weight to my left leg.

Namjoon gropes my breast his chest against my back and I bite my lip to stifle a moan.

“Let me hear you.” He commands grabbing at my nipples through my bra and I moan out his name hanging my head down.
Namjoon chuckles grabbing my hand and he leads me to my bed.

He lays me down after he takes my bra and panties off and he hooks the cuffs around my wrist connecting them to the headboard. He cuffs both of my legs spread apart to a spreader bar and places it down on the bed.

I lay there panting already anticipation drumming through my bones through my pulse as I listen to him move around the bed. The next thing I feel is beats being placed on my ear.

Namjoon’s voice fills my ears and my favorite song expensive girl plays first.

I bite my lips as I listen to his deep rapper voice as his hands trails some oil from the top of my neck down past my breast circling my nipples down to my pussy and his fingers rest on my entrance before he pulls back. I lay there as he climbs on top of me his mouth sucking at my left nipple slowly biting and pulling on it with his teeth. He sucks on my nipple trailing his tongue to lick at my areola before he starts to just suck and mark my left breast. He removes his mouth once he is satisfied and I feel a cool clamp being placed on my nipples.

I arch my back giving up at moan as he kisses his way to the valley of my breast and then to my right nipple. He treats it the same with his tongue giving me teasing sucks and licks as his hand pulls at the clamp that’s placed on my left nipple. I whine throwing my head back as he blows cool air on my nipple before he places another clamp on my right one,

He kisses down my body slowly his tongue gliding over to mark every ounce of skin. He stops at my belly button biting into it as he dips his tongue into it. I feel my legs tense up as he slides his tongue down farther licking across my V-line.

I with I could move to hold him touch him or touch myself in this case. My hands ache and twitch so much that I have to clasp them together to keep sane. Namjoon pulls away leaving me alone and panicky as his mix tape starts to play.

Listening to his rap alone can make me cum on spot. I try to close my legs my body twisting and writhing but a hand lays flat on my stomach stopping my movement.

I feel the ridding crop slam down against my clit and I yell out arching my back. Namjoon does it again before he leans down sucking away the sting on my clit. I scream softly as his tongue circles my clit slowly sending delicious jolts of pleasure through me.
Namjoon moves away from me once again. And then I feel his hand come down to my entrance. He circles one finger there before he removes it sliding a vibrating dildo inside of me that has bumps and rides.  He turns it on and the machine starts out slow thrusting into me then it starts to twist and spin inside of me stimulating the feeling of someone grinding there hips into me.

“FUCK PLEASE!” I yell out not knowing what I’m begging for. I don’t feel hands on me for a while the thing just thrusts into me hitting deep inside of my walls stretching me out. I think it won’t get any worse but then I feel the spreader bar being lifted.

Namjoon raises to until it is bending me in half the bar resting in my cuffed hands and I take that as a sign that he wants me to hold it. At this new position the dildo jams harder into me hitting my spot and cries leave my lips.

“OH MY GOD PLEASE LET ME CUM SIR!” I yell thrashing my head but still no replies. I don’t know what that means but I decide that maybe he will just be nice and let me cum. My toes curl up as I arch my back my orgasm approaching me but he takes the vibrator from me quickly and I cry out as my orgasm leaves me.

I feel the whip come down on my ass cheeks next. I groan holding the spreader bar tighter as he whips me my ass stinging with every blow he delivers to me.

He runs his hands up and down my ass cheek before I feel the crop coming down to hit at my ass cheeks. He alternates between soft flicks of his wrists and hard hits that leave me gasping and trembling as my juices slide down from my pussy to my ass.

I feel the bed dip but after a couple of minutes nothing happens so I relax myself. Namjoon grabs at my ass cheeks squeezing them before he spreads them wide.

I bite my lips wondering what he will do but he just lets the air blow on my ass hole. And then I feel his tongue probing at my entrance.

“M-master please! N-not there!” I whine and a slap is delivered to my ass from his hand. I whimper as my flesh stings from the impact of his hit my eyes watering slightly from the pain.

Namjoon pushes his tongue inside of my asshole licking it tracing it against my walls. I can’t help the way I clench and squeeze around his tongue because I’m not use to it being back there. It feels foreign.

Namjoon tongue my hole down lathering me up and getting me ready. He pushes the vibrator into my ass turning it on. I groan as my ass starts to get stretched my tight hole throbbing as he turns the machine back on. Once again it pushes deep into my hole pounding my walls and I try to squirm but it doesn’t help because I almost lose the spreader bar from my grip and I know he’ll be pissed.

Namjoon slides his tongue up and down my slit slowly. He bites into my pussy lips before his tongue swipes across my clit sucking on it. I sigh in pleasure a bit of frustration building in me because in the movie the girl had already came at least twice by now! Namjoon wipes all thoughts from my mind when he slides his tongue inside of my pussy flicking it fast against my spot.

“Hnn~ Ahh HA!” I cry out arching my back my breaths becoming short pants and gasps.

I feel Namjoon press a vibrator against my clit ripping more cries from my chapped bruised lips that I’ve bite so much on. I feel tears sliding down my cheek from being over stimulated my body frozen as my blood boils from the pleasure I feel.

I feel my wrist starting to burn from how hard I’m pulling at the cuffs cutting them. I shiver softly the pain turning me on more as Rap Monster’s deep voice fills my ears.

All of a sudden the music stops. And then just like the music Namjoon pulls away from me with the vibrator and slides the dildo out of me.

“NOO!” I wail crying as my orgasm slips away from me being so close yet so far away. My body trembles as tears pour from my eyes. I feel the headphones being taken off of my ears and I turn my head to the side not wanting to feel his touch if I can’t cum.

“I told you to use the safe word. You know I would’ve stopped. But you love it don’t you. You want more. You want my hard cock pressed deep inside of you don’t you?” Namjoon asks jerking at my leash making me arch my back and a pathetic moan falls from my lips.

“Y-yes.” I moan as he slides a hand down my leg.

“Yes?” He asks me slapping the back of my thigh.

“Yes daddy.” I hear him groan and that brings a little joy to my insides knowing he will hurry up.

He moves from me and I hear his feet shuffle a bit. I wait there calming my breath my legs starting to ache from this position. My nipples are getting sorer from the clamp that has been left to rest on them. I feel the bed dip in and then I feel legs against the back of my legs. I sigh in content as Namjoon settles himself between me.

He grabs at my legs and he rubs his dick up and down my slit. I moan softly trying to use whatever strength I can find to buck my hips up but nothing works. Namjoon chuckles pressing the head of his dick against my clit and I can feel him starting to fist himself until precum is sliding down my slit.

“Are you gonna beg?” He asks me as he pushes into my entrance fisting himself harder a moan slipping from his lips.

“Master please!” I start as I arch my back. He pushes into me and pulls circling his dick around my entrance.

“I taught you how to be filthy.” He says leaning down to kiss me quickly.

“BURRY YOUR COCK INSIDE OF ME!” I shout at him and I hear him intake breath.

“How you want it?” He asks deeply.

“Fuck me hard!” I beg.

“Want it rough?” He asks.

“Fucking pound it.” I say and he growls.

Namjoon slams his cock into my walls burying himself deep into me wasting no time drilling into my heat. I moan feeling so full as his girth slides in and out of my pussy leaving no inch untouched. I lick my lips yelling his name when he drags his nails down the underside of my legs marking me. I feel Namjoon place his lips on mine, his tongue tracing against mine.

He claims dominance over me quickly sucking on my tongue as he leans up taking the spreader bar from my hands holding them to my cuffed arms as he moans my name slamming his hips down into mine. He pulls all the way out and slams back in landing on my spot.

“DADDY!!” I let out a scream/cry of pleasure squeezing my pussy around him.

“Does that little bitch like this?” He asks jerking on my leash with one hand the collar cutting off my breath as I roll my eyes back.

“Y-YES DADDY FUCK ME HARDER!” I cry out my throat cracking and starting to sting.

“Good girl.” He groans tapping on my clit with the leash a bit. He groans starting to become more sloppier with his thrusts but still hitting my spot none the less. I can tell he is close. He starts to grind his hips deep into me his balls smacking my ass.

He grabs my leash tighter shoving the spreader bar back in my hand as he rubs my clit fast with his fingers.

“C-CAN I?!“ I ask not being able to finish my sentence my words jumbling together and all I can think about is how fucking good he feels filling me up over and over again.

"Cum on my cock. Daddy will reward you.” He says pulling my leash harder as he bites on my bottom lip tugging it his veins throbbing inside of me. The mere thought of him filling me with cum as well as how he pulls my breath from me is enough to send me over the edge.

“DADDY NAMJOON!!” Is the only thing I can cry out when he releases the leash letting me breathe again. My orgasms slams into me harder making my toes curl dangerously.

Namjoon pulls off my nipple rings and my whole body starts to tingle as he keeps drilling into me his fingers not letting up on my clit. He makes sure to push me past my breaking point, his mix of dirty words with him pulling on my leash again sends me back over the edge and I’m crying tears of pain and pleasure as my orgasm rocks back through me my pussy and clit becoming over sensitive.

“–!” Namjoon groans ask he continues to pound into me milking me with his seed. He grinds his hips deep into me again before he pulls out of me with a huff.

He groans and the spreader bar comes from my legs and I let them drop limply against the bed. He takes blindfold off smiling down at me and I damn near cum again. His hair is plastered to his face as beads of sweat rolls down his naked body his eyes sparkling and satisfied those dimples on display. He lets my wrist go from the handcuffs cursing.

“You should’ve fucking used the safe word!! What did I tell you!” Namjoon scolds me as he starts to clean me up placing me in the tub after he runs my bath water.

“I forgot the safe word.” I admit and he walks off groaning getting a towel as he starts to wash me up and soothe my pain.

Exo Reaction to Accidentally Confessing

   Slay guy would have you melting on the floor, so smooth that he would make you the blusher in this case.
“Look at you, you’re so red! Didn’t know you liked me that much.”

Originally posted by yixingsosweet

   Fluff ball would try and acted all manly but would turn into a blushing mess. He would try and do a smooth recovery but would stumble.
“What.. a.re you Lo..o..k..in.g… a..t?”

Originally posted by join-the-kpop-army

   You would be talking about how the other members were so cute and he would blurt out he was the one that liked you, not them.
“Hey Y/N I’m the one that likes you, so stop flirting with them.”

Originally posted by captivatesme


   It wouldn’t even be him that confessed, one of the members would run in on you two screaming about his huge crush. Only when the member noticed you beside him would he run.
“Excuse me Y/N, i just need to kill one of my children!”

Originally posted by yehet-a-kookie

   Wouldn’t even notice till you stopped responding to his questions, he would turn around to see you thinking really hard about something.
“What’s wrong Y/N? Are you ok?”

Originally posted by squishy-unicorn-kookies

   He would wish he wasn’t even born, he would question why he was living. He had done a great job hiding it for so many years and he just had to confess!
“Wow, ok i really just said that. Excuse me for a moment.”

Originally posted by myheartforgomez

   He would try and act so slay about it, making it seem like it was planned. He would be cool on the outside but inside he would be beating himself up for opening that mouth of his.
“Why do seem so surprised babe.”

Originally posted by dayafterdae

   His whole face would be beet red, he would try and not look at you in the eyes. He would try and find a reason to explain his action.
“I didn’t mean it like that, it’s just… Ugh I DON’T KNOW!”

Originally posted by fyeah-chanyeol

   He would try and turn away from you, covering his face with both of his hands. Mumbling about how stupid he was. When he heard you laugh he would look up blushing.
“What are you laughing at!!”

Originally posted by topfied

   Tao would act all high and put on a sly smile, watching as you lost your mind over the sudden confession.
“Y/N you look so happy” pulling you towards him.

Originally posted by kim-jongmin

   What a blushing mess, he would stare at you not believe that really let his feelings out, he just couldn’t take you saying no one liked you anymore.
“Did i really just say that?!”

Originally posted by fykai

   He would act like he never said anything. He would repeat over and over again that he didn’t say anything, making you really confused.
“ I didn’t say anything, what do you hear anyways”

Originally posted by blissful-reveries



Jackson x Reader

Requested By Anon

Part One  Part Three

“Hey idiots.” Jackson snapped as he took the seat behind Scott.


Scott and Stiles exchanged looks before turning to face Jackson who glared at them. Scott frowned and glanced at Stiles who shrugged and went back to giving Jackson a confused look.


“Why won’t (Y/N) talk to me again?” Jackson asked.


“Were you ever talking in the first place, I mean you kind of went from I hate your existence because I can to quick marry me?” Stiles asked unhelpfully.

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A few perks of being aro:

  • Think how much money you save on Valentines day like seriously go buy yourself your favorite candy bar yay
  • No messy breakups (glad I avoided that one)
  • Think of the puns
  • So. Many. Puns.
  • If someone invalidates your orientation you can just shoot an arrow at them (don’t do that I’m kidding please don’t shoot someone with an arrow and then say I told you to do that)
  • You have an excuse to make everything the color green (don’t tell me you don’t like green, everyone likes green ok just pretend)
  • You won’t have to spend your life searching for “the right one” instead you can search for “the right flavor of ramen noodles”
  • Just being aro in general like wow you’re so cool you don’t even need romance see you’re like a lone wolf and everyone likes wolves cause they’re so majestic and shit

So yeah don’t feel bad about being aro because wow so many cool things isn’t it amazing 

Before I fall for someone new

I don’t need you now, but I need your name.

You can tarnish the memory, but your voice- you cant take away.

It’s hard to stay, and I know time likes to play tricks on us

But I still love you,

If you’re still interested.

That burning?

Oh sorry that’s my eyes on that back of your head.

I’m just tracing the words you’ve said and what I’ve misread.

What’s it take to feel ok? Maybe we can reel in the day and save the waste.

You are my bad taste,

God you look good, perfect

Bum with no excuse

To not to lose the clothing excess.

The one question I really want to know

Do you still love me or am I just to hold?

You feel like you have messed this up

Still no one needs to know, we tried hard but never gave it another go.

Agreed not pick at the bone

But still with this, I just want to make a wish

I want you all alone.

Tarot: Sometimes it’s an Enabler

As I stated in my 1st #theseptembertarot challenge photo, I’m on a weight loss journey and I banned myself from reading the cards.

Kind of seems odd for a semi-pro tarot reader, but I’ll tell you why:  No amount of card slinging is going to make me eat foods on the diet.  No amount of paper sage advice is going to drag my booty out of the bed and put me on the yoga mat.  Sure I might feel better about doing things that are making me grumpy or sad, but it’s not going to make me do it. I need real results, not feels.

I don’t want coddling on days that it was hard or frustrating.  I don’t need my decks telling me “It’s ok to break the habit today Liz”.  No… it’s not OK I’ve been doing that my whole life.  I can’t do it anymore.

So here’s some advice from an experienced self reader:  Sometimes a reader just shouldn’t ask the cards.  When they know what they need to do, they know what’s right, they just don’t like it, or it makes them feel uncomfortable or anxious.  These are the times tarot isn’t needed. The reader is looking for an excuse when they consult the cards, to pursue the bad option.  the lazy path, or permission to do the selfish option without the guilt.  On those days… skip the deck of cards and get on with it.  Your mind, body, and soul will be all the healthier for it.

If you can’t bare to ban yourself from the cards, at least ask yourself before the reading:  What’s my motivation, Do I need encouragement or permission to fail?

Tarot is a wonderful tool for introspection and creative thoughts, but it can be a horrible powerful tool of derailment.  It’s just up to the reader and what they’re looking for.

every night at around 2am i get an inexplicable urge to go to tesco. not because i need to buy things, or because i want to go for a walk, or anything like that - my brain is just like “go to tesco” and sometimes i’m like “yeah ok” and i get up and go to tesco, and make an excuse to buy a pack of chewing gum or something just so it doesn’t feel like a completely pointless trip, even though it is. 

anyway. every time i give in to the Tesco Urge there’s always the same youngish ponytailed guy there working the night shift, and when he sees me he always gives me this little nod of recognition like “ah, it’s you again” and i nod back and pretend like it’s completely normal to constantly turn up at tesco in the middle of the night for no apparent reason and wander aimlessly around the fruit and veg section. we have never actually spoken. all i’m saying is: imagine your otp

Birthday plans

Wrote this because Jay’s birthday is soon and plus it’s my birthday today!! I hope everyone enjoys this xx 

Jay’s birthday is in 2 days and you have planned a surprise for him. He has already booked a club for the night but you wanted to do something with just the two of you. After all, it will his big 3-0. 

The surprise will be celebrated just before his actual birthday and the plan was:

- To have an early breakfast down at his favourite cafe

- Spend the day hiking

- Come home and relax for a bit before heading out to fancy restaurant

- Take a walk around the streets of Seoul

- Go home where you will surprise him with one of his presents


“Babe, wake up. Let’s go get breakfast. Wake up please,” you whispered into his ears but Jay slept like a dead man. Frustrated you hit his arm. “Hmm,” was all he managed to say. “Let’s go get breakfast. I’m hungry.” Jay opened one eye, “Are you trying to tell you’re pregnant or something?” You hit his arm again. “How does telling you I want breakfast is a way of saying I’m pregnant? I’m going to get ready now so you better be out of bed when I’m done.” Just as you tried to get out of bed, he pulled you back into his arms, “10 more minutes and I’ll get up. Promise”. 

“Why are you wearing that? I told you to wear something comfortable. We will be doing a lot of walking.” You told Jay as he was wearing his usual ripped jeans and denim jacket. “Wear your basketball shorts or something. And seriously, put that denim jacket away.” Jay stuck his tongue at you. “When we have kids, you’re going to the strict mum whereas I’ll be the fun dad.” Now it was your turn to stuck you tongue out at him.


“Why is this hike so tiring baby. Fuck,” Jay whined at you. “We’re halfway there. C’mon babe.” You alternate dragging him by his arm and pushing him up hill. The other hikers were looking and smiling at you but it was Jay who probably got a better laugh out it. He enjoys being the ‘baby’. “Babe, I thought you work out. It’s obvious you’re skipping leg day.” You ran away from him just as you finished that sentence. Jay always gets annoyed when you mention leg day. 

The two of you finished the hike and the whole Uber ride home, Jay was complaining. “You know for your birthday, I’m going to plan something that’s going to make your legs hurt.” You raised an eyebrow at him. “Is that suppose to be a suggestion for something sexual?. You asked as you leaned closer to him. He let out one of his mischievous smile.


“I made dinner reservations for us at 6:30pm so we should leave home around 6.” Jay was slumped on the sofa with PJ and Oscar by his side. You then went to the room where you kept Jay’s present. You thought this would be the perfect time for his first present. “Is there room for one more on that sofa?” Jay looked at you and he had PJ and Oscar on either sides of his arms. “I don’t know. PJ and Oscar didn’t make me walk for a like million miles.” You went to the kitchen drawer and took out two doggy snacks. Once the dogs saw you, they immediately ran to you and chewed on the snacks instead. “Now are you going to quit being a whiny baby and let me give you your first present?” “First present? I told you no presents baby.” Even though Jay said that, he reached for the box. “I hope you like it.” He opened the box and there was a small strip of paper with your handwriting written on it. Jay read it out loud, “Soon there will be two babies in this house. That is, excluding PJ and Oscar.” Jay looked at you. His eyes were a big as ever. “Are you fucking serious baby? Oh fuck. I’m going to be a dad?!” he exclaimed. You didn’t say anything at first but just gave him a grinning smile. “Yes, this is awesome! I can’t wait to tell everyone. How long have you known? Have you been to the doctors yet? Oh shit, our family are going to so happy. We are going to be parents!” 

You let Jay calm down before saying, “Babe, look at the back of the paper.” He turned it over. It read, “I was just joking. I told you I’ll get you back.” Jay looked at you. “What the fuck. What do you mean, you’re joking?”. “Remember that time when we were at your friend’s wedding and one of your friends asked when we’re planning to settle down? Do you remember what you said? You said, we have things planned and that we were actually expecting! I had to spend the rest of the night answering questions about pregnancy related stuff. I tried to play it off but your fucking big mouth wouldn’t shut up.” Jay was thinking about that wedding. “Oh right. Ha. And I remember you told me that you had to Google pregnancy stuff when you were in the bathroom. I’m sorry baby, but you shouldn’t play me like this. I was actually happy and excited”. “Good to know where your head is at regarding children. Anyway now look at bottom of the box. That’s your actual first present.” It was two gift vouchers for a massage place. You didn’t know what to get Jay since he pretty much buys everything himself. “Is this why you took me on that evil walk?” “When are you going to stop complaining about that hike, seriously. I got you those because I know you have been neck and shoulder cramps and I’m not a good masseuse.” 


After dinner, the two of you walked around the shops before you legs decided to give in. The hike from the morning is starting to take a toll on you and your heels didn’t help either. “Babe, can we swap shoes?” Jay laughed at your question. “You know, if I could fit into your heels I would.” You replied, “but that is what you always say. That’s is like your go-to ‘I don’t wanna do it’ excuse”. He just laughed and put his arms around you, pulling you in closer. You smell his natural scent mixed with the cologne. 


“Jay, I need you to sit here on the sofa while I go and get something. Wait here ok.” Jay didn’t argue or make any smart comments. You closed the bedroom and slipped into your second present to Jay. It was red, lacy lingerie - Jay’s favourite type. You then put on a see-through robe but still had your heels on. You checked yourself out once more before leaving the bedroom. You knew you looked good and can’t wait for Jay to see you.

You walked out and saw Jay slumped across the sofa. “Are you fucking kidding me, Park Jae-Beom?” you said. He didn’t budge. You started shaking his arms. “Oi, wake up. Wake up. Wake up.” He finally opened his eyes, sat up and saw you standing in front of him. “Oh sorry baby. I must have fallen asleep.” He looked up and down at you. Scanning every inch of your body. Jay could see what you were wearing underneath and his whole demeanor changed. He wasn’t feeling sleepy anymore. “Whatchu wearing, baby?” he smirked. “Come sit down.” He gestured to his lap instead of the seat next to him. You did what he said and sat on his lap. “Is this my second present babe?” he asked. You didn’t say anything but cupped your hands on his face and kissed him. “You know, I think this present makes up for the hike this morning and that cruel joke you played on me earlier.” You let go of his face and hit his chest. “I swear, if you fall asleep anytime during sex tonight, I’ll be planning more hikes and jokes for you.” Jay chuckled and wrapped his arms around your waist. “Thanks for today baby. I love you so much.” 



Its Ok

It’s Ok

Maybe you can write something where Jimmy or Kit’s girl has a panic attack and he helps her?

P.s. If anyone ever needs to talk, i’ve had lots of experiences with panic attacks and I might be able to help. I love you all.

Requested: Yes (I did this with Kit because he is my boy)

Anxiety/Panic Warning

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Scarlet: “Emerson, there you are! Why didn’t you show up to the romance festival? You abandoned me!”

Emerson: “Aww, babe, it wasn’t intentional! I just had some stuff going on, you know how it is, right?”

Scarlet: “No, I don’t. We’ve been together for a while yet when I want to see you, there’s always some excuse. When you’re bored, I have to drop everything to be with you. This isn’t fair!”

Emerson: “Babe, you don’t need to pout like that! You look so cute when you’re sad. I’m sorry, ok? How can I make this up to you?”

Part 2, Chapter 4: Chain

A strip mall off the turnpike in New Jersey. Looking for lunch. From where I stand by my truck, this could be anywhere.

We must have decided this, right, at some point? That we wanted it all to look the same? And I can understand that decision. We all like to feel somewhere familiar. Now we can have that feeling wherever we are. No matter the climate or geography, you come inside the chain and you are exactly where you were before, like there was a magic door to the city you feel most comfortable in. It’s a positive that can’t be denied.

But we have paid a price for this.

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Prompt:  Chanyeol is stressed and lashes out on you and he says hurtful things to you causing a break up.

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 818

***Warning: There are hurtful comments that are NOT meant to be taken personally in any way, shape or form.***

The door slammed shut.

Chanyeol’s keys landed on the counter in a clatter and he huffed at the loud noise.

“Chan?” You peeked out from the bedroom, ready to greet him but a bit surprised at his entrance.

He just sighed and threw himself over the couch, legs dangling off the edge.

“Stressful day?” You approached him carefully.

“Yeah.” His voice was muffled by the pillows. “I’m just…can I just have some time to myself please?”

“Oh…yeah, of course…”

That was weird. He usually strangled you in cuddles whenever he was stressed.

You headed to the kitchen and quietly retrieved the materials and ingredients needed to cook his favorite meal. Chanyeol got up and sighed. He stood by the kitchen and shook his head disapprovingly to try to get you stop.

“Don’t. I’m not hungry.”


“I said stop.”

“You need to eat. You have schedules tomorrow and you need-”


You jumped. He had never yelled at you like this before.

“I said I didn’t want anything to eat. Why are you trying to force me? You’re just making everything worse!”

“Chan, what happened today?”

“Now you’re trying to nose into my business?”

“What? No!”

“Yes, you are!”

“Ok, fine. Yes, I’m nosing into your business, but it’s because I love you. I care about you. When something’s wrong, you know you can just tell me right?”

“It’s not going to get better.”


He shook his head in resignation and turned around.

“What happened to my Chanyeol?” you asked him. “He’s not usually like this, even when he’s stressed…”


“Please, can you just tell me what’s wrong? I just want to help!”



“So I’m a bitch now…”

“Stop making it worse than it already is.”

“No, I get it.” You grabbed your bag and headed towards the door. “One of my friends was wondering if I wanted to spend the night, and looks like you really do need some time to cool off so, win-win situation.”

He blocked the way and stared down at you, face devoid of emotions. “Is there actually someone expecting you, or are you just making up an excuse to get out of the house?” he deadpanned.

You stared back, unflinching. “I’m sure they’d be willing, even on such a short notice.”

“So there wasn’t anyone.”

“Ok, you got me.” You crossed your arms defensively. “But I’m just trying to give you the space you asked for. Why are you stopping me now?”

“You shouldn’t be a burden to others, especially when they aren’t expecting it,” he said sternly.

“So now I’m a bitch and a burden on my friends.”

“Oh my God, shut the fuck up!”



“I’m not even surprised by this anymore.” You shook your head and tried to get to the door again. He realized what was going on and what you were doing. He quickly moved to try to stop you.

“That’s not what I meant, Y/N, please…It’s just that SM’s been giving me shit and-.”

“So the company doesn’t want us to be together? Typical. I mean how easy could it be to split us apart when I’m not even an idol and ninety percent of your fans hate me because we’re dating.”

“It’s not about the fans hating you, it’s-”

“What? The fans hating you? And SM’s getting on your back because they’re losing money even though your own life is priceless and could never be replaced…”

“I just…I just don’t know if it’s worth all the opposition…”


He caught his mistake too late. “No! I didn’t mean-”

“No! Our relationship isn’t worth the opposition?!”


“And you could do so much better without me, because there’d be no opposition?” You tried to push past him, but he grabbed your wrist.

“Y/N, stop!”

You glared up at him with tears welling in your eyes.

“You sound like the fans.”

“Please, no…”

“Don’t ever talk to me again.”


“No. Just-” You yanked your wrist out of his grip. “Get away from me!”

He desperately tried to block the door again. “I’m sorry! I need to explain-”

“You’ve explained enough.”

You pushed past him. He desperately tried to pull you back, but you eventually made it through the door. As if it were some unspoken barrier, Chanyeol gave up fighting.

“This is what you wanted right?” you spat out, voice icy. You pulled the key out of your bag and let it drop to the floor. In the silence, the soft clang of metal on concrete was the only thing you could hear. You turned around and shot him a dirty look. His eyes were panicking.

“I guess your popularity’s gonna be shooting right back up.”

He was left alone with a key abandoned on the floor and a message that a friend would pick up your stuff tomorrow.

Every so often, it’s not too often, I get someone come into my ask box and tell me off for liking Kevin. They tell me he’s problematic and remind me of certain stuff he’s done. A lot of them especially point towards the ableism he showed when talking about ‘fixing’ Janice. It makes me wonder how they can dislike a character so much, that when they happen to stumble across my blog, they feel the need to tell me that he’s a bad person, that therefore I’m a bad person, like…I know Kevin is a huge problem of a character?

He’s an antagonist, he’s supposed to do and say bad things. That’s what causes problems for the protagonists. I understand, he follows the opinions of this horrible problematic cult and therefore says and does horrible problematic things. They’re the antagonists for petes sake. I get told also that I can’t ‘use the excuse that he was brainwashed’ to justify cutting him some slack, like Kevin isn’t a multifaceted character at all and just a flat villain character who deserves no pity because the reason he did everything is ‘because I’m evil mwhahaha!’

Like yes, let’s just blame this traumatised and mentally abused character for the things a higher more directly evil power made him do and give him absolutely no pity/empathy and never examine his character ever and let’s make sure everyone that likes him knows that that makes them horrible people too. That’s a great idea.

I know Kevin is not a good person. I know he can’t be fully excused for his behaviour still, and I don’t excuse him for it. I don’t think ableism is ok and I do think someone needs to help him recover and tell him why these things are not ok to say. Please just let me like this character in peace. Go away and examine him a little bit, properly, not through the lens of ‘every little problem is inexcusable always’ and if you still don’t like him - fine. But don’t keep trying to spread the 2D version of his character around to spread your undue hate and don’t bring it to blogs that clearly like him, please?

Dear Anon Hater,

If you need someone to hate on HMU and LEAVE EVERYONE ELSE ALONE! Ok?! Because you weak little baby, who clearly has some bad insecurities, doesn’t have the guts to say it to our faces because you’re afraid of consequences. Sweaty ;) life if full of consequences so GOOD FRICKIN LUCK SURVIVING. Now it takes a lot to make me mad and you haven’t fully succeeded yet but if I get mad I’ll go hard and when I’m angry I do and say things I regret. I hurt people. But here’s a little secret for you: I want to be mad. I like it. The adrenaline, the emotion, the everything. Test me why don’t you. I’ve got nothing to lose.




@ everyone who’s receiving hate

Originally posted by kane52630