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???Katniss the Story Teller???

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Katniss slew dragons, and toppled governments, and once upon a time she’d been known as the Mockingjay. Today she rocked back and forth simply wanting for the boy she loved to pay attention to her. She’d do anything to bring back his memory. She fanned herself, the hot sun caused her to opt out of wearing pants. She wore a light dress. Her eyes once more went toward the direction of Peeta’s home.

“What’s the matter girl?” Haymitch shouted from across his porch. “You want the boy to kiss you,” he laughed so hard he began to cough.

Katniss stood up and narrowed her eyes at her former mentor. Without answering him she opened the door to her house and slammed it shut. Frustrated she banged her hand against the door.

There had to be a way to get Peeta to realize her feelings. Two years after the war they were in a better place both of them. She’d taken it slow, building up a friendship with him. They’d slept in each other’s bed when unable to sleep, but it was an occasional thing. They’d held hands, they’d given each other pecks on the mouth, and long embraces.  But none of those things were enough; Katniss wanted and was ready for more. If she weren’t so backwards when it came to relationships and men she wouldn’t be in this predicament.

“What’s wrong Katniss?”

She whipped around to see Peeta standing in her living room a basket of bread in his hands. “Peeta, what are you doing here?”

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Deep Breath | two

Originally posted by k-pop-crazy

genre: angst/fluff

words count: 2.9K

preview, one, two, three, four, five, six

I hated myself for lying to him. I couldn’t shake from my mind the image of his face when the words left my mouth. The tiny smile he had on disappeared and in its place was a frown. He couldn’t understand my words just as much as I couldn’t understand why I said them on the first place.

All he did was force a smile and nod. He apologized for running after me, said he wouldn’t have done if he knew about it, said that he should have guessed about my feelings from the way I acted and by the feelings he got because of me. The fear that ran through my body was real, he had said.

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the night patrol, chapter 5

chapter title: That’s What Friends Are For
words: 3.4k
chapter summary: When Nino invites Adrien to join him and the girls for a movie night, Adrien turns him down. But Marinette has other plans for her chaton.

previous chapters: 1, 2, 3,

a/n: Marichat and FAB FOUR FAB FOUR FAB FOUR

AO3 | FF

Nino is practically jumping with excitement while Alya and Marinette are watching him with fond smiles when Adrien walks into the classroom on Thursday morning.

“Hey Nino, what’s up? You look like you’re in a good mood this morning!” says Adrien cheerfully.

“They’re doing a marathon of one of my favorite directors at an art theater in the 6th arrondisement and I snagged four tickets to the main show tonight! Alya and Marinette already said they’re game, so the last ticket is for you, my man. You can come, right?”

“I should be! What time do I need to be there?”  

“The movie starts at 9:30pm, so we’re meeting up at Café de Flore a little earlier for coffee, probably around 9.”

Adrien’s face falls. “Oh man, I just remembered—I have a late tutoring session for Chinese tonight and I can’t miss it. I’m sorry, Nino.”

The lie falls so casually from Adrien’s tongue that Marinette almost misses it. But she still has his schedule memorized, so she knows it’s not true. He has Chinese lessons after school on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, and they’re right after his fencing lessons. She wonders why he’s lying.

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you wanna bet?: Matt espinosa part 2

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He laid back on top of me with a smile.

“Ready” he whispered kissing me.

“No I cant” I said pushing him off. I stood up crossing my arms over my bare chest. He groaned standing up. He was fully naked.

“Why not?” he asked frustrated

‘I just cant I’m sorry” I looked on the ground for my bra.

‘Looking for this?” he smirked holding it up. I blushed

“yes” I reached for it, he pulled it up making fall on top, he chuckled.

“Just how I like it” I rolled my eyes taking it from his hands.  I stood up getting dressed, I turn to see him doing the same. After I got dressed I fixed my hair ready to walk out.

“hey hey” he said standing in front of the door.

“What?” I asked

“You cant leave first. And its too early too leave, I don’t want to pay 100 bucks” he said pulling me back to the bed. I huffed.

‘How long” I sat on the bed , he laid across from me, he looked shocked I guess he was surprised I didn’t say anything about his bet. Now I had to pay.

‘I don’t know another hour” he said crossing his arms over his head. I had realized he had no shirt on. His body was nice, all tattooed up but every tattoo was pretty amazing, Without thinking I lifted my finger and started to trace some of his tattoos. When I realized what I was doing I pulled away blushing

“Sorry” I whispered. I didn’t dare look at his face.

‘No keep doing it, it feels nice” he said , I looked up at him, his eyes closed and arms behind his head. I moved up, laying my head on his chest tracing every tattoo I saw. my favorite one was the tiny birds flying upwards.

“This is my favorite one” I break the silence. He hums  I can feel him move but I don’t want to get off his chest.

“Why” he asked, im a little surprised he cares.

“They look free” I laugh

“That was dumb” I say as I trace them. his hand wraps around me softly rubbing my arm with his thumb

“Not at all” he chuckles.
“Does you mom get mad? You know from all theses tattoos “ I look up at him, his face softens and his eyes look sad.

“She isn’t here for her to get mad” he said

“Sorry” I say feeling bad.

“Its okay, everyone has a tragic life story” he softly chuckles. I thought about it. Do  I have one?

“Whats yours?’ he asked.

“ Both parents are living. But not in the same house” I said snuggling closer; he didn’t seem to mind.

“Who do you live with?” wrapping both arms around me.

“My Grandma.” I whispered.

“I do to, after my mom got into drugs I didn’t have anyone else. Well expected my dad but I only use him for money. .” I felt weird but good weird when he talked to me about his past.

“Hey Y/N you in here-“ the door opened standing there was a shocked Camilla. I quickly got up clearing my throat.

“Yaw hats up ?” I asked

“I need to go.” She said in a mono tone.

“Oh ya, uh bye” I turn to wave matt goodbye, he smiled waving bye.

“Hey” he said before leaving

“Nothing leaves this room?” he asked just nodded

as we both walked to her car, she seemed mad.

“Something bothering you?” I asked,

“what did you guys do ?” she changed the subject unlocking her car.

“Honestly? Nothing. I owe you 100 bucks” I said buckling in. she looked at me with wide eyes

“WHAT?” she screamed.

“Nothing went on.” I  repeated.

“why were you gone for like 2 hours?” she asked wow I was gone for that long?

“we talked and cuddled” I said with a smile on my face.

“Talked about what?” she asked, thank god she was close to my house, he told me not to say anything and I wasn’t planning on telling.

“Stuff I said. she rolled her eyes.

“Don’t be a bitch about it. Just tell me”

“ nothing to say.” I was getting a little annoyed.

“whatever” she said.



“You young lady have been MIA” Camilla said jumping on my bed. That was true, I haven’t been around her since the party, no we weren’t in  fight but I have been hanging out with Matt a lot. He is different around, he is sweet, gentle , funny and caring I love being around him. But of course I cant tell her that.

“I’m sorry! Just busy I guess”  its not lying.

“let go out, I wanna see a  move” she smiled. I agreed. As we walked out of my house Matt was in my driveway I smile but felt very confused I walked over to him and Camilla  just watch.

“I told you I couldn’t hang out” I said, he pulled me into a hug.

“Just stopped by to say hi “ he said I blushed.

“Hi” I gave him a kiss it was getting heated until I remember Camillia was here.  I sad my goodbyes.

During the movies Camilia said her mom had called her. I didn’t really bother I was into the movie and I could take advantage afterwards to go see matt.

As the movie ended I saw Camilia enter the same Ice cream place we visited a week ago. I followed her stopping at the door. I saw her draped around Matt kissing him. He wasn’t pulling back. I froze not knowing what to do. I mean we weren’t anything. But it hurt because I actually thought he cared. I stepped back making the bell ring catching his attention, his eyes went wide and finally my feet could move. I started to jog outside. I wasn’t sure why its not like he would even bother chasing me.

“Y/N!!!” he yelled. I just ran and ran. 

Falling (Chapter 9 Part 2)

“Hey babe. Are you ready to go?” Karma asked, deliberately interrupting the other girls’ moment.

Babe? Lauren thought with her beautiful eyebrows together in confusion, but quickly tried to hide it. Amy caught her confused look and immediately understood.

“She’s—uh just… she’s my girlfriend.” Amy stuttered. “…girlfriend..” she whispers to herself with a sigh, but Lauren heard. Karma spoke up.

“We're…Friends who kiss and stuff,” she says but catches Amy’s face fall when Amy quietly yelled, “Karma!” in disbelief of her best friend’s small confession. Before Karma could say anything, Lauren slung her backpack over her shoulder getting ready to leave.

“I’m going to go. You guys obviously have some things you need to talk about, and plus…my girlfriend is probably waiting for me,” she says that last part just above a whisper.

Girlfriend…? Amy thought. She caught the beautiful green eyes giving her a cold glance before walking out.

“You don’t want to keep her waiting” Karma says with a smug smile. “Come on, let’s go Ames.”

Amy stood her ground, raising her eyebrows at Karma.

“What?” Karma asked.

“What was that just now?” 

“Nothing. I was just coming to get you so we can go meet up with Booker and Shane.”

“Nothing? Really Karma? “Friends who kiss and stuff”?”

“It’s true, it’s not like I was lying to the girl!”

“Is that all we are to you? ‘friends who kiss and stuff.’? Just friends? Are you fucking kidding me right now?”

“I didn’t say yes to you Amy.” Karma retaliated, but quickly realized what just came out of her mouth when she saw Amy’s face fall.

No one said a thing for a while.


“You didn’t say yes. I just thought after everything this past couples months, it was implied. I’m sorry; I shouldn’t have jumped to conclusions. You’re on the market, so that means am I, too. So you can’t just go around telling people that we kiss and stuff, implying that we are a thing when we’re not. You can’t be the jealous girlfriend.”

“I wasn’t being jealous!”

“Okay fine, whatever you say. I don’t feel good to go out now. Have fun with Liam.” And with that, Amy walked out of the classroom.

She didn’t know where to go. She knew that if she went home, she’ll have to deal with her mom and Lauren, and the chances that Karma will come over are high and she doesn’t want that. Amy walked out of school without a destination in mind, so she just walked.

I didn’t say yes to you Amy!

Those words repeat themselves in her head. It’s like the night of the confession again, but it feels worst now. Does she even know what she’s doing to me? She spent the last couple of months acting all couple-couple with me. Kisses, dates, etc. What was I to her? A fling? I thought she actually wanted to be with me. Stupid me… Amy kept walking, and ended up at the park. A swing set was available so she decided to sit there for while before heading home. As she was walking closer to the playground, she saw someone occupying the swing next to the open one. As she got closer, she realized it was Lauren.

“Let me guess. You kept the girlfriend waiting, and she left.” Amy said as she sat next to Lauren.

You don’t even know, Lauren thought, not even acknowledging the blonde next to her.

“I wasn’t stalking or following you. I just so happened to end up here, too.” Amy said. Lauren still didn’t reply.

“But I mean, who wouldn’t follow you? You’re kind of a catch.” Amy said, trying to lighten up the mood. She noticed the brunette’s lips curl up a little. They sat in silence until Lauren spoke up.

“Is she…like are you two…you know, together?” Lauren asked.

“Honestly?” Lauren nodded preparing herself for what’s next.

“I don’t know. After what just happened, I guess we weren’t”


“It’s actually a really long story.”

“Great. I love stories.” Lauren said, ushering her to continue.

Amy told Lauren about the “faking lesbians” fiasco, and told her about her confession to Karma, and how Karma said just not like that.

“Wow. It’s like the right of passage to fall for your straight best friend, isn’t it? I’m sorry you had to go through that.”

“Oh the story gets better. For the past couple of months, we acted like a couple. It was nice and simple. Nothing serious to her I guess, but I thought it was. I’d take her out; she’d take me out. We kiss and stuff, walk each other to class; we were inseparable. I thought we were anyway. God only knows she probably hooked up with Booker without telling me, since she was apparently single. God I really thought she wanted to be with me. I only ever wanted to be with her ” Amy wiped away her tears.

Lauren sat on the swing, going back and forth slowly before placing a hand on Amy’s knee, trying to comfort her. “I’m sorry. I’m really bad at this whole comforting thing. I don’t know what to do or say. I’m kind of really bad with words.”

“It’s okay. I don’t think I’d know what to say either.” Amy placed her hand over Lauren’s.

“Tell me about yourself. I feel like you know so much of me, but I don’t know anything about you.” Amy said.

“Well, I just moved here from Miami. My dad got a job from this big ass company over here, and he ‘couldn’t turn down such a great opportunity.’ I have two younger siblings: My brother Chris and my younger sister Taylor. My mom is great, I guess. We are one big ol’ happy family. I left a lot back in Miami though. My best friends: Normani, Ally, Dinah, and uh….Camila….” There was a bit of a silence.

“Anyway. In Miami, I had the perfect life. My friends were great, my family, everything. Now we’re here, and I can’t help but feel like there is nothing here for me, you know? I guess I just miss everyone back home.”

“I’m sorry you had to leave everything behind. I’m sure all of Miami misses you, too. Tell me what you would be doing there if you were there right this moment.” Amy said.

Lauren hesitated. If she were home right now, she’d be in her room doing homework with her now ex-girlfriend, but she didn’t want to tell Amy about that yet.

“I’d be with some friends maybe. We’d be at this place called Sunset Place. There’s a big ass arcade place there, with pizza of course, my girl—*clears throat*my best friend, Camila, she loves pizza. We’d spend a lot of time there. There are shops we’d go into and try things on, but then leave cause we didn’t have money to buy anything. There used to be a great gelato place, but that closed down a little before I left. There’s also a Barnes and Nobles there. When it was just Camz and I, we’d spend all night after school there. It was like going to the library, but it had a more comfortable feeling to it unlike libraries where you have to be quiet and stuff. Sometimes, we’d go to the kid’s area and just read to the little kids for fun. Or we’d hide out in the corner of the store with stacks of books around us, reading our favorite parts to each other. On several occasions, Camz would fall asleep when I was reading to her.” Lauren chuckled at the memories of her carrying Camila back to her car.

“Sorry, I’m rambling aren’t I?” Lauren looked down in embarrassment, trying to hide her blush.

“No, it’s cute! God, you must really miss it, huh? I’m sorry.” Amy gave her a sympathetic smile.

“Yeah, it’s alright.”

“Do you still keep in touch with your friends back home?”

“Of course. I can’t go a day without talking to them. They try to tell me stuff that’s happening around when I’m not there, and they ask me about how it’s like here. We’ve been trying to plan to hopefully get together for Thanksgiving break or at the latest Christmas break.”

“That ought to be fun.”

“Yeah, I can’t wait.” They decided to migrate to the grass under a big tree to continue their talk as some kids wanted to use the swings.

“Tell me about Austin, Texas.” Lauren said.

“I don’t do much but go home and watch documentaries on Netflix all night.”

Lauren gave Amy a ‘are you kidding me’ face.

“What? I’m serious. I don’t really like socializing and going out. That’s all Karma. She loves going out. That’s not always bad though. When it was just me and her, before all this popularity crap, we would go on some stupid adventures outside because she couldn’t be inside for too long. We’d go to some crazy places sometimes. One time we were walking atrial up a mountain and found a cave. It was kind of scary. It was pitch dark inside, but you can see the exit on the other side. When we first found it, we’d have to climb up a bunch of rocks before going inside. When we got to the entrance, we noticed there were train tracks on the ground, but there was absolutely no possible way a train could go through there now. We never went through the cave to the other side, we were too freaked out. One time, when we went back to the cave, I went inside a little bit and hid behind a rock. Karma freaked out, she thought I disappeared. We went back to the cave a couple months ago and water started to flow out of it, kind of like a waterfall. It was weird because we don’t know where the water was coming from. Anyway, that cave is a special place for us now. It’s like our place. When we go up there, it’s just us and no one else.”

“Karma is adventurous. I’m the total opposite, but I’d go anywhere with her.”

“You really like her, huh?”

“I love her.”

I know how you feel. Lauren thought.

“What are you going to do about her now?”

“I don’t even know anymore. I feel bad because I do like you and I totally want to get to know you better, but she’s just…she’s all I think about. But, she wants to be single. She doesn’t want to be tied down. After what happened after school today, should I even try with her anymore? For months, I thought she felt something for me. Months she would treat me like I was hers and she was mine. Maybe I should just let her go. I’m tired of being tied down to nothing.”

“God, I’m sorry. I’m dumping somewhat a lot on you and you’ve only just got here.” Amy apologized.

“No, it’s okay! It helps me actually. I get to worry about you while you rant, and not have to worry about my friends back home for a little bit. It’s relieving, kind of, but also really bad. I’m not trying to not think about them, I just need a break from missing them for a little bit, if that makes sense?” Lauren rambled.

“It’s okay. If you ever need a break from your head, you can always ask me talk. I could go on forever.” 

They spent the next couple of hours doing their homework under the tree at the park, stealing glances at each other here and there, and hiding their blushes when they get caught. After the sun and fully set and the stars were out, Amy walked Lauren home before heading to her own house. When she got settled and ready for bed, she sent a quick text to Lauren and Karma.

To Lauren: Thanks for today. I haven’t talked to anyone about Karma like I did with you. I felt nice. Goodnight Lauren:)

To my( , )face<3: I’m home. You might’ve been wondering or not. I just wanted to tell you so you don’t worry. Goodnight. I love you Karms..

From Lauren: It was nice talking to you, too. I haven’t talked to anyone about moving here at all, and it was great. I hope I can still take you out for donuts now that you are ‘on the market’? ;)

From Lauren: omg too soon?

To Lauren: not at all c: donuts and coffee in the morning at the café across the street from school?

From Lauren: okay good, I thought I crossed the line or something. That sounds great. Goodnight Amy c:

To Lauren: gooooo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0odnight

After like 10 goodnight texts later (both girls wanted to be the last to say goodnight), both girls fell asleep.

Karma never replied.

A/N: Maybe this is a spoiler but I will somehow incorporate Camren in this. I ship Camren and Karmy hard. Idk what’s gonna happen anymore in this fic. 

I made this kind of long because I felt bad about not updating and stuff. I kinda like this chapter, and hopefully you do too. 

Suggestions/feedback/criticisms is encouraged and appreaciated. 

Thanks for reading guys<3 

I’m kind of in love with her.